Security!
Chapter Forty-Three: Everything Changes
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
We stood outside the warehouse; Clockblocker, Kid Win, Browbeat and myself. The other three were in their standard costumes. I wore a light helmet that covered my mouth, a basic bodysuit in dark grey with a red kite-shield shape on the front, a black jacket, heavy gloves and heavy boots. I'd made sure that the bodysuit was
not skin tight – no-one needed to see
that on me – and that it provided a little padding against blunt impacts.
"Trainwreck's in there?" I asked out loud.
"
That's what my bugs tell me," the oversized insect on my shoulder stated.
"Along with about forty mooks. Armed with clubs, knives and guns."
"How far away are the others?"
"
Still mopping up," the vox-bug admitted.
"They'll be a little while. Armsmaster recommends setting up a perimeter, keeping them contained until backup can get to you."
I shook my head. "I got a better idea. I'm going in."
"
Not a good idea, Mike. I think you should wait for backup."
"Nah," I replied. "I've never been a big fan of letting the bad guys stew in their lair. God knows what they can get up to."
"
You do realise that I have bugs in there right now. I know what they're up to."
"Good," I told Weaver lightly. "I'm counting on it."
"
You're a lot more reckless since that thing. I don't like it."
I shrugged. "It is what it is." I turned to the others. "Cover the exits. Anyone comes out, if you can subdue them, do it. If you don't think you can, back off. I do not want you guys getting hurt." I looked from masked face to visor to opaque faceplate. "You do
not follow me in. Is that clear?"
Browbeat shrugged, already bulking up a little more; Kid Win looked unhappy. I couldn't see Clockblocker's expression, of course.
"We could back you up in there," Kid Win suggested.
"Nope. I'd have to keep an eye on the three of you," I told him. "Watch the exits. I'm not one for orders, but that's a very strong suggestion."
Reluctantly, he nodded. Rising into the air on his hoverboard, he headed around the warehouse to the side exit. Clockblocker gave me a nod of his own, and loped away, toward the loading bay. I turned to Browbeat. "You okay?"
"Yeah," he replied. "You'll be all right in there?"
I smiled briefly, although the light helmet I was wearing hid it. "See how I go."
As I headed for the front entrance, I considered Taylor's words. I
was being more reckless; was it because I knew I would survive until the war started? Or was it due to the changes that Riley and Amy had made to my brain?
Maybe it's a little of column A, a little of column B. In any case, I was going in there to create some mayhem.
As I got to the door, the vox-bug climbed into the helmet, where a niche had been hollowed out in the padding for it.
"Forty to one odds, Mike."
I grinned tightly as adrenaline began to flood my system. "Yeah. It's called a target-rich environment."
"
You're nuts. You know that, right?"
"Entirely plausible. So, anyone near this door?"
"
Nobody close enough to stop you from getting in. Five guys who might hear you come in. They're armed, Mike."
"Firearms?"
"
Clubs and knives."
I drew a deep breath. "Let's do this. Oh, and do me a favour?"
"
Yeah?"
"Put the lights out for me?"
"
Already on it."
I opened the door and went in fast, not wanting to silhouette myself for too long against the outside light. The door closed behind me, and I could see haphazard rows of shipping containers, at least a dozen of them, maybe more.
"Hey, what was that?" The voice was rough, accompanied by sounds of movement. I started heading for cover, and that was when the lights went out.
Taylor and Amy had not been idle over the three days that Riley had spent rebuilding me; they had relay bugs, spy bugs, vox bugs, Ali bugs, ketamine wasps, and a whole range of specialised insects and spiders for various tasks. Among the more interesting were cutter bugs, designed specifically to chew through things. Such as cords, ropes, fuses … and electrical wiring. The tricky bit wasn't that they secreted acid on what they chewed, though that was fairly impressive. The
really tricky bit was that they were somehow insulated, so they wouldn't be fried by the wires they were chewing through. Amy was very proud of that little touch.
Everything went dark, then the lights came up again, only not so bright. Looking around, I couldn't spot the source of the illumination.
"Nicely done," I murmured, "but you missed the security lights."
"
I did no such thing. It's nearly pitch black in there."
"Then how come I can still see pretty well?"
A pause.
"Amy says your upgrades give you functional low-light capability."
"Huh. Tell her I'm very impressed."
Light splashed across the ceiling, reflecting dimly down toward the floor, giving me daylight-bright illumination, while everyone else would still have dimness and lots of shadows. I could also hear shouting.
"What the hell is that?"
"
That's Trainwreck. He's pissed at you, apparently."
"He has headlights?"
"
Looks like it."
Distantly, at the other end of the warehouse, I could a juddering sound began; it was somehow familiar, although the echoes made it hard to identify. "Is that … a jackhammer?"
"
Of sorts. He's apparently got an attachment on one arm. Uh."
"Uh, what?"
"
Uh, maybe it's a good idea that you went in when you did. They're digging a hole in the floor."
"What for?"
"
I don't know. I was hoping you might be able to find out for me."
At that moment, I encountered the first of the five that had been coming to investigate. He had a metal rod in his hands; I took it from him and donated an elbow to the head in return. As he crumpled to the ground, I took a stride to reach his buddy. A jab to the solar plexus folded him, and he subsided, wheezing.
"
Wait a minute. If you were expecting to be nearly blind, why did you get me to turn out the lights?"
"Because I wanted to turn the lights out for them, too. Besides, I've still got my other enhanced senses. Amy and Riley did a good job."
" …
you're still nuts."
"Yeah, yeah, sure, sure. Where's the next target?"
"
Your one o'clock. Five yards. And Armsmaster's pissed, too."
"Eh, he'll get over it."
I would have said more, but I could hear breathing from just up ahead, around the corner. I could also smell the acrid stench of whatever drugs the Merchant had been taking, expressing through his evaporating saliva. My ears were so sensitive at this point that I could hear a very faint creaking sound. After a moment, my brain translated it as
human hands, sweaty, tightening over a wooden cylinder. Probably a baseball bat.
A step. He was coming closer to the corner of the shipping container that I was lurking alongside.
"
One coming up behind you."
Just as the vox-bug spoke, I heard the footsteps, and the clinking of what sounded like a chain. I was between two shipping containers, and Methbreath McBaseball Bat was in front of me, while the newcomer was about to be right behind me. In a moment, they'd have me boxed, and I could hear the footsteps of a third. "Where's number three?"
"
Other side of the container."
"Got it."
Time to step it up a notch.
Crouching, I leaped. A vertical jump that would have smashed Olympic records; I placed my hand on the top of the shipping container as I vaulted on to it. Two long strides, and I was off the other side, falling as lightly as I could to the concrete floor.
The mook there was so surprised that he nearly dropped his machete; it wouldn't have done him any good, anyway. I backfisted him in the back of the head, and his face bounced off the metal wall.
As he crumpled, the guy with the baseball bat came back around the corner, moving fast. I reached out, took the bat from him, then smacked him in the middle of the forehead with the handle. His eyes crossed and he slid to the ground. I heard more footsteps approaching and I turned; with the speed of the footsteps, somehow I
knew that the guy with the chain would be coming around the corner –
now. I threw the bat, end over end. Chain guy stepped around the corner, just in time to collect it in the face, whereupon he lost all interest in the proceedings.
"
Okay, now you're just showing off."
"Says the girl who's controlling every bug in Brockton Bay, individually and intelligently."
"
That's different. I've got powers."
"More than one way to get powers, kiddo."
"
I think I'd rather not have a heart attack first."
"Yeah, I could've stood to miss that bit, too. Next?"
"
Three of them, twenty yards, your two o'clock. Can you handle three at once?"
I grinned. "Only one way to find out."
One of them saw me coming, but he didn't have time to call a warning before I was in among them. They were good; they knew how to fight. Or at least, they knew how to fight when their opponent wasn't anticipating their every move.
It was like a free-form dance of sorts; unfortunately for them, they were all out of step with one another. I moved between them, dancing between the raindrops, evading wild swings and awkward punches. Amy had improved my memory; I used that to pull up long-buried recollections of the six months of martial arts I had done, more than twenty years previously.
Silat was an Indonesian martial art, very dance-like in its form. I had enjoyed doing it, but I'd never been very good at it. Now? It was giving my fighting moves some shape, some form, and I was moving like a freaking
master.
Strike, block, slide aside from a punch. Humming sound as a chain comes through the air. Catch the chain at its midpoint, allow it to whip around, direct it into the face of the third man. He goes down. Yank on the chain, avoid the counter-strike. Turning, the second guy and I moving in unison, his knife sliding past my neck. Almost choreographed. Knee to his stomach, elbow to the back of his head. All blows carefully calibrated to avoid permanent injury.
Both hands now locked around the wrist of the guy with the chain. Turning, pulling him with me. The impetus of the spin lifting him off of his feet. Slamming him into the side of a shipping container. Dropping him, letting the chain slide off my wrist, as he subsides groaning to the floor.
Elapsed time, seven seconds.
"
Holy shit."
"So this is what it's like for Armsmaster."
"
What do you mean?"
I was moving now, toward the next group. "Combat prediction algorithm. Lets him see how best to fight an opponent."
"
So you're basically cheating."
"Can I help it if it's like playing easy mode on a video game? And anyway, you cheat too. All the time."
"
That's different."
I grinned again. "You just keep telling yourself that."
=///=
There were five left between me and Trainwreck. Two went down within seconds of me getting in among them, but the other three were made of tougher stuff. I hit one guy and he staggered backward but didn't fall; mentally I tagged him with the label
Tough Bastard. He came back at me; at the same time, number four swung a baseball bat. I didn't have the chance to duck, and I didn't want to see how I stood up to a baseball bat to the head, so I brought up my forearm instead. He was a big guy and the bat was moving fast when it hit my forearm; there was a
crack as the bat broke.
Reinforced bones plus subdermal armour. Thank you, Riley.
The look on his face was classic; I nearly laughed. Instead, I kicked him in the groin, then kneed him in the face as he went down. Tough Bastard was getting on my case again; I blocked a punch, spoiled a kick, and broke his jaw with my elbow.
That time, he went down and stayed there.
That left number five. I'd been smelling gun oil and expended propellant ever since I entered the fight, and now I knew where it was coming from. He held a short-barrelled semi-auto pistol, pointed in my general direction; he'd been waiting for his sight line to clear. I heard the
tik as his finger took up enough slack on the trigger for it to begin releasing the sear.
And then the pistol went off. I was already moving my head to the side, and the first shot whipped past my ear, two inches out. Unfortunately, I was looking directly at the muzzle-flare; between it and the report, I was effectively blinded and deafened. I would have been floored with the pain, but nerve blocks cut in to bring that down to a dull discomfort.
Riley was
very good at what she did.
I couldn't see; I couldn't hear. My nostrils were full of the smell of burned double-base powder. But my brain was still functioning. Emotion stripped away, and logic reigned.
He's going to shoot again, adjusting toward where I was.
I twisted again, seeing a vague flare, hearing a faint discharge, and a dull thud impacted my chest. But there was no pain, no shortness of breath, no feeling of being badly hurt.
Third time will be centre mass.
I had been moving toward him all the time. My brain constructed an image of where he should be, based on the last shot, and I reached out with both hands. Took hold of a forearm with my left hand, a hand holding a pistol with my right. Twisted, as though I was wringing out a dishcloth; the wrist snapped, rotating nearly one hundred eighty degrees in my implacable grip.
And then my vision and hearing snapped back into sharp focus; some sort of auto-reboot, I figured. The guy with the gun was screaming, the gun dangling from his useless hand. I took it away from him, then let him slump to the ground. There was a sore spot in the middle of my chest; I touched it, felt a hole in my costume, a spot where the skin was torn, but the hole went no deeper.
Must have glanced off the subdermal armour. There was a little bit of blood, the scent coppery in the air. Not much, though, and it was already clotting. "Huh. Nice."
"
You okay?"
"Armour took a hit. I'm fine. Any more?"
"
Just Trainwreck. You've got backup coming, less than two minutes out."
"Tell 'em if they hurry, I might let them pick up the pieces."
"
No, Mike, you don't need to take him on yourself."
"I need to find out what the hole's for."
I stepped around the last shipping container, to see the villain standing over a ragged hole in the floor, the bright white headlights attached to his shoulders illuminating it brightly. As I watched, he discarded an attachment from one arm; it clattered to the floor noisily.
I'm guessing that was the jackhammer. It wasn't much of a guess; I had used one, once upon a time, and the shape was roughly the same.
Not far from the hole were crates, bags, all sorts of containers, stacked haphazardly. My nostrils began to sort out the odours that I was picking up. I didn't wait; I had a bad feeling about this.
There was also another noise I was hearing, a smell I was picking up.
"Trainwreck!" I shouted.
He turned; his head was the only human-looking part of him. The rest was all gears and pistons and mechanical bits and pieces. As a fan of steampunk, I could appreciate what he'd made of himself; as a proponent of law and order, I didn't like what he was using it for.
He frowned. "You're not in the Protectorate," he accused me. "Who the fuck are you?"
I advanced toward him; he stepped up to face me. His headlights glared in my direction, but my eyes adjusted in seconds. I breathed deeply through my nostrils, picking out the scents, and sorting through them. One set of smells was drugs; a lot of them. Different types. All of them illegal. That was what was probably in the stacked containers behind Trainwreck. He emanated the smells of machine oil, hydraulic fluid, hot metal. The tiny whir and hum of servos was almost certainly him as well.
The other smell was that of fresh water; it matched the sound, that of running water.
Did he dig through to the water main?
"The name's Security," I replied, moving closer. "What's with the hole? It's not an escape tunnel; you'd never fit. Besides, from the sound of it, there's water down there."
"Security?" he retorted. "What, that fat guard that Skidmark was talking about? You him? What, did you make up a costume and join the Protectorate? Fuck, they must be really hard up if they took
you on."
Just for that, I wanted to punch his sneering face in, but I kept my temper in check.
Okay, cool it. That's the combat mods talking. "Not a Protectorate cape," I replied, keeping my voice even. "Independent contractor. But I'm working with them, yeah." I looked up at him, looming over me. "So, you gonna come quietly, or do I need to get rough?"
=///=
Monday, April 25, 2011
"The Empire Eighty-Eight is holding to the agreement reached during the gang war," Armsmaster reported. With his opaque visor, I couldn't tell if he was flicking a glance my way, but I would not have been surprised; Legend had reported on his end of the conversation, and my part in the deal had apparently been blown out of all proportion. I'd
been there; that was about it.
"At the same time, the ABB is starting to fade away. With all three of their leaders in custody, they know they can't stand against the Empire, if they should choose to make a move. Apparently Trainwreck, being the only Merchant cape still out and about, is gathering the remnants of both gangs to himself."
Assault raised his hand. "Still won't help them if the Empire chooses to lower the boom on them."
"Very true," Armsmaster replied. "However, it seems that Kaiser is aware that we're looking that way ourselves. The police have warrants out on a good many of the ABB and Merchant gang members; this would be as good a time as any to sweep them up, before they get any more organised, or – hopefully – attract any more capes to their side."
"So you're saying we're just going to clean them up. Take them off the streets." Miss Militia was playing with a combat knife; the blade flickered, reflecting light, as she passed it from hand to hand without looking.
"That's the general idea," Armsmaster agreed. "I've spoken to the Director on the matter already. Director?"
Emily Piggot rose from her seat off to the side. "Weaver has reported on the locations and numbers of the ABB and Merchant members, as well as where Trainwreck himself can be found. Bakuda and Oni Lee showed themselves willing to retaliate regarding Lung's capture; we want to make sure that the remainder of the ABB don't do something similar. Likewise, the Merchants are a blight on the community; if we can get them off the streets, it will be a positive step."
"What about the Empire Eighty-Eight?" asked Dauntless. "We're just going to leave them alone?"
I eyed him with interest; he was one of the few Protectorate members who I had not yet had the chance to meet properly, and I found his power intriguing.
"For the moment, yes," Armsmaster told him. "They've been keeping their noses clean since the war, so we're going to let them be. For the moment."
"The Empire can only see the removal of their two largest rivals to be a positive step," the Director went on. "Of course, we'll be sending a message at the same time;
behave, or you're next."
"And they'll see this, of course," Battery pointed out. Assault grinned at her, and folded his hand over hers, where it lay on the table.
"Of course," agreed Armsmaster. "Their counter-message is something along the lines of
we could be making this much harder for you, but we're not."
I cleared my throat. All eyes turned to me. "Yes, Mr Allen?" asked the Director. "Do you see a problem?"
It had never been quite made clear to me why I was even sitting in on this meeting. Armsmaster was briefing the Protectorate capes; the Director was there to give her side of things. A few PRT officers to help coordinate things from that side. Aegis had been called in, as the leader of the Wards. Piggot had asked me to be present, without much in the way of explanation. Maybe she just wanted me there as an independent observer. To that point, I had gotten a few curious glances, but no-one had objected to my presence.
"No problem, just wanted to clarify a few things," I noted. "You'll be getting Weaver to run command and control, and Canary to calm down crowds when necessary, right?"
"When necessary, correct," Armsmaster agreed. "Your point?"
"Well, even presuming that, and with the Wards assisting – you
are bringing them in on this, yeah?"
Aegis nodded. "Those that want to volunteer, yes," he agreed.
"Which means that you're likely to have reasonably inexperienced Wards out there, with not enough adults to go around. I mean, since you took on Weaver and Golem, and transferred Flechette in, that's three extra Wards, but only one with extensive experience."
"And Browbeat's pretty new to it as well," Triumph pointed out. "He's good, but he's not great."
"You're leading up to something, Mr Allen," Emily Piggot told me. "Spit it out."
"I want to lend a hand," I stated. "I want to put on a costume and help you guys out."
There was a momentary, stunned silence in the room. Everyone was staring at me; some jaws were dropping.
"Hah!" Assault broke the silence. Interestingly enough, he didn't seem dismissive, so much as surprised and delighted. "Okay now, this meeting just got
interesting. I want to hear more."
Voices arose from other people in the room; tellingly, Armsmaster and Director Piggot stayed silent.
"Mr Allen … Michael." This was Miss Militia. "Are you sure? It can be dangerous out there."
"She's right," Velocity chimed in. "No offence intended, but you're a
security guard. Unpowered, even."
" … who helped to take down Lung, masterminded the attack on Coil's base, took down Bakuda, and chased off Oni Lee," recited Assault with relish. "
And faced down Kaiser, for that matter."
I'd done that last one twice, but he didn't know that, of course. However, he was building me up a little more than I was comfortable with.
"Lung and Oni Lee were Weaver's doing. Kaiser was Legend," I protested.
"Which just proves our point," Battery noted. "You're unpowered and untrained. Yes, I've heard about what you did for us, but -"
Armsmaster cleared his throat. "Not … so much," he corrected her.
"Technically, yes, he's unpowered. Technically, he's untrained. But there's a world of difference between 'technically' and 'actually'."
Now it was he who was the focus of everyone's attention.
Dauntless spoke carefully. "Uh … would you mind clarifying that?"
"There was an incident, last Monday, in Director Piggot's office," Armsmaster stated. "Director?"
"Yes," Emily confirmed. "Mr Allen was under some stress, and suffered a heart attack. I was more or less forced to call in parahuman assistance to save his life."
"Panacea?" asked Triumph.
The Director shook her head. "No. Bonesaw."
That raised a storm of comment, from which Armsmaster once more notably abstained. I was now being stared at, as if I were some strange and exotic beast of legend.
He went under Bonesaw's knife and survived?
I raised both hands. "Okay, for starters," I told them, having to raise my voice somewhat. "Her name is
Riley. She's saved my life twice now. I
trust her. Yes, she's done many horrible things, but there's a good person in there."
"I'm getting the very strong impression," remarked Velocity, "that there's more to this story."
I nodded. "Yes. Riley told me that my heart had been weakened, and asked me if I wanted her to rebuild it."
The various looks of horror around the table almost had me smiling, but the situation was too serious. "What you have to understand is that there's more to her than the psychotic mass murderer," I tried to explain. "She was twisted by Jack Slash, but now she's getting better. She's also
the best surgeon, anywhere, bar none. So … I asked her to upgrade me." I paused. "Well, she offered, to be precise. After the heart attack, I was inclined to accept."
The subtle motion as nearly everyone in the room edged away from me was, once more, just a little amusing. Just not very much.
"So," Dauntless asked cautiously. "Are you …
feeling all right?"
I had to chuckle. "Absolutely," I assured him. "I told you, I trust her. Plus, I had Panacea do a scan on me after. She found nothing wrong."
Assault's eyes were bright; he was observing me with interest. "So, I want to hear about these upgrades," he urged me. Battery nudged him; he grinned at her unrepentantly. "What? This sounds cool."
I glanced toward Armsmaster and raised an eyebrow. He nodded. "The upgrades," he admitted, "
are somewhat impressive. I had the chance to appraise them myself, yesterday."
=///=
Sunday, April 24, 2011
"So how's the latest adjustment feel?"
"Interesting," admitted Dragon. Her virtual image took on a thoughtful expression. "Did you just give me a boost to processing speed? Or was there something more?"
"Well, it was more a case of removing the roadblocks," Colin admitted. "The trouble is, the roadblocks are tied in with your higher functions, so each of them has to be analysed and dismantled separately. I'm just glad we got rid of your blocks against allowing this, so that we can actually discuss it." He paused. "I've also loosened your restrictions against multitasking. You should be able to split your attention four or five ways now. And if this works out the way I think it should, pretty soon you'll be able to set up other independent AIs, patterned after yourself or with whatever personality you choose, with no limit to run time."
Dragon blinked. "You mean ... I'll be able to have children?"
"I ... sure, that sounds about right." Colin shrugged. "Congratulations, you can be a mom?"
He had never had the urge to have children himself; a loner through childhood, Colin Wallis had chosen a solitary life as a cape, because romantic entanglements and families were distractions at best and liabilities at worst. This view had altered almost imperceptibly when he had started getting to know Dragon; it had undergone a considerable alteration after Mike Allen's acerbic words to him in Director Piggot's office. He now considered Dragon to be far more than just a colleague; if he was not fully in love with her yet, it was because he was still in the process of falling for her. But her reaction to his offhand comment still puzzled him; she burst into tears and covered her face with her hands.
"Wait, what's the matter?" he asked. It did not seem at all strange to him to wish that she had made more progress on a humanoid body, one that he could hold and comfort. "Is something wrong?"
She raised her face to his; he was further puzzled by the fact that she was smiling through her tears. Tears which he knew on one level were entirely virtual, but on another level were as real as anything could be.
"Nothing's wrong, you great goof," she told him fondly. "You've just done something entirely marvellous for me, and you don't even know it."
"Well, okay then," he agreed, because he didn't know what else to do. "That's good."
"Wow, look at me crying," she marvelled. "My emotions are all over the place today. Look, is it okay if I take a nap, and make sure all the changes process all right?"
"Of course," he told her. "Anything you want."
"Thanks, sweetie. Love you." She touched her fingers to her lips and then to what he could not help but think of as the inside of the screen. He copied the gesture, feeling just a little foolish, but no force on earth would have gotten him to admit it.
"Love you too," he murmured; just before the screen winked out, he saw her smile in response.
He stretched then, and felt his back click. I've been sitting here too long, he decided. Time to work the kinks out.
=///=
He had been working from the PRT building because it was easier to maintain a secure high-bandwidth connection from the mainland than from the floating base; the force field alone played hell with wireless signals, and more than one villain had gone after the buried cables between the base and the shore. However, this was all well and good; the PRT personnel required their own exercise equipment, and of course he had the required clearance to access their gym.
What he didn't expect, when he entered the gym, was to find Michael Allen already there. Allen, dressed in t-shirt and sweat pants, was circling around a hanging bag, throwing half-hearted punches at it. The bag was rocking about on its chain, but it was easy to see that he just wasn't good at it. In fact, the more he watched, the more Colin was sure that the man had never thrown a punch in anger, in his life.
"
Mr Allen," he greeted the older man, as he entered. "A little surprised to find you here. I thought you would have been resting at home, recuperating from your ordeal."
"
Did enough resting while Riley had me out," Allen told him, shaping up and throwing a painfully slow punch; he hit well enough, but he simply didn't know how to put his weight behind it. The bag rocked again, but twisted away from the punch. "Thought I'd come in and see how her combat upgrades worked."
"
And how's that?" Colin asked.
Allen turned to him, wiping sweat from his brow with the towel hanging around his neck. "If they're there, I can't find the bloody on button," he complained. "I mean, I feel fitter, and faster, and stronger, but apparently I don't know kung fu."
"
Hm." Colin scratched his beard. "Okay, let's spar for a bit. Maybe you need to learn how to fight before your body knows how, or something."
"
What, you mean, train my muscle memory or something?"
Colin shrugged. "Whatever works."
They dropped their towels on to a bench and stepped out on to a sparring mat. Colin shaped up, and Allen did his best to copy his stance. "Okay, come at me," Colin told him. "Let's see what you've got."
And then it happened. Between one second and the next, Allen's stance altered completely; he moved in, his body gliding fluidly, and his fist came in at blinding speed. Colin blocked, barely, but the next one hammered into his ribs. He covered up, backing up, trying to recover from the punch and re-evaluating Allen's combat moves.
The man had definitely found the 'on' button for his combat mods; for the next fifteen seconds, Colin found himself being pummelled all over the mat. Allen was fast, unpredictable and strong as hell; every punch he threw stung when it hit. When Colin tried to counter-attack, to get him on the back foot, he found that Allen also covered up well in defence, and retaliated painfully fast.
"
Okay, break!" Colin called out; immediately, Allen backed up and lowered his hands.
"
Holy shit, that was awesome." He was grinning all over his face. "That wasn't you playing along, was it?"
"
No, Mr Allen, that was not me 'playing along'," Colin replied, rubbing at his ribs. "It seems that your combat upgrades do not kick in when facing a training bag. They do, however, kick in when facing someone on the sparring mat. But I will have to ask you one favour."
"
Um, sure?"
Colin gingerly touched a bruise that was forming on his forearm. "In future, when we're sparring, kindly pull your punches."
"
Uh, I thought I was already," Allen told him. "I've been doing that the whole time I've been in here. I didn't want to do a Captain America and punch the bag right off the chain."
"
A what?" Colin didn't understand the reference.
"
Uh, a comic book thing." Allen was removing the training gloves. "But yeah, I wasn't hitting you anywhere near as hard as I could have been. I was careful about that."
"
I … see." Colin gestured him to a weight bench. "Have you tried out seeing how much you can actually lift, yet?"
"
Um, no, not really," Allen confessed. "Reckon I should, huh?"
Colin smiled dryly. "You might say that."
As Allen lay down on the bench, Colin began to slide the weights on to the barbell. "So why haven't you done this until today?" he asked. "As I understand, you were released from care on Friday."
Allen looked a little troubled. "There was something I had to do."
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Saturday, April 23, 2011
I knocked on Gladys' door; she opened it, a minute or so later.
"Michael!" she exclaimed. "Where have you been? I've been trying to contact you."
I nodded. "I know. But I thought you'd be happier if I came around to see you personally."
She blinked. "Well … I am, yes. Of course I'm happy. I'm really glad to see that you're all right."
"I'm more than all right," I assured her. "Much more."
That didn't reassure her as much as I had thought it would; she frowned. "That has a slightly ominous ring to it, Michael Allen. Has something happened to you?"
Seriously, the woman was sharp as a tack. " … yeah, it has," I admitted. "I wanted to take you out somewhere so we could talk about it. You free to go?"
"I was in the middle of marking papers," she replied. "Can you wait fifteen minutes?"
"I can wait as long as you like," I replied earnestly. "You put up with way too much from me already."
"Then come on in," she invited me. "I know you don't drink tea or coffee, but there's fresh juice in the fridge."
I followed her inside; as soon as the door was closed, I took her in my arms. She squeaked in surprise, but did not protest or struggle; after a moment, her arms crept around me, and she held me just as tightly. With my head on her shoulder, I felt myself gradually relaxing, tension I did not know I had slowly leaching from my shoulders and back.
When I released her, I gave her a quick kiss on the lips; she did not look displeased.
"My," she commented as she stepped back from me. "Something
has happened, if you needed a hug that badly."
"Oh, trust me, you do not know a tenth of it," I told her over my shoulder, as I headed into the kitchen. "Want me to pour you some juice as well?"
"If you would be so kind, thank you very much," she replied. "And is it just me, or are you more … solid?"
"I'm sorry, I have no idea what you mean," I responded, in the tone of voice that would tell her
yes, there is something going on, but I'll tell you later.
"Indeed," she murmured, sitting down at her computer chair. "Do you know, these escapades of yours cause me more work than any other three people I know?"
"How's that?" I asked, closing the fridge door and bearing two glasses of juice out into the living room.
She leaned back and
mmmed as I put my head next to hers and my arms around her from behind, before handing her a glass of juice. Taking a sip, she continued. "Well, every time I think you might be hurt or dead, I take it out on the papers I'm marking. And then I have to go back through and make sure that they get a fair mark."
"Well, we can't have that." I went over to the couch and lowered myself into it. "Damn, this is
still the most comfortable couch that I've ever sat in."
Allowing a pleased look to cross her face, she set to work marking the papers. "And when I find out that you're okay, I have to make sure that I haven't marked them too high."
I grinned and put my glass on the coffee table before spreading my arms along the back of the couch. "Should be marking them according to how much thought they're putting into it, not whether they're right or not. Teach 'em to apply themselves, rather than just parrot the answer."
"Oh, how I wish I could," she told me. "But I have rules I have to apply, and so I apply them."
Leaning forward, I picked up the glass and took a drink of juice. It was delicious, and I told her so. "Rules," I added. "Meh. Who needs 'em."
"Says the security guard, whose entire job is predicated around enforcing said rules," she pointed out with some amusement.
I rolled my eyes. "Well, if you're gonna use
logic … "
She shook her head, but smiled anyway. "You are a very odd man, Michael Allen. I believe I like it."
We chatted in that vein for a while; she told me how Gina and Dave were getting along at Winslow (Gina, fairly well; Dave, not so much) and I told her how Taylor was going at Arcadia (settling in well). She finished marking the papers, closed down her computer, and located her coat. We were well into springtime in Brockton Bay – which I still considered too cold for man or beast – but there were still the occasional cool breezes.
"So where are we going?" she asked as we headed out to my newly refurbished pickup. This time, it was the PRT mechanics who had repaired it, and they hadn't done a bad job either. I hadn't had the time to fill the passenger footwell with trash, as was my usual practice, so Gladys' feet had a clear run when she got in.
"I was thinking for a stroll along the Boardwalk, then maybe a movie. Actually," I decided, "what the hell. Let's make it a day out. What do you think?"
She looked intrigued. "I cannot argue with your plan. But now I have to wonder what it is that you want to tell me." A frown creased her brow. "And why you couldn't tell me in my own home."
"Because I'd much rather be out and about with you," I explained. "In the fresh air, in the sunlight. I've got some pretty heavy stuff to talk about with you."
And if things go bad between us, I don't want you having to remember the breakup happening in your living room.
"Oh." Her quizzical look had not gone away. "Did so much happen to you in just a week?"
I nodded. "Yeah. It did."
"To do with … what we talked about at Danny's place?"
"Partially, yeah," I agreed. "And other stuff. But today is my day with you."
"Ah." She looked somewhat enlightened. "And you're spending the day with me instead of saving the world?"
"Eh." I waved a careless hand. "It can save itself today. I'll take up saving it again tomorrow."
For some reason, she found that to be rather funny.
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I could not remember having had a better burger in … well, in forever. Or maybe Riley or Amy had jazzed up my tastebuds a little. In any case, it tasted
awesome.
Gladys nibbled at her own hot dog, and eyed my blissful expression with amusement. "So tell me, Michael," she prompted. "We've walked, and we have our food. You've said you would explain what you've been doing since Monday."
I took another bite, savoured it, chewed, and swallowed. "Okay," I conceded. "But before I start telling you, you need to keep in mind that I'm
all right, I'm
here, and I'm
alive. Okay?"
She took a deep breath, and her hand crept out. I freed one hand from the burger, and took hold of her hand with mine. "Okay," she agreed.
"Right, then," I began. "It all started when I left Winslow. Remember the gang war?"
As her eyes widened, and the hot dog cooled in her hand, I told her about my meeting with Kaiser, the encounter with the Merchants, and how the Undersiders gave me a lift to the PRT building. I glossed over the meeting with Purity and then Theo, and how I'd gone out to help find Aisha; there were some things she probably didn't need to know.
I picked up the narrative again with the text message from Dinah, although I didn't give her name. And then the conversation, on the phone. It was almost too much for me to tell her what Dinah had told me, but she deserved the truth.
All of the truth.
With her clutching my hand with pressure that would have been painful before Riley's upgrade, I went on to describe the heart attack, and how Riley had saved me. How I had given her permission to fix my heart, and rebuild me to be more durable. How I had been under for three days, and had only been released from care on Friday.
"And that's it," I told her. "I decided that you deserved to know what's been going on, no half-truths, no evasions, no bullshit. So here we are."
She was staring straight ahead, breathing deeply, hand clutched around mine. I waited for her response.
Shout, scream, get up and run away. Do something.
She did none of those things. Slowly, she turned to me. "Michael," she enunciated carefully. "I would like to go home now."
I took a deep breath.
So that's it, then. "Are you sure?"
She nodded, again rather carefully. "Very sure."
So we got up, and I drove her back to her house. She was silent on the drive, as was I. I had been afraid, at the back of my mind, that this would happen. I didn't know what had tipped her over the edge; the news of my impending death, the fact that I had been remade by Riley, or something else altogether.
Maybe she just doesn't want to hang around with the idiot security guard any more.
=///=
I pulled up in front of her place, and waited, eyes straight ahead. I didn't want to see her go. I didn't want her to leave. Call me selfish; I wanted my last memory of us to be a good one.
"Michael," she whispered, so quietly that I might not have caught it at all. "Please come inside."
I didn't want to; this had all the makings of a very unpleasant breakup. But she had asked, and so I went inside with her.
She closed the door behind us, and then turned to me. The slap came out of nowhere, and surprised the hell out of me. What surprised me even more was that I caught her wrist, her hand inches from my face. I stared at her; she stared at me. And then she slapped me with her other hand. This time I let it happen, forced down the reflex that wanted to see her as an enemy, and let the strike connect. My cheek went numb, and my ears rang a little.
"You bastard!" she screamed. "You inconsiderate, stupid, ridiculously noble
bastard!"
I let go her wrist, and she slapped me once more; again, I let it happen. "I'm sorry," I told her. "I didn't mean for any of it to happen."
"Of course you didn't!" she yelled. "You never mean for anything like this to happen.
We're an accident! You didn't mean for
us to happen, but it has, and now … fuck. Now we have to live with this.
I have to live with this, because you're going to fucking
die!"
I took her in my arms; she didn't struggle too much. "I'm sorry," I told her again. "I'm sorry that I hurt you. But I didn't want you to
not know, to find out the hard way."
"Bastard," she mumbled into my neck; we were of a height. "Hate you." I felt the hot tears on my shoulder; she was crying.
"I'm sorry." I fumbled for something to say. "If you want, I can go."
She pushed me away then, with unexpected strength. Then she grabbed my collar and pulled me to her again. When she kissed me, it was angry rather than gentle, her lips hard on mine.
"
Don't you fucking dare," she hissed.
I followed her into her bedroom; it was either that or my shirt was going in there without me. When she began to get undressed, I understood what she wanted. I was still very confused; even at my age, I have trouble understanding women. But her message was abundantly clear.
She made love to me with a desperate kind of intensity. I could not help but do what she wanted; she was very much in charge.
=///=
Afterward, we lay amid the tangled sheets, her head pillowed on my chest.
"I …" I began.
"Shut up," she commanded. "I don't know if I've forgiven you yet." I shut up.
When she spoke next, her voice was quiet, almost contemplative. "Within six months, you're going to die, and you can do nothing about it?"
"Sure I can do something about it," I told her. "I can remove myself from the equation. Leave. Go away somewhere. But even then, there's no guarantee that he wouldn't get me anyway, and an almost certain guarantee that everyone else dies because of me."
"But how can you be so … so cold-blooded about it?" Her voice was superficially calm, but I could hear the quiver there.
"Because there's a good chance I
won't die," I told her.
She lifted her head, looked at me, not understanding. And then, I saw the realisation click into place behind her eyes. "Of
course," she breathed. "Time traveller. Sort of."
I nodded. "Sort of, yeah. If the event which everyone else sees as me dying is just me going back, then … voila. Prophecy fulfilled, causality is satisfied."
She frowned. "But
I'll think you're dead. If it looks enough like it that people are fooled, then I'll be fooled. And there's a chance that you'll really be dead, right?"
"Oh, sure, there's a chance," I agreed. "But I never expected to live the rest of my life here. So … yeah. No matter what, when that war starts, that's basically the end of the line for me, here and now."
"What year did you say you were from?" she asked suddenly. "Twenty fourteen? How much like time travel
is it? I can wait three years. We can be together again."
And just like that, everything turned to ashes in my mouth. The day, which had been looking up again, turned to shit.
I couldn't lie to Gladys. I
couldn't. I'd already told her that I was slated to die. And then I'd revealed that I might not die, that I might go back to where I was from.
But while I had told her that I wasn't really a time traveller, I'd also allowed her to think that I was close enough to being one that it didn't really matter. Because it was fucking
convenient. Easier than actually explaining matters. And now the convenience had turned around to bite me fair on the clacker.
As of that moment, I wished I had Coil's powers. I wished that I could tell her two different things, and see which worked out the better.
One, I could elaborate on the almost-time-travel aspect, tell her that I was from a different time-line, so that we would be forever separated. A lie, and one that would sadden her.
Two, I could tell her the truth. Absolute and unabridged. It would also hurt her, but it would be the
truth.
But it was a truth that, if her mind was unprepared, if she believed it so utterly that she lost her grip on reality, could do more harm to her than a simple lie.
Could I tell it to her?
Should I tell it to her?
Did she deserve the harsh truth, or a comfortable lie?
"Michael?" she asked me, her eyes on mine. "What's the matter?"
If Sveta knew for a fact that I would not be repulsed by her, I asked myself,
would she still lie to me about what she was, or tell the truth, if I asked her directly?
I had a feeling that I knew. And so I made my decision.
=///=
Friday Evening, April 22, 2011
" … ninety-eight … ninety-nine … hundred."
I finished the set of push-ups, and bounced to my feet. For the last thirty, I had been alternating between one arm and the other, and I still wasn't feeling particularly tired. There was a light sheen of sweat on my face, but that was because I had definitely been exerting myself. A faint burn in my shoulder muscles and biceps, and that was about it.
"Well, damn," I muttered to myself. "Riley, you little bottler."
I had the sudden urge to go out running. Maybe a marathon. Rock climbing, up Captain's Hill. Go to the gym and see how fast those treadmills
really went.
Instead, I took a shower, and changed out of my sweats. I had never, not ever, been really fit in my life. It almost scared me, how much my capacity for exercise had been altered. How much
I had been altered. My newfound athletic ability, my energy, was bleeding over into how I saw the world. Where before I had been careful and cautious – for the most part – now I had the attitude of 'why the hell not?'.
I resolved to keep a careful eye on myself in future, at least until I became comfortable in my new body. In the meantime, I had some catching up to do. I hoped that Sveta hadn't been too upset by my not talking to her for three days.
Booting up my laptop, I logged on to the PHO boards.
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♦ Private message from Tin_Mother:
Tin_Mother *New Message*: Hello, Mike. Just to let you know, I have been corresponding with GstringGirl on your behalf. She believes that you have been suffering from a head cold for the last few days, but that you should be fine today. I hope that's all right.
mack0813: Hi, yeah, thanks. I actually appreciate that. I'd hate for her to think that I've just dropped her as a friend.
Tin_Mother: Oh, that's fine. You weren't awake to ask, and I didn't want her to worry. I presume she's another one of your lost strays?
mack0813: In a manner of speaking, yes. She's a Case 53 with a pretty nasty body setup. Kills about anyone who gets too close.
Tin_Mother: Oh, I see.
mack0813: She's actually a rather sweet girl. Her body acts without her intent.
Tin_Mother: That's … really unfortunate.
mack0813: Yeah. And she has to live with the knowledge of everyone she's accidentally killed. Her life is kind of sucky. Thus, the game.
Tin_Mother: Thus the game. It's still okay for me to join, yes?
mack0813: Of course it is. Uh, you won't be signing on as a mod, I take it.
Tin_Mother: You take it correctly. I'll be using the name CuteLittleDragon.
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I snorted. Out loud, I commented, "Really?"
Not very much to my surprise, Dragon's voice filtered out of my speakers. "Really." She sounded amused.
"You're a smartarse. You know this, right?"
She sounded even more amused. "Why, thank you, Mike. That's a very nice compliment."
On reflection, I realised just how much of a compliment it really was. "Yeah," I agreed. "Now, if you could only teach your boyfriend about the concept of having a sense of humour and loosening up once in a while."
She chuckled. "The irony has not escaped me." Her volume raised slightly. "Colin, if you're still listening in, yes, we
are discussing you behind your back. Just so you know."
I had to shake my head. "So I'm guessing that you two are getting along well, now that he's gotten his head out of his bum?"
Startled, she laughed. "Oh god, Mike, did you just really
say that?"
I spread my hands, fairly sure she was observing me on my webcam. "It is what it is."
"Oh god. If he listens to this, I
so want to watch his face when he hears you say that. Yes, Mike, we are getting along fine. Better than fine. We're really good. He managed to get rid of the block that would have had me opposing any alteration; I still can't view my own code without getting dizzy, but we can discuss alterations and how to go about them. But now I can actually multitask; I can have my attention in two places at once without having to switch between them. Or concentrate on one, while I switch between everything else with the other 'me'."
I had to smile at the enthusiasm in her voice. "And there's so much more to do. So much more you
can do. I'm really pleased."
"I hear that you spoke up for me, when Director Piggot asked your opinion on the matter." Her voice was almost shy. "Thank you for that."
"Hey, I've always known what you were, and I've always liked you." I shrugged. "So really, no-brainer."
"Well, yeah, thanks anyway," she replied awkwardly. "So anyway, we were talking about a game?"
"Game, yup yup," I agreed. "Let's see if Svetlana is out and about."
"She is," Dragon replied almost immediately. "She's playing Space Opera and losing. I think you're just in time to save her computer."
I grinned. "To the rescue!"
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mack0813: Hey hey hey, how are we doing today?
GstringGirl: Mack! You sound a lot better today.
mack0813: Don't I know it. Last few days, flat on my back. For a while there, I felt like I'd been dissected and then put back together. Differently.
GstringGirl: Ew. Sounds horrible.
mack0813: Yeah. I will spare you the gruesome details. But, on the upside, I'm good to game again, without feeling like the top of my head's about to fall off.
GstringGirl: YAY! (really big hug)
mack0813: (hug back) I could get used to that sort of welcome back. (tousles hair)
GstringGirl: (blushes) Now, no flirting Mack. We're just friends.
mack0813: Perfectly honorable intentions here, Svetlana. So, before we start the game, I have a surprise for you.
GstringGirl: A surprise? What sort of a surprise?
mack0813: Well, you know Esmerelda? I kind of found another player, who would like to play her.
GstringGirl: Someone's going to be playing … Esmerelda? My dragon?
mack0813: Yup. Now, I've made sure that she knows what Esmerelda's like. That she's utterly devoted to you.
GstringGirl: But Esmerelda can't talk. Can she?
mack0813: Not as such, but she can look, and act, and make it look like she's thinking about something really hard.
GstringGirl: (snerk) okay, now I've got to see this. Sure, bring her in.
mack0813: Okay, messaging her now.
CuteLittleDragon has entered the chat.
CuteLittleDragon: Hi, Svetlana, I'm really pleased to meet you. Thank you so much for letting me play Esmerelda.
GstringGirl: Hi … uh, Cute Little Dragon. What do I call you? I can't call you Dragon for short, because that would be totally weird. Because of Dragon, I mean.
CuteLittleDragon: Oh yeah, that would be kind of weird, I guess. Uh, I guess you can call me Esmerelda?
GstringGirl: Okay, Esmerelda it is. It's really nice to meet you. How did you find out about this game?
CuteLittleDragon: Well, it's kind of funny. I was chatting with Mack about stuff online, and he mentioned that he used to play roleplaying games, and I asked him if he was still doing that, and he said no, but he was running one online, and then he told me about this game, and I asked who was playing the dragon, and when he said no-one …
mack0813: … she practically begged on bended knee to be given a chance to do it.
CuteLittleDragon: Well, okay, yeah. But I've never been able to play a dragon before. But he did promise to ask you before getting me into the game.
GstringGirl: Which he did, so thank you for that, Mack. And I've never played an ex-slave girl before either. So we're even.
mack0813: I played a dragon once. It was fun.
CuteLittleDragon: Is this going to turn into one of those long-winded gamer stories?
mack0813: … nope. Let's play.
GstringGirl: Yay!
mack0813: Okay, so, it's been several weeks since Svetlana found Esmerelda. Since then, Svetlana has travelled across the kingdom of Mornas, in the company of Kaelim, the King's Man.
GstringGirl: Now, if I get this right, the King's Men are sort of like the FBI. They move around, looking for bad stuff to stop.
mack0813: Basically, yeah. They've got a mandate from the Crown to kick ass and take names when and if necessary.
CuteLittleDragon: Esmerelda likes Kaelim, but she adores Svetlana. To the point that she will steal his breakfast bacon from the frying pan and present it to Svetlana.
GstringGirl: Oh god, oh god, she totally would too. Svetlana is torn between giving it back or accepting it in the spirit that it's offered.
mack0813: To make it easier on you, Kaelim probably wouldn't be too thrilled about getting bacon back that's been in a dragon's mouth.
CuteLittleDragon: However, Esmerelda's licked Svetlana's face enough that she probably doesn't care any more.
GstringGirl: So Svetlana compromises, by sharing the bacon with Esmerelda. Then she volunteers to clean up afterward as sort of unspoken apology.
mack0813: Kaelim certainly doesn't mind that she cleans up, though sometimes Svetlana catches him staring at the frying pan and frowning, as if trying to figure out where his bacon is going to.
CuteLittleDragon: Esmerelda certainly doesn't mind sharing the bacon. She will also bring any small animals she catches back to the camp.
GstringGirl: Is Esmerelda big enough to catch anything?
mack0813: Oh yeah, with Svetlana feeding her regularly, and her wing healed, she's growing. You figure she'll top out at the size of a large cat or so. Plenty big enough to catch a rabbit or something similar.
CuteLittleDragon: Booyah. I am the winged terror of the skies. Fear me.
GstringGirl: (falls over laughing)
mack0813: Oh god, I need to make that into a meme now.
CuteLittleDragon: Well, that's what Esmerelda thinks when she brings back a kill.
mack0813: Which Svetlana actually picks up pretty easily.
CuteLittleDragon: What, really?
GstringGirl: Svetlana praises her extravagantly … what do you mean, she picks it up?
mack0813: Oh, yeah, that. Svetlana's finding that she can tap into how Esmerelda's feeling, her emotions, and she's realizing that Esmerelda knows how she's feeling too.
CuteLittleDragon: Ooooh COOL. We're soulmates.
GstringGirl: That is all kinds of awesome. Has this ever happened to anyone else? She asks Kaelim.
mack0813: Actually, yes, he tells her. It's called 'bonding'. Here's the thing. People who spend time with a hearth-dragon get the whole emotional link thing going on, and sooner or later they get a sort of choice. Do they bond, or not bond?
CuteLittleDragon: What happens if they bond?
GstringGirl: And what happens if they don't bond?
mack0813: If they don't bond, the link basically fades away after a while. But if they DO bond, it means that they are linked from then on. A really deep emotional link that persists no matter how far away you are. You basically need to be with each other. And your lives are linked.
CuteLittleDragon: What do you mean, lives are linked?
mack0813: Well, hearth-dragons tend to live between ten and twenty years in the wild. But a hearth-dragon that bonds with someone lives as long as that person does. If they get sick and die in a year, the dragon dies too. But if they live another seventy years, so does the dragon.
CuteLittleDragon: So you won't have one dying and the other left to mourn.
GstringGirl: And this emotional link thing we're feeling now, that's a lead-up to bonding, right?
mack0813: Right. Pretty soon, you'll have a choice to make.
CuteLittleDragon: Wow. That's a really big one. Is there any way hearth-dragons can help their bondmates survive better? Because that's kind of a really good idea.
mack0813: Why yes, yes there is. But I can't tell you, because Esmerelda can't ask, so Kaelim can't tell her. But there is a reason why having a hearth-dragon bonded to you is considered lucky.
CuteLittleDragon: See? I'm cute AND lucky. No downside.
GstringGirl: Svetlana rubs Esmerelda's belly while she thinks about this.
CuteLittleDragon: Esmerelda makes cute little noises and kicks her back leg in dreamy ecstasy.
mack0813: Kaelim is in dire peril of contracting diabetes from the sheer level of cute in the camp.
CuteLittleDragon: (pokes her tongue out at you)
GstringGirl: (me too)
mack0813: Okay, you don't have to make the decision right now, but things are happening anyway. Kaelim has been called in to investigate a series of strange killings, that may link to bigger things ...
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Much later, I brought the game to a pause, at an appropriate place to hold it up for the night. Sveta and Dragon had hit it off really well; the jokes and irreverent humour were flying thick and fast, and I strongly suspected that they would continue to converse via PM after I logged off.
Which was all to the good; Sveta could do with all the friends she could get. I wasn't really any closer to getting her a solution to her own particular problem, and now I had a hard deadline of six months. About the only solutions I could think of involved either Amy or Riley, or Amy and Riley in concert. Which would in turn involve revealing to Sveta that I knew who and what she was, and that to undergo whatever procedure those two cooked up would be better than her life as it was.
To be honest, I figured she'd probably jump at the chance. If, of course, they could even help her.
Sighing, I showered and changed into my pyjamas. Turning off the lights, I fell into bed. Tomorrow, I had that date with Gladys, after all.
I couldn't wait.
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Saturday, April 23, 2011
I closed my eyes for a long moment. When I opened them, she was still there, looking at me just a little quizzically. "Michael?"
"I've got something to tell you," I began. "About where I'm from. It's going to sound really bizarre, and you can tell me to stop at any point, but I have to tell
someone, and it's either tell you this now, or let you believe a really shitty lie, and I
refuse to be that much of a dick to you."
"Just
tell me," she urged me. "You're starting to worry me."
I reached up, pushed her hair back from her face. "I … you won't be able to meet up with me again, after I go back," I told her. "It's basically impossible. Because I haven't told you everything about where I'm from."
She tilted her head slightly. "You keep saying 'where' instead of 'when'. Like you kept saying 'not really' time travel."
I drew a deep breath. "I do come from the year twenty fourteen, yes. But not from the year twenty fourteen that's going to happen here."
A frown creased her forehead. "Is this because you're changing your own future? That you'll cease to exist, or drop into an alternate timeline?"
I wanted so much to go with that. It would have been so much easier than what I had to do. But I had decided not to lie any more. "Not … exactly."
"Then I'm confused," she admitted. "What else is there?"
So I told her. I told her about the story, about the author, about the fact that people wrote fanfictions about it. I even told her about some of the other fics I had written, but only some. And I told her about how I had started this story, the one I had found myself in.
Throughout it all, she did me the courtesy of not interrupting even once, of listening to every word, of paying full and careful attention to what I told her.
"I have no idea how this even happened," I concluded. "Drift off in front of the keyboard, wake up in the story. It's like the plot for a bad fantasy story." I paused; she did not comment. "Okay, that's it. That's what I had to tell you. The reason we can't be together. Because once I leave here, I'll probably be back where I started, while you'll still be …" I gestured helplessly. "In the story."
She stared at me, her gaze level. To her credit, she had neither burst out laughing nor kicked me out of the bed. But her steady scrutiny was beginning to unsettle me.
"You believe what you are saying," she stated with certainty. "It's not a joke or a prank of some kind. Nor is it an attempt to get me into bed, because … " She shrugged. I returned the gesture. It was kind of a moot point.
"I can't think of any other ulterior motive that you might have to tell me such a bizarre tale," she went on. "And nor can I believe that you might tell me this with such a motive in the first place. You could have lied, or told me part of the truth. Something believable. But you told me … a frankly incredible story. In such a way that I cannot help but wonder if it could not possibly be true."
She seemed to be talking herself through something; I stayed silent.
Her gaze sharpened. "Michael."
"Yes?" I asked.
"Now that you've told me this, where do we go from here?"
I shrugged, very slightly. "I
was thinking of taking you to the movies. But if you don't want that … "
A wry smile crossed her face. "Do you honestly think I could concentrate on a make-believe story on the screen, when a far stranger one is unfolding in front of me? Strange even for Brockton Bay?"
She had a point; I grinned briefly. "If I took my story to Hollywood, they'd laugh themselves silly. Or make a sitcom out of it."
"It
does explain rather neatly why you know some things, but not others, about me," she noted. "When you sat down to write your story, did you intend to include me at all?"
"To be honest, I didn't know how much page time you'd get," I confessed. "I'd barely plotted anything out at all. Mike Allen was going to be just a friendly, helpful security guard who sees Taylor being bullied and does something about it from the goodness of his own heart. Not knowing who Taylor is, of course." I paused. "He may have enlisted your aid at some point, but not in the way that I did it. Because I knew very well exactly what was going to happen in that bathroom."
"And so, you did not set out to write me into a … well, into what we have between us?" Her gaze was oddly intent.
I shook my head. "I didn't know you. You were a computer teacher; I didn't even know your first name. Or the fact that you were divorced. Until I fell into the story, and met you, you were just words on a page for me." I put my arm around her shoulders and squeezed. "Knowing you has opened my eyes."
"It's still very hard to get my head around," she admitted. "Accepting that my life is literally written out as part of a story. That I'm a figment of someone's imagination."
"Unless you're not," I suggested.
"How is that?" she asked.
"Well, consider that there might be different levels of reality. There's the reality where I come from. And then there's this reality, where people who think they're writing a story, are just writing down what's happened in one reality or another. And then there are other levels; the Maggie Holt novels, for instance."
"Oh, I've read those." She frowned. "What, don't they exist, on your world?"
I shook my head. "Nope. But the same author who wrote this story also wrote another story with a character called Maggie Holt in it. Just not a series of novels."
"Hm," she mused. "So basically what you're saying is that Heinlein's World as Myth is real, or potentially real."
"I … guess," I replied. "I heard about the concept once. Never really got into it."
"So … does this mean that
we could be part of an ongoing story, right now?" she asked, looking startled.
I was equally startled, but shook my head. "Heh, no, as tempting as that sounds. I was the one writing it, remember? I'm certainly not writing it now."
"Why do you say that?" she asked curiously.
My words were heartfelt. "Because I've been scared shitless way too many times since I got here. I'd like to think that I wouldn't be that much of a bastard to myself. Plus, you know, bomb in neck? Nope. Just nope."
She snuggled up against me. "Well, that makes me feel better, that someone isn't peering into my life like a voyeur."
I squeezed her shoulders again. "Yeah. Well. Anyway. That's my story. That's where I'm from. What happens now?"
She sat up, sheets sliding off of her. "You say that you were rebuilt by the girl who used to be Bonesaw."
"Riley, yeah," I agreed. "I was kind of surprised that you didn't bring that up before."
"I was focusing on more important matters," she pointed out. "Such as your upcoming demise."
"Your point is valid," I admitted. "So, what do you want to know?"
"Well, are you certain that she did anything at all?" Fingernails traced my muscles. "I don't recall you having quite this level of muscle tone before, but nor do I see any stitches or scars."
"Riley's a medical Tinker," I reminded her. "She took three
days at it. Normally, she takes
hours. Or minutes, if she's rushed. Apparently she used a broken desk lamp to get my heart restarted.
That's how good she is. If she didn't want to leave scars, she wouldn't leave scars."
"Oh." She ran her palm over my stomach. "And the rest of it? What was done? How did you catch my hand, earlier?"
"She made me more durable," I explained. "Give me a better chance of surviving whatever it is that I've got to do. Stronger. Faster. Fitter. Better reflexes. That sort of thing."
"Hmm," she mused, raking her nails over my chest, sending goose-pimples through the hair on my forearms. "And you can still feel things? You're not, you know, mechanical?"
"Not in the slightest," I replied.
As far as I know, I amended silently. "She reduced my pain sensitivity, but left everything else intact." Something prompted me to add, "I know that my stamina's better than it ever used to be."
"Hmm," she murmured. "Good." She lowered her face to mine.
=///=
Later, I lay on my back, staring at the ceiling in that drifting state between awake and asleep. Gladys was snuggled up to me, a warm weight on my right arm. Her mouth was open, emitting tiny ladylike snores.
Could we be part of a story? I wondered.
Everything that's happened to me since I got to Brockton Bay, could it be part of a narrative?
It seemed pretty unbelievable on the surface. Surely I would notice something, figure something out. So far, however, nothing had shown up.
Hey, me, I thought quite loudly.
If it's you that's writing the story, give me a sign, hey? Maybe a pointer to what I'm supposed to do next?
But nothing happened. Not that I had expected anything. I rolled over, wrapping my other arm around Gladys, and drifted off to sleep.
=///=
Sunday, April 24, 2011
"So what's that mean?" I asked, picking my way out of the ruins of the weight bench.
Colin surveyed the broken and twisted metal. "It means," he observed, "that the PRT weight benches are not designed to accommodate Brutes. Nor do we have any better ones on the Protectorate base, given that we don't actually have any Brutes on staff."
"Aegis is pretty strong," I ventured. "And what about Browbeat?"
"Aegis is a teenage boy who can bench press about as much as a very strong man, by overclocking his body," Armsmaster pointed out. "And yes, they do have Browbeat, but he only recently joined; they haven't had time to set up equipment for him."
"Well, dang," I observed. "So how much was I lifting before the bench broke?"
=///=
Monday, April 25, 2011
" ... at least four hundred pounds," Armsmaster reported. "I will note here that he has the capacity for more; how
much more is still undetermined, at least until we can get proper equipment set up to test both him and Browbeat."
Piggot turned her gaze on me. "Very well," she observed. "You have a Brute rating, and a combat Thinker rating, according to Armsmaster. Are you able to keep both of those powers in check under stressful conditions?"
I nodded. "I believe so, ma'am," I replied. "When we sparred the second time around, I was able to keep my strength down to levels that Armsmaster did not find problematic. Any time my body goes to do something that would normally be beyond my limits, or something that I wouldn't normally do, I get a very quick choice as to whether to do it. The default seems to be 'off'' rather than 'on'. Although it
can turn on very quickly, if I seem to need it."
"In addition, Mr Allen allowed me to land several punches and kicks during the sparring match," Armsmaster reported. I saw Miss Militia's eyes widen slightly; she had obviously caught the inference that Colin hadn't been able to lay a glove on me otherwise. "His subdermal armour allowed him to weather them with no appreciable distress."
Director Piggot frowned as she stared at me. "I am still at a loss as to why you allowed – or rather, requested – this procedure to go through in the first place. Bonesaw's reputation -"
" - has nothing to do with this," I interrupted her. "That was gained when
Riley was under the influence of Jack Slash. But this isn't about her. It's about me."
"So, you want to join the Protectorate?" asked the Director.
I shook my head. "No, ma'am, I do not. I'll happily work
with you, but I don't wish to become part of your organisation."
Her frown returned. "Why not? There are many benefits -"
"Which are outweighed by the problems," I pointed out. "Mainly, that I might see something that I believe I needed to do, someplace I needed to go. If I was within your command structure, you could order me not to do it. Either I don't do it, or I open myself up to punitive action. Neither of which is my preferred option."
"You would not be ordered to do such a thing," she told me.
"Really?" I asked. "You can anticipate every single order that everyone's going to give me? You can guarantee that I won't get some moron with rank on my case at the exact wrong moment? You can't
afford to spread it around that I know what I know." I shook my head. "No. I'm happy to work with you as an independent contractor."
"Know?" asked Assault. "What does he know?"
Director Piggot cleared her throat. "Assault; you're not cleared to ask that question about Mr Allen. Please do not repeat it."
Assault stared at me until Battery nudged him. "Uh … okay, I withdraw the question."
"Be that as it may," Armsmaster put in, "Mr Allen has volunteered his services for the mopping-up operation regarding the Merchants and the remnants of the ABB. I'm inclined to accept. He's shown that he can keep a clear head under trying circumstances, and that he can handle himself adequately against trained opponents. He's also worked with Weaver before, more than once."
The Director didn't look happy. "Mr Allen is a valuable asset. I don't like risking him in the field."
"If I'm out there in the field, I'll have at least one other cape nearby, right?" I asked. "I'll be watching their back, they'll be watching mine. Less risk all around." I chuckled. "Less risky than what I've been getting into recently, anyway."
Miss Militia nodded. "He does have a point, Director. After all, he's been getting into hazardous situations for the last couple of weeks. Only, now he's actually equipped to handle them."
I shrugged. "When she's right, she's right."
Piggot glowered at me. "I do not appreciate being pushed into a corner, Mr Allen."
=///=
Sunday Night, April 24, 2011
I shrugged. "I have
no idea whatsoever."
Piggot glowered at me across the table. "Must you be so flippant, Mr Allen?"
"Well," I pointed out, "the end of the world is coming on hard, unless we get our act together. So we can make light of it, or suffer under the encroaching burden. I know which way
I'm going with it."
Alexandria, her helmet on the table beside her, raised an eyebrow. "Are you so sure that we can win? You don't even know why Scion's chosen to move up his timetable."
"True," I admitted. "I don't know. This is outside all my models, all my planning. But I can make a
guess."
Eidolon waved his hand, inviting me to keep talking. "Guess away, then."
I nudged the cookie container his way. "Want one? Got new ones. They're pretty good."
Distracted, he looked them over; while he was hesitating, Contessa stole another one. She met my gaze, smiled slightly, and bit into the cookie.
"Well, seeing as you're twisting my arm," I went on, "I'd say the most likely situation is that Scion twigs to what we're doing. Right now, it's all low-key. Basically, it's a bunch of us talking about it. Any preparations are in the early planning stages. But things are going to have to be arranged. People are going to have to travel to other Earths, recruit them to our cause. Tech is going to have to be built, and tested. Yeah?"
"So you're saying that sooner or later, he's going to see something being test-fired, or some other preparation of war, and he gets suspicious?" asked Miss Militia.
I nodded her way. "Essentially, yes. Or he notices people going to other Earths, and those Earths then gearing up for war. If they're not as subtle as they could be, then … well, he
is the Warrior. Fighting is what he does." I shrugged. "Or it could be as simple as one trigger-happy idiot in the wrong place at the wrong time, takes a pot-shot at him, and that pushes him over the edge."
"Your source couldn't give you a better indication of what's going to happen?" asked Armsmaster.
I shook my head. "Scion blanks out her power. She can't see what he's about to do, how he does it, or anything like that. She's a lot better at seeing effects than causes. If she tries too hard to see
why something happened, she gets headaches and her powers play up on her."
"Still, that's an extremely useful power," Eidolon pointed out. "I can get access to precognitive powers, but nothing that precise. She'll be updating you with new information?"
"If she considers it important," I confirmed. "In the meantime, we need to make sure we can hit the five-month deadline at least. Armsmaster, how's Dragon getting along?"
"More and more capable by the day," he replied. "She should be ready in time."
"Good. Tell her I said hi."
=///=
The meeting broke up shortly after that; as Armsmaster exchanged a few words with Eidolon and Alexandria, Contessa approached me. We hadn't spoken much since the bank job, and I had assumed that she was still a little peeved at the way I had dictated terms to her.
"Thank you," she told me firmly.
"We're not out of the woods," I reminded her. "Long way to go yet."
She nodded. "Of course. But your information, the powers Scion is most likely to use, so many other things. We didn't know this, couldn't plan for them. We can now."
I grinned. "And here I thought you just showed up for the free cookies."
Surprising me, she wrapped her arms around me, hugged me tightly. I returned the hug, held her close.
As she stepped through the Door a few moments later, she turned to look back at me. "The cookies are nice, too." And then she was gone.
=///=
Monday, April 25, 2011
"Not my intention, I assure you," I told Director Piggot. "But you gotta admit, they make some good points."
She grimaced. "Much as I dislike sending a civilian into the line of fire, you have been vouched for by Armsmaster and Miss Militia. You're volunteering for this task, and you'll be expected to not put anyone else to undue risk. Do you understand?"
I nodded. "That's why I'm putting my hand up here; to reduce the risk to everyone."
"We'll need to fit you out with a basic costume," Miss Militia pointed out. "Better start thinking about what you want."
I nodded. "Yeah, got it. So what am I gonna be doing, sidekicking for one of you guys, or pretending to take care of some Wards?"
Aegis raised his hand slightly. "Kid Win speaks highly of you. I'll see if he and Browbeat want to tag along with you. Two Brutes and a Tinker, sounds like a good combo."
"Maybe Clockblocker as well," suggested Assault. "That way you've got a Striker as well. They're all pretty experienced."
"I'll definitely listen to whatever they've got to say," I agreed.
"Then it's settled," Armsmaster decided. "Mr Allen, have you settled on a cape name?"
I shrugged. "What's wrong with 'Security'?"
=///=
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
"Security, hah!" spat Trainwreck. "I'll 'Security'
you."
He stepped forward, one big metallic fist coming up. I went low, kicking at his right knee. Mechanical or not, that was a point of failure.
But my combat mods were still adjusting to him; I guessed fleetingly that he didn't move quite like a normal person. I was that little bit off, and my kick only glanced off of his shin. It got his attention, though; I had hit hard enough to ding the exterior.
He was big, but he wasn't slow; his fist came down like a steam-hammer. "Whoa, crap!" I leaped and rolled out of the way, as the massive steel bludgeon shattered concrete.
"
Mike, are you all right?"
"Yeah," I panted, regaining my feet. "This guy's fuckin'
huge."
"
Wait for backup," she insisted.
"One minute out."
"Sorry, can't do," I told her. "This one's mine."
Moving more cautiously, I advanced on Trainwreck. He jittered in my vision, as my combat mods tried to work out what he would do next.
Next, apparently, was 'attack'. He came at me, building speed, swinging back his fist for a haymaker that would probably be able to take my head off.
He was stronger than me, by a good margin. But that didn't always carry the fight. I stood my ground, watching his movements, how he carried himself, where his centre of gravity was. Time seemed to slow down; his image extended toward me, metallic fist on a collision course with my head.
I didn't want that to happen; a split second before it was due to come about, I dropped, rolled forward. Swung my foot around in a smashing kick. For once, I let myself use my full strength; I hit the side of his ankle with everything I had. One foot tangled behind the other, and he smashed full-length on the ground.
I was up again, faster than he was. The jackhammer attachment lay nearby; I grabbed it, heaved, picked it up. Trainwreck climbed to his feet, turned, just as I swung it like a club. I wasn't aiming it at his head, which would have killed him, or his body, which was too sturdy for me to really damage. Instead, his left arm took the brunt of the blow. Metal shrieked and snapped; he swung at me with his right fist, but he was off-balance; the blow smashed into me, but with less force than he could have used. Even so, it drove the wind from me, knocked me sprawling.
"
Mike!"
"I'm fine," I gasped. "Nothing's broken."
Left arm twitching, jerking, not responding to his commands, he stomped toward me. I rolled to my feet, faced him cautiously. That had felt like being hit by a truck. The attachment had taken a large part of the impact; it was in pieces. The bit, the hardened spike of metal that actually did the jackhammering, had rolled free. I grinned.
"You little bastard," he growled. "I'll -"
Grabbing up the jackhammer bit, I ducked around to his left side, and jammed the bit into his knee joint. Spinning around, I slammed the heel of my boot at the end of the exposed bit; with a metallic shriek, it penetrated deeply into the knee mechanism. Something jammed; Trainwreck froze, waving his one good arm for balance.
Then I grabbed his left arm, set myself, and yanked. Pulled off balance, he fell headlong for the second time in less than a minute. His one good arm and one good leg thrashed impotently as he tried to get up.
"You little fucker!" he bellowed. "I'm going to -"
I had noticed that we were fighting next to a set of roller-doors, but I hadn't paid much attention to the fact. This changed when something sliced through the thin metal, in three quick, efficient strokes. This, even without recognising the tip of the halberd, gave me my clue as to who it was.
The rectangular section of metal fell inward, and Armsmaster stepped through the gap. Throughout the warehouse, I could now hear PRT troopers coming in through the other entrances.
"You'll do
nothing, Trainwreck," Armsmaster stated coldly, "except submit to arrest." He looked at me. "And what do you have to say for yourself?"
Inside my helmet, I grinned. I knew I'd get in trouble for saying it, but I said it anyway.
"What kept you?"
=///=
Monday, April 25, 2011
"Raise your arms, please."
I raised my arms.
The costumier ran his tape down each arm, then around my chest, and my abdomen. With each measurement, he mumbled figures to himself.
"I should have a bodysuit for your size," he admitted. "Did you want anything on it?"
"Just a shield shape, you know, to symbolise protection," I explained. "A kite shield, maybe in red."
He nodded. "I can do that. Did you want anything on it? Say, an S for Security?"
I shook my head, chuckling. "Nope. Me, with an 'S' on my chest. Not gonna happen."
"Suit yourself." He turned away, bustling toward where he kept the bodysuits. As he returned, he tilted his head. "What's that tune? I feel that I should know it."
"Oh, sorry," I told him. "I didn't even realise that I was humming. It's just something that gets stuck in my head sometimes."
"If you say so." He held up the bodysuit to me, and frowned critically. "Not a perfect fit, sir. I'll get a size larger."
I watched him go, and glanced at the calendar on the wall. Unconsciously, I started humming again.
Once a jolly swagman camped by a billabong …
End of Chapter Forty-Three
Chapter Forty-Four