There are Two Kinds of Fools 9
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There are Two Kinds of Fools (Part IX)...
Castle Moulbaix, Belgium
Hippolyte Visart de Bocarmé du Chasteler's Office
Colombe stared at the place where the magical photograph of Hippolyte had rested for over a century in numb shock.
Tears trickled down her face slowly as Tokunotakai gently hugged her.
Toku guided her to a cloth-covered couch and cradled her as they took a seat.
Dust puffed up from the couch as Colombe buried her face in the Masamune's chest and whispered.
"I... I---"
Colombe swallowed as the dam inside her started to crack.
Spoiler: Catharsis
Walls of stoic duty, of honor, of nobility, built over centuries of life to protect a wounded spirit from the judgement of her peers trembled and began to spring leaks.
"I c-can't believe---"
Tears stained Toku's shirt as Colombe suddenly grabbed her as hard as she could.
The Masamune quietly endured the hug, gently embracing the Muramasa around the waist.
"H-h-he was so friendly... so charming."
Colombe's voice cracked and broke as the jagged-edged fragments of sentences tumbled forth from the breaches in her defenses.
"I was such a f-f-f-failure--- lost the duel.... lost my father then...."
Decades of regrets.
"...relied on him, he was so confident...strong where I was w-w-w-weak."
Decades of nights where a tormented soul could could not sleep.
"Never suspected that he had murdered poor Ida-Hélène and Julien to gain power. Blinded myself to the little hints. Was not there for them, didn't stop him, didn't see what he was like...."
Decades of failures eating away at her spirit.
"...sent me to fight and die in the Franco-Prussian War...then in Paris he hit me with a Dark Curse that nearly killed me... Barely dragged myself into a gutter as the Kaiser marched in triumphantly...."
Decades of defeat after defeat.
"...he was so c-c-c--caring, said he would nurse me back to health. He would handle the family while I recovered...."
Decades of evil disguised as caring.
"...trusted him! Never suspected where the money I signed over to him was going...."
Decades of trust betrayed by close family.
"...what the ingredients he shipped from the Congo were for...never suspected why his new maid 'left unexpectedly' that day and I never saw her again...."
Decades of blindness, looking the other way rather than face the uneasy suspicions that something was wrong.
"...sent me to the Congo at last in 1895. Told me that he needed someone that he could trust to handle an audit of the business that we---that I relied on to support the family..."
Decades of being moved around as a pawn with a sentence here, a soft word there, a falsely compassionate smile, a gentle hand on the shoulder.
"....didn't have a choice, his hit wizards had me pinned down so I had to ignite the granary. Explosion killed dozens as fires spread and I ran for the river..."
Words only gasped into a tear-soaked pillow in a pitch-black unlit room in an empty castle haunted by the ghosts of her past before now.
"...cut off the hands to show that they had used the ammunition to kill natives. One bullet for one right hand....
Words now gasped into the tear soaked shirt of a Masamune blade as matching tears trickled from blue-green eyes full of compassion and love.
"...he had taught his manager how to use the Imperius Curse to have his way with the young girls of the district...dead eyes, no life in them any more even as they waited on us hand and foot at the banquet when I arrived at the trading station...."
Words falling faster and faster in razor shards of agony piled upon agony.
"...I thought the worst was over, that Hippolyte would get me out of the horrors here...no one cared, not the King, not the nobility, not the Governor-General, it was just a place to make money with rubber and ivory....HE KNEW!"
Falling in a stream of pain and regret.
"HE BETRAYED US! HE BETRAYED PAPA AND I HELPED HIM DO IT!"
Screams of guilt and self-loathing as Toku's arms tightened around Colombe while she shook like a tree in a hurricane.
"---I helped him do it. I should have known better---and I helped him do it---"
Sobs of shame and guilt at innocence betrayed and lost, at honor stained by blind trust given to one unworthy of it.
"...Couldn't let him get away with it. Burned the station and started walking back here..."
Gasped out words revealing that death would have been too good for her failure.
"....hadn't drunk for four days, not even rainwater....didn't care that the hot spring was yellow with sulfur and boiling. Drank it like a dog because I was too weak to stand...crawled the next day across the rock of the lava flow until a storm rained on me. Somehow made it to a stream and drank until I was sick...."
Words revealing that living was hard. Living was penance for her sins.
"...I must have looked like a skeleton to those railway workers when I collapsed at their feet. One of them fed me pieces of hardtack as I got carried back on an empty car for a fresh load of timber for the bridge that they were building. Never knew his name...."
Words showing that pain was all she felt that she deserved for what she did. What she allowed to be done.
"....Wasn't going to let him get away with it. Rode straight here from Marseille as soon as my ship docked. Didn't sleep, didn't eat. All I could feel was hatred...."
Words now falling in a raging torrent faster and faster carrying two swords along a river of pain as dams shattered and walls collapsed forever.
"...Imperiused me...most wonderful feeling I have ever known. Nothing mattered, it was like watching myself in a dream as he ordered me to place my blade at my neck...."
Tokunotakai's arms tightening as she realized where a near-invisible scar on Colombe's neck came from.
"....so tired...wanted to just let it end when my blade parted my skin. He wanted to make it slow because I was such a nuisance to him. Wanted to gloat as he sat back down behind the desk..."
Words now falling slower as the raging torrent finally began to subside.
"...don't know how I broke free then as I cut deeper. Maybe it was him slipping, I couldn't have fought him any more. Just wanted to die...it was no more than I deserved..."
Words falling slower and slower as a Muramasa released all the tears that she had hidden over a century behind her walls.
"...lunged then, pinning him to his chair with my blade through his throat. Stared into his eyes as the light started to fade as he choked on his own blood helplessly, wanted him to feel the pain he gave me, wanted him to suffer like I had...."
Words falling one by one now as Colombe trembled helplessly as she recounted a victory turned to ashes in her mouth.
"...he smiled triumphantly at me...then I heard his voice from behind me, from the photograph....Congratulating me for furthering his plans. Telling me that he was now immortal and thanks to his blood mingled with mine on my true body, one day he would claim me, as was his right as head of the family..."
A death grip on the Masamune of the Warrior's Virtues relaxing step by step as a final trickle of words were whispered.
"...locked him away, but I couldn't stop going back to try to confront him....told me that I was no more than a foolish sword, only good to be a tool of her betters. Sometimes---sometimes I believed him. Damn me, I believed him."
Silence, then a gentle hand on a chin raised tear-stained and red-rimmed vulnerable crystal blue eyes to meet equally tear-stained and vulnerable blue-green. A serene, loving smile and a gentle kiss on the lips, then one final set of words echoed in a room haunted too long by the ghosts of the past.
"Anata o hontōni aishiteimasu, Co-chan."
Words declaring love and acceptance that become the balm on a bleeding soul now that the festering wound has been lanced and the poison accumulated has been drained. That no longer must Colombe d'Aubigny-Muramasa du Chasteler suffer alone.
A.N.-A big shout-out to Spectral Waltz here for the inspiration for this. Thank you very much!
There are Two Kinds of Fools (Part IX)...
Castle Moulbaix, Belgium
Hippolyte Visart de Bocarmé du Chasteler's Office
Colombe stared at the place where the magical photograph of Hippolyte had rested for over a century in numb shock.
Tears trickled down her face slowly as Tokunotakai gently hugged her.
Toku guided her to a cloth-covered couch and cradled her as they took a seat.
Dust puffed up from the couch as Colombe buried her face in the Masamune's chest and whispered.
"I... I---"
Colombe swallowed as the dam inside her started to crack.
Spoiler: Catharsis
Walls of stoic duty, of honor, of nobility, built over centuries of life to protect a wounded spirit from the judgement of her peers trembled and began to spring leaks.
"I c-can't believe---"
Tears stained Toku's shirt as Colombe suddenly grabbed her as hard as she could.
The Masamune quietly endured the hug, gently embracing the Muramasa around the waist.
"H-h-he was so friendly... so charming."
Colombe's voice cracked and broke as the jagged-edged fragments of sentences tumbled forth from the breaches in her defenses.
"I was such a f-f-f-failure--- lost the duel.... lost my father then...."
Decades of regrets.
"...relied on him, he was so confident...strong where I was w-w-w-weak."
Decades of nights where a tormented soul could could not sleep.
"Never suspected that he had murdered poor Ida-Hélène and Julien to gain power. Blinded myself to the little hints. Was not there for them, didn't stop him, didn't see what he was like...."
Decades of failures eating away at her spirit.
"...sent me to fight and die in the Franco-Prussian War...then in Paris he hit me with a Dark Curse that nearly killed me... Barely dragged myself into a gutter as the Kaiser marched in triumphantly...."
Decades of defeat after defeat.
"...he was so c-c-c--caring, said he would nurse me back to health. He would handle the family while I recovered...."
Decades of evil disguised as caring.
"...trusted him! Never suspected where the money I signed over to him was going...."
Decades of trust betrayed by close family.
"...what the ingredients he shipped from the Congo were for...never suspected why his new maid 'left unexpectedly' that day and I never saw her again...."
Decades of blindness, looking the other way rather than face the uneasy suspicions that something was wrong.
"...sent me to the Congo at last in 1895. Told me that he needed someone that he could trust to handle an audit of the business that we---that I relied on to support the family..."
Decades of being moved around as a pawn with a sentence here, a soft word there, a falsely compassionate smile, a gentle hand on the shoulder.
"....didn't have a choice, his hit wizards had me pinned down so I had to ignite the granary. Explosion killed dozens as fires spread and I ran for the river..."
Words only gasped into a tear-soaked pillow in a pitch-black unlit room in an empty castle haunted by the ghosts of her past before now.
"...cut off the hands to show that they had used the ammunition to kill natives. One bullet for one right hand....
Words now gasped into the tear soaked shirt of a Masamune blade as matching tears trickled from blue-green eyes full of compassion and love.
"...he had taught his manager how to use the Imperius Curse to have his way with the young girls of the district...dead eyes, no life in them any more even as they waited on us hand and foot at the banquet when I arrived at the trading station...."
Words falling faster and faster in razor shards of agony piled upon agony.
"...I thought the worst was over, that Hippolyte would get me out of the horrors here...no one cared, not the King, not the nobility, not the Governor-General, it was just a place to make money with rubber and ivory....HE KNEW!"
Falling in a stream of pain and regret.
"HE BETRAYED US! HE BETRAYED PAPA AND I HELPED HIM DO IT!"
Screams of guilt and self-loathing as Toku's arms tightened around Colombe while she shook like a tree in a hurricane.
"---I helped him do it. I should have known better---and I helped him do it---"
Sobs of shame and guilt at innocence betrayed and lost, at honor stained by blind trust given to one unworthy of it.
"...Couldn't let him get away with it. Burned the station and started walking back here..."
Gasped out words revealing that death would have been too good for her failure.
"....hadn't drunk for four days, not even rainwater....didn't care that the hot spring was yellow with sulfur and boiling. Drank it like a dog because I was too weak to stand...crawled the next day across the rock of the lava flow until a storm rained on me. Somehow made it to a stream and drank until I was sick...."
Words revealing that living was hard. Living was penance for her sins.
"...I must have looked like a skeleton to those railway workers when I collapsed at their feet. One of them fed me pieces of hardtack as I got carried back on an empty car for a fresh load of timber for the bridge that they were building. Never knew his name...."
Words showing that pain was all she felt that she deserved for what she did. What she allowed to be done.
"....Wasn't going to let him get away with it. Rode straight here from Marseille as soon as my ship docked. Didn't sleep, didn't eat. All I could feel was hatred...."
Words now falling in a raging torrent faster and faster carrying two swords along a river of pain as dams shattered and walls collapsed forever.
"...Imperiused me...most wonderful feeling I have ever known. Nothing mattered, it was like watching myself in a dream as he ordered me to place my blade at my neck...."
Tokunotakai's arms tightening as she realized where a near-invisible scar on Colombe's neck came from.
"....so tired...wanted to just let it end when my blade parted my skin. He wanted to make it slow because I was such a nuisance to him. Wanted to gloat as he sat back down behind the desk..."
Words now falling slower as the raging torrent finally began to subside.
"...don't know how I broke free then as I cut deeper. Maybe it was him slipping, I couldn't have fought him any more. Just wanted to die...it was no more than I deserved..."
Words falling slower and slower as a Muramasa released all the tears that she had hidden over a century behind her walls.
"...lunged then, pinning him to his chair with my blade through his throat. Stared into his eyes as the light started to fade as he choked on his own blood helplessly, wanted him to feel the pain he gave me, wanted him to suffer like I had...."
Words falling one by one now as Colombe trembled helplessly as she recounted a victory turned to ashes in her mouth.
"...he smiled triumphantly at me...then I heard his voice from behind me, from the photograph....Congratulating me for furthering his plans. Telling me that he was now immortal and thanks to his blood mingled with mine on my true body, one day he would claim me, as was his right as head of the family..."
A death grip on the Masamune of the Warrior's Virtues relaxing step by step as a final trickle of words were whispered.
"...locked him away, but I couldn't stop going back to try to confront him....told me that I was no more than a foolish sword, only good to be a tool of her betters. Sometimes---sometimes I believed him. Damn me, I believed him."
Silence, then a gentle hand on a chin raised tear-stained and red-rimmed vulnerable crystal blue eyes to meet equally tear-stained and vulnerable blue-green. A serene, loving smile and a gentle kiss on the lips, then one final set of words echoed in a room haunted too long by the ghosts of the past.
"Anata o hontōni aishiteimasu, Co-chan."
Words declaring love and acceptance that become the balm on a bleeding soul now that the festering wound has been lanced and the poison accumulated has been drained. That no longer must Colombe d'Aubigny-Muramasa du Chasteler suffer alone.
A.N.-A big shout-out to Spectral Waltz here for the inspiration for this. Thank you very much!