Chapter 5: School's First Day Part 1
For the second time today, Shiro couldn't breathe.
In one instant, an oppressive force weighed down upon him, pressing his chest against the cold hard pavement, preventing him from taking even a gasp. His throat felt choked, as if someone was pushing a large piece of rock on it. The sun was above him, clouded by intertwining strands of red and brown as if he was walking beneath an autumn forest.
Then abruptly it all ended and he found that he could breathe again. He did so and immediately made to stand up, but something blocked his view and before he could do anything about it, a voice cried out beside him, drowning all other sounds.
"OH MY GOD ARE YOU ALRIGHT?!"
He blinked. The voice that called out to him was undoubtedly a girl and he realised that it belonged to the face above him.
"Did I break something? Where does it hurt? Someone call an ambulance!"
"I-I'm okay," Shiro said, cutting her off before she could go into panic mode. He rubbed his temple with one hand and shook his head.
"Oh, thank God. Is there anything-"
Shiro straightened himself, opened his mouth… and stared.
A pair of bright brown eyes stared back at him through a face framed by chestnut strands. Her skin was fair and smooth without blemish, there was enough makeup on her face to accentuate their colours, but not so much so to the point of being obnoxious. Her brown hair which hung just a few centimetres shy from her shoulders seemed to burn in the morning light, gleaming bronze and gold as they basked in the rising sun. Concern and worry was etched into her face and her lips moved, though he almost couldn't hear a word of what they were saying.
"-nything at all?"
It took him a moment to realise that he'd been staring. Heat suddenly rose through his cheeks and he fought the instinctual urge to turn his face to the other or to bury them in his hands. He opened his mouth yet again, but the only thing he could muster was an intelligent "Uhhhh…"
"Huh? What's that?"
"Nothing!" Shiro said suddenly. "Nothing at all. I don't need anything."
"Are you sure? I could run up to the infirmary and grab some-"
"Yes," Shiro managed more firmly this time. He tried to stand, but found her body blocking him from doing so. "Urm, can you please move away a bit? I need to stand up."
"What? Oh!" She jumped away almost instantly like Hel each time Shiro tried to put her on a tub of water. "I'm so sorry."
"It-it's fine," Shiro said, standing up and beginning to dust himself off. The girl stood right next to him. When he was finished he looked at her, more properly this time.
She was tall, taller than he was, frustratingly so. She wore the same black blazer and white shirt like him. But while he wore a pair of black slacks with his tie fixed in a simple oriental knot, she wore a knee high skirt with black and red checkerboard pattern and her tie was shorter, without a point, and tied to a bow. She was…she was staring at him. There was a wariness and uncertainty in her posture, as if she was worried might keel over anytime soon. It made for an awkward atmosphere that only grew with each passing second until, whe he couldn't stand it anymore, Shiro broke it.
"I-is there something wrong?" He asked.
The girl blinked like Shiro had just poured a bucket of ice cold water on her face and suddenly straightened herself out and said. "Sugawara Ayaka!"
"What?"
"Sugawara Ayaka. That's my name." The girl said and bowed towards him. "It's nice to meet you."
"Oh, urm, my name is Shiro Torrington-" He paused, remembering about the Japanese tradition of putting their surname first. "I- I mean my name is Torrington-" He stopped again. "What I meant to say was Amaya-Torring-Shir- Gah!" He threw himself up and bowed. "Amaya Shiro, at your service."
There. A nice, perfect, flawless introduction. Shiro patted himself back only to roll back on it when he heard the sound of restrained guffaws in front of him. He raised his head to see the girl, holding both hands over her mouth as she tried and failed to restrain her laughter.
"Hahahaha- '' Eventually the dam broke and she began laughing uncontrollably. Shiro felt his face lighting up like a christmas tree.
"Sh-shut up!" Shiro tried to say, embarrassment returning with a vengeance. "Don't laugh!"
His words seemed to only feed fuel to the raging fire and the girl laughed even harder than before.
This is so embarrassing!
Eventually she managed to stop herself after a few seconds. "S-sorry about that," She said. Though she was apologising, Shiro noted the wide grin still plastered on her face. "It's just, it's been a while since I had a laugh like that."
She smiled at him. There was something about appearance at that moment that caused Shiro to pause and his scowl to fall. Perhaps it was the way her eyes danced with a playful mirth, promising mischief and troubles. Perhaps it was how her shoulder-length hair tossed and tousled in the morning wind. Perhaps it was her smile, so earnest and sincere and cheerful that it almost reminded him of-
"Again, I'm sorry about that. I didn't mean to laugh so hard at you," It seemed the girl took his expression as something else entirely. "But honestly though, what are you doing here?"
"Huh, what do you mean?" Shiro asked, raising an eyebrow.
"This is a high school," Sugawara-san stated obviously, waving her hand at the buildings over the wall.
…
Shiro stared, waiting for her to continue on, instead an awkward silence settled across them.
"...Yes?" Shiro said tentatively. "And?"
"You know, high school," She said a bit more slowly this time. "What are you doing here? Were on your way to your own school?"
Shiro blinked. Twice.
"Sugawara-san, this
is my school."
…
"Oh," Sugawara-san's eyes widened. "OH!"
Yes, oh.
"Oh. Urm, when you say this is your school, you mean like, you go here as a student right?"
"Yes!" Shiro said, a bit louder than he meant to. "I go here as a student. Can't you see my unifo-" He cut himself short.
A sudden dread crept up to his chest. It couldn't be that, could it?
"...Sugawara-san." Shiro said, voice suddenly cold and aloof.
"Y-yeah?"
"How old do you think I am?"
"A-ah, well. I think you're sixteen or-"
"
Before I told you that I'm a student."
…
…
"Tw-twelve?" Shiro's eye twitched. "Thirteen, maybe?"
Crack.
'I KNEW IT!'
Shiro's palm was balled into a fist hard enough to bend iron. He took a deep breath. And then another. It wasn't much of a problem back in elementary when all kids looked the same. So what, when he's a tad shorter than the rest of the boys in the playground? However, it steadily grew worse the older he got, particularly in middle school,
especially in middle school. He'd thought that he'd managed to grow a bit since then.
'
Guess I was wrong' Shiro forced himself to calm down and then said, "Sugawara-san, I'm almost fifteen."
…
"O-oh. Hehe. S-sorry about that. I guess, you just look a bit young and I just assumed that you were…" She trailed off, unsure on how to continue.
Shiro huffed. "Well, what were you doing anyway?"
Sugawara-san blinked "Pardon?"
"You were up there in the tree up there weren't you? What were you doing there?"
"Oh, that? I was just trying to help Casper get down from the tree."
"Casper?"
"You know, the cat? Grey furs and green eyes? A bit plump on the stomach? She has a habit of climbing up trees and getting stuck in them. I thought I saw her jumping down here."
Shiro remembered the cat from before and nodded. "She did. I just caught her a few moments ago and sent her off her way."
"Really?" Sugawara-san's eyes brightened up. Shiro nodded. "Thank you so much for that."
"Is she your cat?"
"Nah," She said quickly. "It's just that I'm friends with her…caretaker."
That was… an odd way of putting it. "Her owner is your friend, then?"
"More like she owned her rather than the other way around." She muttered beneath her breath.
"What?"
"Nevermind," She said quickly. "Anyway can you point me to where she go so that-"
"Aya-chan!" A cry interrupted her words. They turned to see a girl running towards them from the end of the street.
Sugawara-san smiled when she saw her. "Ryo-senpai."
The girl, Ryo-chan as Sugawara-san called her, stopped a few feet in front of them. She was perhaps as tall as Ayaka, with long ebony hair tied to a single braid flowing down one shoulder and olive-grey eyes behind a pair of black, thin framed glasses. She was clad in the same black blazer, white shirts, and red skirt as Sugawara-san, though she also wore a yellow armband on her right hand that-
Something moved between her arms. A round, grey head popped up from her clutches and Shiro blinked when he saw the cat from before.
"Thank you so much." The girl said to Sugawara-san. "I'm so sorry for the troubles I've put you through."
"It's fine, senpai. Really. I'm grateful I could be of some help."
"You weren't hurt when you were looking for her, did you?"
"Nah, I'm fine." Sugawara-san said, waving one hand aside as if it was nothing, though Shiro noticed the way she subtly rubbed its elbow with her free hand and the slight brisque whenever she moved her body around. "Just took a bit of a fall, that's all."
Despite the nonchalant way she put it, Ryo's face grew suddenly worried. "That sounds so serious! You should go to the infirmary."
"There's no need, senpai. I said I'm fine, didn't I?"
Ryo hesitated, measuring Sugawara-san up and down. "Well, if you're sure…" Her eyes trailed, immediately finding Shiro standing next. "And who is this?"
Sugawara-san turned towards him. "Oh, him? He's the guy who found Casper. Really helped me a lot when I was chasing her outside the school walls,"
Shiro frowned. That wasn't what-
Ryo's eyes lit up. "Really? Thank you for your help."
She took a step towards Shiro, getting so close it actually made him very nervous. "It's actually…" His eyes darted towards Sugawara-san who gave him a pleading look. "...fine? I mean, it's not that much of a problem."
"Nevertheless, thank you so much, oh!" The girl perked up as if remembering something. "My name is Maekawa Ryo, a second year student. Nice to meet you." She bowed.
Shiro bowed back automatically. "Amaya Shiro,"
"Eh?" Shiro lifted his head. Maekawa-san's eyes widened in surprise and she looked at Shiro as if she had just seen him for the first time. "Amaya…Shiro…?"
"Y-yes?"
"You mean, like, Misato-chan's brother?"
Shiro's ears perked up. "Yes. Amaya Misato is my older sister."
"Ah I see! So you're the one Misato-chan talked about this morning."
"Talked about…?"
"Hmm? Didn't Misato tell you? She asked me to give you a tour around the school grounds."
Shiro's eyes widened and then it all came rushing back to him. The conversation at the breakfast table, Misato hugging him, and then offering him a guide to take him around the school. He fished out his phone from his pocket - sturdy little thing - and took out the picture Misato had sent to him. The similarities weren't very obvious at first. The girl in the picture had her hair down and no glasses, the one in front of him wore a loose side braid on one shoulder with thin framed glasses pushed up against her nose.
"Hehehe. Not what you expect, right?" Maekawa-san chuckled.
"N-no." Shiro agreed nervously.
"Yeah," Maekawa smiled, her olive-grey eyes glinting warmly at him - if Shiro winced hard enough, he could almost see the same shade of moss on the girl in the picture. "Misato-senpai really helped me back then with picking up my looks."
Sugawara-san coughed from the side, catching their attention. "Well, senpai. If there isn't anything you need anymore, then I guess I'll be preparing for the entrance ceremony."
"Oh yes, of course. Again, thank you so much for your help in finding Casper." She held Casper up, who was visibly struggling to get out of her grasp. "D'aww, you little troublemaker you." She pressed Casper against her cheek and began to nuzzle, much to the cat's consternation.
Sugawara-san nodded. "You're welcome. See you in the entrance ceremony, also," She turned towards Shiro. "It's nice meeting you, Amaya-san. I hope we get to know each other better in the coming days."
She gave him a smile and grin when she saw him blush. Shiro could only stammer out an intelligent, "Yes. O-of course,"
She laughed, it sounded wonderful, melodious, and began to walk out of the scene.
Just when Shiro thought that was the end of it, Maekawa-san called out to her. "Ayaka-chan!"
Sugawara-san turned around with a slightly puzzled look to her face.
Maekawa-san smiled. "It's good to see that you're back."
Silence.
Then Sugawara-san smiled back at her and said, "...Of course. It's good to be back." She turned around and began walking again. "Take care, Ryo-senpai!"
Maekawa-san stared at Sugawara-san's back until she faded out of view. Then she sighed. "...Take care of yourself too, Ayaka-chan." She turned towards Shiro. "Well, then shall we go on our tour then?"
Shiro could only nod.
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They walked in silence for a while, Shiro following her only half a step behind. The morning sun was high in the air, bristling brightly across a clear blue sky. Students were beginning to pile and gather around the entrance. They wore the same uniform as him and Sugawara-san, though some also had a yellow armband tied above their elbow like Maekawa-senpai. It wasn't quite bustling yet, but it was getting a tad bit more crowded than what Shiro was comfortable with.
"So you're Misato-chan's brother, huh?" Maekawa asked, slightly turning towards him. Her arms were still wrapped around her cat, clutching her as if fearing she would get off and run away which, by how much she restlessly moved and struggled, was not quite far off. "I admit that you're not…quite what I expect." At Shiro's curious look she hastily added, "Not in a bad way, of course! It's just that, well, I expect…someone…someone…"
"Someone a bit like Misato?" Shiro asked. At Maekawa-senpai's hesitant nod, he chuckled. "Yeah. I get that a lot. We may not look similar, but she's my sister and we get along very well." He smiled.
At his smile, Maeakawa's expression seemed to have lifted somewhat. "I see…"
They reached the main front entrance of the school, a wide, rolling metal fence gate. There was a security post to the right of the gate and the side of the wall to the left of it was marked by the school name written in two lines. The first line was written in Japanese while the second line was written in English.
"So where do you want to begin?" Maekawa-senpai asked, half turning towards him. By now, Casper had stopped struggling against her hold and was even snuggling against her, eyes closed and seemingly droopy, but not sleeping yet.
"Honestly? I'm fine with anything." Shiro said. He wasn't in any particular rush, there was still time for the entrance ceremony. He'd arrived particularly early in the morning to avoid the usual rush hours.
Maekawa hummed quietly. "Why don't we start from behind? First we'll go to the back of the school complex then we can go to the main school buildings before finally going to the classroom."
"That sounds good."
Maekawa nodded.
From the front, the main school building looked perfectly square or at least rectangular. However, a trip passing through the main corridors into the back of the school revealed it to be more of a U-shaped structure. Between each wing was a heavily decorated courtyard. A cross shaped walkway ran through a grassy field darting with intricately placed bushes and trees. Flowerbeds and benches flanked each side of the walkway while a small water fountain sat at the centre of it all. A few students loitered around the place, sitting, gathering in groups, chattering away the time, playing with their phones and the likes.
"It's very… beautiful around here." Shiro said.
Beside him, Maekawa chuckled. "Yeah, I know, right? We have the gardening club to thank for that."
"Gardening club?"
"Yup. While our school does hire a few professional gardeners from time to time, most of the maintenance here is done by the students."
Well they certainly have done a very good job at it. Shiro wondered if he could hire them to fix the garden outside the Torrington Mansion. He doubted it would work, but it would be worth the try just to make great great grandaunt Irene (
"Just call me Auntie Irene, Shiro,") smile.
Beyond the courtyard, they found themselves walking on the side of a large, clean, grassy field encapsulated by an oval track line. "And this field is for?"
"It's the soccer field," Maekawa answered without missing a beat. "Currently the goal boxes are undergoing maintenance and the lines for the field haven't been repainted yet."
Soccer field. That reminded Shiro of something Misato once said. "How good is she?"
"Who?"
"Misato," Shiro clarified. "I remembered her saying something about joining the soccer club."
"Oh that! Yes, she did actually join the soccer club and she was really good. One of the best, even. The soccer club under her managed into some of the more renowned competitions in the prefectures."
Shiro chuckled. That sounded like Misato alright. Talented and excelling in everything she does. Well, he doesn't begrudge her that though. Just as Misato was talented in one aspect of life, he was talented in others. As they trailed around the sports field, Shiro asked a few more questions just to keep the conversation. Nothing as deep as before, just simple about the various sports clubs which Maekawa happily answered.
"What about you, Amaya-san?" Maekawa asked after she answered one of his latest questions. "Do you play any sport?"
"Not really," Shiro said, rubbing the back of his neck. "I just… do some jogging and exercises back home."
"Hmm, jogging huh? Perhaps you should consider joining the track field team?"
Shiro froze.
I'm sure if you tried hard enough, you could become a professional!
"-maya-san?" Maekawa asked beside him. "Amaya-san what's wrong?"
"N-nothing," Shiro said. "Nothing's wrong." He's been saying that a lot today, he realised. He should probably stop saying that.
Their walk finally led them to a series of buildings at the very end of the school ground. To his right were half-a-dozen simple, traditional Japanese buildings surrounded all around by decorative trees and bushes. A small L-shaped stream ran as a border separating these buildings from the rest of the school parts. To his left was a modern square building with tall glass-pane windows standing on the upper half of it, the shimmering sun reflected upon them.
"And these are…?"
"Well the one on our left is the gymnasium. It's only finished last semester so it hasn't seen much use."
"And the ones on the right?"
"Those are the dojos. The school had many traditional Japanese martial arts clubs, so they just decided to dedicate an entire section of the school grounds for it. Originally the school only had judo and aikido, but as time went on, we also founded a few other clubs. Now we also practice karate, kyudo, and even kendo."
"Kendo," Shiro repeated the word. "That's sword practice right?"
"Not quite?" Maekawa said. "I guess you can call it that, but it doesn't really fit. We only really use bamboo swords instead of live ones. Why do you ask though? Are you interested in joining the kendo club?"
Shiro shrugged. "Maybe I don't know. I guess I'll have to see."
"...is harder than I thought." Maekawa-senpai murmured, turning away from him.
"Hmm? Is something wrong?"
"Nothing." She said quickly. "Now,Why don't we get back to the main school building?"
They turned back, entering the main school building from behind, passing the field and the courtyard and entering the corridor of the main school building.
"So where to now?" Shiro asked.
Maekawa hummed quietly, Casper clasped between her hands, and looked to the left, where most of the arriving students seemed to have gone. "Well to the left is where the classrooms are," She turned to the right. The side of the corridors there were emptier. "And the right is where most of the main school facilities are. So why don't we go to the right first before dropping you off in the classroom?"
Shiro shrugged. "Fine by me."
"Great. Let's get going then."
The main school building itself comprises three different floors and is divided into three different sections; the northern section, the middle section, and the southern section. The northern section is, as Maekawa said previously, where the classrooms are. The middle section meanwhile is used mainly for administrative purposes; the teacher room, the student council room, the janitor room, etcetera can all be found in the various floors of this section. Finally the southern section where they were heading is where most of the in-door facilities, minus the dojos and gym, are located.
The first floor of the southern section is reserved mostly for the cafeteria, separated by glass walls and doors from the rest of the school. Long narrow tables and chairs lined about the room. Numerous foodstands flanked the sides of the room, though all of them are closed. There was a toilet at the far corner and another series of glass walls that lead to the courtyard.
"The cafeteria once had open access to the rest of the school." Maekawa explained. "Students also used to buy food here to eat at the courtyard. However, last year, the head of the gardening club complained that the students were making a mess of things, so the glass walls were erected and people were forbidden to eat in the courtyard."
"I think he did the right thing." Shiro said. He couldn't exactly blame the head of the gardening club, whoever he or she is. Having to tidy up a large courtyard after every lunch would be annoying, especially considering the efforts they've put into it. One only had to glance at the courtyard beyond the glass walls to see that they were already probably working very hard.
Maekawa winced. "Yeah, just don't let some people hear you say that." She said, "There were a lot of complaints back then from some of the students. A fight almost broke out, and it's still a sore topic even today."
Shiro raised an eyebrow incredulously. "Over something as simple as that?"
Maekawa shifted. She seemed uncomfortable thinking about it. "Well, it's a bit more complicated than that. Let's just say that it's more of a culmination of events rather than a single happenstance and leave it at that."
Shiro opened his mouth to say something, but the expression Maekawa-senpai wore told him not to ask anymore questions, so he closed his mouth shut.
Just like how the first floor was reserved mostly for the cafeteria, much of the second floor is mainly used for the library. There was a small shop beside it that sold school supplies and another toilet on the far end of the floor. The library doors had an open sign hanging beneath their window. They went inside. A cool, soft air swept over them as the doors opened and Shiro sucked in a breath.
It was not the biggest library he had ever seen, true, but it was certainly one of the most luxurious. All the bookshelves were made out of metal, instead of wood, lining along the sides from one end of the room to another. Round tables darted about the centre of the room, surrounded by colourful chairs. There were also computers, about half a dozen of them sitting in one corner of the room. Long bright lines of LED lamps were placed above the ceilings and there were two ACs hanging on the higher parts of the wall opposite to the entrance.
"Impressive, isn't it?" Maekawa asked, turning to him.
"Y-yeah," Shiro muttered. "They really spare no expense for this place, don't they?"
"Yup. You have our principal to thank for that. He's an avid book reader and this place is basically an extension of his personal collection."
They walked around the place for a bit. Out of curiosity he picked a book up from the shelf closest to him and was surprised when he saw the language written on it.
"English?" He asked, lifting it up so Maekawa could see it.
Maekawa nodded. "Yeah, the library keeps many foreign books here too. Not just English though, there's also a few French books, and even one very big Russian novel too, if I'm not mistaken."
Well that settles it. He's definitely going to spend most of his hangout time here.
There must've been something in his expression because Maekawa raised a curious eyebrow at him.
"Is reading your hobby, Amaya-san?"
"You could say that," Shiro said. He examined the book he'd picked up and frowned. It wasn't just any English book, but an English translation of Plato's
The Republic. He never thought that he would find something like this at the library of his new school.
Reading is a hobby of his, albeit one was born more out of nurture, boredom, and opportunity. His mother and stepfather had limited his gadget use when he was a child, believing it to be harmful to his growth or something. In the end, the only source of entertainment came mostly from either playing with Misato or reading books. By chance, his mother had inherited a vast collection of those in the family library which was surprisingly well-maintained compared to the rest of the mansion.
"Really?" Maekawa asked. "Then what kind of book do you read?"
Shiro had been too engrossed in the book and Maekawa had asked the question with such casual air that he almost slipped up. "Me? I read Occ-," He bit his tongue. "-Occasionally some fiction. English and Japanese. Mostly though I read…philosophy."
"Philosophy?" Maekawa asked, tasting the word. "Aren't you a bit too… I don't know about you for those kinds of things."
Shiro placed the book down and chuckled. "Yeah my… relatives said the same thing really."
"So what kind of philosophy are you into?"
It took a bit of time for Shiro to answer that question. "The esoteric kinds, really. The authors are practically unknown. My family had a few of those kinds of books back at our home in England. I doubt I would find those same books here."
"Hey, don't sell our library short. We might be able to surprise you," Maekawa playfully said and Shiro chuckled.
The rest of the second floor contained the laboratories; biology, physics, chemistry, even maths. The doors were locked tight, but Shiro could see inside of them through the windows, catching glimpses of measuring tools, thermometers, test tubes, flasks, rulers, plastic body organs, and the likes.
The third floor at first glance seemed to almost consist only of empty classrooms, but a closer inspection revealed otherwise. One room looked quite a lot like the libraries with a few rows of bookshelves lining one side and a few desks and chairs placed neatly around the centre. Another room had a variety of art supplies; canvas, paints, brushes, and decorated to a fault with paintings, sketches, and even a life-size human statue while the one next to it contained musical instruments and recording devices. There was even one room that could only be described as a meeting room, for lack of a better word, with a round table at the centre, a bulletin board on one end, and a movable learning board. Perhaps a business or entrepreneur club?
"And this is where most of the in-doors clubs are." Maekawa explained as they went through the completely empty section of the floor. "So things like the Art Club, the Tea Ceremony Club, the Music Club, and the likes can all be found here. It doesn't see much use except for club hours though and occasionally when they are needed for some practical lessons, so it's pretty empty most of the time."
Their reverberating footsteps and Maekawa's explanation were the only sound that could be heard inside this part of the third floor, making for a silent, almost eerie atmosphere.
"What about the rest of the third floor?" Shiro asked, more to fill the silence than anything.
"Well, there are the third year classes in the northern section, but since they're focusing on their study, most of their time is spent in the classroom. Most of the centre section in this floor used to be relegated for storage rooms or extra classrooms, but I heard that the school plans on building a few new ones below, so now the rooms were mostly abandoned."
Shiro raised an eyebrow at that, but did not speak. That sounded a tad wasteful in his opinion, but then again he doesn't know much about school management so he doesn't really have any right to judge.
"Anyway, that's mostly it for the Southern Section of the school." Maekawa said. "Now, why don't we go to the Northern Section? We'll go to the third year classroom first on the other side of this floor and then make our way down to your own classroom. Sounds good to you?"
Shiro nodded and Maekawa turned to go through the corridors that would lead them to the third year classroom…only to suddenly stop at the entrance of the corridor.
Shiro was so surprised, he nearly bumped into her. "Senpai?"
There was no answer, Shiro took a few steps around to look at her face. Maekawa-senpai's face was hard as stone and as pale as spoiled milk. Her lips tightened to a straight line, trembling, her eyes intense, looking forward like a deer caught in a headlight. Beneath her arms, Casper suddenly sprang up, ears down, eyes open wide, and mouth carrying a sound that was half a hiss and half a growl.
"Maekawa-senpai?" Shiro asked.
Still no response.
Finally, he tapped her lightly on the shoulder. "Senpai?"
She yelped suddenly in surprise and turned. When their eyes met, she immediately schooled her expression. "O-oh. S-so-sorry, what was that?"
"You were…zoning out earlier?"
"O-oh?" Maekawa said, twirling her braid on one hand. "I really was, wasn't I?"
She laughed. It sounded more nervous than anything.
Shiro merely looked at her. "...Are you alright?"
"I'm alright." She said quickly, far too quickly. "I'm very much all right, why wouldn't I be?"
Shiro stared at her, not convinced in the slightest, but unwilling to press further. "...Should we get on with the tour then?"
"The tour…" She stole a glance at the corridor, so fast, he nearly didn't catch it. "Actually I have a better idea. Why don't we just go down to the second floor, go through the corridors there,
then make our way down to your class. Sounds good right?"
"I…" Shiro began, only to stop at the pleading, almost desperate looks in her eyes. "...Sure?"
"Great!" She said suddenly, turning and marching back to the stairs in strides that were half a run, and leaving Shiro dumbfounded. "Let's get going then!"
He ran to catch up to her…but not before looking back at the corridor for an instant.
"Amaya-san, hurry up!"
"Coming!" Shiro said hastily.
What was that all about?
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Maekawa-senpai didn't talk much as they walked back to the second floor and around its corridor. Where before she was quite enthusiastic and talkative, explaining the different parts of the school in clear detail, now her explanations were short and curt, getting to the point almost immediately. It was as if he was listening to a completely different person than the one he'd met scarcely an hour ago. Glancing at her, it wouldn't be a completely inaccurate assessment. Her skin was a palor shade paler than five minutes, her knuckles white, and lips shivering ever so slightly that if it weren't for her words, Shiro wouldn't have been able to notice it at all.
"A-and this part of the centre corridor is u-usually reserved for the teachers and staff." Maekawa said, beneath her arms, Casper remained as uneasy and as troubled as when Shiro first saw her, moreso, even. "So things like the teacher room, the staff meeting r-room, the janitor room can all be found here…"
She trailed off, leaving them in an awkward silence. It has been like this for the past few minutes with Maekawa-senpai giving short explanations before going silent when she ran out of things to say.
Finally, Shiro couldn't take it anymore.
He turned abruptly to face her causing her to stumble a bit and give out a small, startled yelp. Casper hisses slightly at the sudden jolt. Without missing a beat, Shiro asked. "Maekawa-senpai are you sick?"
"Sick?" Maekawa shook her head. "N-no I'm not sick. Why would you think that?"
Shiro raised an eyebrow.
Can she not see herself? "It's just… you're a bit paler than a few moments ago. Your mouth is shivering like you're in a cold and you're also sweating quite a lot by the looks of it."
Maekawa frowned, then she placed a hand over her forehead and looked at it. Her widening eyes told him how surprised she was when saw the salty droplets gathering on her palm and fingers, yet despite all that, she shook her head.
"I'm fine, Amaya-san. Really. It's nothing." She smiled at him and it might have been enough…if it wasn't so stiff and shaky and looked so obviously forced that even without the previous signs he was able to tell that there was something wrong.
"Are you sure?" Shiro asked. "If it's about the tour, then you don't have to push yourself so hard, Maekawa-senpai." They've already covered most of the schoolground anyway. "You can just tell me where my class is and I'll be on my wa-"
"Maekawa-senpai."
They turned as one to face the newcomer.
An older Japanese boy walked calmly towards Maekawa, ignoring Shiro, a pair of thinly framed glasses between his eyes, and a yellow armband like the one Maekawa wore tied around one arm. Shiro blinked when he saw him. He was tall, taller than Maekawa by a wide margin and taller than Shiro by even more than that. If he wasn't at least a foot taller than Shiro, Shiro would eat his magic book. His figure was augmented by a broad set of shoulders that seemed to protrude out from his blazer. His face was hard as if carved from granite, with strong square jaws, a wide clean forehead creased with frowns, thin lips made more for scowling than smiling, and hairs cut in a neat, almost military, fashion. His expression was dead serious, his dark almond eyes boring everywhere he sent his looks. He'd merely steal a glance at Shiro, not even giving him a second one, but it was enough to make him fidget where he stood. Strangely Maekawa seemed unperturbed by him, she even smiled at him warmly.
"Minori-kun, what can I do for you?"
He straightened himself and spoke. "Maekawa-senpai. I was looking everywhere for you."
"Is there something wrong? Has something come up with the event?"
"No," The boy, no, the young man shook his head. "Everything's going fine, actually. I was only told to give you this by the President," He gave her a single piece of paper he was holding in his hands.
"Ah, yes. This is the opening speech, I believe?"
"Correct. The president also wanted to remind you that the ceremony would begin in approximately an hour as scheduled."
"I see…" She said, reading the contents of the paper up and down. "I'm supposed to read all of this, yes?"
"Not all of it," Minori said. "Only the broad strokes would suffice. We don't want it going on for too long."
"Hmm, well, thank you for giving this to me." Maekawa gave him a smile, but he merely shook his head.
"Don't thank me just yet. You still have to memorise the outline of the speech, senpai."
"Yes, yes I know. Don't fret over it, Minori-kun." Maekawa said, waving him aside. He nodded and made a turn, but before he did his gaze fell on Shiro.
"And who is this?" He asked, staring hard at Shiro.
"Hmm? Oh this is Amaya Shiro. He's an underclassman I'm showing around school. Amaya-san is Fujimura Minori, head of the disciplinary committee."
Well he certainly looked the part, if nothing else. With a slight fidget, Shiro bowed. "A-Amaya Shiro, pleased to meet you."
"Amaya Shiro is it?" Strangely he did not return the gesture, instead he looked at him up and down, narrowed his eyes, and said. "What grade are you?"
"I'm a first year student," Shiro said.
"A first year, huh?" Minor- Fujimura-senpai asked coldly. "May I ask if torn uniforms are the norm in your previous school?"
Shiro blinked. "What?"
Fujimura-senpai did not answer, but instead pointed down towards Shiro's pants. Shiro followed his direction… and saw the torn holes on his slacks from where the car previously hit him. They were small, almost small enough to be unnoticeable unless you were really looking for them.
"Eh, Amaya-san, what happened to your uniform?" Maekawa asked from beside him, only now noticing them.
"I…" Shiro began nervously, shuffling slightly at suddenly being the centre of attention. "I had a bit of an accident."
"An accident?" Maekawa asked. "When did this happen? Were you hurt?"
"When I went to school," Shiro answered truthfully. "And no I wasn't hurt," Anymore at least. "Just a car that passes over the red lights. I thought I made it out just fine. It must've scraped me by."
"That was quite careless of you." Fujimura-san said coldly. Shiro frowned and felt his bile rising, but before he could say something he might regret later, Maekawa-senpai stepped in.
"Okay that's enough of it. Minori-kun, please refrain from such comments." The boy frowned and opened his mouth, but closed it after Maekawa's stern looks. She turned to Shiro. "Amaya-san?"
"Y-yes?"
She smiled warmly at him. "Meet me before during the first recess, I'll see if I can get you a new one. Okay?"
"Yes, thank you senpai."
"Good." She nodded and turned to Fujimura. "Is there anything more, Minori-kun?"
The boy shook his head, if he thought of anything about Maekawa's words he didn't show it.
"Okay then. You can go back to your duties if you have one."
The boy marched back without another word, not even a glance back at their direction.
Maekawa stared at him until he disappeared, then she turned to face Shiro. "Sorry about that. Minori-kun is a bit standoffish and cold, but he means well."
Shiro merely nodded. "Again, sorry about that. Anyway, if any of the teachers asked you, just tell them what you told me and say that you have my permission in any case."
She spoke as if the teacher would allow his torned uniform just because she said so. Maekawa must've been really well-liked or influential to speak so confidently.
The rest of the tour seemed relatively peaceful. Maekawa seemed to have gotten over her earlier nervousness and was as talkative and chatty as when he first met her. Not that Shiro had forgotten about, nor had he stopped pondering about in the lulls between her sentences when he wasn't responding to her. He didn't think it wise to bring it up though, not when she seemed so uncomfortable even thinking about the idea and certainly not when she had been nothing but amicable and nice to him.
Still as time went on, he did notice something strange about her. He noticed that she was nervous. It wasn't the nervousness from before, at least it doesn't seem like it. Her lips were not trembling nor were her skin paling like before, no, instead she was stealing a glance towards him every now and then. Each time he spoke, commenting or responding to her explanations or questions, she seemed to listen quite attentively, hanging on his words, and then staying silent for a few seconds as if expecting him to continue. Was it his torn pants? He wondered.
Eventually, when they were back in the corridors of the first floor, Maekawa spoke up. "Hey, Amaya-san, can I ask you a few questions?" Shiro turned to face her and she made a gesture as if to raise her hands which was hampered by the plump grey cat between them. "N-nothing much, really. You're free to not answer them if they're too personal or something. It's just, well, I just want to get to know you better is all."
Shiro blinked, surprised. Not many people said that to him. Most were simply content to leave him be. Where did Maekawa-senpai's interest come from? Was it because he was Misato's brother? Probably, that but couldn't be all of it, surely. No. Looking back at the past hour of interacting with her, Maekawa-senpai seemed like the nice and popular girl in school. The kind that could and would get along well with everyone. It should be no surprise then that she would want to get to know him better, especially since he's the brother of one of her senpai.
Maekawa-senpai must've taken his silence as a refusal because the next words that came out of her mouth were. "Y-you know what? Nevermind. I'm so-"
"No, no," Shiro said immediately, shaking his head. "It's fine. You can ask your questions."
"Really?!" She exclaimed, suddenly getting into his personal space.
"Y-yes?" Shiro tentatively said. She looked like a happy little puppy or a kitten with how her eyes glinted with enthusiasm. "Sure, ask your questions." Shiro said, preparing himself for her question…
"Oh, okay, hmm…" She tapped her chin with one hand. After a few moments she asked her first question. "What can you tell me about yourself?"
…and nearly stumbled when she asked for it.
Maekawa turned a surprised expression towards him. "I-I'm sorry, was that a bit too much-?"
"What? No!" Well, maybe. To be perfectly honest he was expecting something a bit more specific. Like his age or his previous school or even something about Misato. "It's…a bit too broad. To answer that question…" He trailed off, not quite sure where to answer. He was rather unremarkable when it comes to his ordinary life. The only thing interesting he could think of about himself waht his dealings with Magic and that is
not a good conversation material. "I… to be honest I don't think I can answer that question easily."
"Oh?" Maekawa asked tentatively, suddenly looking very hurt like a kicked kitten.
Stop making that expression towards me!
Shiro coughed and turned away, not willing to see her expression anymore lest his heart melts. "B-besides. Didn't Misato talk to you about me?"
She must've had. Misato was outgoing and open to everyone around her. No doubt she was all but too happy to share detailed stories about her cute little otouto, especially all the embarrassing ones that-
"Actually, she doesn't talk about you very much."
He whipped his head back at her. "What?"
"I mean, it's not like she doesn't talk about you at all!" Maekawa said hastily. "It's just that, well, she doesn't share much detail about you in particular. We - me and Misato's other friends - know that Misato has a brother, but we don't know much about you and Misato is usually very hush-hush about it."
"She is?"
"Yup. In fact, I didn't even know what you looked like until this morning. Some even went as far as to say that Misato was lying when she said she has a brother."
Shiro was stunned. "That…doesn't sound like Misato at all."
"It really doesn't, does it?" Maekawa chuckled. "But then again, everyone has their secrets. Perhaps she just wants to keep her family life private?"
"I…I guess so." There was no other explanation Shiro could come up with at the moment.
"Still it only made me more curious. How come no one had ever seen you before around Misato, especially when we visited her apartment?"
That was an easier question. "Probably because I was living in England when Misato went to High School."
That brought Maekawa to a grinding halt. She stopped and turned to Shiro. "Wait, what?"
"She never told you about it?"
"N-no," Maekawa said, slightly confused. "She didn't. Why would you be living in England?"
"Because my mother is English."
"...Huh. Misato never told me she was half-English."
"She's not. Misato's a full Japanese."
"Eh? But didn't you say that you're half-English?"
"I am half-English," Shiro affirmed. "But Misato and I aren't blood-related. We're step-siblings actually. My mother has me from her previous marriage before meeting Misato's father."
"O-oh," This time it was Maekawa-senpai who turned beet red. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to intrude."
"It's fine," Shiro said, waving his hand. "We're actually very close with each other, so much so that we might as well be related."
"Hehe, that's good to hear." Maekawa-senpai said. "I also have a little brother too. We're very close with each other and in fact he's entering this school as a first year. Like you."
"Really?" Shiro said. "Well then I guess I'll give try to befriend him then,"
"Please do." Maekawa said quickly. "Takahiro is in dire need of friends."
Takahiro. So that's the name of Maekawa-senpai's brother. "Why? Is he bad at making friends?"
"No, on the contrary he can be very sociable when he wants to. However he's a…driven individual and most of his time is spent either studying or doing club activities."
Shiro chuckled. That almost sounded like him. However he frowned when he realised that he hadn't answered Maekawa's original question.
It seemed unfair really.
"Well back to your first questions," He said. "To begin with…I don't actually know."
"Huh?" At Maekawa's slightly stupefied expression he continued on.
"I don't actually know what kind of person I am. I have hobbies. I like reading and playing games. I do exercises regularly, but not often. And I don't actually have any particular goals as of yet," He looked towards Maekawa who was hanging by his every word. "I'm sorry. I'm not making sense aren't I?"
"No!" Maekawa said. "I understand you perfectly. Based on what you said I'm guessing that you actually don't know what exactly you want or what you're passionate about, yes?"
"Y-yes?" He answered uneasily.
Maekawa smiled at him. A smile that made him feel guilty. "That's alright Amaya-san. Not everyone knows exactly what they want during the beginnings of high school. Actually, now that you have said that, you actually remind me of myself before I met Misato. Oh we're here."
They reached the northern section which contained the first year's classroom. People around his age - most of them taller than he was, frustratingly - gathered in and around their respective classes. Most seemed content to spend their times outside of class, chatting around their cliques and friend groups. Sunlight glimmered from the near end of the corridors to their right
"Well, I'll leave you here then, Amaya-san." She turned to him. "Again. Don't be too hard on yourself, Amaya-san. Take your time. Learn what you're actually passionate about and enjoy your high school life." She flashed him another smile and he had to turn away, rubbing his neck in a nervous manner. "See you later.
Shiro forced himself to turn and smile back at her. "See you later too, senpai and thank you for the advice."
She nodded, turned away and marched back to the corridor.
Shiro waited until her retreating form disappeared out of sight, until her reverberating footsteps were drowned out in the chatter and bustles of the morning of the first day of high school.
Then and only then, when he was sure she was out of sight and hearing, he let his smile drop. He felt like punching himself on the head or strangling himself. It was what he would've done if the circumstance had been reversed. Technically, most of what he said wasn't a lie. In fact, they were all true if you look at it from a certain perspective. He truly didn't know what to do with his life…his ordinary life at any rate. His other life though, the one filled with magic and skeleton and talking crows were a different matter entirely. That, however, doesn't change the fact that he'd deceived Maekawa-senpai who'd been so nice to him, going as far to take him on a tour around the school ground, even if it was at Misato's request. He stole a glance at the corridor, fearing that she would emerge again to surprise him. When she didn't he sighed.
Don't be too hard on yourself, Amaya-san. Take your time. Learn what you're actually passionate about and enjoy your high school life.
He shook his head. Maekawa-senpai's words, spoken not five minutes ago, rang in his ears and refused to leave. It was spoken in good nature, but she was wrong on one account.
He'd already found what it is he was passionate about.
He closed his eyes, reaching deep inside himself, towards the centre of the storm and beyond. There was no overwhelming sensation this time when opened himself up, nor a sudden surge of energy that threatened to consume him. What tiny pinprick sensations he did felt were quickly put down. Despite that he could still feel it, the comforting embrace of the darkness and cool winds sweeping over him. It was faint, the wind no more than a slow-moving mist and the darkness no more than a memory of a dreamless sleep, but it was there. And it was enough. More than enough.
What little there was was scant, a mere fraction of what could have been, but like a siren's song it held him spell-bound where he stood. He listened attentively to it and drank deep the well of feelings it invoked within him, enjoying every single moment of the process. The pain of opening himself up, the inhuman sensation that nearly overwhelmed him, the calm and reassuring dark that hugged him like a blanket in a cold room, and above all else, the thrum of power that filled his being. That feeling of strength, that feeling of power, it was the best feeling of all, the one he enjoyed. He loved it, thrived on it, and was powerless in the face of it. He wanted to learn about it, to know more about it, to uncover its secrets and master them, to reach their fullest potential, and above all else to-
He clenched his fist hard enough to draw blood and took a deep breath. And then another. One and two... In and out... Just as he'd practised. One and two... In and out....
Perhaps that's why I failed
He shook his head. The memory was painful and brought down his mood by a few notches, but it was necessary.
And with that sobering thought, he opened the doors of his classroom and entered.
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So this chapter turned out to be bigger than I anticipated. I'll be honest I was thinking about continuing this, but if I did it would have taken me another month to finish at least, especially with college. I decided to divide this chapter in two parts. I'm kind of one of those slow writers, but I like to think that I've steadily growing my word count per day. I have only seriously taken it in recent years.
On another note I'll put up a pole to see whether people prefer short-burst update or longer, bigger updates. Despite this, IRL can be quite sudden and I apologize in advance if my upload rate does not live up to its promise.