Also, for what it's worth, I legitimately can't tell if Mottom is actually happy about this or if she's just putting up a front to try and deny Jaggy... something. She was less than cool about dying when Allison killed her favorite tree.
I don't think she minds death, so much as the process.
She was willing to go if it meant Allison replaced her.
She was trapped, and the idea of just ditching everything & YOLO'ing is Anathema to all Demiurges.
Mammon would not get forgive himself for what he did, David would not train an heir to take over, Nadia wouldn't simply ditch the responsibilities she gained when she took over for her husband which dragged her down, Jadis' dad was Asian Parent Stereotype & she wouldn't stop trying to be the smartest person ever, Gog-Agog can't enjoy herself in a world-wide masturbatory orgy & keeps seeking validation by schlorping others, Incubus can't get over his master using him as a tool to train Noodles, Auntie Maya can't get over Incubus being her master's unwittingly loyal puppet, Metatron can't even move much less move on, and Jagganoth is Oodles of PTSD.
Literally if any of them just packed up & went on vacation, found something else to do with themselves, the cycle breaks.
THE GRAND ENEMY CALLED I.
Their obsessions that drove & now prevent them from, achieving Royalty.
Zoss literally restarted from last save instead of playing another game, until he realized the king of swords must cast aside his blade, and let his burden be taken by another
"Once you have built your tower, you must deconstruct it, brick by brick, stone by stone. You must do it meticulously and carefully, so that while you leave no physical trace of it remaining, your tower is still built in your mind and your heart, ready to spring anew at a moment's notice."
"The man who builds his tower but cannot take it apart again – that man is at the pinnacle of his strength. But that man will surely perish."
Freedom Lets Go.
None of the Demiurges can Let Go.
All of them want to fall, not a single one can jump.