The Slippery Slope
Part Five: Meet the Family
"I have to say, Mr Hebert, you're a very good cook."
I hid my smile as Dad glanced at Peter, obviously trying to figure out how to respond to the compliment.
"I ... it's really nothing," he managed. "After Taylor's mother passed, it was a matter of either learning to cook, or subsisting on takeout or mac and cheese."
Peter grinned engagingly. He was
good at that. "I know many people who would have settled for takeout." The grin faded. "Taylor told me about her mom. You have my sympathy. My own mother died when I was quite young." His eyes dropped.
"Oh, I'm sorry." Dad blinked, and looked to me.
"I remember you telling me about it," I told Peter, putting my hand on his. "But I don't remember how it happened. Was it an accident, or did she get sick?"
Dad cleared his throat. "If he doesn't want to talk about it, kiddo ..."
"No, no, it's fine." Peter lifted his eyes from the table and rolled his hand over, closing his fingers over mine. "It was a long time ago. I was too young to really know her. Father told me that a supervillain killed her."
"A
supervillain?" I sat up, shocked. My fingers squeezed Peter's, and he tightened his grip in reply. "Was it some kind of, of racial thing? Is that why ..." I trailed off.
"Why I'm in the Empire Eighty-Eight?" He shook his head, with a wan smile. "No, it had nothing to do with race. It was just some stupid pointless thing that never should have happened. But it did, and my mom died because of it."
Dad cleared his throat. "So who, uh, if you don't mind me asking ..."
"Who did it?" Peter shrugged. "I don't know. They never told me. I just got told that he was sent to the Birdcage. For that, or for something else, I have no idea."
"Does it bother you?" I asked softly, putting my other hand on his.
"A little," he admitted. "Not knowing who he is, or if he's even alive in there. Not knowing
why he killed my mom ... yeah. Sometimes I just wish I could talk to him, just once, and ask him why. Why he took my mom from me."
"You wouldn't be after revenge?" asked Dad, just a little cynically. "Because what
I hear is that the Empire's really big on revenge and eye-for-an-eye."
"Dad!" I exclaimed, shocked. "Don't say stuff like that!"
"No, no, it's a fair question," Peter assured me. "And while I'm pretty sure that it
would feel good to have me, him and a baseball bat in the same room together, I'm also pretty sure that the last ten years in the Birdcage would have done more to him than I ever could. Like I said, I'm not even sure if he's still alive in there."
"That's a very mature outlook, Peter," Dad observed. "I've known grown men who wouldn't measure up as well as that."
Peter smiled at the praise. "Well, I can't entirely claim the credit for that. After Mom died, I was raised by my father and my uncle, mainly. They taught me the value of pragmatism, and how to be self-reliant. How to be strong, and to how important it is to stand up for what you believe in."
His tone shifted as he spoke, so that by the time he was finished, his voice was the only sound that I could hear. His presence, his personality, were almost palpable; I thought I could see the man he would become, someday. Tall and strong and proud; a leader of men. Someone I could stand alongside; someone I could share my life with.
Can I? Do I have what it takes?
"Well," Dad commented into the silence that followed. "You've had speech training, I can tell."
Unexpectedly, Peter grinned again, once more a teenager with slightly mussed hair. "Yeah," he agreed. "Uncle Max insisted. It's kind of fun. They seem to think I'm pretty good at it."
"You are," agreed Dad. "I've heard plenty of speeches, and made one or two myself. Ever thought of going into politics?"
"To be honest, sir, I'd prefer to have a job like yours," Peter demurred. "Where you don't have to compromise your morals and your beliefs every time you open your mouth, just to keep one interest group or another happy and voting for you."
Dad opened his mouth, and then closed it again. "Huh. You have a point." He smiled briefly. "Although you might find that it's less rewarding than you imagine. Fighting tooth and nail to ensure that not
everything is taken away from the people who trust you to watch out for their well-being, by the people who are supposed to be watching out for
yours."
Peter nodded. "I can see that. But what's the point in having a dream if you can't be bothered fighting for it?"
"You're a very dangerous young man."
Dad's comment was unexpected, and I stared at him in consternation. "Dad!"
He may as well have been commenting on the weather, for all the reaction he got from Peter, who tilted his head slightly. "Interesting observation, sir. Why do you say that?"
"Because it's been so pleasant having you over and talking to you that I nearly forgot which organisation you belong to." Dad had a faint smile on his face, his eyes half-closed. "You're young, idealistic, and full of drive. You've undoubtedly been tutored in politics by your elders, and so you have the basic knowledge of how to get to where you want to go, to implement your beliefs. For a member of a white-supremacist organisation, you're not
stupid. You're not some jack-booted thug; you're a polite and personable young man, and you've won my daughter's heart through your own merits, not by any fast-talking or trickery."
Slowly, Peter nodded. "All of which is true, sir." He fell silent, apparently awaiting further comment.
Dad swung his gaze on to me. "Taylor, if I thought for even a moment that it would stick, I would forbid you to see Peter. I know it won't. So I'm not going to try."
"Dad, I - "
He raised his hand slightly from the table, spreading the fingers in a 'stop' motion; I stopped talking.
"You don't see what I see, kiddo," he told me quietly. "You don't see the danger in him."
"He's not a danger to
me!" I protested.
"Well, no, he's not," he admitted. "Unless I miss my guess, he's going to do his best to keep you just as safe as he can. Aren't you, Peter?"
"Yes, sir." Peter nodded.
"And so." Dad's smile widened a fraction. "Young man, you have a tell. You might want to look into that, for future reference."
I saw Peter's eyes widen very slightly. "May I ask what it is, sir?"
"I'll leave that for you to figure out." Dad turned to me. "Like I said, Peter is not directly dangerous to you. And in fact, given this mess at Winslow, your association with him is probably good – in the short term. But in the long term, the Empire Eighty-Eight has enemies, and will likely make more, and if you associate with them, you might end up in the cross-hairs. Do you really want to risk that?"
My throat was suddenly dry. I realised, somewhat belatedly, what Dad was doing; what he'd been doing for the entire dinner.
He's treating me as an adult. Treating Peter as one. Telling us how it is. Not sugar-coating it.
I took a deep breath and faced my father, looking him in the eye. "Dad, this is Brockton Bay.
Life is dangerous, here. We're in about the top seven cities in the US for capes per capita, and most of those are supervillains. And if it's not the capes, it's the gangs."
"I know, Taylor, but I -"
Letting go Peter's hand, I made a 'stop' gesture of my own. "Sorry, Dad, but can I finish?"
A nod. "Go ahead."
I hated arguing with Dad like this, but he had to understand my side of things. "I go to a school where the Empire competes with the Merchants and the ABB for turf. The staff are so distracted by the gang problems that people like Sophia and Emma can bully someone like me without anyone ever noticing. You saw what they did to me this time. If Peter and his friends hadn't stepped in, if they'd gotten away with it, what would they have done next? And they aren't even
part of a gang." My voice was getting heated; I pulled it back a notch. "Seriously, it's a demonstrated
fact that it's safer to be associated
with the Empire Eighty-Eight than
not!"
"You're right." Dad's voice was calm and measured.
"I – I
am?" I blinked.
Did I actually just win an argument with Dad?
"Sure. I already told you that right now, your association with Peter is a good thing for you. It's later on that I'm worried about. Peter's charismatic and intelligent, and once he leaves school, unless I miss my guess, he's going to be moving toward a position of some influence." He gave me a meaningful look. "And combine
that with his choice of ideologies … "
"You don't know that'll happen." I knew it was feeble as soon as I said it, but I didn't want to even
think of reasons for me to split with Peter.
"Taylor." It was Peter. I turned to look at him.
"Yes?" My voice was faint in my ears.
"Your father is right. Being at my side won't necessarily be the safest place in the world." He paused. "But."
"But what?" His hand was warm between mine.
"But the Empire Eighty-Eight always does its best to protect -" He almost said
its own, but I saw him change his words mid-sentence. "- those associated with it. And its best is very good indeed. So it will be a place not without risks, but also not without protection." He shrugged, his tone becoming light, easy. "Or we may decide to break up before then. Who can tell?"
I looked at my father. "Dad?"
"As he says, you may break up before then." His tone indicated that he didn't hold much hope out for that particular outcome. "And once you leave school, I can't make you do anything, or stop doing anything, anyway. Just please … don't do anything stupid in the meantime?"
"I wasn't about to," I assured him, then took a deep breath. "There
is something that I want to run past you, though."
"Do tell." I didn't miss the fact that he sat up slightly, looked more alert.
Peter shot me a glance; I knew that he knew what I was about to say. His glance said,
I hope you know what you're doing.
I squeezed his hand.
So do I.
"Uh, well, Peter's invited me to attend a kind of family gathering. And I've kind of agreed to go along."
For a long, long moment after I finished speaking, no-one said a word. A lone fly buzzed through the living room; the clock ticked quietly on the wall. I opened my mouth to fill the silence, to give details, but Peter squeezed my hand warningly, and I shut up again.
"A gathering." Dad's voice was almost contemplative.
"Yes, sir." Peter's was polite.
"And by 'family', I presume that Taylor actually means 'Empire Eighty-Eight'; am I correct?"
"That is correct, sir."
"And what happens at these gatherings, Peter?" I wasn't fooled by the mildness of his tone; I hoped Peter wasn't either.
"It's a party, sir. Usually it's a barbecue, or they roast a pig or something. Kids run around playing games and having fun. Adults stand around with drinks, catching up on what's been going on. There's enough adult supervision for the teenagers to not get into any real trouble, but it's light enough that we can still enjoy ourselves."
"Drinking? Smoking? Drugs?" Dad had caught the one word, and had extrapolated the other two.
"No, sir," Peter responded at once. "It's a kid-friendly environment. No drinking or smoking if you're underage. And the strongest drug that you'll find at a gathering like that would be weed, and only among the adults."
"I find it hard to believe that teenagers of any stripe would not choose to act out, especially when it comes to impressing their peers." Dad's tone was very dry.
"It's about family, sir. Teenagers are seen to be representing their families as much as the adults are. If a teenager screws up in public, makes a spectacle of himself, or gets caught smoking or drinking when he really shouldn't be, then it reflects badly on the family. Someone pulling that crap would likely be banned from further gatherings, and
no-one wants that. They're
the big social event."
"Hm." Dad rubbed his chin. "So you've told me what happens. Now tell me what
really happens at these gatherings."
Peter lifted his chin just a little. "It's a chance for them to look us over, sir. See how we interact with our own peer group, how we do in a social situation. Determine which of us can be brought along, and which are better in a subordinate role."
"And where do you think Taylor will fall in all of that?" asked Dad pointedly.
"Oh, Taylor's not a member, sir," Peter reminded him. "People who are associated, but not members, don't get in on that. For them, for the rank and file, it's just a party, a gathering of like-minded people."
"And you want to go to this gathering, Taylor?"
I was caught on the back foot by Dad's question. "Uh, yes. Yes, I do."
"Why?"
Why indeed. "I, uh, Peter asked me if I wanted to go in December. I didn't really feel up to it. Thought I'd be out of place. But since then, everyone's been helping me out so much. I'd feel like I was snubbing them or something if I didn't go at least once, just to say hi."
Every word was true, and yet I knew I was lying by omission. I hated to hide things from Dad, but there was the simple fact that when I sat down at the table with the Empire guys, they always greeted me, treated me as one of their own. They were
nice to me.
I didn't want to lose that.
I didn't want to lose what I had with Peter.
Dad just wouldn't understand.
And so I told him what I wanted him to hear, instead of the total and absolute truth. That I intended to
join the Empire Eighty-Eight.
Dad's gaze on me was intent, and I was worried that he would see straight through my feeble subterfuge. But he didn't denounce me, didn't hit me with the third degree, as he had with Peter.
"Well," he mused at last, "it's a fact that no man ever approves of his daughter's taste in boys. And short of pulling you out of school altogether and enrolling you in Arcadia – which I would if I could, don't get me wrong – there's no way I can prevent you two from seeing each other, at school and out of school as well, if you wanted to."
He paused then, a look not unlike pain crossing his face. I had seen it before; he had worn it when faced with an unpalatable dilemma, neither action being one he really wanted to contemplate.
"Sir, I -" began Peter, for once failing to read a situation properly.
"Save it." Dad gave me a measured glance, then looked at Peter. "I've spoken to you before about how I don't like the fact that you're from the Empire Eighty-Eight. This dinner's given me a better chance to get a look at you, and I'm more than ever certain that I don't want my daughter going around with you."
He sighed heavily, unhappily. "Unfortunately, I seem destined to not get my way, these days. Between the fact that you actually represent a measure of safety for her, and my gut feeling that any attempt to split you up would drive you closer together, I'm going to let it lie. I'm not
okay with it, but I believe that I can trust you to not let harm come to Taylor. I
can trust you with that, right?"
"Yes, sir." Peter nodded earnestly. "You can. You have my word."
"Which I suspect is somewhat better than that of some of the people on the city council," Dad murmured, more to himself than us. "Taylor."
"Yes, Dad?"
"I want you to promise me just one thing."
I waited; he didn't speak. "Yes, Dad?"
A deep sigh. "I want you to promise me that if
ever anything starts looking skeevy, if being with Peter ever stops looking fun and starts looking dangerous, if you ever,
ever start thinking 'I don't want to be here', that you'll call me. Any time, any place. I'll come get you. I'll even forgo my parental right to tell you 'I told you so'. Just promise me that. Okay?"
I swallowed. Dad's tone sounded almost … desperate.
Poor Dad. He thought I was safe at school, until I wasn't. He can't keep me safe, no matter how much he tries. And now, the people who did keep me safe are people he doesn't want me around. Even though I like and trust them.
He really is between a rock and a hard place.
"I will, Dad." My lips were dry; I moistened them. "I promise. If anything like that starts happening, I'll call you, I'll get hold of a phone and call you straight away." I had nearly given away the fact that Peter had already given me a phone.
Did he notice?
Apparently not; he nodded. "All right, then. Peter, you're being picked up, yes?"
"Yes, sir. My father's coming around."
Dad nodded. "Good. When he gets here, could you please tell him that I'd like to talk to him?"
Peter's eyes widened slightly. "I – yes, sir. I can do that."
"Good," Dad repeated, and leaned back in his chair. "Well, that was a fairly intense dinnertime topic. Who wants dessert?"
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Dessert had gone down moderately well; the tension hadn't totally dissipated, but it had been reduced considerably. I now knew how Dad felt about Peter, and that he had reached a certain level of acceptance about him.
We sat watching TV; Peter and I held hands, and Dad affected not to notice. A news article came up about the ABB; we discussed it seriously. I noticed that Peter kept his racist terms to a minimum, and gave solid opinions on the Asian gang; their aims, their motivations and their likely moves. A cape had attempted to crash the New York Stock Exchange; he had been detected and stopped with plenty of time to spare, or so the newscaster claimed.
"Electromaster," Dad commented. "I don't know that one."
"Nor do I," admitted Peter. "His name's never come up before."
"Stupid name anyway," I offered.
Peter chuckled and put his arm around my shoulders to give me a quick hug; I leaned into him.
"You're not wrong," he agreed. "There's a certain mentality among new capes sometimes; they get powers, work out a costume, and they're straight out to either take over the world or fix all its problems. What they somehow fail to realise is that we've had capes for thirty years. If someone could do that so easily, someone else would already have done it."
"And you know this how?" asked Dad curiously.
"Well, I don't know this
personally," admitted Peter, "but I'm told by those in the know that the Empire capes have to smack down some young upstart every couple of months. Or, you know, someone challenges Lung, and they have to hold a closed-casket funeral."
"Ew, no thanks," I replied with a shudder. I didn't know all that much about Lung, but what I did know was 'do not mess with'.
I looked up at a knock on the door. Peter checked his watch. "That's probably Father," he noted. Getting up from the sofa, he squeezed my hand before letting go, and heading out into the entrance hall. I followed along anyway, with Dad right behind me.
When Peter opened the door, the cold air rolled in. I was pretty sure that the man standing there was his father; they had the same basic look, although Mr Ferguson had a few inches and a couple dozen pounds on Peter.
"Good evening, all," he greeted us past Peter. "I trust my son has been behaving himself?"
"He has indeed," Dad responded. "Danny Hebert."
Peter stepped aside, and his father shook Dad's hand. "Ed Ferguson," he told us. "And you must be Taylor. At the risk of sounding like a cliché, Peter has told me so much about you."
"I'm very pleased to meet you, sir," I replied, holding out my hand. I wasn't even sure where the 'sir' came in, unless it was unconscious mimicry of Peter. He shook my hand carefully, squeezing just hard enough to avoid the impression of a dead fish.
"You too, Taylor. I heard about the incident at school; I'm glad to see that you've recovered from it."
"It could've been a lot worse," I noted. "If Peter hadn't been there ..."
He nodded. "I'm just glad he was. Are you ready to go, Peter?"
Dad coughed, and Peter glanced at him. "Oh, uh, Mr Hebert wants to have a word with you before you go, Father?"
Mr Ferguson looked at Dad with a modicum of curiosity, then nodded. "Certainly. Where shall we talk?"
"Outside will do," Dad replied briefly. "It won't take long."
It
was kind of chilly out, being January and all, but for some reason, the temperatures rarely dropped too far, even in winter, and almost never went below freezing at all. Dad stepped out on to the porch and shut the door firmly; I heard his footsteps going down the steps.
"Wonder what they're talking about?" I asked.
Peter grinned slightly. "He's probably asking Father to confirm what I said about the gatherings."
"You
did tell the truth, right?" I asked.
"Of course I did," he replied immediately. "I had an idea he'd check."
"Good." I hugged him then, holding him close to me. He put his arms around me, and I felt warm and safe and protected.
I knew I couldn't have it
all the time, but even being able to hug Peter sometimes was far better than nothing.
Without prompting, my face lifted to his; his lips met mine in our second kiss. Fireworks failed to go off behind my eyes; the world did not ascend to a higher plane. I just felt … at ease. Complete.
Closing my eyes, I leaned my head against his shoulder. He leaned his head so that it rested in turn upon mine; I felt good. Comfortable. Whole.
We were still holding each other, comfortable in each others' presence, when the door opened once more to let both my father and the winter chill back in.
"Ready to go, Peter?" asked Ed Ferguson once more, from the porch.
"Yes, Father." And Peter squeezed my shoulders one more time, then let me go. Stepped away from me. "Good night, Taylor. I had a really good time."
I smiled at him. "So did I. See you at school?"
"See you at school."
And then he clattered down the steps, and into the night. I wandered out on to the porch, watched them get into the car. Doors closed, and I thought I saw a wave. I waved back anyway; the car started up and drove away. When it was quite out of sight, I went back inside and closed the door.
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Dad was in the kitchen, clearing away the dishes. I went through, to give him a hand.
"So how did the talk go?"
He looked over at me. "It went. I asked questions; he answered to my satisfaction. I'm good with you going to this gathering."
"Good with it?" I put the plug in the sink, started the hot water running.
"Well, not
unhappy with it," he amended.
"Well, I'm glad you're letting me do it," I told him sincerely.
"If I told you not to go, would you stay away?" His voice was curious.
I considered that. "Probably. I wouldn't be happy, but I can still see Peter at school. And he already told me that even if I didn't go, he still wants to be my boyfriend."
He shook his head slightly. "Every father lives in fear that his daughter will become smitten with some uncouth lowlife. I suppose having an Empire Eighty-Eight boyfriend isn't as bad as it could be."
"Yeah," I agreed, adding dishwashing detergent. It immediately started to froth. "I could be going out with someone from the ABB. Or the Merchants."
"Merchants, no," he replied. "I suppose that the ABB would be as bad as the Empire, in this instance."
Worse, I thought, but I didn't vocalise it.
I didn't
hate Asians, didn't think that they were inferior, but I had seen them watching me sitting with the Empire boys, and I had seen the flat hostility in their faces. They didn't like me, even though they knew nothing about me. They assumed that just because I liked an Empire boy, that I was automatically a racist. I
wasn't, but they didn't know about that. Even if they had, they probably wouldn't have cared. To them, I was the enemy.
I didn't want it that way, I didn't like it that way, but it was the way it was. Up until I met Peter, I hadn't had any Asian friends. To be honest, I hadn't had
any friends at Winslow, given that Sophia and Emma had scared away anyone who wasn't Greg Veder (who was oblivious) and Sparky (who was semi-conscious at the best of times).
The majority of Asian students in the school, I figured, were either ABB, thinking about joining, or keeping their heads down so they didn't get noticed. However, all of them recognised the Empire Eighty-Eight as their enemy. Which made them see
me as the enemy.
I can't help that. Peter and his friends stopped the bullying. None of the Asian students did anything to help me. If they have a problem with me supporting the people who helped me, saved me from the locker, then screw them.
I set to scrubbing plates, my mind busy.
They never raised a hand to help when I needed it. But now that I've gotten help, they want me to ignore the people who gave it to me? They don't get to dictate that shit to me. Fuck them. Fuck them all.
Almost imperceptibly, an epiphany opened up before me.
I would stand by my allies, no matter what. And to
hell with anyone who tried to tell me otherwise.
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I sat nervously on the sofa. Not for the first time, I had to restrain myself from jumping up and running into the kitchen to check the time.
"Relax," Dad told me. "You're wearing yourself into a frazzle."
I looked up at him. "Easy for you to say. You're not the one who's going to meet his family."
He chuckled warmly. "I remember the first time I went to meet your mom's parents. We were both so nervous, I thought I was going to throw up."
"Oh god, don't say that." Now
I was terrified of throwing up.
"You'll do fine. And here."
"What?" I looked at the thing he was holding out to me. It was a cheap cell phone, almost identical to the one currently residing in my handbag. "Dad, that's a phone."
"Good eye, kiddo. Take it." I did so.
"I'm pretty sure I managed to get the house phone into speed dial. Even if I didn't, you know it, right?"
"I know it," I agreed. "But Dad … you don't agree with cells. Not since ..."
Not since Mom died.
He heard what I didn't say. "No. But I think this is a situation where it's necessary. You want to do this, and I don't want to drive you away by trying to stop you. So … if you need to get hold of me, you don't even need to borrow a phone." His eyes were serious. "I know that Peter means well, and his father assured me that the gatherings are harmless. But … this is the
Empire Eighty-Eight. You're allowed in, as Peter's guest; I'm not. This frightens me more than anything else."
"And if I call?" I hefted the phone.
"Then I'll come in anyway." He squared what jaw he had. "Call me, and I
will come get you. I promise."
"I will, Dad. If I don't like it, I will call. I promise."
The creases on his forehead didn't go away altogether, but they did ease off a little. "That's all I ask, kiddo."
I tucked the phone into my handbag and stood up; he hugged me, and I hugged him back. Dad didn't know the Empire, not like I did. I didn't feel in any danger from them. He couldn't know that; all he knew was what people said about them. But he hadn't set himself against me, just because I was affiliated with them, and for that I loved him.
At that moment, I heard the tyres crunch on gravel at the side of the road, just outside the house. "I think that's him. Do I look all right? Oh god, I look a mess, don't I?"
"You look fine," he assured me. "I do like the fact that you've been wearing brighter colours these days. You're happier, more confident."
This was due to Peter; Dad knew it, and I knew it. My grades were up, and I was actually looking forward to going to school every day. Jenna and I had cruised the Market a couple of times, getting ready for the Gathering; she had picked out clothing that she said suited me. I had worn some of the outfits to school, and Peter's compliments had proved her right.
There was a knock on the door; I broke free from Dad, and almost ran to open it. Peter stood there on the porch; he looked
sharp. Dark trousers, black coat over a white button-up shirt; the clothes were ironed, his shoes were polished. His hair was very slightly mussed, in the way that made me want to run my hands through it.
"Wow, Taylor, you look
nice," he blurted. "I mean, you always look nice, but wow, you look
really nice."
I blushed and shuffled my feet. I hadn't put this much thought into getting dressed since forever. Jenna had picked out the knee-length dark blue dress, and the shoes that went with it. The wrap over my shoulders – it was likely to be chilly, later – was such a dark blue as to almost be black. I had brushed my hair to a shine, after shampooing it extravagantly, and then tied it back with a dark blue ribbon. Makeup was not my thing; I didn't know
how to do eyeliner or mascara or the rest of it, so I had just put on a little lip gloss.
"Uh, thanks," I mumbled. "You look … wow, like someone on the front of one of those trendy magazines."
There was that engaging grin again. It sent tingles right down my spine. "I'll take that as a compliment."
"Peter." That was Dad, right behind me.
Peter raised his head slightly. "Mr Hebert, hello. How are you today, sir?"
"I'm fine. What time do you expect to have Taylor back by?"
"Eleven sharp, sir," Peter replied promptly. "At the latest. Gatherings tend to start breaking up around ten, ten thirty. It's not an all-nighter."
I caught the motion of Dad's nod out of the corner of my eye. "I'll hold you to that. Have a good time, both of you. And Peter … "
"Yes, sir?"
"Please take care of my daughter."
Peter's nod was definite. "Always, sir."
We trod down the steps and along the path to where the car waited at the side of the road. It was a very nice car; some expensive model, and it looked relatively new. The car Dad and I used to get around in hardly measured up by comparison.
Peter opened the door for me, and I climbed in, settling myself on to an expensive-smelling seat. There were two girls in here already; they looked at me with intense curiosity as Peter closed the door for me. Both of them were younger than me; the one in the middle looked about twelve.
"Hello," the girl on the far side greeted me; she looked and sounded about thirteen or fourteen. "You're Taylor."
"That's me," I agreed. "And you are?"
Peter opened the front door and got in; I pulled my seat belt around me and buckled it in.
"I'm Melissa," the older girl told me, "and this is Helen."
"Well, I'm very pleased to meet you both," I replied. "I hope we'll be friends."
"Of
course we'll be friends," Helen responded immediately. "I like your hair."
"Your hair is really nice, too," I told her. And it was; a lighter colour than mine, it had done up into a complicated French braid.
"Peter likes you," Melissa observed brightly.
"Peter likes you a
lot!" Helen added, and burst into giggles.
"And so it begins," Peter murmured from the front seat, just loud enough for me to hear.
"Now, now," Mr Ferguson commented from the driver's seat as he started the car. "Play nice, kids. Taylor, how are you?"
"I'm fine, Mr Ferguson." And I was. I had butterflies in my stomach, but that was normal for something like this. I hoped.
As the car pulled away from the curb, I looked back at the house. Dad was still standing in the doorway. I waved; he waved back. And then he was out of sight.
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"Wow," I exclaimed. I sounded like an excited teenager, but there it was. "You rented the
Augustus Country Club?"
"Through intermediaries, yes," Mr Ferguson confirmed. "Of course, they don't know the real purpose of the gathering, but then, they don't have to." Leaving the car running, he climbed out, as Peter got out on his side.
Each of them opened one of the back doors, and I let Peter hand me out of the car. Turning, I offered my hands to Helen; giggling, she let me help her out of the car. Peter closed the door and offered each of us an arm; side by side, we strolled into the Club.
I had been to the Augustus Country Club once before, years ago. Alan Barnes had been attending some sort of event, and his wife and older daughter had been unable to attend, so he had offered the spare tickets to Dad and me. That was the first time I had ever seen Dad in a suit and tie, and I had been so overawed, I had barely been able to eat a bite. Emma had had a ball, of course; she had that knack of being able to fit in, five minutes after walking into a place.
This time around, I still didn't feel as though I belonged, but I thought that I could fake it, at least for the night. I smiled at Peter; he smiled back. "Wow," I murmured. "This place."
"Makes you just want to hide in a corner, doesn't it?" he replied perceptively.
"Not
you, I bet," I told him.
He grinned. "You'd be surprised. I've come here a few times, and even now, I sometimes feel like I've walked into someone else's party."
I suspected that he was putting on a little bit of an act to put me at my ease. It was working, however; I felt my breathing slow down, and my heart rate ease off.
At the main doors, six large men stood shoulder to shoulder with folded arms, blocking entry. They wore suits and bow-ties, but they would have been classic heavies on any movie set anywhere. The shaven heads and scarred knuckles were just gilding the lily, as it were. Peter marched up to them and stopped.
"Peter Ferguson, Helen Ferguson and Taylor Hebert, guest," he announced.
One of them pulled out some sort of electronic pad, just as Peter's father caught up with us, his other daughter on his arm. "Edward Ferguson and Melissa Ferguson," he stated.
Finger-taps on the screen were announced by tiny electronic beeps, and the heavy nodded. "Ferguson party, yeah," he grunted. "Pins."
By way of answer, Peter and the others pulled out discreet gold pins and attached them to their lapels; I found a silver version of the same pin being offered to me by the heavy. Taking it, I pushed it through my dress so that it showed up plainly. "Uh, thank you," I stammered.
The only reply I got was a grunt as they moved aside to let us through; Peter took my arm and we entered my first ever gathering of the Empire Eighty-Eight.
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My first impression was
They look so ordinary!
And they did; nobody was dressed up as a Nazi officer, or offering raised-arm salutes. Nor were any Empire Eighty-Eight capes slinking about in costume. I supposed that such things might just give the game away; even if there were any capes here, they were safely disguised behind evening dress. And even if there were, and others here knew of them,
I certainly didn't.
"I thought you said there would be a barbecue or a roast pig," I commented as we crossed the expanse of tiled floor toward the rear palazzo.
"I said that's usually how they do it," Peter reminded me. "This time, we're just going to have to suffer with the all-you-can-eat buffet. And I suspect that roast pork will be on the menu anyway. Father and Uncle Max do like their crackling."
Helen tugged on Peter's other arm. "Can I go play on the computer games?"
I glanced at him. "Computer games?"
""She means arcade games," he told me. "Wait just a moment," he advised her. "We have to make an appearance, be seen to be here. Then you can go and play as you want. Melissa can go with you."
"What if I don't want to?" challenged Melissa.
Mr Ferguson cleared his throat. "Melissa -"
"I want to see my own friends," she pointed out. "It's not like I don't want to spend time with Helen, but I want some time of my own, too. You're always saying how we have to make our connections and contacts."
"I'll go with Helen," I ventured hastily. "I haven't seen the arcade games here. Can you show me how to play them, Helen?"
"Sure!" the girl agreed readily. "That'll be super!"
"And once I've caught up with Tammi, I'll come find you," Melissa added. "Let you have your time with Peter." She grinned at me; I grinned back.
"Sounds like a plan," Peter agreed. "Thanks, Taylor."
"Hey, if I'm going to be a part of this, I might as well do my bit, right? Friend of the Empire and all."
"Yeah, well, offering to babysit my sister is really going above and beyond, that's all I'm saying," he commented. I caught the sly glance he gave Helen; she poked her tongue out at him, then hastily withdrew it as her father cleared his throat.
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While there were people walking back and forth in the main area of the Country Club, all discreetly wearing a pin – mostly gold, a very few silver like mine – more and more people seemed to be congregating out on the palazzo. Wide enough, it seemed, to fit the Winslow gymnasium in it with room to spare, it had a fancy carved stone balustrade that overlooked what I presumed to be the actual golf course over which the Country Club presided. It was, of course, dark by now; I could see nothing but the glare of the overhead lights.
While I could not pick one person out from another, Peter and his father led us to a group of men who seemed to be in serious discussion. Two absolutely
gorgeous blonde twenty-something women, who could have been twins and
should have been supermodels, stood off to the side at a respectful distance. The men turned as we approached, and one who would have been in his mid-thirties stepped forwards.
"Ed," he greeted Peter's father. "Good to see you. How are you?"
"Reasonable, Max, reasonable," Mr Ferguson replied, shaking his hand firmly. As they shook, I noted a silver pin in the lapel of the man called Max.
Uncle Max? No way to tell. "How are things with you?"
Max gave a self-deprecating chuckle. "Things could always be better." He turned to where Peter and I stood. "Ah, Peter, you've brought along the young lady I've been hearing so much about."
"Yes, sir," Peter replied steadily. "Taylor, this is my uncle, Max Anders. Uncle Max, this is my girlfriend, Taylor Hebert."
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Something was slightly off with the situation, and I thought I had it; despite the pin in his lapel, the other men – sporting gold pins all – were deferring to 'Uncle Max'.
He's more important than he pretends. Peter's introducing me to the real power in the room.
"I, uh, I'm pleased to meet you, Mr Anders," I offered, holding out my hand.
He took it, then to my surprise, bowed over it and pressed his lips gently to my knuckles. He was very smooth about it, and the courtliness of it simply took my breath away;
wow, so this is who Peter learns his manners from. By the time he released my hand, a few seconds later, I realised that my heart was thumping in my chest. Mr Anders was
very good at being charming.
"Enchanted to meet you, Miss Hebert," he told me, and despite the cool night air, I felt a flush pass over my face. I mumbled something in reply, and a few moments later, I felt myself being guided away by Peter.
"Wow," I murmured. "Is that what they call 'presence'?"
"He's like that," he replied, amusement in his tone. "Don't feel too bad; I've seen ladies twenty years your senior come over all flustered when he goes full court press like that."
"For a minute there, I thought I was going to faint," I told him honestly. "I've never had anyone kiss my hand before."
"I've seen them do it," he responded seriously. "I mean, this is pretty well the cream of the cream, right here. There's a lot of stress, people trying desperately to not say or do something wrong."
"So who
is 'Uncle Max', anyway?" I asked curiously, as he snagged a glass of water from a passing waiter, and handed it to me. "Oh, thanks. I thought he looked familiar. Or maybe the name was."
"Oh, he's no-one really," he replied casually. "Just the CEO of Medhall Corporation, that's all."
I blinked. "Oh. Right.
That Max Anders." I stared at Peter. "And you're his nephew? Is he your dad's brother? Because they don't look alike."
"They wouldn't," he agreed. "Mom was Uncle Max's sister."
"Ah." I sipped at my water. "Okay, I feel better now. Shall we go and meet some more people?"
"Sure." He offered his arm; I strolled along beside him, back into the crowd.
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The first person I met was a handsome young man who shook Peter's hand heartily. "Hey, Pete, how's it going?" He turned to me. "You'd be Taylor, right? The girl that nigger cootch was gettin' all up in the grille of?"
It took me a second to realise what he was talking about. "Ah, yeah, that's me. She was giving me a hard time, before Peter stepped in."
"My
man." He slapped palms with Peter, then turned back to me. "And I hear you had the pigs take her away after she shut you in your locker with all that shit?"
"That's the one," I agreed. "Kelly, one of Peter's friends, filmed the whole thing."
"Hah!" He offered me a high-five; I took it. While my palm was still stinging, he put out his hand. "Justin's the name. Good to meet another sister, Taylor. You and Pete, you did good."
"Thanks," I told him. "Good to meet you, too." He didn't crunch my hand too badly, but as we walked away, I had to shake the feeling back into it.
Other faces, and other names, came and went. I smiled, and shook hands, and told people that yes, I was glad to be there. And they all seemed genuinely pleased to meet me; Peter was known to them, and it seemed that the exploit with Sophia had well and truly made the rounds.
And in each and every encounter, Peter introduced me as his girlfriend – the ones where the people didn't already know, apparently – and they accepted me as such. Spoke warmly to me. Treated me as though I
belonged.
Of course, there was also the racist speech, but I had heard so much of that at the table with the Empire boys at school, that it hardly even bothered me any more. I carefully didn't use those terms myself – Dad would have had a
stroke if one slipped out in his presence – but I didn't worry about others using them. It was a small price to pay for acceptance. A very small price indeed.
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A pudgy teenager was leaning on the balustrade, looking out into the night, as Peter and I approached. His clothing was the same evening-casual sported by Peter and most of the other teens there – of whom I had met a few – but on him it somehow managed to seem ill-fitting and out of place.
"Hey, Theo," Peter greeted him. "How's things?"
Theo never even looked around. "Peter."
"Theo," Peter tried again, "I thought I'd introduce my girlfriend to you."
He looked around then, standing up straight. He was shorter than me, and I guessed that he was about a year younger. Oddly enough, he wore neither gold nor silver pin. "Oh. Hi."
"Taylor, this is my cousin Theo Anders. Theo, this is Taylor Hebert."
"Hi, Theo," I ventured, putting my hand out. "I'm pleased to meet you. Are you related to Max Anders?"
"He's my father," he mumbled, ducking his head. Taking my hand, he gave it a quick shake, his hand dragging limply off of mine.
"Oh, okay," I replied. Congratulating him didn't seem to be in order, as he appeared to be somewhat less than pleased at the relationship. "Well, it was nice to meet you, Theo."
"Yeah, same," he muttered, turning almost rudely back to stare out over the balustrade.
After a moment, Peter took my arm, and we began to move away; then we heard Theo speak from behind us. "Peter."
Stopping, we turned. "Yes, Theo?" asked Peter.
Theo gestured toward the main group. "Julie was looking for you. She sounded pissed. Now I know why."
"Julie?" Peter's lips tightened. "Crap."
"What's up?" I asked him. "Who's Julie?"
"Tell you later." He nodded to Theo. "Thanks. I owe you one."
Theo gave a one-shouldered shrug. "You've always been polite to me. No debt." Turning away once more, he resumed his survey of the outer darkness.
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We were a few yards away before I turned to Peter. "Why isn't Theo wearing a pin? And who's Julie?"
Peter sighed. "Theo is Uncle Max's son, sure. But he doesn't want to be here."
"What, at the Country Club?"
Peter shook his head. "No, in the Empire Eighty-Eight. He's known, but if they give him a pin, he just throws it away."
I stared. "But surely if he doesn't want to be in it -"
"Oh, he's not a
member," Peter agreed. "But Uncle Max is a big wheel, and so Theo gets to come along as well. He has ideas of toughening up Theo, so that one day he'll take over."
" … Medhall, you mean?" I asked.
"Yeah, Medhall," Peter confirmed. "But
crap, I did not know that Julie would be here."
"So who's Julie?" I asked again. From his manner, I was starting to get an answer that I didn't like.
He sighed again. "My ex-girlfriend."
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"Your
ex." My voice was flat. "When were you going to tell me that you had an ex-girlfriend in the Empire?"
"Hey, I didn't know she was going to be here." He raised his hands defensively. "I let enough people know you were coming along, so they should have steered her away."
"Unless she got word too, and came along anyway," I pointed out. "Crazy exes tend to do that sort of thing. Or hadn't you heard?"
"Crap," he muttered again, glumly.
I folded my arms. "So how long since you dumped her?"
He rubbed the back of his neck. "Last September."
"About the time you got transferred to Winslow," I filled in.
"About then, yeah," he agreed.
"And the reasoning behind the breakup?" I was beginning to tap my toe.
"She was too clingy." He drew a deep breath. "Wanted to come around every night, saw every girl I met as a threat. She'd ring me up to talk about homework and somehow that would turn into a three hour conversation about absolutely nothing at all."
"Sounds like love to me," I observed.
"Yeah, well, it was doing my head in," he muttered. "I couldn't turn around but she'd be standing there. Any time I wanted some alone time, some
me time, she wasn't happy unless she was right in the middle of it."
"So, in other words, she loved you more than you loved her," I suggested. I was starting to get an idea of what was going on; Peter liked to be the one who set the pace. If someone pushed harder than he was comfortable with, he pushed
away.
"Something like that, maybe," he replied. "Anyway, Father wanted me in Winslow, so I used that as an excuse." A ghost of his customary grin crossed his face. "Because I might be just a guy, but I know that no woman wants to hear 'sorry, but I don't want you around any more'."
"Yeah, well." I gave him a level stare. "You do realise that if I find out that you've put in all this work just to recruit me for the Empire, only to dump me once I've joined, I
will find you and use your spleen as fish bait, right?"
"Yeah, well, that's not going to happen," he told me. "I
like being with you. You're comfortable to be around."
"Yay," I retorted, deadpan. "I'm
comfortable. That sounds just great."
"Trust me, it's a lot better than me wanting to find any excuse to get out of your presence," he assured me. "Which I don't. Even if your dad doesn't really like me, I
still enjoyed that dinner with the two of you."
"Relax." I leaned my head against his shoulder. "I'm just kidding. But you know what you've got to do now."
"What's that?"
"Go find Julie. Talk to her. Make things right."
His voice was aghast.
"What? No. She'll rip me a whole new one."
I stepped back, looked into his eyes. "Peter. You do 'diplomacy' better than anyone I know of. If anyone can talk a crazy ex down from the ledge, you can. And you need to give her that closure."
"I guess I should at least try."
Gently, I shoved at his shoulder. "There is no try, young padawan. Do, or do not."
"Taylor, if you ever doubt that I love you, don't," he grinned. "What you just said is what I needed to hear." He gathered me in and hugged me; we shared the embrace for a moment, then he was moving away from me.
I watched him go; part of me wanted to go with him, to be at his side as he confronted Julie. But, even as unused to romance as I was, I knew that such a situation would only lead to disaster.
What if he gets back with her, if she manages to rekindle the spark?
I pondered that for a second, then shook my head.
No. He just now told me that he loves me. Wow, he loves me. The warm feeling from that was still spreading through my chest.
I trust him. I have to. If I don't trust him now, I'll never be able to.
"Taylor, there you are! I've been looking for you forever!"
I looked around, and opened my arms as Helen rushed at me. Wrapping my arms around her, I picked her up and spun her in a circle; she giggled as I put her down. "Again!"
"No, I think once is enough for you." Melissa, following behind at a more sedate pace, nodded to me. "Where's Peter?"
"Gone to take care of something," I told her. "You want to go mingle? I can take care of the munchkin."
"Thanks, I appreciate it." She handed me a hundred dollar note. "Dad gave me this, for her tokens. Feel free to play a few games yourself."
"Oh, uh, thanks."
"No problem." She smiled at me. "I appreciate you doing this."
"Hey, it's been a while since I've played arcade games. Let's go do this, Helen."
"Yay!" Helen grabbed my hand, and started dragging me away. "Let's go!"
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I let her pull me along; we went back inside, then off down a side corridor, to a large room, filled with beeping arcade games of all kinds. Helen zeroed in on one with a couple of bright pink machine pistols holstered on either side, and waited impatiently while I figured out how to use the token dispenser. I fed in the hundred, which spat out eighty dollars in twenties, and twenty one-dollar tokens. Tucking the twenties into my bra, I brought the tokens over to the machine.
Others were in here, but the room was large enough that no-one was nearby; I put the tokens on top of the machine, and fed enough in that we were both able to use our plastic guns to blast the bad guys. Helen had a rather daunting enthusiasm for the job, and rattled away on full rock and roll more often than I was comfortable with; after I got the hang of it, I preferred to use short bursts and single shots to get the job done.
All the same, by the time she ran out of enthusiasm for that machine, Helen was ahead on points, but willing to grant me provisional acceptance as being 'all right' for playing arcade games with.
"Okay, Annie Oakley," I chuckled, "which one do you want to play next?"
"I'm Helen, silly, not Annokey," she chided me. "Let's play this one." She pointed at a racing car game.
"Sure, but we're almost out of tokens. I'll get us some more."
"Okay, but don't be too long," she agreed.
I headed back over to the dispenser, pulling the four twenties from my bra. Tucking three back in, I slid the last one into the machine, to be converted to more tokens. As I was awaiting their arrival in the hopper, someone stepped up behind me.
"Almost done," I said over my shoulder.
"You're Taylor, aren't you?" asked an unfamiliar voice. "Taylor Hebert? Peter's girlfriend?"
Half-turning, I smiled. "Yes, I am. Who are you?"
The punch came out of nowhere; striking me on the nose, it sent my head back to smack into the dispenser. Dazed, I sagged, feeling someone gripping my dress, and sensing the fist being drawn back again.
"The name's Julie. Bitch."
End of Part Five
Part Six