After I woke up, still on the ground, I let my tears fall for a bit. In my entire life, the most serious injury I had ever sustained was when I sprained my foot playing outside. I had no real experience with pain and suffering, and yet now I've nearly died twice. I was only alive because of magical means, I had survived lethal injuries that should have killed me many times over.
The memories of the intense but brief pain I had felt flashed through my mind. At this moment I was considering dying, hoping that whoever was in charge of the System would reincarnate me in an easier world. I didn't want to live in this screwed up world.
I didn't want to die.
I didn't want to live and experience pain, but I feared death more. I was beginning to hate myself for creating this contradiction. Hate. I hated those that caused me pain far more than I hated myself. I almost couldn't handle how intense my hatred for them was, it nearly made my blood boil with fury. Thoughts of murder filled my mind and it became harder to breathe, my muscles were tensing up painfully tight and I couldn't see clearly. I clawed at the ground, I smashed my burning head into the dirt repeatedly.
After I woke up from blacking out, my emotions were calmer now. "Hey System? Why don't I have a Skill like Gamer's Mind?"
Skills such as Unyielding Will, Vitrification, and Determination of Steel may Assist in Mental Stability.
"What skills are those? They weren't in the shop so how can I get them?"
Gain them by Installing Servant Cards.
I blinked at the unhelpful advice, all the Servants blocking me in could kill me in one-shot, I couldn't even imagine a way to defeat any of them. I just remembered something. "Servant Compendium." I called out.
Servant Compendium:
Name: Spartacus. Class: Berserker. HP: 5,472. ATK: 5,093.
Mad Enhancement (EX): Increase STR, END and AGI by 200% at the Cost of Logical Reasoning.
Unyielding Will (A): Resist 90% of Physical and Mental Damage.
Honor of Suffering (B): Increase STR, END and AGI by 80% and Increase Regeneration Rate by 80% when Beneath 50% Max HP.
Regeneration (B): Heals upto 80% Max HP per second with Magical Energy.
Crying Warmonger (A): Converts 90% Incoming Damage into Magical Energy. Attacks bypass Resistances.
After reading that I knew that defeating him was impossible at my level, regardless of his strength and healing, he could turn nearly all of the damage he might take and turn it into magical energy, and even then he would have resisted nearly all of the damage anyways. That was how I understood it, and I hoped I interpreted correctly, otherwise it could also mean that after being attacked he only took one percent of the damage done to him.
Name: Sasaki Kojirou. Class: Assassin. HP: 5,422. ATK: 5,032.
Presence Concealment (D): Blend into the surroundings.
Fake Mind's Eye (A): Sense Incoming Attacks.
Knowledge of the Sowa (B): Render Attacks Unreadable to Opponents.
Vitrification (B): Resist 90% of Mental Interference Effects.
Tsubame Gaeshi: Perform Three Simultaneous Attacks with a Sword.
Monohoshi Zao: 150cm long blade.
I knew more about Sasaki Kojirou from the anime, so I wasn't surprised to read his skills. It was exactly as I expected, and although his skills might not seem like they were anything special, I knew that with his swordsmanship he was nearly unbeatable.
Name: Paul Bunyan. Class: Berserker. HP: 5,239. ATK: 5,499.
Mad Enhancement (D): Increase STR and END by 10% at the Cost of Logical Reasoning.
Saint Graph Expansion (D): Grow or Shrink to accommodate the surroundings.
Delightful Comrades (A): Increase Companion's STR and LUK by 20%.
Bean Soup Lake (A): Recover 100% of Companion's HP.
Popcorn Blizzard (A): Reduces Opponent's Defense by 20% and the Effectiveness of their Healing by 50%
Marvelous Exploits (A): Instantly Grow to a Colossal Size and Increase STR by 100%.
Dakota Camp (A): Influence others to follow commands.
Wisconsin Death Trip (A): Manifest a Chainsaw, All who Hear its Roar are Inflicted with Madness.
Babe the Blue Ox: ?
While I was aware of this folk hero turned into a gag Servant, I hadn't had much exposure to her, so I didn't know what her skills had been or how she used them, just her colossal size alone made her unbeatable to me.
Name: Mata Hari. Class: Assassin. HP: 5,363. ATK: 4,977.
Espionage (A): Conceals all Hostility.
Pheromone (B): Incline Others to Trust and Accept, Inflict Charm on Men.
Double Cross (B): ?
Now I knew exactly what skills she had used on me, I guess she made for an amazing assassin or spy.
Name: Charlotte Corday. Class: Assassin. HP: 5,244. ATK: 4,857.
Presence Concealment (C): Conceals Presence.
Angel of Assassination (A): Inflict Relax on Others, Increase LUK by 90%.
Determination of Steel (D): Resist Mental Interference Effects by 10%.
Haphazard Planning (B): Increase LUK by 80%.
Le Rêve Ensoleillé (C): Conceals Killing Intent.
I had to let out a sigh of frustration before even reading her profile. I would say that the reason my Instinct didn't warn me of an attack was because her killing intent was hidden.
There was no way for me to win, the Berserkers were too strong and the Assassins were skilled. I struggled to get back into my feet, I didn't feel woozy like last time but my body was just tired. With shaky legs I made my way back inside the church.
Surprisingly I saw something new in the spot where I had woken up. Five colorfully wrapped boxes were sitting beneath a christmas tree.
"What?"
Happy Holidays! As an Apology for Summoning You During the Holidays, Please Accept these Gifts!
Oh yeah, it was December in my world, but it wasn't in this one.
'Whatever, I'm not going to complain about free gifts.' I walked over to the red and green boxes, I knelt down next to them and picked up my forgotten dagger off the ground. I grabbed a box and sliced off the wrapping paper. Immediately the box disintegrated away and a screen popped up.
Gift:
Gloom Robe (E): Increase Death Resist by 5%, Unsettles those that gaze upon it.
A purple and black robe materialized in the air above me, it had an odd pattern in the front of it but I didn't mind. I quickly undressed myself from my makeshift outfit and slid the robe over my body. I felt a little exposed wearing just a robe with socks and shoes on, but it was better than what I was previously wearing so I wasn't going to complain. I opened another box.
Spell:
Radiance (E): Converge Light into an Orb.
I tested it out, it was basically a small lantern in terms of brightness. Since it would only be useful during night but it also required an entire hand to keep it active, it probably wasn't going to see much use outside of illuminating dark rooms.
Spell:
Shadow Arm (E): Manipulate an Arm made of Shadows.
The arm was a flat shadow that could exert a small amount of force upon the things it touched, it had a reach of about five feet with me at the center, and the further it got from me the weaker it became. I would probably use it in combat when it got stronger, but for now it was a party trick at best.
I opened the next box, but my body folded over before I could read the screen that popped up. I couldn't breathe, it felt like my lungs were being crushed, the blood flowing through my veins began to leak out into my body as they were torn open. After a few minutes I felt incredibly lightheaded but otherwise perfectly fine.
Trait:
Crystal Heart (E): Generates 5% Max MP per second, Increases Max HP by 5%.
'Did I just fucking grow a second heart!?' Well considering that my veins felt like they had been torn open, I'm assuming I also grew some new ones of those too. Still it's fucking wild. I held my hand up to my chest and felt for my heartbeat, sure enough I felt a smaller beat in between beats, so I assumed that my new heart was rather small. Even though I'm just guessing, I didn't feel the need to dissect my body for definitive answers.
I grabbed the last box a little hesitantly, I hoped it wouldn't be anything painful and sliced it opened.
A Gift from Saint Nicholas: Six Distortion Collapses.
I blinked, and couldn't quite understand what I was reading. "System?" I inquired hoping for an explanation.
A Distortion Collapse occurs when enough Magical Energy is Forced into a Distortion that the Mirror Bridge Connecting it to this World Collapses. However, when this is Performed by the System it Completely Destroys the Distortion. It also Updates the Store.
"Wait really!? I could use these to clear out a path for me? I could actually leave this stupid place?"
Correct.
"Fuck yeah." I immediately jumped up and started dashing for the stone steps leading down. I arrived at the clearing, my hearts beating faster with excitement and anticipation. "So how do I do it."
Be near the center of a Distortion and intend to Collapse it.
I was a little put off at having to be near the center, the Servant, but hopefully I didn't need to be right next to them. "Cross Over." Space twisted and I started down at a samurai spirit guarding the stairs.
'Collapse!' I didn't trust my mouth to move faster than his blade. The mirror-like walls of the Distortion cracked, and then shattered completely, along with the Servant.
Relief filled my being, It was possible to leave. I hurriedly jumped down steps nearly tripping plenty of times but I reached the bottom of the stairs and the gate leading out without any more injuries. Excitedly I ran forward, almost bursting with joy. My body collided with an invisible barrier, and my brain rattled within my skull for a few seconds. "System, what the fuck is this?" I hissed.
Scanning Distortion!
Results: A Distortion with Special Properties has Prevented Retreating.
"Wait, am I inside another Distortion right now?"
Correct! This Entire Mountain is Inside this Distortion.
"But there are Distortions on this mountain!"
Distortions do Not Exist on a Singular Plane of Reality, they are Spatial Anomalies.
"So they also exist in the real world but they can also be accessed from inside a Mirror World."
Correct!
"Can you Collapse it?"
Collapses can Only be Performed near the Center of the Distortion.
I sighed, my entire motivation sapped from my body. "Fuck." I moped back up the stairs.
I searched far and wide, traveling to every corner of the Distortion that was this mountain. I had to waste my Collapses in order to get past the Servants so I could do a complete investigation. In the end I didn't find the center so I returned to the church.
My mood was terrible, ever since I had arrived in this new world I hadn't experienced anything enjoyable. I also haven't eaten anything, and was beginning to get hungry. I kicked my pile of rags in frustration, then I recalled Spartacus. I was still angry at him, but I had been more angry at the other Servants because they had forcibly started combat, whereas with Spartacus I had made the mistake of entering combat with him.
I blinked and looked over to the center of the church. Spartacus's Distortion had been different compared to the rest of the ones on this mountain. I quickly Crossed Over and Collapsed the Distortion, and when space twisted back to reveal the real world, I noticed a glow emanating from beneath the floor, from a secret passage. I ventured down, my mind clear and ready to use my final Collapse the instant I caught even a glimpse of a Servant.
The passage exited out at a room with a long stone hallway, that hallway led down an equally long hallway. After five minutes of waking I was worried that I had lost my bearings and attempted to back track, but I found that I couldn't remember if I turned right or left. The instant I crossed into another hallway, I forgot where I had come from. The more I thought about it, the sooner I realized I couldn't tell the difference between the two directions.
After that realization I tried just running straight forward, hoping to escape. And yet at some point during my running, I had forgotten the meaning of going forward or back.
Turning, advancing, retreating, I couldn't comprehend what they meant.
The more steps I took, wandering aimlessly, the more I noticed just how dizzy I was. Vertigo assaulted my mind, I felt my muscles, joints and bones protest against me with every movement, I was forgetting how to operate a human body. The natural limits of how far a body can move were lost on me, I stumbled and tripped as I forgot which leg to move, and how to move them. I nearly tipped over as my center of gravity fell away. Equilibrium was now a foreign concept.
I was lost.
'What was I even doing here?' My last train of thought was a question, but then cotton was filled my head and I couldn't hear myself think.
Hallways twisted as reality blurred, my body and mind were on the verge of ceasing to function, when a Minotaur came into view.
Mission: Defeat Asterios.
Reward: Servant Card Asterios.
I couldn't read those words, but as the monster roared and his figure became increasingly bigger.
'C-collapse!' The thought that I had loaded before descending down into this labyrinth was finally fired.
With the sound of thunder cracking across a stormy sky, the stone hallways shattered into fragments of glass, and then space twisted in on itself.
I vomited and fell to my knees as sensations and concepts returned to me. On shaky legs I exited out the hidden room, up the secret passage and out the abandoned church. On my way out I peeked at Asterios' profile.
Name: Asterios. Class: Berserker. HP: 6,342. ATK: 5,637.
Mad Enhancement (B): Increase STR, AGI, END, MGI, CHA, and LUK by 80%
Monstrous Strength (A): Increase STR by 100%.
Natural Demon (A): Permanently Increase STR and END by 150%.
Labrys of the Abyss (C): Giant Axe.
Chaos Labyrinthos (EX): Materialize the Labyrinth.
There was no way I could have beaten him in a fight, that much I knew but I was still surprised at his strength buffs.
The first thing I noticed when entering the real world was the sea of lights illuminating a town in the middle of the night.
Thoughts of freedom swirled inside me, but I didn't dare get my hopes up again.
With shaky steps I walked down the stone stairs and stopped at the gate. I took a deep breath and took a step forward, my foot made contact with the outside world.
Tutorial Cleared! Reward: 300p!
Missions Completed: 0/6! Reward: 0 x 1000p!
As I started walking closer to the town, I looked through my shop. It had in fact been updated with the skills of the Servants it had destroyed but they were all E rank now. Still, I had the points and I wouldn't say now to making my life easier.
Unyielding Will (E): Resist 5% of Physical and Mental Damage.
Vitrification (E): Resist 5% of Mental Interference Effects.
Determination of Steel (E): Resist 5% of Mental Interference Effects.
All these skills were worth fifty points and although they seemed pretty basic, when I had asked about a skill like Gamer's Mind, it had said that these one could assist in my mental stability. I had taken that to mean that they had sub effects that weren't important enough to mention. And just by reading the names of the skills, I had already formed an idea as to just how they might help me.
After confirming my purchase, I felt a small shift in my mind. Fears and worries had dimmed, a sense of calmness now sat at the center of my thoughts. It was easier to think rationally, but I didn't push it, my skills were still low level so I doubted they couldn't stand up to a panic attack or anything close.
Regeneration (E): Heals upto 5% Max HP per second with Magical Energy.
Crying Warmonger (E): Converts 5% Incoming Damage into Magical Energy.
Spartacus's skills both were worth fifty points, I had considered Honor of Suffering, but at the low level it was at it didn't offer much help. Not that I expected Crying Warmonger to be of any use to me right now, but if I didn't die and managed to level it up then I wouldn't have any complaints. And with Regeneration, if I factored in Avalon's Blessing and Crystal Heart, then my HPR rate would be at fifteen percent a second.
Mana Burst (E): Infuse objects with Mana and instantly release it.
Manifest Armor (E): Forge armor out of magical energy.
Wind Slash (E): Fire a blade of wind.
The first two were worth twenty points and the last one was worth ten points. I didn't particularly want them right now but it was either these three or just one skill and I wanted options. I knew that I would have trouble with wind magic because of my sword traits, but it was still worth getting ranged magic.
I was satisfied, my mind was calm and my body was relaxed, my hellish tutorial was finally over. Now I just had to find a plane, train, or even a bus out of this devil town. A chill ran down my spine when I heard heavy wings flap in the air. Mechanically, my head tilted upwards into the sky. The first thing I saw was a beautifully full moon glowing in the pitch black sky, the second thing I saw was a black haired girl with devil wings floating in front of that moon.
I swallowed hard, my skin was tingling slightly because of the buzzing sensation in the air between us.
"Oh dear, oh dear, what do we have here?" She asked with a small giggle, her voice was a mixture of mature and playful.