Amelia, Worm AU [Complete]

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 77


Eventually, we managed to get everyone out of the building.


Word accepted our promise that I'd heal his niece. ALS wasn't something I normally healed, too much of it was involved with the brain for my old inhibitions to let me work with, and under the current circumstances I couldn't afford to let anyone know that brains were only slightly more difficult than a paper cut for me.


Blasto, however, assured me that his and Riley's tech could easily cure almost any disorder, up to and including some levels of brain death, with the upgrades from Cranial's technology. One of the many designs we'd be including in the "sanitized" Bonesaw tech.


"So, has anyone given any thought about what we do about school tomorrow?" I asked. "I mean, it's getting late and we're missing the Clarice doll."


"I took it home with me," Taylor replied. "Weirded my dad out a bit, but he's already seen my changeling. He'll take us to school in the morning."


"I'm in Taylor's closet!" Riley said cheerfully.


Respawn started snickering.


"Speaking of which," Tattletale smiled. "Don't think I haven't figured out what's going on between you two."


"For the last time," I sighed. "There is nothing going on between us."


"Really," she didn't stop smiling. "So you mean you girls haven't managed to figure out how to telepathically talk to each other via weird power bullshit?"


That got everyone's attention. Before, it was just the good natured joking. Now they weren't laughing. "How the hell did you pull that off?" Blasto finally asked.


"I realized that Taylor's emotions sort of 'offload' into her insects," I started.


"Yeah, noticed that as well," Lisa agreed. "Part of how she stays so calm all the time. She lets the bugs do the 'feeling' for her."


"Turns out," I continued. "My power works the same way. Or similar, at least. I just never noticed it..."


"Because you were never in contact with a given organism long enough," Lisa interrupted.


"And maybe because nothing else has been simple enough to respond to such subtle effects as my emotions, before," I added. "Taylor pointed out that occasionally her relays I built into the Yggdrasil felt signals off of me."


"Oooh!" Riley clapped happily. "That is just the coolest thing. Direct Passenger on Passenger communication, fed forward and backward in real time!"


"So... I... kinda," I looked down. "I kinda built something designed to make the signals about a thousand times clearer for her."


"You gave her the ability to read your thoughts?" Crystal said incredulously.


"It didn't seem right not to," I said, studying the lines in the table. A table I made. I couldn't help but notice that the imitation oak patterns were distinctly more uniform and patterned than real tree rings could ever be.


"More like feel her feelings," Taylor added. "Words don't work. Only emotions. It's telempathy, not telepathy."


"Taylor can't shut off her power, and we're not giving up her range increase," Taylor nodded. Almost half our current strength was owed to Taylor's functional omnipresence, and the weapons she could deploy because of it. "I already had access to her emotions. All I did was create an organism that does the same in reverse and lets her tune in to me."


Tattletale smiled so wide I was beginning to wonder if the top of her head would fall off. "So you're telling us that your first impulse was to link yourselves together even further? I'd say you were basically married, now, except no marriage has ever been half as intimate as you currently are. You two might as well just admit Riley has a new sister in law and be done with it.."


I blushed. EmbarrassedDefensiveProtective. Riley's face was radiating barely contained excitement.


"What?" Taylor interrupted her friend. "You'd rather she didn't at least keep our partnership a partnership, instead of having that kind of control over me?"


"No," Tattletale smiled. "I'm just pointing out that she could have easily changed it so it was no longer doing direct communication, and given you your privacy. Instead she surrenders her own." Her head turned toward me. "You could just break the link, without sacrificing Taylor's range enhancements, right? Wouldn't be that much more difficult, would it?"


"It'd be easier, actually," I admitted. And then I was hit by the rush of emotion from Taylor. FearNegationTrappedNo. It felt like a physical blow.


"I thought so," Tattletale replied, even more smug than usual.


"Did we just..." Crystal started.


"See Taylor's emotions on Amelia's face?" Tattletale offered. "Yes, that is indeed what you just witnessed. Wanna see it again?"


"Don't you fucking dare," Taylor responded.


"What? I was just going to ask you why you're in high heels right now," she pointed at the feet of Taylor's QoB changeling.


"They're not heels," Taylor insisted. "They're stabilizer struts for my antigrav. It was Chariot's idea. Ask Riley." DefensiveEmbarrassedRetreat.


Riley was staring at me, still, with that smile she smiles when she tinkers. I found myself getting uncomfortable. "It's true. They focus the gravity field in the legs so all the stress is on the armor instead of the body inside it. Improved center of balance and everything. Once we upgrade the tech, it'll allow her to walk on walls and ceilings if she wanted. But ceilings usually aren't durable enough."


"The part where they show off your already great legs?" Tattletale continued.


"Not mine, this is my changeling,"


"Which looks exactly like you. Down to the centimeter."


Taylor froze. WorrySelfConscious.


"That is part of the power armor system, so you can wear it yourself instead of using a changeling at all," she added. "Means that you don't even have that flimsy excuse. Just admit you like showing off legs and be done with it."


SelfConsciousApprehensionSadness. "I... don't really like any part of my body," Taylor managed to mutter.


"That's just tragic," Tattletale replied. "You have plenty of great features. Your legs are one of them. Ask anyone here. Show of hands, who agrees that they either want, or want, Taylor's legs?"


Everyone lifted their hands up except me and Blasto. He looked around. "Umm, no offense or anything, but I try my best not to have opinions about how attractive someone half my age is."


"You really are a bad catholic," Respawn joked.


EmbarrassmentReliefWorry. Then I felt Taylor's attention on me, and my conspicuously hidden hands.


"Oh, don't worry," Tattletale said, to my growing realization and horror. "Amelia likes your legs. She really likes your legs. I know you felt her checking them out earlier. I bet that's a sensation that carries over from your link as well."


The floodgates opened. My own humiliation. Taylor's. Our reaction to each other's emotions. It was like getting hit by a truck. Taylor's changeling collapsed, even as the ground beneath me warped and pulled me under, encasing me in the warm safety of my Yggdrasil. I could feel the movement of the others as they walked on my sk- no, on the Yggdrasil. It wasn't 'me'. I gave in to oblivion.


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A/N- The Tattletale school of therapy. Slapping you in the face with your issues until you unsubscribe.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 78


My head was screaming at me when I woke up. My senses worked their way outward, noting the conditions of the Yggdrasil, and my place within. I was in one of the medbay pods. They didn't really work on me, thanks to my blanket immunity to pathogens and most organic influences. Including the helpful ones, unfortunately. Fuck. What happened? My memories of the previous night came back to me piece by piece. Lisa. Comments about Taylor's legs. The changeling. Taylor!


My eyes shot open and I immediately regretted it. I quickly shut them and covered my face. ShockWorryRelief.


"Welcome back to the waking world," came Lisa's voice. "Do you have any idea how hard it is to cut someone out of a floor that keeps growing back?"


"Your fucking fault," I moaned.


"I'm not the one who buried myself alive," I could almost hear her smile.


I flexed my power through the tree, and she dropped into a floor that had been reduced to liquid. I solidified it almost immediately. "If anything happened to Taylor..."


"She's fine," Lisa answered, though she was having trouble breathing, being stuck in the floor. "At school right now, otherwise it would look too suspicious. Would you mind skipping past the death threats? I've already done that three times over this. It'd be nice to go to the part where I explain myself."


"Three?"


"Crystal was pissed. Taylor was absolutely livid. And Riley just smiled and left the room," she informed me. "I managed to talk the others down, but I think your Slaughterhouse Sister is currently designing a retrovirus that'll cause my digestive system to reverse directions."


"You better not be expecting me to talk her out of it," I muttered. "So, mind telling me what the fuck made you do something that stupid?"


"Easier for you to see it for yourself," she answered. "You know that link you have with Taylor. Look at it. I mean, really really pay attention to what it's saying right now."


I followed her request. There was so much anger in it. I could feel the damage that had been done to the Yggdrasil, where our more aggressive monsters had attacked their own storage rooms. Even each other in a couple cases. I made a note to talk to Riley and Blasto about maybe being a little bit too enthusiastic about their programmed instincts.


"Yeah, that," she confirmed. "You created a connection with unknown, unknowable, properties. A connection that relies upon the emotional wellbeing of two people who are so fucked up in the head that a psychology professor could base his entire career around analyzing either of them. Do you have an idea how insane that is?"


"Doesn't mean you had-"


"Yes, it does!" Lisa insisted. "Maybe I could have talked to you alone, and maybe you would have even listened to me. But you wouldn't have believed me. You are mucking about with things that no one understands. You're toying with my best friend's emotions on every possible level, both figurative and literal. And if anything. Any. Fucking. Thing. Goes wrong? You're the only person on the planet who can fix it! And you're just as vulnerable as she is if something goes wrong!" ConcernWorryProtective.


"It isn't the risk you're implying it is."


"Is that so?" she scoffed. "You might believe that, and Taylor's okay with it regardless of the risks. I know you haven't realized it, yet, but she doesn't care about her own wellbeing in the slightest. And she trusts you more than you have any right at all to be trusted. Because of who you are and who she is, that trust will be broken, one way or another. You're going to hurt her. Probably worse than how you hurt Glory Girl."


"You started me down that path," I hissed. The Yggdrassil pressed in on her.


She gasped. "What's fucked up? You could do it right now. But if you did, you and Taylor would never be able to know if it was your feelings or hers that killed me. Go ahead, look. Are you doing this for because of your feelings, or because of hers?"


I dipped back into our link. Taylor's emotions were a seething mess. Mine were, too. I relaxed my power and tried to force myself to be calm. Anger flooded back at me.


"It won't work like that," Lisa informed me. "You're still offloading into your power. Calming yourself by forcing Taylor to be angry. And because it's Taylor, whose ability to deal with her own feelings might actually be worse than yours, she's doing the exact same. You can't solve this that easily, all you're doing is making it worse. Last time you passed out and nearly died by accident. And that was just because you were embarrassed. What might you do if it happened right now, while you're pissed off?"


That caught me. What could I do right now? A thought or two and I could kill everything in this city, my friends included. A flush of dread washed over me at the sheer devastation that I could unleash.


"Not the prettiest emotion in the world," Tattletale gasped. "But a better choice. Hold on to that, if nothing else. The awareness of how you're not just a danger to yourself if something goes wrong. You're a danger to every living thing on the planet. Now would you mind letting me out?"


One more flex of my power, and she was spat out of the hole. She landed on her side. Maybe I was putting away the rage, but I still had a vindictive streak right now.


"Fuck," she muttered holding her side. "Pretty sure your cousin broke one of my ribs last night, and that didn't exactly do it any favors."


I wasn't in a mood to feel sympathetic. ConcernIrritation. "So, now that you've proven your point, what do you suggest I do about it?"


"Oh, sure, ask me the question I don't have an answer for," she moaned as she got up. "The best choice would be to shut off the link, but Taylor's never going to accept that. Which should give you an idea of how unequal all this is, since I don't think you'd be bothered that much by it." FearTrappedDesperation.


She was right, I probably wouldn't be. It was comforting, not something I wanted to lose, but I didn't cling to it like Taylor did.


"See what I mean about you hurting her?" she asked. I saw. Fuck. "There's also sitting you two down and making you talk about your feelings, on an honest level. But even ignoring the part where it'd take better gods than ourselves to get Taylor to do that? It'd probably cause more problems than it solves right now. And no, I won't be saying why."


I dipped back into our link. Looked like Taylor had calmed down. I tried to send a soothing emotion. WorryHappySadness was her response. "I can probably guess anyway, if I tried hard enough."


Lisa didn't bother weighing in on the assumption. "I'd suggest finding some more 'constructive' outlet for your emotions. By which I mean something to break the face of. The fucking Passengers and their mindfucks mean we all feel the need to take risks. To get that 'conflict' they desire so much. We're not getting much of that right now, and it's starting to show. You going back to school helps with it a little bit, if only because schoolwork makes for some kind of distraction."


"Better than even odds that's why you were so fucking stupid about this whole thing," I replied. "You could have found a safer way and we both know it." AgreementIrritation


"Safer, maybe," she agreed. "But I didn't need 'safe'. I needed 'fast'. And I needed it to be proof so ironclad that Taylor would actually believe me when I said how bad this was for her."


"And was it?"


"A bit of both," Lisa replied. "She believes me now, at least. She just doesn't care. Her exact words were 'this is the best thing I've had in my life since my mom died'. She won't be giving it up. Not even if it manages to kill her."


I frowned, and my worry must have been picked up upon. ConcernHappyFear.


"She's been listening to the whole conversation," Lisa replied.


"I know," I replied. "I'll talk to her." WorryFearPanic. "But the link's remaining. It means too much." The look on Lisa's face couldn't be more opposite from the feelings through my bond with Taylor. If only my own feelings were so clear.


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A/N- Ah loves this chapter. Also. More foreshadowing!

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 79


Riley was waiting for me when I came out of the medical room. I'd left Lisa in there, injuries and all. I'd probably fix her eventually, but for right now I just didn't want to do anything that could be construed as helping her. Fuck, I had enough problems on my plate without Lisa's so-called help.


Riley hugged me. "I'm in class, so I can't spend too long. Missy's teaching me geometry. She's really really good at it. It's because her power lets her cheat. So I made her take chemistry with me. So can I go over to her house after school?"


She smiled broadly as I ruffled her hair. It's good for her to be making more friends. Real friends. "Sure," I answered. "Clarice has enough power left, right?"


"Oh, sure," she agreed. "It's my civilian model, remember? Can't do the best stuff, but it can run for days if I want it to. Oops, bathroom break time's over, gotta go."


She ran off to her bedroom. She and Missy were good for each other. I tapped into my link with Taylor. Simply for the reassurance. It wasn't the usual impulse of emotions, this was a softer effect. Maybe if you condensed the word 'hug' into a sensation. PeaceComfort. Yeah, that's probably close to what I'd sent her with that one. I felt a wave of sorrow. My own. Was Lisa right? Was this addictive? Hurting Taylor? Messing with her feeli... I froze. ConcernWorryConfused.


Then I turned right around and opened the door to the med room. "You fucking knew, didn't you?"


"Knew what?" Lisa said, looking at me from where she was resting in one of the pods. "Oh. The aura? Yeah."


"How long?"


"Suspected it even as far back as the bank," she admitted. "Being on the receiving end of her power was enough to make me a little curious, so to speak. But I wasn't certain until the party."


"Why then?"


"That's when it wore off," she explained. "You couldn't tell?"


"I was kinda busy with other things," I defended myself. "Like I'd just realized how much Taylor's emotions carried across the... oh." I just stood their dumbfounded. WorryInsecureFearofLoss.


"It's okay, Taylor," I spoke to her insects. "I'll tell you about it later. For now, I really need to sit down and think. Maybe ask Rey if I can dip into his stash." Fuck. And here I thought finding out I was acting like Carol was a shock.

"Now you know part of the real problem," Lisa stated.

I didn't answer. Nor did I visit Rey. He wasn't even here right now, instead spending time with his girlfriend. With Riley distracted by school, the labwork had come to a relative crawl. Riley had blood samples from the Travelers that she was putting through a number of tests that I wouldn't pretend I understood. They weren't of the sort my power could assist with. We were a long way from any real results, and what was happening now was mostly a matter of time. Even Riley and I couldn't completely violate that requirement.


I could feel Lisa through my connection with the Yggdrasil. Making phone calls, though my power wasn't precise enough to determine words. Not yet, at least. Much like Taylor's recent breakthrough to using bugs for hearing and even speech, I suspected my power could be made better.


Recently, for example, I determined that my power assumes that anything living inside another thing is "part of" that thing, and therefor it's all one organism. A rule that didn't really make logical sense. But I knew my Passenger was capable of nearly infinitely more. Its purpose was so much grander. It was the shaper. The architect. Building and remaking the body of the space whale itself, allowing to transform itself as needed, for functions I couldn't even begin to comprehend.


Then there was Taylor's. Which I was pretty sure regulated the communication of the being. Its ability to coordinate mentally from one Passenger to the next, allowing them to temporarily access one another's abilities where needed. No wonder our empathic link worked so well. Our Passengers were functionally two halves of the same incomprehensibly vast whole.


Even with Lisa having broken through the blocks, we were no closer to making progress. We still did not know the source. Lisa believed they probably claimed a handful of dimensions and blocked them off so only another whale could make its way through. A quarantine to protect them from discovery.


I stared at the ceiling until the others returned. I still had no answers.


Taylor's body made its way into my senses. I could feel her intentions, so I simply opened the way for her to reach me, through the walls. NervousApprehensionSmall.


She walked through the passageway nonetheless, looking as uncomfortable as her link suggested. "That's kind of creepy," she said as she sat down on a chair I provided in my room.


"What is?" I asked.


"Having walls open themselves up for you. It's disturbing, knowing you basically are the base itself, that I'm currently inside." She paused. "And we must never let anyone know I just said that or anything like it."


"Yeah, that does sound kind of dirty," I agreed. ConfusionRealizationshock. She blushed.


"Uh... I meant the part where I just realized that's probably exactly what everyone else thinks about my bugs," she corrected.


It was my turn to blush, covering my face with both my hands. AmusedHappy. "Pity I already used the 'being swallowed by the ground' trick. It would come in handy right about now."


"So, what was it you figured out?" she asked.


"Glory Girl," I answered. No point in hiding it. Not around her. "Her power."


"The aura," my parter stated. "I... sorta eavesdropped on you. Basically all day, actually. I know, sounds a little weird, but I was worried."


"Bonesaw lives in my basement," I replied. "Weird is something I've come to expect. Like my attraction to my own sister. I just discovered that it was her power's fault."


Taylor paused. ThoughtRealizationHorrorWorry.


"Is that what I felt like earlier?" I asked and she answered with a nod. "No wonder you were worried. Yeah. Years of exposure turned me into something of an addict. Probably explains a good portion of a lot of things about me. But that's not the problem. The problem is, our link, it's doing the same thing to you."


PanicCrushingDespair. I shuddered under the effect. Taylor said nothing, her face neutral even as her power pressed against me.


"It... it's doing the same to me..." I managed to gasp while fighting the urge, not even my own urge, to cry. WorryFearRegretShame.


"It's not your fault," I insisted. "Really, it's mine. I should have realized. I'm more resistant than you because I've spent the last three years living with it constantly. And pretty much the first day it's gone, my power finds a way to replace it. It... it's a drug and it needs to be..." FearNegationNotAgain.


She tackled me into a hug and was crying. Not a normal cry. This was the desperate pain that I'd seen too often in the hospitals, when I came across the few sick that I could not or, in the cases of some, would not save. Not from them, but from their loved ones. "No. You can't. I can't."


I held her. I didn't have much choice, did I?


"I can't go back to being alone again," she insisted.


What? I didn't have to voice the question.


"Ever since my mom died... it's been... I've been alone." she elaborated. "A part of me that never got over losing her. Never got over how my dad never got over it. Either. Both. I don't know and it really doesn't change anything. This is the first time since then that I really felt that someone was there for me. Understood me and cared for me."


"What about Lisa?" I asked.


"I know," she said, "I know she cares. Even if she has the worst ways of showing it sometimes. I get it, mentally, but I don't feel it. I care for her. I respect her. I even trust her. But she doesn't make me feel safe. You. This. Makes me feel safe. For the first time in years. I refuse to give that up. I'll die without it."


I... I had no idea what to say. I simply clung back to her. She was right. There was safety, here, in our bond. It felt... natural. Perfect. Like coming home. I wouldn't give it up, I could not.


We fell asleep in each others' arms.


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A/N- Broken, broken girls.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 80- Taylor


"Okay, ladies, open up!" Came a voice from outside the door. I already knew it was Lisa, of course. Anyone else would have knocked instead of waiting a few minutes and then yelling at us.


I looked down. Amelia was starting to wake up from her spot on my shoulder. The door opened at her mental command, to reveal Minerva in full costume.


She paused and looked at us. "Damn it, Taylor! Damn it, Amelia!" She moved her hands up in exasperation, and then immediately pulled them back down. Right, the injuries from before. Sure, they were Crystal's fault, but I still felt bad. Amelia was so humiliated that she sucked herself into the tree to escape. I, on the other hand, had escaped by dropping my connection to my changeling. A cute little feature that Riley installed to let me at least select between the ones I wanted to use, since I couldn't control more than one humanoid body.


We'd all been afraid that Amelia was going to die thanks to Lisa's fucking stunt. Took six of the zerglings to break through the Yggdrasil and pull it back enough to get her out, and by the time we'd gotten to her, she'd suffered some hypoxia. She buried herself alive out of humiliation. Crystal forgot the strength amplification in her armor, and the rest was an accident.


Minerva just stood there, watching us, as neither Amelia nor I spoke for a bit. WorryApologeticUpset.


"I tried," Amelia responded, sitting.


"It's not going to happen," I stood, using my 'command voice'. "I convinced her it stays." ReliefGratitudeSafe


She looked back and forth between us, and smiled. "I see. I bet Amelia really enjoyed being convinced." Dammit, Lisa, leave well enough alone. I prepared myself for the emotional rush of the feedback. It didn't come. AnnoyedHappyProud. A strong emotion, sure, but not self feeding. There was no feedback loop unless we resisted the feelings. Don't fight, embrace. AcceptanceConfidence.


I smiled. "Well, looks like we've found a solution to the feedback loops." It would be a little weird for me. I'd spent the last few years of my life repressing my every emotion I could think to name. Now I had to do the exact opposite. Probably should have done that, anyway, if everything pop culture pretended to know about psychology was right. I doubt I ever would have... but now, for her, I have to.


For the first time since I've known her, Lisa looked sad when she smiled. "Yeah, looks like you have." I started to speak, but she kept going. "Well, I have unrelated news. Remember how I said Vista was our top priority recruit?"


ConfusedCurious. I nodded, Amelia spoke. "Of course," she said. "Her power's insane. A match for ours in terms of sheer potential. Did they get a new recruit?"


"Nope," Lisa said. "I just got into Flechette's files. And I have so many ideas."


"She's not in the school, so that kind of makes it hard for us to meet her in civies," I informed Lisa.


"I know," Lisa replied. "My money is that she's already eighteen and they're faking her younger, but they keep those records separate, and I'm not snooping for identities, just powers. We do have at least one 'in', however."


"You mean Parian," I said dryly. "I am not going to use their relationship as a tool." AgreementDistaste.


"How about using the shitty nature of the PRT as a tool? Parian's happy with us, after all. Flechette is not happy in the Wards. Plus, I have this!" She held up a sheet of paper and handed it to me.


"Lisa... did you hack Piggot's email?" ShockExcitementWorry. Well, looks like Amelia approves. Kinda. "Okay... they're transferring her to Florida?"


"That's what it looks like," Lisa agreed. "Seems there are other directors who see us as a good excuse for poaching. Sure, they have excuses like 'needed elsewhere' and 'risk of compromise by Pantheon', but it all ultimately boils down to a half dozen heroes that they could claim for themselves. Coil and I... might also have had something to do with it..."


"Assault and Battery" AnnoyanceDisgust "have already agreed to a transfer, they're just figuring out 'where'. Miss Militia and Triumph are going to be it for Protectorate members until they find someone that's a proper combination of 'powerful' and 'loyal' to trust around us. The Wards are going to be sending Weld to Chicago, Flechette to Florida, and they're sending Crucible to New York. The other heroes they were planning to send this way to help with the Leviathan aftermath have been canceled. They might still send Clay, but he's kinda meh."


"No idea who that is," Amelia replied.


"Shaker," she answered. "Basically does a shitty version of what you can do, but the opposite side of the Manton Effect. They'd be using him for construction efforts. It'll take him all of five minutes to completely rebuild about a mile of streets."


SmugHappyAmused. "So, the Protectorate is imitating us, now?" I concluded.


"Yup," Lisa all but sang. "Turns out, they've learned that repair efforts are a really good way to drum up massive amounts of PR. He won't be staying permanently, of course, but it'll speed up the city's recovery by years and gives the PRT a chance to claim 'in part thanks to our efforts' when talking about BB's rapid recovery from Leviathan."


"That's fine," Amelia replied. "We started this to fix the city, not take credit for it." I sent a wash of pride and confirmation into the link. It rebounded with her affirmation.


"I know," Lisa confirmed. "But we're digressing. What's important is that we need to get Flechette out, and we need to do it right now. I have a plan, and it will be every kind of epic."


"What about Vista?"


"She's local, her family would need to move. This might help with as with our efforts to recruit her as well. Now you girls get dressed, they'll be here in five minutes." Lisa turned and rushed from the room.


"Giggity!" Zach shouted from the other room.


"Shut up Za-" AnnoyedEmbarrassedDesire. I stumbled on my words. Then looked toward Amelia. ShockShameRegretFear. She moved to run from the room, but she didn't have my reflexes. I grabbed her hand. "It's fine," I insisted. "I'm not bothered." I pushed assurances into the link. EmbarrassedGratefulNervous.


I smiled. That was better. To my surprise, it really didn't bother me. Knowing someone found me attractive was nice. Something that Brian never- ConcernCaution.


"Sorry," I said. "My mind started to wander. We should suit up now. Still have to pretend this 'secret identity' stuff has any actual meaning."


She didn't say anything as I left to find my costume, once again on one of my dolls. Mine was one of the harder outfits to put on, since I insisted on staying true to 'Skitter' when designing my costume. Sure, this one had brighter colors and was much higher in quality than my earliest designs. I took my time, used it to think. I could feel Amelia through the link. Trepidation sang through both sides of the connection, even as we mixed it with more calming and pleasant feelings.


Lisa was wrong. Maybe it was, in a way, 'addictive'. But it was a good kind of addiction. It was trust. It was friendship. It was the ability to actually be close to another human being. This wasn't a drug. It was an oasis, a shelter. For both of us. Now that we understood the pitfalls of the emotional overload, we could counter that. The only problem is that it would make it harder for me to put on my 'intimidation' act, since I could no longer use the swarm to offload my emotions.


I would have to agree that sometimes it was a little uncomfortable. Right now, for example. Amelia's attraction to me was an elephant in the room and would need to be addressed with better than 'it doesn't bother me'. It was difficult enough figuring out my own feelings most of the time. Trying to figure out hers as well was just that much harder. Maybe it would be better to break the link, at least for the time being.


No. No, that was not an option. I was happy, now. Maybe for the first time in years. I might have to give up on Skitter's persona, but that was fine. I didn't need to hide behind it anymore. I knew for a fact that the person who knew me best in the world still trusted and respected and accepted me. She didn't see a victim like Emma. She didn't see a pity case like Lisa. She saw an ally and a protector. I was her friend, her General, her partner.


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A/N- They're still broken girls. But don't all the pieces fit so nicely together? In a disturbing, disturbing way that I'm quite proud to have achieve.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 81


I watched Taylor rush out to find her costume, while avoiding actually looking at her. It helped that her choice of day to day clothing was dark and baggy, leaving no real figure for me to observe. Though every time I made physical contact with her, I got a pretty thorough idea of her body. Then again, I've used my power on thousands by now, and even with Victoria it never crossed my mind to think of it as sexual. Maybe because of how it wasn't so much 'me' as it was my Passenger.


My outfit was far easier to put on than Khepri's. I simply stepped on the mass left in a pile in the corner to my room, and it wrapped its way around me. I managed to exit the room only a few seconds after Taylor.


I'd thoroughly humiliated myself and I didn't even have the excuse of Tattletale for this one. If Taylor hadn't stopped me, calmed us, it could have been another feedback loop. Now I was reading a complex mess of concern, apprehension, doubts, and offers of reassurances directed toward me. She believed it when she said it didn't bother her, but that didn't stop her from feeling all kinds of things that worried me.


I caught up with Lisa. "Hey," I said. "Sorry I overreacted earlier."


"Is breaking your link with Taylor on the table as an apology?"


I frowned. "There's more to it than you're letting on, isn't there?"


"Yes," Lisa admitted. "Maybe. I'm not sure. The biggest problem is that if you found out, it would only encourage you that much more."


"Not really selling your argument here, Lisa. You know that, right?" I put my hand on hers, then expanded my power into her. Patching up the damage. Light fracture of one floating rib, plenty of bruising. Nothing that took a lot of effort. Based on my guess, she was shoved. Shoved very hard, mind, but that was the limit. She didn't thank me, but then I didn't expect her to. She didn't pull away at least.


"I suppose not," she replied, looking down. "Hopefully it won't come to that. Hopefully, our guests might just solve the problem another way."


SadnessResolutionWorryDeterminationApprehension. I almost gasped at that one. What was going through my partner's head right now? I have to find out later.


....


I was shocked to discover it was already evening outside. Had Taylor and I really spent that long asleep? Together? In my bed? ConfusedWorryAssurance.


Flechette and Parian arrived together, from the direction of the refugee camps where Parian lived. The pair's relationship was secret to exactly no one in the camps or online. That news was currently the single most active thread in Pantheon's sub board.


Both girls were in costume. Flechette in her ninja-like outfit, Parian with her new high tech costume. Some kind of nanoweave that Riley designed. Tougher than Skitter's armor by three, though only slightly heavier. It was the same material used in most of our armors, but Parian's was special. It interacted with her power better than any standard cloth could. Her current costume would let her fight most of Pantheon to a standstill.


It would require the acid moths to get through. Maybe the new 'microwave cannon' built into Crystal's armor could bypass it well enough. That's what it was meant for, after all. A way to basically ignore armor and hit the person beneath.


Meanwhile, we fanned ourselves out. Khepri and I in the middle, with Eki and Aceso to my left. On Taylor's side we had Osiris and Theo. Still needed to get him an official name. As nice as he was, it would be a really good idea to put him out there as one of the spokespeople for the group. At least Blasto finally picked one. Yum Kaax, a god of wild plants and animals. Worked well enough for me. Minerva was in front of all of us. This was her show, we were just watching for now.


Flechette spoke first. "Okay, whats the emergency. You've got Sa- Parian scared half to death. I know she owes you for a lot of things, but that doesn't give you the right to fuck with either of us. If this isn't worth it, I can and will shoot you."


Parian didn't speak up. I didn't know her all that well, but you'd think she was the youngest person here instead of the oldest.


"Oh, I know," Minerva replied, holding out a sheet of paper. "It's what I'm counting on."


Flechette's eyes narrows as she grabbed and read it. "How did you get this?"


"Not by doing anything legal, I assure you," Tattletale responded. "And to answer your next questions: Yes it's real, yes we're trying to convert the Protectorate and Wards over to us, yes I would do it dishonestly if they'd let me, and no they won't let me."


"What is it, Flechette?" Parian asked. She was handed the paper.


"If it's true, then I've already resigned, don't worry about it," Flechette responded.


Parian nodded, then looked at us. "If this is fake, then you can consider our business relationship over."


"It's true," Lisa insisted. "But please at least give it a bit of time before you try to prove it, one way or the other. If you ask them, then it puts us at risk, and they could just lie and say they never had any intention of transferring you, despite everyone else they're shuffling around. You can give us that much benefit of the doubt, can't you?"


Fletchette looked over at Parian, who nodded. "I suppose," she agreed. "Now, is that all?"


"Not quite," Lisa admitted. "We've been examining your power. I think it's more a lot more valuable than anyone realizes."


Flechette didn't say anything. Lisa continued. "You enhance weapons, making them far more lethal than they have any right to be."


"That's not exactly news," Flechette responded.


"Yes. But the question is 'how'," Tattletale smiled. "If it works how I think it works... then you are Triumvirate tier. Maybe better."


She scoffed. "Wow, didn't think Pantheon offered ass kissing in its recruitment package."


"Fine, example time," she said. "Theo, mind creating a metal staff and giving it to Osiris?"


"No problem, ma'am," Theo replied, and formed the weapon. Zach took it.


"You've seen how his power works, right? Restoring something to a saved point in time. Go ahead and cut it in half. You can easily make your bolts pass through just about anything, right?"


She drew a bolt from her arbalest. "This isn't exactly new, either," she said. But she did comply and cut the staff in half.


Lisa rubbed her finger on the edge of the now severed pole. "Just as I thought," she smiled. "Can I look at the bolt, too?" Flechette handed it over. "Not even a scratch on it, or any bits of metal left behind."


"And?"


"And that means your power can insulate an object from damage and make it melt through other things. A hole in reality" RealizationShock "which denies all opposition. We've seen a power like that before: The Siberian."


That, finally, stunned Flechette.


"That's right," Lisa smiled. "Oh, Osiris, would you mind restoring the staff for us now?"


The staff flickered and reformed in his hand, then the bottom half dropped to the ground. "The fuck!?" Respawn exclaimed.


"Not only does your power cut through things. It cuts through all possible iterations of that thing. Every reality, every dimension, simultaneously. Also not too different from The Siberian. Look at Alexandria, whose eye was never able to be healed despite her being one of the most famous and respected heroes in the world. If nothing else, she could ask Eidolon to do it. What's more likely: she wanted to keep a mutilated face that could never be shown again in public... or the wounds simply could not be healed by powers?"


Flechette just continued to be stunned. "Fuck," she offered a short laugh. "You're actually starting to sell me on this."


"Here's a question," Lisa continued. "What happens if you really want to kill someone. Like, say, the Slaughterhouse Nine if they were still walking around. What if you just used your power on the ground under their feet."


Flechette stopped for a moment. "My power doesn't work that well at range. But if I could, they'd look like they fell into the ground like it was water, and there'd be nothing left of them."


"Exactly," Lisa replied. "And that's just the beginning. I have a couple more tricks up your sleeve, if you wanna wait a bit."


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A/N- Spoiler alert: there's foreshadowing in this chapter.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia Ch 82


"For your next trick," Lisa smiled, and I could imagine the combination of annoyance and curiosity in Flechette's mind. Or was it Taylor imagining it and me picking up on that? This bond is still so new. "We need to test your power against a defensive ability that actually exceeds Endbringer flesh. Theo's power allows him to create a sort of multidimensional super metal, existing simultaneously both 'here' and 'everywhere' and 'nowhere', not unlike weapons influenced by your power."


"Okay?" she asked.


"I want to see if your powers will combine," Lisa replied. "Can you augment his weaponry?"


Theo formed a long spear, about eight feet. In theory, given that it was entirely metal, it should be pretty heavy, but Theo's power meant they had no weight. To him, at least. His main limitation was conceptual- lacking the multitasking powers of Taylor, or even Lisa and myself. He could only 'pay attention' to a finite amount of material at one time.


Flechette made contact, and then frowned. "Nope," she said immediately. "I need to actually touch something to influence it, and I can't make contact long enough. It's like it vanishes and replaces itself faster than I can react."


"Not so different than what happens when Osiris and Gaea's powers interact," Lisa concludes.


"So you're showing off that my power's not quite so perfect, now?" Flechette didn't hide the scorn in her voice. "Kind of a cult tactic, the whole break down, build up thing."


"No, though I guess that might be a side effect," Lisa replied. "I'm hoping to achieve something specific, and if it works with you and Theo, that makes my life about a hundred times less complicated. One last test. Theo, I need you to deactivate your power except for the spear."


'Yes ma'am," Theo excitedly replied. We'd all gotten sucked up in Tattletale's game now. Even, perhaps especially, Flechette. Most of Theo's armor simply melted off, except his helmet of course, which went from a shimmering mirror silver to a still metallic silver, but without the visual tricks. The spear, of course, remained reflective.


Fletchette cut through it with her bolt like it wasn't even there. And about a foot in either direction of the bolt simply dissolved and vanished.


Lisa sighed. "Damn. So close. I actually was right, but it didn't hold together. Too many permutations in one place, or too small a hole, I can't decide which. But we're not done yet! The next set of guests are arriving. And with it, the source of my migraines for at least the next month."


She was right. I felt them before I saw them, the cars driving onto the Yggdrasil paths that had been established for vehicles. They were more like exoskeleton growths than anything a standard road might be, but they did the job. The vehicle came to a stop not far from us. Faultline stepped out, along with Gregor, Newter, Labyrinth and Spitfire. The whole crew, it seems. And another vehicle- this one I recognized as one of Coil's. She invited the Travelers as well?


"Glad you could make it on such short notice," Lisa smiled.


Faultline just raised her eyebrow. "Okay, could you not do your impression of a poorly written detective novel today? I know you have a plan. I know it's going to wow the metaphorical pants off of everyone here, and I know you're going to talk me into going along with it simply to see if it works. So let's say all that already happened so we can move on to the part where I accuse you of not paying me enough and then go home to punish my liver until I forget this ever happened? Is that acceptable?"


"Aww," Tattletale pouted, complete with puppy dog eyes. "Fiiine. I know how much you hate 'fun', after all."


"Lady," Flechette said. "I have no idea who you are, but you just made my list of top five favorite people ever."


AnnoyedRelievedAmused. I smiled. Yeah, me too.


The Travelers had arrived in time to hear the end of that. Noelle was polite enough to not say anything about it, but she probably agreed as well. Tattletale was a very hard person to like. Still haven't figured out how Taylor manages it.


"Fine, now that everyone's here... we're going to punch a hole through reality itself!" Minerva announced.


ShockConfusionWorry. What? "What?" I asked.


"You heard me. We're already standing in the perfect spot for it, just in case it turns out the door can't be closed."


"Okay, Gaea, what are the odds I can talk you into hooking me up with a new liver or three? I'm going to need them," Faultline muttered.


"We'll need Labyrinth to build a construct. Preferably one that's just a large wall. Two dimensional as possible, maybe about thirty feet tall and the same width would be ideal."


I gaped. This... this is insane...


"Do it," Khepri instructed. "We can send the Travelers home like we promised. We can establish colonies on other worlds. If necessary, we can even evacuate Bet entirely. Abandon it to the Endbringers if we have to and maybe make a fresh start."


Flechette spoke. "She's right. This can save millions of lives. We do it."


Labyrinth looked at Faultline. "You can do it, right Elle?" The girl nodded. Faultline looked back toward us. "One rule: no inhabited worlds. Only realities where humans either never evolved, or are already extinct. I will not be responsible for Endbringers finding their way to billions of new victims or help start an interdimensional war."


"Good points all around," Taylor agreed. "No worlds with people on them, after a brief stop in Aleph."


"Agreed," I backed her up. GratitudeSafety. Flechette nodded.


"We'll really be able to go home?" Sundancer asked.


"If you want," Lisa stated. "You're welcome to stay here, we'd be more than happy to keep you. And you don't have to decide right now. You can go home, pack your things, maybe trade off any currency you have here for things to take with you. I highly recommend a vehicle and some new clothes. Maybe some samples of replicable tinker tech to sell off. A few patents, life of luxury."


"Not me, however," Noelle spoke. She sounded sad. "I can't go back. Everything I've seen. Everything I've done. The risk that I might relapse. I won't make the rest of you stay with me. I don't want you to. You've done that too long, already. You deserve to go home. Have normal lives. Have everything that the Simurgh tried to steal from us. It's the best thing you can do for me, now."


SympathyApproval. Note to self: hire her to write some of our speeches, she has a talent for it. Meanwhile, I reshaped the matter under the space Labyrinth was reshaping. Reinforcing the tree to handle the sudden increase in weight of her manifestations.


"I'm staying," Trickster said with certainty. "Noelle, you said you wanted us to live our lives? Well, in case you hadn't noticed, you are my life. My home is wherever you are."


"Consider going home to be my final order as your commander," Noelle told the others. Trickster put his arm around her, and she looked at him. "Wherever that home might be."


"I'm going home," Oliver stated. I hadn't dealt with him much. Riley took the standard blood same and questions about his powers. Which, it turned out, would barely rate a one as a changer. Did the PRT ratings go down to zero? He was shy, intimidated by us.


Noelle moved to him and gave him a hug. "Would you mind doing me a favor when you get back? Deliver a message to my parents."


"I can do that," Oliver agreed.


Genesis and Sundancer stood aside in the exchange thus far. "I don't know," Sundancer replied. "I... somewhere along the way, I stopped thinking of Aleph as 'home'. It feels like it was so long ago when we came here. I wouldn't know how to live a normal life, anymore."


"You don't have to decide right now," Taylor reminded them. "Like Minerva said... if this works, we can do it again whenever we like in the future. Just because a door is closed doesn't mean we can't open it again later."


"I'll stay for now," Oliver replied. "You're right, it can't hurt to take care of the loose ends and maybe pack a few things."


We watched the wall finish its development. It would have been great dramatic timing if their conversation ended with the wall's completion. But no, we had to wait several more minutes.


"Okay, everyone away from the target," Minerva instructed. We complied. "Flechette, it's your show now!"


The girl raised her arbalest, and fired at the wall. Then there was no wall. There was no anything. A blank place where there was only 'nothing'. Air started rushing inward toward the hole. It wasn't incredibly windy, no more than a gusty day. No risk of any of us.


AweTerrorWonder. "My bugs are being destroyed as they touch the boundary," Taylor informed us. "There's nothing there, no 'other side'. It's an empty place and everything which contacts it simply ceases to be."


"It's shrinking at a rate of approximately two centimeters a minute, growing in speed exponentially," Aceso spoke. "It'll collapse in less than an hour." She looked at us. "Missy's been teaching me geometry," she stated as if that explained everything.


"At least we know they can be closed!" Lisa declared happily. "Okay, Labyrinth. Can you still alter the empty spot."


"I... I can!" Labyrinth said with surprise. "There are places there. Ones I didn't create myself. Countless, endless worlds."


"Good. Look at the closer ones. You should be able to see that it's been crossed over before, recently."


"There are two like that," the girl informed us.


WorryRealization. I figured it out as well. Someone else also has dimension crossing abilities.


"Try the most recent one," Lisa suggested. The blank spot became a window, looking over a primitive world. A village of wood, clay and brick. Dirt roads. Little by way of metal construction. A cart pulled by a small buffalo. People in clothing that looked to be wool and leather. Some pointed at us. We couldn't hear what they said.


"Not that one, I'm sure," Faultline stated. "Change it, Elle."


"Okay," the girl answered. The scene shifted to a city not unlike Brockton Bay. Or, at least, a Brockton Bay that wasn't torn assunder and patched back together repeatedly. A healthy city. DesireNostalgia.


I could see ships in the ports from here. I could see why the others would want to go back. I wanted to go there. To see what a world without Endbringers looked like. CertaintyDetermination.


"We'll make our Brockton Bay look like that, some day," Taylor stated. I smiled and clasped her hand, adding my support to her resolve and letting hers feed mine. This is a feedback I can enjoy.


"Look for an empty world, now," Lisa instructed Labyrinth. "One without people."


On impulse, I interrupted. "One without any life at all."


They looked at me, and I suddenly felt very self conscious. SupportProtectTrust. I drew strength from the link. "I want a planet that's truly empty. A place I can use my power to its fullest."


Minerva smiled. "I see... yes, that's perfect! No one can object to us claiming a wasteland as our own! A dead world for us to revive and use."


The portal shifted, and I saw the world that Labyrinth had found. Red and brown dust covered the landscape. A desert world. I noted that the sun seemed larger than ours. The ocean was still visible from our position, although the shoreline was more distant.


"There's oxygen," Taylor spoke up. "Not a lot... or there's also a poison. Something is making the insects tired. The weakest are already starting to die."


"On it!" Aceso sang, and then hopped through the portal. "Oxygen levels around twelve percent. Unusually high carbon dioxide. Nothing immediately deadly, but can't support human life." She knelt down and picking up some dirt beneath her. That she then licked. "Radioactive residue. Water. No complex hydrocarbons."


"A nuclear war?" Faultline asked, no doubt responding to the 'radiation' part.


"Not unless it was between really enthusiastic dinosaurs," Aceso responded. "This is old damage and too complete to be artificial. I'd say a celestial event, powerful enough to strike the entire planet. A pulsar or the like, occurring millions of years ago."


"Why did that earth get such a thing, and no others?" Faultline asked.


"How am I suppose to know that?" Aceso asked.


A warm planet? No life. Water supply. "It's perfect," I smiled. AnticipationExcitementConfidence.


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A/N- A certain part of this chapter makes me sad.

Also- they have that planet for a long time before ever getting around to naming it. I note that's a pattern in my writing. But it's a pattern I kinda like.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 83


I'd covered the portal in an Yggdrasil construct, of course. In part because we really didn't want people to know we just cut a hole through dimensions until we were ready to let them find out. And in part because there was still an unhealthy amount of radioactivity in that world.


Nothing that could be considered a threat to the Yggdrasil, though not good for people by any stretch of the imagination. Riley estimated that it would be lethal within six years for the vast majority, even before having too little oxygen for human tolerance. So, yeah, when I asked for a dead world, I got a dead world. On the plus side, it actually made that Earth more ideal for Yggdrasil than anywhere on Bet.


Minerva was still negotiating terms with/between Faultline and Flechette when I went inside. For a while there, it was looking like Faultline was going to recruit Flechette and hold the monopoly on the dimension-access insanity that we'd seen today.


It turns out, Flechette was sold, not on money, but on the opportunity to really cut loose in a fight. A promise of a bioaugment armor that would improve on her powers. Not terribly different than the ones we gave Crystal, Parian and most of Faultline's crew. Contingent upon an attempt from the PRT to transfer Flechette, she would be a permanent, though 'reserve', member of Pantheon.


We really need to work out an official model for how we were handling our peripheral members, like Parian and Dinah. They might be part of the organization, but weren't really part of the "team" like we were. We were collecting them, would collect many more, as time went on. An option for rogues and independent heroes alike that didn't involve surrendering autonomy to the government. We were pushing that appeal.


Lisa was suppose to handle that, but she had too much to do already. Maybe I should go easier on her. We did learn a lot from her about the nature of our empathic link, after all. Even if she was a bitch about it and wouldn't even tell us why it really bothered her so much.


I was beginning to suspect she was jealous. Did she have romantic feelings for Taylor? And what would I do if she did? Turn off the empathy when they went out on dates, at the very least.


"Penny for your thoughts," Taylor said from her place on the couch in what amounted to our living room. Zach and Theo were playing some game on the TV. "I'm being absolutely serious here, I will pay you money to explain what I'm reading from you right now."


"I guess I already owe you a house. Or at least rent," I smiled, plopping down next to her. "I was just thinking about the most horrible thing imaginable. I might have to apologize to Lisa."


"Ah," she smiled back. "Well, it's that or your homework. I picked it up for you after classes, by the way."


"You mean the homework I could have gone to school and handled myself if she didn't feel the need to fuck with us," I replied.


"One and the same."


"Suddenly, I'm not in the mood to apologize."


"C'mon, I'll help you study," Taylor said, sitting up.


"Study, huh? Is that what you old folks call it?" Respawn joked.


"Yes, I suppose actually passing a class would be a new-" ApprehensionWorryDetermination. I stopped speaking and looked at Taylor, who had stood up by now. "Know what? Doesn't even matter. After Tattletale's stunt last night, there's nothing you can say that's going to get to me."


"Once again, Lisa spoils my fun," Respawn moaned. Then the sound of an explosion came from the television. "Dude! That is so not fair!"


"Are you going to study in your costume?" I asked as we left for the area where I'd built my bedroom. It was more or less right next to the kitchen. I probably should sit down and design an actual 'floor plan' or make more rooms. We had access to a couple square miles worth of overall space under here, we might as well use it.


"It's comfortable," she answered. "So much nicer on the skin than the old Skitter costume. Why, don't you like it?"


"No, it's not that, it's just..." How in the hell could I tell her that she was essentially wearing a silk body stocking? Eh, may as well just dive right into it. "Pretty much the exact opposite, actually."


HappyNervousCertain. "Oh, don't worry about that," she insisted. "I told you, I don't mind."


"It's... kinda distracting, though," I smiled.


"Really?" she smiled back. "Guess I'll have to change, then."


Was... was she teasing me?


"Oh, could you ask Blasto to bring up those memory restoration devices Riley worked out?" Taylor asked me. "I'd tell him myself, but your tree keeps eating my bugs down there."


"It's a sterilization function," I replied. "The lab needs to stay clean for their sensitive experiments. You'll just have to cope with having exactly one blind spot in an entire city."


"And you'll just have to deal with delivering messages for me while I'm changing," she countered.


The labs were actually the furthest trip from the rest of the building. For everyone other than me. I simply reshaped the floor and sank down into one of the pillars in the lab. I stuck my head out of the wall. "Hey, Rey."


"Gah!" he jumped. "Why the hell can't you use the stairs!"


"That's for mortals," I replied. "I'm supposed to have you take the memory restorer up to Faultline."


"Why me?" he asked.


"Because you're the only Tinker we can admit to having."


"Yeah, I know," he agreed. "Mind giving me the elevator up?"


"Sure," I agreed, leaving the hollow structure in the wall when I went back up. I could sense when he stepped in, and moved him to the surface. The memory repair equipment was a new one. It could basically be called an intelligence booster as well, since what it did was encourage the brain to rapidly build new neural pathways.


I had hoped we might use it to cure the others of this whole "passenger block", but Lisa said it wouldn't. Apparently they could sabotage Riley and the other tinkers so they couldn't even build something that might undo the block.


In fact, she insisted we didn't so much as touch it. That it might undo whatever 'damage' we did to the controls that blocked our memories.


Minor mission accomplished, I went back to my room, where Taylor was waiting. I paused. Turns out, she looked really good in the form fitting blue t-shirt she had selected. I didn't even know she owned such a thing. "Are you wearing a shirt that's not black?"


"What?" she responded. "I'm allowed to wear other colors!" AnnoyedAmusedPleased.


"I'm not so sure you are," I responded. "Dear diary. Today I watched two teenage girls punch a hole through the side of reality. Today I considered actually apologizing to Tattletale. Today I witnessed Taylor Hebert wearing bright colors. We're lucky we have a new universe now, because this one's clearly broken."


"Would you kindly make some pillows so I can chuck them at your head?" Taylor asked with exaggerated, sarcastic sweetness.


I leaned against the wall. "Why would I do that?"


"Because I need to throw something at your face right now, and I don't want to break my school books."


For the next hour, we spent our time studying. Computer science was never really my strong subject, and that didn't appear to have changed in the last couple months.


It didn't help that I kept sneaking peeks at Taylor, and I was now entirely convinced she was actively encouraging me to do so. Even I wasn't quite that oblivious. Or, more likely, I was that oblivious, but having a direct window into her psyche removed any ambiguity. I resolved to ask her about it this weekend.


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A/N- Man. I love knowing what comes next. Especially for THIS part of the story.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 84- Taylor


I opted to play dress up for school that morning. My experiment with the shirt had proven a thrilling success, Amelia couldn't take her eyes off me, and I luxuriated in it. Today I was hoping for more of the same. I picked out an outfit that Lisa had sworn up and down would be amazing on me, and forced me to buy.


I didn't believe her then, and I really didn't now. The jeans clung too tightly to my legs, and the shirt I would have been happier with if it were three sizes larger. But she was right about the blue shirt that I used yesterday, so I trusted her on this as well.


I was conspicuously aware of the eyes upon me as I opened my locker in the morning. I found myself torn between being slightly annoyed at the disrespect of them checking me out, slightly annoyed that more people weren't, and slightly annoyed that I even cared. All factions decided upon a truce in order to be extremely annoyed that Emma was getting more attention than I was. Not that I expected she wouldn't, but it would have been really, really nice.


I felt it when Amelia saw me. The rush of attraction and nervousness, her trying not to look at me and failing. It was wonderful. I wore this outfit for exactly one person, and she only had eyes for me. Literally, she was watching so intently that she walked face first into one of the other students, knocking both their sets of books from their hands. SurpriseShockWorryHumiliation. I immediately moved over to help her and the boy. I was pretty sure he was one of the new kids that had just started today. I certainly didn't recognize him.


"I'm so sorry!" Amelia said. "I should have been paying better attention."


"Nah, it's cool," the boy insisted. "I wasn't looking at where I was going. Trying to find the art class," he held up one of those shitty paper maps of the school.


"I'll show you," I volunteered. "Pretty much next door to my first class anyway. See you in third period, Amelia."


"Right," she replied. GratitudeHumiliation. Didn't stop her from staring at me as I walked away.


Emma was watching as I left. Near as I could tell, she was still doing everything possible to avoid me. Something that mattered less to me than how I was quite certain she was dating Clockblocker, now. Not a real shocker, as far as surprise revelations go, but it would make it more difficult if we ever tried to recruit him. And we really did want to recruit him. However, he wasn't a priority the way Vista and, as we recently learned, Flechette were.


I pointed the boy off to the art class, and was still smiling when I made it to my spot in the computer lab. Theo was already there, sitting next to Chris. The pair of them seemed to get along really well, actually. It also saved me the effort of needing to focus on small talk. Something that it would surprise no one to learn I really sucked at. Instead, I focused on everything. Everyone.


Amelia was in Algebra, I'd pass her on the way there for my next class. I was still smiling lightly. Amelia was still on edge due to the incident in the hallway. For amusement sake, I landed a ladybug on top of the page she was studying. She stopped for a second, as I had it look right at her. Bug vision is crap, so it couldn't even actually see her, and I sure as hell couldn't, but it was a message sent.


ComfortEmbarrassment. I sent back some signals of comfort. We were getting very good at using this bond. Maybe with time we can actually work out a language with it.


I sent the ladybug on its way.


....


I shared my algebra class with Dennis, although we really didn't interact at all. I still kept my eye on the others. Missy and Clarice were busy in their chemistry class. Near as I could tell, the pair had managed to line up their entire class schedule to be identical, with an exception for gym.


We put in the minor effort to get Clarice an exception from that class. We were at least pretending we didn't want her identity blown. I was starting to worry that when it was, and it was 'when', not 'if', Vista's identity would follow almost immediately. I'd have to mention that to Theo or Chris during lunch.


....


Social Sciences was the one I got to spend with Amy. Weld was there, as well. I'd have to make an effort to recruit him as well, his power put him on the top notch for durability, and he was really popular in the general public. The way they were shunting Wards away from the city meant if we didn't get him soon, we probably never would. I looked at Amelia and felt her disappointment as she realized what I had planned. I was disappointed as well, when I sat down next to him. I sent assurances through the link. SadAgreement.


He looked over at me. "Me, too, huh?"


I almost fell back on Skitter at that. Or is this the usual 'Taylor' routine of hiding away? Instead, I fell back on my link with Amelia. Her confidence and trust in me. I don't need to hide, and I don't need to be feared in order to be strong.


"Pretty much," I admitted. "We seem to have a real hero complex, trying to help everyone we can."


"Help, huh?" he didn't see to buy it. "And you think I need help?"


"Doesn't everyone?" Okay, Taylor, dial it back. Vague answers only work when you want to be annoying. "But yes, we have a few things we're working on that might help you. Or you might be able to help us with. I'm sorry I have to be so vague. The best I can tell you right now is that we're finding ways to undo what's happened to the Case 53s."


He froze, clearly sorting through potential responses. "I'll make contact."


He didn't say anything about how or when, and I didn't press him for it. Class began, and I put my efforts into actually paying attention, this time. Along with studying all my other school books. Pain in the ass finding copies of all of them in braille. For that matter, it was a pain in the ass to use braille, which I'd only barely started to learn, but it didn't take me any more mental effort than sitting and listening in class already took.


At the moment I was also having six distinct conversations, and running the test routine of the next wave of zerglings. They were a lot better than before, at least. Still not something I could comfortably control in large batches, but significantly easier to handle a dozen of them than even one humanoid puppet. A fact I told Rey and Riley about with my changeling, which was currently spending most of its time slumped in one of the chairs in the lab just so I could talk to them. Stupid Yggdrasil always eating my bugs.


....


After class, we headed for lunch. Weld ignored me, and I couldn't just wait and walk alongside Amelia without it being suspicious, much as I'd have liked to. I did manage to stay just a little bit in front of her. I could feel her eyes on me the whole way. WistfulDesire.


It brought a smile, and a bit of a blush, to my face. And yet, I still couldn't spend time with her. She had her group amongst the popular girls, and I had mine amongst the geeks and loners. Even though she was more of the loner type, herself. Victoria's legacy and all.


I spent my time hanging out with Theo and Chris. They were mainly complaining about math. A class that neither of them seem to enjoy. I finally interjected about halfway through the period. "I think we should have a conversation with Missy and Clarice."


"What's wrong," Theo asked.


"Well... at this rate, their identities are going to be exposed," I answered. "I don't think it'll happen soon, but it's a real risk. Clarice has already shown off her thinker abilities in basically every class. She attracts attention for a lot of reasons, not the least of which is how she's openly friendly with Amelia. She's going to be found out. If she hasn't, already, and that might put eyes on her other friends.


"Does she even have friends at school except Missy and Amelia?" Theo asked.


"No, she really doesn't," I replied. "She seems to be trusting Missy to be in charge during school, and Amelia with everything else. It's fine, not like she's lacking in a support base."


"But it makes anyone around her look extra conspicuous," Chris concluded. "Are you going to tell her the bad news? Because she wouldn't listen to me if I tried."


I figured as much. It was smart of him, really. If they had to be the deliverers of the news that took Missy away from her new friend, it could hurt their team on a number of levels. Even if they didn't see it as us finding yet another angle to try to break Vista away for ourselves. Of course, they weren't wrong, it was what we were doing.


"I'll do it," Theo volunteered. "She'll probably listen to me better, anyway. I have the same last class as Amelia, so I'll mention it to her first. That way Clarice doesn't argue with me."


"Good idea," I agreed.


Chris didn't say anything to agree or disagree, and eventually the conversation changed to movies.


...


With a minor tip to Riley via my changeling, Theo managed to catch up with Clarice and Missy at the end of classes. I trusted him to handle the situation about as well as anyone. I, on the other hand, had snuck about a block away from school, to be picked up by one of our drivers outside of visual of the school. Zach and Amy were already in the vehicle.


ApologyResignation. I didn't need to question that emotion. It was disappointing for me as well.


"Sorry I didn't get to work with you in class," I said as I sat next to Amelia.


"It's okay," she said. "Probably smart if we're a little less obvious. Don't want your identity being revealed like that."


"Obvious is a word for what happened in the hallway," Zach interrupted with a smile.


EmbarrasmentAnnoyanceWorry.


"Don't worry about it," I replied. "It wasn't that big a deal."


"Thanks," she replied. "I'd feel terrible if..." she trailed off.


"If you want, I can bribe kids to just step out in front of you at random," Zach offered. "I'm already known for playing pranks on people. Speaking of which, you have class with Clockblocker first thing tomorrow morning, right?"


"Yeah," Amelia answered. "Why?"


Zach lifted up a math book that wasn't there before. "Tell him that next time, it'll be his pants."


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A/N- In retrospect, I kinda wish I stayed on the "school" arc longer. There was lots of goodies to be used here that I just never did.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 85- Riley


Music class is boring. I thought it was suppose to be fun with singing and instruments and stuff, but instead we were learning about dead musicians. I didn't even get to play school with Missy because she had a gym class. So I was stuck with dumb boys who snickered every time the teacher said 'pianist'. And dumb girls who pretended to find that funny because their dumb hormones wanted them to make dumb babies with the dumb boys.


I assigned one of my peripheral brain enhancements to half pay attention to the class, while I was analyzing the sample we indirectly took from Cauldron.


"It's human cells, as if they were made from the ground up by Amelia with no frame of reference," I muttered as I examined the material. We had already cloned the tissue. I didn't wait for a response from Rey. Tinker fugue was in full effect for him. "No genetic code for reproduction, no separate genetics for the mitochondria, no useless genetic material from countless mutations both obsolete and never functional in the first place. No chromosomes because there's not enough actual DNA to need them. It's not much different from the Yggdrasil or the base zerglings before the selective rebreeding program. Artificial. Too perfectly efficient to exist in nature."


I continued my analysis on a more fundamental level. "In many ways, it resembles the N-1 and N-3 tissue samples we extracted from Noelle. It appears identical to the c-cells we acquired from the Travelers and Word. That, more than anything, is confusing. There is no difference between the active ingredient in this vial, and the residue from what gave them their powers, and it works simply by drinking? There is an agency behind this that I do not comprehend. If my Big Sister is correct about the Taboo theory, then I cannot comprehend it because the power that grants my power will not allow it."


"Save recording, CV twelve."


"Error, CV twelve already exists. Recorded twenty seven minutes ago," my computer responded.


Darn it! Must have happened again. "Save new recording as CV thirteen. Identify CV twelve as Taboo nine." I would have Minerva screen the other and tell me if I missed anything important.


Since she and my Big Sister are the only ones who can comprehend what our group had taken to shorthanding as 'Taboo', after some game Rey remembered from his childhood. The idea that I was constantly losing the most important piece of data imaginable was incredibly frustrating to me as a scientist.


Meanwhile, class had come to an end. I managed to remember not to flip over my desk this time. I still don't get why, but the teachers and Missy and my Sister all told me not to do that. Maybe it's because my skirt fell during the handstand and everyone saw my underwear last time? Stupid boys, again.


I rushed to the entrance, to meet up with Missy and Theo. I didn't know exactly why he wanted to meet up, but I bet it was so he could spend more time with Missy. Good, they're so perfect together.


Missy was there first, of course. The underclassmen got out a bit earlier, after all. I saw her and waved. She rolled her eyes and smiled as she walked. I noted that she was subtly using her power to move faster, indicating how eager she really was. She always acted so proper. She reminded me a lot of Shatterbird, actually.


Jack always said that her serious act just meant she didn't want to admit how lonely she was. My Sister didn't like me talking about Jack, but he was smart and we were trying to recruit Vista almost the same way as he recruited her, after all.


"How was gym?" I asked, even as I analyzed everything her biosignature was giving off. Minor and full body exercise, no real muscle damage.


"Dodgeball would be more fun if I could cheat," she complained.


"I wish I could play," I responded. "My Sister wouldn't let me take gym."


She laughed. "That's because we could put the entire school up against you and you'd win. Unless I was allowed to cheat."


"That's true," I agreed. "Oh, we have to wait for Theo. He has to talk to us about something."


Missy hid her reaction well, but it was a combination of enthusiasm and distrust. "Why?"


"I dunno," I answered. "Probably kinda important, or they wouldn't bother like this. But not too important, or they'd tell me right away."


"Huh," she said. I could almost hear her wondering if this was some kind of ploy.


Theo was finally out of the school and approached us. "Hi Theo!" I yelled and waved. He smiled and waved back. He had a really good smile, and I wanted to be sure Missy saw it.


"Hey, Clarice," he said once he got close. "Hello, Missy."


"Maybe we should walk and talk," he said, looking at the others who had started to pour out of the school.


"Okay!" I agreed. "There's gotta be an icecream place somewhere nearby, right?" I smiled broadly.


"Umm, sure," Theo agreed.


Missy managed to work up a smile and nod. I could see the bit of blush and shyness she had toward the boy. Subtle, she was good at hiding her autonomic responses, but she couldn't make them lie. I was an expert on that subject, amongst my many others. I could tell she liked him and really didn't want to show it or admit it.


"Okay!" I said, as we started on our walk. The icecream place was new, and already pretty popular, so we had to cover the 'work' on the walk. "So, what's the news?"


"Umm..." he looked down. "I... I wanted to warn you to be careful," he said.


"With what?" I asked.


"Well," he said. "We're pretty sure Clarice's identity as Aceso's been compromised. It hasn't come out yet, but it probably will in a week or so."


"Oh," I said. "I don't mind that at all!" In fact, wasn't that supposed to be the plan?


"I know," he said. "We're worried about Missy. When your identity goes public, people are going to look at your friends. Everyone already knows Amelia is Gaea. So that leaves only Missy left over."


"What about Taylor?" Missy asked. Drat. "She's at risk, being around Amelia."


Theo shrugged. "I have my own ideas about that," he admitted. "But I can't share them. It's not that I don't trust you, it's that it's not right to talk about people behind their backs. Especially my friends and team mates. Any more than you'd talk about yours."


She nodded. "Yeah, you're right. It was stupid of me to ask."


"Not stupid," he said. "Just being alert and cautious. It's a sign of a good hero."


And Theo wins all the relationship points, I thought happily. He wouldn't make pianist jokes.


"I... I owe you an apology, then," she said, looking down. Ooh, heartfelt confession time! Like the best romantic movies! Only better because it was real life! There was a bit of a blush. A nervousness and expectation of anger. I didn't even need the dozen odd exotic senses built into Clarice to see this. I did, however, turn off the recording function. "After our... after the party last week, I sorta told them about everything that happened."


"I figured that would happen," Theo replied without losing a beat. "It's not like we did anything to be ashamed of. Err... maybe I should have found a better way to phrase that. Sorry."


"It's fine," Missy replied. "Just don't repeat it around Clockblocker and we'll be good."


"Or Zach," Theo added.


"He stole Clockblocker's math book, by the way," I said.


"Why would he do that?" Theo asked.


"Umm..." Missy started. "I think he might be getting revenge for a bathroom door being frozen with him trapped inside. Clock's gonna get in a lot of trouble for that one if Piggot finds out."


"Oh, wow..." Theo laughed. "She won't hear anything from us. Be sure and let her know that Zach is almost certainly equally at fault for anything that's going on. If she needs punishment suggestions, I recommend we lock them both in the same cell overnight."


Missy chuckled. "Yeah," she agreed. "With orders that they kiss and make up. Literally."


We were still laughing when we got to the icecream place.


"Okay, Theo, I want a banana split!" I was looking forward to see if the upgraded taste system was fully functional. I was annoyed that the combat model was still in detox from the radioactive materials, since it had all my best features installed.


"Why am I paying for your icecream?" he asked, still smiling. "Doesn't Amelia give you an allowance?"


"Yeah," I admitted. "But you're the boy. It's in the rules. Especially when you're out with two pretty girls. Also, you're a billionaire."


Theo looked around, then whispered. "Clarice, you're not suppose to blurt stuff like that out in public."


"Oh," I said. "Why not? Is it because of your dad?"


"It's just not polite," he said. "When you talk about money, it upsets some people. It's like bragging."


I didn't really get the problem, but whatever. "Okay, I'll not bring it up anymore."


He looked over at Missy. "Sorry. I suppose Chris told you about my family."


"No, not really," Missy replied.


"Well, I'm sure your bosses already know," he said. "My father was the CEO of Medhall. After his death, well, most of the assets were unfrozen and are in trusts for my sister and I."


"You're kidding," she whispered, her eyes growing wide. "You're Kaiser's son?"


"Not something I'm exactly pleased about," he said. "I take pride saying that if you asked most of his men, they'd voice doubts about my parentage."


"Yeah," she offered a smile. "It's fine, I get it. My home life isn't exactly amazing, either."


"You can't help where you come from," Theo agreed. "Only where you go."


I smiled and nodded. That's what my Big Sister keeps telling me. Nothing can change what I've done, only what I do from now on. And now I'd set the perfect stage for Missy to have the perfect boyfriend to satisfy all her reproductive evolutionary needs. Powerful, dependable, physically attractive, quite intelligent for someone without powers to improve upon it, able to provide for offspring, and intimidating to potential threats. That was simple, why do adults make it sound so complicated?


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A/N- All the foreshadowing. All of it. Ever. Of all time.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 86- Lisa


Too sycophantic, rephrase. 'Appreciation', 'dedication to'.


I made the edits to the letter. It was hard to say 'we're already doing more than everything you're asking' without sounding like arrogant jackasses. I needed them to be able to say they achieved something without making it look like we gave anything up.


A flagged file popped up on the screen. Ah, another of Riley's Taboos. I will need to review that immediately. If she was obeying protocol on the subject, she'd switch to a different research project while waiting for me to review the data. No sense in accidentally repeating the exact same experiment more than necessary. Damn, both recordings were twenty minutes long. I'd need to talk to her about remembering to stick to ten minute intervals. Rey as well, although he did it less because his research rarely crossed into the subject of the Passengers themselves.


I was still writing up the report on the Taboo file, turns out Riley made a breakthrough on cloning the c-cells. No way of knowing if that would allow us to replicate Cauldron's power-formula. But if we could... the possibilities were almost incalculable. The Taboo was her speculation that the opposite of Noelle was occurring. That a Passenger had attempted to construct its own human body. Then, of course, she forgot the train of thought. I'd mention it to Amelia.


Human hosts, no evolutionary purpose as Passengers are not natural parasites. Side function. Using humans as proxies for their experimentation. Human form avatar for Passenger. Nonhuman avatar for Passengers? Endbringers. No. Endbringers are something different. Experiment to better bond with host species? Unnecessary. Precognitive abilities render practice wasteful. Need avatar to actively interact with humans. Perhaps to...


I lost the train of thought. Damn. Even though my mind had broken around the main barricade, my power was still held back by certain roadblocks. At least now I knew they existed, I didn't forget, I just didn't progress. I included the point up until I went blank for Amelia to look at. She was truly unfettered, not the twilight state I was in.


I still had not made progress on actually tracking Cauldron down, myself. Even Dinah wasn't any help. Meaning that either Cauldron had an incredibly powerful Trump on their side, or a precog just shy of the Simurgh in bullshit. I had even made allusions to payment and alliances to entice them. Any more than this would be overly aggressive and might prompt a retaliation. They had dozens of high level political and military leaders in their pockets, plus similar influence throughout Europe. We would lose any confrontation, direct or otherwise.


I set the Cauldron Project aside as a dead end for now. If they wanted to speak with us, they'd have to initiate it.


I looked at the clock. It wouldn't be long before the kids got home from school. The biocameras, which Rey and Riley somehow made in a way that they could vat-clone, confirmed that was indeed the case. Hmm, no Theo or Clarice.


Message delivered. Theo stayed after. Riley chose to use as opportunity to recruit. Attempting to place Theo and Missy in a romantic relationship. Perceived extra layer of security. Seeking to build a strong bond of trust. Needs that trust. Might be planning to reveal herself to the girl. Lonely.


Well, shit. I added that to the note for Amelia. Riley sure as hell wouldn't listen to me. Seems like no one did, these days.


"Hey, Lisa!" Taylor exclaimed when she got inside. "Enough work, I need your help shopping."


Nervous, feigning confidence. Feigning confidence well enough to trick herself? No, insecure and and actively seeking... affirmation... using the link with Amelia. Using Amelia's attraction. Dependent upon Amelia's approval for developing sense of attractiveness to others.


I focused my attentions on Amelia herself, now.


Worried about Taylor's new behavior. Enjoying new behavior, but confused over what it means. Well, that's both good and bad, their minds are still independent of one another. Needs to feel safe and protected, dependent upon Taylor to defend her. Not willing to confront Taylor, for fear of losing that protection.


Nothing I didn't already know. Ever since Amelia asked Taylor to be her 'General', that was plain for anyone to see. They had both put a lot of the basis of their relationship on clearly defined and highly important roles. It was a negotiation of sorts. Combining and sharing of power. They really would have made a great couple, if nature had allowed it.


"Okay," I agreed, forcing a smile. "I'll get my things."


"Me, too," Amelia agreed. Then froze. "Oh."


Responding to link. Taylor doesn't want her to come with. Planning something.


Taylor hugged her from behind. "Sorry. I promise I won't be gone too long." She whispered something that I couldn't hear. "Besides, you still have studying to do."


"And a Riley to have a chat with," I informed Amelia.


"Okay," she reluctantly agreed. "Bring back something nice for Riley, too."


"It's a promise," Taylor said, still draped around Amelia. Both their eyes fluttered.


Responding to link and shared sensations. Intentionally generating mild feedback loops. Worse than I thought. Don't mind showing affection in front of others. Shared confidence emotion loop.


"Well, I'm basically ready right now," I said, interrupting them. "Just gotta grab my purse."


"Me, too," Crystal exclaimed.


I went back in my office, trying to figure out how to approach this. They, specifically Taylor, now willing to show affection in full public. In front of both Zach and Crystal.


Act of defiance. Daring us to say something. Equates relationship with Amelia as act of rebellion against teasing. Equates teasing with previous experiences as a victim of bullying. Only made that psychological connection recently. Sees relationship with Amelia as source of happiness. Sees teasing as bullying as attempt to take away that happiness. Sees my disapproval as possible betrayal. Sees me as possible bully. Sees my attack on Emma as an act of unnecessary cruelty.


I froze. Shit. Coulda used that information a week ago. Association did not exist at that point.


....


Fortunately, we were easy walking distance from downtown. Technically, we were in downtown, only a few miles from basically everywhere important. Although the nature of repairs, the establishment of the ferry, and changing economies was redefining what constituted the shape of our town.


We did an awful lot of window shopping, making small talk as Taylor bought pretty much everything I promised look good on her.


She stopped at one place, looking at a dark blue evening dress on one of the mannequins. "Do you think Amelia would like that?" she asked. It was the first time she openly admitted she was doing this for Amelia.


"I think she'd probably rather die than be caught dead in something like that," Crystal replied.


Knows what Taylor meant, trying to force Taylor to say it out loud.


Taylor sighed. "You know what I mean. Would she like it if I wore it for her?"


"Then she'd die for completely different reasons," Crystal responded. "The poor girl's not going to know what hit her."


"Good," she said cheerfully as we entered the shop.


Taylor went straight for her dress of choice, while Crystal browsed. She found a somewhat more conservative green number. "Amy's going to love this one," Crystal insisted.


"Can't Amelia just make her own dress with her power?" Taylor asked.


"Just means we don't need to worry about the sizes and can buy this one for her to copy," Crystal replied. "It wouldn't be right to steal the design. As good shoppers, if we're going to build our own copies, we still have to own an original. Besides, you guys could buy this whole store, don't act like you can't afford one dress."


"Technically, I already have," I admitted.


"Really?" Crystal laughed. "Now you have no choice."


We left the store with both dresses. And a cute little pink and white sun dress for Riley.


....


We arrived at an outdoor fast food joint and had ourselves a distinctly unhealthy combination of foods. Crystal didn't strike me as the chili cheese fries type, but that was her pick. The rest of us had burgers and fries.


"So, why the sudden interest in my cousin?" Crystal asked. "You were constantly on about how you're not into girls before."


"I... I'm not... I just..." Taylor muttered, looking away.


"It's their whole psychic bond," I stated, glad for the excuse. "She really likes the thoughts she's getting from Amelia."


"I'm not giving this up," Taylor insisted. My power confirmed her words. "Nothing you say will make me. Why do you keep trying?"


Crystal nodded. "Yeah, I get it. But that isn't..."


Taylor shook her head. "She cares about me, and I care about her, and I'm allowed to like knowing that there's finally someone out there that cares about me."


Crystal frowned. "How can you say that? You're one of the most famous heroes on the east coast right now. You..."


"That's Khepri," Taylor interrupted. "Or Skitter or a target or a charity case or a battlefield asset. You've been a cape long enough that I know you know the difference."


Charity case. Is aware of, and resents, my attempt to save her from her issues. Views it as pity. Sees my awareness of her emotional vulnerabilities as a power I have over her. Resents that imbalance in power. Sees it as a personal weakness. Hates the idea of being weak. Sees relationship to Amelia as truly equal. Sees Amelia's willingness to make herself vulnerable as a sign of trust and love. Exaggerates significance due to her own issues with being vulnerable.


"Fuck, you people teased so much and tried so hard to get us together..." she sighed.


"You're right," I said. "I wanted you two in a relationship. Maybe not romantic, per se, but yes. You were both hurting over so many things. Both ready to..." I paused. How to approach this?


Crystal watched. Taylor waited.


Be direct. Will view honesty as a sign of respect. Needs to feel respected, sees the lack thereof as one of the worst possible insults.


"Remember when this started? The pair of you were ready to storm the Protectorate and flay Piggot alive, along with everything that got in the way. That was the sum total of your plan. Why Amelia let Riley live."


Crystal gasped. I wondered how she felt, learning her 'Amy' was ready to go that far. I didn't bother sending my power that way. Crystal was in too deep to act on any second thoughts, and so the fallout would be a minor thing at worst.


"I wanted you to build a relationship with her, yes. Because you needed it. You needed someone else to care about, because neither of you care about yourselves. I wasn't joking when I said I was there to keep you from getting yourselves killed by Eidolon. What I didn't say is that it's because I knew you were planning a suicide mission."


Crystal chuckled. It wasn't a happy sound. "Jesus Christ," she muttered. "First I figure out that you're just like Amy," she gestured at Taylor.


"And you," she gestured at me. "Are basically me."


"I think I'm missing a context, here," Taylor said.


"She loves you," Crystal said. "Not like that! She's watching you do something she thinks is going to destroy you... and she's staying. Knowing the risks. Knowing where this can end. Knowing that she might drive you to hate her while trying to save you. That's not a friend, Taylor. That's family."


Taylor looked at me. "Why?"


Fuck. Well, now or never. "Which part?" I asked. "Why would I want to save you? Crystal's right, you are family, the only family I have. Why do I think you're family? You saved me more times than I care to count, from fates that range from death to horrible death to worse than death. I trust you, I respect you, I admire you. And, yes, I even love you. Would it kill you to let me be the one to save you for once?"


"Save me from what?" Taylor asked.


"Taboo," I replied.


Taylor's eyes narrowed. "It's the bond. You know something."


"I... suspect... a lot of things," I reluctantly admitted. "You have a connection you can't begin to understand. It's going to change you. It's already changed you."


"So what?" Taylor countered. "You know better than anyone how little I liked myself. Like you said, we were prepared to destroy ourselves and take a lot of people with us. Compared to that... let's be melodramatic as fuck for a minute. Consider this me saying goodbye to who I was. A symbolic suicide in lieu of a real one."


"What a weighted choice of words," I sighed. "Taken to its final conclusion... I can't stand to lose you." Time for the final step. "Not like I lost Rex."


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A/N- Oh, yes, this chapter. I is warm and fuzzy inside from it.

 

[Slayer Anderson]

Well, nice to see you over here. Sorry about the SB stuff, that's gotta suck.

At any rate, though, you have my permission to move over any of my Omake, or I can do it if you'd like me to.

In the meantime, liked and watched.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 87- Taylor


I listened to Lisa's story in silence, and once again was grateful that I had parents who loved me. Fuck, what kind of people looked at their own children as tools to be exploited? I would have repressed the emotions that brought up, but the link made that dangerous. Don't fight, accept and push through.


Her brother's suicide... well, that explained me, at least. I tried not to be insulted by the comparison. The part where Lisa saved me as a stand-in for a loved one she could not. I thought back to Amelia. Was I a replacement for what she she lost? No... I was nothing like Glory Girl at all. I didn't have her looks, I didn't have her powers, and I sure as hell didn't have her personality.


Amelia and Victoria were sisters. I wasn't Amelia's sister. If anyone was the stand-in-sibling, then it was Riley. I was Amelia's partner. She was mine. Neither of us had an equivalent relationship to compare it to.


I sent a pulse of emotion, just to let her know I was thinking of her. She was in the lab area, which limited my senses solely to her bracelet. Which had no senses beyond its attunement to her, and function as a portable relay. Probably spending time with Riley. ContentCalmFocus. She must be actively using her power on something, judging by all of that.


Lisa sighed when she was done. "After that? Well, spent some time on the streets using my power to be a petty thief. Then Coil found me. Gang-pressed supervillain and all that jazz. Which you saved me from, just like you saved Dinah."


"Amelia had more to do with that than I did," I replied.


"Nah," Lisa denied. "Sure, her powers did the heavy lifting. But she wouldn't have known, much less done anything, without you. And if she hadn't been there to help, we would have figured out some other way to stop him. Might not have been as easy, but it would have happened."


I shrugged. "Maybe."


"Uh..." Crystal started. "I just wanted to apologize. I didn't realize..."


"I know," Lisa offered a small smile. "The biosuit. Responds to your emotional system, what your body's telling it, not your mind or some kind of real control system. You were pissed, it thought 'combat', and suddenly a light shove turns into trip across the room. Not the first time running my mouth has landed me in trouble. Won't be the last, either."


"You really should work on that," I told her. "Speaking as a friend."


"There's a lot of things we should really do," Lisa smiled. "At least my consequences can be easily fixed by our resident miracle worker."


I grabbed her and pulled her into a hug. She went rigid. I didn't let go. "There, now you're trapped and I'm not letting go," I squeezed. "How do you fix this one?" I asked.


"I have to pee," she replied. I let go.


....


We had a couple hours of daylight when we got back, if only thanks to it being mid summer. I put on one of the new outfits I'd picked out and headed toward Amelia's room. The door opened before I could knock.


She looked toward me as I walked in. "Hey Tay-" she paused. ShockDesire. "Taylor, is that a skirt?"


"Is this going to be a repeat of yesterday?" I asked, smiling. "Or can we skip to the part where you tell me I look amazing and then I'll help you pass your computer homework, since that's your first class in the morning." AmusedHappyDesire. I didn't need our link to see how much she liked it. It was quite conservative, as far as skirts went, covering as far down as the knees. And I'd never be caught wearing it outside. But none of that mattered here.


"It should be," she smiled. "But I really do need help with that homework. You look amazing."


Neither of us stopped smiling until I retired to my bedroom.


....


School the next day started normally, with Amelia showing proper appreciation for my new outfit, this time without colliding with any random students. It was Friday, which meant no one was paying any kind of attention to the teachers. Except Clarice of course, who sat in rapt attention absorbing every bit of information she could.


I managed to get to third period without anything eventful happening, and was busy spying upon Amelia and Clarice. The latter because I had to, the former because I wanted to. Why Amelia chose to take AP biology... well, easy credit, I guess. We had wisely forbade Riley from taking any bio classes. Frankly, her chem class was pushing it.


Speaking of which, the girl was rapidly earning herself a reputation as, well... insane, basically. I envied her, actually. It seems the key to being both weird and popular is to embrace it so thoroughly no one can make up anything that beats reality. Everyone wanted to be around her just to see what she did or said, and speculate on how much of it was serious, and how much was her just messing with people.


She was at the most crowded table in the lunchroom, right next to Missy, who had apparently decided that she didn't care about her close association with the girl, and the suspicion that might result in. I didn't care, either. We gave her a fair warning, the rest was her choice. Honestly, Vista's identity being compromised would probably work in our favor, and couldn't really work against us in any way.


I frowned as there was shouting in the lunch room. Another fight. We'd had an average of two or three a day thus far. Security handled most, and I'd interrupted more than one with a swarm-clone. Shit, this is one of the bad ones. A weapon. One boy had pinned the other against a table, pressing the tip of a knife against his throat.


I had a handful of the tranq mosquitoes available, but if I used one of those... well, the fact that they exist at all would be revealed to the world, and that would be a pain in the ass. More importantly, however, he'd fall on top of the other boy knife first.


I couldn't hear anything. Or, more specifically, I heard too much. All the noise did not help the bugs, who couldn't distinguish one set of terrified shouts from another.


Clarice walked up to the kid. Strange... he didn't seem to react... Oh. She used the stealth function. Wait? She used the stealth function? That was built into the skin. She'd have to be...


I gathered together my bugs.


The boy screamed in shock, not pain, when Clarice grabbed the hand with the knife, pulling it back. The strength gap between an obsolete changeling and Valefor was enough to be insurmountable. Some fourteen or fifteen year old boy didn't have much hope at all against a new model. No one quite knew what to make of the kid suddenly raising his arm up and dropping the weapon, only for it to be caught mid air, but the other boy had the presence of mind to scramble away.


Clarice walked him over to one of the security officers and set the knife on the table. People were following her with their heads, now. Ah, she still has socks on. She went back over to her table and got dressed in full view of everyone before turning off the invisibility.


The other students started clapping, cheering and hooting at her. She waited a moment, then curtsied and sat down to finish her meal like nothing happened. So much for keeping her identity under wraps.


....


"Y'know, you're suppose to at least pretend you care about keeping your identity secret," Amelia said as we went home. AnnoyedConcern.


I was riding with Theo in a different vehicle, but I could listen in to pretty much anyone in the city right now. Speaking of, I made a phone call to the Commissioner. "Hello, Khepri," the man said. He sounded cheerful. He should, when talking to me. After all, we'd basically eliminated most forms of organized crime in the last few weeks, while he got to enjoy much of the credit. "Got another one?"


"Yes," I confirmed. "Condemned warehouse. Current inhabitants are out. I'd say it's mostly cocaine based on how the bugs are reacting."


Due to Pantheon's association with police, I should need a warrant simply to look for drugs. Warrants I couldn't get. Which meant no real arrests could be made since any half competent lawyer would get it thrown out in minutes. But that was fine. It's amazing how quickly the suppliers decide to abandon ship when the police get to every stash in under six hours. Just because they couldn't arrest anyone, didn't mean they couldn't walk away with the product


"Thank you for your service, miss," he said after I'd given him all the basics.


"Just happy to keep that stuff off the street," I replied before hanging up. I'd have to ask, confidentially of course, just how much we were getting off the street. The busts were so common at this point that they'd stopped making it on the news. We still kept the fact that I could do more than just 'touch' with my bugs a secret, of course. But we'd stopped bothering to hide my range.


....


I hugged Amelia once I got inside. ComfortSafeHappy. She smiled. "So, anything interesting happen today?" It was the first time we really got to talk today.


"No, not really," I said. "TGIF is in full effect, however."


"Yeah," she agreed. "So, I know you're planning something. Dish."


"Sure," I said. "Time for me to show you your present."


"Okay?" she smiled. AnticipationAmusement.


I handed her the package, complete with wrapping paper. "Go ahead, try it on."


"Alright," she said as she went to her bedroom. I went to mine to change as well. SurpriseAnticipation. And that's my partner opening her gift.


My dress was really nice. Went down to my ankles, but had one of those leg slits on the side. Dark blue contrasting with my pale skin. Something that I really used to hate about myself, actually, but Lisa and Crystal assured me that it was a good feature to have.


"Okay, I'm ready," she said. I rushed to her door, if only to avoid anyone else seeing me. Not that I really needed to worry, I could tell where they were. Crystal was at her late college class. Lisa in the office. Theo on the phone. Zach on his computer. Riley and Blasto in the lab. No one else actually ever stayed in the building.


I peaked my head in. She did look nice in the green dress. Elegant, even. Turns out Crystal did know Amelia's size. "It's lovely," she said, smiling at me. GratitudeNervousness. "Thank you. Uh oh."


I smiled. "Yeah, you caught me," I said, as I stepped into her room, letting her see me. "Your dress isn't the real present."


DesireShockJoy. I let the feelings wash over me, boosting my confidence for the next part. "I was thinking, since we didn't actually get to enjoy the dance last week, thanks to all kinds of reasons, we should try it again. Can you do the floor lighting in here?"


"Uh... umm... sure," she said, stammering the words. AnticipationFocus. The floor started to glow subtly as the harsher light faded out. "N-now what?"


"Well, you can turn on some music," I suggested. "It's even the same music."


"Yeah, we still have to 'thank' our nosy friends for that, don't we?" Amelia laughed, then went over to her computer and started the music. A sweet, soft song that I didn't recognize. Amelia seemed to have a taste for softer music. She did, in fact, actually have Sinatra in the mix. I wasn't complaining.


"You still haven't made any taser bees for me," I reminded her. "We could test drive those."


"Sorry," she said. "Still haven't worked out how to pack enough power into something so small and still let it function as a bee."


"Oh well," I fake pouted. "Our revenge is foiled yet again." I moved over and put my arms around her.


ElatedNervous. That's all I needed. We danced through several songs. Talking about nothing important, like classwork and Riley's antics. And even a few serious things like new ideas for the Zerglings, and how we finally had space to start our Ultralisk tests, once we established legal rights to our dead world. And speculating on names for it. I was leaning toward 'Elysia', myself. None of that really stuck in my memory, though.


What I focused on was the girl I was holding. She smiled radiantly, and her feelings radiated through our link in waves. It was wonderful. It gave me the strength and confidence I needed to take the next step. I moved a hand up, brushing the hair away from her face and cupping her cheek. Then I leaned in and kissed her.


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A/N- In addition to Sinatra, Amelia has the original version of Killing Me Softly, and Time After Time in the mix.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 88


Taylor held me as we danced, and it was wonderful. The taller girl was confident and self assured, but still gentle. Neither of us were exactly good dancers, but we really didn't need to be. The music and the atmosphere were perfect. I suppose I should think that, since it was all designed to perfectly match my own tastes. In short, I was having a wonderful time.


CertaintyResolve. Hmm, what was that? I looked up, and Taylor brushed my cheek. I melted into her as she leaned forward and kissed me. My first real kiss, and with someone I... DiscomfortResolve.


I ignored the feeling for a couple more seconds. Please don't take this away from me. It was her idea, maybe she'll... but the mood was already ruined. I pushed away from her, stepping back. A quick mental impulse activated the normal lighting of my room.


ConfusionWorry.


"I... I'm sorry, we... I can't." HurtRejectionFearAlone.


I didn't need the link, I could see everything in the look on her face. "Why... what did I do wrong?" she asked. PainFearInadequate.


I rushed in and pulled her into a hug. "I'm so sorry!" I wept. ConfusionWorry. "It's not right."


She hesitated, but put her arm around me anyway. "I thought it's what you wanted," she said. HurtConfused.


"It is," I agreed. "I do!"


"Then why?"


"Because you don't," I managed to blurt out.


"That's not..." she hesitated. "That's not important."


Oh. Oh wow. "Taylor... I..."


"I already said I was okay with it," Taylor insisted, her wet eyes looking into mine. ResolveApprehension. "I feel you through our bond. I know how much you want me. And I want to give that to you. It's only fair."


"Our bond goes both ways," I countered. "You know that feeling coming off me right now, while telling you 'no'?"


"You mean a mix of quiet despair and grim resolve?" she replied. "Well, at least I know you really don't want to stop this."


"That's basically what I was getting from the bond the whole time we were kissing," I sighed, then offered what I hoped was a good smile. "Well, except maybe the 'despair' part. It didn't upset or disgust you or anything."


"It doesn't," Taylor insisted.


"If it had been any other reason," I continued. "Love, desire, maybe even simple curiosity... I might have accepted 'nothing better to do' if you phrased it in a way that didn't feel like an insult. But it reads like you're doing a chore. Out of a sense of obligation. It's really not something that puts me in 'the mood', you might imagine."


She offered a half smile. "Okay," she agreed. ResolveHope. "If you want to try again, we could cut the link for an hour or two."


My eyes went wide and my stomach... and the rest of my lower abdomen... tingled. I hugged her just a little tighter for a second. "An hour or..." I managed to gasp. "Taylor... what did you expect we were going to do tonight?"


HumiliationTrapped. "I..." she mumbled, her face turning beat red. I wanted to kiss her so badly.


"Sorry," I said. "I couldn't hear that."


"Anything you wanted us to do," she admitted. So hot. No! Focus on something else.


"On a first date?" was the first thing my brain stumbled across that didn't involve thinking about how good her skin felt on mine. Or, for that matter, how nice the dresses felt where they rubbed together.


ShockRealizationShame. "When you put it that way, it sounds really bad, doesn't it?"


"Kinda, yeah," I agreed. "But you already know it's not like I don't want to..."


"But you're not going to," she finished for me.


"No, I'm not," I confirmed. I broke our hug, but didn't let go of her hand, leading her over to the bed where I sat. She took the implied invite and sat next to me. "Seriously, Taylor. Even if you were, well, interested. I..."


I hesitated. ConcernTenderSupport.


"I'm not exactly ready for a relationship, either," I admitted. "In my entire life, there are exactly two people I've ever been attracted to. I don't even know if I'm suppose to be gay or what."


WorrySadness. She offered a small laugh. "Well, if it turns out you're not, please don't tell me. I have problems with my body image already. I'm not sure how I'd handle finding out the girl who I've basically been seducing is really into guys."


"I don't like it when you insult yourself," I insisted.


"Sorry," she looked away. "You were saying?"


"We know it was Victoria's power that made me fixate on her," I replied. "If it wasn't for that, there's no way to know what my natural tendencies would be. Or if I'd even have any at all."


"Why wouldn't you?" ConcernConfusionEmpathy.


"I'm still a bio-Thinker, even when not using my powers actively," I explained. "When we kissed... you felt the kiss, and my emotional state through our bond."


"Which was really nice, for a moment or two," she insisted. CertaintyConvictionFearRejection.


"It was..." I agreed. "But I also felt everything else. The hundred trillion or so bacterial cells living inside you. I could imagine that, if left for nature to run its course, my power would get in the way of sex, like Lisa's does."


"Hundred trillion?"


"It's all really tiny," I said. "In total, rarely more than three pounds in any given person. But it's something I'm constantly aware of, when touching someone."


"I'm aware of about that many bugs," Taylor insisted. "And I'm still capable of... well..." she blushed.


"Yeah," I agreed. "And maybe I'd have worked the same way. Nature, nurture, and the blurry lines between. There's no way of knowing what I would have been. Or what I will become as I recover from the aftermath of years of mind altering powers. I'd ask Riley to run a few tests, but..."


"Bonesaw poking around in your brain," Taylor muttered. FearRevulsionHate. Another subject between us that can't be easily approached.


"I was thinking more along the lines of 'she's ten', myself," I admitted.


"Oh, sorry," she said. RegretWorryIndecision.


"It's fine," I sighed, then leaned my head onto her shoulder, snuggling a bit closer. CalmingSafe. "I know it's asking a lot for you to tolerate her presence."


She wrapped an arm around me. "It's fine. You were right to keep her. I can't pretend I'd have turned out any less of a monster if I got my powers that young, and then a psycho like Jack spent the next half decade making me his protege. It's not like I'm free of sin. If nothing else, she saved your life. That's worth an awful lot to me."


I smiled, nuzzling against her. "Thanks," I pushed the gratitude into our link. I opened my eyes and realized I was in a perfect angle to see down her dress. I blushed and looked away.


She was kind enough to not admit she noticed, although the link sang her part of the reaction. HappyAmusedProtectiveAnxious.


"So..." she said. "What does this make us, then?" ConcernHope.


"Friends," I said, looking up at her. "Partners. Close ones, clearly. We're just not romantically involved."


"Really close," Taylor agreed. She smiled down at me. "I should probably stop teasing you, then." RegretDisappointment.


"Hey," I smiled back, "Let's not talk crazy, here. We've already established that we both like that. And the talks. And the cuddling. We can keep doing that."


"Really?" She asked. HappyConcerned. "What about, well, if one of us maybe finds someone to date. This might be a bit much for someone to accept."


I shrugged, still gazing up at her. "Did you have someone in mind?"


FlusteredFoolish. "Okay, you have a point," she admitted.


"Like Lisa and the others have made painfully clear: everyone's already under the impression that we're together," I stated. AnnoyanceAgreement. "I'm not interested in romance with anyone right now. And, frankly, this would probably be a selling point for your preferred demographic."


"Okay, you have a lot of points," she agreed. "So I can keep playing dressup?"


"I'd be disappointed if you stopped," I stated. I knew the link would back me up. RelievedHappyApprehensive.


"So, the question becomes," she continued. "What exactly are you okay with doing?"


"To throw your own words back at you," I smiled impishly. "Anything you want us to do."


SheepishThrilledProtective. She hugged me tight, even kissing my forehead. And this time, she did it because she wanted to.


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A/N- To quote one of my favorite webcomics: "Once again, personal growth and maturity have gotten in the way of a good time."

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 89


For two people who aren't dating, I thought while looking at the sleeping girl beside me. I didn't bother actually completing the mental sentence. Taylor's dress had shifted in a way that basically exposed her entire leg to me. She has really really nice legs. Must be all that running. I'd probably have to start exercising more, myself. Not looking forward to that. Then again... more eye candy.


I nudged Taylor's shoulder. "Hey, I think it's time for you to wake up."


"Huh?" ConfusionRecognitionRealizationEmbarrassment. "What time is it?"


"Around sunrise," I said. "I can feel it through the tree."


She smiled. "Since when do you wake up before noon?"


"Probably something to do with not wanting to wake you up after you fell asleep," I said. HappyConcern. Knowing Taylor's responses gave me a level of confidence. Otherwise, I never would have followed that line up. "I should have you stay in bed with me more often."


EmbarrassedDelighted. She turned scarlet at the suggestion. "I... uh..."


"You're adorable when you're flustered," I informed her. More of the same series of feelings.


"That was cruel," she managed to stutter out.


"Would you like me to stop?" Rhetorical Questions for a thousand, Alex.


"No," she reluctantly admitted. "I... uh... should probably go get changed. I don't think these dresses were really meant to be used as nightgowns."


"Probably not," I agreed.


She got out of the bed and straightened out her dress, looking kissably shy the whole time. She looked at me, eyes half shut as we just enjoyed the various flavors of the empathic bond.


I signaled the door to open for her. Still hadn't worked out an auto open-close for them that didn't have a dozen or more flaws. Everyone else had to push a button.


She walked out, and immediately clapping and even a couple 'whoops' came from the living room. All from one person. Taylor offered a death glare in that direction. "No, not the bees!" Respawn shouted, scrambling behind the couch and collapsing into a fit of laughter. I'm getting pretty good at sensing where people are on the Yggdrasil.


Taylor hadn't actually called on her power, except the usual stuff I was coming to think of as background noise. DefiancePride. That floored me. Pride. She was proud of this. Of us. I fed on that strength and sent it right back to her. This is an emotion we'd be getting a lot of mileage of, I can tell. Taylor simply walked to her room, not letting Zach's antics get to her.


....


No one else had anything to say about it the rest of the day. As far as everyone else was concerned, we were now officially a couple. As far as we were concerned, it didn't matter what they thought. What we did or did not do with our time together was our concern and no others. Don't fight, accept and push through.


Our weekend went back to a productive routine. Taylor, Zach, Theo, and Clarice spent much of their time training with and teaching our first batch of police officers how to operate the M4s. Lisa did... whatever it was Lisa did. Plotting, mostly. Consulting Dinah occasionally. All superheroes should have their own pet evil mastermind. Life is infinitely more simple this way.


Crystal, Rey and I worked on the first ever hostile environment variant of my Yggdrasil. Rey piloted one of the modified M4s through the other side of the gate. The goal was to go in, take analysis and samples, and bring them to a segregated variant of the Yggdrasil. Followed by what was essentially a million years of forced evolution condensed into mere hours.


Crystal was doing scouting flights around the area, in the best bioarmor suit we'd built thus far. She was our flagship fighter, after all. The first suit we'd given an actual name: "Radiant". Technically 'V1Radiant'. V2 was the standard for Eki at the moment, with more combat options and a stronger forcefield. We didn't use it in scouting because we didn't want to have it irradiated.


V3 would be ready in time for Behemoth, Riley insisted. She was currently more interested in obsessing over the new 'Azrael' model meant for Flechette. To use Riley's own words: 'she could solo the Triumvirate with this'. I didn't know if I believed her, but she was very clearly enthusiastic about the idea.


By the time Sunday night came around, we'd done everything we could do. The M4P project had progressed to primarily 'self' training. These were trained professionals, after all. They were merely learning new equipment, not being retrained into something else. We had them on a week of playing various physical sports. Mainly Basketball, since Riley considered that the most perfect choice for learning the nuanced fine controls of the system and updating the automatic reactions of the M4s. Her prediction was they'd be ready by next Monday.


My hostile adaptation Yggdrasil had already started spreading. The entire planet would be completely terraformed in two years, left to its own devices. With active help, and you could be damn sure we were going to actively help, less than six months.


Our priority, now that Flechette was functionally a 'sure thing', was back on Vista. Using her power on this basically dead world would be huge.


....


I rode to school with Clarice and Zach. Those of us supposedly without a secret identity. Clarice was busy admiring a handkerchief. It was an astonishing combination of woven fabrics, with a blue lace pattern that met with a deep red heart in the middle.


"That's really pretty," I told her. "Where'd you get it?"


"I had Parian make it for me," she answered. "Don't worry, I paid for it from my share of her profits."


Much of the tech in Parian's workshop was designed by Riley, she was given a cut for it. "Okay," I said. "So what's it for?"


"My boyfriends," Riley said. ShockConcern. Ah, right, Taylor was still listening in, even if she couldn't be here. I sent the loose emotional equivalent of a 'hug' through.


Zach coughed. For real.


"First," I said sternly. "You're not allowed to date. Second, even if you were allowed to date, you're not allowed to have plural boyfriends."


"Third," Zach interrupted, having recovered by disintegrating himself. "The kind of boys that would appreciate silk handkerchiefs are already dating each other."


"I know," Riley agreed. "I kept telling them and they wouldn't listen. So I made it a challenge. Anyone who takes this from me gets a date." She tucked it into her shirt pocket, half dangling out.


"Where did you get an idea like that?" I exclaimed.


"Zach," she answered with the same smile as always. AnnoyanceResignation.


I glared in his direction. "What?" he laughed. "I said I saw something like that in a show, not that I thought she should do it."


"Why am I not surprised?" I muttered. "Remember rule number six?"


"If it's Zach's idea, it's probably a bad one?"


"Yeah, that," I confirmed.


"But this is actually a really good idea," Riley insisted. "It's good practice for controlling the automatic responses of the doll that I can apply to future models. Plus, anyone who succeeds is either a parahuman or insanely capable. People we might want to recruit. It also draws attention to Clarice, which is sort of one of our goals."


She had a point. A lot of points, actually. RealizationAgreement. Didn't quite like the way it was being implemented, but it's not like I really needed to worry about protecting Clarice from anything. "Okay," I finally agreed. "Play your game, but if it causes problems in class, it's over."


"Okay," she agreed. "Now, when are you getting married?"


I sighed. Zach smiled. I focused on the link, taking refuge in the strength. PrideComfortCertainty. "Not any time soon," I replied. "We have more important things to worry about. Like the Endbringers. I'll worry about getting married when cities aren't being destroyed every three months. Not before."


Clarice nodded. "Okay," she said in the voice of someone with a mission. Her smile was that of someone inordinately pleased with herself. Oh god, what did I just promise? WorryAmusementResignation.


Zach chuckled. "To be fair, it would be the most badass wedding ever. Of all time. I can see it now... we can hold the ceremony inside Behemoth's corpse. Wedding dresses made of Simurgh feathers. Alexandria will be one of the bridesmaids and would have to settle for a tacky blue Leviathan hide dress. Endbringer teeth tied to the back of the car. Party of the fucking Eon."


"Language!" Clarice smacked him.


"Ow! Sorry!" Then he paused. "The fuck?" Another smack. "OWW! That actually hurts! How did you do that without tripping my restore?"


"World's best biotinker," Clarice responded.


"Fucking bul- OW!" Zach ducked back, bringing his arms up to defend himself. "Okay, I get it!"


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A/N- That's right. They've started naming the bioarmor. That's clearly the most important piece of information in this chapter. Seriously, though. Radiant and Azrael are going to be fun.

Also: they've weaponized the power of Riley's platonic Yandere toward Endbringer slaying.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 90


As it turns out, it wasn't even Clarice who got outed first. It was Taylor. We managed a full week, at least. A week of living a normal enough school life. Spending lunch together, sometimes with Chris or Theo or both. I introduced her to Victoria's friend group, and they were suitably understanding of her less than outgoing nature. Much as she was far more confident, now, she still wasn't the type to enjoy socializing. Another way in which we were alike.


It was Thursday afternoon, in Social Sciences, that things started coming apart. The teacher set up our group project assignment for the week, due next Friday. A political map of how the world would look today if it were Asia, instead of Europe, which colonized the Americas. Complete with citations of historical points and why we believed the lines would be drawn in which areas.


"You should ask Weld over," Taylor suggested.


"Why can't you?"


"Better if you do it," she answered. "Less suspicious for the cape to ask the other cape."


I sighed. "Fine," I agreed, getting up and heading over to the boy. Seriously, Taylor, I have no idea how to approach people.


"Another recruit attempt?" Weld asked.


"We're supposed to be in groups of three," I answered. "At least this way you won't have to deal with stupid questions about life as a cape."


He smiled. "Sure," he replied, getting up. He took one of the desks abandoned in the shuffle, sliding it up next to ours. "So, I was thinking a focus on the Oirats, and frame the premise around Oirat expansion eastward. Prompting a land grab between them and China..."


"We need a discovery in the New World worth the fight," Taylor answered. "A gold rush, perhaps? The Rockies are full of the stuff."


I felt a flicker through our link. My eyes when where Taylor's took hers. She was looking at Weld's arm. InterestDesire. Oh. Oh! I didn't listen as intently as I might have, instead focusing on the sensation. Was this what Taylor felt whenever I 'looked' at her? No wonder she doesn't mind. I couldn't blame her for checking out Weld, either. The boy's was pretty much the statue of a god.


She'll never look at me that way, a traitorous part of myself thought.


Taylor's head snapped toward me. ConcernFearWorry. "Is something wrong?" she asked.


"No," I answered. DoubtConcern. "At least, nothing that matters right now."


Taylor reached over and grabbed my hand. It was comforting, in its way. Weld said nothing, and instead went back to focusing on the assignment. Eventually class ended, as it is want to do. Taylor and I went to lunch. There was no pretense, anymore. She kept hold of my hand the entire way, except when we had to break off to put our books away, and then we met up before going to the lunch room. PrideSupport.


We opted to go outside for lunch, finding a shady corner. "So, wanna share what that was about?" she asked.


"Just something stupid," I replied.


"Jealousy?" Taylor asked.


"More like envy," I answered. "Someone else who has something I want. Like I said, it's stupid."


"Okay," she answered, leaning against me a little. The bond made it clear she wanted me to explain further. I didn't. We spent a little while like that before Taylor muttered. "Oh god damn it. Smile for the cameras."


She pointed at an area across the parking lot from the school. A blue car, I wasn't enough of a car expert to know one model from another. Sure enough, I saw the camera pointed at us. "Are you going to stop them?" I asked.


"Nope," she answered. "There are four others waiting around for their opportunity. Probably ready to ambush students for interviews the moment school is out. The secret is officially dead, we may as well accept it. Honestly, I'm shocked it stayed secret this long."


"Don't fight, accept and push through?" I smiled. It seemed to have become our mantra. How we handled our mood swings, whether bond or natural. How we dealt with problems like the PRT and the various power plays. We don't need to be untouchable, merely unstoppable.


"Exactly," she said with a smile. CalmRelief. "I thought I'd feel worse about my identity being revealed. Helps that everyone who matters enough for me to even pretend to care what they think already knows. Besides, you've been doing it for years."


I shrugged. "True," I agreed. "Before I got my powers, even. The assumption was always 'when', not 'if', I became a cape."


"I just told Blasto what happened," Taylor informed me. "Lisa will know in a minute. Are you certain you can't build a better way for me to communicate. Or at least not let the Yggdrasil eat most of my bugs?"


"They're bugs, Taylor," I replied. "I would rather they not be in my home."


"Fiiine," she whined. "Can we get more of those hugbugs and make them so I can control their speech?"


"That might work," I said. "But then everyone would be hugging you all the time instead of just me."


AmusedMischievous.


"Uh... Taylor... what are you planning?" I asked.


"To butter you up and either make Minerva happy or give her ulcers," she smiled broadly as she wrapped an arm around me.


"Oh, this'll good," I said, smiling back.


She leaned in and gave me a kiss on the cheek.


"Aww," I fake pouted. "Is that all?"


"Well, I didn't want to force you to turn off the link," she replied. "Besides, I think this school might have some kind of PDA policy. Wouldn't wanna get caught breaking any rules." She paused for a second and then started chuckling, then laughing.


"Okay, what's so funny," I asked.


"Nothing," she said. "Just remembering this classmate of mine. Next time I see him I'll have to tell him that my pretend girlfriend is better than his."


"Oh, is that all I am to you?" I acted offended. "Someone to show off in front of the cameras?"


"Yup," she chirped. "There's absolutely no one I'd rather be caught cuddling with by the paparazzi."


I leaned in and nuzzled into her neck, giving her a tight hug. "Me, too."


The bell rang not long after, and we went to our respective final classes. At the very least, our normalcy would last until school was out.


=========


A/N- Introduction of NEW DRAMATIC TWISTS! Also, Greg gets briefly mentioned. You wouldn't think I'd forgotten about Greg, right?

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 91


"No, not a problem," Lisa said on the phone. "You've gotta do your job. A tip, though... send your investigators after Winslow."


"Yeah, that's the one," she nodded despite it not being any kind of video call. "Names of interest: Emma Barnes, Sophia Hess, Gladys Knott. Take a real, hard look at Hess. She's got some powerful associates that covered up the near homicide of a fifteen year old girl."


"Got it in one," she confirmed. "Are you sure you're not a thinker?"


"Then you'd better think carefully on who you give this one to."


Lisa's really going all out on this one, I realized. Not that it surprised me for a second. She was preparing for this ever since we started going back to school. Meanwhile, the rest of us were watching the news.

"She was a nice girl," Greg said. "Quiet and shy. Really smart. Always thought she and I would, y'know, end up together. Though she never really seemed interested in me, or anyone else really."


He shrugged and smiled whistfully. "Oh well, guess I know why, now. Congratulations, Amelia, you got one of the good ones."​

AnnoyanceDisgust. "Yeah, Greg, because a girl would have to be gay to not be interested in you," Taylor scoffed at the television.


"Don't be too hard on the weirdo," Minerva smiled. "He just accidentally handed us a PR jackpot. Pretty soon all your former classmates are going to color everything they remember about you with this. I assume your bullies went with the old cliché of questioning your sexuality, at least occasionally."


DisgustPainImpotence. "Yeah," Taylor admitted, looking down. I reached over and gripped her hand. "When they didn't have anything more 'creative' available."


I put my arm around her and offered what compassion and support I could through our link. It worked some, at least. She looked at me and smiled. I heard a quiet sigh from Riley as she looked at us. AmusementResignation.


"Perfect," Tattletale smiled. "Your classmates will remember those comments, and they'll think up other bits of 'evidence' that fits this new worldview. Retroactive memory, confirmation bias, whatever the fuck it they call it. Now the trio don't just look like evil bitches. They look like evil bitches that commit hate crimes."


"Leaving me to die in a locker full of human waste wasn't enough 'hate', already? There is so much wrong with that..." Taylor muttered. She had a point. Why should it be 'more bad' because of her supposed sexual orientation?


"Don't mean to be insensitive, but you did agree to this plan," Tattletale reminded her.

"...big sister," Clarice stated for the reporter lady.


"And how do you feel about her dating Taylor?"


"I'm not allowed to talk about secret identities," Clarice said emphatically. "Amelia and Zach and Crystal are okay because they don't have one."


"Okay," the woman doing the interview agreed. "How do you feel about her dating Khepri?"


"It's wonderful!" Clarice insisted. "She's smart and nice and has cool powers and we're going to kill all the Endbringers so they can get married."

​

AnnoyedMortifiedDefiantPride. Exactly, I thought, as I buried my face in my hands. I looked over at Riley, who was smiling away at the television. I have to talk to her later.

"I'm afraid I don't follow," the woman offered a nice, if somewhat condescending and confused, smile. "What does them getting married have to do with Endbringers?"


"That's what my big sister said," Clarice explained. "They won't get married while cities were still being destroyed every three months. So the Endbringers have to go. And then they can get married and have lots of babies and I'll be the cool auntie that they all love the most."


"They're both girls, how do you think they'll have babies together?" Okay, note to self, don't invite that particular condescending bitch to any press conferences.


"Oh, that's really simple," Clarice started. "All you have to do is introduce a-"


"There you are!" Zach interrupted, running into the camera's view. "What did we tell you about talking to strangers?"


"Try not to rip any more faces off?"


"Not power strangers," Zach clarified. "People you don't know strangers."


"Oh," Clarice nodded. "Don't talk to them unless someone I know says it's okay. And if they try to touch me, I'm not allowed to break their limbs more than twice each."


"It's okay," the woman assured them. "We're not strangers, we're reporters."


"Lady," Zach looked right into the camera with a deadpan voice. "No one is stranger than the press. Not even that one dude at the park who talks to himself while feeding the pigeons."


He paused for a beat. "To his cats."


Then he put a hand on Clarice's shoulder. "Now come on, ya little mushroom, it's time to go back to the magic tree fort. Your flying pony needs her exercise."
​

"Riley," Tattletale muttered after the scene swapped over to a couple of Glory Girl's friends who were talking about Taylor being really nice, if a bit quiet. "You are an absolute fucking genius and I would hug you right now, if not for those PTSD flashbacks I still get."


Riley glared at Tattletale, and neither Taylor nor I were feeling especially generous right now. If for different reasons.


"It's absolutely perfect," she insisted. "We have the Endbringer fights and Clarice in the realm of public speculation. They can't really do much investigating of our top secret weaponry and all that, but they can certainly poke around into her history, which leads up to the almost certain exposure of Amelia's actual parentage. Operation: Pork Roast is well on its way to completion!"


"I still say we should have called it Operation: FTP- Ow!" Zach looked over at Clarice. "I didn't do anything wrong that time!"


"I am aware of what the 'F' stands for," Riley stated with a disapproving glare.


"Why don't you ever slap Lisa around?" Zach gestured at her. "She swears more than the rest of us combined!"


"Riley and I have an understanding," Lisa stated.


"How the fu-udge did you pull that off?" UncertaintyCuriosity. No one bothered to answer him. I made a note to ask Taylor about it later, she might be able to figure it out. Or I'd just to ask Riley, that would probably be simplest.


Sometimes, I did not like the kinds of secrets that Lisa kept. I didn't doubt her loyalty, if only to Taylor. And Taylor was a certainty in my mind, so Lisa would be loyal to Pantheon. Even without the threat of the Passengers and Dinah's Prophecy hanging over our heads. But still, this was something I should take the time to focus on.


"Fine," Zach muttered. "So, in slightly different news, who do you think spilled the beans?"


"Coulda been anyone," I supplied. "We weren't subtle. We didn't even want to be subtle." SuspicionAnger. "Of course, Taylor already has an idea."


"Emma didn't come to school today," she pointed out.


"I don't think she'd do this," Zach responded. "Much as she's a bitch, she's not stupid. This? This would be stupid. This would be the kind of stupid that normally follows 'hey, bubba, watch this'. I don't see it. Not unless she wants to get lynched."


"Neither do I," Minerva agreed. "She'd have to know that she and Sophia would be exposed during this. Legitimate coincidence. More likely it was some kid who mentioned it to a parent or someone else who thought they could make a few bucks selling us out to the press."


"Or Greg," Taylor admitted. "He gets attention, gets to imply we were 'friends' in a way I can't really refute without looking like a bitch. Maybe even a kind of revenge on me never showing him any interest. And it's not like he was Emma's biggest fan to begin with. Lots to gain, nothing to lose."


"It really doesn't matter," Minerva dismissed the speculation. "What's important is that it wasn't us and it can't be traced back to us. What comes next needs to be started by other people."


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A/N- Riley continues to be adorrifying. No, seriously. Love Riley in this chapter.

Zach gets some great lines, too. Can't forget those.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 92- Stan Vickery


I made the phone call to Minerva, she picked up on the first ring. "So, you guys got the info, too?"


"Second hand," I reluctantly admitted. She'd have figured it out and mocked me for it if I had tried to hide it. "The tipster informed a handful of stations."


The word spread quickly, of course, but 'quickly' usually meant 'the other guys got all the good stuff already'. The news industry was funny like that, a constant balancing act between bragging about your every success, and jealously hiding every secret.


"Pity, I'd have loved to guess who it was," I could picture her foxlike grin.


"I've already made a habit of not learning who sources are until after we've hung up," I retorted. This had become something of a game between us. Thirty years of experience versus one of the most capable thinkers I've ever heard of.


"Aww," she let a pouty whine into her voice. "You're going to make me cry."


"Crocodile tears for your crocodile grin?" I smiled as I heard a chuckle out of her. "We do, of course, have to air the story." The implication in us doing so without having bothered showing up to gather information from the source of course meant a certain trust and expectation of an inside story from her.


"No, not a problem," she agreed, as we both knew she would. She danced this dance as well as the veterans. "You've gotta do your job. A tip, though... send your investigators after Winslow."


I smiled broadly. This is the part of our game where things paid off. The jokes were a pleasant diversion, but ultimately we were both here to handle business. "Crapsack school, prime recruiting zone for the Merchants and ABB?"


"Yeah, that's the one," she agreed readily. "Names of interest: Emma Barnes, Sophia Hess, Gladys Knott. Take a real, hard look at Hess. She's got some powerful associates that covered up the near homicide of a fifteen year old girl."


Oh. This was going to be good. "She's a Ward, isn't she?" It didn't take a lot to extrapolate. The ability to make a police investigation vanish meant either Government or E88 corruption. The latter would be something Pantheon would reveal personally instead of through proxy. Clearly a female name. Hess... German? Vista? Nah, there are reports of an association that might be friendship between Vista and Aceso, Minerva wouldn't give me her name. "Shadow Stalker?"


"Got it in one," she confirmed.


"This is going to tie into the 'other' information you've been holding back on the PRT, isn't it?"


"Are you sure you're not a thinker?" she asked. I smiled. Not an answer, but not a denial. Part of our game. An outsider might call it seduction, and in many ways it was. The teasing and positioning. Myself playing the 'male' role and seeking out something I clearly want but cannot simply come out and demand. Her playing the 'female' role, withholding something she clearly wishes to offer me, but waiting to gauge that I'm suitably worthy and appreciative of her gifts. Making me earn it.


"I hope not," I chuckled. "Hate to think it was anything other than my brains, good looks, winning personality and hard work that contributed to my success in life. If this is as valuable as you're implying, it could make the careers of whomever I assign."


"Then you'd better think carefully on who you give this one to."


"It's been a delight as always, Minerva," I replied with absolute honesty, before hanging up. We didn't bother with 'goodbyes', we never did, and I was already dialing the next number.


"Hayes," I said the moment the phone picked up. "It's Vickery. Yup. I have some names for you. Rush job, tonight if possible. I'll pay you triple if you get it done by seven."


....


"Commissioner Micheals speaking," the older man's voice came through clearly.


"Yes, this is Stan Vickery," I answered. "Sorry for such a late call, but I need to ask an important favor." I already knew I had it in the bag, though I was loathe to do this without knowing for certain the value I'd get for it.


"Go on," he replied, not hiding his suspicion. Pity, that. It was so much easier for everyone involved when there was trust in these mutually beneficial arrangements.


"We're looking into details relating to a cold case from Winslow," I informed him. That wouldn't cause anyone to blink an eye. If anything, police loved giving away info on cold cases. "It relates to minors, both victim and almost certainly the perps." That was the 'favor' part.


"I'm afraid I'd need to know more details, first," he replied, still cautious.


"Closed for lack of evidence. Evidence that my team recently came into possession of. And I believe there was political corruption from well above your department's influence that would have made it impossible for your men to solve," I stated.


That would probably be enough to convince him to cooperate. Offering a solved case and someone else was to blame for the failure is about as sweet a deal as anyone could hope for, but I had one more incentive. "The victim was a Miss Taylor Hebert, AKA: Khepri."


....

"Winslow is a hotbed of gang activity, increasing the difficulties of any investigation," the officer informed Erin, my interviewer for this part of the investigation. "It's an unfortunate reality that being seen speaking to police could invite violence against them. This understandably makes witnesses unwilling to come forward."​

​

​

"What would you normally do in a situation such as that?" Erin asked. Miss Vaught was one of my preferred interviewers for relaxed situations, where everyone wants to cooperate fully and there's no need for maneuvering. She was too 'nice' to handle the more cutthroat aspects of field investigation or hard journalism, but she might one day make for an excellent talkshow host for minor celebrities and the like. Which was fine, I'd treat her as well as I could and wish her luck in her future career when she made that step away from human interest stories to morning shows.​

​

​

"Typically, we might make calls to parents to see if they could convince their children to provide statements privately," he answered. "However, the principal of the school refused to give names of students that had lockers near the scene of the attack. We were unable to conduct a full investigation due to this and other interference. For example, the teachers neglected to informed us that this was the latest and most egregious example of a pattern of bullying that had extended for over a year even at that point."​

​

​

"I see," Erin nodded, accepting his claim without hesitation.​

​

As I said, too nice. A real reporter would have torn him to shreds on sheer failure to do the job right. On another day, for another case, I might have been in that interview box, making a suitably meaty story of this and costing a cop or two his badge.


No doubt, others would come along later and teach the police proper chagrin for their incompetence shown here. However, the police could always be counted upon to screw something up eventually. A low hanging fruit that was easy to pluck, lacking in any real value.


....


"It's okay, Mrs. Knotts," I offered her my best comforting smile, and I had very good smiles. "We promise your complete confidentiality. No one will be able to identify you. We just want to know how such a complete abuse of power could occur, and to see to it that those who covered up this crime are exposed. We already know who Sophia Hess is, how she tormented Taylor. We already know that Blackwell was willing to interfere with a police investigation to protect her. We know she threatened your jobs." Actually, we really knew less than half of that. I was giving her outs, plausible excuses for her failures.


She looked at me, then away. The woman probably wasn't used to talking to attractive men in general, especially ones as understanding as I was being. Still, it wasn't quite enough to convince her on its own. Time to play to her guilt. "We're trying to help Taylor," I insisted. "The system already let her down once. Now's your chance to make things right for her. Surely it's time for her to have justice and closure?"


"Okay," she agreed. "I'll help." Jackpot.


....


Speaking with parents of a victim is always a crapshoot. So many possible things could go wrong, so many personalities just didn't belong on television. The usual costs of all interviews, with only those rare exceptions that make all the others worth the effort.


Daniel Hebert was one of those exceptions. It helped that I asked Minerva to get him on board ahead of time. Whether she handled it herself, or had his daughter do so, I didn't ask.


He described with a clear confidence the combination of negligences that allowed his daughter's abuse to continue as long as it had. The school's offer to pay for Taylor's medical expenses was a mistake. Granted, the Heberts accepting the offer was a greater mistake, but I glossed that over easily enough. What the public would see is that the school was admitting a failure on their part. It wasn't that valuable alone, but coupled with the rest of the material I had, it looked like bribery.


Then I moved on to the more personal questions. He wasn't as businesslike during that portion of the interview. He came across as a supportive and caring father who was quite proud of Taylor's accomplishments, but not afraid to admit that he was out of his depth dealing with her power and fame. The audience would love every minute of it.


....


Speaking with the parents of an attacker, on the other hand, is incredibly predictable: you don't. They almost never cooperate, and it's better that way. Someone willing to admit to their crimes in a candid and apologetic manner is what I assign Erin to handle. A swift and clean resolution better left to feel good talkshows. It kills a news story. There's no drama, there's no excitement, there's no hooks or speculation to allow you to take fifteen minutes of facts and use it to fill a week of air time.


Fortunately, that didn't happen here. Barnes was filmed threatening to file a lawsuit if we so much as looked at his daughter. An empty threat, but a great clip. We had no interest in harassing a teenage girl. Whatever she might be guilty of, it would just make us look bad. Putting her father in the public eye was more than enough. A face to go with the name, a pressure on her and her family that might yield something more later. Or it might not, but we were hardly suffering for a lack of sound bites.


Hess was more interesting. Screaming and profanity and a flying beer bottle that managed to break the news van's window. I've seen better on air ranting breakdowns over the years, but the cameraman handled himself admirably and it was all clear enough for all the viewers to see. I made a note for my secretary to get his name for me, and give him a small bonus. Most of them didn't get paid nearly enough, and he (or she, for that matter) was one of the ones with talent.


A bit of inquiry revealed Mrs. Hess had a long, long history of less than successful relationships with men. None of her three children had the same father. No less than five of her former live in boyfriends were serving time in prison for crimes ranging from robbery to assault to drug trafficking. A real piece of work that left plenty of possible pop psych bullshit excuses for why the girl turned out psychotic.


I didn't really care. That was yet another hook for smaller fish to nibble upon. At most, I'd use the obviously unstable home life as further evidence of the PRT's failures.


Political corruption and coverups of criminal abuse by Protectorate members? That was, as I had told Minerva some days prior, the kind of thing that could make careers. And it was the only thing I cared about. This story was going to be huge and it was going to be my team that broke it to the nation. That was no exaggeration. With the proper work, this story could easily go nation wide.


I noticed a message in my private email that I didn't recognize. It slipped past the spam filters and identified itself as an 'anonymous whistle blower'. I started the video. And then I started laughing.


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A/N- Rereading this chapter, I feel like Vickery is one of the characters that deserves his own spinoff series.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 93- Piggot


So, Khepri's identity was compromised, I thought to myself. It wasn't a major concern, really. At worst, it gives her an opportunity to play the 'home grown hero' angle. Nothing they didn't already have via the Dallon and Pelham girls. Yet another wouldn't be of much use to them. If we were lucky, it might give us an extortion angle, or something to spin into an attack on her character. I'll have someone look into that.


I pressed a couple buttons on the intercom. "Yes, Director?" the man spoke.


"Jones," I instructed. "I need you to dig up everything you can on Taylor Hebert." I observed the photographs they had of her at Arcadia. She wasn't a particularly noteworthy girl. Her height, if it were on someone who knew how to leverage it, could give her a great deal of presence. Her relationship with Miss Dallon would, of course, be used as a tool by their resident thinker for considerable effect on the populace level... but that was a transient kind of popularity. And a vulnerable one. I doubted they'd rely upon it, and there was nothing for me to fear if they did.


I could hear him typing through the com. "Understood, ma-" he froze. "Pardon me, Director," he said. "It appears we already ran an investigation on her, a few months ago."


"What for?" I asked.


"It's... related to the Shadow Stalker incident," he answered. "Seems Taylor Hebert was the girl that Shadow Stalker systemically bullied and abused for close to two years before Hijack revealed her crimes."


I fought to keep from gasping as my gut clenched, sending hot pain through my side from old injuries. "I want everything you can find out about Taylor Hebert."


This is a disaster.


....


I offered a somewhat forced, but amiable smile for the interviewer. One of our more sympathetic news stations, of course. I was tired, and had been giving interviews and press conferences almost daily for the last two weeks.


"Yes, it is unfortunate what happened to Miss Hebert," I agreed with the host. An older and portly man who we used when we wanted to present a friendlier and more harmless image forward. It wasn't without some distaste that I knew we used him so that my own less than photogenic appearance wouldn't seen so bad in comparison.


"We entrusted the school to monitor Miss Hess and ensure she was upholding her duties as a Ward," I explained. "And, quite frankly, as a human being. Clearly, our faith was misplaced." I let the anger and frustration of the last few days bleed into the last sentence.


"What of Sophia's personal life?" the man asked. "There are allegations she may have been abused by her guardians."


I tried to soften my tone, as much as possible. "The Wards exist to provide a safe and sympathetic environment for adolescent parahumans coming to terms with their powers, and the responsibilities of both that and their approaching adulthood," I answered. "We cannot, nor should we, spy into the homes of children. We offer support, and would not hesitate to protect our Wards- or any other child, for that matter- from abuse. If Sophia was being abused, and I remind you that is merely speculation at this point, then she chose not to tell us or her therapist."


....


"Pantheon's allegations that the PRT conspired to kill villains during the conflict with the Slaughterhouse Nine are entirely untrue," I stated for the press conference. "The PRT knows the necessity of being united against Class S threats."


"What of their claims that you refused to assist the Undersiders and other groups aligned against the Nine?"


"Misconstrued," I stated. "The Protectorate and PRT had a carefully planned operation ready to use against the Nine. A plan that, I remind you, was successful in eliminating Crawler and would no doubt have worked against all other members. We took every reasonable measure to dissuade the villains from taking any action against the Nine, for fear of disrupting our plan before it could be implemented. They were responsible for their own actions, and their deaths a result of their failure to cooperate with us."


....


Some woman of some morning news show I didn't know the name of, was on the screen. Miss Militia insisted I needed to see this, and I trusted her judgment.

"Our guest today is Doctor Eric Dale. Respected developmental psychologist and professor of parahuman studies at Berkely University."


"Happy to be here, Janet," their guest spoke. Damn shrinks. "Although I wish it were under better circumstances."


"Perhaps we should start by playing the recording," she offered.


"The Wards exist to provide a safe and sympathetic environment for adolescent parahumans coming to terms with their powers, and the responsibilities of both that and their approaching adulthood."


A clip from an interview I only half remembered. Had it only been three days? Nothing there of import.


"Ma'am," a woman's voice- Miss Militia- spoke. Clearly from a different recording entirely. "We need to discuss Shadow Stalker. I don't believe she is fit for the Wards."


"I saw your report," my voice was stern and unfriendly. In the comfort of my chair, I squirmed, feeling a wave of dread. "It doesn't matter. We need bodies on the street to deter threats like Kaiser and Lung."


"We've had her for barely over a month," Miss Milita insisted. "And already [VISTA] is refusing to go on patrols with her." Vista's name was clearly edited in over an erasure of the actual name spoken.


"Kindly explain to [VISTA] what 'insubordination is," I instructed Miss Militia. "[SHADOW STALKER] may be abrasive, but that's no excuse to disobey orders. Unless [VISTA] wants to file a formal complaint with justifiable concerns, she can cope."


The clip ended, and the news anchor spoke. "We apologize for the editing. Rest assured, there was no alteration to the content, other than to protect the civilian identities of the parahumans involved. The complete recording, as well as other physical evidence, is in police custody."
​

Where did they get this recording? I gaped at the screen.

"It might just be me," she said with that practiced false neutrality hammered into anchors. "But that doesn't sound like a 'safe and sympathetic environment' to me."

"I agree fully, Janet," the damn shrink agreed all too happily. "What I find most troubling is the implications of Wards being mentioned as a possible deterrent against gangs of powerful parahumans. The use of children to supplement police action has been a constant and unfortunate pattern..."​

I suppressed an urge to scream at the screen. Why couldn't people understand that it's a fucking war out there!


....


Vista, Flechette and Chariot barged into my office. "We quit," Vista opened, tossing her costume on my desk.


"What do you mean you quit?" I growled.


"Just what it sounds like," Flechette responded. "I don't really like being treated like... oh, what was that one headline?"


"Kiddie Cannon Fodder?" Chariot suggestion.


"Yeah," Flechette agreed dryly. "That."


I looked at the three of them. Vista didn't seem to want to meet my gaze. She still did, just like the other two children, but she wasn't as confident. A link that could be broken. I'd start with weakening it. "Was this your idea, mister Medina?"


"Nope," he said with a confident smile. "Oh, and I know what you're about to say. That I'm a spy from Coil? It's true. I confessed to the others a couple days ago. I admit I was a little surprised that they weren't at all surprised."


"Vista..." I started.


"Stuff it, pig," she finally spoke. Where Flechette was a kind of hot anger, and Chariot was a smug rebelliousness. Vista's the one that shook me. That was the voice of barely contained rage and disgust. I'd heard it often enough to know.


I saw the telltale bending of light, like heat waves off a road in the summer, as she activated her power. My chair disintegrated beneath me, shattered by tidal pressure. She's been training in secret, I realized before my thoughts were interrupted by my scream of pain. My bulk and my old injuries did not take well to slamming to the ground.


I gasped for air, keeping my face from betraying too much of my thoughts.


"Remind me to never get on your bad side," Chariot laughed. "That looked uncomfortable."


Vista didn't look away from me. "She can cope."


Then they vanished from the room.


....


The video phone alerted me that I had a call. I read the ID. Costa-Brown. I frowned at my no doubt unpleasant appearance. The last two weeks had certainly not been kind to me. I had occasionally delayed my dialysis, and I hadn't gotten more than five hours of sleep per night since the day after Khepri was exposed. The constant stress was taking a harsh toll. No part of me doubted that Pantheon was responsible for this. There was nothing I could do to prove it.


I pressed the button nonetheless. "Chief Director," I acknowledged.


"Director Piggot," she responded. Cold and clearly displeased. "I trust you know the reason for this call."


"I do," I agreed. "It's unfortunate, but I promise it'll blow over."


She frowned. "No, I don't think it will, Director. You clearly haven't heard the latest news."


I paled. Somehow even more than my usual sickly color of late. "What?" I managed to ask, my hands trembling visibly. My stomach sank. I had thought, had deluded myself into believing, that this was everything they had. That Pantheon had fired their salvos, and all I had to do was keep going and stay strong until the storm blew over. Looking into Costa-Brown's hard face, I knew better.


This is how Pantheon operates. Their pattern, what every thinker we pointed in their direction said to expect from them.


First they gather their forces on one target. Then they scout and learn the terrain, whether literal or metaphorical, it didn't matter. Then they establish complete control of the field. Without their opponents even knowing they're there, when at all possible. And finally, they struck so swiftly and decisively that by the time anyone else even knew what was happening, they'd already won. Securing the objective and making sure there was nothing left standing that could try to stop them.


In a way, it as an elegantly simple system. In practice, it was anything but. The biggest flaw with such a method is that you had to do it perfectly, every time. A single flaw, a single mistake, one moment of vulnerability, and it all comes apart at the seams. Ruling by strength and will, ruling as if a god from on high, none of this was a new idea. Sometimes done well, sometimes poorly. Sometimes by idealists, and sometimes by despots. The one thing all comers shared was that they always failed, in the end. A lesson learned by the Romans and the Mongols and plenty of others.


That's why Democracy and Law was so important. To create a real, lasting, peace. A peace that would survive the death of the leaders and the dreamers that birthed it in the first place. Pantheon would fall, one way or another, since it was built on the desires of a few people of power. The PRT would endure, because it was built on the desires of the people of the United States of America.


Or, at least, that's what I told myself. I already knew my career was over. Whatever it the Chief Director had to say, it would be worse than everything that came before.


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A/N- Sucks to be Piggot.

Vista is badass. Vista will always be a badass.

And Pantheon really is not subtle, like, at all.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 94- Taylor

"Tell us," the woman asked my dad, "What do you think about your daughter's girlfriend?"​

I didn't blink at the assumption, nor did my father. Dad had asked me a while ago if the rumors of Amelia and I being 'together' was true or not. I told him 'no', then. After the pictures of us sitting together at school came out, my answer became 'it's hard to explain'. He laughed and claimed that he understood. All attempts to convince him that he did not in fact understand had proven fruitless.

Dad smiled. "Well, aside from her reputation as Panacea," he stated.
​

True enough, Panacea might not have been legitimately famous, but she was well known and liked within Brockton Bay at the very least. When Pantheon attracted national attention, Amelia's years of being a healer was definitely a strong positive for us. Enough to smooth over my rep, and Lisa's. Wouldn't have been enough to sell the public on Bonesaw, however.

"What I can say is that I very much approve of the effect Amelia's had on her. After Annette, Taylor's mother, died... Taylor became withdrawn. Something that became much worse after her best friend betrayed her and targeted her for bullying."​

I fought back the tears. ComfortSupport. It hurt to watch this. My secrets, my pain, being lain bare for the world to see. I agreed to this, I reminded myself.

"She still believed in doing the right thing," dad continued. "I don't think that ever changed. But she was so unhappy, and, well, my wife was always the one who was good with kids. What am I suppose to know about teenaged girls?"


The woman smiled and nodded. "I have a boy, myself," she agreed. "Thank god for my husband."


He smiled back. "Amelia has been amazing for Taylor," he added. "I've seen such a wonderful change lately. She's less sullen, more expressive of her emotions. For all her power healing bodies, her healing Taylor's heart is the real miracle."​

I cringed. Really, dad? Did you really have to say that? I can never be seen in public again.


I felt a hand on my shoulder. AmusementAffection. "I think it's sweet," Amelia said.


"You would," I laughed. "You're the one with magical heart healing powers. Next thing you're going to do is make Bella fire magical happiness beams."

"They've done a lot of good for this city as well," the interviewer prompted. "The ferry project was reported as your idea?"


"Yes," he agreed. Others wouldn't really spot it, but this made him more animate. Talking about feelings was never really a 'strength' for us Heberts. Talking about projects, on the other hand, that we could do forever. "It's a plan I've been developing for quite some time now. It's exciting to see it put into place and helping the city's recovery."​

He probably wanted to rant, again, on how the Mayor was a moron for holding it back all these years. I had my doubts, personally. The ferry wasn't a bad idea by any stretch of the imagination. It would make commuting easier, and it certainly paid for itself with some room to spare, which made it better than the vast majority of city projects everywhere, but it wouldn't have magicked up jobs that didn't exist, and the Brockton Bay of before did not have those jobs. Not that I saw a reason to explain that to him.

"If I recall correctly, that would also be where you met Sarah Pelham?"


That question caught dad off guard. He paused for a second.


"Oh, yes," he said, sliding back to the conversation. He was clearly annoyed at not being able to talk about his project more. "Mrs. Pelham is an amazing woman. She's been a great help for me, offering a lot of advice on how to deal with the 'superpowered teenager' thing, and capes in general. It takes a lot of character to help someone like that."


"It does," the interviewer agreed. "Especially when she's dealing with so much tragedy in her own life."​

....

The camera view panned across the area, showing dozens of heroes. Including Legend, Miss Militia, many of the Undersiders. "You want to look down on me!? I tried to save this city, I got closer to killing the fucking Endbringer than Scion! That girl is the person you should be mocking, spitting on! A wannabe hero without the balls to do anything heroic! Planning from the start to betray teammates for fame!"​

"Lisa," I said with slowly dawning horror. "Please tell me you didn't do this, and then convince me it's true."


Lisa looked at me, looked at the rest of us. She walked forward and grabbed Amelia's hand.


"I had nothing to do with giving this video to the press," she said. "I didn't even know this video existed. This hurts us. It makes people wonder if we did this, and it means the next Endbringer battle will be that much worse. A battle we need to go extraordinarily well. Nothing we could possibly gain from this is worth the costs. When I find out which asshole did it, I'm recommending we give the fucktard to Riley as a stress toy. Now if you'll excuse me, I need to call Coil and Dinah and write up a speech about how we kept silent about Armsmaster for a fucking reason."


She let go of Amelia and walked quickly toward her office. Amelia nodded to the rest of us.


....


The clip was already world famous, and it had gone public only a couple hours ago. Armsmaster's deranged rant made for a wonderful series of sound bites, I had to admit. And now that I could view it from a more distant position, it really was deranged. Outing me as a hero. Hints of a huge coverup within the Protectorate. Violating the Endbringer truce. It did me a lot of favors. 'Undercover operative' sounds a whole lot better than 'turncoat former villain'. It didn't help with Lisa as much, but people were understandably more concerned with me than with her.


The already badly humiliated Piggot didn't even have a chance to deny knowledge of it. Not that she would have been believed after Sophia. Her career was over. Criminal charges ranging from 'conspiracy after the fact' to 'endangerment of a minor' were being speculated upon by various news organizations. All of that was expected.


What came next was the surprise.

Legend stood at a podium next to Costa-Brown. "Yes, it is true that I played a role in enabling Director Piggot's actions," he admitted openly before a press conference. "I, like others, chose not tell the public of Armsmaster's crimes. Choosing to protect the reputation of the Protectorate and PRT. I feared that revealing one of the more respected heroes would commit such an unforgivable crime might endanger future Endbringer battles."


"I still believe that," he said. "The Endbringer Truce is a top priority, and one we should all fight to protect. Armsmaster violated it, and he was arrested and placed under the watchful eye of both the Protectorate and Dragon, until we had examined all the evidence and conducted a fair trial. The Slaughterhouse Nine killed him before that became a possibility."
​

I found myself nodding. He was a great speaker, and he used it to full effect here.

"However, there is something I must apologize for," he stated. "Not for Armsmaster's crimes, and the decision to keep it in house. But for my complicity in the deaths of members of the Undersiders and Travelers."


"Lisa!" I shouted. "Channel six. Right now!"


"I was aware of Director Piggot's plans," he stated. "Her claim of giving the villains a fair warning is untrue. She, too, violated the truce. They offered to help, and asked us for help. They made every effort, and the Director rebuffed them. I advocated in favor of accepting their aid, but when she refused, I did nothing. I could have argued harder. I could have taken my concerns over her head to Chief Director Costa-Brown. I failed to do either of those things. Instead, I followed orders."


He gave everyone a second to take that in, before continuing. "A hollow excuse, one I expect no one to accept. As such, I am resigning from my position in the Protectorate. I shall continue volunteering for all Endbringer battles, as I have always done. I failed to take responsibility, and it cost lives. I could not live with myself if I did it again. But I do not deserve to call myself a leader after everything I failed to do."


He handed the microphone to Costa-Brown.


"I regretfully accept your resignation," she stated clearly. "Your service over these years has been exemplary, and the world owes you a debt of gratitude. I am sorry it has to end like this."


"Thank you, ma'am," Legend said contritely. "So am I."


"We will, of course, look for your replacement immediately," she stated. "In light of this and other information, I must also announce the suspension of Director Emily Piggot, pending a full investigation. I emphatically request that everyone withhold their judgment until the completion of the investigation. Director Piggot's career had been more than satisfactory until very recently. This suggests the possibility of master involvement."​

Or a long line of corruption and incompetence that's been well concealed, I thought at the television.

"In the interim, control of the Brockton Bay PRT will be transfered to Commander Thomas Calvert," she continued. "Who, unfortunately, could not be here on such short notice. Commander Calvert was a decorated PRT field agent and has served well as a field commander for the PRT and as an independent consultant on parahuman affairs. I have every confidence in his ability to handle this delicate situation."​

I was astonished. We'd won. The local Protectorate's reputation was so badly damaged that I doubted they could oppose us if we wanted them to. Piggot was on her way to a cell. We controlled what amounted to a 'puppet government' over every remotely important aspect of Brockton Bay. We owned a fucking city. Why couldn't I shake this feeling of dread?


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A/N- So how's that for a way to conquer a city?

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 95- Taylor


At least I didn't have to go to school in a different vehicle, now. I thought. Of course, that came with a price.


We drove through the hoard paparazzi type reporters. Less literally than I'd have liked, if we were being honest. AnnoyanceExasperation.


The media storm would die, eventually. They would decide they had enough photos of Amelia and I together. Everything would go back to whatever passed for 'normal' in our lives. Or, at least, that's what I kept telling myself.


Amelia and I got out of the small limo that we now went to school in. With exception to Theo, all our identities were in the open. Naturally, Emma never came back. As Zach so eloquently put it, she'd have been lynched. I wasn't sure how I felt about that, honestly. A bit of satisfaction, I suppose. She turned a school against me, and I endured it for years. Same thing happens to her and she runs immediately.


Amelia got out first, and then offered me her hand. "Now look who's showing off," I joked as I accepted it and got out of the car.


"Hey," she joked back. "Gotta send the proper 'back off, she's mine' message to all the other girls."


Our summer school would be over soon. I hadn't quite decided if I'd be going back in the month and a half or so when the new year started. Zach, Theo and Clarice all would, of course. Clarice had friends now, even if Missy was the only one who was a legitimate friend, and enough experience that we didn't need to watch her the whole time. I still would, of course, but my range meant I didn't need to be here to do it. Thus far, Clarice's scarf had gone unclaimed by the few people dumb enough to try.


Amelia's locker was in a different section, since she was a senior and I was still a sophomore. Even if most of the classes I took were meant for juniors and seniors. We split at the doors and wouldn't see each other again today until lunch. But we always had our link.


....


Classes were peaceful enough, as always. These teachers had dealt with parahumans for years, usually, and they seemed to like the fact that I was one of the quiet ones that wanted to be left alone. Lunch was, as always, the pain in the ass.


"Taylor!" a girl shouted. I sighed, being rude would only hurt us in the long run. I turned. One of Amelia's 'friends' through Victoria, flanked by a couple others. They were nice enough people, I suppose. Reminded me uncomfortably of Emma and her friends, and that colored my interactions with them. If I wasn't famous, would they even look my way? Doubtful. Certainly they wouldn't have come to my aid if I were still being bullied.


"We just heard," she said. "Did you really stab Leviathan in the ass?"


Who the fuck did they interview this time? "Uh... I don't think Endbringers have asses," I said. It was the first thing I could think of. "Just sort of an area where their legs meet their backs."


She laughed an exaggeratedly happy laugh. "You did!" she exclaimed. "You totally did!"


Another girl cut in. "Ohmygod! Weren't you scared? You don't even have powers that could help you against him."


"Terrified," I answered. It was the truth. "And pissed. Mostly pissed." Well, that cements my reputation for life, I thought to myself. No matter what the future holds, I will always be known as the girl who stabbed Leviathan in the ass.


The girls escorted me to lunch, asking all kinds of other questions. "Were you really undercover as a villain?"


"Yes," I stated. I opted to leave out the part where I changed my mind about that.


"Did you really decapitate Mannequin?"


"Yes, but it really didn't matter since he kept his brain in his chest cavity."


"How does that even work?"


"He rebuilt himself as a cyborg."


"No, that makes a weird kinda sense," she responded. "How did he remove his own brain? Shouldn't that have killed him?"


I paused. "That's a really good question," I admitted. For that matter, Riley did the same thing with her whole head. "I never thought to ask."


Amelia pushed her way through. "There you are," she said, smiling. "Were you avoiding me?"


"Not at all," I replied, all the while trying my best to convey 'help me get out of here' via my expression and our bond.


"Sorry, Ana," she smiled at the leader of this particular gaggle. "Gotta talk business, y'know."


Thank you so much, I thought at Amelia.


"That's code for 'makeout session', isn't it?" Ana laughed. A couple of the other girls giggled.


"We can do both," I responded. HappyDesire. Amelia grabbed my hand and started walking away.


"Try not to do anything that gets you suspended!" Ana shouted at us. EmbarrassedPleased. "Not when there's only three days left!"


"Thank you," I whispered. "Thank you so much."


"I was telling the truth," Amelia stated. "Dragon's about to make her move."


"So soon?" I asked. "I thought they were waiting for the weekend."


"Last minute consultation with Dinah," Amelia informed me.


I nodded. That was explanation enough for me.


"So," she smiled, putting her head against my shoulder. "About that makeout session?" I blushed.


....


Amelia had made a new room in the Yggdrasil for us to use as a sort of meeting hall so we could watch this news together. And by 'we', I mean 'almost all of Pantheon and its peripherals'.


Vista and the other Wards we'd recently acquired clustered together, along with Clarice, Theo and Zach. Except Flechette, who was with Parian in their own corner.


Yum Kaax, and I was finally getting used to thinking of him as that instead of Blasto, was with Rapture. Amelia and I together. Everyone else scattered about.

"The scene in Montreal this afternoon as a white fog descended upon the city," the unseen reporter spoke. They showed a video clip of what looked like cropdusting. Several small planes, obviously tinker designed, flew across the city and surrounding areas. Most of us in Pantheon already knew that similar dustings would be taking place across many cities southeastern Canada.


The scene, and narration, switched. "The Guild raided the mansion of Niko Vasil, also known as Heartbreaker, at 2:58 eastern time." The home in question was badly damaged, alongside everything around it.


We were treated to watching Heartbreaker, wearing nothing more than boxer shorts, being escorted by a tall man in full body armor. Defiant, I knew. His armor had changed to be a deep bronze color, instead of the silver of before. He had what was no doubt a flight system, and his halberd had been replaced by a pair of spearlike weapons that crossed his back.


They had Dragon, Narwhal and Legend there to be interviewed at the mansion. Whomever was in charge opted to blur Narwhal's figure in some areas, apparently deciding her forcefields weren't a valid enough outfit for their news station.


"Up until now, the Guild has been hesitant to target Heartbreaker," the reporter stated. "Why the sudden change of policy?"


"Heartbreaker has always been a priority target," Narwal stated. "We were only held back by what was, functionally, a mass hostage situation. That has recently changed. Dragon, would you mind explaining the details?"
​

I remembered that. Once during my childhood, before they realized how powerful he was, he was arrested. A massacre followed. Over fifty highly public terror attacks across dozens of Canadian cities, all from people who'd been mentally influenced by Heartbreaker over the years. The message was sent, quite clearly. Going after him meant costing hundreds of people their lives. No one liked letting him live, but he was good at not pressing his luck enough to make himself worth what would undoubtedly be a staggering price.

"We've recently acquired a new technology, which I personally thank the hero groups of Pantheon and Haven for developing and perfecting." Dragon informed the camera. "The exact inner workings must, of course, be kept classified for fear of others developing a counter for it. The important detail is that it removes the influence of Master powers, and grants temporary immunity to them."


"That is remarkable," the reporter commented. "Will this work on victims of the Simurgh?"


"We hope that one day it might," Dragon stated. "We are still refining and improving the technology."​

"A bit of a lie, that," Rapture stated. She was right, of course. We couldn't apply the drug to the Simurgh's power.


"Unless Dragon knows something we don't," Missy suggested hopefully.


"We should be expecting a public ass-kissing from the Prime Minister of Canada shortly," Lisa informed us.


"Halo's going to love every second of it," Rapture chuckled. "Thanks for having them use group names instead of individuals. I'm not really that... comfortable... with fame."


"Me, neither," I agreed. "I just wasn't given much of a choice in the matter."

"As I said during my resignation," Legend was busy talking to the reporter now. "I have no intentions of just sitting on my hands. I don't belong in the Protectorate, and I don't deserve to be a leader. That doesn't mean I can shirk my duties. If anything, I must work that much harder to attone for past failures. Working for heroes such as Narwhal and Dragon, stopping unrepentant monsters like Heartbreaker, and preparing for the next Endbringer battle. That is how I'll prove that my apology is more than just words."​

My attention to the television was interrupted by the approach of a parahuman. Specifically, I felt my bugs dying around her. Cold based powers.


"We've got company," I told them. "Doesn't seem hostile. Doing the swarm voice."


"I'll take point," Zach volunteered, moving toward the entrance, going through the first couple of our security layers. If anyone broke through, they'd have to fight him, and a complex layer of traps designed by our resident biomanipulators. Coupled with everyone else in this room right now? Whomever it was had better hope for her sake that she was friendly.


Lisa switched the camera over. The girl was solid blue and crystalline. Fog came off of her like she was made of dry ice. She wore those extra large sunglasses, and they too had frosted over. "Case 53? Breaker state?" I asked.


"Not sure," she answered. "Both, neither."


Meanwhile, I formed a bug decoy near the unknown woman. "Normally, our guests call first," I informed her. It was probably less friendly sounding than I meant it.


"Sorry," she said. "You probably wouldn't accept my calls anyway."


I froze. I'd gotten fairly good at distinguishing voices through the swarm. I was certain I recognized this one.


I stood and moved, walking briskly toward the door. Fighting down my anger. ConcernAlertDanger?


Fuck, that was stupid, I thought. Don't repress, accept. "Sorry," I said. "I'm going up to talk to her." I left our meeting room and ran up the stairs.


Zach looked at me, puzzled, as I stormed toward him at the entrance. "I've got it," I told him. I didn't bother hiding the outrage in my voice.


She was shorter than me, with a much fuller figure. The ice had started to 'melt' off her, revealing red hair that faded to frosted blue around halfway down. I stood there, staring at her, unable to come up with the proper words to express my incredulity. "Emma?"


"Fuck!" Zach exclaimed. He did not sound happy.


She managed to smile slightly, causing flakes of snow to fall away from her face as she took off her glasses. Her eyes had changed. They lacked pupils or other distinguishing features. Solid sheets of ice blue. They even glowed faintly of blue light.


ComfortAid?Worry. My hands were clenched into fists so tightly that my arms were shaking. Don't resist. Accept and push through.


"Hey, Taylor," she said. "It's been a wh-"

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, ch 96- Emma


I walked toward Pantheon's base. My skin shifted, radiating cold as my eyes adjusted. Dancing patterns, reaching out from a layer of reality that my senses could not follow. Her signal, Taylor's power. It was omnipresent. Awe inspiring, really. Gaea's Yggdrasil carrying the waveform across the entire city. Strong enough to shatter a continent. No, I was wrong. That... it's... at least two or three quantum powers. More. What are they doing in there? I turned off that sense, before I started experiencing the headaches. I was strong, now. They were stronger still.


I was already in full 'frost' mode, at least. It would start melting almost immediately, but I had a couple minutes before the warm summer afternoon got through the water and carbon dioxide that solidified on my skin. The blue tone to my eyes, skin and hair would stay until I changed states again.


A swarm of bugs pulled itself together and spoke. "Normally, our guests call first." It was magnificent. I longed to see it at work through my new eyes.


"Sorry," I replied. "You probably wouldn't accept my calls anyway."


I waited at their door. I didn't mind that, I'd know if they activated the Yggdrasil. It might be nice to be inside before the ice completely came off, though. I wasn't one of the capes who could have a secret identity, really, but I'd like to keep a bit of anonymity right now.


The door opened. Khepri, full costume. It, too, was beautiful. Designed by two biotinkers and assembled on the genetic level. "Emma?" She still recognizes me? I'm glad.


"Fuck!" Zach, too? I smiled. I missed him, too.


"Hello, Taylor," I said as I took off the glasses that would hide the most obviously unnatural part of me. Let her see what I've become. "It's been a wh-"


Her fist interrupted me. I was off my feet before I knew what happened, and hit the ground hard. The waveform pulsed, and I was buried in living muck. My nose is broken, I thought idly. Maybe even the cheek bone.


I was dropped into an empty, dark, room. Taylor's voice spoke through the walls. "Explain. Everything."


....


"Oh, and Emma?" Minerva said, her voice full of malice and condescending certainty. "You deserved this." Those words rang in my ears as I ran crying from Pantheon.


They were powerful, and smart, and strong. I'd convinced myself that they'd want me, the way Sophia wanted me. That I could be useful to them. I wasn't. Minerva was one of the girls from Winslow. Probably someone I treated like shit. Which was pretty much everyone except a few of the other popular girls. Fuck, she was right, I do deserve this, for being weak and stupid.


I fell to the ground. Running in heels, what was I thinking?


"Are you okay?"


Who? I looked up. Clockblocker. "Uh... umm... yeah." I answered. I didn't really believe it.


"Doesn't seem like you are," he replied. "Here, let me help you up."


He held out a hand, and I accepted. He was nice enough to not freeze me in place. "So, wanna tell me why you ran off like that?"


I looked away. "I did something really bad and they knew about it," I admitted. "Minerva..."


"Is kind of a colossal bitch," Clockblocker responded. "She kinda has a history of making people cry."


She's not the only one. "I deserved it," I answered. Someone as strong as they are think I deserve it. That means I deserve it.


....


"Why didn't you come to our party?" Aceso asked me over the phone. "I wanted to see you."


My stomach dipped and I fought back the tears. What Minerva said, how Zach abandoned me. I still had trouble breathing if I thought of it. If I revealed who I am to Aceso, now, she'll never speak to me again. I didn't have many friends left, certainly no real friends that actually cared about anything more than my looks or popularity. Aceso was stronger and smarter than me on every level. She was stronger than Sophia had ever been. I couldn't let her know I didn't deserve to even speak with her.


"I... I was there," I said. I didn't want to lie to her. I was pretty sure she'd know. "You were so busy having fun with Vista and all your other friends." Like Zach. "I didn't want to bother you."


"I wouldn't have been bothered," she insisted. "I could have introduced you to everyone and you could have met Bella."


"Sorry," I apologized. "Maybe we'll be able to meet some other time. Not for a little while, though. So what were you saying about Cauldron?" Change of topic, that'll help.


"They're a great big conspiracy that makes monster capes and manipulates governments and can even sell people powers," the girl said excitedly.


"That's... kinda scary," I admitted.


"I know!" she was way too excited about this. "I wish I could see it in action. How the serum works on people!"


My heart jumped. This is the chance I needed. I can make myself worthy. I can be strong. I can matter. "What..." I swallowed. "What if you had someone who was willing to test it for you?"


....


The first day of school. I already had a few friends picked out for my entourage for the day, along with Dennis. He was a nice guy. Bit of a smartass, but he treated me well enough. A lot like Zach, actually.


I froze. Taylor. Of course she'd be here, in school. Why wouldn't I think she was?


"Umm, guys?" I said. "Go on ahead, I have to take care of something."


Dennis looked concerned. "Do you want me to-"


"No!" I exclaimed. "Sorry. No. This is something I have to take care of on my own."


He eyed me warily. "If you're certain."


"I am," I said. And I was. I turned and walked back. Taylor noticed me and froze. Not her usual way of ducking back and hiding. The opposite, really. Tall, focused, ready for a fight. I got within a few feet.


Then I recognized her. The real her. Spending as much time as I had with Shadow Stalker, I'd gotten used to reading people through masks. Or reading masks through people. The slender, almost runway-model figure, the rich dark hair, the height. Taylor is Khepri.


Taylor was Skitter.


I'd been bullying Skitter.


"The fuck do you want, Emma?" Taylor asked. The cold voice... yeah, that was the voice of one of the scariest fucking supervillains I'd ever heard of. The one that destroyed Sophia on every level, turned her into a weakling. The one that killed Siberian. The only reason I am still alive right now is because she hadn't bothered to kill me.


I'm sorry I was such a bitch, Taylor. I tried to speak. I failed. I choked. I couldn't look at her, I couldn't speak to her. I turned and ran. I always fucking run. Because I'm weak.


....


"What do you want, Emma?" Terry asked. I frowned, I thought he'd be less impolite about it.


"I need a favor, Terry," I said, batting my eyes. I felt cheap and a little dirty. "It's really important."


"After the shit with Sophia?" he said. "Why shouldn't I tell you to go jump in a fire?"


Oh well, looks like flirting's not going to work. I could try harder, but eww, no. "Five hundred dollars," I stated, my voice firm and businesslike.


"For what?" his eyes narrowed.


"Need you to drive me somewhere," I said. "About two hours, round trip. Another hour or two there, while you go off and find something else to do until I call you. Hundred to take me, four hundred to bring me back. Deal?"


....


"Very well, Sophia," the woman said, leading me through the sterile halls. "Tell me, why do you want powers?"


"Does it matter?" I asked.


"It does," the woman replied. "We've learned that the second most important factor in how powers manifest themselves, beyond the purity and stability of the formula itself, is the mental state of the recipient when they take it."


I'll have to remember to tell Clarice about that, I thought. "I... I f-messed something up," I answered. "A lot of somethings. I need to be able to fix my mistakes."


"I see," she answered. "Now, let's talk about costs."


I nodded. I knew all about the costs.


....


I entered the abandoned warehouse near the docks. I wasn't afraid walking the street at night. Thanks to Pantheon, our city was the safest place with more than three people in the same zipcode. What I'd actually find in the warehouse, that's what terrified me. I was smiling my best model smile.


Remember, whatever you do, don't stop smiling, Clarice had instructed me earlier. It was the only chance I had of surviving this.


I noticed the smell, first. Rancid enough to bring water to my eyes. It was too dark for me to see, thankfully. No matter what horror my imagination came up with, the truth was so much worse.


I walked calmly, slowly, deeper into the warehouse. No sudden movements. Never stop smiling. Don't turn your head toward the sounds of metal scraping concrete. Don't speak, don't scream, don't cry, don't look, don't turn, don't run. For the love of god don't stop smiling.


The thing moved out into my view. It was... somehow smaller than I'd expected. Only coming up to a little above my knees. Its ten robotic limbs scuttling like an insect as it moved toward me. I didn't look away, however much I desperately wanted to. I didn't turn my eyes from the bits of flesh covering it. The pieces of clothing that dangled from its limbs, as if only there to make certain I couldn't pretend away what kind of flesh it was covered with.


Clarice never said anything about pissing my pants. But even through that humiliation, I did not stop smiling.


"Hello, Kitten," I said in the softest, most soothing voice I could muster. "Mamma's busy and sent me to take care of you."


It tilted its head. I sighed in relief. Its head snapped back forward and it started moving toward me. I almost screamed. Instead I kept smiling. "Hello, Kitten," I said again. Hysteria creeping into my voice. "Mamma's busy and sent me to take care of you."


It stopped, and its head tilted again. I reached for the thing slowly, my hand shaking and my vision blurred with tears. I put my hand on its head. It was sticky with blood, and I could feel things moving in that rancid fluid. I stroked my fingers through the rotted mess, stirring up angry flies. Three hard strokes, just behind what would be its left ear, if it had ears. I knelt to the ground in front of it.


It made a low, metallic and wet, rumbling noise, moving its body as if to lean into my hand. I reached under the thing's neck with my other hand. That hand bumped into a dangling piece of wetness wrapped around something hard and sharp. Bone. I ignored it. I found the spot. A switch. I pushed it. It didn't budge. Why? I felt around in the gunk that was once a person, maybe more than one person.


Something was clogging the switch. I kept petting the thing, even as I tugged on the mass. It was stringy and tough, like the gristly part of a steak.


I will never eat steak again in my life.


I kept smiling.


I yanked, hard, and it popped out. Fluid filled with living things spattered all over my hand. I almost, just almost, stopped smiling. But I forced myself to reach up and push on the switch again. It resisted, but with a sickening crunch, it moved.


The robot spider's eyes slowly closed, and it curled up in a ball. It was asleep now.


I finally stopped smiling. I started to scream, but was interrupted as the contents of my stomach came out. All over the robot, my hands, my arms, my hair, my lap. It didn't matter. It was cleaner than I was, right now. It even made the air smell better.


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A/N- That adorifying little girl hanging out in the basement? The one that calls Amelia her Big Sister and is just the darlingest little thing? She builds things like that!!!

Seriously, though. Coming back to this chapter however many months later? Is intense. I love it.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 97- Emma


"How about I trade you one of Bonesaw's spider-robots?" I asked.


"Sorry," she said. "While Cauldron is often willing to purchase property, I'm afraid-"


"It's still alive," I interrupted her.


"Pardon?"


"I've looked into their value," I informed her. "The dead ones are worth millions, if you got one that was destroyed before it self destructed, just so someone can cut them open and guess how they might have worked. This one is still alive and fully functional. Loaded up with whatever Bonesaw puts in them."


"Where did you manage to-"


"Does it matter?" I interrupted again. I had to fake confidence, of course. But I was always good at faking it, and after my last few days there wasn't much left that could scare me.


"No," the woman agreed. "I suppose not."


....


"So I have to choose between price, power level, reliability, and side effects," I summarized.


"Succinctly put," the Doctor agreed.


"Don't care about the side effects," I stated. "If it turns me into a freak of nature, as long as I can still move around and talk, I'm good."


She looked at me and raised an eyebrow.


"When I said I fucked up, I meant it," I replied. "Power level first, reliability second. The rest doesn't matter."


"There is a certain risk that you'll lose your memories, if the formula goes wrong in your brain."


I paused. That was frightening. This was worth it. "Can you make sure I get found by a specific person? She'll know what to do."


The woman simply nodded.


....


"Y'know," I said to Clarice. "Taylor's going to be exposed as Khepri if she and Amelia don't hide their relationship better. They're acting like lovestruck children." Dammit, Taylor, why couldn't you be that strong years ago? This wouldn't have happened in the first place.


"I know," she said cheerfully as always. "Isn't it romantic?"


"But... her secret identity?"


"They don't care about that," the girl laughed. "We're starting to worry that it's taking too long."


"Taking too long?"


"Yeah, for them to be discovered," she answered. "Why hasn't anyone spoken up, yet?"


"Maybe... maybe they think they're not suppose to?" I suggested. It was true. Most of the people in the school were one of two groups. The wealthier families, like mine, who could afford to move out either before or during the nightmare months. And the poorer students who had stayed through that hell. The poorer ones won the culture war.


Kids who had left were learning to shut their mouths or risk being attacked. Khepri had saved at least two students' lives, already. Clarice saved one. And Amelia had to fix a broken arm. Every student saved: one of the rich kids who didn't realize that they couldn't get away with running their mouths anymore.


The rest of us? We learned not to cause trouble. That you minded your own business, and you brought weapons to school.


"Makes sense," Clarice agreed. "Sucks, though."


"I..." I hesitated. If this happens, I can never go back to that school. Khepri was a hero to those kids. Not some famous cape like the Protectorate. But a straight up, personal, hero. One of the people who brought food to their families. One of the ones that saved them or someone they loved from being raped or murdered or dragged off to god only knows what fate. Someone they owed personally. When they learn who she is, and what I did to her...


Then again, that would probably happen anyway, sooner or later. At least this way it's my decision. "I'll do it."


"Really? That's awesome!" she said happily.


"Anything you need me for," I replied, smiling for the first time since the spider. She is grateful. To me. I am important. "Speaking of, I learned a few things about Cauldron from that first meeting."


....


"So, we finally meet," I said, looking at Clarice. "Are you worried about who I really am?"


"No, I figured that out a while ago," she said, opening up a small briefcase. "Voice recognition software and perfect memory."


"Yeah," I chuckled nervously. Software? Must have a wire or something. "So how did you know about that spider bot and how to turn it off?"


"You mean Kitten?" she asked. "I built her."


My heart stopped. "Oh my fucking god, you're Bonesaw."


"I don't use that name anymore," She said with a cheerful smile. "I told you that you were smart. Are you going to tell anyone?"


This is Bonesaw. Aceso. Clarice. Bonesaw. Was Clarice even her real name? Why was I thinking about that? I coughed a little. Was I going to tell anyone? Could I tell anyone? Who'd even believe me, after what I'd done? "Do... do you still need my help?" I asked.


"Yes," she answered, reaching around in her bag.


I smiled, if shakily. I still mattered. "Like I said before. Anything you need me for."


"Yay!" she clapped happily. She then handed me a CD in a jewel case. It had one word on it: Taboo. "I want you to study this every day. There's two and a half hours of information, most of it in ten minute or less bits. Every file, every day. Since you can't go to school anymore, this is your homework."


"O-okay," I agreed. "What's this for?"


"It's everything we aren't suppose to know about powers," she answered. "I'm hoping that if it's part of your memories before you get them, you'll still remember everything after. If not, maybe this will help." She pulled out a helmet.


"What's that do?"


"It's a memory copying device," she replied. "If your memories are lost, this should let us restore them to full. Well, up until the last update, of course. I'll want you to do another scan right before you go to get your vial."


I hesitated before asking the question. "Can... can you remove a memory?"


"From the recording? Sure," she answered. "You'll just have to concentrate really hard on it while I work. From you? Not without pretty extensive brain surgery, and my Big Sister doesn't want me doing that anymore."


"I... I see." There goes that idea. I wouldn't mind them being gone, but having to relive that. Being weak, being helpless, seeing my father helpless... it was easier just to not think about. "Nevermind, then."


"Now, I need you to strip," she instructed. "I want to record every detail. And you're still ready for the 'prep' treatment, right?"


"Yes," I agreed without hesitation, as I started shedding my clothes. It isn't weird if it's for a doctor, right? And Clarice's power means she is the best doctor the world has ever seen. If she believed she had a way to boost the formula even further, I believed her, and I was more than willing to participate.


"This is a retroviral reactant," she said as she handed me a small inhaler. "You need to take one dose a day, right before going to bed. You'll wake up sore, but otherwise there will be no side effects. It has exactly ten doses. One for the next five days. The rest? Take it all two hours before using the power drug. The closer to exactly that mark you can achieve, the more it should help counter the negative effects of the vial."


"Okay," I nodded. "Once per day, the rest two hours before the vial." Whatever the hell a 'retroviral reactant' means.


"And now for the real power booster part," she smiled, holding up a large metal chamber connected to a thinner metal tube. "We're going to have to get you pregnant."


"What!?" I shouted, jumping back.


"Not for real," she replied. "This is an imitation trigger event. And trigger events respond to other nearby parahumans. The more, the better your powers will be. It'll also serve to guide your powers to manifest exactly the type we want them to. I've got genetic material from the seven parahumans that best fit our end goal, grown into cell sacks that resembles and mimics the corona pollentia."


"I... I'm afraid I don't really know what that is," I said nervously.


"The part of the brain that gives powers," she answered. "Basically, when you trigger, it'll be with a massive head start."


"I... I see," I said as I got into the chair. I've already been through way worse than this. A little bit more pain, a little bit more power. It was an easy decision. "Will this have any side effects?"


"Just the early effects of pregnancy," she said dismissively. "Morning sickness, possible swelling and soreness you won't be able to distinguish from the retrovirus. After about a month, your body will reject the pseudo-fetuses, you'll experience minor pain and an unusually difficult menstrual cycle, and everything will go back to normal."


"I... I can deal with that," I agreed, spreading my legs for the child-doctor-supervillain.


The next couple hours were uncomfortable at best.


....


"Have you experienced any illness recently?" the doctor asked, handing me the vial.


"Umm... not really," I answered. "A bit sore from my new exercise routine. Will that be a problem?" I opted not to mention the other sources of soreness. At this moment, pretty much my entire body ached. Even my teeth and hair seemed to hurt. I glanced at the clock. An hour and twenty minutes from the final dose of the drug.


"None at all," he answered. "If anything, it's beneficial. The serum has minor rejuvinative effects."


"Oh, okay," I agreed. I held the serum. This was the key to everything. How I could fix my mistakes. How I could matter. What would make the hell of the last month of my life worth it.


"Most people seem to think the fluid is extremely unpleasant tasting," the doctor told me. "As you've surely been informed of before, and I will make sure you know now, you must drink the whole vial all at once. Not doing so can cause potentially lethal side effects. The faster you finish, the more pleasant the process will be."


I nodded, looking at the vial. This is my chance. I waited. The closer I get to two hours, the better.


"Is there a problem?" The doctor asked.


"Just a little nervous," I dismissed.


"If you're having second thoughts, I'm afraid you can't get a refund. Each vial is specially formulated to the customer's request. The resources to make the drug cannot be reclaimed."


"No... no," I responded. "I want it, I just. It's hard to fathom, y'know?"


"I'm afraid not," he responded, sounding a little impatient. "I was selected for this job specifically because I'm not interested in becoming a parahuman."


"Yeah, I can see where that' be an asset," I smiled. I need a way to buy another half hour. What could I do that'd convince the doctor to let me wait that long? I couldn't think of anything that was likely to work.


He didn't deign to answer the comment, simply watching me. I finally uncorked the vial, and after a deep sigh I chugged the whole thing.


Pain immediately lanced through my body as I stared up at a sky that was no longer there. The idea of sky no longer existed, dwarfed by possibility itself. Two monolithic beings, ancient and powerful beyond all human comprehension danced through dimensions as a human might switch between channels on a television. No, not that. That was mechanical and separate. This is... this is a singer changing pitch.


They spiraled and they split, raining fragments down upon a world. Many worlds. A million million copies of earth seeded.


One slipped, somehow, and collided with the worlds. Six earths died instantly in the impact. Another three damaged. They... they were...


I awoke on the floor. I retained the vision! The 'taboo'. I know what the Passengers are!


....


"I got my powers from Cauldron," I informed them. "You know who they are, right?"


"We're aware," Taylor said. "Also, you can stop hiding it. Minerva's power still works on you."


"Then she already knows what I did," I said. "And why I did it. I can help you. I still know about 'Taboo', because I knew before I had powers."


"You... fuck!" Minerva cursed. "You know everything. Cauldron. The Entities. Fucking Riley."


Riley? Oh, that must be her real name. I nodded even though I wasn't sure if they could see me. "I know. I knew. And I have powers that can help."


"What," Taylor said, her voice dripping with anger. "Exactly are your your powers?"


"I can see energy," I answered. "Can kinda see some powers the same way. It doesn't tell me that it's a power at work, or what that power does exactly, that's stuff I have to guess at. Some powers are more obvious than others that way. Turn things cold... but that's more of like a side effect. Something that just happens when I'm really using my energy sense at high levels. I'm probably immune to a lot of energy attacks, too. I think." I paused for a second. Dramatic effect and all.


"All those are kinda secondary. My real power is that I'm a Tinker. Specialized in energy manipulation and transfer. And, most importantly, I know how to work 'wet'." I smiled. Maybe I wasn't able to be strong on my own. But I could make others stronger. I mattered.


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A/N- Cauldron: "We're halping!"
Pantheon: "STOP HELPING!"

And Emma is seriously fucked up i the head, isn't she?

Also- that "delaying for time" wasn't in the original version of this story. Making this the most edited chapter in this project thus far.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 98


I was shaking when we were done hearing Emma's story, just thanks to the waves of emotion coming off Taylor. Zach was sitting in the corner muttering 'fuck' over and over again. Riley- actual Riley, not the Clarice doll- was on the other side of the room looking for all intents like a puppy that knew it was about to get kicked, but didn't understand why. Lisa was just staring at the screen we'd used to talk through. I turned off the feed.


"Every kind of fuck," Zach concluded. Riley looked over at him, then her eyes darted to me before going back to the floor.


Lisa was the first one to say anything useful. "Okay," she sighed. "We do this one step at a time. The easy stuff first. We have to go back out to where the rest of our guests are waiting, and give them the really really sanitized version of what just happened. No Cauldron. No Bonesaw."


Riley flinched at the way Lisa spit the word.


I nodded, reaching over and putting my hand on Taylor's shoulder. "Okay," I said. "You guys go out and start the ball rolling. We'll be out in a moment."


Everyone else left. Except Riley, who sat quietly in the corner. "Are you going to be okay?" I asked Taylor, pushing every positive emotion I could into the link. I couldn't come up with many.


"Yeah," she said. FocusDetermination. She stood up and grabbed my hand. "Yeah. It helps to focus on a goal. Right now, that goal is letting the others know everything's okay."


The others looked at us we came out.


"Alright, now that everyone's gathered up," Minerva said. "First... that was Emma. Yes, that Emma. Now she has powers and wants to join the team."


"Fuck," Kid Win muttered. "And she came right up to your door? You'd think she'd at least have a sense of self preservation."


"Well, that explains why you hit her," Rapture replied. "Halo would probably say something about turning the other cheek and all that... but, honestly, after what she put you through, I can't say I blame you. So, what are you going to do about this?"


I didn't have an answer to that question. Neither did Taylor.


"I know I may be a junior member or whatever," Flechette spoke up. "But I don't think I'm comfortable working with a bigot. If there's a vote in this, I'm voting we kick her to the curb. And if there's not a vote? Well, I left the Protectorate specifically because I didn't appreciate being treated like a tool without any concern for who I am and what I want."


"She's not a bigot," Taylor responded. "For what little credit it adds up to. I don't know why she did everything she did, but me being gay wasn't a part of it."


"How can you be so sure?" Flechette asked.


"Because she's not a lesbian, or even bisexual," Rapture answered. We all looked toward her. "Sorry, it's something my powers can't help but notice. And you were going to tell them, anyway."


AnnoyanceRelief. "Yeah, pretty much all of that," Taylor agreed.


"But... you and Amelia?" Parian spoke up.


"Are complicated," I responded, putting my arm around Taylor and drawing her close. AppreciationSafe. It's times like this I wish I were taller. It's tough being the protective one when the other person is taller than you by at least a few inches. "It's hard to explain, and no one's business but ours."


Flechette looked at Parian, and then at us. "Well, whatever works for you," she finally concluded.


"We should sleep on it," Crystal suggested. "It's getting late, already. Everyone goes home, goes to bed, and we worry about the crazy shit in the morning."


"You're not planning to keep Emma here overnight, are you?" Rapture asked. There was an edge of warning in her voice. "I like you kids, but considering what your powers are, and your history with this girl. You see where I'm coming from, right? We have to make sure she's unharmed, and getting a certain level of treatment after her trigger event."


"She's fine," Missy stated. "Or at least alive and upright and walking around."


"How do you know that?" I asked.


"A trick with my power," she answered. "I can sense my own spacial distortions. And my power can't distort people or animals, or within a half inch or so of them. Your plants may as well be transparent."


Rapture coughed. "She didn't have a trigger event?"


AlarmWorry. Vista knows Clarice is a fake. Rapture just figured out... fuck!


Zach laughed. The first sound he'd made since leaving the ad-hoc interrogation room. "Is there anyone in this city with powers that aren't complete bullshit?" No one bothered answering.


"Where did she get her powers?" Rapture asked. The others were looking at me and Taylor and Lisa expectantly. God damn it.


"This can't leave this room," I told them. "There's a group we're investigating. Have been for a while. They've found a way to make a serum that we think forces trigger events. We do know it grants powers."


"That... you're certain?" Rapture asked.


"How does that even work?" Kid Win, that time.


"We're not sure," Minerva responded. "We have sort of taken a 'wait and see' with the group. We know they're responsible for the Case 53s. That's what happens when a batch goes wrong. For whatever definition of 'batch' applies. Part of their testing and refinement process."


"And you haven't reported this to the whole world?" Rapture asked.


"It would do more harm than good," Minerva insisted. "They seem mostly benign. The experiments, the Case 53s, they seem to have been volunteers. I'm sure their process wasn't all that moral... they probably went up to terminal cancer patients and said something along the lines of the drug being able to save their lives and giving them powers. At the cost that, if they were unlucky, they'd wind up looking like Gregor the Snail. But if they were lucky, they'd be the next Alexandria or something. Either way, they'd no longer be dying.


"Not filling me with confidence," Rapture responded.


"I've done some investigating," she continued. "There are at least thirty heroes that got their powers from Cauldron in New England. If we reveal this, it means we lose those heroes and however many others are across the world. Probably thousands of them. What does the Protectorate look like after that? What do the Endbringer battles look like? They're not on the side of the angels, certainly. But everything I've been able to divine about them says they're trying to help hold this world together. Even if only out of enlightened self interest."


Rapture was frowning. "So trying to stop them is basically us shooting ourselves in the foot?"


"Pretty much," Minerva agreed. "For now, at least. We're still digging."


"And this girl, she got her powers from them?"


"Complete with Case-53 mutations," Minerva confirmed. "If relatively minor ones."


"I'll want to be there when we ask her about all this," she said, her voice hard.


"So that's taken care of for now?" Minerva asked, looking throughout the room at our new recruits, and the old ones that weren't in the know. There were nods all around, even if most of them were reluctant.


"Okay, let's go give Emma a checkup," I relented.


"I'll sit this one out," Zach replied.


"Me, too," Taylor agreed. "Minerva... save breaking her mind in half for the time being. It didn't work so well last time you did it." AnnoyanceDistaste.


....


I opened the passage to where I'd put Emma. Flanked by Rapture, Blasto and Minerva, we entered the room.


"First thing's first," Rapture stated. "Are you under the influence of any mind altering substances?"


"I don't think so," she answered.


"How long have you had your powers?"


"About six hours," she replied. She seemed to be trying to look past us into the hall. A pulse of thought and I sealed the passage.


"Cauldron sold you them?"


"Yes," Emma answered. Short, terse answers. Enough to be honest, not enough to give away anything.


"I'm going to check on your health," I answered.


"Uh, okay," she agreed, reaching out her hand to me. I touched it.


Mending her broken nose was the easy part, and I undid much of the bruising. She'd still have a black eye, but not as bad as it could have been. "Oh! I'm... I'm sorry."


"About?" She asked, fidgeting.


"It seems your insides are more different than your outsides," I answered. "I'm having trouble making sense of it. Your power's interfering with mine."


"Oh, yeah," she responded. "I noticed some of that already. I don't feel pain anymore, or even have much of a sense of touch at all." Emma's body started shifting slightly as I continued to maintain contact. The blue tones changed over to earthy brown tones. She could almost pass for a normal, if unusually dark skinned black girl this way. But for the solid black eyes that now radiated darkness. "My reproductive system's disabled and my physiology has been reoptimized for neurological efficiency..."


"Fucking hell," Minerva laughed. "You have different powers based on different breaker states. You're a fucking Trump."


"Does that mean I'm on the team?" she asked hopefully. More than that. I was still in contact and even with the interference, I was getting very good at reading people with my power thanks to my link with Taylor. This isn't hope. This is desperation. This is... there are no words for what this was. This is a lot like what Riley feels like.


"Do your parents know about this?" Rapture asked.


"No," she admitted.


"Then that gets taken care of, first," she replied with a voice that reminded me very much of Carol. "I am going to take you home. We are going to talk to your parents. And we'll sort out everything else tomorrow. Like exactly what your powers are, and who's going to do what with you."


Emma looked at me, as if seeking an answer. I nodded. "Umm, okay ma'am," she answered. I opened the series of paths that would take them outside, and then left the room. I needed to talk to Taylor.


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A/N- Oh wow. This chapter has more foreshadowing in it than I ever realized. About Lily. About Taylor. Rapture. Emma. More Lily. I can see so much of what chapters ~300 are from this one here.




Canon Omake by Slayer Anderson (That I failed to put in during the 'port... because 1 mistake in 180 posts...)


The Devil You Know:
*~*~*~*

"Fuck. My. Life." Taylor groaned aloud as she collapsed onto the bed.

-ComfortIrritationDesire-

"Sorry," Amelia blushed as she sat down next to her...girlfriend? In practically every way that mattered, she supposed.

Despite the fact that she was blushing as well, Taylor shrugged off the errant comment and, wrapping her arms around Amelia's waist, pulled her down to lie next to her. "I told you," Taylor remonstrated lightly, burying her face into Amelia's neck, "I don't mind."

Amelia sighed, taking in the scent of her...partner. Her partner. The strong associations the human brain built into the olfactory sense was already equating the scent of Taylor's shampoo with 'safe.'
"We need to talk about it," Amelia eventually broached, sighing as she did so. It was a decision made from obligation, not her choice in the matter.

Taylor groaned again, cuddling up against Amelia in a way that was definitely meant to distract the older girl. "Please? Can't I have this one thing? Just this once? Can't I stay angry at her? I'm allowed that much, aren't I?"

"'Fraid not."

Amelia admirably refrained from cursing as Lisa stepped into what was rapidly becoming 'their' room, that was, hers and Taylor's.

"Oh, don't get up on my account," Lisa grinned, dropping into a chair and setting a bag on the table. "I'll just have to eat all this triple fudge, rocky road ice cream all by myself."

There was a moment of silence.

Lisa's grin faded slightly. "Oh, come on. I'm trying to be 'nice' here. You know how hard that is for me. Either we talk it out now or I'll just go off and get some overcomplicated plan in order that you two will bitch at me for later. Can we get the bitching out of the way first, for once? Then I can give myself a migraine untangling this clusterfuck and go straight to bed."

"Fine," Taylor and Amelia chorused, slowly moving off the bed and towards the large, organic sofa opposite the chair and table Lisa had taken.

As the ice cream was dispensed, Taylor sighed. "Why would someone do something like that? I mean, Jesus Fuck, Emma went to disable one of Bonesaw's spider-bots. She knew what she was getting into! How crazy do you have to be to agree to a plan where that is 'step one.'?!"

"Pretty crazy," Lisa agreed. "It's almost like she was trying to commit suicide."

Taylor's spoon dropped to the floor with a clatter before all was abruptly silent.

"What?" Lisa asked, licking her spoon clean. "You think she was honestly expecting to get out of all of this alive? Well, hoping maybe. She wasn't actively planning to kill herself, but then again...neither were you."

"Fuck," Amelia spat quietly, pouring support through the bond to wash away the blank shock that covered Taylor's emotions at the moment. "Why would...but she outed herself as Taylor's bully! She had to know what would happen!"

"She did," Lisa confirmed with practiced blase. "See, the thing is? Remember what Flechette said about cults and brainwashing? We kind of, accidentally, mind you, did that on Emma."

Taylor worked at her eyes tiredly, "Damnit. Yeah, I can see it. Sophia left, she fixated on Zach as a 'boyfriend' and Aceso through the PHO forums. They talked to her, built her back up when she needed it the most...and then the party."

"Yep," Lisa nodded, popping the 'p' in a way which would have had Accord cutting out her tongue. "So, when I put bitch-mode into overdrive, I tore her down, yeah...but, because of the way her mind works, since we're 'strong' she thinks she is, or was, obviously weak enough to deserve what I, we, did to her and since we did it, we're the only ones who can teach her to be 'strong' again. I think she tried getting her fix from Clockblocker, but with the way the Protectorate's rep was just gutted and the fact that...well, Emma's always been fixated on Taylor, from what I can tell, at least to a certain extent. When she found out Taylor was Kephri was Skitter? Well, I learned most of my psycho-babble from daytime tv and 100-level college courses. I don't know the term for it, but 'obsession' doesn't quite do it justice."

"So she took advice from an obviously mentally unstable ten-year-old on how to disable a bio-mechanical spider-bot from the darkest nightmares of a serial killer...then she let said aforementioned serial killer, who is, again, ten years old and mentally unstable operate on her, prescribe her drugs she didn't even understand the descriptions of, made contact with a shadowy conspiracy that controls entire governments, again on the advice of said ten-year-old mentally unstable parahuman supervillain, and took a vial of an unknown substance almost guaranteed to have horrible side-effects beyond granting her powers in conjunction with interacting with the unknown drugs and implants that the ten-year-old supervillain had put inside her?" Taylor looked at Lisa in vacant disbelief. "She did all of that just so...what?"


"She wants you to accept her," Lisa explained, rubbing at her temples. "She doesn't know exactly what she wants, but, her ideal scenario ends you acknowledging her as a strong person and...maaaaybe becoming friends again?"

Taylor blinked, her eyes dilating as they fixed themselves on some far-off point of understanding that was just dawning.

"She did all that, so we could be friends again?" Taylor asked the ceiling vacantly. "I can't-I mean, that's...that's horrifying, terrible, and makes me so angry I-"

"-want to hate her, but you can't, because the fact that she's that desperate for your approval would be pathetic and adorable if that kind of responsibility didn't scare the living fuck out you," Amelia finished quietly.

A beat of silence echoed loudly.

"I guess that's why the mix of emotions seemed so familiar," Taylor mumbled. Turning to her partner, she frowned, "That's really how you feel about-"

"-about Riley? Pretty much," Amelia sighed, leaning her head on Taylor's shoulder. "Fuck, this is messed up."

"You think that's bad?" Lisa sighed. "We still haven't gotten to whether or not we're accepting her on the team."

Taylor groaned again, an aggravated sound that rose from the back of her throat and sounded like a wounded animal. "Please?" She asked desperately. "Lisa, isn't there any way we can just-"

"No," Lisa cut her off. Amelia frowned in shared irritation. "Putting aside your moral dilemma of condemning Emma to the same type of persecution you had to go through as most of the rest of us aren't really good enough people for that to bother us, there's also the fact that Emma quite literally knows every. single. fucking. detail. about Pantheon that matters at this point. If we cut her loose, she'll be squealing to the Protectorate in a week, dead or taken captive for her tinker abilities in that same time, or she'll try to go it alone. In case you don't understand, by the way, that's possibly the worst of any of these options given what she knows and the damage she could do without her powers."

"Shit." Taylor groaned. "There's no good choice to this, is there?"

"Think of it this way," Amelia offered. "We're getting a new cape, one who should be extremely useful, all for the low price of an extra basement room that you never have to go near."

"Sorry," Lisa shook her head. "Emma is fixated on Taylor. Zach would be a good distraction, if he was willing, but Emma is going to follow you around like the little sociopathic puppy Sophia trained her to be. Keep her on a short leash and don't leave her and Riley alone together too long."

Taylor froze.

-TrepidationPanic-

Amelia froze.

Lisa cursed, "I told Crystal to watch them!"


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Reader's Note- Slayer Anderson is awesome.

The last few lines aren't actually canon, however. But they are hilarious.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 99- Ruth


I observed the teen girl riding in my car. It was relatively easy to do so while still watching the streets. Her eyes were darting back and forth, with a sense of confusion and dissonance. "Emma? Is something bothering you?" I asked. Using names was a low level trick, as far as social manipulation went, but sometimes, it's a classic because it works. Besides, I wasn't comfortable with what I could really do here, to someone as damaged as this girl.


"Oh!" she answered. "Sorry, it's just... kinda weird, y'know." I did, of course, know. Tinkers, they telegraph their fugues so hard that almost anyone can spot it.


"Which part?" I asked. Again, the most generic of psychological tactics. You can get away with almost anything if you just ask the right questions.


"I was just thinking," she hesitated. She was clearly afraid of angering me. Submissive posture, as had been her behavior all night, but faking confidence at a level that made me believe she had years of practice at it. Almost any ordinary person would be fooled. Someone like Minerva or myself? I'd known her for a sum total of ten minutes, and there were so many ways I could break her down and rebuild her into anything I wanted. Her desperate need to be valued would be so easy to exploit.


....


"Sorry, pumpkin, I have to go."


"But Daddy!"


"Someone has to put food on the table," he smiled, ruffling my hair.


Mommy let out an exasperated sigh and walked out of the room.


They were fighting again. They were using me in their fights again.


....


"Yes?"


She was continuing to look for a way to phrase it that would make her sound knowledgeable and capable, without insulting me. "It's kinda funny to see a Tinker with armor like yours driving a completely unmodified Buick."


I chuckled. It's not offensive if the person you say it to laughs. "Oh, that," I smiled. Rey always appreciates how I wear my heart on my sleeve. Most people did. That's why I did it. "I didn't really read the rental agreement that well, but I think rebuilding their vehicles is frowned upon."


"Oh, sorry," she smiled back. Still nervous. Her eyes and skin shifted from the brown she'd been in to yellow. "Your armor is beautiful, by the way. Every system interlocks, nothing is wasted. It's flawless."


"Thanks," I replied. She can really see the inner workings of my equipment? Of course, she's wrong. The armor's actually rather inefficient. Dozens of backup systems, second rate flight system that was cannibalized from another project. Young tinker, she'd learn. "A lot of it's actually Dragon's technology."


Her eyes widened. Of course they would, Dragon was a celebrity even in the non-cape world. A newly minted Tinker wouldn't be able to help but be impressed.


"Do you think I'll ever be able to work with Dragon?" she asked, not bothering to hide the awe.


"Probably," I answered. "She's really very friendly."


"So how did you meet?"


"Oh, that's not much of a story," I lied expertly. "I wish I could say it was something cool like an Endbringer battle, but it wasn't all that special."


....


"Hegemon," the machine intoned. "You've already lost."


I ran down my list of options. Dragon didn't kill, as near as I could tell she couldn't kill. Or, at least, the robots she sent after me couldn't. They were autonomous AI, that I knew for certain, because nothing human thought like they thought. Even a remote controlled puppet was still reliant on a person, still left the behavioral cues I could pick up on. Dragon's suits were insanely advanced, but not alive, not human. Not something I can influence. My standard method was a bust, but I had other options.


A white hot lance of energy struck the suit in the side, shattering whatever shields the thing had, and then melting through chunks of armor. The equipment dropped. And then exploded into a pulse of magnetic energy. The city went dark.


Something collided with me, knocking me to the ground. My slaves turned to protect me, but they were as lost and confused as I was. My tech had been improved significantly from the early days, but it was still technology that kept them bound to me. And that technology had just been disabled. In a minute, they'd 'wake up' and realize what I'd done to them. Didn't need my powers to know what would follow. I closed my eyes and waited for my life to end a second time.


....


"So, you bought your powers?"


"Uh..." she hesitated. "I'm not suppose to talk about that. They like their privacy."


I smiled. "Oh, I'm sure they do," I agreed. "But I already know about Cauldron." I didn't a few minutes ago, but she doesn't need to know that. "Where did you get the money for something like that?"


"I... I really can't talk about that..." she said, looking away. Dial back, you're losing your connection. She stared out the window. She was deeply disturbed by what she did. Yet, somehow, proud. It was like a rite of passage to her. Painful, terrifying, horrifically disgusting. Even vaguely sexual, but only vaguely. There was no shame or anger or sense of being cheapened by the experience. I ruled out prostitution easily enough. She was too psychologically connected to the idea of social value. She wouldn't be able to ignore that psychological stigma, not enough to hide it from me at least. That, and the extreme unlikelihood of making the kind of money needed to purchase superpowers through sex.


....


"Becky!" Mommy shouted, pulling the blanket up to cover her.


"Mom?!" I gasped. "Mister Reynolds?" I turned and ran, tears streaming from my eyes.


....


"It's not your secret to share," I concluded. Her reaction said it all. Someone helped her. Someone probably risked a great deal to help her. I didn't know how, or who, or why, or even what happened. But it bound Emma to the other party. This would be someone she considered a protector. A savior. I would not be able to get her to speak on the subject.


"It's not," she answered with the certainty I was expecting. And a gratitude that I had said it so she wouldn't have to. She didn't want to turn me against her.


"What are you planning to do with your powers?" I asked. That's a safer subject. She was less afraid of her own secrets.

"I fu- messed up," she answered, covering the almost-profanity. I chuckled. The whole 'golden cross' thing made people think I was a prude. Oh well. "I messed up a lot of things, really badly. I'm going to use my powers to fix everything. To prove I'm worthy."


....


I screamed, clinging to my father. "No! You can't go! You can't!"


Mom didn't say a thing, simply glaring at him. He glared back, ignoring me.


"I don't have a choice, pumpkin," he pulled me tight. Didn't have a choice. Mom's fault.


"Then take me with you!"


"That's not an option, sweetheart," he said. "I promise I'll call."


"No!" I screamed. "You can't! I'll fix it, I'll make it better, I promise!"


"Rebecca," he consoled. "You can't fix this. No one can."


Something broke inside me. I collapsed. By the time I was coming to, my parents were both holding me again. Worried about me. They were together again, but it wouldn't last. Not unless I force them to. I know how to force them.


....


"That's why you bought powers?" I said, forming it as a question.


"Yes," she said, that same look of pride and pain. I'd seen that look on more than a few natural triggers. Myself included. Whatever else was going on in her life, she felt that she earned her abilities. She didn't see herself as having purchased them. She saw herself as having suffered for them.


"And the... changes... to your body? You're okay with that?"


She shrugged. "Worth it," she answered. "The old me was weak, stupid and useless. The new me is smart and powerful. I'd do it all again in a heartbeat." She offered a smile. "But I'd wear gloves next time."


I smiled back. I didn't know why she felt gloves were significant, but that was fine. "So, it's a way of reinventing yourself?"


"Yeah," she agreed. "I hadn't thought of it like that, before, but yes. I've been reinvented."


....


"Given any thought to your new name?" Halo asked.


"I'm thinking 'Ruth'," I answered.


"That's a lovely name," he agreed. "Symbolic. It suits you. But I was thinking of your name in costume."


"Oh," I looked away, and felt bad for doing so. Pretending to be bashful was a stupid habit I'd picked up, and it never seemed to fool him anyway. "Rapture."


He smiled. "I see," he agreed. "That suits you as well."


"It does," I agreed.


....


I was already certain her parents were not in any way involved in this mess, but still I had to ask about them as I pulled into her driveway. There was the possibility, if slight, of abuse. "So, have you thought about how to tell your mom and dad? Would you like me to come in and help? Haven may not have any real influence this far north, but we're still pretty well known and mostly respected. I could help smooth things over."


"No," she answered. "It won't be bad. Mom and dad are pretty cool. Supportive of whatever I want to do, really. I'm not going to say how I got my powers, of course. Accident, just like everyone else, right?"


They're 'cool', but that's a problem. She loves them, and they've not hurt her. But they're a disappointment. They failed her at a time when she needed them most. She's picked other outlets to seek validation. Clearly not healthy outlets, based on her actions toward Taylor. I'd seen this enough times in my life.


"Don't call powers an 'accident' in front of others," I advised. "People have to go through hell to get powers. Some will be a lot more upset than others. And don't mention how you got yours in front of others. Capes, and those who deal with capes, will accept 'I don't talk about it' as an answer."


"Thanks," she said, looking away again. She was once again in her submissive state, afraid that she'd said something to upset me. Blaming herself for her perceived 'mistake'. What happened to this girl?


"You'll be there, tomorrow morning?" I asked.


"Wouldn't miss it for the world," she answered as she got out of my vehicle.


....


"How long are you going to keep me here?" I snapped, slamming against the bars of my prison. I hissed in pain, reminded of the broken rib and shoulder I'd briefly forgotten.


"As long as necessary," Halo answered. "You need time to heal."


He doesn't just mean physically, I realized. He's bought the same tripe he's been selling.


"Oh, is that what it is?" I countered. "Or do you just have a kick for keeping beautiful women in your basement? Start a harem of your own? Lots of those guys you pretend are somehow holy are pretty fond of that sorta thing."


He shrugged. "I was told you had a mean streak," he answered. "You're also not someone who can be lied to." The man sat down on one of those fold out metal chairs.


"We all have our crosses to bear," he continued. "Yours must be worse than most. Knowing everyone's secrets. Their lusts and their shames. Their failures and their fears. Every flaw and every fault. In a way, you know more about what God experiences than most people ever will."


"Oh, is that your plan?" I asked, even though I knew it wasn't. At least, it wasn't on a conscious level. Subconscious motivations were more difficult to gauge. "Talk about how divine my power is?"


"Divine?" he asked. "Oh, no. It is quite the opposite of divine. Adam and Eve took one bite of the fruit of knowledge, and while they gained knowledge, they lost peace and safety and innocence. You, through no fault of your own, have been given a second helping, and with it lost your ability to see the good in people. I can't pretend to know what that's like."


"Yet here you are pretending," I replied.


He offered a sad smile. "Maybe," he agreed. "I'm only human, after all. Still, even if I can't understand, I want to help you at least see there's better out there. If you won't accept that it's for your own sake, then at least believe I want to protect others."


"You want to convince me to undo some of the more permanent effects of my technology," I laughed. "Of course you do."


He sighed. "Okay, fine," he started. "Full honesty, everything out in the open. I haven't told a lie, of any sort, to any one, since my junior year of highschool. Yes, I do think you're physically attractive. No, that's not why I'm doing this, and I swear on my honor before God that I will never act on that attraction. I do want to save everyone you've influenced. I want you to want to save them. I want to save you. I want to save everyone. I know I can't. That's arrogance speaking. You can use that to manipulate me, no doubt. Or, you can use that remarkable power of yours and realize that everything I've said is genuine. That I'm someone who actually cares about you, for no other reason than because you're a human being and it's the right thing to do."


He means every word of it, I realized.


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A/N- This particular chapter earned me some honest to goodness hate (as opposed to the usual dislike of a given character/chapter) from silly, silly people who feel I portrayed Christianity too positively in this chapter.

... Yeah, you heard me...

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 100


I woke up with hair covering my face. Oh, right, Taylor stayed the night again. I smiled, even as I pushed the tangles away from my eyes and mouth. She mumbled in her sleep. Nothing I could understand. "Think it's time to wake up," I whispered in her ear.


She moaned and pressed back against me. Our link was vague and muted, as it always was when one of us was asleep, but offered indications of pleasure. I closed my eyes and fought off that particular temptation. I scooted back from her, in part for that reason. In part to wake her up.


"Huh," she said, waking up. "How late is it, this time?"


"Pretty early," I answered. "We've still got school, and the alarm hasn't gone off."


"Oh, joy," she muttered. "Wanna join me on a jog?"


I smiled, not even bothering to hide my thoughts on watching Taylor going through her exercise routine in the already warm summer morning. ShyPleased. "I could be convinced," I answered.


"I'll go get changed," she replied. "No, you can't watch."


"Can I watch after we're done?"


"Only if you can keep up," she offered. Oh, I am so going to keep up.


Fifteen minutes later, it was abundantly clear that I could not keep up. I gasped and wheezed as I sat down on a chair outside. That I created, of course.


"Come on," Taylor encouraged, still jogging in place. "You haven't even broken a sweat yet."


"Lungs burn," I croaked.


"They're suppose to," she answered. "You'll be fine. Just gotta keep moving. Another five minutes won't be that bad, right?"


"Sadist," I complained.


"Look at it this way," she teased. "If I don't break a sweat, I won't need to take a shower."


"You're a horrible person," I moaned, forcing myself to my feet. Of course I knew she'd need to take a shower anyway. Hair like hers didn't leave much choice in that matter, especially since I probably drooled into it. Must remember to ask Riley about the progress with the Roid Ray.


We got back, eventually. Taylor was still smiling. "Not bad," she said.


"You're a terrible liar," I groaned.


"No, really," she insisted. "Much better than my first time out. You'll do better next time."


"What makes you think there's going to be a next time?" I asked.


"Because I know how much you like the view," she smiled, then she gave me a peck on the cheek.


I blushed. Okay, there was definitely going to be a next time.


....


By the time we'd gotten home from school, they were ready for us. Rey, Rapture, and Lisa. The ones who had run Emma's tests. DreadResolve. I gripped Taylor's hand. The message was clear, link or no link. Whatever came of this, we did it together.


Zach was with us, and Clarice was off with Vista. While having Riley's input on Emma's powers was something I would have liked, we really didn't need to risk her around Rapture too much. The woman had near Tattletale levels of perception, sometimes, and was a lot better at hiding what she knew than Lisa was. Even I wasn't so oblivious to miss the security risk.


We went straight for our meeting room.


Minerva, for once, didn't have a smile. "Alright, we'll start with the less complicated part. Her powers."


I nodded, sitting down with Taylor. "Okay," my partner agreed. "What, exactly, is she capable of?"


Rey spoke up. "Based on our analysis? She's either a Tinker three, thinker two, breaker and striker two. Or she's up to a Tinker and Thinker five to seven."


AnnoyanceDread. And this is the simple part?


"It's hard to quantify," Rapture supplied. "She has breaker states. Once she enters one, she doesn't leave it until she chooses another. Basically, she no longer has a 'default human' mode. Red is for thermodynamics, letting her sense and tinker with heat and cold. Yellow state is much the same for a sense and a tinker ability directed toward electricity and magnetism. Orange state for light, maybe the whole radiation spectrum. White for sonic. Black works for bioanalysis. Blue is a hybrid state of sorts, letting her harness all her powers at once."


"That form seems to use up a lot of energy," Minerva supplied. "All her powersets at once, she can keep it going for a maximum of maybe five minutes in an hour before she starts seeing serious health risks."


"She stayed in that form most of the time she was here last time," Taylor pointed out.


"Only cosmetically," Minerva responed. "Once the ice started melting, her power was off."


"And why does that mess with her ratings so much?" I asked.


"She's a grab-bag cape," Minerva explained. "Like Circus, maybe a little like Flechette. Only a tinker. Lots of minor powers that add up to something better than the sum of its parts."


"She's a low end tinker," Rapture supplied. "But she's a low end tinker in a number of disciplines, and it's a wide enough distribution that she can work with and improve upon almost any other tinker's technology. Simply by having so many different possible options that they don't have. But, individually, she's not that good. If she built using just one of her specialties, she'd only rank a two, maybe a three. If she builds using all of her specialties, she's closer to a six or seven. A six or seven that you'd think was was actually three or four people."


"Her effective specialty, if you want something that's easy to explain quickly," Minerva said. "Is more like an integration tinker. One whose main advantage lies in making other tinker tech work well together. Plus she's still a middling tier energy tinker in her own right."


DreadResignation. "In short," Taylor muttered. "The more tinkers you have, or the more varied their specialties are, the more effective she is."


"Basically," Minerva answered.


"And we have a pretty wide variety of tinkers and tinker tech," she muttered, rubbing her hand over her eyes. I put my arm around her. "Especially now that Chariot's official, and Kid Win's at least considering joining."


"God damn it," Zach muttered. "If she had a shitty power..."


"Oh, no, we haven't even gotten to the bad part yet," Minerva chuckled. "Rapture's got a lot to say about the psych exam. Some of it, we already know. Borderline suicidal behavior is just the tip of this particular iceberg."


"Not my place to share all the details," Rapture stated. "The fact that she gave me permission to is hardly a strong justification, given that her psychological state is so fragile that she's not truly competent to give that permission. Due to... something in her past. Yes, I know. No, I won't share." She gave a rather unfriendly look at Minerva.


Tattletale raised her hands up. "Hey, this is all you. I can keep a secret."


DoubtAnnoyance. I squeezed Taylor just a little harder. Lisa keeping secrets. Sure.


"Right," Rapture said dryly. "Thanks to that, Emma's worldview was broken, destructively. A belief that she was betrayed by those she trusted most." AngerDisgust. "More specifically, she feels she was failed by those who were suppose to protect her and help her, and sees that failure as abandonment. Not the most rational of reactions, but you can hardly expect young teens to be rational in the face of extremely traumatic events."


"So she," Taylor's voice dripped malice. "She turns on me to do what? Revenge by proxy?"


"Not uncommon for victims to turn around and victimize," Rapture didn't meet any of our gazes. "But that's not quite Emma's story. She felt alone and abandoned, all sense of self worth and faith in others broken. And then she met someone who gave her a... different... set of values to follow."


"Basically," Tattletale summarized. "She got traumatized. Then met some complete fucking psychopath who filled her head with crazy bullshit. Think Junior Jack Slash."


RealizationNausea. It took me a second to realize part of that was my own reaction. I've been on the receiving end of that kind of attention.


"Arguably, worse," Rapture replied. "This was someone who protected her at her most vulnerable. Gave her a new sense of purpose."


"Even better," Minerva added. "Someone that the Protectorate, in its infinite bullshit, made into a hero. At least when Jack came along, everyone knew he was a fucking monster."


"Someone that we removed from the picture," Taylor muttered.


"Exactly," Rapture replied. "If not for a few events. Zach being one of them. Knowledge of Cauldron being another. I have little doubt she'd have attempted suicide in the near future. As it stands... that's functionally what she's done. Attempted suicide, but without the goodbyes."


FearConcern. I looked at Taylor. No, that wasn't directed at Emma. It was for Lisa. She looked at me. PatientDiscretion. Ah, she wanted me to keep that quiet for now. I could do that.


"Yeah," Minerva agreed. "Already covered that a bit last night. The powers, the shit she went through to get them. That's not something a person who wants to live does."


"She's fixated on Pantheon, on being what she thinks a 'real hero' is, in order to provide herself a sense of self worth," Rapture explained.


"Are you trying to say we should let her join?" Zach asked, sounding very much against that idea.


"God, no," Rapture corrected. "What you should do is force her into therapy. Let actual professionals try to break her of this obsession with power and give her a sense of purpose that doesn't involve her building a sense of self worth based on violence."


"But," Taylor supplied.


"But that's not going to happen," she confirmed. "She knows some important secrets about your team, and everything my power is telling me screams that you can't afford to reveal them. You have to either keep her here of her own free will, or you would have to kill her." There was an unspoken 'and me' at the end of that sentence.


She continued after that brief pause. "All of that is before starting the quagmire that is parahuman psychology. Parahumans universally have exaggerated responses to emotional stimuli. Highs are higher, lows are lower. Therapy guided toward normal people is only barely effective, and shows diminishing results with time. If anything, parahumans have an opposite response toward aggression and violence than the baseline human norm. It's often a calming mechanism that fosters pleasurable emotions."


The Passengers, I realized. Nothing we didn't already know.


"We're stuck with her because we can't give her to anyone else," Minerva stated. "And we have to put her abilities to use or it'll just drive her even more insane. And that's not even the most fucked up part."


"She volunteered to let me use my specialty," Rapture finished. "No surprise she figured it out. She was willing to let me rewrite her memories and personality to be, as she put it, 'more useful'."


RealizationDiscomfort. My eyes meant Taylor's. Her hand moved over and gripped mine. We were both conspicuously aware of the bracer on my arm.


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A/N- Seriously though, Emma's fucked in the head.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 101


"So, we're keeping her? No choice in the matter?" Zach muttered. Fuck, and he's suppose to be the untouchable one. "Brain rewrite is still off the table?"


HorrorDisgust. "No." It was a single word that allowed no argument. Taylor's stance was absolute, and I agreed with her. "We are not unmaking someone just so we can keep a puppet with their face. A minor alteration, maybe, and then only if it was essential. But we're not rewriting three years of her memories just to... what would it even accomplish? We'd still remember everything she's done, and she wouldn't even know what or why we hated her for it."


"She's right," I agreed. "Sounds like a Twilight Zone episode. And those never end well for anyone."


"It really does," Taylor nodded. "She gets to undo all the shit she's been through. Then her new, innocent, copy gets to live with the aftermath. It's more a punishment for us than her. No. Emma lives with what she's done. Hopefully remorsefully."


"That's a bit much to hope for," Minerva stated. "She knows what she's done was wrong, in the same way a puppy knows it's in trouble. She doesn't get the 'why'. Too caught up in her own personal problems to stop and consider the problems of others."


"Fine," Taylor muttered. AngerVindictiveDistaste. "Not like I'd have believed her even if she was sincere."


"Satisfied that they're not going to go all revenge fest the moment you leave?" Minerva asked Rapture.


She nodded. "I am now," she agreed. "Them, at least. As long as they promise to keep you from doing anything. You're one of those people who takes it more personally when someone you care about is hurt than when you're hurt. It makes you a much bigger problem than they are, in some situations."


"Pretty sure everyone here knows that," Tattletale responded back. ResignationAnnoyance. I nodded in agreement.


"They do," she countered. "You don't. Not really."


"Pointing your power at me?" Tattletale smiled. "We can both play that game, you know."


"There was a time..." She sighed, standing. "But that's not important. When was the last time you used your power on yourself?"


Lisa just stared, disbelievingly, at Rapture's back as she walked away.


"I... uh... probably don't need to be there for when you talk to Emma," Rey said, looking between us and Rapture. "I just work here and all that, y'know."


"It's fine," I said, not sensing any disagreement from Taylor. And not caring what Lisa thought, if she was thinking anything at all right now. "But if she just broke our thinker, I'm going to have to ask her to get us a new one of equal or greater value."


He rushed after her, and I looked over at the eerily quiet blond. Holy shit, someone actually shut Tattletale up.


WorryConfusion "Lisa?" Taylor asked. "Are you still in there?"


"Uh... yeah," she muttered. "Yeah. She wasn't bluffing. She actually does use her power on herself."


"That probably means more to you than us," I said. A bit dismissive, probably, but we had other things to worry about. "Taylor and I are going to go deal with our errant tinkers."


"Yeah," Lisa muttered. "You guys go do that. If you need me, I'm gonna be in my room."


....


"Okay," I sighed. FocusResolve. "They're waiting." I clasped Taylor's hand and made the room open. They were currently shoulder to shoulder over a workbench, covered in gunk.


"Or not," Taylor muttered.


"You're suppose to be in trouble, Riley," I told her. "Not playing with your new project."


"But we're making some really cool breakthroughs!" Emma insisted, turning to face us. She was so covered in gunk that I identified her 'mode' by eyes radiating black. "I solved your energy transfer needs for the ultralisks. Even improved on the zerglings. And we've almost completed an organic copy of Chariot's antigrav tech. In a couple more weeks, we can build living things that do antigravity."


"It's true," Riley agreed. "Emma's helped me with so many things. We might even be able to build a way around the Taboo."


I froze. Oh god damn it. That would solve so many problems, and yet this precedent was a bad one. "Riley," I said. "You are not going to bribe us into forgetting what's happened here. I set down rules when you first got here. About using your powers without my permission. Emma may have volunteered, but that's beside the point. You made a promise. You broke that promise. You lied to me. And you know what that means."


Riley stood there, also covered in goo. Her eyes started watering. "You... I..."


"It was my idea!" Emma interrupted. "I wanted powers. I needed them. All she did was make sure it went as well as possible. Punish me for it, if you have to."


"She gave you money," Taylor said dryly. "Plus that fucking spider bot. God only knows what they can do with that thing. She's as responsible for it as anyone."


"Do you even know what I was going to do?" I asked. "What I told her the first day. That I'd take away her powers for something like this."


Emma froze. "Y-you can do that?" she asked.


"Not even difficult," I answered. "Might not work on you, but it'll work on any natural parahuman."


"But you need her! You need both of us!" she insisted. "I know what the Passengers are. How they work. I might even be able to figure out how to find them, if you give me a chance. You have to! We worked so hard for this! She did it because she loves you." IncredulityAngerBetrayal.


I looked at the little girl. The monster that happily impaled Mark and drove me to the brink of insanity. Looking up at me with desperation and fear. Every so often, I even forgot that about her. What she was, what she'd done. I'd even come to think of her as a kind of family. But I never thought there was love between us.


Taylor's arm wrapped around me. ConcernSupport.


Emma's right. Riley does love me. The feeling was not any kind of mutual, at best I was concerned about her and terrified of her, but I didn't love her.


Taylor spoke, taking command. I felt the emotional backlash as she fell back on 'Skitter', pushing negative emotions into our bond. I focused on pushing through. If she needed to use me as a crutch right now, then that's what I'd be. "You want to be a part of this? Fine. Your conditions are as follows. Everything you do that involves people goes through us for approval. That rule goes for both of you." They nodded.


"Riley, you keep in mind that you're suppose to be a good girl. Emma is not a good person, and listening to her ideas is only going to get you in trouble." Riley nodded, Emma looked away.


"And Emma?" She looked back. "You give a full confession and apology." Emma went to start speaking. "Not to me. I honestly don't care that much, even if I believed you in the first place. Your confession will be public. Spontaneous if you like, or write a speech, get help with it, whatever you need to do. I don't even care if you mean a single word of it. You manipulated people against me for years. You manipulated Riley against Amelia. Now use that skill for something useful for a change."


"Okay," she nodded. "I can do that, Taylor."


"And then it's the last time," she continued. "You want to convince me you've changed? Then you might want to actually feel bad about what you've done. And stop doing it. That goes for both of you."


Taylor turned and left the room. I looked at them both, even as I could finally relax thanks to the emotional pressure Taylor was putting out started to fade a little. She anger and sadness was still there, but Taylor was accepting it instead of hiding it in our link.


"She's right, Riley," I said. "You need to learn to be better than this. You should have told me what you were doing. Lying to me and hurting Taylor are things Bonesaw would do. You can't be someone who does those things anymore."


I turned and chased after Taylor. Hopefully some of that would get through to them.


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A/N- No one ever noted that I had Emma use Rapture's little empathy manipulation here.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 102- Riley


My mind wasn't really on the antigravity project. I was still replaying earlier in the evening. Big Sister and Taylor. I disappointed her. I disappointed both of them. I hurt them and it made me hurt. I had to work extra hard on this so they knew I was sorry, but I couldn't concentrate.


"Are you okay?" Emma asked me.


"Are you okay?" Missy asked Clarice. "You're kinda zoning out again."


"Yes," I answered them both. "I just have a lot to think about."


"It's about the real you, isn't it?" Missy asked. The real me? I wonder. To Lisa, the real me is one of the most terrifying things that hasn't actually managed to destroy a city. And even then, not for lack of trying. Missy doesn't know the real me, she only knows Clarice. I want to be Clarice. For her. For Amelia. I don't want to be Bonesaw.


"It is," I answered. Clarice was still standing, the automated systems I'd built into her allowed her to be almost completely independent, except the lack of any brain function. We'd finished our homework and were now simply stretching our legs. Missy's exercise program, which I kept her company on. "You knew from the beginning, didn't you?"


"Ever since I first saw you on Bella," she confirmed. "It wasn't the real Taylor, either. That's how Chariot was able to spot the pair of you before I did. Kind of a weakness of my power, not being able to sense nonhumans. It's a different version of the M4s you showed off on the news, right?"


"Different model," I answered. "This current version is M7C." I had Clarice gesture over the body.


Meanwhile, I was looking over the newest design with Emma. We hadn't quite perfected the antigravity tech. Part of the problem was that Chariot and Kid Win, the tinkers that actually understood this stuff, couldn't be allowed to work in this lab. Too likely to discover me. Emma made a fine bridge, of course, explaining the details in a way I could use properly. More importantly, she could use it. My skill was in augmenting biology with technology. It was a broad spectrum of talents, to be certain. But building new life, the way Rey and Amelia and Emma could do, or understanding the intrinsic way brains function the way Cranial and Rapture did, these were not talents of mine. To say nothing of the frustrating Taboo barrier.


"You're going to show me who you really are, sometime, right?" Missy asked. "It's hard knowing a friend is keeping such a huge secret from me."


"Big Sister doesn't want me to," I admitted to her. "She wants me to keep that a secret from you, but she's upset because I kept a different secret from her."


Missy frowned. A few sensors in Clarice tripped off their alerts. Her heart rate went up, her pupils dilated. A sign of strong negative memories. "That's how parents act, sometimes. They can be dumb about things. You'll learn that as you get older."


I frowned, and Clarice mimicked it.


"Are you sure you're okay?" Emma asked. I nodded, Clarice did not.


"I kept a pretty bad secret from her," I said. "And now she hates me. So I'm going to make her something really nice so she wants me back. Then we'll be friends again."


"That's not how it works," Missy said, looking at me. "You don't become friends just because the other person is useful to you. You become friends because you treat each other good."


"But what about the pegasus I promised you?" I asked. "That's how we became friends."


She sighed. "Is that what you think?" I didn't need Clarice to tell me that was rhetorical. "I'm friends with you because you're funny and smart and nice to be around. Sure, having a flying horse would be awesome, but that isn't necessary. Did you give Theo any cool stuff?"


I stopped and thought about it. "Well, Amelia gave him a tune up so he could get into shape faster," I answered. "But other than that, his power doesn't really work in a way that we can improve."


Missy frowned. "Okay, nevermind. He's never done anything 'useful' for me. He's nice to me and doesn't expect anything other than that I'm nice to him."


"Reproductive imperative," I answered. "He's a strong candidate as a viable mate for-"


"Eww!" Missy shouted. "Just. No. First, I'm thirteen. Second, I don't expect to live long enough to have children. Third, I don't even want kids."


"Oh," I said. "Is this why Amelia said they wouldn't get married until all the Endbringers are gone?"


"I have no idea," she answered. "Before last night I thought they were, y'know, lesbians. Now I think they're just weird. But let's get back on track. I like Theo because he's a good person. Just like I like Jenny because she's nice. She doesn't have any powers or anything 'useful', she's just nice."


"She says her brother's got a crush on me," I told her.


"Her brother, most of the other boys in the school, and probably a lot of the girls," Missy added. "You're like the second coming of Glory Girl. Only I think you're nicer than her, even if you don't realize it."


"Really?" I asked "Why?"


"Well," she smiled. "You did basically throw Theo at me. Don't think I didn't realize that you were over there playing 'matchmaker'. I'm pretty sure Theo figured it out, too. So, here's a question, miss 'reproductive imperative'... why would you do that for me? If he's such a catch, wouldn't you be better off keeping him for yourself? Or is there someone else you think's better?"


I paused. That was a really good question. Sure, my body hadn't matured to that point yet, but it was only a matter of time. I had no interest in halting my biological development. "Because I wanted you to be happy," I finally said.


"Exactly," Missy replied. "That's what friends are, people who want you to be happy, and who you also want to be happy. Sure, you can build teams off of 'useful' and 'not useful', and probably should. We'd be pretty bad friends if we tried to make Jenny fight supervillains."


I laughed, and with me Clarice. Emma just looked at me funny, and went back to explaining an electromagnetic coil system that was needed to divert gravitons, creating a bubble in which gravity didn't exist, or at least was greatly diminished. We'd start there and then work on more complex gravity channeling technologies over the course of potentially weeks. It wouldn't be ready by the time the next Endbringer battle occurred, but the one after we'd be ready.


"That doesn't mean we can't be friends with her, that just means we can't have her on a team with us, for her own safety and ours," Missy explained.


Clarice nodded. It made sense. Jenny wasn't really my friend, not like Missy was. But I wouldn't want her to be hurt. I hurt a lot of people that had friends. Emma was suppose to be Taylor's friend, and hurt her. Missy would never do that to me. I... I couldn't do that to Missy. "I'm not a good person," I finally told Missy. "I've done bad things. I still do bad things."



Missy just looked at me. "What did you do?"


"I can't say," I answered. My memories went back to my projects, my art. There were too many for me to remember, even if I had bothered to learn their names in the first place. They were meat, not people. Not anymore. Working on Emma was one thing, she volunteered. The ones before. I'd almost taken apart Taylor, who later became the only person who made my Big Sister happy. How many others had I stolen happiness from for my projects?


"I can't tell you without breaking my promise to my Sister," I told Missy. "I already broke my promise not to hurt more people. I broke my promise to my mommy to be a good girl."


"They said your mother was killed by the Slaughterhouse Nine?" Missy asked.


"Yes," I answered. And my father, and Drew, and Muffles. And a lot of other people. A lot of them I killed.


"Okay," Missy said. "You don't have to talk about it. Amelia saved you from them."


Saved? Did she? "Yes."


"Then I don't need to know," Missy said. "You can tell me later, but Amy saved you and now you're my friend. That's enough." She put her hand on Clarice's arm. I couldn't feel it, because I couldn't run the sensory overlay while still doing other stuff in the lab, but the gesture was appreciated. It would be nice to be able to hug my friend with my own arms for once.


"She's still mad at me," I said. "How do I make her not be anymore?"


Missy shrugged. "I don't know. Amy has always tried being nice to everyone, even if her bedside manner left a lot to be desired. Have you tried apologizing? Not bribing her. Just. Admit you made a mistake and tell her you feel bad."


Would that work? "I'll try it," I agreed. "You're really smart at this stuff."


She patted Clarice's head. "As smart as you are, it's easy to forget you're so young sometimes."


"I have to go home now," I told her. "The changeling still needs time to heal, and I have my chores to do."


"Oh, okay," she agreed. "Thanks for helping me with my homework."


"What are friends for?" I asked. I guided Clarice outside and it wasn't long before she was speeding home on autopilot. Sure, Missy could have made it faster, but she still had a secret identity to worry about. Besides, it was good to let people know we were still around doing our thing. Just because everyone knew robbing someone now meant getting buried in cockroaches and centipedes, that didn't mean the rest of us couldn't show off once in a while.


Meanwhile, I set down the device I was working on. Emma looked at me. "We're not going to finish?"


"It's getting late," I said. "Besides, Vista told me this wouldn't help make Big Sister love me again."


"Shadow Stalker said Vista was-"


"She's my best friend," I interrupted. "And she says that friends are friends because they want each other to be happy, not because they're useful. I want Amelia to be happy, and I have to let her know. We'll get back to work tomorrow."


"Okay," Emma said quickly. I frightened her. Good. "Okay, you go ahead. I'll finish here and then head home."


I went to my shower room. The one that no one else wanted to use, even though it was so much faster and more efficient. They used normal, stupid, showers instead. Dropping the lab outfit in the trash, where it would quickly be digested, I climbed in, letting the system clean me thoroughly before I put on my normal clothes.


I found Amelia in her room, with Taylor. They already knew I was coming, of course. Taylor's power was easy enough to fool thanks to there being so much she was tracking, and how much of her perception was centered on that empathic bond. I wished I could study it further, but the Taboo got in the way. There was so much we could learn about how the Passengers worked with one another, if not for the that.


"What is it?" Big Sister asked.


"I..." I started, then I went up and hugged her. Part so she was in contact, and part because I really wanted to. "I'm sorry. I wanted to help you because we needed better energy tech and we didn't have anyone and Emma wanted to help. I didn't think about how it might hurt you."


I was good at reading people, and I could tell the point where Taylor realized, through Amelia, that I was telling the truth. She didn't really like me, and I knew that. It didn't really matter to me before now. But she made Big Sister happy. I moved my arm and hugged Taylor as well. "I'm sorry for everything I did to you, too."


Taylor put a hand on my shoulder. It wasn't quite a hug, but it was the closest she'd ever come. I thought back to what I'd done to her, and with it what I'd done to others. I would have another nightmare, tonight. I could already tell. "Can I stay in your room tonight?"


Amelia froze. She was reading my emotions, much as she did with Taylor, only not quite so directly. She couldn't share my feelings, but she would know what they were. She knew I was sorry, and she knew I was scared. She was going to say yes. She looked at Taylor for permission.


"It's okay," Taylor said. "I should go home anyway. I think my dad might be getting the wrong idea about us."


Amelia laughed, and I was glad. Even if I didn't get the joke.


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A/N- Man. You can just carve the forshadowing in this chapter with a knife.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 103


The last day of school was a formality. Class, such as it was, existed only to give us an ad-hoc report card that was more or less to pretend we'd learned anything. Three weeks of classes we were graded as if it were an entire year. Sure, I suppose a few classes mattered. A refesher on math probably helped for next year. If there even was a next year. A chance to say goodbye to friends, swap numbers if we hadn't already. Schools were being reopened elsewhere soon enough that everything would be back to as close to normal as could be expected in a post-Leviathan city.


"So," I said slowly as I leaned against Taylor under what we had basically claimed as 'our tree'. "Given any thought about school next year? Or month, as the case may be?"


"Kinda," she admitted. "It's nice to have things be normal again. I was always good at school, and now I'm like a dozen times better."


"Cheaty powers," I smiled up at her. "So unfair."


"Well," she smiled back. "I can't turn a dead world green in a matter of weeks, so I have to get by any way I can."


"It's only most of North America so far. And you're as essential to the terraforming project as any of us," I nuzzled against her. "After all, you're the one who sets the spore birds on their way."


"Schoolgirl by day, superhero by night, world's worst girlfriend in the evening, and glorified cropduster pilot once every couple days," she joked.


"Oh, that's not true," I laughed. "There's gotta be, like, at least three girlfriends out there worse than you."


"Speaking of which," she said. "We're not going to stop the exercise routine just because school's out. I expect you up at the same time tomorrow for our jog."


My lungs hurt just thinking about it. "Great," I muttered.


"Don't complain," she laughed. "You're getting better at an incredible rate. We almost hit a mile today, and we started less than a week ago." RealizationWorryRegret. "Umm... must be all the fresh air you get in that tree."


I'm in such good shape because my lower half was blown off and replaced, I thought. "No sense in letting it go to waste," I agreed, avoiding the topic. Something we could avoid thinking about, so we did.


Instead, I changed the subject. "So, any thoughts on our first meeting with the new PRT director? Or our response to Emma's apology when it finally goes up. They still haven't dug all the way into mine and Clarice's backgrounds."


She offered a bit of a smile. "That's mostly Lisa's job. I prefer to wing it. More natural that way. The Director's going to be with PRT and Protectorate capes, not the general public. I doubt I'll be wowed speechless by Emma, when we get around to that. And I already know about you and Clarice. I still think you should announce that last one yourself. Girls go crazy for that whole 'dark past' thing."


"Speaking from personal experience, huh?"


EmbarrassedNostalgia. "Seems to work on you," she answered. "Also Missy. She's been spending a lot of time with Theo."


"Easily the most adorable couple ever," I agreed.


"Oh, and in other news, I think my dad's dating your aunt," she told me.


My mind went blank for a moment. "You're not kidding."


"Nope," she looked up. "I don't think either of them have figured it out, either."


"How does that even work?"


"My dad's pretty oblivious in general," she answered. "And I think Sarah isn't quite ready to look for a new relationship. I mean, sure, the 'cape' life forces you to cope with some really fucked up shit, but it hasn't even been three months. For right now, though, they seem to enjoy each others' company."


"Just don't mention this to Clarice," I warned. "After us, and Theo and Missy, I think she's come to the conclusion that she's an expert matchmaker and might try to 'speed things along'." DreadDisturbed.


"Yeah. We'll put that on the list of things that can never be allowed to happen," Taylor agreed. "Right alongside the chicken flavored crickets idea."


I shuddered.


"Looks like Dennis wants something," she said, pointing out the redhead that was Clockblocker. He looked a bit sheepish.


"Hey, umm," he said after approaching us. "Do you know where Zach-"


"Girls locker room," Taylor answered. AmusementSympathy. "You're better off just writing them off as a lost cause."


"Fuck," he muttered, leaving.


"So, do I even want to know?" I asked.


"Zach stole his underwear," she answered.


I buried my face in my hands. "Okay," I muttered. "New plan based on the chicken crickets. We forcefeed Zach some normal flavored crickets. How's that sound?"


"How about grasshoppers?" she asked. "Those fly and it'll be easier to catch him off guard."


....


"Why'd she have to go?" Zach asked.


"Other work to do," Rey sighed. "I knew she couldn't stay forever. We're going to stay in touch, see each other when we can. It's only a few hours away from Montreal."


"What's she doing up there?" Crystal asked.


"Heartbreaker's children," Lisa answered. UnderstandingWorry. "Lots of them have already triggered, almost all with master powers of one sort or another. Others probably will. They've all been exposed to varying degrees of master effects for pretty much their entire lives. There's literally no one more qualified on the planet to deal with this kind of thing than Rapture, and the second place belongs to Dragon. Who, being Dragon, is already inhumanly busy."


"That's it in a nutshell," Rey answered. "She stayed around about as long as she could get away with."


"But, we're not a priority," Taylor replied. "We've settled down into a 'known element'. Powerful, but not a threat. Haven's had its look at us, and doesn't have enough of an issue to consider it necessary to keep her here watching us."


"It helped that Rapture's been convinced we're not taking the whole 'divinity' thing seriously," he supplied. "They were worried about that. So we're in the realm of 'bad taste', instead of 'dangerous egomaniacs with way too much power'."


"I'll remember to try harder next time," Lisa commented.


"And when Dragon personally requested her help," Rey continued. "Well, it's kinda hard for anyone, especially a tinker, to turn down Dragon."


"So we're back to playing without the adult supervision?" Zach smiled. "I'll go find out what kegs cost these days."


"Do it, and I'll ask Vista and Riley to find a way to stuff you inside it," Crystal threatened.


"Yes mom," Zach whined.


"Also, why does your breath smell like grasshopper?" SurpriseAmusementShock. I smiled. My cousin always did know how to go along with a joke.


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A/N- The grasshoppers become a running joke for a while. But that tapers off eventually. Kinda like pranks in real life.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 104- Coi- Calvert


"Thank you for meeting with us on such short notice," I said politely to the members that Pantheon had chosen to be their representatives. Minerva, Gaea, Khepri and their newest recruit, the supervillain Blasto.


I, meanwhile, had Triumph and Miss Militia flanking me. Truly a pity, honestly, that the rest of the PRT was trying to remove our members. A logical move, but one that merely put me in charge of PRT soldiers, instead of in control of proper parahumans. Now that Assault and Battery were moving to New York to make up for Legend's absence, this left me with two Protectorate heroes and four Wards. Granted, it also left me with nothing to use them for.


"We should be the ones thanking you," Minerva responded expertly. "I empathize with how difficult it must be, cleaning up your predecessor's mistakes."


"Yes," I said with a practiced neutral demeanor, breaking timelines. There was no real purpose in using different lines. We were both going off of a script, if a somewhat ad-libbed one. We would be polite, negotiating without making any promises or concessions. Something of critical value that I could present to the other Directors. "I apologize on behalf of the PRT for your troubles. I worked with Director Piggot many times over the years, without realizing how unstable she was."


"I must apologize as well," Miss Militia interjected. I had suggested she should, when we had the opportunity. Putting more blame on Piggot, and of course allowing Pantheon to be suitably gracious.


I really shouldn't have underestimated Tattletale when I had her under my control. Or Skitter, for that matter. Truly, my first real mistake was being so forceful in my recruiting practices. Followed by letting them know about Dinah. Some days, I wondered if I should have kept the other path that day. In which the Travelers and Undersiders all survived, at the expense of Jack Slash, Bonesaw, and Siberian escaping. I wasn't even certain what differences I caused that created such a massive divergence. To call it frustrating would be an understatement.


"It's really not your fault," Gaea answered. "Either of you. It's just good to have everything in the open so something like this doesn't happen in the future."


"It may yet prove to be a master effect," Minerva responded, though we all knew better. "And thus not truly Director Piggot's fault. Still, I feel it highlights a flaw in the PRT's regulations that a single unhinged individual could cause such trouble. And that the parahumans that worked closest to her didn't feel comfortable reporting their concerns. If Legend or any member of the Protectorate under her command had someone to go to with their misgiving, we might have avoided this disaster outright."


"I'll mention your thoughts to the other Directors," I offered. Again, part of the plan.


....


"They want us to grant more autonomy to the Protectorate?" Tagg scoffed. "Dictating terms to us."


I remained my usual passive self. My other self started with the possibility of M4s for our own forces, and this one with their request first and then leading into the offer. Psychologically, the responses would be significantly different despite containing all of the same information. Conventional wisdom was often split on whether to lead with the bad or the good in a negotiation, and both had merit. I had the advantage of testing both.


"As I understood it," Costa-Brown mused. "They didn't dictate a thing. They simply stated a source of trouble and their opinions on how to fix it. I must say, Director Calvert, you've managed to repair relations with Pantheon and the rest of Brockton Bay in record time. I had feared it would take years to regain goodwill in the region. At this rate, it may only take months."


"Thank you, Chief Director," I said. With a modicum of surprise. "More than that, Minerva's suggestion is for the heads of the Protectorate to have functionally equal rank to the PRT Director of a region."


"That defies the whole function of having a Protectorate," Tagg countered.


"I am aware of that," I answered. "I've also seen their remote control soldiers in action."


"Did they impress you enough to believe it's worth the loss of control over the Protectorate?" Armstrong asked.


"More," I answered. "It is my belief that a mere two hundred per major city would be enough to render the Protectorate nearly redundant."


"Excuse me?" Costa-Brown asked. "Our intel didn't indicate they had that kind of ability. In terms of the effectiveness of the M4s, or their ability to mass produce them."


"Their current M4s do not," I confirmed. "They've acquired a new tinker, she has helped design an upgrade they're calling the 'M6'. Their capabilities are significantly better, to the point that they are individually superior to many parahumans. If we had them during Elisburg, we would have won the encounter."


....


"This is Emma," Minerva supplied, gesturing to the new girl. Solid red coloration, including glowing eyes. A case 53? I had no knowledge of her. Tattletale didn't brief me, wanted to disrupt me, for nothing more than her own amusement. That frustrating b-. It was actually not a bad tactic. I didn't have to feign surprise if I actually was surprised, and there's no reason I should know about this girl. I must have stood there not saying anything for too long, because Minerva spoke up again. "Yes, that Emma, from the news."


Ah, her. That gave me a basis to respond. "And you accepted her into your organization?" The question was directed mainly at Khepri, of course.


"She wants to atone for her mistakes," Khepri stated. "She'll be issuing a formal, public apology at some point in the near future. For now, she's our foremost expert in upgrading our biotechnology to anti-Endbringer status. Go ahead, Emma, explain the new designs."


"First," the girl said in an energetic, teenager voice. "The power system has been greatly improved. Allowing us to add greater customization to the armor. Stealth systems, superior sensory abilities, even flight capability in the near future. That advancement is why we scrapped the M5s and moved onto the M6 without releasing the prior design."


"We've also designed portable suit building systems," Khepri added. "Right now, you can take them anywhere, set them up, and they'll grow M4s as matter is fed into them. Once the M6 is designed, we'll be able to distribute seeds that the growth pods will absorb and start growing the new designs. An average landfill should be able to provide at least a hundred of them. More as you supply heavier elements. If any are damaged, simply throw them back into the feed system and they'll be digested and replaced."


....


"They allowed one of the individuals who tortured Khepri into a Trigger Event on the team?" Gutierrez asked incredulously. "Are we sure the Emma story isn't a fabrication? Some kind of media stunt?"


"Unlikely," I answered. I was aware of some of Skitter's school history before the information became public. "It appears Miss Barnes triggered due to stress from the story coming out. She's locked in a permanent breaker state of a sort, which my analysts believe might be a psychological fear of being seen in her natural form. I find it unlikely they have the wherewithal to fabricate that."


"Fits their psych profiles," Costa-Brown agreed. "Pantheon has a predictable pattern. They treat their enemies with merciless brutality, and their allies with what might be considered excessive generosity. A similar pattern to what was shown by the Undersiders. The most obvious conclusion is that this is Khepri's influence."


"Much like the divinity they took as their theme," Armstrong agreed. "As long as people are complying with their desires, they're magnanimous. When not, they range from actively hostile, to a kind of passive aggressiveness that might even be more devastating than a straightforward attack."


I frowned. It was, essentially, what they'd done to me. I opposed them. They destroyed me. Then they recruited me and gave me almost everything I wanted, as long as I promoted their goals. It had cost me my grip on the underworld of Brockton Bay, if only because there no longer was an underworld. It cost me Dinah Alcott. But, indeed, I was in position as a PRT Director. With my power and Pantheon's support, I could easily become one of the most influential Directors. So long as I was subor- partnered with them.


"Speaking of passive aggressive attacks," Niles frowned. "They have us over a metaphorical barrel."


Tagg's voice didn't hide a small amount of scorn, which everyone chose to ignore. "Care to share your thoughts?"


"These new machines, if they're a match for even moderate ranked parahumans, could render the PRT entirely obsolete. A city typically has an active police officer per four hundred to one thousand people, depending on a number of factors. The largest cities can easily have over ten thousand police. If they can provide enough M6s to give every officer their own."


"It would render us obsolete," Costa-Brown concluded. "Even the M4s are valid in combat against most capes, with enough numbers. A large city could potentially field thousands of them."


"And police officers face fewer restrictions than the PRT," Tagg concluded. "They can enforce standard crime and if they happen to encounter a cape in the process, even one out of costume, then there's no repercussions beyond what that parahuman can inflict. Which is, at worst, the destruction of something that's grown out of compost and scrap metal."


"Or respond with lethal force against villains without need for a kill order," Niles added. "Resisting arrest during a crime is all it truly requires to justify lethal force in many parts of the United States."


Costa-Brown interrupted. "I find it suspicious that Pantheon's... request... comes so soon after Dragon made her own ultimatum about cleaning house, as she put it. It seems likely that Pantheon and the Guild have coordinated this between them."


I hid my surprise. I wasn't aware of that. Was Pantheon? If so, why didn't they tell me? Did they want me to look st-. They must not have known. I would inform them later. "Possibly," I answered. "Dragon did have a private communication with Pantheon near the end of June. As well, Pantheon is providing protection and other assistance to the precog Dinah Alcott."


"So they're blackmailing us," Tagg said darkly. "And it sounds like you're going to give into it."


The Chief Director frowned. "We can hardly call it blackmail," she said. "Closer to bribery, with an implicit threat that if we won't accept their terms, they'll find someone else who will. This might cost us some discretionary funding in the overhaul, tie our hands with how we handle the Protectorate, but ultimately it sounds like it might be worth it."


"I agree," Gutierrez stated. "I think that simply the agents we lose in battle with parahumans is enough of a motivator. Hundreds of men and women each year. Even without considering the superhuman capabilities of the M4 or M6, their value as disposable targets cannot be overstated."


"The morale and public relations value is nothing to ignore, either," I offered. "Capturing or killing a parahuman at the cost of even one of our men is a tragedy that taints the victory and makes it much harder to convince the public that it's worth the effort. We could sacrifice a thousand M6s on a mission and still call it a complete success as long as we achieve our objective."


Niles chimed in next. "We can pull funding out of our other costs, as well. Combat pay, injury costs and medical leave for example. Probably make recruitment drives easier as well. There's little downside to this, aside allowing more parahuman autonomy. Which isn't as problematic as it could be, as our entire field model would change. The PRT would be able to lead in the field, with the Protectorate as our backup, instead of the other way around."


"All things well worth considering. I think we should at least hear the full extent of what Pantheon and Dragon are asking for," Costa-Brown replied. "It costs us nothing to listen, except our time. Niles, I'd like you to head a committee to determine where we can pull funding from. Director Calvert, thank you for your contribution thus far. I trust you're up to the task of engaging Pantheon on this topic in the future?"


"Yes, ma'am," I responded. I was being all but handed a victory here. If only it was really mine instead of th- ours. A shared success. "It may be some time before they're ready to commit, however. They seem to be devoting most of their attention to the Endbringers."


"An understandable priority," Costa-Brown nodded.


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A/N- This chapter is one of my personal favorites. I feel it captures the sort of 'the more you think about it, the less comfortable you feel' vibe I go for in this fic.

 

[TanaNari]

Amelia, Ch 105- Taylor

To the concerned citizens of the Youth Guard.​

​

I would like to thank you for the advice you have provided on the handling of young parahumans. The list of regulations you have negotiated on behalf of the Wards over the years has been an unpleasant enlightenment as to the disturbing risks of abuse and neglect that other organizations have shown in the past. Hopefully the information herein will show we take the lessons of the past to heart.​

​

To begin with, Pantheon would like to make it clear that we are not a military or police organization. We are not government funded, and we have no legal authority beyond that of any other recognized independent hero team. All members of our organization are volunteers. There are no contracts or obligations binding our members to us, and they are free to refuse any request or to leave permanently at their own volition.​

​

We encourage our members to avoid the traditional superhero lifestyle. Instead preferring to champion such examples as Parian and Dinah Alcott, who use their talents for peaceful and lucrative businesses that they manage themselves. We discourage vigilantism and have taken highly publicized steps to remove the need for young superheroes, or indeed anyone, to risk their lives against such things as mere street crime.​

​

For all Pantheon members who desire 'field' experience, we recognize the excitement and romanticism some feel for the vigilante tradition. Furthermore, we have nothing but respect and admiration for those who step forward and provide aid during the Endbringer conflicts. For these members, we still consider safety our highest priority. As such we have standard protocols applying to our members during hazardous situations.​

​

Unless rendered meaningless by their powers, all members are provided hermetically sealed full coverage armor. This generic outfit compares to other tinker armor at a value greater than two hundred thousand dollars, and provides at least partial protection against most forms of attack. In addition, we often customize armor for specific parahumans, such as Khepri's Matriarch, Eki's Radiant, Gaea's Dryad, and my own Huntress. Use of this equipment in the field is non negotiable.​

​

Our commitment to encouraging the student members of our organization to excel in school will take time to demonstrate fully. We believe the decision of our own leadership to return to school proves our intentions. A decision which resulted in Khepri's civilian identity being compromised. Despite the media circus that ensued, she chose to finish the school year. In this, as with everything, Pantheon strives to be the leading example of how things could and should be.​

​

Sincerely,​

Minerva.​

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"I can offer no defense for my actions against Taylor," Emma stated for the reporters. "I would like to make it clear that her sexuality wasn't the reason I targeted her. I didn't know she was gay. I, I have problems. Blaming others for my own failures is just one of them. Even now I find myself wanting to blame Sophia for encouraging me and protecting me from the consequences of my actions until it was far, far too late to turn back."


She paused for a moment. She may not be blaming Sophia, but some people would. And they'd blame the Protectorate through her. Or at least Piggot, since the PRT threw her under the bus.


"The simple fact is, Taylor was someone I saw as an easy target, someone I could hurt without fear of repercussions. Someone the teachers didn't care enough about to protect. That was the reason I chose her, and if I hadn't, I would have targeted someone else, instead."


I stood watching her. Amelia stood beside me. SupportConcernLove. I'd already read this speech of Emma's. Knowing it was coming, that helped. Having Amelia here, that helped more. And, if I was honest with myself, my test run of the new, fully functional Ultralisks was a high I was riding on for all it was worth.


The new variants were almost thirty feet tall. Granted, Behemoth was our next fight and he had that beat by half again, but I had two of them and if the fight was 'on schedule', I'd have five more by then. The idea of fighting side by side with Alexandria on the front lines was a thrill. Especially compared to my virtual helplessness against Leviathan.


"It was sick and wrong and I have no excuses," Emma continued in the foreground, putting all her skill at faking sincerity to use. "I see that now. I see a lot of things differently, now. I'm not asking for forgiveness because I don't deserve it. I'm not asking for understanding because I don't think I could explain it if I tried. All I'm asking for is a chance to fix things. To make things right again. That is why I'm here today, and why I am joining Pantheon. So that I can help, and I can try to make up for the things that I've done."


CalmSupport. Oh, I'd been letting it get to me again. I focused on our mantra. Accept and push through. After all, it was that or break the bond. I wasn't about to accept that as an option. Emma stepped back, not bothering to answer questions. That, that would be my job. Our job, I amended, looking at Amelia.


We stepped up to the podium.


"I'm sure you have lots of questions," I started. "We'll see if I can answer them preemptively. Yes, I am accepting her apology, and her offer to help. I've done no small amount of wrongs in my life. I robbed a bank using deadly spiders as a threat to terrify innocent people. I helped attack a party that at least some people in this audience attended. Acts of terror and violence, not unlike what I'd suffered at the hands of my attackers. To claim my motives were better is hollow at best. I could hardly ask for others to forgive me if I can't do the same in their shoes. And I owe a great deal to the forgiveness of at least one of my victims."


I reached over and grabbed Amelia's hand. As it stood, I really was touched deeply by her forgiveness. Even if it didn't quite extend to Tattletale, yet. Then again, mine didn't extend to Riley, either. Amelia was getting there, that would have to be enough for now.


"There's a story going around that she hit you with a fire extinguisher when you first met," One of the reporters asked. "Is that true?"


Oh god, that story. "It's true," Amelia answered. "And I'll do it again if she gets too uppity." That earned a few chuckles. When did she start telling jokes like that? "But of course it's true that I've forgiven her for that. I hope others can do the same."


"Do you extend the same forgiveness to Legend?" one of the reporters asked. Expected question, if not an expected path to get there.


"Of course," I answered. "One of the unfortunate flaws in any military system is a fear of contradicting a superior officer. Legend has otherwise proven nothing but honorable and steadfast in fighting the good fight. One mistake shouldn't be allowed to destroy that legacy."


"Dragon credited you with helping develop the anti-master drug," another asked. "How does it work, and are you planning to develop it further?"


Amelia's question to answer. "I can't share how it works," she answered first. "Security reasons. I would rather avoid others designing an antidote to our antidote, as I'm sure you can understand. Further development of the treatment is on hold for the time being, although it is a project we will visit again in the future. For now, we are dedicating all our efforts to the coming Endbringer battle."


"So Pantheon does still intend to show for that fight?"


Amelia looked at me and nodded. EncouragementYield. She preferred that I handle this. "Yes," I answered. "We have a number of new weapons and strategies prepared for the next attack. M4s intended to assist search and rescue. New variants on insect life that I will be able to use to fight the monsters more directly. When Behemoth appears, we will be ready for him."


"Care to share any of these weapons?"


"Absolutely," I answered. "But only one for now, we'd be here all day otherwise."


The ground shifted and opened, a tunnel to our zergling pits. I selected one of the variants and let it up the path. "This is a shadowcat," I informed them as they got a good look at the six legged tiger-like creature. Or, it would be like a tiger if it wasn't hairless and covered in black chitin. "With a top running speed of almost sixty miles an hour, and a fifty foot vertical leap, it's an effective mover. It is also a powerful combatant that ranks a brute five. In addition, it can track tremors in the ground to follow Behemoth's path, and the sails absorb radiation."


Blue winglike membranes snapped out from near the shoulders and hips of the creature. "I can't demonstrate for you, as the effect would disrupt your camera equipment. When activated, it creates a powerful electromagnetic field that consumes almost all energy directed through the area, and uses it to boost the Shadowcat's speed and strength. Against Behemoth, it means the safety of all nearby capes. In addition, it will draw Behemoth's electrical attacks. We don't honestly expect they can survive a direct hit from Behemoth. We do expect that sacrificing an easily replaceable decoy to save a human life is an obviously correct decision. Especially as we're likely to have three times as many shadowcats on the field as there will be capes."


Chances are, the reporters wouldn't be as interested in this as the capes who saw this broadcast. And that was fine; we didn't need reporters to show up for the Endbringers. I did have the thing do its leap- thirty feet was actually a very accurate number. We would be attempting to swarm Behemoth with these things, perhaps draining enough energy from around him to lock him down entirely. Probably not, but they weren't the real weapon anyway.


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A/N- That formal letter in the beginning of this chapter sucked to write. Worth the effort. But it was a lot of effort.