Hedera | 1 The Beginning of (cont. 2)
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I tried doing some familia politics. Isis was one of the great familias before Zeus' time, but she's managed to hold on better and now keeps a medium profile. No need to make waves. Naturally, she's felt very vindicated when Zeus and Hera got kicked out. A few mythology references there too, to the Osiris myth. Was going for the angst potential of hiding wounds trope but it didn't get that far because, guess what? Isn't Lefiya (and Filvis)'s little problem the equivalent of a chronic illness? So, chronic pain and how Lefiya manages it. Starting to get into the insecurity of it all. How having what is effectively an incurable disease made Lefiya lose a lot of confidence in herself and how that will eventually evolve into her canon self that looks fine but is really really tired of being saved, of being useless, of being less. This is mostly in Lefiya's perspective, but Loki is sort of giving her some space... for now. It'll come up sooner rather than later anyway. Finn and Gareth know the same basics as Riveria.
also wow this is getting long
The sand in the training grounds is all stirred up and blackened by Lefiya's magic when polite clapping interrupts them. She turns, only to have her mouth hang open as her eyes land on the regal figure observing them. Even her partner for the day is completely dumbstruck, wide-eyed with amazement.
Riveria Ljos Alf, Nine Hells, the greatest mage in Orario. In the whole wide world!
Both of them regroup themselves, Lefiya bowing deeper than she has ever before and Aani beside her suddenly stiffening. The one who will one day be the queen of all elves smiles serenely at them, jade hair of the forest swaying as she approaches them. She is as ethereal as any goddess.
"That was strong spellcasting." She praises her, and Lefiya feels herself go red to the tip of her ears.
Is this a dream? She has been acknowledged by Lady Riveria! Her spellcasting was strong! All of her teachers' and comrades' words pale in comparison to hers. Lefiya wants to turn around and show her all of her other spells. She will put her maximum effort into them and impress her lady, and perhaps she will smile at her again? The strongest mage, impressed by her! That would be a dream come true.
She doesn't have the audacity to go through with it, stomach churning with sudden anxiety.
And then Lady Riveria tells them that they have been called to Lady Isis' office. She turns, expecting them to follow with a gentle tilt of her head, and Lefiya and Aani scramble to meet her sedate pace.
Lefiya's lost in thoughts of whatever their goddess might want with them, or why Lady Riveria is going as well, hoping that they didn't do anything wrong. Somehow the real reason for the high elf's presence doesn't cross her mind. Aani has already realized this will be one of the last times they will walk together.
It is unusual for Isis to hold onto a child with the potential Lefiya Viridis has. Loki talks prices with Isis over a big cup of pomegranate wine. They both know that the goddess of the district sells her children into familias where their talents will not go unused while making a nice profit for herself. She keeps only those unremarkable and loyal. The time in which her familia was equal in rank to Loki's has long since passed.
There is no better familia for the possessor of Elf Ring than Loki's. Yet the information takes months to reach the trickster's ears.
"In all things magic, for elves, you are the best choice" Isis tells Loki. "But there is more to the children's lives than magic and learning."
A knock on the door heralds the presence of the elves they are speaking about. The high elf moves to the side, leaving the young girl they are discussing pinned beneath the gaze of two deities. She is almost doe-like as she stands there, a breeze away from shaking on fawn legs.
The goddess Loki is considering having Lefiya join her familia, Isis informs her pupil.
Lefiya's mouth drops open. "Me?" She squeaks, but her mind is already imagining what it would be like to be in Loki Familia, among the strongest adventurers. In the same familia as Lady Riveria! As Ais Wallenstein and…
Finn Deime.
And, Lefiya freezes, the day years past a cold hand around her heart. Her teeth grit together, blue eyes suddenly shadowed by her hair as she looks down, seeing something that is not there. The Braver is not responsible for the Nightmare. But he had suspected. He had held back the best fighters. None of his familia had perished, while countless others were torn into pieces in that slaughterhouse.
Finn Deime's actions had ultimately defeated Evilus and saved Orario, but there were many who resented him still. Some even hated him. Is she okay being under his command, Lady Isis asks her.
Lefiya breathes in, breathes out. Her fingers relax from where they grip her god-given bracelet. She traces its patterns idly. She doesn't hate Finn Deime. She is grown up enough and rational enough to know it was not his fault. That evilus could not have been stopped without sacrifices. It just hurts.
Lefiya is used to pain.
When she looks up, to a goddess' knowing eyes and another's piercing stare, it is to reaffirm her willingness. Being an adventurer is certainly full of pain and death, and it's not this that is going to stop her now.
Still, that little display has Lady Loki has questions. Lady Isis bluntly tells her that Lefiya has lost her soulmate in the Nightmare nearly three years ago.
Lefiya doesn't flinch. Not enough to be noticeable. She hopes.
Loki gives the cuff around Lefiya's wrist a pointed glance and Isis shakes her head with a bitter twist of her lips. "You'll see." She says, and gestures in invitation towards the elven child in front of them. Loki's expression turns gleeful in the blink of an eye and she rubs her hands expectantly. "Well, if ya're inviting me…"
Lady Riveria bows out of the room with a tired sigh, pausing to welcome Lefiya to Loki Familia with a gentle smile. Her sincerity makes Lefiya's heart nearly burst out of her chest, but she can't ignore that the high elf had been privy to the goddesses' exchange. The hint of curiosity in Lady Riveria's green eyes makes something curl unpleasantly inside her chest.
Lady Isis unlocks her falna. Of Lefiya, she demands only she return what rightfully belongs to her before Lady Loki converts her falna.
Lefiya's fingers have traced the carvings of her cuff thousands of times. All twenty-six reeds, the ever-flowing waves, the two falcons overhead. On days the pain isn't horrible, it helps her calm down. On tiring days, it's another good distraction.
The artifact she carries around her wrist is unique. A suppressor of unparalleled potency, a copy of a divine tool residing in the Celestial Realm, as it's described in several books. There are legends about the first adventurer that wore it. It had been made many centuries ago by divine hands and it belonged solely to the goddess who imbued her power into it. Across history, only members of Isis and Osiris Familia had worn it.
She downs one of the potions she always keeps on herself before sliding it off and returning it to her goddess.
She had almost forgotten how horrible her soul's heart feels when it beats.
It will be fine.
There are strong suppressor items on the market.
Gods cannot tell children who their soulmates are. Not even the Gods and Goddesses of Love and Fate know the other half of a mortal's soul. Only the Gods of Death can tell, but what use is their knowledge, when it applies only to the dead? Is there any comfort in knowing that beyond life a deity will see how their souls might have interlocked? It is already too late.
What a God can tell is if the children have another half. Manipulating the falna allows them to see half of the connection between souls.
Goddess Isis once told Lefiya it is like seeing the rope that connects two souls. It disappears into the ether in no one direction. When a child's half is gone, the line is cut. It hangs limply before unraveling.
Lefiya's line is still there. The strands are frayed beyond repair, the rope half-unraveled into the liminal space, strings leading in all directions. It sways on etherials winds, tensing and untensing, each shiver and tremor another shock of pain that runs down Lefiya's soul. It's there, but it isn't. Phantom pain for a phantom limb.
Lefiya's soul can't seem to forget the shape of its other half.
Loki is undeterred by the half-dead, half-living state of Lefiya's bond. There is nothing actually wrong with Lefiya's body. Nothing to stop her from being a great mage and adventurer.
Lefiya can rise above it. She stumbles a bit under the goddess' full confidence however. She's never had someone put their faith in her like that and it's almost overwhelming.
Walking next to them, Lady Riveria tells her of a powerful adventurer that had joined a familia because they were dying from a mysterious, incurable illness. She'd been one of the strongest humans in the world. The Gods' Blessing can extend life, fortify the body, and grant those who truly want the powers and skills to surpass even their own bodies.
But can it do anything about her soul? The knowing voice inside her head keeps pointing out that bond-pain cannot be reduced, tricked or healed. It can only be endured.
Lady Riveria doesn't know the whole story. Goddess Loki has left it up to Lefiya to share what she wants. All that her future queen and teacher knows is that Lefiya suffers from some form of regular pain and that her soulmate is dead. Lefiya won't trick herself into believing Lady Riveria is that naïve. She knows something is wrong with Lefiya. She's just being courteous. Courteous beyond what Lefiya deserves.
"But ya know the truth'll have ta come up sooner or later, righ'?" Loki had looked her dead in the eyes, smile absent and smiling eyes open for the first time since she's known her. "Not ta ever'body, but a'least Finn and Riveria'll have ta know."
Lefiya knows. She knows she'll have to explain. She knows the look that will appear on Lady Riveria's face. She knows that she's a risky convert for an exploration familia. She knows she's a liability. She knows her great potential is wasted because of her condition. She's heard it from her former familia members.
Twilight Manor is big and warm. Loki Familia is close to each other and almost electric. Not like Isis Familia, whose members came and went, students of magic and nature before anything else.
Goddess Loki stands up in the middle of the foyer and announces her as their newest member with fanfare! Lefiya doesn't know how to react or what to do. This goddess acts nothing like she's expecting.
Everybody welcomes her and she feels herself flushing beneath the attention. Even legends like The Braver and Elgarm look at her. A pair of amazon twins welcome her particularly enthusiastically. She barely feels herself nod as Tiona asks for a hug before she's being twirled by the older girl.
It's a lot. It's… nice.
She takes another blocking potion before going to bed. She is to meet with Lady Riveria early in the morning to assess her current skills and plan out her future lessons. A very big part of Lefiya is still amazed that she's going to learn under Lady Riveria herself! She can't be late. At all.
She is tired to the bone, but Lefiya knows from experience that sleeping will be hard to come by, and harder to keep. If she feels an attack in the middle of the night, she will wake up and she will not fall asleep again easily, if at all. In a new room, with a bed she doesn't know, with wildly different scents and sounds.
She has a roommate, a human girl a bit older, a mage like her. She doesn't have the courage to ask her if she could sleep with the window open. It's too quiet. There aren't any sounds from the street to lull her to sleep. Moreover, she no longer has the suppressor cuff. It makes her stomach tingle with dread. She doesn't remember the pain of those first days, only the hopelessness and frustration of being so helpless and vulnerable. The constant fear.
She counts her potions. She has enough for two days, maybe three. She tallies up costs, wincing internally at her meager savings. Her former familia had provided for her. Will Loki Familia do it as well? No, she rationalizes, they probably expect her to earn that money in the dungeon.
She also needs a new suppressor.
She should speak to Lady Riveria tomorrow.
She'll be fine.
also wow this is getting long
Hedera
1: The Beginning of (cont. 2)
1: The Beginning of (cont. 2)
The sand in the training grounds is all stirred up and blackened by Lefiya's magic when polite clapping interrupts them. She turns, only to have her mouth hang open as her eyes land on the regal figure observing them. Even her partner for the day is completely dumbstruck, wide-eyed with amazement.
Riveria Ljos Alf, Nine Hells, the greatest mage in Orario. In the whole wide world!
Both of them regroup themselves, Lefiya bowing deeper than she has ever before and Aani beside her suddenly stiffening. The one who will one day be the queen of all elves smiles serenely at them, jade hair of the forest swaying as she approaches them. She is as ethereal as any goddess.
"That was strong spellcasting." She praises her, and Lefiya feels herself go red to the tip of her ears.
Is this a dream? She has been acknowledged by Lady Riveria! Her spellcasting was strong! All of her teachers' and comrades' words pale in comparison to hers. Lefiya wants to turn around and show her all of her other spells. She will put her maximum effort into them and impress her lady, and perhaps she will smile at her again? The strongest mage, impressed by her! That would be a dream come true.
She doesn't have the audacity to go through with it, stomach churning with sudden anxiety.
And then Lady Riveria tells them that they have been called to Lady Isis' office. She turns, expecting them to follow with a gentle tilt of her head, and Lefiya and Aani scramble to meet her sedate pace.
Lefiya's lost in thoughts of whatever their goddess might want with them, or why Lady Riveria is going as well, hoping that they didn't do anything wrong. Somehow the real reason for the high elf's presence doesn't cross her mind. Aani has already realized this will be one of the last times they will walk together.
It is unusual for Isis to hold onto a child with the potential Lefiya Viridis has. Loki talks prices with Isis over a big cup of pomegranate wine. They both know that the goddess of the district sells her children into familias where their talents will not go unused while making a nice profit for herself. She keeps only those unremarkable and loyal. The time in which her familia was equal in rank to Loki's has long since passed.
There is no better familia for the possessor of Elf Ring than Loki's. Yet the information takes months to reach the trickster's ears.
"In all things magic, for elves, you are the best choice" Isis tells Loki. "But there is more to the children's lives than magic and learning."
A knock on the door heralds the presence of the elves they are speaking about. The high elf moves to the side, leaving the young girl they are discussing pinned beneath the gaze of two deities. She is almost doe-like as she stands there, a breeze away from shaking on fawn legs.
The goddess Loki is considering having Lefiya join her familia, Isis informs her pupil.
Lefiya's mouth drops open. "Me?" She squeaks, but her mind is already imagining what it would be like to be in Loki Familia, among the strongest adventurers. In the same familia as Lady Riveria! As Ais Wallenstein and…
Finn Deime.
And, Lefiya freezes, the day years past a cold hand around her heart. Her teeth grit together, blue eyes suddenly shadowed by her hair as she looks down, seeing something that is not there. The Braver is not responsible for the Nightmare. But he had suspected. He had held back the best fighters. None of his familia had perished, while countless others were torn into pieces in that slaughterhouse.
Finn Deime's actions had ultimately defeated Evilus and saved Orario, but there were many who resented him still. Some even hated him. Is she okay being under his command, Lady Isis asks her.
Lefiya breathes in, breathes out. Her fingers relax from where they grip her god-given bracelet. She traces its patterns idly. She doesn't hate Finn Deime. She is grown up enough and rational enough to know it was not his fault. That evilus could not have been stopped without sacrifices. It just hurts.
Lefiya is used to pain.
When she looks up, to a goddess' knowing eyes and another's piercing stare, it is to reaffirm her willingness. Being an adventurer is certainly full of pain and death, and it's not this that is going to stop her now.
Still, that little display has Lady Loki has questions. Lady Isis bluntly tells her that Lefiya has lost her soulmate in the Nightmare nearly three years ago.
Lefiya doesn't flinch. Not enough to be noticeable. She hopes.
Loki gives the cuff around Lefiya's wrist a pointed glance and Isis shakes her head with a bitter twist of her lips. "You'll see." She says, and gestures in invitation towards the elven child in front of them. Loki's expression turns gleeful in the blink of an eye and she rubs her hands expectantly. "Well, if ya're inviting me…"
Lady Riveria bows out of the room with a tired sigh, pausing to welcome Lefiya to Loki Familia with a gentle smile. Her sincerity makes Lefiya's heart nearly burst out of her chest, but she can't ignore that the high elf had been privy to the goddesses' exchange. The hint of curiosity in Lady Riveria's green eyes makes something curl unpleasantly inside her chest.
Lady Isis unlocks her falna. Of Lefiya, she demands only she return what rightfully belongs to her before Lady Loki converts her falna.
Lefiya's fingers have traced the carvings of her cuff thousands of times. All twenty-six reeds, the ever-flowing waves, the two falcons overhead. On days the pain isn't horrible, it helps her calm down. On tiring days, it's another good distraction.
The artifact she carries around her wrist is unique. A suppressor of unparalleled potency, a copy of a divine tool residing in the Celestial Realm, as it's described in several books. There are legends about the first adventurer that wore it. It had been made many centuries ago by divine hands and it belonged solely to the goddess who imbued her power into it. Across history, only members of Isis and Osiris Familia had worn it.
She downs one of the potions she always keeps on herself before sliding it off and returning it to her goddess.
She had almost forgotten how horrible her soul's heart feels when it beats.
It will be fine.
There are strong suppressor items on the market.
Gods cannot tell children who their soulmates are. Not even the Gods and Goddesses of Love and Fate know the other half of a mortal's soul. Only the Gods of Death can tell, but what use is their knowledge, when it applies only to the dead? Is there any comfort in knowing that beyond life a deity will see how their souls might have interlocked? It is already too late.
What a God can tell is if the children have another half. Manipulating the falna allows them to see half of the connection between souls.
Goddess Isis once told Lefiya it is like seeing the rope that connects two souls. It disappears into the ether in no one direction. When a child's half is gone, the line is cut. It hangs limply before unraveling.
Lefiya's line is still there. The strands are frayed beyond repair, the rope half-unraveled into the liminal space, strings leading in all directions. It sways on etherials winds, tensing and untensing, each shiver and tremor another shock of pain that runs down Lefiya's soul. It's there, but it isn't. Phantom pain for a phantom limb.
Lefiya's soul can't seem to forget the shape of its other half.
Loki is undeterred by the half-dead, half-living state of Lefiya's bond. There is nothing actually wrong with Lefiya's body. Nothing to stop her from being a great mage and adventurer.
Lefiya can rise above it. She stumbles a bit under the goddess' full confidence however. She's never had someone put their faith in her like that and it's almost overwhelming.
Walking next to them, Lady Riveria tells her of a powerful adventurer that had joined a familia because they were dying from a mysterious, incurable illness. She'd been one of the strongest humans in the world. The Gods' Blessing can extend life, fortify the body, and grant those who truly want the powers and skills to surpass even their own bodies.
But can it do anything about her soul? The knowing voice inside her head keeps pointing out that bond-pain cannot be reduced, tricked or healed. It can only be endured.
Lady Riveria doesn't know the whole story. Goddess Loki has left it up to Lefiya to share what she wants. All that her future queen and teacher knows is that Lefiya suffers from some form of regular pain and that her soulmate is dead. Lefiya won't trick herself into believing Lady Riveria is that naïve. She knows something is wrong with Lefiya. She's just being courteous. Courteous beyond what Lefiya deserves.
"But ya know the truth'll have ta come up sooner or later, righ'?" Loki had looked her dead in the eyes, smile absent and smiling eyes open for the first time since she's known her. "Not ta ever'body, but a'least Finn and Riveria'll have ta know."
Lefiya knows. She knows she'll have to explain. She knows the look that will appear on Lady Riveria's face. She knows that she's a risky convert for an exploration familia. She knows she's a liability. She knows her great potential is wasted because of her condition. She's heard it from her former familia members.
Twilight Manor is big and warm. Loki Familia is close to each other and almost electric. Not like Isis Familia, whose members came and went, students of magic and nature before anything else.
Goddess Loki stands up in the middle of the foyer and announces her as their newest member with fanfare! Lefiya doesn't know how to react or what to do. This goddess acts nothing like she's expecting.
Everybody welcomes her and she feels herself flushing beneath the attention. Even legends like The Braver and Elgarm look at her. A pair of amazon twins welcome her particularly enthusiastically. She barely feels herself nod as Tiona asks for a hug before she's being twirled by the older girl.
It's a lot. It's… nice.
She takes another blocking potion before going to bed. She is to meet with Lady Riveria early in the morning to assess her current skills and plan out her future lessons. A very big part of Lefiya is still amazed that she's going to learn under Lady Riveria herself! She can't be late. At all.
She is tired to the bone, but Lefiya knows from experience that sleeping will be hard to come by, and harder to keep. If she feels an attack in the middle of the night, she will wake up and she will not fall asleep again easily, if at all. In a new room, with a bed she doesn't know, with wildly different scents and sounds.
She has a roommate, a human girl a bit older, a mage like her. She doesn't have the courage to ask her if she could sleep with the window open. It's too quiet. There aren't any sounds from the street to lull her to sleep. Moreover, she no longer has the suppressor cuff. It makes her stomach tingle with dread. She doesn't remember the pain of those first days, only the hopelessness and frustration of being so helpless and vulnerable. The constant fear.
She counts her potions. She has enough for two days, maybe three. She tallies up costs, wincing internally at her meager savings. Her former familia had provided for her. Will Loki Familia do it as well? No, she rationalizes, they probably expect her to earn that money in the dungeon.
She also needs a new suppressor.
She should speak to Lady Riveria tomorrow.
She'll be fine.
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