An explanation for the delay and our sincerest apologies at the bottom, enjoy this long-overdue chapter!
Ghira Belladonna
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While I love my job, there's little I love more than sleeping in. Thankfully, today is my off day and I plan to enjoy it to its fullest. Dragging myself from my wonderful bed, I walk down the hall in my pajamas.
A long, eye-watering yawn escapes me as I walk towards the kitchen, passing by our black-haired guest reading against the corner of the sofa. I idly make a note to start up a conversation, but only after I've had my coffee.
Entering the kitchen, I spy my lovely kitten hard at work to make all of us some pancakes for breakfast.
Feeling a tad mischievous, wait till she's not actively cooking to effortlessly sneak up behind her, first giving her cute butt a little pinch. She jumps with an adorable squeal, making me chuckle as I lean down a bit to wrap my arms around her slender middle.
I can't see, but I know she must be blushing, her lips firmly pouting, "Ghira! Don't surprise me like that!" Kali lightheartedly scolds me. If anything, I'm spurred on by her indignation, leaning down, I give her neck a light kiss before resting my chin on her shoulder.
My smile as wide as can be, I look over to see I was right, she's blushing for sure. She's clearly fighting to keep a smile from her lips. Deciding to tease her further, I playfully rub our cheeks together. She protests, gently trying to push me away as I continue to rub against her as she squeals, "Ghiraaaa stopp!! You know I don't like you doing that!" My kitten whines.
Heeding her request, even as she can't withhold a giggle anymore, I give her a few light kisses on her poor cheek, "There, I kissed it better!" I tell her, supremely smug.
She turns to glare half-heartedly, "
You caused it, you aren't allowed to kiss it better!"
Rolling my eyes, I gently squeeze her in a hug, smiling, "Even if I tell you that I love you?"
Kali takes a moment, moving her hand up to tap at her chin, a thoughtful expression on her face before she smiles widely, "Okay~ You're forgiven."
"Good morning, my love, I'm sorry, I couldn't resist," I tell her with a mischievous lilt to my voice that has her narrowing her eyes at me as I try to look innocent. With Kali distracted, I try to quickly reach out and grab a panca-
Only to get hand sharply swatted away by her plastic spatula, "Ghira, you can wait until they're all done." Kali scolds me. I give her an over-exaggerated whimper, nursing my poor injured hand. She giggles then points behind her with her spatula at the coffee maker, already hot and ready for me, "Your coffee's ready, dear, maybe now you can actually let me cook?" My kitten asks, only slightly serious.
Conceding, I gently move her chin to face me so I can land a chaste kiss upon her lips, "If I
must." I tell her before leaving to pour myself a cup of coffee while she happily hums a tune to herself.
"Hey, Kali?" I ask, getting a packet of sugar to dump in my coffee from the cabinet above.
She hums in acknowledgment.
"Any advice on talking to Taylor?" I ask, already prepared, mostly, to talk to our house guest but still wishing for some helpful advice.
Over my shoulder, I see Kali tapping her chin once more in thought before she comes up with something rather helpful, "Just do what you did with me, love. Just relax and be patient. She's quite into books though, in fact, if I remember correctly she was reading an old textbook on aura. We both know you're quite good with your aura and semblance, maybe that could help break the ice?" My lovely girlfriend suggests and I'm more than happy to take her advice on our enigmatic housemate.
Thanking her with another quick kiss, I take a tentative sip of my hot and still slightly bitter coffee as I leave the kitchen to talk with our guest.
Casually walking into the living room, coffee in hand, I take a seat in the chair directly opposite of our temporary resident. Glancing over my mug as I take a sip, I see her tense, acknowledge my presence, then surprise me with a curt and stiff greeting, "Morning, Ghira."
I can't help grinning like a fool, already getting plenty of flashbacks to how my kitten used to be. If you replaced the aura textbook with a tech manual, it would be nearly the same as a scene from just a few years ago…
Dismissing that train of thought, I calmly sip my coffee, getting comfortable in the armchair as I sneak some glances at the woman across from me. She looks so much better than she did when Kali found her.
Not only is Taylor healthier in appearance, but she's getting more comfortable with us, even if she doesn't know it and or is unwilling to admit it. Her eyes don't dart around the room in constant search for a threat anymore, she doesn't have to force back her instinct to fight when surprised by us near as much. Not to mention her barely visible smile when she's relaxing with a book to read.
I'm honestly happy for her, to be doing so much better already, even if I know a long road to recovery awaits her. While I doubt she actually has amnesia, simply wishing to keep her past a secret, I just hope mine and Kali's gamble pays off…
After all, I know the break is coming for the traumatized woman in front of me. Something that pushes her over the edge emotionally, forcing her to adapt or cling to what doesn't hurt.
Kali's came when I told her I loved her for the first time… thankfully she chose to adapt, to take the chance of being happy with me, to recover from her past.
But with Taylor? I fear her's will be much worse for her state of mind.
That's for the future, however, so I try to get Taylor talking, I swallow another gulp of sweet caffeine, "Enjoying your book, Taylor? Not as old as the textbook on aura I used in school, but still fairly recent, no?"
She lowers the book while quirking an eyebrow inquisitively, "School? You mean the public school has classes on aura?" She asks, her tone measured and neutral as always.
I nod, going to take another sip but finding my mug now empty. Shrugging, I place it onto the table to my right and smirk a bit at Taylor's question, "Well, no, not normally, that's reserved for the Huntsmen academies. But you're looking at a graduate of the Beacon Academy in Vale!"
Her eyes widen ever so slightly as she puts her book down in her lap, "You know a few things on aura then, I assume?" She asks conversationally, obviously fishing for more.
Hmm… tease her and maybe get her to actually ask for my help or not?
Decisions, decisions…
Sadly, as much as I'd love to have someone else to poke fun at than my dear Kali, I don't think Taylor's ready for that kind of friendliness just yet.
Instead, I answer her honestly, "Know a few things on aura? Well, my job isn't just for show you know! Not to mention I'm quite the good huntsman. If you'd like some help aura training, I'd be happy to help."
This gives me the chance to have some time with Taylor, maybe even get to know her better. Plus, I need to get some training time in, only Sienna really spars with me these days anyway after everyone outright refuses now.
Taylor crosses her arms, making a thoughtful hum in the back of her throat, "I'll… actually I will take you up on that. I could go for a quick work out right now anyway."
Smiling at her progress, even if it's tiny, I push myself out of the armchair, grab my mug, "Just give me a bit to shower and get changed, by then breakfast should be ready and after that, I'll meet you out back?" I ask, only to get a firm nod from Taylor in response as she stands up to get ready herself as well.
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Sliding open the screen door leading to the back yard, the familiar humid air of Menagerie greets me as I step out and into the blazing sun, the salty sea breeze rolling in to cool the heat…
A wonderful day in Menagerie if I do say so myself.
Shutting the door behind me, I turn around to spot Taylor already getting warmed up with some basic stretches not far away. She's wearing a dark red tank top with black shorts, her tank top must have been picked by Kali, the words "I'd rather be reading" don't seem like Taylor's idea of fashion. While her body definitely reveals more about her past than anything she'd likely tell us yet.
While she doesn't have the body of a huntress who's been at it for years, Taylor certainly has the body of an agility fighter, her faded scars no doubt from battle after battle. Strangely, her reflexes seem… slow? Like she's used to moving a certain way but now she's trying something different. The most likely culprit would be her gaining aura, but who knows, she could have actually forgotten her style of fighting, only running on half-remembered instincts and muscle memory.
Regardless of the issue, it's certainly not the worst I've had to work with, but could be much better. "Not a bad form you got there, remember how to stretch at least?" I tease slightly while moving to join her.
She tenses slightly but visibly tries to relax at my comment, "Seems so. I think it used to be a habit of mine. Besides, I needed to start getting back in shape." Taylor explains rather lamely. Either she's just trying to keep up the illusion of amnesia, or she's really bad at lying on the spot.
But, she has the right idea, so I begin my own set of stretches while questioning her, "What for? Planning on joining the militia, maybe becoming a huntress?" I ask, genuinely curious.
Taylor finishes her stretches up before she answers, her expression giving away nothing, "Got restless is all. Felt I had to move, helps clear my head."
I nod, putting my arms together above my head to finish up my warm-up, "Say no more, completely understandable. You look like a runner, am I wrong?" I ask, cooling down from the ever so slight burn of a good stretch.
"I like to run, yeah. I remembered I liked to run as a kid." She answers stiffly.
Wow… she's even worse than Kali was! It's like she doesn't know how to relax… yeesh, the poor woman.
Instead of voicing my thoughts, mainly out of fear Kali and Taylor will gang up on me, I simply nod, changing the subject past small talk, "So, aura." I begin, "I'd like to know what you know first as to not tell you something that you already know if that's alright?"
Taylor shrugs, evidently seeing no harm in it, "I'd only gotten roughly halfway through the textbook by this morning. But what I've gathered is mainly that not only is aura the physical expression of our souls, but it can be expressed in both conscious and unconscious ways. Like speeding up natural healing passively, but able to be sped up actively. Aura can also be a shield, blocking incoming attacks, but that has to be activated. I get anything wrong?" She asks, raising one eyebrow.
I shake my head in the negative, happy that she's got at least some basis, "Nope! You've got the very basics down at least. What that textbook will tell you later is that the active shielding aspect can become passive with enough training. Other than that? Well, aura also passively increases stamina, senses, and reflexes. But, still not much better than a well trained civilian by default." I admit, "Though, the difference between well-trained huntsmen and a well trained civilian is enormous." I explain emphatically to the now contemplative woman.
She doesn't take long to grace me with what's on her enigmatic mind, "Okay…" She says slowly as if tasting her answer to word it just right, "But these... special abilities, the semblances. Are they at all linked to aura? If someone ran out of aura, would their semblance cease to function?"
Blinking in slight shock, I have to say I'm genuinely surprised, it's… an odd question for a fake amnesiac with it being common knowledge and all. Perhaps she really does only have some of her memories?
Regardless of her amnesia being real or faked, I answer her question honestly, "That's correct, actually, rather perspective of you! But, to more thoroughly answer your question, yes, almost all semblances cease to function when a huntsmen's aura is depleted."
Something seems to occur to Taylor as her face flashes through unreadable emotions before they are gone just as fast as they came, "How, exactly, do people get a semblance, Ghira?" She asks with an intensity that throws me off momentarily.
Speaking slowly, I can't help the questioning tone that colors my answer, "Occasionally by a stressful situation some are not equipped to handle." I tell her, but only become more confused at the harsh look that overcomes her features before I continue, "
But, the vast majority unlock their semblance with training. However, some simply can't accomplish this." I finish, intently seeing how Taylor's face smooths out, her shoulders sag slightly, and the almost palpable tension leaves her.
That was… interesting to say the least.
Do I risk prying and potentially set back her trust in us?
Definitely not. But I'll have to keep a closer eye on our wayward houseguest.
As much as I wish for her recovery from her lack of trust, I care about Kali's safety more.
Taylor awkwardly tries to move on, her indifferent look would fool anyone else, well, anyone but me. I know she's realized she let her true emotions slip through, regardless of how out of context they seem to me, "I… appreciate the answers, Ghira. But why don't you show me some aura exercises now?" She asks, desperately trying to shift topics.
Smiling while uncrossing my arms, I'll allow her to keep her secrets, "Of course! I'd love to, Taylor. But…" I trail off, smirking widely, some might say viciously, "Know that training with me is quite an… intense experience, at least, that's what I'm told." Challengingly, I tease her a bit, see how much it riles her, "If you can take it, that is~"
She either rises to the bait, or I've touched a nerve based on her tense stance and narrowed eyes, "Give me everything you got, Ghira." She says coldly.
Ignoring her cold words, I can't help it, my smile grows till it hurts my cheeks!
Well then, no time like the present!
From my relaxed stance, I pump aura into my legs, immediately surging forward, hand cocked back to deliver a relatively weak but solid punch.
By instinct alone, Taylor dodges to the left, simultaneously grabbing my wrist and pulling, attempting to use my momentum against me as she brings her leg around to kick the back of my left knee.
She's good… but it's useless against a huntsman.
Layering a light aura over where I'm about the get hit, her quite powerful kick is deflected by my aura, making her attack rebound and giving me an opening as her body twists to accommodate. I use my other hand to grab her arm while correcting my footing so I don't go tumbling then twist it behind her back, making her release me.
With my now freed hand, I grab her shoulder, pulling her into a hold and disabling her arm behind her back.
Oh… she might have messed up, but this will be
immensely more fun than I thought.
Taylor seems to stop moving on instinct, just now registering what happened, "Wha-"
Releasing her, she spins around to face me, her eyes now hard as steel and clearly re-examining me as I step away, "That, Taylor, was aura in use during combat. Your instincts and reaction times were top-notch, but had you used your aura on that kick, it would have had a much greater effect." I explain, getting a slow nod from her, I can see her body is relaxed, her mindset likely just like when Kali was at her worst.
Raising my hands, palms out, to show that I'm not a threat, I smile, calmly explaining more, "Relax, I won't surprise you till we're training for sudden attacks. Right now, we're going to do some aura exercises I've come up with, sound good?"
I'm pleasantly surprised when Taylor actually relaxes minutely, almost an unconscious thing of a part of her trusts me. Well, at the very least she trusts me not to lie to her.
But, progress is progress!
Taylor speaks up, "Alright... what's first?"
Chuckling, I begin to turn to walk over to the shed in the backyard, calling over my shoulder, "First, we're gonna get you to manifest your aura at will! But, lemme get my hammer for later!"
"H-Hammer?!" Comes the uncharacteristically high pitched voice of my training partner, drawing a good and boisterous belly laugh from me.
Taylor Hebert
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It's official… huntsmen are insane…
Covered in sweat, knocked on my back, chest heaving, body pushed to its limits, and the taste of copper in my mouth. This… might have been a
slight mistake on my part to ask for Ghira to give me all he's got.
Turns out, he was more than happy to. A massive grin on his face, looking like he was having the time of his life as he handed me my ass again and again.
Just laying here on the soft grass, the sea breeze lapping at my skin as I wait for my shattered aura to slowly pull itself together.
Could I get up? Yes. This isn't even near the worst of what I'd experienced on Bet.
Do I want to right now? No. For once, I think I can rest for just a bit, besides, I've gotten up too many times to count by now.
"Taylor! You're not dying on me, are ya?" Comes Ghira's only slightly winded, cheery voice.
Channeling my best droll monotone, I shoot back, not moving from my sprawled out position, "Yes. I have died, you killed me, you horrible monster." I blame the exhaustion for my half-assed attempt at humor.
A deep, joyful laugh reaches my ears, "You know, you're funnier than you give yourself credit for." Ghira says as I hear him walking over to my prone form. At the edge of my vision, I see Ghira's hand, offering a way up.
I stare at his hand for a moment, just feeling my aura begin to reform itself. My entire body tingles, before feeling like I've been dunked in ice water. An attentive sort of clarity returns to my mind as my gray aura surrounds me once more, my tired limbs filling with just enough energy to move once more.
Sighing, I slowly get up, waving off Ghira's offer of help as he sees my aura shimmer around my body and I sit upright on the grass. Feeling my hair clinging to my neck, I try running my hand through my sweat-soaked hair, only to hit some nasty snags, I wince as I pull a bit too hard.
Note to self; get a good hairbrush.
Giving up on messing with my hair, I look up at Ghira, the collar of his plain purple t-shirt wet with sweat. I sigh, at least managed to at least make him sweat in our little sparring matches.
This just shows me how much of a gap there is between civilians and huntsmen.
Sure, there's a gap, but… why am I doing this, exactly?
The thought brings me up shorthanded and unsure.
I don't have an actual answer. Why
am I training, why
am I doing all this? I should be happy, should be
glad that there's no world-ending threat. That there's no need for me to learn how to use my aura. That I can
relax for once in my fucked up life!
What am I preparing for then?!
The worst part is that I have no idea…
My fists clench, knuckles turning white briefly in my bitter frustration. Ghira's deep voice snaps me out of it, taking my reaction the wrong way, "Hey, hey, relax Taylor. You did amazingly compared to, well, essentially everyone in my barracks beside Sienna and myself! Don't be so hard on yourself, okay?" He tries to reassure me.
It seems like I can't Ghira… it really seems like I don't know how to relax. Not anymore at least.
Letting go of the tension in my body, I see Ghira, still smiling so supportively, all the while loving life with all his heart.
It makes me feel so… lacking in comparison, like I'm not good enough at
living.
I hate it.
My mouth moves before my brain can register the words, "Why are you doing this?" The words sounding bitter and like ash on my tongue. Ghira looks confused so I go all in and commit, "Helping me, I mean. I get Kali, that's just how she is and has her reasons… but what about you?" I explain, each word feeling like it's trying to choke me.
But I'm not done yet, "Why, why train me, why let me into your home? Why do you c-" The word gets lodged in my throat, my eyes widen as I realize just how worked up I'd gotten. Instead of fixing it and try to explain myself, I just go abruptly silent, unable to look at him, I look away.
But not Ghira, I feel his likely calm eyes on me even as I grit my teeth in anger, mostly at myself. I'm not used to my emotions and reactions being this easy to read damnit, I fooled one of the best thinkers in my world but now? I can't hide the slightest expression…
Ghira's words exude a patient that I'm not used to when dealing with me, "Why do I care, Taylor?" Ghira says with emphasis, making me wince involuntarily as he continues, "It's simple, really. I care because I couldn't send you on your own and with seemingly no one to turn to. That's not the kind of man I am, Taylor."
I honestly don't know what's more incredible. That someone like Ghira exists or that I'm the person he's decided to spend so much time and energy on. I'm flattered, and while I'm maybe not exactly happy with my current situation, this still seems too good to be true.
Ghira sighs, sounding almost
disappointed yet still caring as he places his rather large hand on my shoulder. The motion snapping me from my thoughts, as I turn to meet his soft yellow eyes, "I can't pretend to know what you're thinking right now Taylor, but I can take a guess. You think this is all too good to be real, and depending on your past, too genuine."
I bristle a bit more than I like, slightly upset I'm so easy to read evidently.
"So, maybe a more selfish reason will help?" He asks, only serving to make me genuinely curious as he continues with a wide unrestrained grin, "I do this because I find it
fun. I find it enjoyable, believe it or not," He whispers while wiggling his bushy eyebrows and it almost, almost draws a huff of a laugh from me, "I genuinely like to help people and teach people to be better than they could alone."
I nearly feel bad for how slightly sickeningly sweet I find his, as far as I can tell, genuinely heartfelt words. It's like one of those much too peppy and happy people that makes you feel tired and sad in comparison.
Have I really grown
that pessimistic? That disillusioned with the world or, at least, my world?
Shaking my head slightly to banish the thought to be dealt with later, I more than a little hesitantly admit to Ghira, "That's… I don't know if I should be impressed or shocked that you guessed correctly."
He chuckles as his expression turns almost nostalgic, "Brothers, you remind me so much of Kali! It's honestly scary how alike you are at times, she said nearly the exact same thing once I started to figure her mysterious self out! I can definitely see what she meant."
An almost irrational feeling of frustration and bitterness overtakes me at his words. I'm honestly getting really sick and tired of them acting like they know me, that I'm oh so similar to Kali. Not only do I doubt Kali did near as many horrible things, but I am not, and never can be that happy!
Shoving his hand off my shoulder, I glare at a suddenly calm and slightly surprised Ghira, "But I'm
not Kali. So I'd appreciate it if you stopped treating me like you actually
know me because you
don't." I move to get past the object of my frustration when his deadly serious words stop me in my tracks, "You're right, Taylor." I can't see his expression, but something in his voice gives me pause, preventing me from just walking off.
"You're absolutely right, Taylor, you cannot and never
will be Kali. And I would never want you to be. But there is a reason I compare you to her," He explains, sounding so sincere and solemn, so unlike his relatively happy self just moments prior, "I want you to know that you are not alone in your pain, that you are not alone in the darkness of your past. I want you to know there are people if you choose to believe it or not, who
know what you went through and want to help you get better." The near pleading and genuine passion throw me off-guard.
I'm caught with indecision, what can I say to something like that?
That he's wrong? That no one can relate to me? That I don't deserve to think like that?
But I can't say anything like that because logically, I know he's right. I know there are people who have suffered like me in my world, hell, I've met people, at least briefly, who were in worse situations than me.
That doesn't mean it's any easier to accept that people want to help me "become a better person", whatever that means anymore.
Dad… he always felt too far away to really help me.
Yamada tried, she really did, but failed in the end.
Lisa was the closest. Maybe it was because of her agent but she was the closest to me, she knew me the best.
At that point, Kali's head pokes past the screen door and into the backyard, a massive and bright smile on her face, her cat ears twitching slightly as she sings songs, "Dinnnnerrrrr time~!!"
But, something tells me these two might just try no matter what...
More than thankful for Kali's timing, I take the chance to walk past Ghira, "Think about what you really want, Taylor. It's all I can ask." He just has to sound ever so slightly
disappointed in me.
Gritting my teeth, I keep my expression as neutral as possible as to not alert Kali till she pulls her head back into the house. Making it inside is… a relief. Not just because it's cooler inside, but a shower would be exactly what I need. Clear my head before meeting Kali and Ghira's friend and the stink from myself will do wonders… I hope.
With a sigh, I slightly raise my voice so Kali can hear as I walk down the hall that leads to the bathroom, "Kali! I'm going to shower really quick!"
Her cheery reply is slightly muffled but audible, "Okay! I'll keep it warm for you, just don't take too long Taylor!"
I don't respond, simply pushing the door open to a very… colorful bathroom. Closing the door behind me I still have to blink at the bright, almost neon yellow that colors the walls.
I don't know what I was expecting when I first got here. Probably something more unique and screaming Kali's influence but it's generally just a normal bathroom.
Going over to the shower to my left, I turn the knob to the H for hot water. The showerhead kicks on as I start peeling my clothes from my body with a grimace. Turning around I place my sweat-soaked clothes on the sink, only to make the mistake of looking up to see… me.
I'd never been one for vanity, never someone who obsessed over their appearance in the mirror, that was more Lisa's speed and I rarely actually looked in a mirror for… awhile at least.
The woman in the mirror covered with scars feels… wrong somehow. She looks so… so…
tired and
lost. Like she has the world on her shoulders and for once has no idea how to handle it all. I move my hand then so does she, I lift up my sweaty hair and so does she, I feel the indents of the bullet wounds courtesy of contessa and so does she.
Letting out a shaky sigh, turn away from the mirror and step into the steaming shower. Something to deal with for another time.
I let out a long and pleasurable sigh, the warm water doing wonders to release some tension I luxuriate in the moment even as I find some soaps and shampoos already prepared and start washing myself.
Halfway through my shower, while rinsing out my long curly hair, I feel the familiar feeling of adrenaline leaving my body, slight aches, and pains filter into my mind in the wake of sudden exhaustion and dulling of senses.
It's nothing new, I've gotten used to it. In fact, I almost miss the sort of comforting sharpness and energy it gives already...
The scrubbing of my hair slows as I rewind my own thoughts. I don't like the implications. Makes me sound like… an addict.
Three sharp knocks on the door snaps me into alertness before I forcefully calm myself down. I'm safe, it's likely just Kali or Ghira. Sure enough, the catwoman's voice comes out loud and clear over the running water, "Taylor? You doing okay, you've been in there for a while."
Cursing mentally, I call out, rushing to rinse my hair, "Y-Yeah! Be right out."
Whatever dark thoughts I had previously are forgotten, hurrying to finish then turning off the water to at least get semi-dry. As much as I might not fully trust the two Faunus, I don't want to be rude and insult their friend.
After throwing on a new change of a navy blue tank top and some black sweatpants from my room and quickly towel drying my hair as much as possible, I follow the sounds of conversation and laughter towards the kitchen.
I see Ghira, Kali, and… what must be sienna casually eating and sharing conversation.
She's definitely unique alright.her simple black t-shirt does nothing to cover up her tan, almost black skin with darker... tiger stripes? Running all the way down her toned arms. Her pitch-black hair straddles the line between styled and unkempt, with what looks to be pierced ears of some kind of cat atop her head. Her back is turned, giving me ample opportunity to see her lazily swishing striped black tail.
Definitely a tiger Faunus.
Meanwhile, I just stand in the entrance to the kitchen, feeling increasingly awkward and thinking this might be a big mistake. Maybe I can pretend I don't feel so go-
That plan is dashed when Kali's ears twitch and she immediately turns to me, her smile the brightness of the sun and leaving me wondering if aura can enhance hearing. "Taylor!" She says, standing up and drawing the attention of everyone. I give a weak and awkward wave. The catwoman continues, practically dragging me to the empty seat across from sienna, "Sit sit! I'll get your food for you! Would you like anything to drink?" Kali asks kindly.
Sienna's constant silent analyzing stare is more than a little distracting but it's nothing I haven't dealt with, "Tea, if you have some. Any will do, thank you, Kali."
She beams at me and goes to get my food. Leaving me with no directing in what to do.
It's almost funny. Give me a dire situation, hostile negotiations, or life and death consequences and I'll be perfectly fine. Making smalltalk and getting to know people?
Never my strong suit.
Right, just bite the bullet, I clear my throat and reach my hand over the table, "Hi Sienna, I'm Taylor." I offer in the least awkward manner I can.
She raises a sculpted eyebrow, drawing my attention to the red jewel embedded into her forehead. Isn't that a… Hindu? Maybe Indian practice? Regardless, she takes my hand with a strong grip, "Sienna Khan. I've heard… many things about you, Taylor." I inadvertently tense, glancing at Ghira for assistance but he's simply observing.
Letting go of her hand, I shrug, "Nothing bad I hope?" As casually as I can.
The tiger Faunus chuckles, her lips form into a smirk, "Ghira was just telling me how he has a new vict- I mean
volunteer." She stresses the word, getting an unamused look from Ghira which only makes her smirk widen, "To spar with the king himself!"
Ghira groans, stabbing into his broccoli and pointing the fork at a smug Sienna, "Don't get her started on that now. I've told you not to call me that many times." Now it's my turn to give Sienna and Ghira a confused look, unable to help my curiosity, "King? Does Ghira have a nickname around here?"
The tiger Faunus crosses her tanned arms and gives me a sharp nod, "Not really a nickname, it's simple really, he'll be the future king of Menagerie. Even if he doesn't want to admit it!" She says with such passion and confidence that it's easy to tell that she feels rather strongly about this despite Ghira sulkily popping the broccoli into his mouth.
"Does Men-" I'm cut off as Kali happily places a white plate filled to the brim with food that smells heavenly. My stomach makes its demands heard, making me blush slightly.
Kali giggles and moves to sit in her own seat, a cat-like smirk on her face, "See? Even your body agrees with me that you need to eat more! Plus using aura burns up a lot of energy, especially if it's healing you. So, eat up!"
She doesn't need to tell me twice, I pick up the fork set for me and spear some scallops before plopping them in my mouth. I practically
melt at the amazing home cooking, real home cooking I haven't truly had since mom died.
Swallowing, I take a sip of my tea, discovering it's green tea. Kali's smile is beyond bright at my reaction, "Glad you like it, Taylor! Soooo~" She drawls, with a mischievous purr that can't mean anything good, "How's my two favorite sticks in the mud getting along~?"
My blank, entirely unamused expression is mirrored by Sienna at Kali, "I'm not a stick in the mud." You both say in unison by accident.
Wincing, Kali
cackles like we just told the best joke in the world. Needless to say, I find my food much more appealing to hide my annoyance at her teasing.
I can just hear the smug smile on her face, "Awwww, see? You're already so alike!"
Sienna growls but her tan cheeks are dusted pint in embarrassment, "That means
nothing! You're the one that never shuts up about it!" She huffs.
Kali shrugs, unrepentant, "Maybe if it wasn't true I would happily stop. Buuuttt I don't think that'll happen anytime soon."
Honestly, I'm with Sienna on this, I'm not a stick in the mud. I can have fun, sparring with Ghira was fun, using my power was fun, so is reading.
As if reading my mind, Kali says lazily, ticking off her fingers, "And no, sparring, combat, semblance training, and weapons do
not count." Well, there goes all but reading for me…
Sienna's face twists up into a grimace, "But why
don't they count? Those are plenty of fun and-" Kali joins in, copying Sienna verbatim, "Are both practical and useful activities." Sienna bright amber eyes glare daggers at a giggling Kali as I stick a piece of steak in my mouth.
Savoring the great flavor of said steak, I swallow and try to steer this away from teasing, "So, Menagerie has a king?"
This time its Ghira that speaks up, "No, not traditionally. We have a chief and have since this island has been founded.
Sienna," He says, giving her a look, "Is utterly convinced I'll be the first king." He says with the tone of someone who's had this conversation many times.
The tiger Faunus' expression turns serious and fierce, passionate, "You're damn right I do! I believe in you, believe that you'll be the one to finally get us the respect and equality we deserve! Not this 'gilded cage' most
love so much. I don't understand how you can't see that!" She hisses, her chair screeching as she stands up to lean across the table.
Nonplussed, but still slightly surprised by her outburst, I wait and feel the tension rising in the room.
Ghira sighs, giving Sienna a slightly pleading look, "Please, not in front of our guest."
The tiger Faunus calms slightly, but refuses to give ground expression determined, "No, if she's going to live with you, she needs to know!"
It might be a mistake because I haven't gotten around to reading up on Menagerie in the history books I've been reading, but I have to ask, "Need to know what?"
All heads snap to me, but Sienna gives me the smile of a predator that's just caught sight of its prey, "Tell me Taylor, are you liking it here in this gilded cage we call our home?"
I keep my expression blank, obviously seeing the baited question for what it is. I answer honestly regardless, "What do you mean by that, Sienna? This place is beautiful and the people seem quite happy with the little city they have from what I've seen. Ghira himself seems to put so much effort into making people happy and this city seems to like him." I spare a glance to see Ghira with an uncomfortable expression on his face and kali had a look on her face I couldn't quite place.
Sienna, meanwhile, seems gleeful to continue yet her tone is rueful as she leans forward with her palms on the table, "Yes… this island is nothing but a brother's damned cage. One given to us as a
'reward' for our contribution to the Great War." A scowl darkens her face, "It was nothing but a place to shove all the Faunus so they'd be in one place. Of course, a third of the land is covered in nothing but
Grimm and
sand! But yet, we're supposed to be 'happy with what we were
given.'!? Never mind that they'll never give us a CCT tower, that we'll always have to make do with fewer supplies, that we
always have to make
compromises!" She hisses, her striped form clearly trembling with repressed rage.
Glancing at Ghira and Kali, I see that they're largely silent, likely wondering how I'll take this.
Calmly placing my arm on the table, I carefully pick my response in addressing all three of them, "I see, but if I may, what is it you do here exactly?"
That seems to get Sienna's attention but it's Ghira that leans back in his chair while crossing his arms, "I'm the leader of the militia garrison here. I organize and train law enforcement, hunter parties into the desert, and defensive forces if necessary. Sienna is my lieutenant and usually shares or assists in my duties." Ghira explains and Sienna just nods, seeing the description apt.
Looking to Kali, she sheepishly rubs the back of her neck as a small blush forms on her cheeks, "Well, I'm a retired huntress. I help around the community when I can but I don't have an official job as important as these two's."
I give nod, turning the information over in my mind. There's one main issue I can see and what I think Sienna is getting at, namely where I fit into all of this. Sienna and maybe even Ghira see me as someone that could be useful to them as a fighter and a human ally as there's likely too few sympathetic humans willing to help here. While I doubt Kali has an ulterior motive besides be my… friend.
Me of just a few months ago might have been ready to jump into an all-new conflict… but now? Now I'm not so sure I want to fight anymore.
It makes me hate how
good fighting feels even more…
Taking a breath to steady, find myself wanting to treat this not as a casual conversation but as a negotiation with an enemy.
I level Sienna with a blank look, calmly asking, "Why?"
The tiger Faunus narrows her eyes in anger and confusion, "What do you mean,
why?"
I don't need to be Lisa to know Ghira and Kali are equally confused.
This might upset them, "I mean why tell me this? What would I do about it?"
The tension in the room raises, mainly from Sienna's indignant glare, "You're to be living with what will be the future head of this land! If you're not apart of it, then you'll be surrounded by it."
Keeping myself calm in the face of her attitude this only proves her motives, "So? What am I supposed to do then? You assume I'm automatically invested in fighting what you clearly believe is
a war."
The tension doubles, Sienna's claws dig into the table audibly, her haunches raised as she angrily spits out in disgust, "Typical of a
human. When it's not your kind who's being oppressed it's just so easy to ignore, isn't it?!"
Oh, so she wants to be like that? My gaze goes ice cold, "You say that, but why should I
care?"
She looks like she wants to strangle me but she has nothing on Lung, "Why should you
care?!" She slams a fist onto the table, shaking everything but I remain unfazed by her tantrum, "We are seen as little more than
animals, slaves, lesser, and
unnatural and you want to know why you should
care?!" She near whispers in a cold rage.
I give her a reaction, "Yes. I may owe Kali and Ghira my life and much more, but that does not extend to their entire race. So, I ask again," I lean forward challengingly, "Why. should. I. care?"
My body tenses on instinct alone as Sienna looks like she's about to leap across the table to attack me. A split-second glance at Ghira and Kali lets me see them silently observing but ready to step in at a moments notice.
Only for the near palpable tension to lessen as Sienna relaxes for no good reason and a look of realization crosses her face, one I've seen on Lisa far too many times. A sense of foreboding follows as a very feline grin of satisfaction takes shape, "You may not care about all the Faunus, true. But… I know what you want but don't have." She says evenly.
What? What is she on about?
Allowing some curiosity to show I ask, "Oh? And what do you think that is?"
An involuntary shiver runs down my spine at her smug yet confident face that can never be a good thing. Shit, is Sienna a thinker? If she is, it's not very efficient or quick.
She purrs, "
A purpose."
My blood runs cold and a pit of dread takes shape in my stomach. A thinker, definitely a thinker… and me with no bugs to shunt my reactions into.
Sienna takes my silence as a small victory, her expression one of a predatory whose found some cornered prey, "That's right, a purpose. I've seen your type, brothers, I've
trained with your type countless times. The calculating look that's silently thinking of all the best ways to take me down, the numerous scars, blatant distrust of Kali and Ghira, and your eyes tell of a lifetime of hardship. You, like the others I trained with crave a
purpose." She once again purrs the word, as if caressing it.
Damned thinkers, I let my guard down and now her power has its hooks in me.
But do I deny it? As much as I hate to admit it… she's
right. I do want a purpose. I'm self-aware enough to know I am at my best with a goal, something to work towards and when I have nothing… I'm lost.
She might be right, but that doesn't mean I'll sing to her tune.
"Of course, the… purpose you think I need, it would involve the Faunus." A statement, not a question.
She pulls back, her smug look diminishing slightly as she agrees, "Of course."
"Sienna…" Kali says, her tone low and with a clear warning to it that even works as Sienna seems to stiffen, "You may be right about Taylor. But I will
not allow you to try and use your semblance to convince her, this is not a battle, Sienna. This is not her fight, not unless she decides to make it
hers, do you understand me?"
The tiger Faunus tsks, "You know my semblance doesn't force anyone or even works half the time…"
But Kali's silent glare is enough to cow her, "Fine, no semblance." Sienna grumbles.
Pleased with the result, Kali turns to me with a look of genuine concern, "I'm sorry if Sienna went too far, Taylor. She can get swept up in her semblance, especially if it's for something she's passionate about."
I sigh, Sienna's damn words bouncing in my skull on repeat, "No, it… it's fine, nothing I haven't handled before." I nearly flinch at the mix of curious and concerned looks from across the table.
Letting my hand rest in my lap, I clench and unclench a fist, trying to center myself as Kali only made it
worse because I'm not sure I actually have a choice in this. Logically, I do have a choice, I can walk away, never give in to my curiosity, and stick my head in the sand.
But, is that the choice I can live with?
I could say it's for a good cause, say it's a happy coincidence that I'd be helping the Faunus. Instead, I'd like to at least try to be more self-aware, to recognize that it's purely
selfish of me to need a purpose.
Well, there's only one thing I can ask, "What can I do?"
Looking up at the rest at the table, Sienna is clearly suppressing a winning smile as she's more than happy to respond, "Tell me what is it you know how to do?"
That's a loaded question if I ever heard one.
It's going to be a long night, I can feel it.
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Authors Note:
Hello readers who are still watching this thread, I... I know we've both failed you in delievering this chapter promptly. Crimson and I wish to offer our sincerest apologies for the long overdue delay, we will be trying out damnest to get chapters out once a week or at most once per two weeks.
As for a reason? I have gotten and started a brand new job recently along with some bouts of bad writer's block and depression that has horribly messed with my schedule and the amount of time I've had to work on this chapter. Crimson has also been given a promotion in his job that has more hours attached to it. We know these excuses aren't really worth much, but we hope you can at least understand where we're coming from.
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