Waking up to the toll of a bell was somewhat surreal.
Alisha had gotten used to inns from her travels as a knight, had long since become acquainted with the bare comfort of a bedroll while camping outside, but this morning still felt different. Even though this
was an inn, seeing how she did not really make a guest; she was not paying for her stay, for one.
She felt the urge to just stay in bed and doze as usual; Alisha could not remember a time without it. Only today, she failed to shake it off immediately. Where she normally would have forced herself up, now she stared up at the smooth ceiling and considered the merits of just lying here and waiting for something to happen.
Minutes passed.
She was tired of working herself to the bones for nothing. It was easier to get up in the past, for her people, but now she had no one to fend for anymore. Not in the same way. Sorey came to mind once again, but Alisha knew he would hate her for willingly becoming a hellion. Or, as much as someone like him could hate, anyway. Not to mention that she threw away nearly a decade of work without a second thought.
Her tail twitched against the mattress, making Alisha realise just how stiff it felt; she quickly rolled onto her side and swished it back and forth a few times. The motion almost pulled her blanket off entirely. Perhaps, she figured, she should no longer lie on her back like this; pins and needles in her tailbone were a new kind of uncomfortable experience she could live without. But this only served to remind her of what happened. She was a hellion now, of that there was no doubt.
Perhaps related to that, Alisha was hungry. So, so hungry. So hungry in fact that it confused her; she hardly ever felt hunger, only forced down her daily meals to stay healthy. Alisha did not enjoy eating beyond her occasional snacks, but she knew from years past that only eating when she was hungry would make her lose too much weight. Now she was ravenous and felt as if she could eat an entire pig, nay, a cow.
Then there were footsteps on the floor and Alisha's ears twitched. She followed the sound, listened to how even those steps were, almost a rhythm. Like a clock. Tick, tock. One and the other, it was hypnotising to listen until they stopped... right outside of her room. Alisha's head turned to the door, the young woman curious who might be looking for her. A gentle knock sounded and she sat up to answer: "Come in."
Her voice was the slightest bit hoarse, but Alisha ignored that in favour of taking in Margaret; the younger girl poked her head into the room first, hair done immaculately. "Good morning," she mumbled softly and waited for Alisha to respond.
"Good morning. Please come in." She figured that Margaret's hesitation was due to Alisha herself being a hellion, but she appreciated the girl's presence nonetheless. Though Alisha had to admit, awkward silences were not something she was used to. Silence, yes, but not awkwardness.
In the end, Margaret spoke up without meeting her eyes, and without entering: "Um, breakfast is ready soon. If you need help getting dressed, I can, you know, help out? I'm no maid, but, uh...."
She kept bumbling her way through the offer and Alisha understood; this had nothing to do with being a hellion after all. It made her smile and push the blanket aside, her borrowed nightgown rustling the slightest bit. With people being awkward about her status, she could deal well enough. "It is quite alright, though I appreciate the offer. But if you could show me how you do your hair?"
"Oh. Sure." Once it was clear Alisha did not object to her presence, Margaret entered the room at last; she carried a set of clothes that were placed on the now empty mattress. "Velvet told me to give those to you," she explained to Alisha, who nodded despite her surprise.
"Velvet is awake already?" They had spoken for a while the previous night. She knew it was not early, having had heard the bell toll at least twice more before Margaret arrived. Her host shrugged.
"She always gets up before everyone else. It's kinda weird, you know? We're already early risers, but she's still up before us and at work."
"My, that is impressive." Alisha mulled it over for a moment, but then her eyes went back to Margaret. "As is your own diligence, really. I would have to force myself out of bed every day."
The other girl huffed while Alisha began to dress herself, unconcerned for the presence by her side but listening to her response: "It's not all that impressive, honestly. I have to force myself, too. Usually by dunking my head in a bucket of cold water. It was just necessary because I had to work. Now, well." Margaret hesitated for a moment, then shrugged again. "We have more staff and earn more money since Velvet and Laphicet came here, so I don't need to help out anymore."
Alisha made an agreeing noise and tied the waistband tight. If this were a fancy dress like she had to wear for official functions, Margaret's offer of assistance would have been quite necessary; putting one of those on without a maid to help was a chore and a half. This, however, she could do by herself; it was a simple pair of pants and a cream coloured shirt, the latter with a missing spot in the back to fit over her tail's base. Both were made from cotton and the undergarments Velvet silently handed her last night were wool; not as pretty as what Alisha was used to, but much warmer.
"They are both quite kind, are they not?"
"Yeah, they are. But pretty dangerous, too. If they want to be, I mean."
"Because Velvet is a hellion?"
"Um, yes, but also no?" Margaret fidgeted when Alisha turned to her at this point, then pointed behind herself. "Give me a moment to gather some things, then I will explain that one. Oh, uh, is that alright?"
"Of course. Please take your time." Contrary to what Alisha just said, the other girl rushed out of the room with superhuman speed. She could not help but smile; it was adorable, in a way. Maybe a little belittling of Margaret to assume Alisha would be too full of herself to put on a pair of pants on her own, but that could be forgiven. A lot of people had odd ideas about royalty... and admittedly, she could imagine at least one or two of her half-siblings to be that decadent.
She brushed over her borrowed clothes and looked into the room's sole mirror, a surprising commodity with how difficult glass was to get. Ignoring the tail and the fact Alisha's skin was a little too smooth for a common woman, she felt she did look the part. It was an odd realisation, no matter how often she dressed up this way out of curiousity. Margaret's return distracted her from those thoughts; the girl carried a comb, a brush, and a few other things that were all put down on the small vanity Alisha already stood in front of. Now the younger woman was smiling. "Come, sit. I'll do your hair."
Alisha did as she was told and watched Margaret in the mirror; she seemed more at ease now, though that turned back to apprehension almost immediately. A glance was given toward the wayward princess, who felt like sighing. "Please do not treat me any different than anyone else, Margaret. My status as royalty means nothing between us."
"Oh, ah, okay."
She was still hesitant, which greatly confused Alisha, now that she thought about it. "You did not seem to have any issue with doing so when we first met." A moment of silence and a mumbled response followed. "Pardon, I did not catch that."
Margaret spoke a little louder this time, enough for Alisha to hear: "I, I didn't know. Symonne only told me
after I already acted so familiar with you."
She did not know. That was significant, Alisha's name was known throughout Hyland. And just in that moment, another toll of the bell outside made her realise just where she was brought. Alisha had yet to leave the house she stayed in, but now there was no need. "I see. We are in Lastonbell, are we not?"
"...yes."
That explained a few things. Alisha nodded to herself and left it at that. Margaret, meanwhile, began to prepare her things and softly ran the brush through Alisha's hair. It was obvious she took great care with it, which the older woman was grateful for. After a time, she decided to chase the renewed awkwardness away: "You meant to tell me in which way Velvet and Laphicet are dangerous?"
"Oh, oh, yeah. Sorry, I got distracted." She paused there and her motions slowed down, but did not stop. "As you may have noticed, Velvet is quite powerful in her own right. This is twofold; the first part is that she has a natural talent for the blade she wields and possesses years of experience with it."
She hesitated there as if to consider what to say, so Alisha filled the silence with an understanding noise. "I think she mentioned that her teacher was quite thorough with her."
"So I hear." Margaret actually chuckled at that, the brush still running through Alisha's hair. "She definitely was with me. But that aside, Velvet is highly skilled. This in itself would already make her a serious opponent for any knight in either realm. Now add to this the superhuman power of a hellion, and on top of this the unique power of a therion. She combines all of this with a ruthlessness in battle that makes her the last person in this world I'd want to oppose."
Alisha frowned at this point, uncertain. "Could you explain what is unique about therions? I do not see how being able to digest Malevolence is in itself a boon to combat prowess. And, well, Velvet does not seem particularly ruthless to me."
The girl in the mirror shrugged, even though her expression turned somewhat blank for some reason. "She is kindhearted, yes. But there is fire in her very soul and thoroughness to her actions. Once her sword is drawn with the intent to kill, she will. Without hesitation. She just prefers to be kind where she can."
She nodded at that and reminded the younger girl of her other question: "And the uniqueness of a therion?"
Margaret frowned now, almost imperceptably so. "I am surprised they didn't tell you beforehand. A therion devours Malevolence, yes. But under normal circumstances, the therion is supposed to send that Malevolence elsewhere." Alisha frowned, but she got no chance to interrupt. "The details of that do not matter right now, what matters is that you are not bound to an earthpulse. Which means that all the Malevolence you devour, all the power you take, is yours. If this tail of yours consumes a hellion, you take all the strength and powers of that being as your own. The same happens if you devour a seraph, for that matter."
"I would never!"
"I'm aware, don't worry. What I mean is, well, you can assimilate everything and everyone. If you eat well, you can be the most powerful being beneath the Great Lords within a century. Maybe within the decade, even."
Alisha's indignation over the perceived accusation vaporised while Margaret laid it all out. The way she explained was concise and enticing, but also incredible. She could not help but wonder if it really was that easy. And Velvet had that same power. Had it for a while now, said there were no therions in a thousand years. Alisha had suspicions, now that she was reminded of the matter. But she did not feel like sharing them, or confronting her benefactor with undue wariness. So rather, she asked another question to make sure. "Say, do hellions still age?"
"Not that I'm aware of," Margaret told her idly. Alisha left it at that and vowed to herself to keep the secret. Velvet was ancient, this much Alisha understood. Especially Sorey must never know.
Thinking of Sorey however, she now had to think of people in general. Of Margaret, standing behind her without a care where most others would likely take distance from Alisha. Her tail was pressed against her back between the two of them, perfectly visible and twitching every once in a while. She could not help but ask: "Does me being a hellion really not bother you?"
The younger woman shook her head softly and put the brush aside. "Not at all. Velvet is a hellion, I met a few others on the way to Marlind, and it generally hardly matters. You have not lost your mind when you turned, that's enough." She hesitated and then huffed. "I'm probably biased, though. You're a good person to your very core, not even Malevolence can take that away. I'm not going to judge you for having a tail, especially not a cute one like that."
Her little joke made Alisha giggle; her tail wiggled on its own until she got it under control again, which prompted Margaret laugh as well. Seeing her at ease reminded Alisha of another matter, though: "I really did not expect you to be so much younger than me."
She was not even fifteen after all, not quite yet. Alisha had figured they were the same age from her demeanor and appearance. Margaret dragged her feet for a moment and then shrugged it off. "It just so happens. I think it's my behaviour; most girls look a little older than they are, don't they?"
"Mhm, I agree. You are quite calm and thoughtful, not to mention reliable. That does make you appear older, definitely wiser than most at your age are. Including myself, that is." She looked into the mirror for Margaret's reaction, but there was nothing there. Only an unreadable expression on her face while she examined Alisha's head. After a few seconds, she softly put her hands on the older girl's shoulders and gave them a gentle squeeze that confused Alisha.
"If you ever need to talk, I would listen." The words were quiet but sincere, but offered no clarity; for a moment she wondered, but Margaret did not explain the non-sequitur and rather squeezed her shoulders again; then she changed the subject: "If you don't know what to do next, how about you join Symone and I? We would love to have you."
Their eyes met in the mirror, Alisha's a little wider than before. She needed a moment to shake off the surprise and smile, this time one that was not even entirely fake. "Thank you for the offer, I will give it some thought."
At the same time, Symonne tried to escape awkward silence elsewhere in the large building. It was one of the private rooms, yes, but her current only company did not know what to say either. After how they parted and with what Symonne now knew... she probably should have expected this. Sometimes she had wondered if being around Laphicet was worth the effort, but she did like him. They were friends.
Yet neither of them knew how to break the ice after their initial greetings, they merely sometimes looked at each other and then away again. It took a while until that changed. When it did however, Laphicet managed to surprise her once again: "Do you want to know my greatest fear?"
Symonne started and eyed him a little more inquisitively. "What brought that on?" She could guess, but wanted to hear it from him; Laphicet lowered his head a little.
"I just thought it's not fair if I'm the only one who knows what you're afraid of. Even if I am responsible for it."
"Aww, that's sweet." She dropped her light teasing after that and became serious. "But are you sure? I could use this against you later."
Laphi just laughed softly and shook his head. "Your illusions can replicate people and places, but not feelings. Maybe you could do it with one of Melchior's old rituals, but I doubt you remember any of them."
"...that's true. And odd? I don't understand, do you fear failure? Loneliness? I can replicate those." It took Symonne a moment to realise she was defending her illusions. Laphi shook his head again and tried once more, obviously aware what he just implied.
"I'm not downplaying your blessing, Symonne. It's one of the strongest, most versatile I have seen so far." Then he paused and sighed, not meeting her eyes. "But it can't replicate inaction."
A beat.
The two seraphim sat in silence for a moment and Symonne digested what he told her. She gave herself the time, found she did not understand, and spoke: "...explain."
"I was born sickly... actually, is the Twelve-Year Sickness still around?"
"A rare occurence, but yes. I saw a few cases over the years." She knew the symptoms and how the condition ended with a young death around the twelfth birthday. Her chest tightened painfully at the implication. "You had it?"
Laphicet did not look at her, he just carried on without even much of an inflection: "Yes. I was born weak and suffered from periodical fevers that only grew worse over the years. We never had much money, but I know my big sisters did whatever they could. So did our brother-in-law, after meeting our oldest sister." A soft smile now played around his lips, but he still sighed. "Velvet always was the best sister I could ask for. She cared for me more than her own life."
He fell silent with his fists clenched, shaking and almost slamming them onto the table they sat at. Symonne could see it, but said nothing, just let him speak his mind. He did and slowly, Symonne understood what he meant before. "I can't imagine what it feels like to have your will and feelings stripped away. But likewise, you can't imagine how much it hurts to have both and be unable to do anything. I couldn't eat what I wanted to because I needed to eat healthy food. I couldn't go out to play when I felt like it, only on my few good days and even then just an hour or two. All I could do was sit inside and read books, or lie in bed and stare at the wall until the pounding in my skull stops."
"...and then you died?" she could not help but ask, a morbid fascination and curiousity burning in the back of her head. She wanted to ask questions but held back, knowing that he was already pushing himself to tell her this.
However, Laphi shook his head and offered her a wry grin. "I knew I was dying, so I decided to become the second sacrifice needed for Innominat's revival."
This time, her eyes widened. She had to know. "You did? Why?"
It might have been the wrong question, or something he thought was obvious. Laphi frowned and clenched his teeth, glaring at Symonne in a way that made her feel like running from the angry god; but she crushed the instinctive response and stayed, waited for him to talk.
When he did, it was with forced calm: "I couldn't do anything all my life, Symonne. And all of a sudden, there was a chance to do something, to bring forth enough power to change the world for the better. If I had the choice to wither away and die a meaningless death for a meaningless life again, or to give it for a chance of change? I'd do it again. No matter how often I had that choice, it would always end the same."
He actually leaned forward to the point he was standing when he was done, but sat back down once he realised. "Sorry."
But he did not need to explain himself, Symonne understood it just fine; this was something deeply personal he shared with her. It made her feel a little more at ease, a little more comfortable being with her friend. A little more special, too. She considered what to say for a moment, what to do, and then stood. Laphicet watched her walk around the table; Symonne spoke only when she stood in front of him: "I think I get it now. You were right, my illusions can't replicate something like that."
She did not like admitting it despite all her mixed feelings about her blessing, but it was the truth. With that said, she leaned down and kissed Laphi's forehead. Just like that, the heavy mood was gone. The seraph boy stiffened for a moment while Symonne cupped his face with a soft smile; he averted his gaze.
"Stop teasing me."
"I'm not. But I think what you did was brave, Laphi. I don't know if I could have done such a thing in your situation." She kept holding onto his face, staring into his amber eyes thoughtlessly; they were wide and the soft skin under her fingers grew continuously warmer. Symonne needed a while to realise she phased out and a moment longer to let go. "Sorry."
His face was flushed and he averted his gaze for a moment, but then forced himself to look back, voice soft. "It's fine." For a moment he made to say something else, but stopped. Symonne waited for whether he would speak his mind after all, but nothing followed. She took that as her cue to go ahead.
"Can I ask a question about... this?" Laphi nodded and she sat in the chair next to him. "I understand that Velvet herself didn't take your death well, but what of your oldest sister and her husband?"
Symonne knew it was not appropriate to ask, but she was also morbidly curious; the face her friend still made had her feel a little bad, but he did answer her, if reluctantly. "Celica died years earlier. Her and Arthur's unborn son was the first sacrifice to Innominat. And Arthur himself, well, he was the one to sacrifice me. That's why Velvet wanted to kill him so badly, we, uh, neither of us had the heart to tell her or try to convince her."
A moment passed in silence while Symonne took this in and worked through the implications. Then she put her head in her hands, both at the obvious if understandable failure on the siblings' part and because of the realisation whom they were talking about. "You lived somewhere in the boonies," she began in clear disbelief, "and your oldest sister just so happened to stumble over Artorius Collbrande?" And how stupid was Symonne herself, for not having figured that out when Velvet told her of her past a month ago? She all but said it!
Laphi just shrugged weakly. "She did. It's sad, honestly. They made each other so happy." Then his posture shifted and he threw Symonne a curious look; she tilted her head wordlessly and waited for whatever question he had. That did not prepare her for what exactly it was: "Say, do you know what it feels like to be in love?"
She blinked once, twice, before it fully registered. Then she had to sigh. "Margaret asked me something similar, right on the day we left Lastonbell. I never really knew anyone well enough to fall in love with them. I was... different than I am now."
"Oh."
Her friend just lowered his head again and poked his chest, roughly where a heart would be were he human. "Velvet's best friend snuck me a few books as I grew older, but I never really understood how romance works. I still don't get it. Is it supposed to feel like I do with Velvet? Different than that?"
Symonne rolled her eyes at that, realising where the conversation was going. She was a little hesitant to broach this particular subject with Laphicet of all people, but at the same time she had no idea why and pushed the feeling aside. Then she poked his cheek to draw attention back to herself. "For one, there are different kinds of love. What you feel for Velvet definitely is love, but not the romantic kind. I think. Sex is a part of romance for most people. Do you want to fuck your sister?"
Making the question blunt had the effect she was going for, at least; Laphicet blushed, actually blushed, and spluttered a denial. Symonne had to grin, but held back on further teasing.
Then he asked something which stumped her: "Is s-sex even relevant to seraphim?"
Now that the question was implicitely about herself, she felt her own cheeks warm a little and almost averted her gaze; but that would have made it worse. As far as she knew though, the best response began with a shrug. "Not really, we don't procreate like humans do. It's basically like eating, we can do it if we want to." But for that question, she figured a little more teasing was fine after all. So her grin grew wider, more sly, and she leaned closer to run a finger over Laphi's chest. "Soooo, it sounds like someone is interested. Do you want me to teach you?"
She had hoped for Laphi to squeak or blush a proper crimson; sadly, he just averted his gaze and gave no real response for a time. When he did, it was little more than a soft muttering: "You shouldn't say things like that. It's mean."
"I-"
Symonne stopped herself when she realised what she had been about to say. That she would not actually mind doing as she offered, if he wanted her to. Odd, but she truly was not opposed to the idea. The silence lasted for a time that Laphicet used to calm himself. Symonne was still mulling over her own thoughts when he went on the offensive. "You know a lot about this stuff, right? But you were never in love?"
She snapped out of her musings and eyed him, thinking back to her own experiences. Symonne did not say anything at first, but then something in her gave. It was clear what he wanted to know and he had told her something deeply personal earlier. Maybe he would not judge her too harshly. She hoped he would not even while she began. "I, uh, yeah. I had a, a bit of a crazy phase a few hundred years ago. It wasn't pretty and I'm not proud of it." And in trying to dance around the subject, she only made him more curious. So Symonne sighed and said it. "Animals, mostly. All kinds of animals, and some humans here and there. Illusions mean I can interact with them even if they can't see me, but I spent a few decades just watching them go at it, too."
She had wondered back then, if physical intimacy might be something she wanted. So she made people willing with her illusions in one way or another but found nothing to help herself.
At this point, Symonne could not meet his gaze anymore; her cheeks burned hotter than they ever had. She never thought she would tell anyone about this in particular, but here she was. Then a hand took hers and she looked up, to find Laphi smiling despite his own blush. "Well, I guess we all have done some things we aren't proud of." He meant his time as Innominat, to which Symonne slowly shook her head.
"It's not the same, I don't think. You just snap your finger and someone is suppressed. It's a... much more involved process with my illusions." She played out entire romances with some people, made them fall in love with a recurring illusion, yet had felt nothing back then. Now she felt shame over having played with those hearts like she did, but all of them were long dead. It was much too late to make amends of any form, at least to them.
But she could be better now.
Laphicet took Symonne's hands and looked into her eyes, chasing those downcast thoughts away. "You may be right," he told her softly and with a squeeze, "but my sins still weigh greater. But who I was or why I did as I did does not matter, not anymore. I must not forget, but I won't let it weigh me down as I shape my own future." He paused there, thinking, but Symonne had no words to speak. She just stared back, mesmerised, until he continued. And she hung on every word. "Arthur once asked me why it is that birds fly. He liked that question, so simple yet with so many facets and interpretations. I told him birds fly because they must fly. I live and feel because I must. I move onward because I must. And you must, too."
He said no more, but Symonne understood. There sat a boy who had desired a proper life so much he would not acknowledge any shackles. Because even the smallest weight on his fragile self would have held him on the ground, forever away. A tear rolled down her cheek, just one, but she paid it no mind. Laphicet wiped it away gently and smiled at her. Symonne smiled back.
"I don't have your sense of self, but I agree that dwelling too much on the past won't help me. I changed a lot, this last year." Ever since meeting Nica, and also Laphicet. "So thank you." For being her friend, for giving her a chance despite everything. For being more than just the cruel god she remembered.
She almost leaned over to close the distance, but stopped herself. For all the bravado and teasing, Symonne was not entirely sure about this yet. If she could or should go through with it. There were limits she had to adhere to and Laphicet remained delicate.
In the end, the moment passed. Her friend broke their eye contact first, but the silly grin he had remained. He perked up and stood, gently pulling Symonne along. "It should be time for breakfast now."
She followed without complaint.
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It was a quiet affair at first. Velvet had still been setting the table when Margaret and Alisha wandered in, soon joined by Laphicet and Symonne.
Having lived near the snakes at court for most of her life, Alisha could tell the mood was tense. She was well aware of the reason, too. A therion sat in their midst, a hungry therion. She caught Cynthia throwing her glances from time to time, curious more so than cautious, while Margaret ate in complete silence. Velvet watched her brother eat, who in turn was busy kicking at Symonne under the table. Alisha knew that because she sat next to him, and because the seraph girl kicked back just as cheerfully. Neither of them let it show on their faces.
Alisha focussed on her meal as well and though it was nothing special, it spoke to her. Simple yet nourishing, not to mention tasty. Just bread and butter and some eggs and a bit of ham. But she was also hungry. So hungry. So she ate her entire portion without much thought, but felt it would be rude to demand more. Her stomach, unaware of such thoughts, growled loudly enough for others to hear. Velvet's eyes snapped to Alisha in an instant and the others had heard as well. She ducked her head and did not dare raise her voice: "Ah, could I bother you for another... helping?"
She had not even finished by the time a second plate was placed on the first, with the same meal yet again. She blinked up at Velvet, who wore a faint grin. "I figured that might happen. Be careful about this, though; I couldn't feel full anymore after I turned, so you might have the same thing."
The tension dissipated somewhat and Alisha thankfully picked up her fork again. But seeing that the subject had been broached already, she decided to try conversing. "Actually, I just feel really hungry. Which is odd because I hardly ever did the last few years." Now she had Margaret's attention, but thought nothing of it while she chewed.
Cynthia took a look at Alisha and made a thoughtful sound. "I was thinking you're a bit thin, ah, Alisha."
Going by her expression, she had just remembered she was talking to royalty. And then remembered Alisha's insistence on not being treated any different from everyone else. The erstwhile princess swallowed and answered her host quickly: "I never had much of an appetite and I feel anything I did eat was used up during exercises and training." Velvet's frown was noticed and Alisha answered before the other hellion could even comment. "I am aware I need to eat more while in a phyiscally taxing position, but I can assure you that my diet was suitable. I just...."
She coughed and fell silent, unsure how to explain it. Symonne saved her then: "She just went hungry in favour of feeding her subordinates when supplies got scarce."
The responses her nod to Symonne garnered were... varied. Margaret nodded as if she expected something like this, Laphicet sighed, Velvet palmed her face, and Cynthia's eyes widened the slightest bit. Perhaps in awe. Probably awe. She immediately bustled into the kitchen and returned with a third helping; Alisha had already annihilated the second. She thanked her host sheepishly and got to work.
Halfway through however, she realised this should not become a trend. Not like this, at least. So she looked up and around. "That aside however, is there any way I can make myself useful? I can work." She was healthy and refused to just take such generosity without repaying it. No one even attempted to make the suggestion of taking it easy. This prompted some discussion between Cynthia and Velvet though, which boiled down to Alisha being unsuited to help in the tavern proper due to her tail. Followed by Alisha having a miniature mental breakdown when they explained the tavern's concept to her. A place to freely interact with seraphim for everyone.
But of course, this also meant everyone would see her true nature.
"I'll take her into the kitchen," Velvet noted in the end. "We always need more hands at the true frontier."
"The barmaids will zap you if they hear that," Cynthia teased, but any potential retort was preempted by Alisha raising her hand weakly.
"I, ah, am not sure how much help I could be. Outside of smoking meat and a few basic campfire meals, I have never cooked anything."
"Anyone can cook as long as they follow the recipe." Velvet dismissed her concern with a wave of her hand, but offered Alisha a smile after a moment. "And I wrote them all down in detail."
Cynthia nodded her agreement. "Though it helps to be taught by someone as proficient as you."
"Actually," Margaret chimed in softly with a glance to Velvet, "I was wondering for a while now, why do you need those overly detailed recipes? I kept forgetting to ask about that."
The older woman's look became a flat stare directed at her student. "I have no sense of taste."
Mother and daughter had much the same reaction; their mouths dropped open. Alisha covered her own gaping expression and Symonne just blinked before leaning closer, curious. "What's that have to do with anything?"
"She used to taste-test a lot." Heads turned to Laphicet, who nodded to his sister. "To get the seasoning as precise as possible."
Cynthia got over her shock quickly this time and agreed with him. "It's important to make sure the food is good. I can't believe I never noticed." Margaret nodded along with her mother, but Velvet herself simply shrugged and responded to the room in general, but obviously also to Alisha in particular: "It is how it is. I lost my sense of taste when I became a hellion."
Alisha reflexively took a bite from her bread, clearly tasting its mild flavour. Laphicet huffed, being the only one who noticed. He smiled at the younger therion from his seat. "Don't worry, that one was unique to Velvet. You would have noticed earlier, anyway. There may be comparable changes of your own, but it doesn't seem to be anything we can tell immediately.
"I can't believe it." Margaret was still staring at Velvet. "Your food is as good as Mom's, but you're like that?" This, however, prompted chuckles from Symonne and also Velvet herself.
Alisha watched the entire situation with a certain envy in her heart, but also joy. They included her in this moment, even if she was a stranger to them. It was a kind gesture.
Margaret had her head lowered and considered something now, apparently having shaken off her surprise. Alisha met the younger girl's gaze twice, though those attentive eyes were wandering from person to person; something happened in this young mind, Alisha could tell. When Margaret spoke, she immediately changed the subject: "I was just thinking, the Caelix still needs clearing out."
"Wait, what? The Caelix is still active?"
Symonne stared at Margaret, but it was Laphicet who answered her: "We went there to check recently. It's still active and infested." When he saw Alisha's and Cynthia's lost expressions, he elaborated for their benefit. "The Caelix is a powerful arte built on an island far out to the sea. It was cut off from the known world centuries ago. I don't know how many cycles of venomisation the hellions there went through, but they're incredibly powerful and need clearing out before the arte itself can be shut down."
When it was clear he was done, Alisha asked for another clarification: "Pardon, what is venomisation?"
"When hellions eat other hellions," Symonne supplied as if she already expected the question. She motioned for Alisha. "Venomisation is treated as a ritual even though it isn't. It's just one thing of darkness eating another and taking everything from the victim. As far as I know, the only hellions that don't go insane from doing that are therions, which are specifically made for this purpose." Alisha felt very small for a moment, but Symonne's reassurance helped.
Then Velvet added another source of worry: "But venomisation still creates powerful hellions." She looked at Margaret sternly. "Incredibly powerful, mindless, insane beasts."
"They stand between us and the Caelix proper. We originally thought about sending Maggie in for practice, but shelved the idea for the time being. She would have gotten killed without a partner and I'm banned from bonding with her."
Laphicet delivered this without much thought and no one contested it much, though Cynthia stiffened. Velvet threw her brother a dirty look. "No one bonds with you for the time being."
Which... prompted a playful huff from Symonne. "But the normal bonding is still allowed, right?"
The older Crowe gave her a blank look, which was soon replaced by a grin. "Knock yourself out, then. Out, not up."
Alisha took a moment to register the wordplay, then, on a whim, she decided to join in for once. Her widened eyes were no act, but the hand she put in front of her mouth was. "Oh my, I had no idea you had that kind of relationship."
Symonne started to giggle while Laphicet sighed heavily and said nothing. Margaret's ears were visibly red from the implications, but she, too, did not react much. She merely let the mirth happen for a few seconds before returning to the subject at hand: "Our situation remains the same, though. We have powerful hellions that need to be cleared out, I would like for Alisha to join Symonne and I on our travels, and this is a good opportunity all around. For us to get a feeling for the others, for Alisha to practice with her powers, to get this done."
A nod was given to the former princess, who had not been surprised by the news. They had spoken about that earlier, after all. And now that Alisha had time, she figured out an answer.
"If you would have me, I would be delighted to lend my aid."