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Pujimaki
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Hollywood What If: Afterword
First of all, I want to say thank you for everything.
For those people who know the context of the strange lamp, this is my last plot twist. It depends on you what ending you want. As for me, of course, I chose Version 1.
I wrote the first chapter of this novel on March 11, 2023. At first, Hollywood What If was just supposed to be a side project, as I had two other novels I wanted to focus on. But things changed, and HWI became my main focus.
From March 11, 2023, to June 3, 2025, this novel took 815 days to complete. Based on that number, I really messed up my writing schedule, and for that, I apologize. There were many reasons why I struggled to finish this novel.
First is ideas. I had a hard time writing the second half of the novel because I lacked inspiration. You can even notice it in the last few chapters, my brain just couldn't come up with any more scenes or topics to explore. I had already written every interesting plot I could think of. On top of that, I had resolved everything on Kazir's trauma list. I believe there was no reason to expand the story any further.
Second is the genre. Hollywood What If is fanfiction based on Hollywood and celebrities. Because of that, I had difficulty writing characters with depth. I didn't want to get into trouble. That was the biggest reason I struggled with this novel. The genre itself, Hollywood fanfiction, limited me and held me back. I couldn't go all out with my creativity, and that made me frustrated. So for my next novel, I want to create better characters and a better plot, without any constraints.
Third is procrastination and depression but let's not dwell on that part. Many people are going through the same thing anyway.
Now, some of you might ask, "Why don't you write another Hollywood fanfiction based on real people?"
It's very simple: Writing fanfiction based on real people is tough. It's not for me.
If I say this is fanfiction and has a different plot from real life, would you believe me?
Furthermore, the character interactions felt bland, which I admit was my fault. Deep down, I just couldn't write sincere or authentic interactions between Kazir and real-life celebrities. It didn't sit well with me and felt uncomfortable.
However, despite all these mixed emotions, I have no regrets about writing this novel. The hours and late nights I spent working on it mean a lot to me. I spent more than two years finishing this story, and I feel proud to have completed it.
For now, I'm staying away from fanfiction. I'm not completely closing the door, especially if I get desperate for money (which I often do), but I admit that fanfiction just isn't for me.
I want to thank all of you who followed and supported this novel, especially my Patrons. If not for you, this story might never have reached its ending. Let's be honest here, the biggest reason I kept writing and pushing the plot forward was because you gave me financial support. Your contributions helped me finish this novel.
Because of your support, I've been able to help fix our house. I now pay almost all of the bills, it gives me anxiety, not going to lie. I also helped my brother get into college. He's in his third year now, by the way. And for that, thank you so much. I truly appreciate all of your help. You literally changed my life.
If there's one thing I regret, it's the fact that this novel might be forgotten now that it's complete. Please recommend it to your friends if you think it's worth sharing.
Also, I'm currently working on two new novels:
Behind The Spotlight – An original story set in Hollywood, but not fanfiction.
Reincarnated as a Fisherman and Dad – A slice-of-life story about a fisherman who works to provide for his wife and two children. It's wholesome content.
Please give them a try and add them to your reading lists, collections, and favorites. It really helps, more numbers attract more readers. I'd appreciate it if you did that.
Once again, thank you for everything. Thank you for helping me finish Hollywood What If. I've now left a legacy in this world, one that people will never forget.
I'm not afraid to die.
—Pujimaki
First of all, I want to say thank you for everything.
For those people who know the context of the strange lamp, this is my last plot twist. It depends on you what ending you want. As for me, of course, I chose Version 1.
I wrote the first chapter of this novel on March 11, 2023. At first, Hollywood What If was just supposed to be a side project, as I had two other novels I wanted to focus on. But things changed, and HWI became my main focus.
From March 11, 2023, to June 3, 2025, this novel took 815 days to complete. Based on that number, I really messed up my writing schedule, and for that, I apologize. There were many reasons why I struggled to finish this novel.
First is ideas. I had a hard time writing the second half of the novel because I lacked inspiration. You can even notice it in the last few chapters, my brain just couldn't come up with any more scenes or topics to explore. I had already written every interesting plot I could think of. On top of that, I had resolved everything on Kazir's trauma list. I believe there was no reason to expand the story any further.
Second is the genre. Hollywood What If is fanfiction based on Hollywood and celebrities. Because of that, I had difficulty writing characters with depth. I didn't want to get into trouble. That was the biggest reason I struggled with this novel. The genre itself, Hollywood fanfiction, limited me and held me back. I couldn't go all out with my creativity, and that made me frustrated. So for my next novel, I want to create better characters and a better plot, without any constraints.
Third is procrastination and depression but let's not dwell on that part. Many people are going through the same thing anyway.
Now, some of you might ask, "Why don't you write another Hollywood fanfiction based on real people?"
It's very simple: Writing fanfiction based on real people is tough. It's not for me.
If I say this is fanfiction and has a different plot from real life, would you believe me?
Furthermore, the character interactions felt bland, which I admit was my fault. Deep down, I just couldn't write sincere or authentic interactions between Kazir and real-life celebrities. It didn't sit well with me and felt uncomfortable.
However, despite all these mixed emotions, I have no regrets about writing this novel. The hours and late nights I spent working on it mean a lot to me. I spent more than two years finishing this story, and I feel proud to have completed it.
For now, I'm staying away from fanfiction. I'm not completely closing the door, especially if I get desperate for money (which I often do), but I admit that fanfiction just isn't for me.
I want to thank all of you who followed and supported this novel, especially my Patrons. If not for you, this story might never have reached its ending. Let's be honest here, the biggest reason I kept writing and pushing the plot forward was because you gave me financial support. Your contributions helped me finish this novel.
Because of your support, I've been able to help fix our house. I now pay almost all of the bills, it gives me anxiety, not going to lie. I also helped my brother get into college. He's in his third year now, by the way. And for that, thank you so much. I truly appreciate all of your help. You literally changed my life.
If there's one thing I regret, it's the fact that this novel might be forgotten now that it's complete. Please recommend it to your friends if you think it's worth sharing.
Also, I'm currently working on two new novels:
Behind The Spotlight – An original story set in Hollywood, but not fanfiction.
Reincarnated as a Fisherman and Dad – A slice-of-life story about a fisherman who works to provide for his wife and two children. It's wholesome content.
Please give them a try and add them to your reading lists, collections, and favorites. It really helps, more numbers attract more readers. I'd appreciate it if you did that.
Once again, thank you for everything. Thank you for helping me finish Hollywood What If. I've now left a legacy in this world, one that people will never forget.
I'm not afraid to die.
—Pujimaki