[X] You will tell him that you forgive him. And deep down, you do not resent him.
It is late at night. So late, in fact, that it might as well be called early morning.
The moon is nowhere to be seen. From here, at least. Hidden as it is behind one of the annex buildings of the estate, already creeping so close to the horizon it will soon stop moving.
Still, on the balcony overseeing the garden, an old pony sits on a chair.
An old pony sits, nursing a long-spent cigar, and another pony… waits. And for all that the sitting pony is old, and grizzled, and maybe even tired, the one who is waiting by the shadows is old, older and older still.
On the balcony overseeing the central garden of the Velvet estate, two old ponies wait for something.
But they are under no illusion that they are keeping each other company.
"She really is a good filly," the old -youngest- pony says, reminiscing on his memory of just a few hours ago. When the night was still not as cold, and his surroundings still not quite as harsh.
Still, no reply comes. No reply comes, nor is expected.
But even that admission, even the escape of those words that could no longer live just inside his head, are yet another sign.
Another sign that it is almost time. Another sign that, soon, there will be nothing else left for him to say.
However, he is not ready. At least not yet.
There are still some final things he must do, before he is ready to go.
"You have been there with me all along, haven't you? No physically, I know. But still, you have been with me ever since we first met. Right there. Right behind me. Watching. Waiting… Judging," he says.
Still no response. He might as well be talking to the wind. He might as well be entirely alone, and just imagining the presence he knows is waiting in the shadow.
But he knows better than that. He knows he is not alone. He knows that he cannot avoid that presence, that he cannot avoid him, any more than he can avoid the passage of time.
He is, after all, inevitable.
"Well, I guess this is it," he says, letting go of the cigar and straightening his back. "I no longer have any regrets worth carrying, and I no longer have the will to pick up any new ones. And if she is willing to leave them behind, then I might as well do the same."
He says that, and then he looks up towards the sky. Wondering how different they are today than when he was still just a colt. Did the starts change? Or did they stay the same?
And which option would make him feel older? Which would be worse? To know that the stars remained perfect and unmoving, while he grew up and grew tired? Or to know that even the stars were not free from the passage of time?
He wasn't sure. He never really looked up to the sky that much.
And he didn't care. It was not like he was going to start doing that tonight anyways.
"So, what should I do? What happens next?" he said.
And for the first time since they parted ways, the presence that had been hounding him ever since then spoke.
"I do not know what you should do. But I know what you will do," the presence, his cold and unwelcome companion, said. With a voice filled with certainty that only the very old can have.
With a tone that made it clear that, whatever comes next, is also inevitable.
Because the voice, that voice, had already seen it happen countless times before. And tonight was just another scratch in that long, long tally of cause and effect.
"You will put your affairs in order. You will appoint successors where they need to be appointed. And you will ensure your efforts are continued even after you are gone. And then… you will come to me."
Even that answer was something that, somehow, Velvet Steppes was already expecting.
Because ever since he first met that stallion, ever since he first heard that voice, he knew this day would come.
After all, on that first and only time he ever saw that stallion, he also saw him for what he truly was. He saw that, in the depths of those cold and hard eyes, there was an even deeper bedrock of discipline. Of the will to do what needs to be done. Of the certainty that he has a purpose, as long as he is following his orders. Of the desire, the need, to be the dirty hoof that pushes away the filth.
He saw… what he could be.
And the older stallion, in turn, saw what he once was.
And that is why Velvet Steppes knew, ever since that day, that this was coming. He knew that this was inevitable. Because even though ponies like Steppes now live in a world where they cannot stumble and fall down the path that leads to this fate, he also knows that this monolith from the past somehow crawled back into the present, and set his eyes on Steppes.
So now, he only has two choices.
"When that happens. When I have done everything I need to do. Will you kill me? Will I die?" Velvet Steppes asks.
And the answer, again, is obvious.
"In all the ways that matter, yes. You will die. But whether your body continues to move, or you fail and break, will be for you to decide."
"I see," Steppes says. Not because he agrees or disagrees, and not because he has accepted those words like an order. But instead, because it is…
…inevitable.
In the following morning, your uncle Steppes came to you. He looked old, and tired, but less so than he did the night before. He told you he is going to stay in your house, for a little longer, while he "puts some affairs in order".
Following that, he kept to his room. Your daughters eventually told you he spent the next several days writing countless letters, and your servants reported he received a lot of visitors.
Whatever he is doing, it is certainly the kind of business that takes some time. And a small part of you thinks you know what he is doing, although you have decided not to think about it. Still, he told you he will ask you for a favor soon enough.
You can no longer "Ask uncle Steppes for favors". But come next turn, uncle Steppes will give you something.
Biedde, an unbefriended Name and servant of the Colonel, has done what his kind is wont to do: He has taken another step.