Sanctuary 6
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"Haa... Haa... Haa..."
Aura didn't just allow for improved defense or special powers. It also did the mundane tasks of increasing your stamina and improving your overall physicality. That's why, even after being in a hospital bed for two weeks straight, Yang was able to hike up Mount Avion without too much effort.
Still, she did need a few more breaks than average. Everyone slowed down dutifully on the hike. It irked Yang a little, so she tried to distract herself with the (quite honestly) breathtaking scenery.
Patch didn't really have mountains. Well it had one, Freemere Tip, but it was a hill in a sandbox compared to the giant that was Mount Avion. It towered up high overhead, a snowy peak on its bare granite top, silent and clothed in green forests that ran in short runs down into the valley. Smaller mountain peaks ranged away from it, forming the North Sanus leg of the great Albus Mountain Range that stretched from Northern Gallia, all the way down to the south coasts of Juzan Kingdom.
Its jagged ridges formed natural defensive barriers and numerous smaller plateaus dotted the valley in every direction, and on almost all of them, smaller towns had been built. The perfect place to resist the Grimm.
She turned away from the valley view... Already sick of it. She glowered a bit up at the head of their little column. Jaune was looking back from the lip of a ridge. He waved.
"We're here! Just a little more!"
"Finally," Neptune grumbled, "It's so freaking dry up here...!"
"It won't be for long!" Jaune shouted back. He vanished over the top. Cardin and Velvet, even now sticking close together, went over next. Nora fairly skipped over the top, giggling loudly, as Ren followed in silence. Arslan went up, May trailing behind. Neptune looked over at Ruby and Yang and sighed.
"Well, let's see if it's worth the trouble, huh?" He asked with a shrug. He turned and clambered up. Ruby turned to Yang and smiled.
"Um, do you need help with-?"
"I'm fine, Ruby," Yang gritted out. Ruby stared at her, and Yang shook her head with a soft sigh.
"It's fine... I'm fine. Let's go."
"S-Sure," Ruby agreed. They went up, climbing over the rocky escarpment. They stood up. Yang's eyes widened. She heard Ruby gasp.
A waterfall fell from further up Avion, filling a small mountain lake. Further up and to the left of the waterfall stood a dull gray watchtower Jaune had called "Roland's Watch". She could spot sunlight reflecting off the windows, the same sunlight that formed a rainbow in the spray of the waterfall.
At the edge of the lake stood the ruins of some older building, done in the same architectural style as Arc-En-Ciel down below: A fort or something? It was dull bluish green like rusted bronze.
Everywhere else though was a riot of color, as the entire meadow was filled with wildflowers of every description.
"W-Wow," May breathed, looking over the gorgeous scenery with wide eyes. Arslan murmured a prayer of thanks, while Neptune gaped. Nora was already flitting about the flowers like an eager honeybee, while Ren had a small smile on his own face. Cardin and Velvet held hands, and looked upon nature's splendor in soft wonder.
"It's amazing," Ruby whispered.
About the only person who wasn't taken in by the raw natural beauty on display (aside from her) was Jaune. He nodded gruffly.
"Yeah, it's gorgeous. You can take photos later. We've got a job to do."
He held out some sheets of paper, and each of them took a copy. They all had pictures and names of the various herbs and plants, along with some short blurbs of information.
"I used to do this every summer for school," Jaune said with a shrug, "I think these info sheets are from the school, too."
"Do we have to start right now?" Nora asked, "It was a super long hike!"
Jaune opened his mouth... Closed it, and sighed. He gestured to the packs they'd been issued.
"All right. Let's eat lunch first, then we'll start gathering them," he ordered, as Nora cheered, "There are picnic tables over there by the ruins."
"What are the ruins, Jaune?" Arslan asked curiously. Jaune shrugged.
"That used to be the old watchtower, Colline Ventus in Old Vale," he reported dutifully, as though he was already done playing tour guide, "or 'Weathered Hill'."
"Looks neat! Does it have buried treasure?" Nora asked eagerly.
"If it does, nobody's found it yet," Jaune deadpanned.
They marched through the meadow, bees buzzing, birds singing, and some little rat things chirping noisily at each other from their holes. A few deer grazed near the lake, though scattered when they approached. Ruby and May both made 'aw' sounds at this.
They reached the picnic area: Several wooden and stone tables gathered under what shelter was available from the old watchtower. They sat down at various tables, and opened their packs.
"Man, Lilac Arc is the best," Neptune grinned, pulling out several mouth watering sandwiches, "She even got the mayo right!"
"The absolute best," Velvet confirmed, digging into her food with gusto. She looked up at Cardin, and playfully took hold of some of the fruit packed in his lunch. "Say aw, Cardin!"
"I..." Cardin flushed at the pleading look in her eyes, and sighed, "Sure." He ate the fruit, and smiled warmly at Velvet. She smiled just as happily back.
Neptune scowled at them, having taken a seat with Yang, May, Neptune, Ruby, Nora, and Ren.
"They're just so disgusting," he muttered.
"They're allowed to be," Arslan stated calmly, praying before she dug into her roast beef sandwich, "Love is a wonderful gift of the divine."
"Well, well," Neptune said with a grin and wink at Arslan, "If you want some gifts, maybe I could-OW!"
Arslan calmly flicked Neptune's ear. He grumbled.
"What's the fun of living if we can't have fun living?" He sighed. He beamed over at May, who was quietly eating a gyro, "Hey May! You wanna try? I've got lots of love to give!"
"I um... Uh..." May flustered, and focused on her food as her cheeks burned red. Neptune felt everyone's glares on him, and he coughed.
"I-I mean... Just a joke! Honest!" Neptune insisted. He sighed and slumped a bit, eating his tuna sandwich, "Geez... Just trying to lighten the mood."
Unexpectedly, Nora reached out and patted his palm.
"I appreciate it," she said, "It's hard being the only one doing it, huh?" She winked. "Thanks for the backup!"
Neptune coughed and then looked aside, his own cheeks red.
"Er... You're welcome," he mumbled. He scanned around. "Hey. Where's Fearless Leader?"
Ruby frowned, also looking about.
"He shouldn't wander off," she muttered. She looked at May. "May?"
The sniper flushed, but looked up. Her eyes glowed briefly.
"He's deeper in the ruins," she reported, "Um, he looks okay."
"He shouldn't wander off," Velvet said worriedly.
Ruby nearly jumped off the bench, but Yang grabbed her arm and pulled her down.
"I'll go get him," Yang said quietly, "I'll be back."
"But-But Yang-"
"Eat, it was a long hike," Yang said, polishing off her own sandwich in a few bites. She got up and headed off.
She felt Ren and Nora's eyes on her, but... She didn't care.
- - -
Deeper in the ruins, the Watchtower opened up onto a large porch that overlooked the lake and waterfall. A few ducks splashed around near the alpine shore, quacking up a storm. Tall archways framed the lake, and let Yang out onto the old stone floor.
She spotted Jaune easily: He was sitting on one of many stone blocks littering the area, calmly eating his food while holding his sword in the other.
"Hey," she called out. Jaune turned his head back to face her. He gulped down a bite.
"Hey," he said.
"Thought we were all eating together," she said, trying not to sound accusatory but failing. Jaune shrugged and looked back at the waterfall.
"Someone's gotta keep watch," he stated, "Grimm sometimes sneak in through the mountains. Not often but..."
He gave a half hearted shrug. Yang frowned and fidgeted.
She'd wanted to do something but... All of a sudden her sails were out of wind.
Only the sound of the falls and the wildlife filled the air.
Jaune finally sighed, and turned back to her. He stood up and walked closer, stopping a few feet away.
"I'm sorry about last night," he apologized, "That's... That's the last thing you needed."
"Yeah, well," Yang sighed, her feet fidgeting as she stared at his neck, "I've... Got practice. Putting drunks to bed."
Now she was thinking of all of that. Which just put her in a worse mood.
Jaune's face fell.
"Oh... Yang, I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean-"
"It's fine, it's fine," Yang grunted, glaring out at the pristine surroundings and just getting more irritated, "Why should I expect them to be there for me? I was there for them, doesn't mean they have to reciprocate."
"Yang," Jaune murmured. Yang flushed, and shook her head.
"I... I don't..."
"Your dad's fighting in Vale," Jaune said carefully, "And your Uncle checked in on you both. I'm sure they'd be here if they could-"
Pity. She fucking hated pity. Seeing it in Jaune's eyes just... Just made things so much worse.
"But they're not, are they?" Yang shot back, angry and bitter, "They're not! They just..."
She clutched at her artificial arm tightly. She shook her head.
"Whatever. I'm being selfish," she huffed.
"Yeah well..." Jaune shrugged and sighed, "I know the feeling."
Yang stared at him. He shook his head.
"What? You think you're the only one with family issues?"
Rage ignited in Yang's heart. The first real rage she'd felt in ages and it was filled with bitterness, envy, and spite.
She didn't care.
Yang barked some angry, mocking laughter.
"Oh sure! 'Hey Yang! My family's always been there for me, but hey, it's not so bad that yours barely bothered with you!'"
Jaune glared. He was angry: Good.
"It's not as picturesque as you might think, Yang-"
"Yeah well, from where I'm standing, it looks a hell of a lot better than what I've got!" Yang snarled.
"You've got Ruby-!"
"Yeah, I always had her," Yang snarled, "I always had to look after her! Me! I didn't get any help! I didn't have seven sisters or all these aunts and uncles or a MOM and DAD who were always there for me! So what the hell are you so angry about?!"
Jaune glared, stepping closer as he clenched his fists.
"What the hell is your problem?!" Jaune demanded, "Did you forget what we both just went through?!"
"Oh gee, the girl who loved you died, and you got to go back to a loving, happy family!" Yang seethed, "Woe fucking is me! Meanwhile, what about everyone else out there, huh?! Don't see them drinking! Don't see them feeling sorry for themselves, so what's your fucking excuse?!"
"ME?!" Jaune demanded, now right up in her face, "What about you?! You needed to be tied down in the infirmary when you got injured or lost a fight! Now you're meek and bitter and-what the hell, Yang?!"
"Oh, did you miss THIS?!" Yang demanded, thrusting her artificial arm up in his face with a mocking wave, "Did you fucking miss this?! Did you miss the part where I got maimed?!"
"At least you made a fucking difference!" Jaune bellowed.
"I DIDN'T!" Yang shouted angrily. "I DIDN'T MAKE A FUCKING DIFFERENCE!"
Silence fell as her roar echoed away, swallowed by the waterfall. Yang panted hard, her eyes blazing red, as Jaune glared back. She looked down, clutching her artificial and real fists hard enough to draw blood from one.
"I got one shotted, all fucking right?!" Yang snarled, "I wasn't even... Even worth... I wasn't even worth killing, Jaune!"
"Neither was I!" Jaune shouted back, his anger now more confused, "I got shoved in a locker and sent off because-Because I couldn't even be a distraction-!"
"Well at least your partner thought you were worth saving!" Yang spat out, angry tears, "At least she-She didn't run back home with her fucking boyfriend and leave you! At least Pyrrha tried to save everyone! At least... At least you did something!"
She pointed back at the ruins.
"There's half a dozen people out there alive thanks to you! You saved me! What did I fucking do?! NOTHING! THAT'S WHAT!"
She felt fat, angry tears spill down her cheeks. She sobbed her breaths.
"You even took care of Ruby so... So why am I even fucking here?" She gasped.
He stepped up and hugged her tightly. She struggled, but he held firm.
"You fucking jackass," Yang whispered, burying her face in his chest, "I can't... I can't even help her anymore... You did it all..."
"Yang-"
"I'm a fucking joke," she sobbed angrily, "I'm no Huntress... I'm nothing... I-I should just go... Go be a housewife, for all the fucking good I did..."
Jaune hugged her tightly. He managed to get them over to a block, and sat them both down. She kept crying, even as he held her hands. He winced at her grip, but didn't let go.
"... I'm sorry, Yang," Jaune mumbled, "I-I'm sorry-"
"Just... Just shut up," Yang muttered back, angrily wiping her tears and snot on his armor, "Just... Don't... Please..."
Jaune fell silent. He held her tightly. She kept crying hard, until they ran dry. She breathed in and out, trying to focus on her training. It was instinct now but thoughts of her dad made her feel worse.
She felt Jaune's hand stroke up and down her back. It was soothing, despite everything.
Yang slowly pulled back. She looked away, back at the waterfall. She wiped her eyes, not daring to look his way even as he held her.
He let out a low sigh.
"... I don't know why they do it."
"Huh?" Yang mumbled.
Jaune shrugged.
"Why. Why they follow me. I just... I yelled for them to get on the Bullhead, and they followed. I asked them to help defend Radian when we got here... They did so. I asked them to follow me and they... They just keep doing it."
She chanced a glance at him: He was staring at the waterfall, but not seeing it.
"It was all I could do," he muttered, "I don't even think I'm doing a good job... It's just... I was the only one who could. I had to... Even... Even if I'm not worthy."
He sighed.
"... I didn't mean-"
"I... I know," Yang mumbled, embarassed. She rubbed her artificial arm. "Your mom... She said I'd have mood swings... From the depression... I-I'm sorry."
Jaune kept stroking her back. He sighed.
"It's okay," he murmured. "I just... I saved you, Yang... Because you matter to me. You matter to Ruby. And... And I wasn't going to leave you behind. You're not useless to me, to Ruby... To anyone. You just..."
He looked back at the waterfall.
"We just... All had a bad day," he mumbled.
"The worst," Yang agreed.
They watched the waterfall for a while longer. Yang sighed.
"... So... I mean..." She bit her lower lip. "... Do you have a plan?"
"For?" Jaune asked. Yang shrugged.
"I dunno... What to do now?"
Jaune stared at the waterfall in silence. He sucked in a deep breath.
"... Sort of. It's... A work in progress," he admitted. "I want to talk more with everyone about it, but..."
Yang stared at him for longer. He shrugged.
"...For now? Rest. Get stronger. Then... Get out of here. Get to Mistral. Find Cinder..."
His fists clenched. He looked back into her eyes, stony faced and determined.
"Kill her, and her boss," he stated, quiet but deadly. "You?"
Yang stared back.
"I..."
She slowly nodded.
"There are worse places to start..."
- - -
I'm gonna be honest? Not entirely happy with how this turned out. It might need more build up. More time to breathe. But I wanted to do something dramatic for this post. I hope you liked it and would appreciate suggestions for improvements.
Aura didn't just allow for improved defense or special powers. It also did the mundane tasks of increasing your stamina and improving your overall physicality. That's why, even after being in a hospital bed for two weeks straight, Yang was able to hike up Mount Avion without too much effort.
Still, she did need a few more breaks than average. Everyone slowed down dutifully on the hike. It irked Yang a little, so she tried to distract herself with the (quite honestly) breathtaking scenery.
Patch didn't really have mountains. Well it had one, Freemere Tip, but it was a hill in a sandbox compared to the giant that was Mount Avion. It towered up high overhead, a snowy peak on its bare granite top, silent and clothed in green forests that ran in short runs down into the valley. Smaller mountain peaks ranged away from it, forming the North Sanus leg of the great Albus Mountain Range that stretched from Northern Gallia, all the way down to the south coasts of Juzan Kingdom.
Its jagged ridges formed natural defensive barriers and numerous smaller plateaus dotted the valley in every direction, and on almost all of them, smaller towns had been built. The perfect place to resist the Grimm.
She turned away from the valley view... Already sick of it. She glowered a bit up at the head of their little column. Jaune was looking back from the lip of a ridge. He waved.
"We're here! Just a little more!"
"Finally," Neptune grumbled, "It's so freaking dry up here...!"
"It won't be for long!" Jaune shouted back. He vanished over the top. Cardin and Velvet, even now sticking close together, went over next. Nora fairly skipped over the top, giggling loudly, as Ren followed in silence. Arslan went up, May trailing behind. Neptune looked over at Ruby and Yang and sighed.
"Well, let's see if it's worth the trouble, huh?" He asked with a shrug. He turned and clambered up. Ruby turned to Yang and smiled.
"Um, do you need help with-?"
"I'm fine, Ruby," Yang gritted out. Ruby stared at her, and Yang shook her head with a soft sigh.
"It's fine... I'm fine. Let's go."
"S-Sure," Ruby agreed. They went up, climbing over the rocky escarpment. They stood up. Yang's eyes widened. She heard Ruby gasp.
A waterfall fell from further up Avion, filling a small mountain lake. Further up and to the left of the waterfall stood a dull gray watchtower Jaune had called "Roland's Watch". She could spot sunlight reflecting off the windows, the same sunlight that formed a rainbow in the spray of the waterfall.
At the edge of the lake stood the ruins of some older building, done in the same architectural style as Arc-En-Ciel down below: A fort or something? It was dull bluish green like rusted bronze.
Everywhere else though was a riot of color, as the entire meadow was filled with wildflowers of every description.
"W-Wow," May breathed, looking over the gorgeous scenery with wide eyes. Arslan murmured a prayer of thanks, while Neptune gaped. Nora was already flitting about the flowers like an eager honeybee, while Ren had a small smile on his own face. Cardin and Velvet held hands, and looked upon nature's splendor in soft wonder.
"It's amazing," Ruby whispered.
About the only person who wasn't taken in by the raw natural beauty on display (aside from her) was Jaune. He nodded gruffly.
"Yeah, it's gorgeous. You can take photos later. We've got a job to do."
He held out some sheets of paper, and each of them took a copy. They all had pictures and names of the various herbs and plants, along with some short blurbs of information.
"I used to do this every summer for school," Jaune said with a shrug, "I think these info sheets are from the school, too."
"Do we have to start right now?" Nora asked, "It was a super long hike!"
Jaune opened his mouth... Closed it, and sighed. He gestured to the packs they'd been issued.
"All right. Let's eat lunch first, then we'll start gathering them," he ordered, as Nora cheered, "There are picnic tables over there by the ruins."
"What are the ruins, Jaune?" Arslan asked curiously. Jaune shrugged.
"That used to be the old watchtower, Colline Ventus in Old Vale," he reported dutifully, as though he was already done playing tour guide, "or 'Weathered Hill'."
"Looks neat! Does it have buried treasure?" Nora asked eagerly.
"If it does, nobody's found it yet," Jaune deadpanned.
They marched through the meadow, bees buzzing, birds singing, and some little rat things chirping noisily at each other from their holes. A few deer grazed near the lake, though scattered when they approached. Ruby and May both made 'aw' sounds at this.
They reached the picnic area: Several wooden and stone tables gathered under what shelter was available from the old watchtower. They sat down at various tables, and opened their packs.
"Man, Lilac Arc is the best," Neptune grinned, pulling out several mouth watering sandwiches, "She even got the mayo right!"
"The absolute best," Velvet confirmed, digging into her food with gusto. She looked up at Cardin, and playfully took hold of some of the fruit packed in his lunch. "Say aw, Cardin!"
"I..." Cardin flushed at the pleading look in her eyes, and sighed, "Sure." He ate the fruit, and smiled warmly at Velvet. She smiled just as happily back.
Neptune scowled at them, having taken a seat with Yang, May, Neptune, Ruby, Nora, and Ren.
"They're just so disgusting," he muttered.
"They're allowed to be," Arslan stated calmly, praying before she dug into her roast beef sandwich, "Love is a wonderful gift of the divine."
"Well, well," Neptune said with a grin and wink at Arslan, "If you want some gifts, maybe I could-OW!"
Arslan calmly flicked Neptune's ear. He grumbled.
"What's the fun of living if we can't have fun living?" He sighed. He beamed over at May, who was quietly eating a gyro, "Hey May! You wanna try? I've got lots of love to give!"
"I um... Uh..." May flustered, and focused on her food as her cheeks burned red. Neptune felt everyone's glares on him, and he coughed.
"I-I mean... Just a joke! Honest!" Neptune insisted. He sighed and slumped a bit, eating his tuna sandwich, "Geez... Just trying to lighten the mood."
Unexpectedly, Nora reached out and patted his palm.
"I appreciate it," she said, "It's hard being the only one doing it, huh?" She winked. "Thanks for the backup!"
Neptune coughed and then looked aside, his own cheeks red.
"Er... You're welcome," he mumbled. He scanned around. "Hey. Where's Fearless Leader?"
Ruby frowned, also looking about.
"He shouldn't wander off," she muttered. She looked at May. "May?"
The sniper flushed, but looked up. Her eyes glowed briefly.
"He's deeper in the ruins," she reported, "Um, he looks okay."
"He shouldn't wander off," Velvet said worriedly.
Ruby nearly jumped off the bench, but Yang grabbed her arm and pulled her down.
"I'll go get him," Yang said quietly, "I'll be back."
"But-But Yang-"
"Eat, it was a long hike," Yang said, polishing off her own sandwich in a few bites. She got up and headed off.
She felt Ren and Nora's eyes on her, but... She didn't care.
- - -
Deeper in the ruins, the Watchtower opened up onto a large porch that overlooked the lake and waterfall. A few ducks splashed around near the alpine shore, quacking up a storm. Tall archways framed the lake, and let Yang out onto the old stone floor.
She spotted Jaune easily: He was sitting on one of many stone blocks littering the area, calmly eating his food while holding his sword in the other.
"Hey," she called out. Jaune turned his head back to face her. He gulped down a bite.
"Hey," he said.
"Thought we were all eating together," she said, trying not to sound accusatory but failing. Jaune shrugged and looked back at the waterfall.
"Someone's gotta keep watch," he stated, "Grimm sometimes sneak in through the mountains. Not often but..."
He gave a half hearted shrug. Yang frowned and fidgeted.
She'd wanted to do something but... All of a sudden her sails were out of wind.
Only the sound of the falls and the wildlife filled the air.
Jaune finally sighed, and turned back to her. He stood up and walked closer, stopping a few feet away.
"I'm sorry about last night," he apologized, "That's... That's the last thing you needed."
"Yeah, well," Yang sighed, her feet fidgeting as she stared at his neck, "I've... Got practice. Putting drunks to bed."
Now she was thinking of all of that. Which just put her in a worse mood.
Jaune's face fell.
"Oh... Yang, I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean-"
"It's fine, it's fine," Yang grunted, glaring out at the pristine surroundings and just getting more irritated, "Why should I expect them to be there for me? I was there for them, doesn't mean they have to reciprocate."
"Yang," Jaune murmured. Yang flushed, and shook her head.
"I... I don't..."
"Your dad's fighting in Vale," Jaune said carefully, "And your Uncle checked in on you both. I'm sure they'd be here if they could-"
Pity. She fucking hated pity. Seeing it in Jaune's eyes just... Just made things so much worse.
"But they're not, are they?" Yang shot back, angry and bitter, "They're not! They just..."
She clutched at her artificial arm tightly. She shook her head.
"Whatever. I'm being selfish," she huffed.
"Yeah well..." Jaune shrugged and sighed, "I know the feeling."
Yang stared at him. He shook his head.
"What? You think you're the only one with family issues?"
Rage ignited in Yang's heart. The first real rage she'd felt in ages and it was filled with bitterness, envy, and spite.
She didn't care.
Yang barked some angry, mocking laughter.
"Oh sure! 'Hey Yang! My family's always been there for me, but hey, it's not so bad that yours barely bothered with you!'"
Jaune glared. He was angry: Good.
"It's not as picturesque as you might think, Yang-"
"Yeah well, from where I'm standing, it looks a hell of a lot better than what I've got!" Yang snarled.
"You've got Ruby-!"
"Yeah, I always had her," Yang snarled, "I always had to look after her! Me! I didn't get any help! I didn't have seven sisters or all these aunts and uncles or a MOM and DAD who were always there for me! So what the hell are you so angry about?!"
Jaune glared, stepping closer as he clenched his fists.
"What the hell is your problem?!" Jaune demanded, "Did you forget what we both just went through?!"
"Oh gee, the girl who loved you died, and you got to go back to a loving, happy family!" Yang seethed, "Woe fucking is me! Meanwhile, what about everyone else out there, huh?! Don't see them drinking! Don't see them feeling sorry for themselves, so what's your fucking excuse?!"
"ME?!" Jaune demanded, now right up in her face, "What about you?! You needed to be tied down in the infirmary when you got injured or lost a fight! Now you're meek and bitter and-what the hell, Yang?!"
"Oh, did you miss THIS?!" Yang demanded, thrusting her artificial arm up in his face with a mocking wave, "Did you fucking miss this?! Did you miss the part where I got maimed?!"
"At least you made a fucking difference!" Jaune bellowed.
"I DIDN'T!" Yang shouted angrily. "I DIDN'T MAKE A FUCKING DIFFERENCE!"
Silence fell as her roar echoed away, swallowed by the waterfall. Yang panted hard, her eyes blazing red, as Jaune glared back. She looked down, clutching her artificial and real fists hard enough to draw blood from one.
"I got one shotted, all fucking right?!" Yang snarled, "I wasn't even... Even worth... I wasn't even worth killing, Jaune!"
"Neither was I!" Jaune shouted back, his anger now more confused, "I got shoved in a locker and sent off because-Because I couldn't even be a distraction-!"
"Well at least your partner thought you were worth saving!" Yang spat out, angry tears, "At least she-She didn't run back home with her fucking boyfriend and leave you! At least Pyrrha tried to save everyone! At least... At least you did something!"
She pointed back at the ruins.
"There's half a dozen people out there alive thanks to you! You saved me! What did I fucking do?! NOTHING! THAT'S WHAT!"
She felt fat, angry tears spill down her cheeks. She sobbed her breaths.
"You even took care of Ruby so... So why am I even fucking here?" She gasped.
He stepped up and hugged her tightly. She struggled, but he held firm.
"You fucking jackass," Yang whispered, burying her face in his chest, "I can't... I can't even help her anymore... You did it all..."
"Yang-"
"I'm a fucking joke," she sobbed angrily, "I'm no Huntress... I'm nothing... I-I should just go... Go be a housewife, for all the fucking good I did..."
Jaune hugged her tightly. He managed to get them over to a block, and sat them both down. She kept crying, even as he held her hands. He winced at her grip, but didn't let go.
"... I'm sorry, Yang," Jaune mumbled, "I-I'm sorry-"
"Just... Just shut up," Yang muttered back, angrily wiping her tears and snot on his armor, "Just... Don't... Please..."
Jaune fell silent. He held her tightly. She kept crying hard, until they ran dry. She breathed in and out, trying to focus on her training. It was instinct now but thoughts of her dad made her feel worse.
She felt Jaune's hand stroke up and down her back. It was soothing, despite everything.
Yang slowly pulled back. She looked away, back at the waterfall. She wiped her eyes, not daring to look his way even as he held her.
He let out a low sigh.
"... I don't know why they do it."
"Huh?" Yang mumbled.
Jaune shrugged.
"Why. Why they follow me. I just... I yelled for them to get on the Bullhead, and they followed. I asked them to help defend Radian when we got here... They did so. I asked them to follow me and they... They just keep doing it."
She chanced a glance at him: He was staring at the waterfall, but not seeing it.
"It was all I could do," he muttered, "I don't even think I'm doing a good job... It's just... I was the only one who could. I had to... Even... Even if I'm not worthy."
He sighed.
"... I didn't mean-"
"I... I know," Yang mumbled, embarassed. She rubbed her artificial arm. "Your mom... She said I'd have mood swings... From the depression... I-I'm sorry."
Jaune kept stroking her back. He sighed.
"It's okay," he murmured. "I just... I saved you, Yang... Because you matter to me. You matter to Ruby. And... And I wasn't going to leave you behind. You're not useless to me, to Ruby... To anyone. You just..."
He looked back at the waterfall.
"We just... All had a bad day," he mumbled.
"The worst," Yang agreed.
They watched the waterfall for a while longer. Yang sighed.
"... So... I mean..." She bit her lower lip. "... Do you have a plan?"
"For?" Jaune asked. Yang shrugged.
"I dunno... What to do now?"
Jaune stared at the waterfall in silence. He sucked in a deep breath.
"... Sort of. It's... A work in progress," he admitted. "I want to talk more with everyone about it, but..."
Yang stared at him for longer. He shrugged.
"...For now? Rest. Get stronger. Then... Get out of here. Get to Mistral. Find Cinder..."
His fists clenched. He looked back into her eyes, stony faced and determined.
"Kill her, and her boss," he stated, quiet but deadly. "You?"
Yang stared back.
"I..."
She slowly nodded.
"There are worse places to start..."
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I'm gonna be honest? Not entirely happy with how this turned out. It might need more build up. More time to breathe. But I wanted to do something dramatic for this post. I hope you liked it and would appreciate suggestions for improvements.