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A Skeleton's Guide to Mundus

This Shitty Maze Isn’t OSHA Compliant! New
I left without much ceremony.


No grand send-off, no final blessing from the Greybeards. Just a pack of supplies I didn't need, a few scrolls I couldn't use, and the gnawing certainty that the longer I stayed up here, the more I'd turn into part of the mountain.


Solveig didn't say goodbye. Kaelen nodded once, like a soldier acknowledging retreat. Arngeir simply watched me go.


Smart man.


The descent from High Hrothgar was silent, save for my own footfalls and the occasional crack of frost underfoot. The snow thinned as I passed beneath the clouds, the sky widening into pale, shapeless grey.


It should've been peaceful.


But something was off.


[SYSTEM] You are entering: [???]
Warning: This location does not match recorded geographic data.



I stopped walking.


That wasn't normal.


Even for me.


I looked around. No obvious landmark. Just mist. Pine trees. A sloped ridge I didn't remember from the climb up. The path behind me had vanished—not in a metaphorical sense. I turned to trace my steps and found nothing but untouched snow and a treeline that hadn't been there ten seconds ago.


"…Okay."


[SYSTEM ALERT] Local geometry inconsistent with known cartography.
Caution advised. Narrative stability compromised.



And then I saw it.


Stone jutting from the earth like broken fingers. Overgrown. Cracked. Not Draugr crypt stone—this was older. Smoother. Wrong.


A door half-buried in rock sat between two leaning arches, carved with spirals I couldn't read.


Not Nordic.


Not Dwemer.


Not anything I recognized.


[SYSTEM] New Location Discovered: The Unspoken Deep
"A place that is not a place. A memory none were meant to keep."



"Fantastic," I muttered. "Exactly what I needed. A bugged dungeon with a poetic subtitle."


I stepped closer. Moss clung to the stone like veins. The air smelled wet. Like mold and secrets. And underneath it all, a faint vibration in my bones—like something behind the door was humming. Or breathing.


There were no torches. No lanterns. No guiding signs.


Just an entrance, waiting.


Inviting.


I looked around once more, but the world behind me remained quiet. No watchers. No birds.


[SYSTEM PROMPT] Enter?
▸ [Yes] ▯ [No] ▯ [Poke it with a stick]



"Sure," I muttered, drawing my cloak tighter. "Let's go off-script."


I stepped inside.


And the door closed itself behind me.
Inside was dark—but not the normal cave-dark of Skyrim. This darkness moved. It pressed like smoke against my robes, curling softly, parting just enough for me to see a few steps ahead, as if guiding me forward.


I held up one skeletal hand, expecting the usual flare of candlelight or magelight.


Nothing happened.


[SYSTEM NOTICE] Standard spells disabled in this area.
Restriction type: Unknown. Recommend caution and experimentation.



"Oh good," I muttered. "It's one of those."


I moved forward slowly. The passage felt narrow, smooth, but oddly organic—walls curving gently like I was inside some ancient throat. The air was damp but not stale—more like breathing mist.


Then the hall opened into a chamber, perfectly spherical, floor polished smooth. In the center floated a single orb, about the size of my skull, suspended by nothing visible. It shimmered faintly, like liquid silver.


Below it, glowing softly, words formed from thin air:


A voice unspoken holds the way. A truth withheld reveals the path.


Cryptic bullshit. My favorite.


I reached toward the orb—carefully.


It immediately shifted color, turning dark red, humming a warning.


I pulled back.


Okay. Touching: bad. Got it.


I spoke aloud, testing, "Reveal the path."


The orb flickered white, then back to silver, as if confused.


Not the right answer.


I tried again, improvising: "...I am lost?"


Red again.


Great.


I paced, thinking. No spell, no touch, no spoken answer...


Then I realized what I hadn't tried.


I stood still and said nothing. I withheld speech deliberately, letting silence hang.


Slowly, the orb deepened from silver to a radiant gold. A low vibration filled the room, resonating in my ribs.


[SYSTEM] Puzzle Solved: "The Silent Witness"
Mechanic: Actions affect resonance more than words.



The floor rippled like water, stone dissolving into liquid darkness. A set of narrow stairs spiraled downward, shimmering faintly as if lit from beneath by starlight.


I stared down, frowning.


"I hate it when dungeons try to teach me moral lessons."


[SYSTEM NOTE] 'Humility' detected.
User growth confirmed.



"I rescind my humility."


The stairs held steady. Apparently, sarcasm was permitted.


I sighed. "Fine. Lesson learned. Time to find whatever cryptic nonsense is waiting downstairs."


I descended deeper into the silence, each step solidifying only moments before I set foot upon it. And behind me, unseen, the orb quietly followed—glowing with patient curiosity.
The stairs led down into stillness.


No dripping. No breeze. Just the low, constant hum of something vast and patient. My footsteps didn't echo. The air absorbed sound like velvet.


At the bottom: a hall. Seamless stone, walls too smooth, geometry too clean—uncanny in the way perfect symmetry always is. The kind of place you feel before you understand it.


And lining the sides of the corridor were mirrors.


Not glass. Not Dwemer metal. These were reflective surfaces grown from the walls themselves—curved and black and impossibly deep. They didn't show my reflection.


They showed... versions.


In the first, I was human again. Pale, tired, wearing the same robes but with eyes like empty wells. I looked afraid.


In the second, I was maskless. A hollow face. No skin. Just ivory bone weeping black mist from the sockets. That one smiled.


[SYSTEM NOTE] Reflection anomalies detected.
These are not memories.
These are possibilities.



I kept walking.


The mirrors shifted. Responded. I slowed down, and the next one showed me still—motionless, entombed in stone, vines growing over a frozen shape in the same robes I wore now. Dead, but revered. Like a saint. Or a warning.


I quickened my pace.


The next reflection showed me sprinting—away from something unseen, robes tattered, mask cracked down the middle, one hand bleeding stars. I passed it without stopping.


Then the hallway changed.


Not visibly. Just… the floor tilted by half a degree. The temperature dipped. Barely perceptible. Subtle signs of a new mechanic.


I reached a room shaped like a cube turned on its side—no gravity to speak of. Floor, wall, ceiling, corner—didn't matter. Orientation was a suggestion.


And floating dead-center: a single white thread. Taut. Glowing. Humming like the note of a tuning fork buried inside my skull.


[SYSTEM PROMPT] Do Not Touch the Thread.
Seriously. Don't.



Naturally, I ignored it. I stepped around it, keeping my distance.


As I did, the thread shifted slightly toward me. Not moved—leaned. As if curious.


I didn't move.


The thread rotated midair. A 90-degree turn without any visual transition, like it had always been in that position and reality had just caught up.


The mirrors in the last room hadn't shown this.


This wasn't a reflection.


This was a reaction.


[SYSTEM] Observation confirmed. This place is… interested.
No hostility detected. But… anticipation?



I left the thread untouched. The room stayed still.


But as I crossed into the next corridor, the walls rippled. Just once. As if sighing.


And then I realized something chilling:


None of the spaces behind me remained.


[SYSTEM] Backtracking disabled.
Linear traversal enforced.
You are being funneled.



I stood there for a moment. Just long enough to feel it:


Whatever this place was, it didn't want to kill me.


It wanted to see what I did.


And that was worse.



The corridor narrowed until I had to turn sideways to pass.


Then the walls blinked out of existence.


One moment I was in a hallway. The next, I was standing in an infinite void made of angle. Not darkness. Not space. Just endless geometric contradiction. Surfaces folded inward and past themselves, recursive corners where corners shouldn't be. Triangles that somehow had four sides. Stairs that looped upward forever but also ended right behind me.


[SYSTEM ALERT] Spatial constants suspended.
Challenge Type: Interpretive. Goal: Progress without perception collapse.



"That's not ominous at all."


The void hummed.


Not with noise—but meaning. It wanted me to walk. But direction meant nothing here. There was no "forward." The concept was being actively disassembled in real time.


[SYSTEM TIP] Choose direction based on feeling, not orientation.
▯ Left (feels wrong)
▯ Right (feels wronger)
▯ Forward (feels like standing still)
▯ Back (feels like forward)
▸ Diagonal (feels fake but honest)



I stepped diagonally.


The space shifted. The angles hiccupped, unfolded like petals made of impossible dimensions. For half a second, I saw myself from five directions at once.


Then I was in a room.


Square. Clean. Normal.


Or so it seemed.


There were three doors. Each one identical—black stone frame, no handle. On the floor in front of them, an inscription burned faintly:


Only one door is real. You cannot guess. You cannot test. You must know.


[SYSTEM ANALYSIS]
– All three doors lead to simulated paths.
– Two result in recursive memory loops.
– One leads forward.
– Clues: None provided.



Optional Hint: One of these doors knows your name.



I stared at the doors.


I didn't see anything. I didn't hear anything.


But one of the doors... felt like it knew me. Not in the way friends do. In the way a tooth knows a nerve.


I walked toward the rightmost door.


Not because I thought it was real.


But because it remembered I had once walked through something just like it.


[SYSTEM] Choice registered. Outcome: Forward.



The door didn't open.


It just wasn't there anymore.


And I stepped through.
The next step landed on stone.


Cold, rough, Nordic-carved.


I blinked, trying to orient myself, half-expecting the angles to dissolve again—but they didn't. I was standing in a long, rectangular chamber, unmistakably Nordic in architecture: grey walls, carved pillars, high-vaulted ceiling. Dust motes danced in amber light from fire sconces on the walls.


The air was warm. The smell was right—aged stone, ancient ash, nothing threatening.


It looked like every other ancient barrow I'd ever broken into, minus the Draugr stench and existential dread.


That was the problem.


Nothing was wrong.


And that was very wrong.


[SYSTEM] Warning: Environment integrity too high.
This room has no entropy. No wear. No history.
It is pretending to be real.



The floor was clean.


The carvings were crisp.


The torches didn't flicker.


And in the center of the room, resting on a black stone pedestal, sat a Nordic burial urn.


Standard. Bronze. Familiar.


Too familiar.


It sat there like it wanted to be looted. As if the room was daring me to open it.


[SYSTEM] Analysis: Object generates ambient calm.
Effect is artificial. Neurochemical dampening field detected.



My hands itched.


Not from greed. From narrative conditioning. My brain expected a trap. My instincts didn't. That contradiction made my spine hum.


I didn't move. I just stared at the urn.


The moment stretched.


Optional Action:
▯ Open the urn
▯ Leave it untouched
▯ Examine it closely
▯ Say something to it
▸ Do nothing at all



I chose nothing.


And the urn twitched.


Just slightly. Not a jump. Not a movement.


A single frame of visual error.


The pedestal dipped by half an inch.


The torchlight bent—toward it.


[SYSTEM] Confirmation: This object is watching you.



I turned my head slowly. One of the wall carvings—previously depicting a Nordic battle scene—had changed.


Now it showed a figure in robes, staring at a burial urn.


My mask stared back at me from the carving's surface.


"Right," I said aloud, voice echoing. "This isn't a room. It's a mirror maze in drag."


[SYSTEM RESPONSE] Echo Confirmed.
You are not being hunted. You are being evaluated.
Subject has resisted interaction. Result: Advancement unlocked.



The walls blurred.


The room dissolved.


And I stepped into something deeper.

The world snapped back into place like a stage curtain dropping.


Stone underfoot again. But wrong, somehow. Too dry. Too brittle. As if it had been burned from the inside out.


Before me stretched a corridor—no markings, no lights. Just a tunnel carved by something that didn't understand space the way humans do. It twisted slightly to the left, then kinked back on itself like a bent rib.


[SYSTEM] New Zone Identified: EMOTIONAL-LAYERED STRUCTURE
Condition: Responsive.
Danger Level: Subjective.

Recommended Action: [Emotional Clarity]



"…Oh no," I muttered.


I stepped forward.


The air shimmered, and the walls breathed. Not literally—but the way they pulled inward and out like lungs filled with silent laughter.


Then came the first branch—a T-intersection.


To the left: flickering candlelight. Warm. Inviting. Something about it tugged at the hollow behind my sternum.


To the right: cold blue stone and a sharp curve into darkness.


[SYSTEM PROMPT] Choose Your Path:
▯ [Left – Yearning]
▯ [Right – Control]
▯ [Up]
▯ [Open Inventory]
▯ [Eat Yourself]



"…What."


[SYSTEM WARNING]
Menu instability detected.
Some options may not be real.
Hint: You will not find yourself in your inventory.



I chose Right. My gut felt locked down tight—anger, anxiety, something defensive. The hallway narrowed. Tightened. The air turned biting cold, like shame that never thawed.


My breathing hitched.


The walls pressed closer.


[SYSTEM TIP] This path responds to emotional constriction.
▯ [Cry]
▯ [Lie to yourself]
▯ [Assert dominance]
▯ [Default dance]



I kept walking. Said nothing.


The corridor choked in tighter. My shoulders brushed the sides now. Cold mist clung to my mask.


So I tried something. I stopped.


Inhaled.


Said quietly, "I'm afraid."


The walls relaxed. Just barely.


A pulse ran through the stone like a heartbeat.


And then the path shifted downward.


Not with stairs. Just… a slow slope, bending space until gravity tilted in a new direction. My feet followed without thinking.


At the bottom: three doors, each one pulsing faintly with color.


Red.
Grey.
Amber.


[SYSTEM] Emotional Signatures Detected:
[Red] – Frustration
[Grey] – Numbness
[Amber] – Hope
Recommended Action: [Select Resonant State]
▯ [Run Diagnostics]
▯ [Reset to Factory Settings]
▯ [Break Fourth Wall]
▯ [Become Sword]
▯ [Become Door]
▯ [Consume Option List]



"…Okay, you're broken."


But I didn't have time to debug my imaginary UI. I stepped toward Amber, just to see what would happen.


The moment I touched the surface, it turned black, and the other two doors slammed shut like angry jaws.


The air changed again.


The hallway reformed.


But now… it smelled like ink.


And I heard something impossible—


Whispers in my own voice, saying words I hadn't spoken yet.


[SYSTEM] Orientation lost.
You are now inside yourself.


I fell for what felt like minutes.


No impact.


No sound.


Just stillness, and then—floor.


Cold stone again. Real enough. Enough to stand on.


Above me: a ceiling made of water, holding perfectly still.


Around me: six archways, equally spaced. Identical. Too perfect.


And directly ahead, in the center of the room, was a mask.


Not mine.


Not the Daedric one. Not the bone thing I'd crafted as a second skin.


This one was carved obsidian, featureless, reflecting no light—just shadows. And it pulsed faintly, like it was breathing.


[SYSTEM] Location: Core Chamber – "The Echo of the Self"
Challenge: Collapse or Integrate.
Progression locked behind internal resolution.



▯ [Face Yourself]
▯ [Deny Everything]
▯ [Exit Through Lies]
▯ [Wait Forever]



I took the only real option.


I stepped toward the mask.


And the archways opened.


Six of them.


Each belched out a figure.


Each one… me.


But not.


  1. The Warrior – Heavy armor, blade on back, mask cracked from battle. Eyes cold. Mouth silent.
  2. The Coward – Pale. Unarmed. Maskless. Trembling, shifting weight from foot to foot.
  3. The Trickster – Laughing softly. Dressed in stolen robes, mask made of mirrored shards.
  4. The Tyrant – Floating slightly above the ground. Robes like smoke. Mask fused to flesh.
  5. The Martyr – Bloodied. Holding a broken staff. Doesn't speak—only bleeds.
  6. The Machine – Eyes glowing blue. Limbs jointed wrong. Voice flat and recursive.

They surrounded me in a ring.


And all at once, they spoke. In my voice. But wrong.


"You don't deserve a face."
"You were never real."
"We carried you."
"You only learned to lie better."
"We kept you safe."
"You forgot who broke first."



I said nothing.


[SYSTEM PROMPT] Choose one to reject.
Only one may be denied.
The others become part of you.



I stared at them.


Each one a role I'd worn. Each one a coping mechanism with teeth.


I stepped toward The Machine.


It tilted its head. "You needed me. Precision kept you from error. We had rules."


"I don't want to be rules anymore," I said.


And smashed my fist into its face.


It cracked like glass. Light poured out. The sound it made wasn't pain—it was release.


And then the others stepped forward.


Not hostile. Not angry.


Just... waiting.


I turned back to the central pedestal.


The obsidian mask was gone.


In its place—


A mirror.


Perfect.


Flat.


Untouched.


I stepped up.


And saw myself.


Not the mask.


Not the system interface.


Not the skeleton or the mage or the myth.


Just a man.


Tired.


Still standing.


[SYSTEM] Core Acknowledged.
Identity stabilized.
Exit unlocked.



The room cracked at the edges.


The floor pulled away.


The ceiling fell.


And then—


I was outside.


On a cliff overlooking a forest I'd never seen.


Birds wheeled in the air. The sun hurt.


I exhaled.


And for the first time since entering the Deep—


I didn't hear the System at all.
 
Interesting, I wonder where this will go now that he has seemingly abandoned the system.
 
To Teach... New
I didn't walk away from High Hrothgar.


I drifted.


Feet, or footbones? Finding stone, then soil, then grass. The wind no longer howling with secrets or meaning. The System was quiet. The sky was real. And for the first time in a while, I wasn't haunted by architecture that looked like it wanted to talk to me.


Thank the fucking gods.


Just birds.


Just breeze.


Just a skeleton in a robe who had absolutely no idea where he was going or what he was doing.


But that was fine.


Because this time, I didn't need a quest marker. No dragons screaming overhead. No voices booming from mountaintops. No cryptic monks or metaphysical mazes trying to judge me. Just me, the open road, and—


[NEW OBJECTIVE]
Wander.



"...Sure. Why the fuck not."





It started with the smell of burnt something.


Not wood. Not meat. Not even that usual alchemical stank of failure. Just... scorched pride and bad intentions.


I followed the scent down a half-overgrown trail, where some smoke curled lazily above the treeline. The road narrowed. Trees closed in. And then—


Laughter. Arguing. The distinct hum of a poorly cast ward flickering in the distance.


I crested the ridge and saw a camp. Not a military one. Not bandits.


Robes. Fire pits. Crates full of ruined scrolls.


Students.


Four of them, clustered near a warped chalk circle drawn directly on the dirt. One was trying to conjure a flame spell. The spell was also trying to set his pants on fire.


A fifth, taller figure stood in front of them, arms behind his back, gesturing like a man who had once read a book about books.


"Feel the magicka in your gut, not your hands!" he barked. "The hands are simply conductors! Your real spellcasting center is the—ah, you there! You're on fire again."


The student began to panic.


The teacher snapped his fingers. "Stop, drop, and roll. I've taught you this. It's the ancient Dunmeri technique of... uh... combustion mitigation."

What.


I stared for a moment.


One of the students spotted me.


"Hey! Are you here for the lecture series?" she called, clearly desperate to believe that was a thing that existed.


The teacher turned, eyes squinting at me beneath a flamboyantly oversized hood.


He took in the robes. The mask. The glow.


He saw what he wanted to see.


"Ah!" he declared. "A wandering master! Come to test my syllabus, perhaps?"


I didn't answer.


He nodded solemnly to himself. "Yes... yes, of course. You've heard of my work."


I said nothing.


This was going to be fun.


"...As it appears you yourself might need teaching as much as they do—stand aside, and I shall teach you to unravel the secrets of the Arcane," I replied.
Like I'm not a college dropout.


Actually, hold on.


I've dropped out of college twice.


Once from university back home. And now... does leaving the College of Winterhold count? Am I still a student? A guest? An intern with catastrophic benefits?


Did anyone even see me leave beyond the teachers?


They probably think I vanished in a puff of smoke. Or turned into a raven. Or ascended into the Echoing Aetheric Plane™


Because of course.


Of course I couldn't just walk back in now. Not after that. Not after shouting down a goddamn dragon with two actual Dragonborn and leaving a crater big enough to get its own postal code.


[SYSTEM NOTIFICATION]
You are currently not affiliated with any official magical institution.
You may register your faction identity at the nearest appropriate authority.


Options:



  • The College of Winterhold (temporarily inactive)
  • "The Unspoken Deep" (no, absolutely not)
  • "Free Agent – Wanderer" (✦ Stylish! ✦ No dental!)
  • Forge your own order (requires: 2 followers, name, logo, cursed motto)


I stared at that last one a little too long.


Still. No going back. Not yet. If they saw me now, they'd either worship me or lock me in a warded cell to study.


And I don't mean the teachers.


Neither sounded like home.


So I turned back to the camp. To the half-scorched students. To the fraud in fancy robes. And I stepped forward.


"Gather your books," I said to the students. "Or whatever you've been using. We shall start over."


The teacher sputtered. "Now see here, I—"


"I'm going to teach you something first whelp," I said, already drawing a glyph in the air.


I turned to the students and raised a hand, slow and deliberate.


"Let's begin with something basic," I said. "A ward."


The 'professor' scoffed. "They already know—"


"Correctly."


That shut him up.


I knelt and drew a clean semicircle in the dirt with my gloved finger. Chalk was optional. Precision was not.


"Wards are not just shields," I said, voice steady. "They are statements. They say: I see your magic. I acknowledge it. But I choose to remain untouched. You don't block the spell. You let it pass like a wave through a reed."


"Or mead through a Nord's belly if you want to go for a more...Skyrim way of talking about it."


That got a chuckle but not much more.


Their eyes followed my every movement.


I stood and raised both hands.


Focused.


Breathed in.


And cast.


[NEW SPELLCAST INITIATED: Lesser Ward]
Cost: 8 Magicka per second
Effect: Negates up to 40 points of incoming spell damage



[SYSTEM MODIFIER DETECTED]
Parsing anomaly...
Evaluating revised output parameters...


Result:



  • Magicka Cost: 1 per second
  • Spell Absorption: 100%
  • Additional Effect: ???
  • System Comment: "Guh?"


Wait. What?


A ripple of light flared in front of me. Not the standard blue shimmer. This one pulsed, refracted, and then settled into a curved wall of crystalline script, floating runes flickering like a heartbeat.


The air hummed.


The fire pit extinguished itself.


One of the students gasped. "That's a... that's a Master-level Ward, isn't it?"


"It's not in any of the books," whispered another.


The System was silent now. No glitch warning. No rollback. Just a smug little smiling emoji still hovering in the corner of my vision.




Fuck you Machine.


The 'teacher' was pale. "I—I taught them that spell last week and it fizzled!"


"You taught them the equivalent of what amounts to magicka hemorrhage," I said flatly. "Now sit. Watch. You might actually learn something useful enough to keep you alive long enough to realize your mistakes."


"Alright," I said, ward fading into delicate wisps of script. "Names first. You," I pointed gently to the boy nearest me. "You start."


"Berand," said a Nord youth with ash-black hair and narrowed eyes. He looked skeptical. Good.


"Uh—Linna," she stammered, pushing tangled blonde hair from her eyes.


I nodded, shifting my finger to the next student. "Next?"


"And you?"


"Tovin!" chirped a Breton, enthusiastic, bouncing lightly on his heels.


"And you?" I asked the last of the students, a Khajiit sitting cross-legged on the grass, another Khajiit? I thought they weren't supposed to be common in Skyrim or something?


Oh well.


"Ra'zirr," he said softly, eyes thoughtful and bright.


I turned slowly, deliberately to the teacher, who was still gawking. "And our esteemed instructor?"


"Varrus Hlendrel," he muttered stiffly, adding with false grandeur, "Former adjunct lecturer of arcane fundamentals."


"Right," I said, ignoring the implied resume-padding. "Let's begin for real."


I drew another rune in the air, slow enough for them to see every curve and flick.


"Magic isn't about strength or power. It's about precision. Most mages fail because they use force to compensate for a lack of control. Observe."


I flicked my wrist, casting a basic candlelight spell. The orb hovered gently, stable as a star.


"Now, Linna, do you know how to cast the Candlelight spell?" I called softly. She jumped slightly and then shook her hear.


"That's fine, I shall teach you. Come closer."


Linna stepped forward cautiously, chewing her lip. "I've only ever used a torch."


"Then you're about to upgrade," I said gently. "Now. Candlelight is from the School of Alteration. It's a shaping spell, not a projecting one—your goal is to create a stable, self-sustaining light source."


I extended my hand again, letting the spell fade before repeating the gesture, this time slower. "It's not about forcing light into the air. It's about inviting it."


She nodded slowly, watching my fingers.


"Form a small sphere of intent in your mind. Not fire, not flame—just illumination. Warmth without heat. Then project it a foot or so above your palm. Like this."


I cast again. The soft orb of blue-white light bloomed like a flower in slow motion.


Linna took a breath, raised her hand, and muttered the incantation. The first time, it fizzled, sparks slipping through her fingers.


"Good. That's a really good start. Try again—but breathe out as you cast. Magic wants rhythm."


She nodded nervously and held out her palm. Magicka gathered clumsily, sputtered, and then flared wildly before vanishing.


"Stop," I said, voice gentle. "You're forcing it. Magicka isn't your servant; it's your partner. Invite, don't command. Again."


She did as I instructed, and this time the orb snapped into existence—flickering, uncertain, but there.


Her jaw dropped. "I—I did it?"


I nodded "Yes, you did-but you're not quite done yet, close your eyes and feel the ball of light form."


She swallowed and cast once more. This time, she whispered something quiet and calming. The orb appeared small, flickering—but stayed lit.


She grinned. "I did it!"


"You did," I nodded. "Now maintain it."


She stared at the orb like it might explode. It dimmed a little, then stabilized. A second later, she burst into a wide grin.


Tovin clapped softly. Ra'zirr even purred in approval.


I felt the ghost of a smile behind my mask. "Perfect. Tovin?"


The Breton stepped forward, already muttering words beneath his breath. His orb was large, bright—and exploded after three seconds, scattering sparks.


"Too much ambition," I chuckled. "Breathe. Magicka isn't impressed by grand gestures. Start small. Try again."


He flushed, but obeyed. The second orb was calm, smaller, and held steady.


"Good. Now, Berand?"


He glowered, cast quickly—too quickly—and the spell fizzled.


"You don't trust yourself," I said simply. "Magic is belief made manifest. Doubt infects your magicka. Try slower, with certainty."


Berand hesitated, then nodded sharply. His second cast stayed, dim but present.


"Better," I approved, turning finally to Ra'zirr.


The Khajiit raised one paw gracefully, murmured something in Ta'agra, and a perfect candlelight orb bloomed, unwavering.


"Excellent technique," I said, impressed. Ra'zirr inclined his head humbly.


Then I turned to Varrus, whose expression was an uncomfortable mix of embarrassment and resentment.


"Varrus," I began, softening my voice slightly. "You misunderstand magic as something to wield, not something you allow yourself to become. Watch."


I raised both hands, letting my mask glow faintly blue, my robes rustling with unseen winds. A gentle light filled the clearing, runes dancing in the air like luminous motes of dust. My voice was calm, steady.


"Magic is more than spells. It's the art of speaking the language of the world. Everything you do—every word, every motion—changes your conversation with magicka."


I closed my fists, and the glowing runes settled gently on the grass like fireflies before fading.


The clearing was silent.


Linna finally spoke up, eyes wide. "Who… are you?"


I would've smiled behind my behind the mask if I had lips...or muscles to smile with, and said simply: "I'm just a wandering mage. Nothing more."


Varrus coughed. "Yes, well…your style is unorthodox."


"And yours," I replied with amusement, "is terrible. But fixable."


He went bright red but nodded stiffly. "Noted."


Ra'zirr raised his paw slowly. "Will you stay a while, mysterious one? There is much more we would like to learn."


I considered the offer, the warmth of genuine curiosity around me.


"Of course," I said finally. "There's always more to teach."


I clapped my hands lightly, getting their attention again.


"Alright," I said. "Before we go any further, you all need real magical theory. I'm talking the kind that'll keep your limbs intact."


Varrus grumbled something unintelligible.


"Here's the first and most important rule," I continued, voice clear. "Magic is a conversation between you and the world. Each spell you cast is a word. Cast it badly, and the world will misunderstand—and when it misunderstands, it usually explodes."


Berand raised an eyebrow. "That seems... oversimplified."


"It's intentionally simple. Magicka is complex enough without you making it worse." I paused, then asked, "Which spells are you struggling with most?"


Linna immediately raised a hand. "Firebolt. It either fizzles or explodes in my face."


Tovin added, "I can't get Healing to stabilize. It always flickers."


Ra'zirr quietly added, "Conjuration. This one's familiar never appears fully formed."


Berand admitted grudgingly, "My Sparks spell tends to shock me more than anything else."


I glanced at Varrus. "And you?"


He cleared his throat, looking uncomfortable. "I have... difficulties with Wards."


"No kidding," Linna murmured.


"Alright," I nodded. "We'll tackle each. Linna first—Firebolt."


She stepped forward nervously.


"The problem is impatience," I explained. "Fire magic wants to be released immediately. Hold it too long, and pressure builds. Cast too soon, and it won't ignite."


"So what do I do?" Linna asked, hands trembling slightly.


"Breathe. Picture the flame clearly—then release, don't force."


Linna nodded, lips pressed into a thin line. Her fingers twitched at her sides as she took a deliberate step forward.


"You're not throwing fire," I continued, voice low and calm. "You're inviting it out. Firebolt is like a hawk perched on your arm—tense up, and it flies off wild. Be still, and it'll obey."


She raised her hand again, exhaling slowly. The first flicker of flame sparked to life in her palm—unstable, jittery, hungry.


"Good. Hold that shape. Don't push it—guide it."


Her eyes snapped open, pupils dilated with focus. The flame flickered again, wobbled… then steadied. With a sharp motion, she released it.


The bolt whistled through the air and struck the worn-out target log with a loud crack and a satisfying sizzle. Smoke curled from the charred center.


There was a beat of silence.


Then Linna blinked, as if unsure what she'd just done. "Was... that it?"


"That was it," I said, nodding slowly. "You didn't brute-force it. You shaped it, aimed it, and released it with intention. That's how you make magic listen."


Her hands were still trembling, but now it was with adrenaline. She looked between her palm and the scorched target, lips twitching upward.


"I thought it had to be... angrier. Like shouting at the neighbor's boy cause he looked up your skirt or something."


"Everyone does at first," I said, stepping beside her. "But flame responds to clarity. The more chaotic your thoughts, the more chaotic your spell."


She let out a small, relieved laugh. "Feels more like dancing now than fighting."


"Exactly." I paused. "And just like dancing, you can still burn your partner if you step wrong."


"Berand," I said, turning to him. "Sparks next. Show me what you've got."


The stocky Nord squared his stance like a brawler, fingers clenching as he built power in his palm.


A loud crack split the air as he released it—raw static lashed out wildly, slamming into a nearby log and leaving a black scorch mark across the wood. One of the younger students flinched.


Berand winced. "Uh... bit much?"


"Way too much," I said, approaching him. "You're flooding the circuit."


"Circuit?"


I nodded. "Your body. Your mind. Your magicka pathways. Treat it like trying to pour mead into a goblet—if you dump the whole barrel at once, you'll just make a mess."


Berand scratched his neck, glancing down at his hands. "But Sparks is supposed to be strong, right? To, like... knock people back?"


I shook my head. "Sparks isn't about strength. It's about connection. Electricity moves through pathways. It follows intent. You're not throwing a javelin—you're extending a wire."


I raised my hand beside his. "Watch me. Two fingers forward. Wrist relaxed. You're not gripping anything. You're guiding it."


He mirrored me, a little stiffly.


"Good. Now, build a small charge. Feel it gather behind your knuckles—don't squeeze, just... let it rest there."


Berand inhaled. The faint buzz of magic began to build again.


"Now release it—not like you're throwing it—like you're letting it flow out."


He exhaled and extended his hand.


This time, the Sparks hissed forward in a thin, concentrated stream. Controlled. Focused. The tips of his fingers glowed faintly, but there was no wild backlash, no explosive surge.


It struck the scorched log cleanly and hissed against the burn mark he'd left earlier—neatly retracing the damage rather than deepening it.


Berand's eyebrows shot up. "That's... way better than what Varrus showed us."


Varrus, to his credit, didn't snap back. He just crossed his arms and watched the technique with narrowed eyes.


"See?" I said, stepping back. "Precision. Intent. Flow."


Berand stared at his hand like it had just spoken to him. "It felt... quiet."


I nodded. "And that's when it's strongest. Lightning isn't a roar. It's a whisper that kills."


Ra'zirr stepped forward next, his tail flicking in short, irritated twitches. "This one... struggles with Conjuration," he admitted, voice low. "Can call the spirit, but it comes... half-formed. Broken. Like a beast half asleep."


I tilted my head. "Tell me—when you cast, what do you see in your mind?"


Ra'zirr's ears folded back slightly. "A blur," he said. "A shadow of what Khajiit wants. Fangs, eyes, claws—but no shape. No name."


"That's the issue," I said, stepping closer. "Conjuration is memory made real. If your vision is incomplete, the magic fills in the blanks with garbage data. Unfocused intent leads to unstable results."


Ra'zirr's eyes narrowed in concentration.


"Close your eyes," I instructed. "Forget the incantation for now. Picture it. Every detail. The sound of its paws on stone. The glint of its eyes in torchlight. The way it breathes. Don't rush. Breathe with it. Name it."


Ra'zirr closed his eyes. His lips began to move in a low, flowing cadence—Ta'agra, I recognized. Not words meant for casting, but prayer. Memory. He swayed slightly, ears still, tail motionless.


The fire snapped gently behind him. Everyone waited.


"Now cast," I said quietly.


Ra'zirr's eyes snapped open. He brought his claws together, and magicka flared—a deep violet coil bursting from his palms into the dirt with a soft hiss.


The light solidified.


A silver lynx padded into existence—sleek and lean, its fur like moonlight rippling over water. Its paws shimmered faintly as it moved, leaving behind the faintest traces of arcane frost. Its eyes gleamed like stormclouds rolling across a dusk-lit sky.


It moved with the quiet confidence of a predator at ease, circling the edge of the firelight before sitting calmly beside its conjurer.


The entire group went still.


Linna clapped, nearly dropping her notebook. "That's incredible!"


Tovin let out a low whistle. "By the Divines... that's beautiful."


Ra'zirr looked down at the lynx. His expression didn't change much, but the tension in his shoulders melted. "This one is... pleased," he said, almost reverent.


I crossed my arms. "You didn't just summon it—you called it. Now you understand the difference."


Ra'zirr gave a low purr, nodding. The lynx looked at me once, as if judging, then closed its eyes and settled in by the fire like it had always belonged.


I stepped back, addressing them all.


"Listen carefully. Magic isn't talent. It isn't strength. It's discipline, understanding, and patience. Respect the magicka, and you'll never need to fear it."


Ra'zirr inclined his head respectfully. "Khajiit thinks you're more than a wandering mage."


I shrugged, a ghost of a smille on my non existant lips as I told him softly "I'm no one of any importance."





We spent the next hours deep in practice. No theatrics, no elaborate showmanship—just practical theory and disciplined repetition.


The students sat in a loose circle around me, Varrus included, their earlier hostility melting away into genuine curiosity.

Berand was the first to speak again, this time not with skepticism, but with curiosity. "What about defensive casting? Beyond Wards, I mean. What if you don't have time to cast?"


"Then you rely on preparation," I replied, gesturing to the rune-circle I'd etched earlier. "Spells aren't only what you throw in the moment—they're what you anchor in the world beforehand. Triggers. Glyphs. Alchemical reinforcement. Magicka wants form, and it remembers where it's been."


I drew another shape in the dirt—three intersecting triangles with a rune at each corner.


"Mnemonic glyph," I said. "When activated, it recalls a specific spell you've attuned to it. Place one at a choke point, and you've effectively given yourself a second chance to respond."


Tovin blinked. "That's not in any of the beginner tomes."


"Because the beginner tomes were written by people more worried about students setting themselves on fire than teaching actual application," I said, only half-joking.


Varrus cleared his throat awkwardly. "There is a liability clause."


"Yeah, I figured."


I waved Linna forward again. "Want to try it? Just a basic Firebolt glyph. Don't cast it—just bind the intent."


She knelt, hands shaking slightly, but her eyes were steady now. Focused. She traced the lines with her fingers, whispering the incantation in parts, like she was speaking to the ground.


I felt the ripple in the air before it activated. Just a pulse. But it meant she'd done it.


"That's your first spell trap," I told her. "Don't stand too close when you test it."


Tovin, ever eager, leaned forward. "What about illusion? I've always wanted to try something—like, maybe a blur effect?"


I tilted my head. "You want to fool the eye?"


"Yeah! Like, dodge a swing without actually moving, you know?"


I grinned behind the mask. "Then stop thinking like a mage. Think like a liar."


Tovin looked confused.


"Magic follows belief. You want to bend light? First convince yourself it already bent. Don't ask the world to trick others—convince the world you are already somewhere else."


He hesitated, then crouched and began drawing. Ra'zirr quietly scooted back from the projected illusion radius with a wise mutter of "this one values his tail."


The practice continued well into the evening. One by one, I gave them fragments of what I knew—no lectures, no grand theory dumps. Just lessons wrapped in motion, gesture, and intent. Ra'zirr showed a strange talent for anchoring conjurations. Berand had the focus of a battlemage in the making once he got out of his own way. Tovin… well, Tovin would either become a genius or blow himself up trying. And Linna, she was sharp. Adaptable. A little too hard on herself, but she'd get over that with time and flameproof robes.


Eventually, the campfire dimmed to embers, and silence fell naturally over the group.


I looked up at the stars—unbothered, unjudging—and for the first time in a while, I didn't feel like I was running from something.


I was teaching.


Maybe even helping.


And that… that felt real.


Ra'zirr spoke first. "This one... would ask again. Will you stay?"


I didn't answer right away. Instead, I picked up a stick and drew a rune in the ash beside the fire.


It shimmered faintly—then vanished.


"Tomorrow," I said, standing slowly. "We'll go over ritual bindings. And yes, Ra'zirr, I'll stay for a little while longer."


The others murmured excitedly. Even Varrus, though clearly chewing on his pride, gave a begrudging nod.


I turned away from the fire, but didn't walk far.


Just enough to sit beneath a quiet tree, bones creaking gently as I leaned back.


No quests. No world-ending threats. No ancient artifacts.


Just a teacher.


Just a camp.


Just me.


And that was enough.


[SYSTEM NOTIFICATION]


[New Affiliation Unlocked: Mentor of the Forgotten]

Status: Unofficial
Perk: Passive experience gain from instructional activity. Reputation bonus among wandering mages and hedge circles.



[System Comment: "Look at you, Professor Bones."]


I snorted.


"Shut up."


And for once, the System actually did.



The Next Morning


Dawn bled over the treetops in bruised colors—violet, copper, deep rose—like the sky itself hadn't slept well.


I sat alone at the edge of the camp, legs folded under me, mask tilted toward the horizon. The others were still asleep, curled near the dead fire like exhausted pilgrims, except Ra'zirr, who kept one eye open and muttered softly in his dreams. Probably counting tail swishes.


But I couldn't rest.


Not with what I was thinking about.


Clones. No—reflections. No—variations.


I didn't want an illusion. I didn't want a summoned ghost or a Daedra with a funny hat pretending to be me.


I wanted to reach across.


Across timelines.


Across possibility.


And yank out me. A version of me that walked a different path. That answered a different call. A Veilwalker who had chosen Warrior first, not Scholar.


And I had no goddamn idea how to do it.


Perfect.




[Spell Concept Initiated: "Eidolon: The Warrior"]


School(s): Conjuration / Alteration / ???
Magicka Cost: Unstable – Scaling
Casting Method: Pure mental matrix. No runes. No glyphs. No incantation. Only structured internal logic patterns.
Warning: This spell has no anchor in known Aedric or Daedric paradigms. Unaffiliated. Origin: [Redacted].
System Suggestion: "Bro… Maybe don't."
Override?
[Y/N]



I clicked yes with my soul.




Step One: Collapse Self


Sit very still.


Breathe in.


Imagine your identity as a string of layered scripts written in different inks—each one a conditional statement.


"If Veilwalker is Scholar, then… If Veilwalker speaks truth, then… If Veilwalker denies the sword, then…"


Strip them away.


Every "if."


Every "then."


Every passive denial of violence.


Strip until only instinct remains.


The part of you that acted before it thought.


The part that killed before it questioned.


The Warrior.




Step Two: Define the Divergence


This part hurt. Like pulling your bones sideways through time.


You need to imagine a world in which you never joined the College. Never found the mask. Never stumbled into dragonfire with wide-eyed wonder.


No.


You need to remember a self who stood in a ruin full of bandits, bleeding, alone, weapon shaking in hand—and didn't hesitate. Who fought first, survived second, and never asked why.


You need to believe that version of yourself exists.


And more than that?


You need to envy him.


That's what pulls him in.


Envy is the hook.




Step Three: Unfold the Field


I drew nothing in the dirt.


No runes. No circles. No chant.


Just pressure.


A pressure outward, like I was exhaling something older than breath—flattening space into a conceptual plane made of potential.


Not reality, not yet. Just a field where "what could be" is thick enough to walk on.


The others were waking up now, sensing the shift.


Berand muttered, "Why does it feel like the air's holding its breath?"


Because it is.




Step Four: Reify the Thread


And now, the hard part.


You take the version of yourself you've imagined—the killer, the survivor, the blunt instrument—and you convince the world it already happened. That he's already here.


You make a story, fast and sharp.


He wore no mask. He fought with sword and scream. He bled into the dirt and howled at the moons. He bore no title. Only action.


And then—you let go.


You stop being the one telling the story.


You become the one hears it.




[SYSTEM INTERRUPTION]


[New Entity Detected: "Eidolon – The Warrior"]



Origin: [Temporal Divergence]
Stability: 41%
Personality Sync: Incomplete
Memory Integrity: Fragmented
Threat Potential: …Not insignificant.
Safeguards: None
Failsafe: YOU


System Comment: "Oh you idiot."




The clearing ruptured. Not exploded—folded.


Like space itself had bent down, kissed its own shadow, and decided to give it lungs.


A figure stumbled forward through a seam in the air—not summoned, not conjured. Imported.


He was my height. My build. My bones.


But no mask. No robes.


Just layered steel, half-scorched and bloodied, a longsword slung over his shoulder like an old regret.


He looked up.


Eyes like mine. But not.


Harder. Older. Not wiser—just more used.


"…Where the fuck am I?" he growled.


Linna squeaked. Berand took a half-step back. Ra'zirr hissed low. Even Varrus just sat down.


And I?


I stood there like a man looking in a broken mirror.


"Skyrim," I said slowly. "But not yours, I think."


He squinted at me. Then at the others. Then at his own hands.


"…Gods. You pulled me. How?"


"Does it matter?"


He grunted. "Suppose not. You the caster?"


I nodded.


"Then you're the reason I'm here. Which means I owe you a punch—or a drink."


"You could start with a name."


He considered.


Then his eyes dimmed before lighting up like fire.


"Call me what they did back home. Call me Iron-Soul."
Iron-Soul cracked his neck like he was bored of standing still.


Then his eyes locked onto me.


"You summoned me," he said plainly. "Pulled me from the battlefield of another life. Means something."


"Means I needed help," I said carefully.


He shook his head. "No. You needed a test."


His grip shifted on the sword strapped across his back—a battered monster of steel with nicks and runes scorched into its spine like tally marks.


He planted the blade into the dirt with one hand.


"I want a spar," he said.


I blinked. "A what?"


"You heard me, Scholar." He laughed. "No better way to know a man than to try and break his ribs."


I stared at him.


And then I laughed as well.


"Right. I think there's been a miscommunication." I lifted a hand, letting the lingering runes from the morning's spellcasting coil faintly around my wrist.


"I'm not a warrior. I'm not even trained. I'm a spellcaster. A scholar. My weapon is knowledge."


He didn't flinch.


"My most fearsome foes," he said, voice low, "were spellcasters. Mages who could burn a city from a hilltop. Necromancers who raised armies from dust. Alchemists who turned your blood against you with a whisper and some juniper berries."


He stepped forward once, deliberately.


"I respect magic," he said. "That's why I fight it head-on."


Another step.


"And I suspect…" he pointed the edge of his blade at me, the morning light catching in its scratches, "that you are no different."


The camp had gone dead silent.


Ra'zirr was already dragging Linna and Tovin back toward the trees.


Berand didn't move. Varrus stood frozen, lips parted like he was about to say something—then wisely shut them again.


I sighed.


The System chimed softly.


[NEW OBJECTIVE: Engage in Combat – Eidolon: The Warrior]
Win condition: Survive, Impress, Learn
Loss condition: [Redacted]
System Note: "We both know you've been waiting for this."



I shook my head, stretching my arms, robes swaying in the morning breeze.


"Fine," I said, stepping into the clearing. "But no killing blows."


"Agreed," Iron-Soul grinned, already unsheathing the blade with a screee of steel. "But don't expect mercy either."


I exhaled slowly. Focused.




[COMBAT INITIATED]


[VEILWALKER - Archetype: Scholar | Spellcaster]
[EIDOLON: IRON-SOUL - Archetype: Warrior | Anti-Mage]





He moved first.


Fast.


No warning, no battle cry—just pure motion. A straight lunge, sword low, eyes locked on my center of mass.


I sidestepped barely in time, robes hissing through the air, one hand tracing a ward mid-spin.


The spell flared to life—too late. His blade kissed the edge of the barrier and skidded along it like it was slicing through glass. Sparks screamed. My ward cracked under the strain.


"Good reflex," he barked, pivoting with terrifying momentum. "Bad structure!"


I raised my other hand, glyphs forming instantly around my palm—


[CAST: Gravitic Pulse – Modified Alteration]


Effect: Area push, vector-inverted



The ground beneath him lurched. He stumbled mid-strike, footing lost for a half-second—that was all I needed.


I blinked to the side with a flash of ZOL – RIN – DREV, my Shout splitting sound and space as I reappeared ten feet away.


Iron-Soul snarled. "So that's how you move. Good. Keep dancing."


He slammed his blade into the dirt and sent a ripple of kinetic force through the ground. It cracked toward me like a charging bear—dirt flying, roots ripping free.


I raised both hands and traced a spiral in the air—


[CAST: Sigil – Mirrored Path]


Effect: Displacement. Redirects linear motion around caster.



The earth parted—around me. The shockwave curved like it had second thoughts.


Iron-Soul laughed.


"Oh, you're clever. Let's see how clever you are up close."


He was already there.


I didn't see him cross the distance.


His shoulder slammed into my chest before I could reform the ward, sending me sprawling. My mask cracked sideways—vision flaring white with static.


Pain lanced down my ribs.


[HP: -17]


The System winced at me.


I rolled, forced breath back into my lungs, and brought both palms down onto the ground.


[CAST: Arc-Skitter: Spellchain Mode]


Chain Cast Enabled. Flow State Engaged.



Runes bloomed in sequence—Candleflash, Blindburst, Null Snap, Cold Hook—all firing like heartbeat beats in time with my breath.


Light.


Noise.


Silence.


And then ice, snapping around his ankle like a sudden betrayal.


Iron-Soul grunted, eyes flaring. "Tch. Tricky bastard—"


I brought my hand up and held.


[CAST: Stasis Glyph – Overcharged]


Cost: All remaining Magicka
Effect: Single-target time-drag



The world went molasses. Iron-Soul moved as if underwater, swinging in slow motion, blade trailing like smoke.


I stepped forward, heartbeat thudding.


And tapped my mask against his.


The runes in my armor lit, bright and blinding.


"You fight well," I said softly. "But you're not the only version of me who's been through hell."


Then I let the spell snap.


Time resumed with a bang—Iron-Soul staggered backward, gasping, frost cracking off his limbs like shattered glass.


He stared at me.


And grinned.


"…Okay," he said, lowering his sword. "Okay. You win. Or maybe we both do."


I tilted my head.


"You're not like the mages I fought."


"And you're not like the warriors I fled from."


Silence passed.


Then we both chuckled.
Silence.


Not the respectful kind.


The stunned, slack-jawed, brain.exe has stopped working kind.


The kind that made birds shut up.


The kind that made reality itself pause and go, "Wait, what the fuck was that?"


Ra'zirr was the first to move.


He stood slowly, fur bristling, tail flicking in confused spirals.


"This one… is unsure what just happened," he said carefully. "But it was beautiful. And terrifying. But mostly terrifying."


Linna, still clutching her notebook, blinked down at the page like it had betrayed her.


"I… I didn't even know magic could do that," she said, voice distant. "There were no glyphs. No incantation. No reagents. No circle. Nothing. Just… thought and shape and boom." Her quill snapped in half without her realizing it.


Berand looked like he was reconsidering his entire life plan.


"…I wanted to be a battlemage," he muttered. "Now I feel like I've been trying to swim in a bathtub."


Tovin was on his knees.


Hands raised to the sky.


Mumbling something about "divine avatars" and "mirror duels" and "probably a Daedra but, like, cool Daedra."


Ra'zirr turned to me, wide-eyed.


"That was not a summon," he said, tone clipped with suspicion. "That was you. But not you. Same scent. Same soulprint. Different heartbeat."


Iron-Soul, still panting slightly but grinning like he just walked out of a war he enjoyed, nodded sagely.


"He gets it."


I held up a hand. "Alright. Everyone breathe. Inhale. Exhale. Yes, that really happened. No, I didn't clone myself. Not exactly."


Varrus finally found his voice.


"A projection," he blurted, latching onto the only possible explanation that didn't require burning his entire education to ash. "Yes! Some kind of sophisticated magical—uh—construct! Like a Daedric simulacrum with advanced personality scripting!"


Iron-Soul slowly turned to him.


"No," he said, smiling like a shark. "I was real."


Varrus paled. "...Oh."


I sighed.


"It was a Self-Wrought Eidolon," I explained. "Not bound by glyphs or chants. It's conjuration through sheer internal schema. Mental scaffolding. Recursive intent. Memory-anchored magicka molded around a conceptual self."


Blank stares.


I tried again.


"I cast a spell with my mind's version of me as the blueprint. I pulled him out of… somewhere adjacent. Not another world. Not exactly time travel. More like… accessing a nearby narrative vector."


Still nothing.


"I used magic to punch open a door," I summarized, "and the person who walked through it happened to be me."


"Oh," Linna said faintly.


Then she promptly passed out.


Tovin caught her just in time, fanning her with his robe. "She's fine! Just emotionally overwhelmed by paradoxical sorcery!"


Berand looked between me and Iron-Soul again.


"So if he's you… does he remember different things?"


Iron-Soul nodded.


"I died at Whiterun," he said simply. "Held the line with Jarl Balgruuf when the second dragon came. Bought time for the others to escape. Good death. Cold one."


Ra'zirr narrowed his eyes. "But now you live."


Iron-Soul shrugged. "Maybe not for long. Maybe just long enough to pass something on."


Varrus sat down very slowly on a nearby rock.


"This isn't theory anymore," he muttered. "This is beyond Fourth-Law praxis. This is intent as incantation. This is the metaphysical equivalent of forging a sword from a memory."


I turned to him. "Congratulations. You've reached the advanced class."


Tovin raised his hand.


"Can I summon myself?" he asked, very seriously. "Like, a buffer version of me who's better at tests?"


Iron-Soul and I said in unison: "No."


"Definitely no," I added. "Unless you want a duplicate with all your worst traits magnified."


He lowered his hand slowly. "…So probably smarter not to."


"Very."


Berand crossed his arms. "Are you going to teach that spell?"


I shook my head.


"Not yet. You don't teach someone to walk through mirrors until they understand reflections."


"...What does that even mean?" Tovin groaned.


Ra'zirr said softly, "It means: we are not ready."


The fire had burned low by the time we finally sat.


The students were asleep—some slumped against tree roots, others curled under their cloaks. Even Varrus, to his credit, had shut up after Ra'zirr told him he was breathing too loud.


Only the two of us remained awake.


Me, and the one who might've been me.


Iron-Soul sat opposite, sharpening a dagger that didn't exist a few hours ago. Its edge caught the firelight like it had seen battle. Probably had.


"I don't have a name," he said eventually. "You never gave me one."


I blinked at him. "You just called yourself Iron-Soul."


"That's not a name," he replied, voice low and dry. "It's a title. A shell. Easier to wear than your real one."


"…Didn't realize I'd get existential sass from my own spell."


He chuckled, slow and mirthless. "You always did like to argue with yourself."


I leaned back, watching the sparks crackle. "So. Whiterun, huh?"


"Whiterun," he echoed, nodding. "Held the gates with three others. Fought until the dragons left nothing but bone. No one made it out but the children and the steward. I think... I think Balgruuf made peace with that."


"Damn," I muttered. "We're more of a martyr over there."


"Different choices. You stayed at the College longer. Learned more." He gestured to my robes. "You became something else. Something in-between."


I looked at him, really looked.


The same mask. The same hands.


But heavier. Older, somehow.


Not by years—but by weight.


"What about Sovngarde?" I asked. "You go there after?"


He shook his head. "Didn't make the cut. No heroic death. Just... ashes and echoes. But I remember a dream of it. A great hall. Mead that never runs dry. I think... part of me's still on that battlefield. Watching the gate."


"Part of me's still in a tomb," I said softly. "Woke up in the dark, no name, no flesh, no clue. Just questions and bones."


Iron-Soul tilted his head. "And now you teach."


"Apparently."


He smirked. "Knew you'd end up a teacher. Even when you were an idiot."


I raised an eyebrow. "I'm still an idiot."


"True. But now you're their idiot."


We sat in silence for a moment.


Just the fire.


Just the stars.


Just the shape of two men who weren't really men, thinking about all the versions of themselves they'll never be.


He broke it again, quieter now. "Do you remember the lake?"


"Which one?"


"The one with the tree that looked like it was crying. Roots wrapped around an old sword. You pulled it out, laughed like an idiot, and almost fell in."


I blinked.


"Yeah," I said, the memory surfacing like a fish in still water. "That was... weeks ago? Months?"


He nodded. "For me, it was the last place I felt alive."


More silence.


"You're not planning to stay," I said.


It wasn't a question.


"No," he said. "I can feel the spell fraying. I'm not meant to last."


"You sure?" I asked. "You've got your own body. Your own thoughts. You could stay. We could figure it out."


He smiled, but it didn't reach his eyes.


"If I stay... I become real. And if I become real, then one of us has to die."


"…Says who?"


"Says magic. Says balance. Says every law you've broken to get me here."


I didn't argue.


Because he was probably right.


Instead, I pulled off one of my gloves and offered him my hand.


He took it.


Felt like shaking hands with a mirror.


We sat like that for a while longer, watching the embers fade.


Then he stood.


"You'll keep going," he said. "You always do."


"And you?" I asked.


Iron-Soul looked up at the stars.


"I'll be a story. A 'what if.' A shadow cast by the fire of someone else's life."


He turned—and as he walked away, the air shimmered, the wind picked up, and he dissolved into a scatter of runes and silver ash.


Gone.


But not forgotten.


Just like the rest of me.



Morning crept in slowly.


Soft mist blanketed the trees, dew clung to every blade of grass, and the fire had long since gone cold. Birds chirped like nothing impossible had happened last night. Like the stars hadn't watched two versions of the same soul sit in silence and remember being alive.


I sat apart from the others, still and quiet, fingers absently sketching sigils in the dirt.


Not to cast.


Just... to remember the shape of what I'd done.


The self-duplication spell hadn't used glyphs. No structured pattern. No typical school. Just thought, intention, memory.


And choice.


That's the part that lingered. I didn't summon an echo. I'd chosen a path, even subconsciously—picked a version of myself and pulled him out of wherever time had left him to rot.


A Warrior. A Guardian. A survivor of Whiterun.


And now he was gone.


But the spell? Still there. I could feel it—coiled like a sleeping serpent in the back of my mind. Waiting for me to reach out again.


Except... it wouldn't bring him back.


Not him.


The connection was gone. Frayed like a snapped tether. I could cast again—but it would find someone else. Another Veilwalker. Another version. One who died younger. Or older. Or not at all.


I didn't know what scared me more—summoning someone I wasn't ready to face... or summoning someone who wasn't ready to die.


A twig snapped nearby.


Linna sat cross-legged beside the fire pit, journal in lap, tongue poking from her mouth in deep concentration. She was trying to draw.


From the looks of it... last night.


I moved closer without saying a word.


Her sketch was good. Technically solid. The lines of the cloak, the sigils stitched into the armor. She even got the angle of the greatsword slung across his back right.


But the face was wrong.


She'd drawn a helmet.


Smooth, expressionless, almost Dwemer in shape—half-mask, half-machine.


"You never saw his face," I said softly.


She jumped a little. "Sorry—wasn't trying to pry, I just... I wanted to remember."


"No need to apologize."


She looked down at the drawing. "I couldn't picture what was under the hood. I mean, I knew he was like you but... not you. His voice was rougher. Like bone grinding on bone. He moved like a soldier, not a mage. And his eyes... I couldn't tell if they were glowing or just reflecting the fire."


I nodded slowly. "Probably both."


"So I gave him a helmet," she finished, a little sheepishly. "Hope that's not disrespectful."


"On the contrary," I said. "He would've liked it. Probably would've said something dramatic like, 'A helm hides more than a face—it hides mercy.'"


Linna chuckled. "He did talk like that, huh?"


"Yeah," I said. "He did."


We let the silence settle again.


I glanced over at the others. Tovin was asleep with a scroll across his chest. Ra'zirr was already awake, meditating beneath a tree, his lynx curled beside him. Berand, surprisingly, was brewing tea over a rekindled flame with Varrus looking over his shoulder like an overbearing uncle.


"You could summon him again," Linna said quietly.


I stiffened. "No. I couldn't."


She blinked. "Why not?"


"Because it wouldn't be him," I murmured. "It would be someone else. Someone close. But different. The spell doesn't remember him—it remembers the choice I made when I cast it. And now it's asking for another."


Linna looked at me, puzzled. "So... there are more of you?"


"There's more of everyone, possibly infinite," I said. "Possibly none."


"…That's kind of terrifying."


"Yeah," I agreed. "But it's also a hell of a spell."


She smiled faintly. "You gonna teach us that one?"


I snorted. "Not unless you want to risk meeting the version of yourself who killed a god and doesn't like company."


She made a face. "Hard pass."


"Good choice."


I stood and clapped my hands together. "Alright, kids. Up. Tea's brewing, the sun's up, and we've got more magic to wrangle before someone accidentally turns their kidneys inside out."


Tovin groaned. Ra'zirr flicked an ear. Berand gave a begrudging nod.


Varrus muttered something like "At least let them stretch before the trauma."


But they gathered around me all the same.


Because whatever I'd become—teacher, wanderer, dead thing—I was the closest thing they had to a mentor right now.


And I still had so much left to teach.
 
i really am loving the mechanics of this story really cool worldbuilding this is my favorite type of story looking forward to more
 

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