Dueldisks were always something that kept his attention whenever he had one under his hands, fixing and adjusting wires, fiddling with screws. It was one of his first jobs within the Old Domino City, a card shop with duel disk repairs. Well, it was more succinct to call it a duel disk shop that sold cards. The act of putting together computer parts like they were on giant puzzles was always one of the favorite parts of his job. To then see said computer turn around and unleash giant monster holograms made it feel like he was some sort of master wizard, granting children magical power to summon monsters from the void… Honestly, it wasn't even that far off knowing about spirits…
The screen of the duel disk was removed, letting him mess around with the deteriorated wiring within. These older models usually had problems when it came to the wires, more than any version that came after the things. But that was only because the things were next to indestructible. Whether it's wet or dry, come rain or shine, these things won't care. The only mechanisms on these things that will be are the launchers, the clasps, and, of course his current problem, the wiring.
If nothing else, it gives him a wonderful excuse to ignore Seamus gut busting laughter.
"Y-You- BWAHAHAHAHAHA!" He carefully ignored Seamus, even as the idiot found the entire situation far more hilarious than it should have been. "Youhuhuhu d-didn't even notice!" The pointed finger was ignored as he finally found the frayed wiring causing the problem. "For all that you tell ME to pay more attention, you sure are-GAH!"
"Quit yer' belly achin'!" The fogey's hand raising from where it whacked the top of Seamus' head, who was already trying to rub the pain out of it. "Man's already worryin' 'bout 'nough people as is!"
"Grandpa." The old man looks up from where they were chastising Seamus to him in no small amount of surprise, looking up from his work. "Leave him alone. I don't hit my students, you shouldn't do it on my behalf." He bit back, focused on gently disconnecting the wiring without breaking or messing with more than he had too.
The fogey frowned for a few moments meeting his eyes, before turning away in a huff. "Yer, always so soft on kids. Just like before! You need to teach 'em hard and proper! None of this coddling."
He didn't bother to respond, too busy trying to carefully snake the increasingly annoying wire out of the duel disk, but that didn't stop Seamus from speaking up from where they were crouched behind the counter. "Wait, Teacher had other students? I thought I was the only one."
"BAH! The previous one had a real mouth on 'em! Then there was all those lil' brats that he-"
"Shut it, Old Man!" His voice came as a shout, explosively standing up from where he was hunched over the open guts of the duel disk, glaring. "That's the past, and I know I told you not to mention her again!" His white knuckled fist surrounding the screw driver slammed down butt first onto the counter.
The oldest man there hesitated for a moment before giving him the evil eye and spitting on the ground, "Bah! Promise is a promise… All you's gotta know, is there's only another runnin' round best o' mah knowledge."
Seamus looked between them, clearly itching to ask what exactly the Old Man wasn't saying and why exactly that mattered so much to him. Nevertheless, with his glare turning to regard Seamus with a very clear 'drop it' in his gaze, the youngest man there held his hands up in surrender.
He sat down back on the stool, and balefully turned his heated stare towards the mess of wires, and began to work out his frustrations there.
"Well…" Seamus started, awkward and unsure about how far the temper on their old mentor was. "Since you're back, you remember that one really annoying guy you dueled who summoned a bunch of tokens? Tall, bald, had the meanest look on his face?"
He paused for a moment, before looking up to with a deadpan, "You mean Nick, who had all those children following him about? Who you immediately started to fight and lose to? That Nick?"
It was Seamus' turn to scowl, grumbling "It was only because I wasn't done with my deck…" shaking their Head, Seamus snapped their fingers before pointing them as a gun towards him "Exactly! Well, he showed up the other day, coming right through Duel Street. Had that same group of kids with him."
He set about threading a new wire throughout the casing of the duel disk, even as he nodded his head along. "Don't tell me you dueled him. I can't imagine what that would have done to your ego."
Seamus reeled back like they were hit with a physical blow, hands clasping over their heart as their entire body drooped over ha. "Gah! Don't you have any faith in me?!" At his complete lack of response as he filled around with a few spare electronics he brought along for parts, Seamus' seemed to melt onto the floor. Regardless, he managed to find one that was vaguely the same from a broken down digital clock and was going about comparing the two.
Seamus picked themselves up eventually and continued, their upper half splayed across the counter as they mourned. "A few found family, but he settled with the rest out near the old school house."
He actually perked up at that, his hand fiddling with the wires until they were twisted together like thread. "The one that's half collapsed? I thought it wasn't safe enough."
"Nah, the actual main building wasn't, but apparently the gym supply shed is working well enough…" Seamus trailed off, watching as he begin to tie off the wiring with electrical tape. "Say, how come you never taught me to mess with electrics?"
"Electronics." He corrected, painstakingly threading the wire in the same path of the original. "Because it'd take too long, and I wouldn't have anything on hand a lot of the time. It was a lot easier to teach you how to duel instead."
Seamus pounded his fist on the counter, earning another evil eye from the Old Man. "Hey! I could duel well enough! Why do you think managed to get-"
"Hey, Boss!" Summoned like the devil at its mention, one of the ones who followed his protegee around the dueling alley ran up to the counter. "There's a guy over at the Dueling alley who's challenging everyone! Trying to throw his weight around! Need you to come back around and show him who's the top dog."
Seamus looked at him smugly, but he ignored it. More concerned with making sure to properly twist the wiring into place before he would move onto applying electrical tape. Seamus huffed, straightened his jacket as he hopped up. "Right, The Boss of Duelist Alley will be back soon as I show whos boss!"
"Beat 'em dead!" Foogie waved happily
"Good luck with that." He responded simply.
He watched the smiling Seamus run off, making sure his protegee was well and truly off, before digging into his pocket and withdrawing the cigarettes he got ages ago. Tapping it against his palm, he withdraws the last one and nurses it between his lips.
The 'Feh.' drew some annoyance from him, glaring over to the old fogey from the corner of his eye as he batted at the various ratty, worn, and dirty pockets of his outer coat. "Screw off." he retaliated to the old man. "You agree that I should be out hucking rusted metal about irregardless if I'd catch tetanus, but disagree about
smoking?"
"You're wearin' gloves!" The old man baah'd like a goat as he went back to reclining on his stool and heckling the good people of Satellite Market. God forbid anyone be happier than him. "Sure ain't got nothin' in that throat o' yours fer smoke!"
His very mature response was to chuck the empty cartoon at the old man's head, only to mild disappointment when it was blocked by wrinkled hands. His irritation only grew as he had to shake out more than one pocket to find the bang, bruised, and grease stained lighter. He took the cigarette out of his mouth, holding it between two fingers, as he gestured at the old man. "As if THIS will be the thing to put me in the ground. Collapsing buildings, duel gangs, sector security." He listed off the ways he could die like they were the weather, trying to flick the old lighter's starter for a flame to many irritating sparks. "Besides, since THIS won't be the thing to kill me, I make sure I don't smoke around kids. That's good enough for me."
The old man harrumphed hard enough he thought the fogey would have a bone jut out. "When yous hackin' up a lung, I'll be sure to remind ya' of what you said then!"
"HA!" The flame flicked to life, he put the filter back between his lips as he cupped the flame. "I'll tell you now, I'll tell you again, and I'll tell you then. Smoking will sure as hel-"
"Hey Mister!"
The kid's voice spooked him hard enough he fumbled the lighter, sending it falling through his fingers. It bounced from his hands once, sending him standing halfway off his stool to find the old man's hand trying to nab it from the air, before finally catching it just before it hit the OILY and WOODEN stall top.
Him and the old man shared a sigh of relief. Their shared heads locked onto the smiling child who clearly did not have a lick of a clue to the fact they almost caused a fire. They both sighed again as their heads drooped.
The girl started to giggle. "You guys are funny!"
They looked at each other, before frowning in annoyance, then incredulity, before both threw their hands in the air with a ""BAH!"".
That this sent the girl into even more voracious giggling was graciously ignored.
"'Funny' she says…" Fogey grumbled as he stomped back over and onto his stool.
He ignored the older man as he turned away to face the girl, instead leaning onto the counter as he put the cigarette and thankfully closed lighter into his closed hand, smiling light heartedly. "Happy to give you a laugh. Were you looking for something?"
She nodded, before fiddling with her baggy pant pockets, before pulling out a couple dozen cards that had him blinking in surprise. "My mama said you have ALL the cards!" She gave a teeth filled smile as she offered up her cards "So, I came to see if you could help me with my deck!"
He had to admit that it sent him scratching his beard in confusion as he accepted the deck, yet humored her nonetheless, shifting the deck hand to hand as he spread out the back of the cards. "Why'd your Mama tell you that?"
"'Cause," She started, beaming. "She saw you selling cards the other day. She was telling me about it, so I came over to see if you could help me!"
He could feel the old man's eyes spear into his back, but he rolled his shoulders and flicked the cards over in his hands. The moment of panic that shot into the girl's eyes as she started slightly as it looked like he was about to drop the cards as he did it more than revealed what he needed to know. Nevertheless, He couldn't help the fond smile that overcame him.
Allure Queen,
Dark Lucius,
Dark Mimic,
Mystic Swordsman,
Level up, and a few more. "Where'd you get these? I haven't seen level monsters in an age and a half."
The girl, who couldn't be more than ten really, bounced between her heels and toes, hands held behind her back as she cast her mind back. "Well I had them before, but I never really dueled or anything but I just couldn't get rid of them because they were a gift." She stopped as she leaned forward in a toothy smile. "But I'm trying to finish the deck!"
His eyes hazed over slightly as he idly went through the cards in his hands, each one well cared for despite everything he thought. These weren't the cards of someone who clearly cared for them irregardless of their circumstances… Well, it wasn't as if he was one who could judge another who had been chosen by their own cards. Regardless of whether or not he was being lied to or she genuinely did hear these things, the fear for and well beings of her card proved her in his eyes.
Not raising his eyes to meet the girl's, he reached past his first coat, into his far more personal and thinner coat and pulled out a deck of cards that was by far too thick to be a playing deck. Unlike his previous life, if he wrapped these ones in a rubber band, it'd more likely kill the rubber band than be helped by it. Waste not want not… Plus, those bands are valuable after all. Flicking through the cards with an experienced hand, soon one card was joined by two, three, jutting out towards the girl from where they lay in the stack of cards as he continued scanning through his cards. By the time he went through the entire stack, five cards were what he drew out of the pile, slipping them atop the cards in the deck she handed him before he returned it to the clearly stunned girl.
"These should help you." He sighed, rubbing his temple as he suddenly felt exhausted. "
The Sword of Concealing Light for your Swordsmen.
Stygian Dirge and
Demotion for your Allure Queens. Finally,
Opti-Camouflage Armor for Dark Mimic,
Armed Changer for your Dark Lucius." He gave her a wearied smile as she looked up at him. "I tried to make sure they all had one to themselves… Though it looks like the Queen got two."
She slowly looked from him back down to the cards in her hands. "Y-yeah…" She looked down for a few moments, but when she looked back up at him it was with the warmest and most genuine smile she had shown yet. "Thank you, Mr. Icecream!"
He nearly fell off his stool at the sudden new name he had been given, wheeling his arms for a moment to stabilize, his smile fell as exasperation took over "'Mr. Icecream?!"
"Yeah!" She laughed at him, before pointing at his hand "You have brown hair," His hands went up to the mop-water blonde turned oil slick blackish "you got those yellow eyebrows and mustache," they fell to his lips and eyebrows, dread rising with every word "then you have a big red beard! You look like neapolitan ice cream!" his hands grabbed the full cheek to cheek scruffy red beard.
He sat there for a moment simply absorbing this information, before his eyebrows met as he realized what exactly- "But- wait- that's- Neapolitan is brown, white and pink!" His fingers pointed at his face "How am I neapolitan?!"
She squinted at him like he said something stupid, before laughing again. Right to his face even! "Whatever you say, Mr. Icecream!" She took off running, leaving his confused gaping mouth behind. She only took the time to slow down for a moment to wave behind her "Thank you for the cards!" Then she was gone.
He'll admit, he felt a little warm and happy inside from that.
"I can't believe you not only got lied to an' robbed by a little girl, but let it happen." The older man huffed, chin in hand as they leaned onto the counter, hand waving away
"The happy feeling was succinctly ruined. Coldly and brutally as he was forced to remember which spiteful old bag he shared space with. He turned to look over at said old bag "What's it to you? If I can help someone by just giving away something minor, why shouldn't I?"
"So you can buy something to EAT while you're here?!" The pessimistic man spouted back "Cards are worth more than whatever scammer is trying to take them off you."
He took out the cigarette again, bit crumpled, and began flicking the lighter for a spark. "Better to get cheated then to possibly reject someone in need. What's a few cards anyway."
It was the Old man's turn to scoff "A meal? Probably a nice blanket 'n pillow? How about gettin' yer clothes cleaned?" The older man responded, chin in hand as they leaned onto the counter, hand waving away. "There's a million things you 'round 'ere with a few good cards. Rather then give 'em ta' some rotten brat who probably stole 'er cards."
"Hrmmm-" I did the very mature thing, and shoved the old man, sending the foogey's arms swinging wildly to try and maintain balance. "And what do you know, you card hoarder?! This is why you're a spiteful old man."
The old man latched onto the counter with his finger tips, pulling themselves right and stable yet again. With a sigh of relief, before an abrupt sneer towards him, the old man hacked a loogie onto the ground "Okay, '
Mr. Icecream'!" Foogey's voice was sickeningly sweet.
He paused mid lighting, before his head turned to look into the reflective wheel on the counter once again.
His head fell, dejected, as he whined in lamentation.
The old man's cackling gave him the urge to huck the hubcap right into his stupid face.
"Why did I ever bother to put up with-"
Seamus appeared, no doubt out of spite, cutting him off as the younger man conjured himself seemingly from thin air, forearm landing on the counter as the younger man leaned over towards him, "Like I was saying before I got-"
"HRAAAAAH!"
Two weeks ago, was the one year aftermath of the Zero Reverse explosion.
One year, two weeks. He had counted them.
He looked up from the ground he mindlessly glued his eyes to. Mercilessly, the hard labor of hauling dozens of food cans did nothing to let his mind go into autopilot. When hucking steel or scrounging through heavy debris like rocks or concrete, it was so much easier to enter a zen state. No thoughts beyond the most tertiary, no worries, nothing but the exhaustion and sweat of work.
How he longed for it now.
Looking towards the sky, it was clear it would be raining either today or tomorrow. He certainly smelled the rain. Fitting, he supposed. If he was in a movie, no doubt this would be far more romanticized.
He hated it here.
Here, above all else in satellite, is the place he hates the most. It's also where he is the most hated.
In other places, it is dreary and a ruin. Rubble and destroyed buildings litter every corner of the Satellite, inescapable except for a singular patch of greenery far enough away from downtown it reminded you of what was gone. The rest of the once fine city of Old Domino, could still be seen in your mind as a ruined wretched eulogy. He often caught himself standing, caught in a stupor as he looked down one street or another, and remembered how mundanely his days passed by… Nothing remained of that pretty suburb now.
But this part of Satellite had a much deeper and real sadness to it…
His sled scraped on concrete and he saw them. The people who haven't left… There were over a hundred last he had heard. The men, women, and children who simply… Had nothing. They had clothes and they had shelter… But they lost everything else… Most had no families any longer… Lost when the reactor blew up. They were as directionless as the Satellite itself.
Some… Some very, very few, found families. Some made them amidst refugees. Whether it solved the problems of their heart or not, he had no say in the matter.
You don't heal a wounded heart by dripping your own blood into theirs.
"Have you seen him?"
He looked down to the old woman who now stood beside him, staring up at him.
"Have you seen my Son?
Their eyes met, his lifeless and dull, her grieving yet hopeful.
He shook his head. From his cart, he held several cans in his arm. "I brought you some food. I was gone for some time."
"Have you seen my Son..? Nick brought some here… Some found each other… You travel often, have you seen him?"
He didn't respond. There was no way to respond.
Her eyes turned angry, as frustration and grief gave way.
She took a can from his hand, before bashing it into his chest. The pain was dull to his mind at this point, but his lack of reaction did nothing to stop her from raising it and bashing it into his shoulder this time. Then his arm. Then his thigh. Then she fell to her knees and sobbed.
The pain in her voice also made a dull pain come to mind.
Another came forward, rushing to the side of the aged woman. This one was younger, though not by much. She murmured to the older woman, comforting her…
He wondered how he must seem to them… A looming tall man, delivering food and clothes and other items they require by selling cards… Was he a caregiver, or was he just a damning reminder of it all…
He set down the cans beside the older women and the younger one.
Rubbing his gloved hands together, he grabbed the wire and hauled his payload onward.
The scene repeated before his eyes many times… Far, far too many times…
Men, women, children even asking if he had seen a brother or sister or mother or father or son or daughter… He never answered them. He never did more than deliver them the food they'd need to last through the week until he could return again.
Some got violent. Lashing out at his silence, lashing out for his persistence in feeding them, lashing out because he was a silent wall that they could vent out their emotions. He didn't complain. Couldn't. What right did he have to deny them this small comfort, when their emotions are spent and they can collapse in exhaustion to sleep easier that night.
Even if it caused him to stagger or limp away afterwards, he did not show the pain.
It was on the edge when he met the last person that he could find.
He stopped there, just off the step towards a tall collapsed three story building to look at the listless, long haired, unruly face. The man looked down at the ground, unseeing and uncomprehending the world around them. Slowly, and gently, he set down three cans for the man, before he started along once more.
He heard the shoes sliding on concrete and knew what would happen before the clattering of cans sounded across the near empty street. "You think I'll accept a thing from the Murderer." The man spat, vindictively spitting onto the sled of identical cans.
I stood there for a moment, before dropping the wire. I was gingerly placid as I walked about retrieving the scattered cans. From my sled, I silently gathered two more cans with the same gentle movements before stepping up before the man. One by one, each was set down softly on the step the man laid against. It wasn't until I spoke that the silence broke."No. The Murderer died with the city… But your loved ones wouldn't want to see you like this."
"And what would you know." The man demanded.
I looked up at him, the haggard expression, eyes narrowed, red, and puffy renewed anger and grief. I was far too familiar. "I didn't know them… but I wouldn't want to see my family like this either." He watched me as I stood up
I took up my reins, before leaving the man to the sounds of my scraping sled. Feeling only numbness as I heard the man break down behind me.
I went through the motions in an idle fugue, avoiding stepping on crack, using the sheet I left earlier to climb over a car, tossing my sled across a ravine before following over. The rubble haunted my steps and never seemed to end, each collapsed building and ruin of vehicles sent my shoulders hanging lower. By the time I returned to my home in the scrap yard to find the hill had collapsed atop my lean too, I felt nothing but numb grief.
On my sled I collapsed and sat. The shiny hubcap was in my hands again, as I looked down. Gone was the amused face of a man who was compared to ice cream. Now, I saw the bleeding wound on my temple from where a can should have killed me. I saw laugh lines fading from disuse. I saw a sad, stupid fool of a man who doesn't even know why he bothered to wake up that morning.
Just yet another misfortune in this Hell I made.
AN: Originally had a much bigger AN, but then got rid of it. Tldr; instead of a targeted counter point to a lot of other yugioh fics I read, It took me 8 months to re-write my entire plot to be something more than a counter argument. Its really hard to write sad scenes when your natural state as a person is happy… I hope a lot of the more morose sections came off well. Be a bitch to re-write em.
Anyway, corrections are welcome.