Lykaia
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Recently, I've been forced to take a good hard look at my life and I've realized I'm not exactly happy with what I've found there. To be overly poetic there is a shadow hanging over my life of my own making and that shadow is known as addiction. As to the nature of the shadow I've found myself with it's internet and porn addiction which while fortunately not something as dire to one's health as alcohol or drug addiction still has insidious effect in how it affects one's life. By my own reckoning I spend an upward of 10+ hours on the internet a day and as for the amount of money I've invested into pornagraphy? At least a couple thousand which for me isn't exactly pocket change which I should have been saving up. The effect on my social life is equally as bad considering I don't have one at present though there are other factors at play for that one admittedly. Suffice to say this needs to stop now rather than later if I'm to keep my life on track and go where I need to go.
Now beyond the simply cathartic nature of this post which was in part a large reason of why I made it as a way to formalize my issues; I'm interested in knowing how my fellow board members have dealt with the addictions they've faced. After this thread dies out, I figure that my time on QQ will have come to an end till I can get a handle on vices once more.
P.S. Please excuse me for being overly verbose as I've always found it to be a good way to distance myself from what I'm writing.
Tl;dr: I have a bad case of Internet & Porn Addiction and want to know how you've handled any addictions that you might have faced or just advice in general.
Now beyond the simply cathartic nature of this post which was in part a large reason of why I made it as a way to formalize my issues; I'm interested in knowing how my fellow board members have dealt with the addictions they've faced. After this thread dies out, I figure that my time on QQ will have come to an end till I can get a handle on vices once more.
P.S. Please excuse me for being overly verbose as I've always found it to be a good way to distance myself from what I'm writing.
Tl;dr: I have a bad case of Internet & Porn Addiction and want to know how you've handled any addictions that you might have faced or just advice in general.