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Zero to One
Chapter 12
Uryuu sighed as he and Caster surveyed the blasted ruins of what once been the workshop wherein they had crafted works of art such that the world had never seen before. Now, the whole place had caved in, and most of their art both complete and in the works alike turned to ash by what seemed like lightning. Some had avoided a fate, not that they could be salvaged either, reduced to smears on the ground by the collapsing tunnels around them.
"Looks like we were having too much fun," he sadly said. "And God punished us for it."
Then his eyes went wide, as Caster grabbed him by the shoulders, and transfixed Uryuu with his suddenly determined glare. "Let me tell you now, Ryuunosuke." He began with deceptive calm, and which quickly gave way to blazing anger. "God does not punish Humans, he merely toys with them!"
"M-master?" Uryuu stammered out in confusion.
"I once committed such blasphemies and horrors on this Earth," Caster began to rant. "But no matter how many I killed, no matter how much I defiled, divine retribution never came! For eight long years I expected it to come, but instead, my evil went unnoticed that whole time! And in the end, it was not God that brought an end to my madness, but men, no more noble or righteous than I ever was! No, the Church and the Kingdom that passed sentence on me did so only out of covetousness for my wealth and property!"
Caster paused to lean closer, as though to add weight to his words. "It was not justice or any high ideal that brought an end to my evil in life," he sneered. "It was simply theft, pure and simple!"
Uryuu was silent for a long moment, struck by Caster's words. In that moment, his expression wavered, before settling as sympathetic understanding blossomed from within the young man's mind. He could see and understand where his friend and master was coming from, but even so, he could also that Caster was too…blinded, by his passions, to see beyond.
And how could Uryuu do anything less, as a friend and student, but to help Caster do just that?
Because Caster was wrong in his conclusions. God
did exist, in fact, Caster's experiences only further proved it. And Uryuu would help him see it.
"But, master," he began. "Don't you see? God
does exist, even with all that."
Caster genuinely looked confused, his grip on Uryuu's shoulders loosening at the young man's words. "A man such as yourself has never witnessed a miracle to inspire faith," he said. "So how could you say such a thing?"
"Well, I mean sure, the world looks pretty boring when you look at it first," Uryuu began, before spreading out his arms to gesture around them. "But look a little deeper, and you can see all sorts of cool stuff you'd never have noticed before."
Pausing, Uryuu nodded before beginning to pace, waving his hands and fingers to emphasize his words. "No matter how I look at it," he continued. "A world as great and amazing as ours couldn't simply be an accident. In fact, once you figure out how to really enjoy life, there's nothing as beautiful as the world we live in."
Pausing again, Uryuu turned back to Caster with a grin. "In short," he concluded. "There's got to be someone out there behind the story of this world and the billions of people in it. And what else can you call that kind of person but, well,
God?"
Caster looked and stayed silent in disbelief for a long moment. "Then," he began. "Ryuunosuke, do you really believe God loves Humanity?"
"Well, why wouldn't He?" Uryuu asked back. "If He didn't care about much less love us, why would He even bother coming up with this world in the first place? If anything, He's probably having a blast writing all this stuff about us right now."
Uryuu paused and nodded. "Yes," he continued. "God might love virtues like courage and hope, but He also loves pain and despair just as much. Otherwise, why would art like the kind we make even exist? And that's even more reason why I just can't believe that God doesn't exist."
Caster silently stared at Caster, shock and disbelief slowly giving way to amazement on his face. "In an age where people and nations have forgotten faith and forsaken the divine," he began in an awed voice. "Who could have expected to find faith as fresh and inspiring as yours? You have truly proven worthy of both my respect, and my admiration, Ryuunosuke, my Master!"
Uryuu laughed and rubbed the back of his head to mask his embarrassment. "Oh, come on." He said. "You don't need to make me blush."
"But," Caster said, suddenly looking and sounding concerned. "Wouldn't that mean all my words and deeds have ever been nothing more than a farce?"
"Of course not!" Uryuu quickly disagreed. "I mean…it takes a really good actor to make the audience root for the villain, right? So, if anything, I actually think God just loves having to find a place for your antics in the story He's writing."
It started soft, but then quickly turned loud and echoing, laughter bursting out of the Servant of the Spell as he spread his arms wide, lost to the moment of theater. "So, blasphemy and praise are merely two words for the same thing?" he asked. "Ryuunosuke! Such a deep and profound philosophy you have brought into the world! To think that God makes puppet of men, makes sport of their lives, but is nothing more than a clown Himself…very well!"
Caster leaned closer to Uryuu, face split by a hideous grin. "Now I understand the cruelty of his ways." He said. "So be it: we shall paint anew the Garden of God with colors of pain and terror! The playwright of the Heavens shall bear witness that others know entertainment as He does!"
"Are we going to go do something cool again, master?" Uryuu eagerly asked. "Alright!"
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Rin neatly buttoned up her blouse while looking at herself in the mirror, and pulling her ribbon into place, tied it into a bow before fixing her collar. Even, no, especially since she was a guest in someone else's house, she had look her best no matter what. It was her duty to, as the heir of the great Tohsaka family of magi, just like her father had taught her.
Her father…
…her father who'd told her that her mother was dead…
…her father who'd never told her that she had a sister…
…a sister with a different father than her…
…was that why?
Why her father had lied to her?
Rin was only seven, but she wasn't stupid. She was a magus, the greatest to ever be born to her family. Sure, her father's magic was still better than hers, but only because she'd only just started to learn.
More importantly, she understood more than most kids her age.
No…she couldn't…she couldn't blame her father for…
Rin's train of thought derailed even as she left her room, as a flicker of movement drew her attention from the corner of her eyes. A blonde girl her age was peeking out from behind a corner, mismatched eyes looking curiously and hopefully at her.
So…this was her sister…Sakura Zenjou…
Before she knew it, Rin was walking in the other girl's direction, said girl briefly and shyly drawing back before stepping out herself, wearing a red and black dress with a golden…goat(?) pendant hanging over her chest. "Um…hello…" Sakura began before giving a quick bow. "…my name's Sakura. Mommy…said to bring you over for breakfast. Um…she said you're my sister, so…it's nice to meet you! Let's get along, alright?"
Sakura grinned at Rin at that, the latter struck silent by the…feel, of the girl standing in front of her. It was…she had no words for it now, but in the future, she would describe her first meeting with Sakura as though like standing in the sunlight after a long and dark night.
And then recovering, Rin nodded, and returned her sister's smile. "Okay!" she said eagerly, any doubts about Sakura that came with thinking too deeply about her father's motives banished by childish delight at making a new friend. "It's nice to meet you too, Sakura, my name's Rin! Let's go meet mommy over breakfast!"
"Right!"
The two girls resumed heading for the dining room, chatting about childish nothings all the way, any concern for the turmoil around their existence forgotten. At the end of the day, they were still just children, after all.
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"Your apprentice failed." Zouken said.
"So it would seem." Tokiomi concurred with narrowed eyes. He and Zouken were meeting again, over brunch at a private club. "I admit Kirei's abilities as an Executor had atrophied over lack of use during his apprenticeship, but…he should still have been able to overpower any opponent short of an Enforcer."
Zouken harrumphed, but left it at that. He'd rather not say it, but Tokiomi was right. Anyone without the training of
and some experience as an Enforcer would have stood no chance against the Kotomine boy. Zouken knew that much from his own surveillance of the man, as a contingency should Tokiomi ever become an enemy.
Unlikely…but possible.
Zouken hadn't stayed alive as long as he had by being careless.
"…worrying thought." Tokiomi was saying. "Kariya fought Kirei to a standstill earlier in the war. And the one who gave him training…"
"…was probably that Louis Cyphre." Zouken finished with a growl. "Just who is that man? And I don't mean what we've already found out, because in hindsight everything we know about him is painfully,
conveniently ordinary."
"Everything that should matter is hidden…" Tokiomi murmured. "…hidden a little too perfectly, in hindsight."
Zouken hummed in agreement. "Do you think he defeated your apprentice?" he asked. "In person, I mean."
"Possible," Tokiomi said. "But we should not dismiss the possibility that the man has pawns of his own on…Kariya, and Kirei's level, if not greater. Otherwise, if we focus solely on Cyphre, we risk leaving ourselves to be blindsided by his minions."
"A prudent call…" Zouken conceded. "…I am inclined to agree."
Tokiomi inclined his head. "It seems that we may have no choice but to personally take to the field should we seek to continue action against Cyphre." He said.
"Perhaps your Servant could be of use in this matter." Zouken ventured.
Tokiomi sighed. "He would," he said. "But he wouldn't."
"Oh?"
"Archer is…very independent." Tokiomi unhappily admitted. "He'd see something like this, plainly-speaking, a spat between a…cuckolded husband, a faithless wife, and a seducer, among other
dramatis personae, as something below his station to step into. He will watch and enjoy himself, obliterate anything and anyone who turns him into collateral damage, but he will never enter the fray freely."
"Then force him." Zouken growled, as though it should have been obvious.
Tokiomi shook his head. "I will need at least two command spells to impose upon him." He said. "Between his nature as one from the Age of Gods, and his A-rank Independent Action skill, a single command spell would be little more than an inconvenience for him."
"And with only one command spell left," Zouken said with a sigh. "Once the task is done, he is likely to kill you on sight for previously forcing his hand."
"Yes."
Zouken made a sound of disgust. "It was a mistake to give the Archer such a dangerous ability." He said. "That said, perhaps you could acquire more command spells from the Overseer."
"I will inquire as to such with Risei," Tokiomi said. "But I consider it unlikely that Risei would be willing to do so."
"Oh?"
"I've already discussed his assistance with regard to the Cyphre issue." Tokiomi said in disgust. "But apparently, Risei is of the opinion that its resolution can wait until after Heaven's Feel comes to an end. Such obstructiveness…perhaps it may be time to rethink our alliance with the Church."
"That might be prudent." Zouken said. Not that he particularly cared about Tohsaka's interests, but distancing them from the Church would further isolate the former, making them easier to manipulate. It would also distance the Church and the threat they represented to him.
"I will consider the matter in detail and at length." Tokiomi said neutrally. "However, this does not resolve our issues with Cyphre, unless we are willing to wait until after Heaven's Feel to resolve it."
"In that case," Zouken said while meeting Tokiomi's eyes. "I will deal with this matter personally."
Tokiomi was silent for a long moment, and then his lips twitched into a cold smile. "As long as Rin is sound and safe," he said. "You may do as you please with Aoi and her bastard."
Zouken chuckled, an equally cruel and hideously-lascivious expression appearing on his face. "Perhaps I may still have heirs of my body then, even at my age." He remarked.
"And Cyphre will learn respect by the hands of an arch-magus." Tokiomi said, before raising his wineglass in a toast.
"Indeed." Zouken said, and returning the toast.
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"We should visit more often." Berserker said, stretching her limbs and giving a languid yawn as she followed after Kariya down the street. "Those guardian oni are a fun bunch."
"Enjoyed yourself, I see." Kariya remarked. "You were up drinking and brawling until around four or five this morning."
Berserker gave a barking laugh. "Benefits of being a Servant," she said with a grin. "You can't get drunk. And I don't really mind a few scrapes or even light bruises from a scrap or two over a few mugs of beer. That's just happens."
Kariya laughed in his turn. "Fair enough." He said.
"So what now?" Berserker asked.
"We finish the hunt." Kariya replied. "Those sick bastards Caster and their Master are still running around somewhere. Sure, we blasted their little gallery of horrors into rubble, but that only means they have to start over someplace else."
"Right…and how do we find them then?"
"The same way we found them before."
"Oh, right, I'd forgotten about that…"
Kariya hummed in thought. "Well," he began. "Lancer and Assassin are both dead, so that leaves only four other Servants…"
"I wonder who it was that killed Lancer, though." Berserker interrupted. "I mean, sure he was nothing compared to father, but he was still a Servant, and the Lancer is among the better classes. I'd have liked to have sparred with him at least once. What a shame…"
"Hmm…" Kariya hummed, trying to come up with a plausible scapegoat, as he doubted Berserker would appreciate knowing he'd blasted Lancer and their Master while they were retreating from Einzbern. "…Assassin, probably, while on the retreat from Einzbern's stronghold. They could have taken advantage of Lancer's preoccupation with their Master's condition, and gotten lucky."
"That," Berserker mused. "Or they just swarmed the guy. They only needed to connect once."
"Yup."
Berserker smacked her lips. "Oh well," she said. "It's a shame, but I guess there's no point in getting worked up over it. Besides, the only one I
really want to fight with is father."
"Not too greedy, are we now?" Kariya asked.
"Yeah, well," Berserker said while tugging on an ear. "That's all that really matters to me. Anything more can wait for
after I prove myself to father."
"Hmm…fair enough…"
"Something wrong…?" Berserker asked curiously.
Kariya was silent for several moments, and then he sighed. "Must be nice, having…family, you can actually want to have the approval of." He said. "I mean…sure, you and your old man – so to speak – have plenty of…history, between you, but still. At least Saber's someone whose approval is worth having. My father?
If I can somehow get his approval, I doubt I could look at myself in the mirror."
"I…sorry…" Berserker said, completely at a loss and ignorant at what to say about that.
Kariya snorted, and then tossed a smile his Servant's way. "No, it's alright." He said. "I should be the one apologizing, making you listen to my whining. Forget I said anything."
"Eh…let's…just move on." Berserker responded while scratching her cheek.
"Fair enough."
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"Hey, Rin."
"What, Sakura?"
The sisters were sitting in swimsuits at the pool in Aoi and Sakura's penthouse, the former having sent a servant to buy Rin a swimsuit barely an hour ago. Water splashed as they lazily paddled while sitting at the edge, their mother visible at the outdoor grill in the distance, as she cooked their lunch.
Sakura tilted her head before answering. "Your magic feels strange." She said.
"What?" Rin asked.
"I…I don't know…it's like…" Sakura fumbled before looking up and waving vaguely with her hands. "…it's like…it's not really there? It's not really yours…I don't know."
Sakura shrugged. "I'll ask daddy when he next visits." She said before giving a smile. "But what can you do with your magic anyway?"
"I…I'm not really supposed to talk about it…"
"Even to your sister…?"
"…tell you what, I'll show you something I can do, and you can show me something you can do."
"OKAY!"
"I'll go first then." Rin said smugly. Then dipping her hands in the pool water, she imagined a knife stabbing into her heart, a moment before it felt as though her arms were on fire, even as the rest of her body turned numb. Blue lines glowed over her arms and hands, light began to shine under the water, and then as chlorine precipitated out, water froze and molded itself into a mermaid of ice.
So focused was Rin on her magecraft, that she didn't notice Sakura looking at her with concern. Rin didn't let it show – she
couldn't let it show – but Sakura felt her pain.
How could she not?
She was a half-demon. To sense pain and suffering, among other sensations, was as natural for her as it was for ordinary people to smell rotting meat.
It wasn't right.
Something wasn't right with her sister's magic.
And she didn't like it.
"Tada!" Rin showed off her magic, and then Sakura's concerns fell to the background. Bad feeling or not, Rin's ice mermaid was
beautiful.
"Wow!" Sakura said with evident awe. "You're very good at magic."
Rin seemed to swell at her sister's praise. "Of course, I am." She said. "Now it's your turn."
"Okay." Sakura said with a nod, and holding out a hand, willed a mandala into existence. She poured her mana into the spell, and smiled as she felt her call answered. There was a flash of light, and then the pop of displaced air…
…and with a squeal and a splash, Pixie fell into the water.
"GAH!" Pixie shouted as she jumped out of the water, flapping her wings frantically before the chlorine got into them. "Sakura, what…?"
"PIXIE!" Sakura yelled, grabbing the fairy and pulling her into a crushing hug despite Pixie's shouts of dismay. "Pixie, this is my sister, Rin. Rin, this is my best friend, Pixie. Play nice."
"…eh…pleased to meet you." Pixie said, waving a tiny arm in the air.
Rin, though, could only stare with her jaw hanging open. "Pixie…a fairy…" she said. "You summoned a fairy?"
"Yes." Sakura said, looking confused why Rin was so surprised about that. "Is something wrong?"
Words failing her completely, Rin could only stare with her mouth hanging open.
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Kariya and Berserker alike banked their lightcycles, skidding to a sideways halt before Rider and his Master. "Ho there, Master of Berserker, and to you as well, Berserker." Rider cheerfully greeted them. "Nice rides…nice outfit too, Berserker."
"Um…thanks?" Berserker skeptically said, before glaring at Waver, who was – despite himself – looking at her curves. The boy yelped and looked away, causing his Servant to give a barking life while patting the boy on the pat (never mind that each pat seemed to outright stagger Waver).
"Out on the hunt for Caster and his Master?" Rider asked.
"I could ask the same for you." Kariya replied. "Thanks, by the way. My familiars spotted you and your Master breaking out of Caster's lair the previous night. From what I can see, our two teams are the only ones actually anywhere near getting something about that bunch of psychos."
"Well, I like to think the other Masters and Servants are doing what they can too." Rider said with a sigh. "They just aren't as resourceful as we are. Right, Waver?"
"Y-yeah…" Waver uncertainly said.
"…thinking about what you saw in Caster's lair?" Kariya asked, and nodded as Waver jolted, his expression haunted. "I see. Sorry for bringing it up…but it's good you're disturbed by it. It means despite being a magus, you actually do have a conscience, and a good person at heart. Two things I can't say about most magi."
Kariya paused, and took a deep breath. "Sorry if this comes off as patronizing," he said. "But it needs to be said. And if you're planning to stay a magus for the rest of your life, well, I hope that you keep that moral core of yours intact. That way, you can genuinely look back and be proud of yourself."
Waver looked at Kariya with a mixed expression on his face, but Kariya's own jaded expression, and the haunted look in his eyes, silenced any protests he might make. He didn't know why or how, but he knew Kariya was not only serious and genuine in his advice, but completely knew what he was talking about.
"Thank you very much." Waver said with a clumsy, Japanese-style bow.
Kariya nodded, as did Rider, who placed a fatherly hand on his Master's shoulder. "Good advice," he said. "A fine piece of wisdom to remember over the ages. Anyway…so how about it, Berserker and Berserker's Master? Surely you don't at least mind allying against Caster and their Master?"
Kariya looked at his Servant, who only nodded. "I don't mind." She said before her face twisted with resolve. "The things I saw down there last night…what those monsters did to all those children…the very least they deserve is to have their heads sit on poles!"
"Yeah, no argument there." Rider said, looking and sounding deadly serious. "Alright then…since we're allies for now how about we start sharing what we know?"
"Sounds good to me." Kariya said, getting off his lightcycle, and stepping forward, began to confer with Rider and Waver.
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Despite the opinions of Berserker, Kariya, Rider, and Waver, the other Masters and Servants
were hunting for Caster and Uryuu. In fact, Kiritsugu and Maiya were closing in Uryuu fast, ready to put a bullet in his head.
And had they found him an hour or more earlier, they might have succeeded in stopping what was to come.
But it was already too little and too late.
Here and now, as the darkness of night fell over Fuyuki, a sense of foreboding fell over the city. Most Humans didn't feel it, too divorced as they were from reality by the artificialities of society and even civilization itself. Animals, though?
Caged cats and dogs yowled and barked frantically, or cowered in their cages. Strays hid themselves, while rats and roaches among others fled by the hundred through the drains of the city. Even as early as the sunset, birds abandoned the city by the flock, and which drew the passing attention of people who failed to heed it as the warning it was.
Now, night fell deep and heavy over the city, a supernatural fog rising over the waters of the Mion River. Then from the forgotten depths, beyond time and space, they reached out, tentacles like those of a squid or an octopus, breaking the surface to wrap around and pull at Caster, drawing him into their midst.
"Now," Caster shrieked, holding his arms out in benediction as the cold and the dark pulled him in. "Let us raise once more the banner of salvation!"
Reality buckled.
The World screamed.
Uryuu Ryuunosuke fell dying to the ground, blood pooling around him from .50 round leaving his torso a ruined mess. Cold spread through his body, but even then, the young man could only smile.
As he died, his only thought was how it was such a shame he didn't have the chance to immortalize this feeling with a work of art.
And still Caster continued to speak, his voice taking on a tone of solemnity. "Hear me, you who are the forgotten and the downtrodden!" he proclaimed. "I shall lead you! I shall command you! And together, all our oppressed voices shall reach even the ears of God Himself! God in Heaven! Praise your Name, even as I speak words of condemnation! Oh cruel and uncaring God, come down from Your Throne!"
Kiritsugu and Maiya fled, the former grabbing the latter before manipulating relativity to escape the tidal wave of collapsing reality dogging at their heels. Not far away, Saber and Irisviel likewise fled in the face of what had been brought forth.
Not there.
Not then.
And in the distance, even the Supreme Power of Darkness turned in Caster's direction, surprise and disbelief gleaming in his mismatched eyes. "What?" he asked in shock.
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A/N
Did you think this was dead?
Somehow, I don't think even YHVH would approve of Uryuu's particular theological perspective.
Yeah, Sakura here basically looks like a miniature version of Lucifer's female Human disguise. Blonde with heterochromatic eyes, one red, the other blue, instantly obviously from birth that she is
not in fact Tokiomi's child. And of course, her first ever summon is Pixie, because this is SMT, and you can
never have work set in SMT without Pixie. She's practically the poster girl of the franchise, much like Altria is for Type-Moon (though I still think Arcueid is more beautiful, CHANGE MY MIND).
Ahem…right, moving on…so how bad can this get?