Murata woke up with a sweat. He changed his clothes before meditating in the room, trying to calm his nerves.
Douma, being increasingly busy, had little time to continue talking with Murata.
Grateful for the small lull, he spoke with several of Douma's retainers in the following weeks.
He entirely avoided Chiyo. Her fanatic and passionate intensity was overbearing.
Hiroto's gentle nature made him endearing to others. After the death of his wife and children, he sought answers in an increasingly changing world. Douma was his salvation, and he sang praises for him.
Fumiko was a stern woman. Born and raised in the mountain, the life she lived revolved entirely around Eternal Paradise. She could recite the passages forwards and backwards, and she taught many of the new followers.
Murata met Ichiro when the man returned to the temple. A traveling missionary, Ichiro desired to spread Douma's word. Surprisingly, he proved to be very good at this, always managing to bring back a flock of people. In the end, it amounted to nothing more than a circus of death.
People asked questions. Who wouldn't be concerned if a friend disappeared after meeting their revered leader?
Yet, things stayed the same, and those people disappeared as well. For the sane, it was a balancing act of blending in and adjusting to their new life. For the pure zealot, it showed the immensity of Douma's kindness. No longer would these people have to interact with the outside world.
Murata profiled them. Even if they weren't demons, they were dangerous people. By willingly condoning Douma's actions, they were just as monstrous.
The Demon Slayer Corps did not promote the murdering of civilians, not matter how vile they were. Self-defense was allowed but the intentional killing of humans was taboo.
Every one of Douma's retainers looked at people pitifully, mentally organizing them by categories of food. Douma had personal preferences, despite his gluttony.
Interrupted by the opened door, Murata stayed silent as Seiko entered and cleaned his room.
He initially tried sending her away, but she would always come back, citing her duties.
She showed him that just having parts of the tongue cut off didn't make speech impossible. Only very difficult, and despite practice, some sounds could never be replicated again. Seiko was from a richer family before she left, so she could also read and write.
Murata, hand on the door, prepared to leave until she grabbed his sleeve. She gave him a piece of paper before returning to her work.
Help me leave.
He pocketed the aged paper, leaving the room.
-
"Have you ever thought about death?" Douma asked him.
The first snow came, blanketing the ground as clouds covered the sky.
Adopting a thoughtful expression, Murata answered. "Many times. I've always wondered if everyone goes to the same place."
Douma laughed. "The same place? You speak as if there is anywhere to go after death."
"I think there is and that the actions in our life do mean something even when we're dead."
"I can't help but disagree," Douma said. "If such is the case, then why do the wicked get rewarded? Why do good people suffer?"
"I don't know. That type of question has troubled me for a long time. I won't ever get an answer for it, but I still believe in what I said."
Douma frowned. "That's irrational, you know? If you don't have the answer, then it probably doesn't exist."
"Just because I don't have the answer doesn't make it unanswerable. Someone wiser than me will probably figure it out."
Wagging his finger, Douma objected. "Not even the wisest have an answer. They say that to concern yourself with such dilemmas is to suffer unnecessarily. Always help others, but realize that the world is inherently wrong."
Murata huffed, letting out a flicker of annoyance. "Why does it matter how I answer?"
"I thought we were one in mind!" Douma exaggerated his surprise. "So it shocks me that we would be such opposites in this topic."
"It would be pretty boring if we had the same answer to everything, wouldn't it?"
"Only if we had the wrong answers."
Reaching the end of the courtyard, Douma parted ways. "Meet me again tomorrow. Also, be careful of the guards! Winter is approaching, so we're protecting the temple from any desperate bandits!"
Murata returned to his room, cursing.
-
Later that night, Murata had Seiko come to his room.
"Why do you want to leave? How can I even trust you?" Murata asked in a hushed voice.
She spoke slowly, putting effort in each word. "Douma eats people. Not human."
Gesturing to his pack, she requested writing materials.
I saw him eat people months ago. I left without a sound but the memory haunts me. He is not human. As for trust? I have seen your 'stick.' You bring a weapon to this temple. You are still alive despite that and while they know you as Masao, you are actually Murata.
He glared at Seiko. Murata purposely had the kakushi modify the sheathe to require a demon slayer's strength to open. He also put a small lock on his pack.
How did she do it?
"Why not leave earlier?"
Lots of eyes and as a servant, I have nothing beyond these walls. What should I do? Starve?
"Why are you expecting me to help you?"
She looked at him with confusion, then gestured to the sword. An obvious conclusion. A swordsman was not poor.
"So, you were helping me so that I would take you with me?"
Yes. I hide things very well. No one knows, no one notices.
Sighing, Murata held back his headache. This could work out.
"Alright, I have a plan. I still have one more thing to do, but before that, I need your help again."
She nodded, patiently understanding her role.
-
Murata gazed at the scenery around him. It was beautiful, but carried a terrible secret.
It would be safer to leave now, but that would be spitting on his duty as a demon slayer.
Was it unnecessarily selfless and dangerous for one life? Of course it was, but to abandon a core tenet of his organization was tantamount to treason.
If someone asked him to help, then he should do his best. It was better to die and save a life than to run away.
Murata had more than enough to verify Douma's existence as Upper Two. He could have left much earlier, but he wanted to document as much as possible about Eternal Paradise. Their structure, locations, patterns of life.
If the Demon Slayer Corps could hinder the cult, then Douma would have to resort to other means to find humans to eat. He also finished writing notes about the Blue Spider Lily. The fact that Douma was looking for it at all was of interest.
It would take only one call for help to summon the hashira, but it was too early for a couple of reasons.
One, the hashira would die. No matter his warnings, they would fight to the death, as expected of their duty. But it would be their downfall. No one had the mark, and without that, one couldn't reach the Transparent World.
No one carried a red blade either. It was even worse against an opponent like Douma, who would freeze the battlefield around him, making it more difficult to heat the blade with grip strength alone.
Second, Murata wanted to gleam anything related to Muzan. He purposely avoided it after the first discussion, but now was the time to take that risk.
Entering Douma's room, Murata took a seat, his walking stick beside him.
"Ah, is the pain flaring up again?" Douma's brow furrowed.
Murata nodded. "It's unfortunate, but one of the consequences of being a traveler."
"It's a beautiful day for rest. Pity the clouds are covering the sky, but it is what it is."
Murata inwardly groaned at that remark. It was ill-fated luck.
"You look more curious than I've ever seen you. Ask, ask away!"
"When we first talked, you mentioned a man who gave you your gift. Who was he?" Murata asked.
Douma perked up, sitting up in rapt attention. "How could I forget him? Well, I can call him many things, but that night was perhaps my most terrifying. His presence felt like a natural disaster. Any move I made could cause him to erupt."
"Was he angry?"
Douma chuckled. "He's always had a short temper. Do you wish to meet him?"
Murata shook his head. "After your description, I would rather not."
"Don't worry! He can be merciful at times. Sometimes, he lives in Tokyo. Other times, in Osaka. He is a traveler like yourself, but he is also a doctor."
"Does he save lives?"
Douma frowned, pondering. "I would say yes. Yet, paradoxically, I would also say no."
"That's a strange answer," Murata said. "He saves lives, yet he doesn't?"
Douma shrugged, agreeing with Murata's assessment.
"Does he have a gift like yours?"
They sat in silence. The cold forced Murata to keep his hands hidden in his haori.
Douma hummed, thinking. "No, not at all. He's very mysterious. You could pass by him in the street and not even notice. Such is his existence."
Grinning wickedly, Douma explained further. "Maybe that man you upset was him. Or a child you pushed away. Perhaps that woman you ogled was him."
He widened his eyes, staring straight into Murata's soul.
"Do you want to become a demon?"
Murata's senses were alarming him. He forced himself to answer.
"Never."
"Shame," Douma tossed a dead crow in front of Murata. "I wanted to see long I should drag this out for. But, after all this, I'm met with disappointment. I did enjoy our conversations, for what it's worth."
"Can't say I did," Murata disagreed. Before he could unsheathe his sword, Douma flicked his fan, its sharp edge and accompanying ice slicing across Murata's chest.
Murata crashed through the door, hitting the courtyard on his back. Blood began staining the snow red. He lit a match in his sleeve.
Standing at the entrance of his temple, Douma frowned.
"I dismissed everyone. No one will hear your screams."
Murata threw a bomb at Douma's feet.
He cut through it quickly, the wisteria inside irritating Douma while the gunpowder erupted. The blast set off a cascade of explosions, the temple collapsing under the firepower of Seiko's well-placed traps.
Murata clenched his body tightly and breathed deliberately, trying to stem the blood. Seiko ran from one of the servant's sheds towards him. People began looking out the windows, shocked by the unexpected sound.
She helped him run, both pushing themselves to the limit.
"Damn it," Murata coughed, "Nobunaga was supposed to coordinate with the kakushi." He could mourn the death of her later, but now, they had to escape.
"I know a path to get to the woods faster," Seiko said.
They continued, yet Murata's dragging pace was costing them precious time.
A booming crash destroyed the stairs, causing both of them to fall painfully. A giant bodhisattva slammed its hand towards them. Seiko grabbed Murata and quickly plunged further down the mountain.
Rock and stone cut their skin as Murata tried to cushion the chaotic plummet with his body. They retreated into the woods.
Murata watched as the normally calm bodhisattva turn angry, its hands swiftly attacking the nearby surroundings in a barrage of punches.
They could hear the people in the mountains erupt with equal anger, their screams and shouts echoing down to the town.
"We have to keep moving," Seiko pushed him. Her left arm hung limp, and her legs were covered in bruises.
"I know," Murata's wounds agonized him. "Just a bit further."
He slumped to the ground. His breathing lost focus, which reopened the tear in his chest.
"Murata!" She carried him, his consciousness ebbing away.