Chapter 32: Suspicions
London, Merton, August 17th, 1997
Paul Simms wasn't a violent man, but there were times when he wanted to hit his two best friends. Like today. They were supposed to watch that Japanese sci-fi movie Mark had bought - so bad it was good, Philip had described it - but they were nagging him about his girlfriend instead.
"You know she's cheating on you with her employer. Classic set-up, man." Mark shook his head. "You know how she always gets weird when we ask her about him? 'He's not that old. He's just eccentric, but a good employer'," he tried to imitate Hermione.
Paul clenched his teeth. "She's not sleeping with her employer." Hermione wasn't that kind of girl. He knew her better than that.
"Paul's right. She's working as a call girl," Philip said. "The 'eccentric independently wealthy gentleman' doesn't exist. He's her pimp. That's why she was so evasive about that club he's running."
"What?" Paul stared at him.
"You're an idiot," Mark said. "She's not pretty enough to be an escort!"
"What?" Paul turned to stare at Mark.
"Don't be fooled. I bet she cleans up really well if she makes an effort - Paul would know," Philip said with a grin that Paul wanted to wipe from his friend's face with his fist.
"No. Even if you were right - and I'm not saying you are - she's too smart for that. She'd rather be the mistress of an old rich guy. Safer, pays more and it's much more socially acceptable. That's why her parents are covering for her," Mark declared.
Philip shook his head. "No. Brainy birds like her work as escorts because they are smart, and so their clients can pass them off as lovers - and take them into respectable hotels."
"Are you both crazy?" Paul all but yelled. "Hermione's not like that! And if you continue slandering her, we'll have words! But with my fists!"
Mark held up his hands. "Whoa, whoa, calm down. We're just taking the mickey!"
Philip nodded. "We're not serious."
Paul stared at them for a moment longer, then sat down again. "It's not funny." It wasn't the first time they had crossed lines they shouldn't in one of their arguments without realising it until afterwards.
He saw his two friends glance at each other. "We're just curious why Hermione won't tell us anything about her employer," Philip said.
Mark nodded. "She doesn't have to tell us his name, but what about a few stories?"
"After all, working in such a position for a girl her age is pretty remarkable," Philip added.
"She told us that her employer requires her to be discreet and that she could lose her job if she gossips. We should respect that," Paul said. Not for the first time. But the more he said it, the emptier it sounded to him.
He shook his head. "Now, let's watch the movie."
"You'll love it!" Mark said. "It's a classic. They even made an anime prequel!"
"What? We need to watch that first, then," Philip said.
Mark shook his head. "No, the movie came out first, so it's fine to watch the prequels later. You'll see spoilers otherwise!"
"That makes no sense," Philip retorted. "The prequel is supposed to come first."
"No, no, that's not how it's done. If you start with the prequel, then it's not a prequel, but the first movie of a series. It's only a prequel if you make it after it's nominal sequel."
"That still means it should be watched first." Philip dug in his heels.
"Can we just watch the movie, please?" Paul said. He needed a distraction or he'd keep wondering what Hermione was hiding. And why she didn't trust him enough to confide in him at least a little.
*****
But hours later, when his friends had left and Paul Simms was lying in his bed, he was still wondering. And worrying. The movie hadn't been captivating enough to serve as an effective distraction. Not with his two friends arguing over every little detail.
Paul knew that he wasn't a jealous man. He wasn't like those insecure men who couldn't tolerate their girlfriends being friends with another guy. He winced, remembering how bad Philip had been with his first girlfriend.
Paul also wasn't the sort to suspect his girlfriend of cheating on him just because she didn't share everything she did with him. It wasn't as if he reported everything he did with his friends either.
But his friends were correct - if Hermione didn't have anything to hide she wouldn't keep everything related to her work a secret. She'd at least trust him with something. And she did find older actors attractive.
He sighed, staring at the ceiling of his bedroom. He loved her. She was smart, pretty and witty, and didn't expect him to pay for everything just because they were sleeping together. He smiled, remembering their nights, then frowned. Despite all that, they couldn't go on if she didn't open up to him. He couldn't stand the doubts. The worrying. The secrets.
He clenched his teeth. He would do it. He would confront her. And she would answer his questions.
*****
London, Merton, August 29th, 1997
"Of all the movies we could've seen, you had to pick this one," Hermione Granger said as she sat down in the theatre.
Paul chuckled, though it sounded a little forced to her.
She glanced at him. "Feeling a little guilty for abusing your power?" she said, keeping her tone light - they had a rule that each of them alternately picked the movie for their Friday dates. It avoided arguments over which movie they'd watch. It had worked very well so far, but maybe Paul was trying to change it? He had been a little tense during dinner, too, Hermione recalled.
He shook his head. "No. But maybe a little afraid." He turned his head towards her. "Of your reaction, not the movie."
She huffed. "Just wait until next week. I'll pick the worst movie I can find. Even if we have to travel two hours to a derelict theatre all the way out in zone six."
He laughed. Whatever he had been about to reply remained unsaid as the lights started to dim and the movie began. Hermione silently sighed. Horror movies weren't among her favourites, to say the least.
*****
"I didn't like that movie," Hermione Granger said as soon as they stepped out of the theatre.
"Were you scared?" Paul asked, as he slipped his arm around her waist. He hadn't dared do that during the movie.
She rolled her eyes at him. "Please. Scared by special effects and a plot that so badly combined sci-fi and horror?"
"The effects were good," he retorted. "And the horror elements were well done."
She snorted. She had faced a vampire, and lived. Some cheesy American movie wouldn't scare her. Unless they induced a flashback to that horrible moment when she had been at the mercy of that monster. She shuddered as she remembered how the vampire had bared his fangs at her, right before Sirius killed him.
"Seems like you were a little scared," Paul said.
"I just remembered something scary," she said.
"Oh?"
"An embarrassing moment from my childhood," she lied. "Something I don't like to talk about."
"Ah."
She saw him frown for a moment, before he nodded, accepting it. She smiled as they walked towards his flat.
"I bet you chose this address just because it's so close to the theatre," she joked as they reached his home.
He laughed. "Leaves more time after the date, if we don't have to travel far."
She grinned. "You have to make up for wasting two hours of my life."
She expected him to smile and say he'd do his best, as he usually did, but he simply nodded and held open the door for her.
She held her tongue until they were inside his flat - which was a little hard, after staying quiet for an entire stupid and disgusting movie - but as soon as he closed the door behind them, she spoke. "What's troubling you? You've been acting unlike yourself for the entire evening." When she saw him flinch, she feared the worst.
"We need to talk. Let's sit down."
That sounded like he was breaking up with her. She pressed her lips together and nodded. Neither of them said anything as they went to sit down - she on the couch, he in the matching seat, facing her. She tensed up even more.
"So." He took a deep breath. "We've been together for over half a year now. I like you very much. I love you", he added. "Don't you think I've earned some trust?"
She clenched her teeth. "I assume this is about my job."
He nodded. Stiffly. "Yes." He held up his hand to stop her and continued: "I know that you can't reveal your employer's secrets. I understand that. But I can't understand why you won't even tell me your employer's name. Or what he does."
She drew a hissing breath. "I've told you before that he requires me to be very discreet."
"But your parents have met him."
"Yes." She knew where this was going.
"So why can't I even know his name?" He shook his head. "Don't you trust me at all?"
"It's not my decision," she said.
"Rubbish!" he retorted, leaning forward. She noticed his hands gripping his knees rather tightly. "You make it sound as if he dictates your entire life. And I know that you're not the kind of girl to let anyone dictate her life!"
He was correct, of course - but also wrong. It was illegal to tell him about magic. And while Hermione didn't have the greatest respect for the law, to say the least, she wasn't about to casually break any law related to upholding the Statue of Secrecy. That was akin to committing high treason, as far as the wizarding world was concerned. A much more serious crime than mere murder.
She could understand that Paul was fed up with being kept in the dark - Hermione certainly wouldn't have tolerated that herself. But as much as she liked him - despite his recent antics - she wasn't certain if she liked him enough to involve him, even peripherally, in that part of her life. She didn't love him. Not as she wanted to love a partner. But she liked being with him. And he deserved better than her breaking up with him over this. Not to mention that he might start rumours.
"I'll arrange a meeting with my employer."
If coached extensively, even the dog should manage not to mess up too badly. At least she hoped so. There was always Obliviate, if things went wrong. And she could hex the dog.
Paul smiled, as did she, but things were still tense enough that she went home instead of staying the night.
*****
Oxfordshire, Bones Manor, August 30th, 1997
When Harry Potter arrived at her home, Madam Bones was waiting for him in the entrance hall of her manor. "Welcome, Mr Potter."
"Hello, Madam Bones." He had a feeling that asking her to call him 'Harry' wouldn't go over well. He looked around - they were alone.
"Susan's not expected for another hour." There was a hint of a smile; she probably had noticed that he was relieved. "If you'll follow me to the living room?" She gestured to the open door to her left.
He nodded and followed her. "You have a nice home," he remarked as they passed through a hallway lined with portraits and a few tasteful pieces of art complementing the interior.
"It's been the family home for centuries," she said. "Not unlike your own home, I presume."
He could point out that the Potters hadn't been an Old Family, and that their home had been destroyed by Voldemort, but she was correct that now Grimmauld Place was his home. "Yes."
The living room, too, was arranged perfectly, with the furniture matching the room's walls and paintings. If not for the stack of newspapers and books on the side table, and the row of knick-knacks and photographs on a shelf, he would have wondered if the Boneses actually used the room for anything other than receiving guests.
He had barely sat down on the couch when Madam Bones spoke. "You said that you want to join the Auror Corps after you finish Hogwarts, Mr Potter."
She looked at him as if he were a suspect, Harry thought. "Yes, Ma'am." He nodded.
"Why?"
"Why do I want to become an Auror?" She nodded. Curtly. "Because I want to help make Wizarding Britain a better place," he said.
"Do you think it's a bad country?" A house-elf served them tea, but Madam Bones didn't even glance at the creature. All her attention seemed focused on Harry.
He cleared his throat. "It could be better. Voldemort had far too many supporters. And we didn't get all of them."
"'We'?" She took a sip of her tea without taking her eyes off him. No wonder she had managed to impress even Moody as an Auror, Harry thought.
"The Order and everyone else who fought the Death Eaters." Harry wanted to take one of the scones, but that would mean either breaking eye contact or else risking fumbling about for it.
"Dumbledore founded his Order because he believed that the Ministry couldn't defeat the Dark Lord. Whether he was correct or whether he would have done better to support the legitimate forces of the government is a question that may never be answered. You've alluded in some of your conversations that you might be considered his heir."
It seemed that Madam Umbridge had been telling tales. He frowned. "I mentioned that I was personally trained by the Headmaster, although that's no secret. I never claimed to be his heir."
"Dumbledore apparently spoke very highly of your talents."
Should he act modest or try to use this? He couldn't read her expression. So he shrugged. "He said I was quick to master Occlumency, but he might just have been reassuring me so I wouldn't lose my nerve."
"You mastered Occlumency?" She sounded surprised.
Harry inclined his head. "According to Dumbledore."
He saw her narrow her eyes, as if she doubted him. "That's a rather bold claim. Very few adult wizards ever master that skill. And why would Dumbledore have trained you in it?"
He didn't think mentioning his connection to the Dark Lord would be a good idea. "Voldemort was a master Legilimens. We couldn't risk me giving the plan to defeat him away with a careless glance."
"Are you a Legilimens as well?"
He shook his head. "There was no time to learn that. And it wasn't needed either." The visions he'd had of the Dark Lord had been enough. Fortunately.
"There are alternatives to Occlumency if you want to protect your mind." Bones still sounded doubtful.
"Dumbledore didn't think that they were enough. Not against Voldemort."
"When exactly did he start training you?"
"In my fifth year." Harry suppressed the urge to shrug.
"I see. And how long had Dumbledore known that the Dark Lord hadn't died?"
"Known?" Harry shook his head "I didn't ask. But he must have suspected right after Halloween 1981."
"I see." Now she was frowning again. "And will you follow in his footsteps? Waging your own private war against Malfoy while paying lip service to the law?"
"I intend to ensure that the law's enforced equally, on everyone," he said.
"Do you think this is not the case now?" She was glaring at him.
He didn't flinch. "No."
"I assume that you are talking about your muggleborn friend's conviction."
"She was framed. And instead of exonerating her, she was pardoned." He almost spat the words out. "Expediency before justice. And those who falsely accused her escaped justice yet again."
"So did those who dosed Draco Malfoy with Veritaserum."
He shrugged. "As his victim, I am too biased to comment on that investigation. And of those who might have taken illegal actions on my behalf, both Dumbledore and Snape are dead."
"According to what I've heard, Snape would have been more likely to poison you than help you." Her lips showed a faint, cynical smirk.
"He died fighting the Dark Lord at my side. That should tell you enough about his true loyalties." The thought that praising Snape like that was a means to deflect suspicion away from Harry and his friends let him speak without grimacing.
She shook her head slightly. "If you want to become an Auror, you'll have to follow and enforce the law. I won't tolerate anyone, not even the 'Vanquisher of Voldemort', pursuing a personal vendetta."
He nodded. Curtly. "I've seen what corruption leads to. We almost lost the war against Voldemort because of it. I won't be party to such actions." He took a sip from his now lukewarm tea.
"I'll hold you to that, Mr Potter."
Contrary to his expectations, Harry was relieved when Susan arrived early and the interrogation ended.
*****
London, King's Cross Station, September 1st, 1997
"Enjoy your last year at Hogwarts! Have fun!" Sirius winked at Harry Potter, then hugged him, hard, and whispered: "It's your last year of freedom!"
"Bon voyage, 'Arry!" Jeanne smiled and kissed him on both cheeks.
"Don't wait until the last moment with revising for your N.E.W.T.s!" Hermione said, but she was smiling. And, after a moment, she hugged him.
Harry Potter didn't want to let her go. "You should be on the train with me," he whispered, his face hidden in her hair.
"We've been over this, Harry," she whispered back, and he knew she was pursing her lips.
"I know," he said, then released her. "Keep Sirius in line, will you?"
Hermione and Jeanne nodded while Harry's godfather acted as if he was hurt.
Then Harry got on the Hogwarts Express and found himself a compartment. And locked the door with a few spells before settling down with his copied Auror's Handbook. He didn't expect Ron, Luna and Ginny to arrive until a quarter to eleven at the earliest.
And he wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone, anyway.
*****
"Hi, Harry!"
"Hello!"
"Hi, Ron. Luna." Harry Potter nodded at his two friends as they entered the compartment. He grinned - as expected, less than ten minutes remained until the Express's scheduled departure. And, judging by how close to each other the two were sitting down - Luna was all but crawling into Ron's lap - it was obvious that they had had a much better month than he had. "Where's Ginny?" he asked, once he realised that Ron's sister hadn't arrived with them.
"She's sitting with her roommates," Ron replied.
"She said she didn't want to watch us snog each other for the entire trip," Luna added. She leaned into Ron's side, and he wrapped his arm around her shoulder.
"Ah." Harry didn't want to watch them snog either. Not after watching Sirius and Jeanne flirt and kiss at home, and knowing that Hermione spent every Friday night with Paul the Boyfriend.
"Yeah." Ron shrugged. "She'll come around. She wasn't happy that she was basically alone with Mum and Dad until we returned yesterday."
"And she doesn't have a boyfriend, so she feels left out," Luna added.
"Did you find a Niffler ghost?" Harry tried to change the subject.
"Well, we did find the perfect bait - a very greedy muggle, an 'investment banker' - but, unfortunately, the Niffler ghosts were smarter than expected," Luna said. "They avoided all of our traps."
A muggle investment banker? Traps? "What did you do?" he asked, dreading the answer.
"We found a whole building full of 'investment bankers', in the middle of New York!" Luna said, beaming. Then she pouted. "We had some trouble getting inside, though."
"Yeah. The muggles didn't want any visitors." Ron shook his head. "But we managed to get inside anyway. With a little magic, it was easy."
"And we prepared traps for the ghosts, but we didn't catch any," Luna told him.
"Maybe there weren't any ghosts?" Harry said. "They might not like muggles."
"There were ghosts!" Luna said, nodding emphatically. "The traps kept getting triggered. And even the muggles knew that there were ghosts!"
"Yeah. They wrote in the muggle newspaper about the ghosts haunting the place," Ron said. "They called it 'The Haunted Bank'."
"Exactly! But what they described weren't normal ghosts - instead of a cold feeling, the muggles described getting 'zapped', whatever that means," Luna explained. "And they noticed that their things were moved during the night - something normal ghosts can't do either."
Harry had a suspicion about the 'ghosts'. "How exactly do you trap a ghost?" He hadn't heard about anything like that in Care of Magical Creatures.
"Well, normally, you'd need a necromantic ritual to do that," Luna said.
"Which is illegal and something we'd never do," Ron cut in.
"Yes." Luna nodded. "But, since Nifflers aren't like normal ghosts, and are attracted to greed, Daddy found a way to trap them using a magical version of what muggles call 'aversion therapy'.
"I see," Harry said. "With electricity?"
"Yes."
"Is there a chance that the muggles could have triggered those traps?" Harry asked.
"Not unless Daddy made a mistake with the spell," Luna said with an expression that clearly stated this wasn't the case.
And Ron was nodding, which either meant he agreed with his girlfriend or simply wanted Harry to stop questioning Luna - faulty spells were a very touchy subject for her after her mother had died when an experimental spell went awry.
Harry nodded.
"So, what did you do while we were in the New World?"
Harry sighed. "Dealing with politics." And feeling like a fifth wheel at home, he added silently.
"Ah." Ron winced. "Percy bothering you to endorse his proposals? He mentioned something before we left."
Harry chuckled, though he wasn't amused. "No, it's not that. I don't mind helping your family and Sirius. But all the others, who either act as if they were my best friends, or else try to trap me..."
"Trap you?" Luna asked, her eyes wide.
"Make me lose my temper, say something that they can twist around to accuse me…" He scoffed. "It's like dealing with Slytherins when Snape's lurking around the corner." He winced. "Was lurking around the corner, I mean..."
Luna nodded. "Yes. He can't do that any more since he's dead."
"And Slughorn doesn't tolerate that," Ron added with a grin.
Harry scoffed again. "Slughorn's an opportunist. If Malfoy were controlling the Ministry, he'd let Draco do as he pleased."
"Still better than Snape ever was," Ron said.
Harry didn't disagree with that. He noticed that Luna was frowning, though. "Luna?"
She looked startled, then shook her head, "It's nothing." With a bright smile, she asked: "So, did you visit the Boneses?"
Harry winced. "I did," he said. "Madam Bones was very impressive." He'd call her scary, but compared to Voldemort, Susan's aunt wasn't anywhere near as terrifying. "She told me a lot about working as an Auror."
"Oh?" Ron perked up. "Share!"
Harry sighed. "Well, I didn't get to ask many questions - she was grilling me about Dumbledore and the Order, and my plans as an Auror." He shook his head. "It was more an interrogation. Or a lecture."
"Really?" Ron looked as if he couldn't believe him.
Harry shrugged. "She didn't like it when I implied that the Ministry wasn't perfect."
"It should have been obvious that the Ministry wasn't perfect when the appalling lack of any defences against Nargles was revealed!" Luna chimed in.
"Yes." Ron smiled at her. "But they fixed that."
She nodded happily and leaned her head against his shoulder. Harry tried not to think of how Romilda had done that too. "Anyway," he said, "while I didn't get to ask questions, I did find out that she'll be keeping an eye on us, to see if we're 'conducting a personal vendetta instead of enforcing the law equally'."
"I thought she wasn't in Malfoy's camp." Ron sounded concerned.
"She isn't. But as far as I can tell, she really hated that Dumbledore didn't work with the Ministry when he fought Voldemort." Or for the Ministry. Harry snorted.
Ron scoffed. "That would have been a disaster. Dad and Percy told me all about how the Ministry was riddled with spies. Might as well have told Voldemort all our plans directly."
"Maybe she wanted to use that to fool the Dark Lord?" Luna asked.
Harry doubted that. "Doesn't sound like her style. I think she's projecting her anger at the Ministry's deficiencies on to Dumbledore," he said.
"Or she's simply too proud to admit her mistakes." Ron shrugged, then apologised to Luna for almost dislodging her head in the process. "Sorry!"
"It's OK," she answered, smiling sweetly at him.
Harry cleared his throat when he saw Ron raise his hand to cup Luna's chin. "Anyway, that's the gist of it."
"Did you talk about Hermione's conviction?" Ron asked.
"I mentioned that she was framed. She didn't comment on that, but I think she might suspect that we dosed Malfoy with Veritaserum."
Ron winced. "That's not good."
"I mentioned that Dumbledore and Snape both had the means and motive to do it." Harry shrugged. "Anyway, Sirius and Tonks were correct: Bones wants everything done by the book."
"But what if the book's wrong?" Luna asked.
"Well, Sirius and Percy and Ron's dad are supposed to correct the books," Harry answered. He hoped that would be enough.
"We're still going to be Aurors, right?" Ron asked.
"Of course." This was too important to let an unpleasant boss scare him off. He'd had Snape as a teacher for almost six years anyway, so he knew how to handle worse.
A knock at the door interrupted whatever Luna was going to say next. "Harry?"
That was Susan Bones's voice. Harry winced again.
"Yes?" he replied.
A moment later, Susan opened the door and stuck her head inside. "There you are!" she said, beaming at him before she stepped inside. "I've been looking for you all over the entire train."
"Ah," Harry nodded as Hannah followed Susan into the compartment. "Hello, everyone."
"Hi!" Luna said, beaming at the two witches. "Did you have a nice summer?"
Susan blinked, then nodded. "Yes. We went to Ireland for two weeks, visiting a distant relative of ours, then Hannah and I went to her parents' cottage on the coast for another two weeks."
Hanna nodded. "It was great! We visited the muggle beach too - there were so many people, I thought they would have to take shifts to go into the water!"
The two Huffelpuffs, prompted by Luna and Ron, went into a detailed tale of their adventures with the muggles. Harry listened, more amused than he had expected. It all sounded so… he wasn't sure. Naive? Innocent?
"...and then we had some muggle ice cream." Hannah made a face. "Fortescue's is so much better!"
"But it was hot, so we ate it anyway," Susan chimed in. "It was still a fun excursion."
"We went on an expedition to the New World," Luna said. "We hunted Niffler ghosts!" And she proceeded to recount everything she and Ron had done in great, but not very structured, detail. Susan's smile started to look slightly strained after a few minutes, Harry noticed.
Unlike their two visitors, he had heard the story already, so he had no trouble following the narrative, as Hermione would say. He wondered if the Hufflepuffs' obvious ignorance of muggle America made it easier or more difficult for them to understand what Luna and Ron had done.
"...and we came back right on time to return to Hogwarts, although if the muggle aeroplane had been even later, then we might have had to go straight to the station from the airport," Luna finished her tale, her hands still showing how the plane had circled before landing.
"That's nice," Susan said. "I still wouldn't fly in those muggle aeroplanes." She shuddered. "I'd be too afraid."
"They're safer than cars," Harry said.
"Really?" Hannah stared at him.
Susan, though, smiled. "You'd know, Harry. You grew up in a muggle family, didn't you?"
"Until I moved in with Sirius," Harry said.
"Why did you leave your family?" Susan asked.
"They were afraid of magic," Harry said. And they hated magic, too, which had started to extend towards him, but he didn't say that.
"Oh." Susan looked as if she couldn't imagine that.
Harry shrugged. "We're both happier now. Sirius is great."
"Will you be holding your next birthday party at your home?" Hannah asked. "The party at The Burrow was great, but we were curious about your home."
"I don't know," Harry lied. "The Burrow has more space - my home's in the middle of London. We couldn't play Quidditch there, either, even if we had the room."
"Oh. I didn't know that," Susan said. "I thought the Blacks had a manor like we do."
"The had several," Harry said. "But they lost them all over time. The last one was destroyed in a family dispute over who should inherit it, back in the eighteenth century. After that, they stuck with this house. At least that's the official story."
"Ah." Both girls nodded - apparently, the Blacks' reputation made that easy to believe.
"Oh, I wanted to apologise once again for my aunt, Harry," Susan said after a moment. "To make it up to you, I would like to invite you to my home." She beamed at him.
Of course she would, Harry thought. Before he could think of a way to politely refuse the invitation, Luna cut in: "Oh! Are you planning to sneak out of Hogwarts together? Since, you know, we won't be allowed to leave for months, and you don't live in Hogsmeade."
"What? No, no. I meant during the holidays." Susan shook her head.
She was actually blushing slightly, Harry noticed with a sinking feeling. Yes, she still had a crush on him. She was nice, he had to admit. And friendly. And pretty.
But he had no intention of dating the niece of his future boss. That wouldn't end well.
*****
London, Merton, September 2nd, 1997
"Remember: don't mention magic!" Hermione Granger said in a low voice as she and Sirius walked towards the café in which they were meeting Paul.
"I know," Sirius replied, in that too familiar tone that meant he was humouring her.
She clenched her teeth and glared at the dog, but he wasn't looking at her. "Don't hint at it, either. Don't joke about our relationship."
"We have a relationship? Oh, my!" Now he was looking at her, with that grin of his.
She refrained from hexing the dog. They were in public, and he wouldn't learn his lesson anyway. After taking a deep breath, she reiterated: "Just be a muggle."
"An eccentric, rich and handsome muggle, please!" He grinned at her.
She should have never told him how she had described him to Paul. "Just not too eccentric. Please," she added through her teeth.
"I still think we should have taken Jeanne with us; me having a hot fiancée would show him that I'm not sleeping with you," Sirius said as they reached the crossing.
Hermione shook her head. "Paul's been to France. He'd ask her where she's from, and Jeanne doesn't know enough about muggle France to fool him. The goal of this meeting is to make Paul less suspicious of us, not more," she said with a toothy smile. The dog just wanted to show off Jeanne.
"There are a few spells that would easily resolve that issue," Sirius remarked.
"No," she spat. "I won't do that to him." That would be as bad as using a love potion on him. She was better than that. And his friends would suspect something, anyway.
"So, Sirius the eccentric, handsome and rich muggle gentleman will have to save the day!" He beamed at her. "Don't worry; I've read up on muggle gentlemen. Paul won't suspect a thing!"
"You've read up on muggle gentlemen?" She blinked. She hadn't seen him reading any muggle books. Not even newspapers. "What did you… No." He couldn't have.
He nodded happily. "I told you I was reading them for the articles."
He had! "We need to reschedule this meeting!" Hermione said, paling. "I'll make up an excuse. An accident." She could even take pictures of the hurt dog.
"Hermione! There you are!"
That was Paul's voice! Hermione froze.
Sirius didn't. His face lit up with a wide smile, and he had reached Paul before she could react. "Hello! So, you're the fine lad who nabbed this bird, huh?"
"And you're Sirius Black! The man who spent ten years in prison for a crime he didn't commit!" Paul exclaimed with wide eyes.
*****
"You know, I now perfectly understand why you didn't want to tell me about your work," Paul said an hour, and a dozen moments when Hermione Granger had been about to hex the dog and damn the consequences, later. "Sirius Black! The man framed for mass murder, then imprisoned for ten years until he broke out and managed to clear his name! It's straight out of a movie! The media would be hounding him if they had even a hint about his new life." After a moment he added: "And he is still stuck in the seventies."
She looked at him with her best long-suffering expression.
He nodded. "You know, for a while, I thought he was acting. That this was an elaborate prank."
"I wouldn't do that to you!" she blurted out.
"I know, I know." He shook his head. "It was just a thought when he told me that I was a nice man for dating 'a seven'."
Hermione nodded. The dog would pay for that remark.
"But when he tipped the waitress a hundred pounds, I realised that he was serious."
She glared at him. "Do you know how many times I've heard that stupid pun?"
"I can imagine." He sighed. "I'm sorry for, you know, my attitude. I thought you were lying to me."
"It's OK," she lied. If only he knew how right he was...
"But you know what this means?"
She frowned. "No?"
He grinned widely. "We must watch Austin Powers this Friday!"
*****
Hogwarts, September 12th, 1997
Harry Potter stopped and tapped his glasses, activating their enchantment, when he heard voices from the corridor around the corner. Voldemort was dead, the Death Eaters were hiding and no one had been following him - or should be expecting him here - but that didn't mean he should be careless; Moody might not have been joking when he had told Ron and Harry that he would be checking if they were slacking off.
It was Parkinson's clique, probably coming back from the library. He grinned. They were no threat. Quite the contrary. He deactivated the enchantment and turned the corner.
Parkinson was talking but stopped when she saw him. She stopped walking, too. Greengrass took a step to the side as if trying to hide behind Bulstrode. The others tensed up and stared at him.
Harry shook his head. "Is something wrong?"
Parkinson spat: "What are you doing here?"
"Just passing through," Harry said, with a grin. "Did I scare you? If so, I'm sorry; I didn't mean to."
She glared at him. "Off to a rendezvous? What would your muggleborn lover say if she knew you were cheating on her?"
"She would wonder who would be so stupid as to believe such baseless rumours," he answered, a little sharper than he wanted - he was sick of that rumour. "But only for a moment - then she'd realise it would have to be you and your friends."
She huffed. "First you threaten us, now you insult us? Do you think you're above the law?"
Had such a rumour been the reason for Bones's interrogation? He shook his head. "No one's above the law. Least of all you." He nodded at her and walked past them. He had some research to do in the library for his essay.
But when he entered the library a few minutes later, he ran straight into Susan and Hannah; he should have checked first with his glasses.
"Harry!" Her face seemed to light up as she saw him.
"Hi, Susan. Hannah." He nodded at the two witches.
"Are you here to work on Slughorn's essay?" Susan asked.
For a moment, he considered lying. Then he nodded. "Yes, actually."
"That's why we're here, too!" She beamed at him. "Want to work together?"
"Sure," he lied.
*****
"We finished our essays!" Susan cheered as soon as Harry Potter and the two Hufflepuffs had left the library and the looming presence of Madam Pince, who was even more protective of her library than Hermione was of hers - that technically neither the Hogwarts library nor the Black Family library belonged to either of them didn't change that.
"You were a great help," Hannah added, smiling. "You're good at Potions."
"Of course he is," Susan said. "He's studying to become an Auror, and they need to have a N.E.W.T. in Potions."
Harry nodded. "Even though that's a relic from the time when Aurors were expected to brew their own potions."
"Oh? I didn't know that. Maybe I should ask a few questions of my own to Auntie Amelia." Susan giggled.
"I thought you didn't want to become an Auror," Hannah said.
"I don't." Susan shook her head. "But I can't look bad when Harry visits, can I?" She giggled.
Harry felt like wincing. "Speaking of that, Susan - I'd like to talk to you, privately," he added with a glance towards Hannah.
"Oh." Hannah blinked, then nodded. "Of course. I'll go back to the dorm." She smiled at Susan and left.
He saw Susan bite her lower lip as she watched Hannah go, but she smiled at him when she turned back to him.
Watching her hopeful but nervous expression almost hurt. He took a deep breath. "I've noticed that you seem to like me," Harry started.
She swallowed, then nodded. "Yes. I mean, yes, I like you. I was rather obvious, wasn't I?"
He nodded. "A little." He took another deep breath. Stalling. "The thing is," he started to say, "you're a very nice girl."
Her face fell and she interrupted him. "But you already have a girlfriend, right? You're with Hermione; the rumour's true."
"What? No," he said. "I don't have a girlfriend."
"But…" She trailed off and bit her lower lip.
"But I don't think it would work out between us," he said.
"Why?" She wasn't crying. Yet.
"Because your aunt is the Head of the DMLE."
"What?" She gaped at him. "Did she threaten you?"
"No, no. She didn't say anything about you," he said quickly, then winced when he considered how that sounded. "But I'm going to be an Auror, and having a relationship with my boss's niece would be… problematic. People would accuse me of profiting from the relationship."
She blinked, and he thought he saw traces of tears in her eyes. "I didn't think of that. But… we've only just started our last year."
He nodded. "Yes. But I'm thinking of the future." That had sounded less lame when he had been thinking of what to say.
"I understand," she told him.
He stared at her for a moment, unsure what else to say, and nodded.
She swallowed again. "Hannah's waiting for me."
"Alright," he said.
But it wasn't.
*****
London, Ministry of Magic, October 17th, 1997
"...and it is exactly because the Dark Lord perverted and abused our traditions that we need to strengthen them. We cannot abandon our heritage because of the actions of one madman and his followers."
Sitting behind Sirius in the Wizengamot Chamber, Hermione Granger kept her expression neutral as Malfoy went on at length about the need to emphasise pureblood traditions. She glanced at Umbridge. As expected, the witch was gloating. Umbridge had resubmitted her proposal to test new employees on their knowledge of pureblood traditions - 'adjusted to take their blood status into account'. Which meant that the examiners would be given a lot of leeway. Leeway Hermione had no doubt Umbridge would see used to fail whoever she wanted.
If the proposal were to pass. Which it wouldn't. Malfoy might be nigh-untouchable in the Wizengamot after his 'brave and heroic' actions against Voldemort, but that didn't extend to his views. Fortunately.
As soon as Malfoy had finished, Sirius rose. He cleared his throat. "My esteemed colleague Mr Malfoy talks about how Voldemort abused our traditions - and yet he proposes to do the very thing he condemns: Abusing our traditions to push an agenda of pureblood bigotry. He talks a lot about how important it is that the wizards and witches of our fair country know our heritage - but Madam Umbridge's proposal isn't about actually teaching our children our traditions. He says nothing about a new course at Hogwarts. Nothing about textbooks, either. It doesn't even cover testing standards."
Hermione saw a number of Wizengamot members reread the proposal. Or, as she suspected, read it for the first time. Umbridge wasn't smiling any more, she noted.
"So, essentially, this proposal would have the Ministry test new employees on their knowledge of our traditions, without either defining what they need to know beforehand, nor how they could learn it." He sneered. "It's a blatant attempt at discrimination!"
Some members nodded in agreement, Hermione saw. Many didn't react, though. Sirius continued: "Now, some of you might not care about the muggleborns being barred from employment in the Ministry. However, as I pointed out, this proposal is worded so that whoever is conducting those tests can fail a candidate at will." He bared his teeth. "So ask yourself: Do you trust that your relatives, your children, will be treated fairly? That your rivals and enemies will not influence the examiner? I would wager that whoever controls this exam will become very wealthy in short order."
Hermione noted many glances being directed at Umbridge, who looked livid.
Hermione hid her smile behind her notes.
*****
Hogsmeade, November 29th, 1997
Harry Potter was skimming through the latest Quidditch Weekly in Spintwitches when he noticed a Hufflepuff witch walking towards him. He didn't know her name, but he had seen her at Hogwarts before. She had to be a sixth year - she had been talking with Ginny about Defence once, he remembered. That didn't mean she couldn't be a threat, of course. Polyjuice Potion, the Imperius Curse, or simply a relative killed while fighting for Voldemort… He put the magazine back - he could read the article about the Harpies later - and drew his wand, covering up the action by casting a cleaning charm on his robes.
"Hi, Harry!"
"Hi." He inclined his head. "You're in sixth year, aren't you?"
She nodded, smiling widely. "Yes. We met when you were helping Ginny."
"Ah." He nodded - that had been shortly before their break-up. He hadn't thought much about that time. Or about Ginny. But he could. Easily. "Daria, right?"
"You remembered!"
He smiled and nodded. Occlumency didn't grant an eidetic memory, but it made remembering something easier. Knowing your mind included your memories, after all. When he saw her put her hands behind her back, he tensed. He ran his left hand through his hair and used the gesture to subtly activate his glasses' enchantment. She wasn't drawing her wand behind her back.
"So…" She cocked her head to the side. "I've noticed you're not here in Hogsmeade with anyone."
He nodded. Ron and Luna were on a date. They hadn't called it that, but Harry knew when he would be the fifth wheel. And Hermione was with Paul the Boyfriend. In London.
Daria brushed her long brown hair - darker than Hermione's mane - back behind her right ear, and he glanced at her left hand, just in case that was a distraction. "You know, there's a rumour that you're dating your muggleborn friend. But Hannah said that that wasn't true."
His smile grew a little more polite and a little less friendly. "We aren't dating, no."
"Are you dating anyone?"
He blinked at the question. That was far more direct than he had expected. Or experienced. "I'm currently single," he answered. And he saw her smile widen.
"Hannah said you turned down Susan because you were thinking of your future."
Apparently, Hannah had been saying a lot of things about him. He didn't say that but nodded again. "Yes. It wouldn't have worked long-term between us."
"Well, I'm not looking for anything long-term, just so you know." She lowered her head just a little, and looked up at him as she spoke, smiling.
She was pretty, he thought. She looked in good shape too. He almost focused his glasses on her robes, to check, but refrained from doing so. And had she just proposed what he thought she had? Sirius had mentioned this, he remembered. "So, you're just looking for some fun without commitment?" Harry quoted his godfather.
She nodded, and he saw her tongue quickly wet her lips. "Nothing long-term."
"Ah." He slowly nodded. That sounded… quite attractive, actually. No baggage. No regrets. He nodded more firmly and put on his best smile. "Shall we head to the Three Broomsticks? My treat."
Her arm was around his as soon as he offered it, and by the time they reached the pub, he had remembered to ask her family name as well. Abbott - but unlike Hannah, not a member of the main branch of the family. But it would explain why Hannah had been so talkative.
An hour later, they were snogging in a side alley.
*****
Hogwarts, November 29th, 1997
Harry Potter used his glasses to check out the room Daria had described - apparently, it used to be the club room of the Hogwarts Horse Association, which had been dissolved a few decades ago. He didn't spot an ambush, nor any traps. Just Daria, on a bed in the middle of the room. Wearing a rather skimpy piece of lingerie. So skimpy, even his glasses' enchantment wouldn't do much if used on her.
He still checked for curses and poison with spells before actually entering although he almost forgot - Daria was even more attractive without her robes. And the way her face lit up when he stepped inside the room… "Hey!"
"You came!" She sounded a little surprised. And very delighted.
"Of course." He was briefly at a loss for what to do. Should he strip down as well? He couldn't ask her, of course. He sat down on the bed, next to her. "I didn't know there was anywhere like this in Hogwarts," he said.
"It's mostly been used by the Hufflepuffs. We leave the cupboards to the Gryffindors," she said, grinning. "You probably like the thrill of risking getting caught by the teachers or prefects."
"Some probably do," he said.
"You don't?" she asked as she sat up and slid over, straddling his lap.
"I've faced Voldemort," he said, and felt her shudder at the name, "That was dangerous enough." That had sounded better in his head, too.
But Daria seemed to like it. Love it, even, judging by how she snogged him. If not for his training by Moody, he wouldn't have noticed how she stripped him at the same time. For a moment, he wondered if this was an elaborate trap. He had mentioned to Ron that he was meeting her, and where. But he hadn't asked Ron to keep an eye on him - that would have been, well, not something he could ask of his friend. Or should.
Would this be the first time he'd have to actually use his training in grappling?
But then she pulled off her skimpy top and Harry stopped worrying. And talking. For hours.
*****
Hogwarts, December 13th, 1997
'No commitment' sounded much better in theory than in practice, Harry Potter thought when he saw Daria enter a carriage to Hogsmeade arm in arm with some sixth-year Ravenclaw boy. He knew what she had said, what they had agreed upon. Just some fun. And it had been fun. Loads. They hadn't just stuck to the room, either - he had invited her to a cupboard the next day, just to prove a point. The room was more comfortable, though. And more fun. Oh, the memories.
But he wanted more than just some fun. And he very much didn't want to see his… she wasn't his girlfriend. His lover? He very much didn't want to see Daria with another boy. Why would she, even, when she had Harry? He hadn't disappointed her, either, or they wouldn't have done it so often.
And Daria had said that she was looking forward to doing it again. Harry wasn't. Not just, at least. He wanted to do it again with her. But not if it only meant seeing her with someone else later.
He knew what Sirius would tell him: to just enjoy it. Or her. To not expect more than what had been agreed. And Harry tried to heed that advice.
But he couldn't. He was just too jealous. Hermione would say that his ego couldn't handle it. She would be right.
But that didn't change anything.
*****
Rye, East Sussex, Britain, April 2nd, 1998
"Let's do this 'heist' before we fall asleep. Harry's coming back from Hogwarts the day after tomorrow, and if we keep doing nothing, we'll still be here then."
Behind her mask, Hermione Granger rolled her eyes at the dog's whining. Just because this wasn't an Old Family's manor but an old smuggler cottage was no reason not to take it seriously. Mr Fletcher didn't pick easy targets for these 'exercises'. The cottage looked rather unimpressive, but it had been a wizard's home for centuries, dating back to Rye's heyday as a smuggler's port. The wards she had spotted were old, powerful. Not on a manor's level, but strong all the same.
And yet they wouldn't serve the owner at all.
"Chéri, focus." Jeanne was on the ball, though. Hermione had no doubt that once they were married in the summer, the French witch would keep a tight leash on her husband. She blinked - that would make a nice wedding gift! She still owed the dog more payback for the 'seven' comment! She was certainly no seven! No cat was a seven!
"Stop complaining and start moving," Mr Fletcher said. "Show me what you've got."
The dog perked up. "Oh?"
Hermione hissed. "If you make a joke about this, I'll hex you."
"You'd have to manage to hit me, first," he retorted.
Oh, she'd show him. After this. "Shut up and follow my lead!" she said instead and changed. A second later, a graceful brown cat was dashing across the field surrounding the cottage, chased by a clumsy dog barking as loudly as he could.
They raced around the cottage, avoiding the wards, Hermione always staying ahead of her pursuer. No one came out to deal with them. She changed back as soon as they returned to their hiding spot. "Looks deserted." As expected.
"Cadbury was caught working for Voldemort. He won't be back," Mr Fletcher said. "Good to test that, though."
Hermione nodded. That left the wards. Which, while impressive, hadn't been maintained as well as they should have been. She had spotted a few weaknesses already. "This shouldn't take too long," she said, drawing her wand.
*****
An hour later, Hermione Granger finished breaching the wards. "Done," she announced. "We can enter on this side, through any of those windows."
"I thought you said it wouldn't take long," the dog complained again. "That took hours!"
"One hour," she corrected him, more than a little annoyed - the wards had taken longer than she had expected, but not too long. "And that's a good time for old wards like these."
He scoffed. As if he would have managed to go through them!
"Let's go, then!" Jeanne said. She sounded a little too eager in Hermione's opinion. But she was right - they didn't have all night.
And with the wards dealt with, and the owner away, all that was left was the searching for the loot.
She grinned with anticipation.
*****
London, Merton, April 26th, 1998
"Are you hurt?"
Hermione Granger flinched when she heard Paul's question. She wasn't hurt - her ribs had been healed after the dog had gotten lucky with a Bludgeoning Curse during training. But she was a little sore anyway. Right where Paul liked to rest his hand when they were walking arm in arm. Which they hadn't been since they had left the theatre. "No. Just a little sore. I was at the gym yesterday and sprained a muscle."
"On your side?"
"It happens," she answered. It was possible, at least.
"You might be overdoing your training. I've noticed that you've been sore a lot lately."
She winced. Sirius had stepped up her Defence training. Considerably. And apparently, Harry was still better. By quite some margin. "It's not that bad," she said.
He snorted and, when she glanced at him, she saw that he was frowning. And not looking at her. "You've been 'sore' in very unusual spots for months now. Bruises too - faded ones. Bruises that should have been noticeable for a long time before they faded."
She tensed and knew that he felt that, too. She hadn't considered that since they were intimate, he would see much more of her body than her parents. And he'd have a much closer view, too. Magical healing was great, but not always perfect. And he had noticed.
He was looking at her while she tried to come up with an answer. "They're not fading bruises. Just micro-bruising. From training."
"Is that even a word?" He laughed. But he didn't sound amused.
"Bruises so light, they don't form fully. Like micro-fractures."
He stared at her. She stared back.
"You're lying. I know you well enough to tell."
"I'm not hurt," she insisted.
"But you were."
She clenched her teeth.
He waited a moment, then nodded. "My first thought was that someone was abusing you. But it didn't add up. It made no sense, either. I've been to your gym, too."
She hissed. "You've been spying on me?"
He ignored her remark. "They didn't remember you visiting very often."
"I usually run for exercise. You know that." She refrained from biting her lower lip.
"You don't get hurt like that running. Unless you keep running into things."
"It's possible."
He scoffed. "Hermione! Don't try to treat me like I'm a fool!" He shook his head. "You lied about your gym visits. You lied about not being hurt."
"I'm not hurt." She wasn't lying about that.
"You lied about not having gotten hurt then," he spat.
She pressed her lips together.
"What are you hiding?"
She swallowed. "Is this another ultimatum? Spill my secret or we break up?" she said, glaring at him.
"Is that what it'll take?" he shot back.
For a moment, neither of them spoke. They just stared at each other. She couldn't tell him. Not about magic. And she realised that she didn't want to tell him, either. Not after hearing how he had spied on her. And had harboured this suspicion for apparently months. This wasn't a visit as a cat on a lark. This was serious.
"I can't tell you," she finally said. They weren't married. They weren't going to marry, either.
"You mean, you won't."
"I'm not allowed to tell you," she corrected herself, baring her teeth at him.
"Is someone experimenting on you? A corporation? The government? Some experimental healing method?" he suddenly blurted out.
"We're not in a movie, Paul."
"Then tell me what's going on!" he insisted. "I deserve to know." He raised his hands, as if to grab her shoulders, then let them drop and took a step back.
She bit her lower lip until it hurt, then took a deep breath. There was only one solution. "You want the truth?"
"Yes!"
She scoffed. "You can't handle the truth. But you'll get it." She grinned at him. "Magic is real. I'm a witch. And I was hurt in magical self-defence training, but my wounds were healed. With magic."
He laughed as he shook his head. "We're not in a movie."
She drew her wand. "I know."
"Is that your magic wand?" He chuckled.
"Yes." She was smiling, though she felt like crying. She knew what she had to do, knew there was no way back. But she hated it. And, right at this moment, she hated herself as well.
"Obliviate."
*****
"Hermione?" her mum said when Hermione Granger entered her home. "Did something happen?"
"We broke up." She wasn't crying. Not any more. Not yet. She wasn't sniffling, either. But she took a deep breath.
"Oh!" Mum didn't say anything else. She didn't ask any questions, either. She just hugged Hermione.
And Hermione cried on her shoulder.
*****