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Koyaanisqatsi [An Elder Scrolls crossover with High School DxD]

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CAUSE FUCK IT! I'LL JUMP ON THE BANDWAGON TOO!

...Also. You ever just write something very...
An Update I suppose...
So... since this has been eating me up for the past week or so, I'd figure that I might as well give y'all an update as to what's going on.

Now, it's almost been two months since I released the latest chapter and y'all might be wondering how much of the next chapter is completed and... well, to answer your question, let me check.

*Looks at the next chapter on my Google Doc drive.*

...Hmm, looks like I've done about five sentences since the last chapter was released!

...Holy shit, what a fucking disappointment.

iu


I know...

So, an explanation is in order.

See, the issue here isn't that I'm constrained from writing due to a job or anything like that, quite the opposite actually, I have a lot of free time and since free time = the time to write. If that's the case, then why the hell aren't you writing then? Do you have writer's block/muse silence?

To be blunt, no. I've already planned out the next chapter. It's just that I can't well... Write it for a better lack of a word. For some fucking reason, I just can't put the ideas I've cultivated in my head onto the digital paper that I'm using. It's like all the ideas just become so abstract and loose that it just strips my mental dictionary all the way down to the most bare-bone words that leave a bland taste in my mouth.

And to make things worse. Whenever I start to "write", I get this pain-in-the-ass phantom fatigue that makes me feel like I haven't slept and ends up making me feel like a lobotomite that hovers his hands over the keyboard while going "duhhhhh" like a goddamn caveman, it pisses me off to no end and makes me feel like I'm doing a chore instead of a recreational hobby.

To make things worse... I know for a fact that I can sit down and write one or two thousand words in a single sitting, I've done it before.

Ugh... all this time wasted has made me demoralized to the nth degree. It's not even funny anymore. I've seen other writers pop out 4k words a day on their own fics. Like how the fuck do they even do that? It's crazy how people can write that much. Whereas for me, I feel like I'm doing a damn marathon just to reach a few hundred words in the span of several hours.

Shit... What a horrible night to have a curse.

(And with that said, if any of you are wondering if I'm going to abandon the story, don't worry I have no intention anytime soon of doing that. I'm just lamenting at my seemingly crippled ability to write.)
 
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