You don't have a lot of personal possessions.
Your clothes tend to be threadbare, practical, and cheap.
The computer you do your coursework on is dwarfed in processing power by Luvia's phone.
Your apartment is small and almost empty. Food, a toothbrush, a couple of other mementos. Most of your life could fit into a tiny box.
But one thing you do have, is pride. A lot of it. It's that pride that led to more fights, more pain, more bruises, cuts, and broken bones than you can remember. It's that pride that demanded whenever you lost that, even if you were a good sport about it, you came back for a rematch. That demanded your all in everything you did.
It's that pride that managed to get you into university.
And now, it's that pride that drives your fists.
Luvia isn't fighting you with everything. Her breathing is too steady, her body too calm, her eyes too measured. She's too in control of herself and her body. You haven't pushed her to the edge, if you've been challenging her at all.
You should do something about that.
In a normal fight, your will just guides your reactions. Each blow is too fast to waste time thinking about, so your body does it for you. Your brain just spots details and works out where to hit, leaving the 'how' to your arms.
Your eyes have already started to sting from the sweat.
No weaknesses, too fast, too stable.
So you abandon defense for offense, shifting your stance further back and lower, telegraphing loud and clear that you're going to deck her in the face with a punch that can lift her clean off her feet.
Against Luvia, this is normally a recipe for disaster. She's a practitioner of a certain grappling style that could waltz right through this move and use it to throw you into a wall. But that's OK.
Your fist sails forward, her arms snake around it, hips already twisting for the launch. And you pull her into it, over balancing the throw and kicking off the ground, turning it into a whirling twist that manages to rip her off her feet and into the corner. The ropes tangle her hands up just enough for you to start whaling on her.
Hard and heavy hits, straight to the gut.
The kind of blows that would have a normal person spitting up blood and where you'd normally be able to feel ribs start to creak. The kind you and Luvia have only exchanged a few times before.
A few seconds later, you pause, breath hitching in your throat as the oxygen you brain so desperately needs gets caught in a stupid gasp. Your hands ache with a very familiar warm and wet feeling that tells you there's probably something red dripping out of your knuckles. Like you've been punching an iron wall. Luvia's leotard is covered in bloody stains, but there's not even a tear in the material. Her exposed skin is pale, healthy, and unbruised. There's not even a hair out of place on her head.
All that red's just from your hands.
And if she wasn't sure you noticed something up before, Luvia's certainly aware now. And judging by the way she's biting her lip, she's actually hesitating in telling you for some reason.
[ ] Fuck it, you don't care. She wants to have secrets, fine. Not like this is the first thing she's kept from you.
[ ] ... We're friends Luvia, right? This... fuck you're bad at the touchy-feely shit. The point is, is she... you don't fucking know, OK or something?
[ ] ... That's actually an awful lot of blood. Maybe you should think about cleaning that up before somebody gets the wrong idea.
[ ] What the actual fuck, Luvia? It's like you're made of god-damn titanium, the shit is going on?