Chapter 22: Dagger (1)
Between Illya's attempts to bolt and rush deeper in the park to explore such a new novelty of a place and Caren's unwillingness to stray too much from the group while clinging on a certain redhead, Shirou was feeling quite conflicted about the normalcy behind such a simple thing as a mere walk in the park.
Surprisingly enough, Taiga was the calmest among the girls and the Gamer was rightfully impressed by how the situation was handled.
Shock filled the young Emiya's mind when the brunette started to rein in the two strong-minded children from creating havoc during this first visit, while she also gave some accurate words about the natural haven within this Japanese city.
Gray followed the slightly older girl around, keeping herself from asking too many questions out of politeness and shyness, yet the dark-silver-haired teen proved to be the only one in the group to give that much dedication in learning about this section of their new home.
Maybe it was because the trees, the plants and even the structure of the park was different from anything she had seen back in England.
Shirou couldn't certainly pinpoint the exact reason behind her thoughts in those moments, yet the genuine sense of interest displayed by her awed expressions as she was given some descriptions about the trees all around was enough to confirm she was enjoying this walk.
Sella and Leysritt were giving a slow chase behind, the former actually looked a little relaxed over the simplicity of such activity, something that didn't certainly require any major worries or responsibilities.
Meanwhile, Liz was merely humming to herself as giving some attention to the words coming from Taiga, showing minor interest in this incredibly quiet place.
It was still early in the morning and not many individuals were already there wandering within the place and so the park was mostly
theirs to enjoy in relative peace.
It took about twenty minutes for Illya to stop being this fussy over being restricted from wandering alone through the area, her bored self soon piqued as she began some loose conversation with Caren and soon the two were engaging in a simple but pleasant discussion.
Both were clinging by Shirou's arms, much to the redhead's minor discomfort, and the language barrier was mostly broken by the presence of the two maids; With Sella working as the main interpret for both and Leysritt jumping once or twice in a while with ironically shorter versions of the sentences uttered by the two girls.
It was slow-paced at first, the young Emiya keeping quiet during the whole ordeal out of curiosity and little interest over the attempt at bonding, as both pale-haired children began sharing some interesting tales from their respective upbringings.
It wasn't anything concerning and thus the Gamer let the two continue with this discussion without intervening much, only when one of the two would require his input over some of the topics mentioned.
Quite curious as a development, he hadn't expected things to change so radically once they had all returned to Fuyuki and… he felt somewhat conflicting over this grand change.
While he was glad that he brought so many people together back to some safety here to his home, the boy had legitimate reason to be concerned over some pending issues about… his own uniqueness.
Until that point, training had been something essential in developing more of the Game, to unlock more of the potential allowed by such an abnormality and…
Now that there were so many individuals around and all of them were attached to him so closely… when would he get the time to refine the abilities he currently had and explore the new routes allowed by the recent days' events?
Issues that weighted quite a lot in his head, enough to warrant some distractions mid-walk here and there as he thought about this dreadful predicament.
It had been something that had kept him from finding full rest, from getting any genuine relax from the past happenings as…
He knew very well now that Illya was here, things would have to be dealt here at home.
Fuyuki had monsters too, Kirei Kotomine being the one he knew at the moment and yet… he wasn't the worst individual just yet.
Instead Shirou couldn't help but think again about Kiritsugu's order, the chilling attempt to have him kidnap Rin troubling him to no end.
Why did the older Emiya even consider something like this? And why he mentioned Aoi having to die?
WHY?!
It just didn't make any sense from a simple perspective as of why would the green-haired woman's death be an unquestionable detail within whatever the former mercenary had planned to do with the fake priest.
The woman was frail, unable to act and defend herself. She couldn't form opinions, she couldn't become an obstacle to him…
Unless said ill individual was used as a barrier. Or better, as a hostage.
If there was something that Rin had mentioned to him before he went for the trip out of Japan, it was that Kirei had been starting to 'hover a little closer' to her mother, almost protectively and… distrustfully.
Many servants that had been hired to take care of her had been unassigned from their previous tasks, the regent of the family taking more and more roles within the mindful helping given to the disabled woman.
It had worried the young girl and for good reasons as she had been given lesser time to spend with her remaining parent and… fear had been a strong note within the young Tohsaka's tone.
Could it be that the Kotomine had been planning to use Aoi as a
shield against Kiritsugu?
As abominable as it sounded to his mind, Shirou knew that… it had to be a strong possibility and there was enough proof to back it up to a genuine eventuality.
But while such confirmation gave him a gloomy realization over the predicament itself, about Kiritsugu's reason to already ignore Aoi's survival with whatever he had planned to do with the priest.
Was he going to trust his 'father' in doing the right thing?
Would it be right to let it happen without giving it a true effort?
The Gamer was aimless without any indication from the Game itself, the lack of a mission about this matter (excluding the attempt of having him pursue Kiritsugu's approach) was bringing him even more hesitation.
And while part of him advised for him to wait and see, there was also a strongly vocal fragment of himself that urged him to do much more.
It wanted him to investigate more about the situation instead of spending time by just pondering over his next actions, to dismiss such hesitation and remember something that the dream with that strange woman had given to him in the form of consciousness.
There were numerous shades of being a hero, from being as hopeless as Kiritsugu with its amoral sense of justice and… the overly-hopeful stance that threw that mysterious blonde woman right into the worst scenario possible.
Two extremities made the duty of a hero easy to despise and detest, the one made by disillusioned claimants and… the unforgivable end of those that tried too hard only to get burned to a crisp by their own sense of honor.
Both sides of the same coin were the grand dividers within his mind, the raw and unveiled need to serve in something important while also enjoying the work around himself.
A horrible conceptualization of the idea, something that truly needed a true reform unless-
"H-Hey! Wait up!"
The sudden call got the entire group to stop in their walk, their attention directing back right where the voice had come from and… they all looked at the approaching, tired-looking young boy.
Shirou merely blinked as a familiar notice popped in front of him.
Name: Julian Ainsworth
Title: Mirror Mirror
Age: 7
Level: 9
Health Points (HP): 450
Mana Points (MP): 2000
Slightly surprised by this arrival, the Gamer looked more curious than tense as he noticed that this 'Julian' had working circuits within his body and-
"Halt!" Sella exclaimed while Leysritt deployed her axe-halberd in a guarding position as to bar the child from coming even closer to them.
The surreal element behind such deployment was that Liz didn't have… no space within her clothes to hide such a cumbersome weapon and yet she managed to bring it around somehow.
Despite the strong opposition, the boy didn't seem deterred from continuing to speak.
"I-I don't mean any harm!" He stated while giving a formal bow towards them. "I just wish to discuss politely with Shirou-san and the others since… I'm your newest neighbor!"
There was a minor pause after this sudden proclamation as the redhead tried to make sense of such development.
Their new… neighbor?
"My name is Julian Ainsworth and I wish to introduce my family before my father mess things up with your father, Shirou-san." His posture steeled even more after saying this.
"Your father… messing things up?"
"He is too easygoing as a man and… he tends to mess things up in delicate opportunities," Julian explained with a sigh. "He is a good guy but-"
"Wait, your name is Ainsworth, right?" Taiga suddenly piped in with a curious look, drawing quickly the attention of the bespectacled boy.
"I-I- Yes?" He said with a hint of uncertainty, unsure as of why this young woman seemed to know about his family.
Something that even Shirou was confused about himself as they hadn't been there before leaving Fuyuki for the trip and this was the first time he had seen someone like the young Ainsworth.
"You are Erika-chan's oniichan? The one she talks a lot about!" The brunette almost squealed while saying this, increasing the group's overall confusion even more as she jumped over Leysritt's weapon and… rushed to pick the panicking boy up much to the shock of the two maids.
"F-Fujimura-san?" Sella said with a stunned tone, then she steeled up again. "Fujimaru-san, that child is part of the Ainsworth Clan, a renowned part of the Bartholemoi Faction in Clock Tower-"
"And his little sister is my little apprentice since yesterday," The teen rebuked with a bright smile as she hugged closer the nervous-looking boy. "Raiga-jiji decided to have me tutor someone about Japanese, as a preparation for my future career as a teacher."
…
"Didn't we just return from our trip-" Shirou tried to ask, but the girl huffed.
"I know! Raiga-jiji just surprised me with this yesterday while I was putting everything in my room, he said that he had invited someone interested in learning some Japanese and I found Erika-chan," Taiga huffed about the suddenness of her predicament, then she smiled brightly.
"She is such a sweet student, by being so polite and always-listening. Think that tomorrow, which is when I will have our next session, I planned to make use of the kitchen since we will talk about food and-"
The brunette continued to chat swiftly about her positive reaction to her newest 'student' about her provisional plan of teaching and everything else about 'how cute Erika-chan is'.
But despite the simple happiness exuding from the young Tiger of Fuyuki, Shirou couldn't help but have his stare land on Julian and… his lack of squirming.
He was still breathing, his face was given plenty of space to draw air from, but the young Ainsworth didn't truly seem that much 'terrified' by this hold.
Actually, the presence of the blatant blush on his face and the slightly-nervous but elated expression there giving more than enough reason to project a glare upon this little folt.
He felt fairly closed by his reaction and… he didn't consider that he was tensing up with both Caren and Illya by his sides.
Both girls noticed this sudden shift in mood and, after giving a quick look at the irritation on Shirou's face, they both shared a smirk and turned to look at Gray.
The dark-silver-haired girl blinked back at them and then frowned at the brunet as she realized what they were alluding too while they pointed at the distracted Shirou, her blue eyes spotting the little 'comfort' this Julian was gaining and… she nodded back.
"T-Taiga-sensei, could you please finish the explanation you were saying until a few moments ago?" The English young woman asked in a polite and calm tone, adding the little stutter to make her act convincing in this occasion. "I was interested by-"
Gray didn't even need to conclude her request that the fellow teen rushed by her side with a wide smile, the usage of the 'Sensei' honorific being more than enough to gain the full attention of the young brunette as she flung across the distance and resumed her previous discussion.
Julian yelped as he found himself hitting the ground, suddenly standing up with a red face and lots of complicated thoughts but he sobered up pretty quickly as he faked a cough.
"S-Sorry, I didn't mean to… to not react to that," He apologized profusely, bowing several times before Shirou sighed.
"Look, can you just tell me what you really want?" The redhead asked with a calm tone, getting a nervous smile from Julian.
"I-I wish to befriend you, Shirou-san," The bespectacled boy replied quietly. "Since we are going to be neighbors, I don't wish to bring animosity between each other and-"
"Okay."
…
"W-What?"
"I said 'Okay'," The Gamer replied with a nod, Caren and Illya letting go as he started to approach the now-surprised Ainsworth.
Leysritt lifted her axe-halberd up to allow passage, both maids looking still tense but permitting the young boy to approach Julian and… Shirou smiled as he was now in front of the young Magus.
"I'm Shirou Emiya, nice to meet you, Julian," The redhead said calmly, extending his right palm to him, to which the dark-haired boy nodded at as he reached out of it.
"Nice to meet you too… Shirou,"
They both shared a handshake and… Julian couldn't help but be confused by the strange smile on Shirou.
It looked happy, yet sad, tired and… disappointed by something.
What a mystery, what was going on with his peer?
But before anything else could happen from this, the young Ainsworth felt someone rushing towards them and there was only a brief notice before the unidentified object struck towards the,.
"
Emiya-kun!"
A twin-tailed missile with bright blue eyes slammed on both boys, tackling them down to the floor.
Groans of pains were ignored by a quick huff by the feminine figure standing onto the two.
"Emiya-kun, you returned to Fuyuki and didn't tell me!" A slightly-irritated Rin Tohsaka mused as she continued to stay put in that dual pillow made by both children. "You should have told me! We have to talk about a lot and-"
The girl stopped, eyes narrowing at unknown element in that close encounter. "And who are you?"
The young Magus frowned at the sudden request, but his mouth replied without brain's input.
"J-Julian Ainsworth."
The twin-tailed girl huffed. "Rin Tohsaka."
'Rin Tohsaka? What a peculiar name for a hurricane?' Julian would have wanted to say, but before he could he heard someone else speak.
"Rin, you shouldn't assault people so blatantly and so recklessly," A smooth but blank tone commented. "You could end up creating more trouble than else."
Shirou didn't even need to turn to know whom had just arrived, his ears catching a soft noise coming from a working wheelchair and… his eyes were now fixed at the approaching Kirei Kotomine, the man pushing the wheelchair with a smiling Aoi Tohsaka on it.
N-Not now!
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When Gilgamesh had suggested to Kirei to visit the park for that day while accompanied with Aoi and Rin, the priest had been confused by such an order as… he didn't felt much interested over the place.
The park here in Fuyuki was a little attraction for locals and tourists alike, a pretty sight for those that needed calm and relax from the dreadful machinations of normal life.
It wasn't much important for someone like Kirei Kotomine, the place only giving him a sight over any possible future preys to kidnap, to torture for the sake of satisfying his inner twisted desires and use to fuel Gilgamesh's vast but limited reserves.
Even though the Archer-Class Servant had managed to survive the system imposed by the Grail, he wasn't truly alive, but a husk created by the pollution within the Greater Grail that housed the soul of the legendary hero.
A little hope for him to never have to deal with a quick betrayal from the powerful being, especially since the priest was the only individual that would be so willing to find 'batteries' to bring new energy to the King of Heroes.
So, while he could have merely scoffed at the 'suggestion' forwarded by Gilgamesh, his interest was piqued when the King decided to add a little detail within his phrasing; something that urged him to try and study the matter personally.
'There is something of yours wandering this city, something that can kill you with a mere sight.'
What a foolish idea, to think that there was some object that was his to have but that could kill him with a mere… look?
Truly confusing but also endearing from a certain perspective, his heart aching to explore the means to dull the boredom that had taken a toll over him in the last few weeks.
It's been so long since he had hunted down something or someone, his bloodlust now craving for some reward after being kept distracted for so much time.
It was a must, he felt greedily and selfishly, to bring satisfaction to his draining duties as a regent for the Tohsaka clan, to bathe his metaphorical teeth in the blood of his next targets.
So when he decided to follow through with the 'suggestion' from the King of Heroes, Kirei had expected to find some object lying around for him to recover and use for his own uses but the scene he was bestowed was far greater than any materialistic gift he could have asked for.
Shirou Emiya, the red-haired foolish youth was lying on the floor with another boy before he started to get up from the grass as Rin backed away from him and allowed them both to stand up.
He was there, another symbol of defiance that had appeared from the ashes of a broken dream. To think that Kiritsugu was now back and with him… his last bit of happiness in the form of his little child.
Sheltered by the Einzbern's defensive walls and Boundary fields, the former Master of Assassin could remember the failed attempts of the killers sent by Tokiomi to kidnap the little child.
A juicy hostage that would have put a serious wrench in the plans of his arch-nemesis, the Magus Killer possibly folding under such pressure and even surrender with the proper terms.
A pity that things weren't as easy as the former head of the Tohsaka Clan had planned, nor they were as stable as he tried to make them appear.
Like his dysfunctional family, now even more broken with his wife now a little shell of herself and little Rin so
deliciously unaware of the horrifying truth behind her father's demise.
A pity that Tokiomi had been just so
quick to kill compared than he had planned. It had taken a dagger plunged deep in his core, so swift and unforgiving, to get the man to exhale his last breaths.
Every life is so frail and easy to take with the proper strength, intellect and capacity.
That was something that Kirei had started to understand back when he began his training as an Executor for the Church.
His morality was already bleak back then, but now that its true nature was unveiled and his shackles were broken, the words he had long listened from some 'questionable' individuals back in his youth now meant something to him.
It was all so clear and… beautiful.
He could remember back when his father would mention the true essence of beauty, how a younger Kotomine, so childish and pitiful had failed to notice the reality of things and…
Now he can see it clearly. He can see beauty in the form of the blood spectacle incarnated by his creative mind.
What a playful display of things and what a jubilee to see the eventual horror rising from those sinless faces.
Children were easier preys, but also the more expressive with their unraveling of the magnitude of something terrifying to anyone put in a frightening situation.
His attachment to the suffering was still meaningful, not as 'aesthetic' as the one proclaimed by the long-deceased Master of Caster, sinful Uryu Ryuunosuke having 'decided' to become like this instead of being born in the role of the monster.
Kirei sighed as he stopped the wheelchair, just so that Rin could approach back to them.
What a beautiful day to bring some fear to the heart of his little new obstacle, the child known as Shirou showing some strong front before him and… it made him elated.
Someone as young as him being able to withstand part of the gruesome fate it awaited him? Why, it was quite the most elating thing he could have
begged for!
He was so close, it would have taken just a few well-placed words and some gesturing with the little silly doll under his control, Shirou Emiya would have crumbled like a puppet for him to manipulate around for the priest to satisfy his sick desires of torture.
So easy and so close…
But also so estranged and unimportant with just a stare.
He had to blink again as he noticed a little detail he had spotted not too long ago, a little pair of yellow orbs glancing at him with some intensity and… familiarity.
His interest sky-rocketed abruptly and his attention was shifted right onto the owner of such pretty ambers.
The little girl… looked just like her mother, Claudia, yet the lack of bandages and the intrigued expression plastered on her face much more appetizing compared to her long gone parent.
Caren Hortensia was a little beauty, more than he could have ever dreamed of and… he was content.
His corrupted heart quivered with suggestions, whispering sweet things over his mind about ending the life of such lovely child.
From the simplest, which entailed the twist of her little neck, to the most complex torture he could think in that very moment, a danse macabre of blood, bone and screams.
What a treat! But sadly it didn't appeal much to his need to intervene.
No, even with the presence of so many witnesses, his cruel temptation of bringing as much suffering to his daughter just like it had been back when dear Claudia was still alive and in stable conditions.
How much far he would go just to hear a little scream, to see her scared and sent to panic for the sake of the 'comedic purpose' of such act.
Yet… it didn't appeal once again.
How odd, Kirei mused silently as he tried to make sense of this little hesitation.
Maybe it was the lack of creativity, of uniqueness in the already-used techniques of torture he wanted to make use of, or maybe his sense of self-preservation had unconsciously picked something from the scene.
Something that was getting him a little tense but also fairly quiet over the immense sense of opportunity given by the current predicament at hand.
What a waste, his naughty heart pouted so rightfully.
And what a fair point he brought up by proclaiming his lack of initiative over the succulent scene in front of him.
Indeed, what a waste, he confessed somberly and quite sadly to his whiny organ.
But he couldn't fight this unwillingness to act, his frustration to even consider any new chance of drawing some fright out of the young public before him.
A massive pity, but one that got him started to get him think once more onto little Shirou Emiya.
The boy had started to whisper curious think to little Rin, Tokiomi's daughter looking so certain of true pain, yet so naive and innocent to the true extent of the fall that his family was suffering.
It was in that very moment that he decided to focus on the third element of that discussion, the bespectacled boy that was giving quick glances towards him and… Kirei felt curious about the familiarity of his face.
The features were just uncanny, those were the same unique traits only a peculiar man had and… that made the whole situation even more endearing and joyful.
The little one had to be a child to the Ainsworth family, dignifying that the 'missing clan' had decided to move here in Japan of all places.
The more numerous families joined this happy community, the merrier for him to then decimate with flawless plans of assassination and massacre.
Today Kirei felt his brain overworking for how many delicacies and treats he could sample in the form of
funny tortures but then again… it would have been far too easy.
Tainting the grass from green to red, to bathe the little and innocuous flowers with blood and flesh.
Such a pity that his hunger to give pain was selective today and… he was shocked when his stare ended up unconsciously back to the little golden-eyed angel waiting there to be butchered.
So defiant, so unaware and… so lovely to stare at.
He blinked, confusion rising from his corrupted heart as he felt a little ache at the unexpected emotion.
But what emotion was it? It wasn't driven by murderous needs or twisted resolutions.
It was strong, painfully so, but it didn't make him want to back away from the staring contest, actually pushing him to continue it.
And the more he looked deep in those honey-like orbs that once were only of his beautifully-dead wife, the more he felt a story unfold before him.
The loneliness, the lack of genuine close family and the requirements imposed by birthrights.
What an uncouth remembrance, and yet those weren't just his memories.
Kirei almost flinched at the realization, his chest hurting even more as the now-irritated organ was pushing him back to reconsider his current escalation.
What an odd sense of fear was washing over himself, the chance of dying for just a stare and-
There is something of yours wandering this city, something that can kill you with a mere sight.
...Oh Lord, this explains so much.
Thankfully for the priest, the visit didn't prolong too much as he didn't try to extend such a frightening situation for too long as he was quick to dismiss the words coming from the growing group led by the Magus Killer so that he could return both Tohsaka females back to their new home.
Once he was done with this little task, with his heart still pounding so harshly onto his chest, the Kotomine went back to his church and right to the basement where the victim of his last torture session was waiting.
He didn't restrain himself, anger and pain domineering his thoughts as he
dismantled the young orphan without hesitation and forgetting the real purpose of this little life now crumbling before him.
He was so desperate in reacquiring that familiar sense of moral depravity, something that in the end returned after five hours of crude ministrations, that he was blissfully unaware of the pair of red eyes looking from afar as he descended into a brief bout of insanity.
Gilgamesh smiled as his vision had been correct just as he had been sure of. Shirou Emiya will bring the end of his puppet, either mentally or physically.
But no matter the means to reach such a delicate climax, the end shall be the same and his new plan would enter in action.
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AN
I think I've been quite brutal with Kirei's POV. To be honest, I was distracted while writing, thinking only about 'what would Kirei think in his twisted brain' and put it on paper.
A little graphic? That's Kirei for you.
And I did mention this chapter would have ended up a little bittersweet, didn't I?