3.18 Confession
Naron
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A weird mood took hold of Edna over the days since that important conversation with Symonne. A week prior, she never imagined how everything would turn out; she figured she had a romantic rival, that there might be competition or some kind of agreement. Now however, she found she liked Symonne's company. While the other girl was a lot more direct and lewd than her, she took obvious care not to cross the line; whenever Edna became uncomfortable, Symonne backed off and ceased to push. She was considerate in her own way and fun to chat with. Going by how often Symonne smiled, Edna figured the feeling was mutual. She did not even mind being touched by the water seraph, much like she did not mind Laphi doing so.
They spent a lot of time together and with Laphicet, getting used to each other. Edna enjoyed that time a great deal, having begun to see similarities between Symonne and Laphi; both treated her kindly in their own way, gave her space whenever she wanted it, but both also refused to let her push them away. It may be a bit short to say for certain, but she felt comfortable around Symonne and so decided she was ready.
Now, the two of them stood in front of Laphicet's workshop. Their mutual crush had toiled away in there for hours, leaving them to talk things over on their own. Symonne squeezed her hand and the two exchanged determined nods; Edna could not help but smile the tiniest bit, finding it returned moments later. They both hoped they would be accepted, yet even if Laphi rejected them, there would still be someone there; it was soothing in a way, though her chest still clenched at the thought of rejection.
Then Edna wondered what happened if he ended up liking just Symonne; she would be left alone in that case. Dread crawled into the pit of her stomach for a moment, but Symonne bumped her hip almost immediately. "Hey, relax," she soothed softly. "You stared down worse things than this."
"I can usually beat those worse things up," she quipped back to settle her nerves, drawing a giggle from Symonne.
"Yeah, I doubt Laphi is into that." The other girl got swatted on the shoulder in response, but her words helped a bit.
They squeezed each other's hands once more and opened the door, only to be bathed in golden light; Symonne flinched, her breathing growing laboured as she closed her eyes. To Edna, the light just felt warm, almost kind even. She stood in place and let Symonne squeeze her hand until she was ready. Laphi did not notice them anyway, his focus solely on a complicated pattern he weaved; strings of coloured light went into the arte from all of his fingers. Having a moment to watch, Edna did not understand what kind of arte he worked on; she recognised the swirling edges of an embedded arte, but not its purpose. All she could tell was that it would be put into an object. Outside of Laphi and his work, there was little in this room; several shelves and workbenches, various items from boxes to blades, and an entire stack of parchments, some of which held carefully sketched arte formulas.
As Symonne's breathing relaxed, Edna took the first step inside and led her along. The light faded seconds later, just as she closed the door; Laphi still missed their presence, muttering under his breath and grabbing for a sheet of parchment. The girls exchanged glances, Symonne still a little out of it; Edna decided it was up to her and spoke up the easiest way she could: "What are you working on?"
He paused at hearing her voice, a stick of charcoal right above the parchment. The moment he turned his head, his expression brightened in a way that made her heart race. "Oh, hello! I'm working on-" Laphi stopped himself there and glanced down, then back up at them. "I'm not sure I can say," he finished sheepishly.
This obviously drew Symonne's curiousity; she forgot her nerves, strolling forward with a grin. "Oh, keeping secrets from us?" Edna followed, unwilling to let go of the other girl's hand; Laphi shrugged with a glance at the diagram he worked on. Edna studied it and recognised at least some parts, integration and fusion, but failed to understand how they matched with Malevolence, light, and a dozen interwoven segments she could not parse. Symonne whistled. "Whew, what kind of arte is that complicated? I can see fusion and... is that harmony over there?"
Edna blinked as this new information formed an understanding with her own observations: "This is a formula for armatisation."
"Of course," Symonne agreed after a short pause. "So you're optimising it?"
Laphi just smiled and covered his mouth in mirthful refusal to explain; Edna rolled her eyes, a fond "Nerd" her only response. She could not help but adore his antics; Symonne giggled and Laphi laughed as well.
After that however, he changed the subject: "So, did you need something?" Reminding them of the situation, he obviously noticed how both girls stiffened a little; they exchanged nervous looks and Symonne took the lead, but managed little more than to stutter and go nowhere. She completely forgot her own confidence, began to blush, and earned a flash of pity from Edna when she finally trailed off. Psyching herself up and actually doing it were different things after all.
Sighing, the earth seraph squeezed Symonne hand a little stronger, signalling her to stop. Then she let go and took over, her gut twisting in knots that went ignored: "Symonne and I were talking. You... no." She stopped herself there, unwilling to explain everything step by step. She took a deep breath, one hand over her heart. "We both like you a lot, and we both want to be with you." Just those words turned her face into a furnace, but they were out; Laphi could do little more than blink when she already clarified, just to be sure: "We don't want you to pick one of us, that's what we talked about. If it's okay with you, we want to make this a proper relationship with all three of us."
Symonne nodded dumbly, still at a loss for words; Laphi was, too. His mouth opened and closed as he stared at them, clearly confused. Both girls waited with bated breath, his thoughts hidden from them by that wide-eyed look.
After a moment, Laphi closed his eyes and took a deep breath. "O-Okay. Give me a moment." It was a plea they granted without even an acknowledgement, watching him swipe all the diagrams off his table; a telekinesis-arte caught them in mid-air anyway while he sat down with clasped hands. Laphi fidgeted, then began to blush as well, matching both girls. The tense silence held for an uncomfortably long time, broken only when he threw them a cautious glance. "Just to make sure, this is not a prank, right?"
Just the suspicion she would do that hurt a little, but Edna shook her head dutifully. Symonne barked out a laugh instead, finally getting herself together. "It's not," she agreed, "but looking at it this way, yeah, that might have been something I'd thought of pranking you with a few months ago. We're serious about this. And an answer would be nice before one of us snaps from nerves." Edna elbowed her to be silent, but received no response. Symonne was tense like a bowstring, she noticed.
Laphi averted his gaze, frowning. Edna already feared the worst when his shoulders slumped, but he alleviated that a moment later: "Is, I... can I, um, have some time to think about that? My head is a mess right now."
"It's fine," she agreed immediately and despite Symonne's -accurate- previous assessment. "We needed a while to get ourselves sorted out. Take your time." She did not like having to wait, but she would bear with it.
"Thank you." There was audible relief in his voice; Laphi removed the active arte-formula and made to leave, but paused as he passed them. His gaze was earnest, somehow holding certainty despite how uncertain he was. "I know I should answer this quickly, but I want to give the answer you deserve. Both of you."
"And... which one is that?"
She almost elbowed Symonne again for putting him on the spot, but Laphi did not seem perturbed. He shrugged. "The one that is true. If I say yes now but my heart isn't in it, that hurts you just as much as if I said no but later realise I do want to. I need to think." His piece said, he shuffled out of the room; Edna only realised how befuddled he was when she realised they were left in there. Neither did he shoo them out, nor did he lock up behind himself.
Symonne let out a shaky breath and tried for a winning smile. "Well," she noted faintly, "no immediate rejection! Want to snoop through his work while we wait?" The suggestion earned her a flick to the forehead, followed by an unimpressed Edna pulling her out of the room to halfhearted and playful protests.
Meanwhile, Laphicet's head spun. The moment he rounded the corner, he began to dash away; his heart beat heavily, all his thoughts went in circles. Meticulous measurements for his newest project were discarded and forgotten as this new situation had been revealed to him. He pondered from time to time, especially after that encounter with Symonne on Hexen Isle, but the issue was mostly left to collect dust in the back of his mind. Now it had come for him when he least expected it.
He needed Velvet. Which meant that he ran into the kitchen and dragged her out, ignoring all protests; she soon let him pull her away, shouting for someone else to take over her spot. Laphicet kept quiet about the situation until they were in their shared room, though she was laughing by the end of his hurried explanation.
"Aww, my little Laphi is growing up!" The half-condescending hug was swatted away and his glare likewise ignored. Velvet chuckled some more, then plopped down onto her bed. She patted the spot next to her. "I can't tell you what to do, you know?"
"I know," he admitted while settling down by her side. "But I don't know what to do right now. How can I tell if I like them back? And both of them, at that; do you think that could even work?" He was fretting and doubtful, and Velvet was a rock he could cling to like he did so long ago; the next embrace was not refused, him nestling into her side shily.
"It's hard to say," Velvet began carefully, resting her chin on top of his head. Her presence was comforting and eased his nerves. "But with the way I've seen you interact with them, I think you do like them at least enough to try. They're both precious to you, aren't they?" His mumbled agreement received a soft huff and a squeeze. "Then give your nerves a little bit of time to settle and think, if you feel you need to. Just don't let them wait too long. You think too much from time to time, Laphi.
"Come to think of it," she continued after a comfortable moment, "I've seen those two together a lot. They probably talked this over if they came to you together, so I'd say to trust them a little. I don't know if this kind of thing can work, but I don't see why it shouldn't, either. But really, it will be some work, too. Nothing worth having is free, after all."
He mumbled assent, but could not help himself then; he just had to needle his sister a little: "Like with you and that mystery boyfriend of yours?" Unfortunately, Velvet kept her mouth tightly shut, if curled into a knowing smile. He had yet to find out just who she was meeting, or when, or how. Then again, he did not really try, either; not to mention Laphicet had other priorities right now. "But thank you. I'll think about it."
"Anytime."
Symonne and Edna were tense. Oh, they tried to calm down in the living room, but both of them failed miserably. Even when she took the earth seraph's hand and stroked it soothingly, that did not settle her nerves for long. Neither did it help Symonne herself. She was quite happy when Margaret and Alisha wandered in, having returned from their trip to Pendrago. Greetings were exchanged and, going by her more steadfast behaviour, Alisha was doing better; she had her own minor breakdown after hearing of Lailah's end. Margaret took it better, much like Symonne, but they had not known Lailah well to begin with.
Alisha studied the two seraph girls curiously, then leaned forward to nudge Symonne. "So, what have you two been doing? You are not eloping on us, are you Symonne?" The tease came unexpected and made the nervous girl stammer, blushing furiously. Margaret laughed at her openly and even Alisha allowed herself a chuckle, which only added to the embarassment.
Then however, she cast a glance to Edna, who shrugged. They remained tense, but they might as well pass the time. Firming herself up, Symonne threw a smirk back at the therion and held up their intertwined hands. "We are," she confirmed to befuddled stares. "In two hours we will leave to get married in the grandest cathedral you have ever seen!"
"Wow, congratulations!" Margaret beamed, obviously delighted. "Do you think I can be your bridesmaid? Do seraphim have bridesmaids?" Alisha congratulated them moments later and Symonne averted her gaze, the original plan having backfired horribly. It took the human a few moments, but the smile faded when she noticed their hands remaining as they were; clasped together, holding onto the other. Her brows rose almost imperceptibly as she studied them. "You're actually together?" Shrugs were given, at which point Alisha began to frown.
"Is this, well, normal among seraphim?" the former princess inquired, her expression carefully pleasant in a way that made it clear she was suppressing something less kind. For a moment Symonne grew defensive, squeezing Edna's hand. This earned her a glance from her girlfriend-to-be, but no reprimand. Both of them could only shrug, though.
"It's common among humans," Symonne informed her companion tersely; it actually hurt a little that a friend would doubt her own interests in a partner like that. Alisha's saving grace was that she obviously tried to keep it down, regardless of her current frown.
"How would two women even... well, you know?" The question stood in the room rather uncomfortably as Symonne slowly let go of Edna. Raising her hands, she stared Alisha straight in the eyes, then spread index and middle fingers in clear V-shapes, only to demonstratively slide both into each other. Alisha flushed first, then Margaret, then Edna.
"Understood." The therion dragged her feet, embarassment soon fading in favour of curiousity. "Actually, if you don't mind me asking, do seraphim, er, procreate like humans do? It just occurred to me there ought to be more of you if you do not die of old age."
"We're born out of the earthpulses," Edna supplied at once, probably to prevent Symonne from doing something else to embarass everyone. "We form there from pure mana."
"So no pregnancies for us," Symonne added cheekily, well aware of the elbow jabbed into her side but ignoring it. "We don't really need sex either, it's more of a commodity like food." And just to rub it in, she leaned forward with a mischievous grin, stage-whispering at the other women: "One big advantage all lady seraphim have, hehe: no hymen."
"Wait... shit, I have one of those too!" All eyes went to Margaret after her outburst, the girl averting her gaze sheepishly while Symonne broke into laughter and leaned against Edna for support; it was hilarious in a way, the rebirth of Artorius being worried about her first time hurting.
Ignoring the laughing seraph, Alisha kindly squeezed the younger girl's shoulder, trying to soothe her. "Do not worry about it too much. I heard several accounts over the years, for some it hurts, for some it does not. Women like us who are used to battle would likely be unfazed by it either way, and I heard that as much physical activity as ours can potentially even break a hymen on its own." Symonne only laughed harder, though Margaret nodded along.
"Ah, a bunch of gorgeous ladies laughing together is either a pleasing or a terrifying sight."
And just like this, the mood changed entirely; a pleasantly dark, male voice rolled into the room. All attention went to the doorway, where a man stood. Broad-shouldered and tall, his chest bare; they all met Zaveid before, of course. Alisha visibly appreciated his abs just like the last time they met, the man himself swaggering toward them; Margaret straightened and met him with a friendly smile. "I didn't know you're back already?"
"Eh, I didn't actually leave yet," he told them with a shrug. "Velvet called in a favour to find shepsy some pals. I'll be off soon with Rose and Dezel, we'll catch up to Sorey sooner or later." There was a palpable sense of surprise among them, as he made his opinion on the current shepherd rather clear before.
"What did she bribe you with?" Edna finally broke the baffled silence with. "No, what can she bribe you with?"
"Maybe with her body?" Symonne suggested, only for Edna to stare at her like she grew a second head. She had a point, though; as if Zaveid of all people would ever score.
The man himself just huffed. "Nah, no such thing. Damn good motivation though, that bod of hers." Margaret and Alisha both wilted away from him at that point, which he ignored in favour of waving at Edna. "Anyway, looking forward to work with you." Zaveid then proceeded to pat her head in the most condescending manner imaginable and swaggered out of the room with a wave. Left behind were a confused therion and a resigned earth seraph.
"He's hot, we have to give him that."
Edna rolled her eyes at Symonne for the comment. "But nothing else, and even that is questionable."
Alisha remained silent, likely also having picked up on the fact he might act like this on purpose. Symonne could not say why she thought so, but the suspicion was there.
Margaret sighed, muttering softly. "I admire his confidence." Edna and Symonne both offered a quick "That's fair", then glanced each other and broke into smiles.
Not much later, Laphicet poked his head into the room and eyed them owlishly. "So that is what he meant with 'chicks'," the seraph boy noted, much to their immediate exasperation. Alisha, being a princess, needed an explanation before she understood. At which point she simply disregarded the matter entirely and focussed on Laphi, asking if he needed anything. Unfortunately, his eyes darted over the other two seraphim in the room and quickly went elsewhere; Laphi shook his head. "Well, I was going out and got curious what Zaveid meant. Don't let me stop you from having fun." He then disengaged and vanished, prompting a sigh from Symonne.
"There goes hoping he's done thinking already."
"He's never done thinking," Edna retorted with a grin.
"True."
Both girls sighed together, which prompted Margaret to ask what was going on; the reaction she and Alisha had to learning they both wanted Laphi was decidedly more amusing, especially when the former princess revealed herself far more accepting of that idea than just the two girls. Royals were weird, though at least all the conversation made for a good distraction.
Edna and Symonne were doubtlessly precious to him; denying that was impossible. Yet he still failed to figure out if the feelings bubbling in his chest were actual attraction or something else; regardless of the former being a near certainty by this point, he worried about the latter case. He also worried about making such a relationship work if he did want it; more people would clearly make it more difficult.
As his thoughts wandered however, they were inevitably drawn back to that night on Hexen Isle. He kissed Symonne before. She said back then that it did not have to mean romance; perhaps she was lying to appease her own doubts at the time. Perhaps she really thought so and changed her mind later. In the end, it did not matter to the fact Laphicet had enjoyed the experience and would gladly repeat it; perhaps that was the crux of his contemplations. He could hardly imagine kissing anyone else, except maybe Edna.
Closing his eyes with a sigh, Laphicet willed himself to descend; his body lowered into the roiling clouds, which got him damp and charged with lightning as a rainstorm was apparently pelting Lastonbell beneath. He shrugged it off and hurried downward, quickly homing in on the Crowe's Nest; through the rooftop entrance, it was just a few stairways to reach the living space he last saw Edna and Symonne, the girls currently busy playing cards. They immediately turned their heads and dropped everything when they saw him, though.
The drying arte finished its work as he entered, fully aware of the worried gazes on him. Laphicet closed the door first and made his way over to sit with them, heart beating to his chest with every step. Neither girl said anything, they could probably tell it was time and waited for him. It became easier as he settled on the couch next to Symonne, taking a deep breath for calm. "I'd like to try with the both of you," he began to ease the tension, being rewarded with beaming smiles that unwittingly drew out his own. "But I still don't understand so many things. I'm almost sure this is what I want, but I just can't stop worrying that it isn't." Glancing between the two however, he could feel his heart flutter. "But I definitely like your smiles a lot."
"It's fine," Symonne reassured him while snaking her hand into his. "This is a learning experience for all of us." Edna nodded along as she settled on his free side, mimicking the other girl's motion. His girlfriends, now. It felt odd to think of them that way, just like this.
"What now?" Edna asked after a moment.
"Uh... make out?"
Laphicet sighed in response to Symonne's suggestion, wondering why he did not see it coming. Before he could reprimand her however, Edna piped up: "I'd like that." Glancing over, he found her averting her gaze shily, cheeks pink. This time it was for him to fidget in embarassment. Symonne giggled, though she seemed just as sheepish.
"So, did you decide yet? Which of us do you want first?" Edna remained in her spot a moment longer before hesitantly shimmying around. She took a deep breath and steeled herself, then slipped off the couch and around Laphi, to straddle Symonne; she never let go of his hand though, pulling him along. With her choice clearly communicated, Laphicet first averted his eyes, but then could not help but watch anyway; the girls rested their foreheads against each other, staring into the other's eyes. "You sure," Symonne asked unnecessarily, then cupped Edna's chin when she nodded. "Alright."
Their kiss was chaste, much like his had been. Symonne led carefully, pressing her lips to Edna's until the other girl began to push back. It was sweet even for him to just watch, the two almost melting into each other; they separated after some time, smiling and squeezing his hands to remind him he was not forgotten.
After that, Symonne leaned over and kissed Laphi, then Edna did the same before Symonne claimed her lips again. They all tested the waters with each other, but that was perfectly fine with him. The rain roared outside, hardly noticed as they cuddled up after a while.
At first it was Laphicet sandwiched between the girls, warm and comfortable with them by his side; after a while however, Symonne leaned away and crawled over his and Edna's laps, coming to lie with Edna's hand carding through her black curls. Laphicet needed a moment to settle the hand not claimed by his other girlfriend, which the minx obviously noticed; she wiggled her butt a little and glanced back cheerfully. "Don't be shy, I know you like it. Wanna touch?" She then shrieked in surprise when he gave her a sharp smack, which quickly transitioned into giggles.
For his part, Laphicet sighed and rolled his eyes at Edna, who nodded back in their shared embarassment.
Cynthia and Margaret wandered into the room soon after that point; the moment the younger Randgriz saw them, she stopped dead in her tracks before quickly pulling her mother out of the room. All three seraphim sat completely still at first, but soon smiles went around. "This is nice," Laphicet finally voiced his thoughts. His girlfriends agreed readily.
It still felt odd in a way; he never managed to relax before while doing nothing, always rather reading a book or talking to people. Right here, right now, he was perfectly content enjoying Edna's and Symonne's presence and little else.
Edna knew she did not need Velvet's blessing to be with Laphi, but it still meant a lot that she was so supportive of them. Especially when considering that Symonne could have easily been a spy if her current crisis of faith were less obvious; it had been a bit of a shock to learn she worked for Heldalf, but a long conversation with Grimoirh helped Edna work through that. Not to mention learning that her girlfriend never figured out 'old Nica's' actual identity. Everything was looking up.
After a few blissful days however, it was time for Symonne to carry on. Margaret and Alisha had already given them some time to enjoy together, but their patience clearly ran out. Symonne complained at her and Laphi of course, but there was little heat to it; the situation did not allow them to sit idle.
"Just so we're clear, no sex without me around."
But of course, she had to give them a parting shot; Edna averted her gaze over the mental images Symonne comment conjured up, not having spent much thought on when to go beyond just sharing kisses. Instead of responding, she just squeezed her girlfriend's hand; Symonne visibly revelled in the embarassment she caused both of them as they walked hand in hand to meet the others. "I mean it," she reaffirmed, though her smile grew less mischievous and more tender. "I want the first time we do that to be with all of us." She had a point there, though neither her nor Laphi wanted to even say as much. Edna also wondered whether it was alright to stay behind with their boyfriend when Symonne left already; they talked about it before, but she was still divided despite her girlfriend's reassurance.
The train of thought cut off when they reached the teleportation chamber, where Margaret and Alisha were already waiting for them; Velvet leaned against one of the walls and several seraphim moved to or from the gates. The other girls greeted them easily, Symonne distentangling her hand to wave; Edna's eyes found Laphi's and he nodded, adopting a playful grin that she shared. Symonne had meant to call out her readiness, but she grew stock-still when the two of them kissed her cheeks as one.
Laphi chuckled over Symonne's surprise and gave her a gentle push. "Don't let us stop you, get going."
"Stay safe," Edna added quietly, all while Margaret laughed and Alisha's pensive expression was replaced by something softer.
They spent a lot of time together and with Laphicet, getting used to each other. Edna enjoyed that time a great deal, having begun to see similarities between Symonne and Laphi; both treated her kindly in their own way, gave her space whenever she wanted it, but both also refused to let her push them away. It may be a bit short to say for certain, but she felt comfortable around Symonne and so decided she was ready.
Now, the two of them stood in front of Laphicet's workshop. Their mutual crush had toiled away in there for hours, leaving them to talk things over on their own. Symonne squeezed her hand and the two exchanged determined nods; Edna could not help but smile the tiniest bit, finding it returned moments later. They both hoped they would be accepted, yet even if Laphi rejected them, there would still be someone there; it was soothing in a way, though her chest still clenched at the thought of rejection.
Then Edna wondered what happened if he ended up liking just Symonne; she would be left alone in that case. Dread crawled into the pit of her stomach for a moment, but Symonne bumped her hip almost immediately. "Hey, relax," she soothed softly. "You stared down worse things than this."
"I can usually beat those worse things up," she quipped back to settle her nerves, drawing a giggle from Symonne.
"Yeah, I doubt Laphi is into that." The other girl got swatted on the shoulder in response, but her words helped a bit.
They squeezed each other's hands once more and opened the door, only to be bathed in golden light; Symonne flinched, her breathing growing laboured as she closed her eyes. To Edna, the light just felt warm, almost kind even. She stood in place and let Symonne squeeze her hand until she was ready. Laphi did not notice them anyway, his focus solely on a complicated pattern he weaved; strings of coloured light went into the arte from all of his fingers. Having a moment to watch, Edna did not understand what kind of arte he worked on; she recognised the swirling edges of an embedded arte, but not its purpose. All she could tell was that it would be put into an object. Outside of Laphi and his work, there was little in this room; several shelves and workbenches, various items from boxes to blades, and an entire stack of parchments, some of which held carefully sketched arte formulas.
As Symonne's breathing relaxed, Edna took the first step inside and led her along. The light faded seconds later, just as she closed the door; Laphi still missed their presence, muttering under his breath and grabbing for a sheet of parchment. The girls exchanged glances, Symonne still a little out of it; Edna decided it was up to her and spoke up the easiest way she could: "What are you working on?"
He paused at hearing her voice, a stick of charcoal right above the parchment. The moment he turned his head, his expression brightened in a way that made her heart race. "Oh, hello! I'm working on-" Laphi stopped himself there and glanced down, then back up at them. "I'm not sure I can say," he finished sheepishly.
This obviously drew Symonne's curiousity; she forgot her nerves, strolling forward with a grin. "Oh, keeping secrets from us?" Edna followed, unwilling to let go of the other girl's hand; Laphi shrugged with a glance at the diagram he worked on. Edna studied it and recognised at least some parts, integration and fusion, but failed to understand how they matched with Malevolence, light, and a dozen interwoven segments she could not parse. Symonne whistled. "Whew, what kind of arte is that complicated? I can see fusion and... is that harmony over there?"
Edna blinked as this new information formed an understanding with her own observations: "This is a formula for armatisation."
"Of course," Symonne agreed after a short pause. "So you're optimising it?"
Laphi just smiled and covered his mouth in mirthful refusal to explain; Edna rolled her eyes, a fond "Nerd" her only response. She could not help but adore his antics; Symonne giggled and Laphi laughed as well.
After that however, he changed the subject: "So, did you need something?" Reminding them of the situation, he obviously noticed how both girls stiffened a little; they exchanged nervous looks and Symonne took the lead, but managed little more than to stutter and go nowhere. She completely forgot her own confidence, began to blush, and earned a flash of pity from Edna when she finally trailed off. Psyching herself up and actually doing it were different things after all.
Sighing, the earth seraph squeezed Symonne hand a little stronger, signalling her to stop. Then she let go and took over, her gut twisting in knots that went ignored: "Symonne and I were talking. You... no." She stopped herself there, unwilling to explain everything step by step. She took a deep breath, one hand over her heart. "We both like you a lot, and we both want to be with you." Just those words turned her face into a furnace, but they were out; Laphi could do little more than blink when she already clarified, just to be sure: "We don't want you to pick one of us, that's what we talked about. If it's okay with you, we want to make this a proper relationship with all three of us."
Symonne nodded dumbly, still at a loss for words; Laphi was, too. His mouth opened and closed as he stared at them, clearly confused. Both girls waited with bated breath, his thoughts hidden from them by that wide-eyed look.
After a moment, Laphi closed his eyes and took a deep breath. "O-Okay. Give me a moment." It was a plea they granted without even an acknowledgement, watching him swipe all the diagrams off his table; a telekinesis-arte caught them in mid-air anyway while he sat down with clasped hands. Laphi fidgeted, then began to blush as well, matching both girls. The tense silence held for an uncomfortably long time, broken only when he threw them a cautious glance. "Just to make sure, this is not a prank, right?"
Just the suspicion she would do that hurt a little, but Edna shook her head dutifully. Symonne barked out a laugh instead, finally getting herself together. "It's not," she agreed, "but looking at it this way, yeah, that might have been something I'd thought of pranking you with a few months ago. We're serious about this. And an answer would be nice before one of us snaps from nerves." Edna elbowed her to be silent, but received no response. Symonne was tense like a bowstring, she noticed.
Laphi averted his gaze, frowning. Edna already feared the worst when his shoulders slumped, but he alleviated that a moment later: "Is, I... can I, um, have some time to think about that? My head is a mess right now."
"It's fine," she agreed immediately and despite Symonne's -accurate- previous assessment. "We needed a while to get ourselves sorted out. Take your time." She did not like having to wait, but she would bear with it.
"Thank you." There was audible relief in his voice; Laphi removed the active arte-formula and made to leave, but paused as he passed them. His gaze was earnest, somehow holding certainty despite how uncertain he was. "I know I should answer this quickly, but I want to give the answer you deserve. Both of you."
"And... which one is that?"
She almost elbowed Symonne again for putting him on the spot, but Laphi did not seem perturbed. He shrugged. "The one that is true. If I say yes now but my heart isn't in it, that hurts you just as much as if I said no but later realise I do want to. I need to think." His piece said, he shuffled out of the room; Edna only realised how befuddled he was when she realised they were left in there. Neither did he shoo them out, nor did he lock up behind himself.
Symonne let out a shaky breath and tried for a winning smile. "Well," she noted faintly, "no immediate rejection! Want to snoop through his work while we wait?" The suggestion earned her a flick to the forehead, followed by an unimpressed Edna pulling her out of the room to halfhearted and playful protests.
Meanwhile, Laphicet's head spun. The moment he rounded the corner, he began to dash away; his heart beat heavily, all his thoughts went in circles. Meticulous measurements for his newest project were discarded and forgotten as this new situation had been revealed to him. He pondered from time to time, especially after that encounter with Symonne on Hexen Isle, but the issue was mostly left to collect dust in the back of his mind. Now it had come for him when he least expected it.
He needed Velvet. Which meant that he ran into the kitchen and dragged her out, ignoring all protests; she soon let him pull her away, shouting for someone else to take over her spot. Laphicet kept quiet about the situation until they were in their shared room, though she was laughing by the end of his hurried explanation.
"Aww, my little Laphi is growing up!" The half-condescending hug was swatted away and his glare likewise ignored. Velvet chuckled some more, then plopped down onto her bed. She patted the spot next to her. "I can't tell you what to do, you know?"
"I know," he admitted while settling down by her side. "But I don't know what to do right now. How can I tell if I like them back? And both of them, at that; do you think that could even work?" He was fretting and doubtful, and Velvet was a rock he could cling to like he did so long ago; the next embrace was not refused, him nestling into her side shily.
"It's hard to say," Velvet began carefully, resting her chin on top of his head. Her presence was comforting and eased his nerves. "But with the way I've seen you interact with them, I think you do like them at least enough to try. They're both precious to you, aren't they?" His mumbled agreement received a soft huff and a squeeze. "Then give your nerves a little bit of time to settle and think, if you feel you need to. Just don't let them wait too long. You think too much from time to time, Laphi.
"Come to think of it," she continued after a comfortable moment, "I've seen those two together a lot. They probably talked this over if they came to you together, so I'd say to trust them a little. I don't know if this kind of thing can work, but I don't see why it shouldn't, either. But really, it will be some work, too. Nothing worth having is free, after all."
He mumbled assent, but could not help himself then; he just had to needle his sister a little: "Like with you and that mystery boyfriend of yours?" Unfortunately, Velvet kept her mouth tightly shut, if curled into a knowing smile. He had yet to find out just who she was meeting, or when, or how. Then again, he did not really try, either; not to mention Laphicet had other priorities right now. "But thank you. I'll think about it."
"Anytime."
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Symonne and Edna were tense. Oh, they tried to calm down in the living room, but both of them failed miserably. Even when she took the earth seraph's hand and stroked it soothingly, that did not settle her nerves for long. Neither did it help Symonne herself. She was quite happy when Margaret and Alisha wandered in, having returned from their trip to Pendrago. Greetings were exchanged and, going by her more steadfast behaviour, Alisha was doing better; she had her own minor breakdown after hearing of Lailah's end. Margaret took it better, much like Symonne, but they had not known Lailah well to begin with.
Alisha studied the two seraph girls curiously, then leaned forward to nudge Symonne. "So, what have you two been doing? You are not eloping on us, are you Symonne?" The tease came unexpected and made the nervous girl stammer, blushing furiously. Margaret laughed at her openly and even Alisha allowed herself a chuckle, which only added to the embarassment.
Then however, she cast a glance to Edna, who shrugged. They remained tense, but they might as well pass the time. Firming herself up, Symonne threw a smirk back at the therion and held up their intertwined hands. "We are," she confirmed to befuddled stares. "In two hours we will leave to get married in the grandest cathedral you have ever seen!"
"Wow, congratulations!" Margaret beamed, obviously delighted. "Do you think I can be your bridesmaid? Do seraphim have bridesmaids?" Alisha congratulated them moments later and Symonne averted her gaze, the original plan having backfired horribly. It took the human a few moments, but the smile faded when she noticed their hands remaining as they were; clasped together, holding onto the other. Her brows rose almost imperceptibly as she studied them. "You're actually together?" Shrugs were given, at which point Alisha began to frown.
"Is this, well, normal among seraphim?" the former princess inquired, her expression carefully pleasant in a way that made it clear she was suppressing something less kind. For a moment Symonne grew defensive, squeezing Edna's hand. This earned her a glance from her girlfriend-to-be, but no reprimand. Both of them could only shrug, though.
"It's common among humans," Symonne informed her companion tersely; it actually hurt a little that a friend would doubt her own interests in a partner like that. Alisha's saving grace was that she obviously tried to keep it down, regardless of her current frown.
"How would two women even... well, you know?" The question stood in the room rather uncomfortably as Symonne slowly let go of Edna. Raising her hands, she stared Alisha straight in the eyes, then spread index and middle fingers in clear V-shapes, only to demonstratively slide both into each other. Alisha flushed first, then Margaret, then Edna.
"Understood." The therion dragged her feet, embarassment soon fading in favour of curiousity. "Actually, if you don't mind me asking, do seraphim, er, procreate like humans do? It just occurred to me there ought to be more of you if you do not die of old age."
"We're born out of the earthpulses," Edna supplied at once, probably to prevent Symonne from doing something else to embarass everyone. "We form there from pure mana."
"So no pregnancies for us," Symonne added cheekily, well aware of the elbow jabbed into her side but ignoring it. "We don't really need sex either, it's more of a commodity like food." And just to rub it in, she leaned forward with a mischievous grin, stage-whispering at the other women: "One big advantage all lady seraphim have, hehe: no hymen."
"Wait... shit, I have one of those too!" All eyes went to Margaret after her outburst, the girl averting her gaze sheepishly while Symonne broke into laughter and leaned against Edna for support; it was hilarious in a way, the rebirth of Artorius being worried about her first time hurting.
Ignoring the laughing seraph, Alisha kindly squeezed the younger girl's shoulder, trying to soothe her. "Do not worry about it too much. I heard several accounts over the years, for some it hurts, for some it does not. Women like us who are used to battle would likely be unfazed by it either way, and I heard that as much physical activity as ours can potentially even break a hymen on its own." Symonne only laughed harder, though Margaret nodded along.
"Ah, a bunch of gorgeous ladies laughing together is either a pleasing or a terrifying sight."
And just like this, the mood changed entirely; a pleasantly dark, male voice rolled into the room. All attention went to the doorway, where a man stood. Broad-shouldered and tall, his chest bare; they all met Zaveid before, of course. Alisha visibly appreciated his abs just like the last time they met, the man himself swaggering toward them; Margaret straightened and met him with a friendly smile. "I didn't know you're back already?"
"Eh, I didn't actually leave yet," he told them with a shrug. "Velvet called in a favour to find shepsy some pals. I'll be off soon with Rose and Dezel, we'll catch up to Sorey sooner or later." There was a palpable sense of surprise among them, as he made his opinion on the current shepherd rather clear before.
"What did she bribe you with?" Edna finally broke the baffled silence with. "No, what can she bribe you with?"
"Maybe with her body?" Symonne suggested, only for Edna to stare at her like she grew a second head. She had a point, though; as if Zaveid of all people would ever score.
The man himself just huffed. "Nah, no such thing. Damn good motivation though, that bod of hers." Margaret and Alisha both wilted away from him at that point, which he ignored in favour of waving at Edna. "Anyway, looking forward to work with you." Zaveid then proceeded to pat her head in the most condescending manner imaginable and swaggered out of the room with a wave. Left behind were a confused therion and a resigned earth seraph.
"He's hot, we have to give him that."
Edna rolled her eyes at Symonne for the comment. "But nothing else, and even that is questionable."
Alisha remained silent, likely also having picked up on the fact he might act like this on purpose. Symonne could not say why she thought so, but the suspicion was there.
Margaret sighed, muttering softly. "I admire his confidence." Edna and Symonne both offered a quick "That's fair", then glanced each other and broke into smiles.
Not much later, Laphicet poked his head into the room and eyed them owlishly. "So that is what he meant with 'chicks'," the seraph boy noted, much to their immediate exasperation. Alisha, being a princess, needed an explanation before she understood. At which point she simply disregarded the matter entirely and focussed on Laphi, asking if he needed anything. Unfortunately, his eyes darted over the other two seraphim in the room and quickly went elsewhere; Laphi shook his head. "Well, I was going out and got curious what Zaveid meant. Don't let me stop you from having fun." He then disengaged and vanished, prompting a sigh from Symonne.
"There goes hoping he's done thinking already."
"He's never done thinking," Edna retorted with a grin.
"True."
Both girls sighed together, which prompted Margaret to ask what was going on; the reaction she and Alisha had to learning they both wanted Laphi was decidedly more amusing, especially when the former princess revealed herself far more accepting of that idea than just the two girls. Royals were weird, though at least all the conversation made for a good distraction.
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Far above the clouds, Laphicet floated in deep contemplation. He retreated to where few could follow after talking to his sister, still uncertain what to make of the situation he found himself in.Edna and Symonne were doubtlessly precious to him; denying that was impossible. Yet he still failed to figure out if the feelings bubbling in his chest were actual attraction or something else; regardless of the former being a near certainty by this point, he worried about the latter case. He also worried about making such a relationship work if he did want it; more people would clearly make it more difficult.
As his thoughts wandered however, they were inevitably drawn back to that night on Hexen Isle. He kissed Symonne before. She said back then that it did not have to mean romance; perhaps she was lying to appease her own doubts at the time. Perhaps she really thought so and changed her mind later. In the end, it did not matter to the fact Laphicet had enjoyed the experience and would gladly repeat it; perhaps that was the crux of his contemplations. He could hardly imagine kissing anyone else, except maybe Edna.
Closing his eyes with a sigh, Laphicet willed himself to descend; his body lowered into the roiling clouds, which got him damp and charged with lightning as a rainstorm was apparently pelting Lastonbell beneath. He shrugged it off and hurried downward, quickly homing in on the Crowe's Nest; through the rooftop entrance, it was just a few stairways to reach the living space he last saw Edna and Symonne, the girls currently busy playing cards. They immediately turned their heads and dropped everything when they saw him, though.
The drying arte finished its work as he entered, fully aware of the worried gazes on him. Laphicet closed the door first and made his way over to sit with them, heart beating to his chest with every step. Neither girl said anything, they could probably tell it was time and waited for him. It became easier as he settled on the couch next to Symonne, taking a deep breath for calm. "I'd like to try with the both of you," he began to ease the tension, being rewarded with beaming smiles that unwittingly drew out his own. "But I still don't understand so many things. I'm almost sure this is what I want, but I just can't stop worrying that it isn't." Glancing between the two however, he could feel his heart flutter. "But I definitely like your smiles a lot."
"It's fine," Symonne reassured him while snaking her hand into his. "This is a learning experience for all of us." Edna nodded along as she settled on his free side, mimicking the other girl's motion. His girlfriends, now. It felt odd to think of them that way, just like this.
"What now?" Edna asked after a moment.
"Uh... make out?"
Laphicet sighed in response to Symonne's suggestion, wondering why he did not see it coming. Before he could reprimand her however, Edna piped up: "I'd like that." Glancing over, he found her averting her gaze shily, cheeks pink. This time it was for him to fidget in embarassment. Symonne giggled, though she seemed just as sheepish.
"So, did you decide yet? Which of us do you want first?" Edna remained in her spot a moment longer before hesitantly shimmying around. She took a deep breath and steeled herself, then slipped off the couch and around Laphi, to straddle Symonne; she never let go of his hand though, pulling him along. With her choice clearly communicated, Laphicet first averted his eyes, but then could not help but watch anyway; the girls rested their foreheads against each other, staring into the other's eyes. "You sure," Symonne asked unnecessarily, then cupped Edna's chin when she nodded. "Alright."
Their kiss was chaste, much like his had been. Symonne led carefully, pressing her lips to Edna's until the other girl began to push back. It was sweet even for him to just watch, the two almost melting into each other; they separated after some time, smiling and squeezing his hands to remind him he was not forgotten.
After that, Symonne leaned over and kissed Laphi, then Edna did the same before Symonne claimed her lips again. They all tested the waters with each other, but that was perfectly fine with him. The rain roared outside, hardly noticed as they cuddled up after a while.
At first it was Laphicet sandwiched between the girls, warm and comfortable with them by his side; after a while however, Symonne leaned away and crawled over his and Edna's laps, coming to lie with Edna's hand carding through her black curls. Laphicet needed a moment to settle the hand not claimed by his other girlfriend, which the minx obviously noticed; she wiggled her butt a little and glanced back cheerfully. "Don't be shy, I know you like it. Wanna touch?" She then shrieked in surprise when he gave her a sharp smack, which quickly transitioned into giggles.
For his part, Laphicet sighed and rolled his eyes at Edna, who nodded back in their shared embarassment.
Cynthia and Margaret wandered into the room soon after that point; the moment the younger Randgriz saw them, she stopped dead in her tracks before quickly pulling her mother out of the room. All three seraphim sat completely still at first, but soon smiles went around. "This is nice," Laphicet finally voiced his thoughts. His girlfriends agreed readily.
It still felt odd in a way; he never managed to relax before while doing nothing, always rather reading a book or talking to people. Right here, right now, he was perfectly content enjoying Edna's and Symonne's presence and little else.
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It was already apparent at dinnertime with how the three of them were almost huddled together. Symonne smiled when Margaret and Alisha both congratulated them, though Velvet appeared just amused by the whole situation. Then again, Edna reasoned, she already took both girls aside before to have a quick word about being good to her brother.Edna knew she did not need Velvet's blessing to be with Laphi, but it still meant a lot that she was so supportive of them. Especially when considering that Symonne could have easily been a spy if her current crisis of faith were less obvious; it had been a bit of a shock to learn she worked for Heldalf, but a long conversation with Grimoirh helped Edna work through that. Not to mention learning that her girlfriend never figured out 'old Nica's' actual identity. Everything was looking up.
After a few blissful days however, it was time for Symonne to carry on. Margaret and Alisha had already given them some time to enjoy together, but their patience clearly ran out. Symonne complained at her and Laphi of course, but there was little heat to it; the situation did not allow them to sit idle.
"Just so we're clear, no sex without me around."
But of course, she had to give them a parting shot; Edna averted her gaze over the mental images Symonne comment conjured up, not having spent much thought on when to go beyond just sharing kisses. Instead of responding, she just squeezed her girlfriend's hand; Symonne visibly revelled in the embarassment she caused both of them as they walked hand in hand to meet the others. "I mean it," she reaffirmed, though her smile grew less mischievous and more tender. "I want the first time we do that to be with all of us." She had a point there, though neither her nor Laphi wanted to even say as much. Edna also wondered whether it was alright to stay behind with their boyfriend when Symonne left already; they talked about it before, but she was still divided despite her girlfriend's reassurance.
The train of thought cut off when they reached the teleportation chamber, where Margaret and Alisha were already waiting for them; Velvet leaned against one of the walls and several seraphim moved to or from the gates. The other girls greeted them easily, Symonne distentangling her hand to wave; Edna's eyes found Laphi's and he nodded, adopting a playful grin that she shared. Symonne had meant to call out her readiness, but she grew stock-still when the two of them kissed her cheeks as one.
Laphi chuckled over Symonne's surprise and gave her a gentle push. "Don't let us stop you, get going."
"Stay safe," Edna added quietly, all while Margaret laughed and Alisha's pensive expression was replaced by something softer.
Symonne did not hesitate to join her friends, a bright smile on her face. "So, where are we going next?" she inquired curiously, though her gaze flicked back. Margaret indulged her as they powered up the arte.
"I was thinking about Gododdin. The village is rather far off and may be in need of aid."
"I can see why you would think that," Alisha chimed in then. "This does sound like a good idea." Like this, the three women entered the portal and were gone, leaving her with just Laphicet and Velvet. Edna studied the artes neatly arrayed, then turned around, both Crowes following;neither said anything about the bright smile she showed to the world.
"I was thinking about Gododdin. The village is rather far off and may be in need of aid."
"I can see why you would think that," Alisha chimed in then. "This does sound like a good idea." Like this, the three women entered the portal and were gone, leaving her with just Laphicet and Velvet. Edna studied the artes neatly arrayed, then turned around, both Crowes following;neither said anything about the bright smile she showed to the world.