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What We Need Here/Is A Little Bit Of Panic (Persona 5 Genderbent Protagonist)

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Shin Megami Tensei Persona 5:
What We Need Here/Is A Little Bit Of Panic

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April 9

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Shin Megami Tensei Persona 5:
What We Need Here/Is A Little Bit Of Panic


The day was going about as well as it ever had. He only had a pair of customers, who had each bought a single cup of coffee and then proceeded to spend four hours talking at each other about allegedly weighty issues of the day instead of, oh, hypothetically, finishing their coffees and getting a refill or, fantastic notion, ordering some curry. Well, annoying as it was, at least they weren't making any demands on his own time, allowing him to find distraction from all the other stuff that was going wrong in his life. Like the crossword puzzle he was doing now.

"Let's see, vertical is … name of a shellfish used in cultivating pearls," Sojiro muttered to himself. Well, that had to be --

"Oyster," said a quiet voice to his left.

Right, oyster, and that worked with what was already -- wait. Sojiro looked up and in the direction of that quiet voice.

Standing at the far end of the counter was a young person wearing thick glasses and a black student jacket over a checkered skirt, holding a heavy black bag in front of her in both hands. It was really only the skirt that told him that he was regarding a young woman; nothing about her face, or her short-cropped, curly black hair, spoke of femininity. "Right," he said, almost reflexively. "That was today that --"

His train of thought was derailed when the customers announced that they were finished and leaving their payment on the table, in the process offering him a bewildering compliment that he might have wanted elaborated under other circumstances. (Why was it good that his café was in an alley?) But he was just a bit distracted by the arrival of this latest complication to his already complicated life.
"So," he said once the other two had made their exit, after noting the way that his new arrival had not even glanced in their direction as they left. "You're Akira, then."

"Kurusu Akira," she agreed, and offered a small bow.

"Right," said Sojiro. "I'm Sakura Sojiro, and you're in my custody for the next year. When I heard your name, I was expecting a boy, and finding out that … well, never mind that now. Follow me." He turned toward the staircase with that last instruction.

"Yessir," she replied.

Sojiro paused, considered telling the girl that he worked for a living, and then decided not to bother.

She was quiet following him up the stairs to the apartment above the café, and showed no reaction to either the size of the unit nor how cluttered it was.

"So I'll be leaving every day after I lock up," he explained. "You'll be alone at night, but if you make any trouble, at all, I'll throw your ass out the next day."

No reaction to that, either. She almost seemed to be ignoring him as she slowly walked across the cluttered apartment to look out the window.

He coughed. "So, if I understand what happened … you and some guy were working together to bait and mug some other person, but things got out of hand and your partner ran off and left you holding the bag, right?" He prepared to get the same non-response that he'd already gotten, complete with a snapped demand for her to pay attention.

"Yessir," she said without looking back at him. "That's what happened."

In the course of his life, Sojiro had developed certain of his faculties. One of them, carefully and painfully trained, was his bullshit detector, and it was blaring quite loudly now. And that was odd because the narrative that he'd just repeated, and that she was ostensibly confirming, was what had been described to him by what he'd thought were reliable sources. And yet her manner was that of someone forced to repeat a lie. Something odd was going on here, and Sojiro had the distinct suspicion that it was going to further complicate the complication to an already complicated life that this young woman represented.

"Well, never mind that, now," he said aloud, deciding not to waste time reminding her of the carrot and stick of her probation. "I'll be taking you to Shujin, tomorrow."

That got a response. "The school that I'm attending," she said without looking back at him.

He took it as an encouraging sign. "Yes. There aren't a lot of schools who'll accept people in your situation, you know. So, we're going to introduce you properly. It's sort of a waste of my Sunday but be grateful. Time was, I had a lot of women competing to be sitting where you --"

That got a response that was less than encouraging. Almost fast enough to make him fear that her neck broke, she whipped around to stare at him with wide, frightened eyes, while stepping back so that the back of her shirt pressed against the glass of the window. Another step back and she'd be pushing herself through that glass. She was terrified enough to consider that option, assuming that she was considering anything right then.

"Passenger seat of my car," Sojiro said, as quickly and as clearly as he could. "I'm talking about the passenger seat, all right? That's all."

She didn't stop staring at him, but there was a slight noise that told him she had moved a tiny amount forward from the glass.

"Right," said Sojiro, stepping backwards towards the staircase. "So, if you want to get this place cleaned up, or if you want to get some sleep, it's all your call. I'm going to be finishing up tonight's business downstairs. Probably come up to let you know when I'm leaving. I won't come up unannounced. All right?"

"Yessir," she said. Same tone as she'd used every time before.

Once again, he wanted to let her know that he was neither an officer nor a gentleman, but under the circumstances that was a bad idea. So, he made his escape.

And the day had been going so well, too.

The clank of chains.

The dripping of water.

Deeper darkness.

A moment, and then she closed her eyes again.

And then: "We know you are awake, inmate." A quiet female voice.

Similar, yet slightly louder: "Stop pretending! You are in the presence of our master!"

Eyes remained firmly shut.

"You're only making it harder for yourself, inmate!" said the second voice. A moment later, the sound of something firm striking metal, over and over again.

"Caroline, that does not seem to be working. And it annoys me more than it does the inmate."

For a wonder, the noise stopped.

"Very well," said the voice that did not belong to Caroline. "We'll try again later."

Silence, and darkness not so deep, and ultimately oblivion. What more could one ask?
 
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The previous night at her other job had been a long one, and Sadayo would have preferred to lay in bed and recuperate rather than showing up bright and early at school for any reason. That the reason was standing beside the school's blancmange of a principal and being introduced to a juvenile delinquent who would be under her supervision made the whole situation that much worse. Just what she needed, really.

As the principal burbled his threats, which were quite novel, really, but she wasn't the one being threatened and so couldn't quite bring herself to take an interest, she studied the new student. It was disturbingly like looking at a picture of herself -- the way that the girl's hair seemed to go everywhere was really reminiscent of her own messy hairdo -- except that in actual pictures of herself at that age, humhum years ago, there had still been glimmers of hope in her eyes that hadn't quite gotten beat out of her by high school. Those were absent in this Kurusu girl.

That was probably good, though.

"Kawakami-sensei?" said the blancmange.

Sadayo abruptly realized that she had been asked to introduce herself and been in such a daze from her fatigue that she had completely ignored it. She coughed. "Yes," she said, not sure what she was agreeing to but wanting her agreement to be clear. "I'm Kawakami Sadayo. Um, be sure to read the school rules. Any violations will send you straight to the guidance office. And if by chance you cause any problems, I won't be able to protect you at all." What a weird thing to say. When had she been able to protect anybody?

And yet, behind those glasses, she had the strange feeling that she was seeing some sort of disappointment in the eyes of that girl. The whole thing was weird and kept getting weirder.

Deciding that asking for reassurance when she had just embarrassed herself like that was probably not a good idea, Sadayo pressed on. "Right, so, come to the faculty office when you arrive at school tomorrow. I'll show you to your classroom."

That got a polite bow out of the girl, at least.

"Sakura-san, please keep an eye on her," said the blanc-- principal to the girl's guardian. "If she should cause trouble outside of the school, it won't be --"

"Of course, of course," said the bearded man. "I'll be sure to remind her of the situation regularly. Well, if you'll excuse us both, I have a business to run, so we'll be on our way."

The weirdness continued. While the words were properly deferential, Sadayo had the distinct impression that Sakura was completely unimpressed with the principal. Which was understandable, because he wasn't all that impressive, but shouldn't he be pretending to make sure that the student followed his example?

"Heck of a situation," said one of her colleagues a few moments later, as they stood outside the school building beneath a covered walkway.

Sadayo shook her head. "I can't believe they pushed someone with a record on me. Well, I guess all the other female teachers do have seniority, so it does --"

"What is she like?" he interrupted.

"Eh?"

"What does she look like, this juvie we've been saddled with?"

The weirdness was never going to stop, it seemed. What did her looks matter? Despite her bewilderment, Sadayo nevertheless made an attempt to describe the student, giving just a bare bones level of detail, not mentioning any of the impressions she'd formed. Like how the girl had been hiding behind Sakura, as much as she could under the circumstances. And that flash of disappointment. None of his business, any of it.

"Got it," said Kamoshida, nodding firmly. "You don't have to worry about a thing. I'll be keeping an eye out for our little problem." And then he smiled, just like he had in the pictures from his victory all those years before.

Why did it suddenly seem so menacing?

Weirdness.

"Traffic's not moving at all," Sojiro grumbled, staring out at the traffic so as to avoid looking at the way that his passenger was all but hugging the passenger side door in an attempt to keep as much distance between the two of them as possible. It would have been funny if … no, it wouldn't.

"You'll be taking the train to school, starting tomorrow," he continued after a moment, just to fill the silent spaces more than anything else. "Think you can manage that?"

"Yessir," she said.

Standard Kurusu answer. "Well, just … just don't make any trouble for me, all right?" Sojiro repeated. "I've got a -- I've got other stuff to deal with, and I can't have you adding to the problems. I'm not sure why I agreed to this … well, no. I do know -- that's how the adult world works. I owed someone a few favors, and they know your parents, so they asked her, and she asked me, and now here we are. I owed favors. It's probably how you got in your situation with that guy, too."

"Yes," she said, eyes fixed on the road ahead. "I owe him a lot."

It was the first bit of personal information she had volunteered since she arrived. Sojiro opened his mouth to say that there were favors you should avoid incurring, but he was interrupted by the radio. "Repeating the hour's top story: a subway has derailed at Shibuya station, causing serious delays for traffic throughout --"

Sojiro shut it off. The last thing someone who was going to be traveling by train pretty frequently in the not too distant future needed was this sort of news. He glanced at his passenger.

No reaction to the news at all.

There was something seriously wrong with this young woman.

Of course there is, he added silently. Why else would she be around me?

Apparently, the inevitability of this encounter and the necessity of its occurrence had finally impressed themselves on the inmate, who had at last arisen from her bunk and walked over to the doorway. Caroline found it frustrating that the prisoner only rested her hands on the horizontal bars rather than gripping the vertical ones as would have been appropriate, but now was not the time to address it.

"Good evening," said the master. "I am Igor. Welcome to My Velvet Room."

No response. Caroline prepared to chastise the inmate for her lack of polite response to the greeting, but a subtle gesture from Justine stopped her.

"This place exists between mind and matter, and only those bound by a contract may enter," the master continued. "I have brought you here to discuss certain important matters concerning your life." He paused, to graciously permit a reaction to this declaration, but when one was not in evidence, he proceeded forth. "This place reflects your consciousness, and so it is not surprising that it resembles a prison. For you are, indeed, a prisoner of fate, and ruin awaits you if --"

Now there was a reaction, but it was more inappropriate than Caroline could possibly have expected. This inmate laughed.

"R-ruin?" she managed to say when the first moments of hysteria had spent themselves. "What more can you possibly do to me?"

"I speak of the end of all that is," the Master replied. "Only by rehabilitating yourself can you --"

The inmate stepped back from the gate to her cell.

"The Master is not done addressing you!" Caroline snapped.

Apparently, the inmate did not care, for she slumped back onto the bunk, facing towards the cell wall. Caroline glanced furiously towards Justine, hefting her truncheon, but a not-all-that-subtle head shake dissuade her.

"You have not directly refused, and so I will continue to observe your rehabilitation," said the Master, apparently unfazed by any of this. "The night is almost done, and more will be explained at a future time, when perhaps you will be more ready to hear it."

Caroline thought she heard a faint chuckle come from the inmate's collapsed form, but she saw no motion in the darkness of the cell. It vexed her all the same.
 
April 11, Part One
When he heard the soft sounds of footsteps descending the stairs, Sojiro found himself surprised. He had half-expected the girl to refuse to go to school, or at minimum to draw out the process of her first morning's departure. Yet there she was all the same, wearing the same uniform she had worn every time she had come down here. (She did have other clothes, right? No, he shouldn't wonder about that.)

With what was probably intended as a polite nod, she walked past where he was working behind the counter, eyes firmly on the street entrance.

"Hold it," he said to her.

She stopped in her tracks, and oh so slowly made a half turn to regard him with an only slightly less apprehensive look than she'd had when he commented about the passenger seat.

Sojiro let out an annoyed sigh. "Look, I'm not going to send you out there on an empty stomach. Sit down, but try to get it finished before the customers come in, all right?"

A moment of hesitation, or perhaps consideration, passed before she turned and came over to sit behind the counter. He considered commenting on that -- then decided that any jokes about potential poisoning would probably not go over any better than the other one had. He ladled out some curry and rice and set the plate down before her. She regarded it with what he took for mild confusion.

"What? That's my speciality, you know," he said.

With a mild shake of the head, she set down to eating it. The first spoonful was hesitant; later ones showed the first hints of enthusiasm that Sojiro had yet seen from her. She might just have been obliging his request to get it done before they had to open, but it had the same outcome. In just a few moments, the plate was clean.

"Thank you," she said.

"You're welcome," Sojiro said reflexively. "All right, then, you'd better hurry, you'll be late if you get lost."

She nodded once again, stood, and headed to the doorway. Just as he was about to ask her to switch the sign from closed to open, though, she paused and stared up at the sky for a moment. Turning on her heel, she walked briskly back towards the stairway, and was up out of sight before Sojiro could say anything. Then, much more quickly, she descended again, with an umbrella clutched tightly in her right hand.

"Oh," said Sojiro. "It's not supposed to rain yet."

"It might," she answered without looking at him.

"Please yourself," he said wearily.

She stopped at the door, this time pausing to take a deep breath. Then she opened the door and was on her way, and it was only when she was gone that Sojiro remembered that he'd wanted her to turn the sign over. He went and did it himself, grumbling all the while.

Half an hour later, while listening to the news -- as always, lately, on the subject of all those weird accidents -- he noticed that the rain was indeed coming down. "Huh," he muttered to himself.

The weather report was effing useless. Looking at her phone confirmed this opinion, as it was currently cheerfully informing her that it was just overcast, with rain not expected for another few hours. As her hoodie was starting to get soaked through, this seemed just a tad bit inaccurate.

So Ann took shelter beneath the awning of one of the boutiques on the way to the school, hoping to have a bit of respite from the downpour while glaring at the lying weather report -- as well as that one weird app that kept reappearing on her phone despite multiple attempts to delete it. Well, whatever, she had other worries besides the possibility that her phone had been hacked.

Just then, a tall girl in a Shujin uniform and glasses walked past, under the spread of an unusually large umbrella. No one that she recognized, but that didn't mean much. Well, time to take advantage of everyone's expectations of herself.

"Hey!" she called out.

The other girl paused and turned to look at her, blinking behind those thick glasses. "Y-yes?" she stammered.

"You go to Shujin, right?" she asked.

"Yes," she said again, then elaborated after a moment. "This is my first day."

"Oh, a transfer student," said Ann, feigning interest. "Listen, would you mind if I shared your umbrella? I'm gonna get drenched otherwise."

Okay, so it was a pretty pushy thing to ask, but if everyone thought she'd do just about anything to get what she wanted, why shouldn't she be a little bit pushy? Unfortunately, it looked like she might have come on just a bit too strong, what with the way that the new fish was half-way through a stammered reply.

Really unfortunately, Ann decided as a car pulled up to where the two of them were standing and the window rolled down. "Hey, Takamaki," said the source of all evil in a cheerful tone. "You two need a ride?"

Well, she would have wanted to avoid this, but it made for a less bad option, and so Ann opened her mouth to agree … then watched as the newbie turned to look back at Kamoshida with a look that would have befitted one of the non-final girls in a horror movie. And with a feeling like a switch turning on inside her head, Ann thought of a plausible sounding lie.

"Gee, thanks, Sensei," she said with what she was sure was wholly believable enthusiasm. "I'd love that! But I can't -- this girl is just starting here, today, and she got lost. I gotta show her the way there, on foot, y'know?" And she gave him a little smile. "It's the least I can do for a newbie!"

"A transfer student, eh?" he said, eyes now off Ann (yes!) but now on the other girl (not so much yes.) "Well. Take care, you two."

He rolled up the window and pulled away, and Ann let out a gigantic sigh of relief.

"I'm not lost, though," said the girl, finally finding her voice.

"No, but you don't know a shortcut that'll get us both to the main entrance and avoid the parking lot where that creepy perv Kamoshida is gonna be, surveying Shujin like it's his castle or something," Ann replied wearily. "You can thank me later. Let's go." She stepped under the umbrella and grabbed hold of it just above the part being held by the newbie.

"Okay," said said newbie, blinking rapidly.
 
April 11, Part Two
Ann knew that it was probably really unfair of her to take this opportunity to vent about how unbelievably annoying she found it that she was the frequent recipient of Kamoshida's allegedly avuncular attentions and how even more unbelievably annoying it was that every other dumbass in the school apparently thought she was the happy recipient of said attentions and probably other things as well. "I'm so utterly not, though," she assured the recipient of her venting. She also knew that she should probably find out the newbie's name before going into all this, but meh whatever.

"Right," said the newbie, no longer blinking quite so rapidly but, yeah, still blinking.

"But I gotta put up with it, or my best friend -- really my only friend -- anyway, Shiho is on the volleyball team and I don't want her to lose her spot, and I'm pretty sure Kamoshida is enough of an asshole to take it away from her if I tell him to make like a tree and get lost."

"Leave," the newbie suggested.

Now Ann blinked, startled to be subjected to such a cruel request when she'd thought they were getting along. "Huh?"

"'Make and like a tree and leave'," she clarified. Oddly, her blinking had stopped as she did so.

"Oh," said Ann. She nodded slowly as she considered this. "Yeah, that would explain why mom and dad chuckled when we were watching that bit in the movie -- uh, I mean, thanks, uh …" She trailed off, hoping that her embarrassment wasn't too obvious.

"Kurusu Akira."

"Kurusu," she repeated. "Nice to meet you. Anyway, this is Shujin," she said, gesturing as they started to approach the castle. Having done so, she did a double take towards the subject of her gesture, and asked, "What the what?"

"Um?" said Kurusu, blinking again.

"Wait, no, there's no way that this -- I mean, okay, we could maybe have gotten lost in the alley, except that there's only one turn there, so no we really couldn't, and anyway I'm sure that I would have heard if someone was building a castle somewhere in the neighborhood, and --" With that, Ann frantically drew out her phone to check the location on Can't-Come-Up-With-An-Alias-For-GoogleMaps, and let out a hiss of frustration when she saw that it wasn't able to identify that at the moment. "Aw, come on!"

"M-maybe one of the clubs at school built up some sort of façade?" Kurusu suggested. "The drama club, maybe?"

"We don't have a drama club, and how would they get it done in one night?" said Ann, eyes still fixed on the imposing edifice before her.

Kurusu started to shrug, realized that Ann wasn't looking in her direction, and instead muttered, "I dunno."

Unable to identify any way to go around the weird obstacle, and unwilling to go back the way she came, Ann finally shook her head. "Come on, we're gonna have to find a way through this whatever-it-is."

"Couldn't we just --" Kurusu said, pointing back towards the alley.

"Nope," said Ann, firmly. "I said I was gonna get you to school like this, so I'm gonna get you to school like this. No retreat! Come on!" With that, she marched up the drawbridge towards the gateway into the castle. Much more hesitantly, Kurusu followed along behind her.

Within, they found themselves in some sort of foyer, with a checkerboard floor in front of gigantic double staircases.

"Okay," said Ann, starting to find herself fighting off panic. "Well, we can't go forward from here, so maybe we should go up those stairs, or see where one of the side passages leads, hopefully to something that will get us past all this and --

"Well, well, what have we here?" said a voice from above.

Both their heads tilted up to regard the source of that voice, and then stayed there.

"Uh … Takamaki?" asked Kurusu after a moment. "Do you have a twin sister?"

"What?" asked Ann in a strangled tone. "No!"

"Oh." A pause. "Are you sure?"

Standing on the balcony above the foyer was a dead ringer for Ann wearing a leopard print bikini, cat ears and, as far as either of them could see, nothing else. Except then there was not, for she had fearlessly leapt forward to tumble through the air and land lightly as a feather on the floor just a short distance in front of the two of them.

"Yes, I'm sure! What the -- no, never mind that now!" Ann pointed at her definitely-not-twin-sister, stifling any weird notions about what her parents might not have told her. "You! Who are you?!"

"I!" said the double, pointing up at the ceiling with one outstretched finger, then drawing it down rapidly. "Am! Takamaki Ann!" This last declaration was punctuated by a jiggling motion from her chest.

"You're what the whatting what?" Ann just about shrieked.

"I am the real Takamaki Ann!" continued the vision before them, doing a little spin as she spoke. "The one who knows all the naughty little secrets deep within the heart of the fake Takamaki Ann, that she wants to hide so badly! The one who knows how lonely she is, how much she yearns to accept the love that Lord Kamoshida keeps so selflessly offering her! That is who I am!"

"Wha -- the love -- Lord Kamo --" After these abortive attempts to repeat the absurdities she had just heard, Ann found herself sputtering incoherently for a few moments, before she found her words once more. "You're not me!" she shrieked, no just about.

A broad grin lit up on the face of the double … but only remained there for a few moments before dissolving into a pout. "Man, I miss the old days, sometimes," she said softly, then shook her head. "Yeah, whatever." Finger snap. "Seize them!"

Things became very confusing for a moment, and then everything went dark.
 
April 11, Part Three
When Ann regained consciousness, she found herself sitting up on a wooden bench and gazing blearily towards a set of bars surrounding a door made of the same black metal, through which she could dimly perceive a brick-and-mortar corridor. Looking around in sudden panic, she saw that Kurusu was on a bench beside her own, curled up in a ball, and breathed a little easier. Whatever the whatever was going on here, at least she wasn't going through it alone.

"Hey!" she said. "Wake up!"

"I'm awake," Kurusu said, without moving out of her fetal position. Her voice, which had never gotten all that loud in their brief acquaintance, was now almost inaudible.

"Are you okay?" Ann asked, staring at her. "Did you get hurt when they, uh, what did they do to us, anyway?"

"Chokehold," said Kurusu, still not looking up. "And I'm fine. Why wouldn't I be fine? What's one more jail cell?"

Ann struggled for a few moments to find a response to that remark, then gave up on the effort once the screaming started. It was coming from down the hallway, a mixture of pleas for mercy and cries of incredible pain.

"Okay, I don't know what the heck any of this is, and I don't know who that crazy chick who didn't look that much like me was, and I don't know how anyone could possibly have sneaked up behind me to choke me, and right now I don't know much of anything if we're being honest and why not --" At this point in her monologue Ann got up from the bench and matched over to the bars to grab them and start trying to shake them. "-- but I've had about all I can take of all this, so lemme out of here, dammit!"

"Would you kindly be quiet?!" someone shouted in response.

Ann's eyes bulged. She hadn't really been expecting any reply to her plea, but that one was just bewildering. "Hello?" she called out again. "Is there someone else down here?"

"You have a lovely voice, young lady, but the fact that it is clearly tethered to a defective mind rather diminishes its appeal!" replied the voice that had answered. "I asked for quiet, and you answer my request with more noise! I am in the process of devising a clever plan to escape, and not only is your shouting an unwelcome distraction to my efforts, 'tis likely to draw down the guards upon us! Thus, let silence reign!"

"… did you just unironically use the expression 'tis?" asked Ann. "No, never mind that! Who are you? Where are we?"

There came a deep sigh. "Very well, since I will clearly not receive the quiet I so politely requested, some introductions are in order. I am Morgana, who infiltrated this palace in hopes of discovering its treasure with which to abscond. And we are, as I said, in the palace! Doesn't that clear everything up nicely?"

"No!" said Ann. "It doesn't! What do you mean, 'the palace'? And how do we get out of here?"

"What's this we?"

"What d'you mean, what's this we?" Ann retorted, glancing backwards. To her mild relief, Kurusu had roused herself from her collapse and silently walked over to stand just a bit behind her, blinking in confusion. "There's me and Kurusu in here, so obviously I mean --"

"Ah, so there's another one in there with you, who makes less noise. Hello, quiet person."

"Hi," said Kurusu.

"Hm-hm! I am somewhat better disposed towards you than I am to your associate, at the present, and so shall elaborate. A palace is a different world, separated from mundane reality and born out of the twisted desires of some individual, reflecting their hidden wishes."

Ann's eyes got big. "Huh? This is all -- I don't -- who's doing this, then?"

"That, alas, does not number among my collection of --"

"Kamoshida," interrupted Kurusu.

"Eh?" chorused Ann and Morgana off in the distance.

"What that girl who looked like you said --" Kurusu started to explain, speaking a bit more quickly but no less quietly.

"She didn't look like me!" Ann interrupted right back.

Kurusu didn't bother to pause. "-- she said that she accepted Kamoshida's love, so then this place must belong to --"

"My exalted self!" proclaimed a figure who stepped into sight on the other side of the bars, holding up his furry cape with one hand such that his chest and bikini briefs were in plain sight.

"Gahhhh!" shouted Ann, recoiling in what was less fear than abject disgust. "What are you wearing?!"

"The garments that befit my exalted self!" retorted someone who looked like Kamoshida in a crown. "And you shall refer to me as your Majesty, henceforth!"

"Oh, wow, wow, wow," Ann said, backing up further, not even really noticing that Kurusu was being pushed back as she tried to make herself unnoticed behind her. "I mean, I knew you were a messed-up guy, but I had no clue that you were this crazy!"

"Such insolence!" Kamoshida hissed, holding up a hand whose fingers flexed in spasms. "When my favored concubine informed me that there was an intruder within my domain who dared to ape her perfect form, I scarce believed that any would dare to do so! But now I begin to understand, for I also recognize your companion's features!" His trembling hand turned into a pointer. "This is your doing, is it not, Kurusu Akira? Your misdeeds now extend to this imposture!"

Ann heard Kurusu make a noise behind her.

Kamoshida's twisted face abruptly turned into a sick grin. "So then. Two prisoners have I, which suggests a fascinating dilemma. All-powerful I am, yet not all-present. I can only reward one of you with what your impertinence has won at a time, and refuse to entrust that pleasure to any other. Soooo then … which ever one of you pleads most winningly shall be set free, and the other suffer all the punishment. You may commence your begging at once!"

"Do you seriously think that either of us is going to --" Ann snapped at him.

"Pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease!" shrieked Kurusu as she flung herself on her knees before him, head almost touching the floor of the cell.
 
April 11, Part Four
"Pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease!" shrieked Kurusu as she flung herself on her knees before him, head almost touching the floor of the cell.

"Wha--" Ann squawked briefly, jerking away.

"That's a good start," Kamoshida mused aloud with an approving nod. "But I think you can probably do better. So then." With that, he snapped his fingers.

Two large, armored figures stepped into sight from the darkness of the hallway, stepping towards the cell door.

"Okay, how the heck did those guys just show up without making any noise?" Ann complained, on some level glad of a distraction from the sight of her only ally in all this groveling like that. As the cell door opened -- noisily -- and the pair of knights or whatever they were supposed to be trooped in -- also noisily -- she opened her mouth to object that they were making noise now, so why hadn't they then, but they grabbed her and lifted her off the floor before she could do so. "Hey!" she shouted again.

Making a great show of ignoring her, Kamoshida walked up to where Kurusu was crouched on the floor. "One last demonstration of how pathetic you are, little delinquent," he smarmed down at her. "Kiss my exalted foot!" And the red slipper on his supposedly exalted extremity slid under her face.

Kurusu had stopped shrieking once the door opened, but she was still making mewling noises interspersed with repetitions of "please" while tears were running down her face. Nevertheless, she seemed to hesitate as she stared down at the slipper, and her hands clenched tightly over the ground.

"Kiss. My. Foot!" Kamoshida snarled.

"Don't do it!" Ann shouted. "He won't keep his stinking promise, you have to realize that!"

Kamoshida's head snapped up to stare at her. "And what if I don't?" he said. "I am the King! I do what I want and what I want is GGGGGGGGGGGGG!"

Ann blinked in confusion as Kamoshida's face went into some of the weirdest contortions she had ever seen on a man's face -- and since she worked in the fashion business, and had seen a lot of photographers mid-breakdown, that was saying something. With a sudden realization, she looked down.

One of those clenched hands had punched up into the bikini briefs, which were of course much too small to be concealing a cup. Almost as soon as Ann saw that, though, Kurusu let out a hissing sound and her head darted forward towards the so-called king's left shin.

This time Kamoshida let out a roar of pain as he fell back. "You bit me! You bit me you fucking whore!" Unfortunately, whatever injury he had just suffered might have startled him but was far from incapacitating, for he promptly kicked Kurusu with his other leg, hard enough to send her flying into the wall of the cell with a crunching sound.

And yet no cry of pain was to be heard, and Kurusu looked up from where she was collapsed against the wall. "You think I'd let you?" she said in a voice utterly unlike any she had used so far. "She tried to help me. She tried to help me! You think I'll let you hurt someone else who tried to help me you fucking prick?" She echoed his tone for that last bit, but there wasn't any mockery in it. More like madness.

"Kill her!" Kamoshida snarled at the knights holding Ann.

They promptly dropped her, paying her no mind as she cried out, "Wait, no," while they began to troop towards Kurusu, who --

And then, again, things got a little confusing.

So you finally started to fight back, hm? Not waiting to be rescued like some delicate blossom. No crying out for help? Wonderful! I was starting to think you would never find your spirit of rebellion. But I suppose that it would only make sense that it would take opposing a -- cough cough -- "king" to draw me out to face you.

I am thou, thou art I. Thou who will perform all manner of scandalous acts in the name of thy freedom! Call upon my name and release thy fury!

The first blow struck her face and sent her glasses flying. But there was something else on her face, now -- a mask. Heedless of the assailants surrounding her, she reached up to tear it off, feeling the blood flow out of her face as she did. It hurt so good. And the name was not on the tip of her tongue, but further back, just waiting to burst out.

"IRENE," she said.

Yes! cried the voice, which came, she noted without much surprise, from a seven foot tall, black-winged woman in an evening gown. I am IRENE, the soul of steel! Will you beg me for my favors?

"No," she said, as a great coat took form around her and a knife appeared in her hand.

That was the right answer, child. They are yours, for now.

The implications of that trailing comment were lost on her right then, as she turned to note in passing that the armored figures confronting her were, in truth, jack-o'-lanterns wearing pointed witch hats and trailing robes. Convenient, as she suspected that her knife would not have done much against actual armor. Then again, being a dagger of the mind, perhaps it would have cut through that metal as easily as it went through the pumpkins while she was considering this. The sliced squashes disappeared into puffs of smoke. Convenient, as it left the floor clear for the next steps of her pavane. Everything was all so convenient, now.

"What?" gasped Kamoshida as he watched his guards slain. "What are you --"

"I am fury released," she answered, bringing the knife up to point at him. "If you have last words, say them now." In the distance, she could hear IRENE's voice warning her that fighting this creature was not like fighting those knights, but she ignored it on the basis that she hadn't fought anyone. She'd killed them out of hand.

She'd kill him the same way.

Kamoshida's face, already twisted by shock, now distorted with anger. "You. Wretched. Peasant!" And one huge hand came up, looking a bit like someone preparing to spike a volleyball.
 
Gallery
What our protagonist looks like.

Mundane form:
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Note that her hair is not actually that long as of the current chapters. She grows it over the months of her war.

Thief form:

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Both images by an artist who goes by eikaeikiaka.
 
April 11, Part Five
Okay. Reviewing quickly, Kurusu was a superhero or something, and those guards had been pumpkins or something, and now Kamoshida was going to try and beat the hell out of her or … no, there was no alternative for that last bit; that was really what was about to happen, Ann decided. So, either Kurusu was about to get beat up, or she was about to stick a knife in a crazy teacher who was nonetheless still a teacher.

Neither of those options sounded all that appealing!

Ann did not normally think this quickly. It was a bit sickening if she was being honest but why bother. But while looking around desperately, her eyes seized upon a device that might get them both out of this without jailtime. She seized it, decided that there wasn't enough time to take a deep breath, and charged at Kamoshida's backside, knocking him off his feet thanks to his laser focus on Kurusu.

From the look on what she could see of Kurusu's face, the newbie-slash-superhero(?) seemed a bit surprised by this development, so Ann didn't waste breath telling her to follow. (Something told Ann that she wouldn't have done so, rendering this whole thing kind of pointless.) With the hand that wasn't holding the device, she grabbed hold of the collar of Kurusu's fancy schmancy coat and dragged her along as she ran out through the still-open door, slammed it shut behind them, and locked it with the keys she'd grabbed.

"Okay!" Ann gasped with a grin, looking at the still bewildered Kurusu. "Isn't that better than stabbing him?"

"No," Kurusu replied.

"Well, that, that is an opinion," Ann said, doing her best to sound agreeable.

"You venomous bitches!" shrieked Kamoshida, running up to the bars and grabbing them as he glared murderously at the two of them. (Ann was more than a bit freaked out by the way that his hands seemed to be deforming the bars slightly.) He began to describe in extensive and decidedly NSFW detail what he was going to do to the two of them when he got out of the cell.

"Let's got out of here!" said Ann, backing away from the bars quickly.

"Wouldn't it be simpler to just stab him through the spaces between those bars before he can do all that stuff?" asked Kurusu, staring at Kamoshida speculatively.

That got the so-called King to back away from the bars, though he kept right on uttering sexualized threats.

"No, see, that would be murder, and murder is wrong," Ann gently explained, as though to someone she realized might not be familiar with these concepts. (And given the dubious expression with which Kurusu was receiving them, she wasn't all that mistaken about this.) "Anyway, we've got to get out of here so we can tell everybody about what a dirtbag he is!"

"I know of a way out," said a familiar-sounding voice from further down the hall.

Ann whirled. "Wait, really? You -- OMG, you're a cat!"

For indeed, the occupant of the cell adjacent to the one in which they had lately been imprisoned was occupied by a small creature who greatly resembled a --

"Okay!" interrupted the voice which sounded like it should be coming from a much taller person. "I am only gonna say this once, both because I hate repeating myself and because it should be damn well obvious that it's the case, but I! Am! Not! A cat!"

"Are you sure?" asked Kurusu, looking at him skeptically.

"Yes, I'm sure!" wailed Morgana, if that was indeed his real name. "Now, lemme out of here and I'll show you the way out of the palace!"

"Guards! Guards!" shouted Kamoshida, having apparently run out of depraved tortures to inflict on the two of them.

"And you might want to do it quickly!"

Kurusu glanced at Ann, who was still holding the keys, and nodded sharply. For her part, Ann would have preferred to discuss the options here, with an aim towards maybe not trusting the weird cat-like creature based on whatever weird impulses were occurring to the murderous probably-not-a-superhero, but the thoughts of escape convinced her. She unlocked the door, and Morgana quickly walked out, making little squeaky noises as he did.

"Ah, the sweet taste of freedom returns to my mouth!" cried the allegedly-not-a-cat. "Now, follow me to the exit!" With that, he dashed off down the corridor, his legs turning to cartoon swirls apparently attached to his lower body. With a shrug, Kurusu followed closely.

Ann stared a moment at their backs. "My life makes no effing sense anymore," she said dazedly. Then added, pulling at her hair, "Agggh, and now I'm talking like Ryuji does, too!" With that, she dashed off after them.
 
April 11, Part Six
Morgana led the two young students through the maze of twisty corridors, all alike, claiming to have plotted out the map of the area before his capture. Ann wanted to doubt that, but the maybe-not-a-cat never seemed to be at a loss for which way to go next, which suggested that he was either truthful and/or overconfident. Nevertheless, he successfully guided them past several potential encounters with the castle guards.

Worryingly, in Ann's view, Kurusu kept staring at the guards that they evaded with the same expression of homicidal intent that she'd worn while confronting Kamoshida. Even Morgana picked up on it, for the -- cartoon character, Ann decided abruptly -- eventually started giving Kurusu gestures that seemed to be saying, "Not yet." Ann would have preferred "Not at all," but under the circumstances she would take what she could get.

When they could speak more freely, Morgana continued to exposit about the nature of their environment. "Everything in here is shaped by the will of the Palace's owner," he was saying. "Those guards aren't people; they're Shadows that have been transformed to look like people. Only those who have the spirit of rebellion within them, like the two of us, can avoid that."

"Umm, there are three of us," Ann objected, frowning.

Morgana gave her an annoyed glance. "Indeed so. Perhaps you, too, have the spirit of rebellion within you."

"Well, that would be --"

"No one ever said you couldn't have it and still be an airhead," he added as he returned his gaze to what was before them.

Ann closed her mouth and glared scorchingly at the back of the cartoon cat's head. However, any retort she might have wanted to make was lost as she also saw a banner over the top of the corridor that they were about to enter, proclaiming it to be "King Kamoshida's Tender Loving Chambers of Torture."

"Oooookay," she said loudly. "I'm thinking that it might be time to reconsider our route!"

Morgana let out a noise somewhere between a mew and a sigh of frustration. "This is the quickest path to the egress!"

"I don't wanna see any bird displays, I wanna get out of here!"

"Egress means exit," Kurusu explained while Morgana just gaped in stupefaction.

"Correct, madame!" said Morgana, quickly recovering his elan. "Look, I don't really want to go through this place, either, and it's worse for me, because I've been through there before and you haven't. But I swear, with this hand on this heart --" He suited the gesture to the words. "-- that this is the fastest way to the exit from the palace."

Ann stared at him for a moment, before looking to Kurusu. "Is his heart really on that side?" she asked quietly.

Kurusu shrugged. "It would be if he were a cat, but he says that he's not, so --"

"It's the same for all the mammals, all right?!" Morgana interjected testily. "Look, just keep following me and try not to think too much about what you see or hear, all right? These aren't people, they're just Shadows shaped into looking like people. Not people."

That didn't help as much as Morgana probably -- hopefully -- intended. Even hurrying along behind him gave Ann several glimpses of what looked like people being beaten and branded, and the faces of the victims were those that she vaguely recognized. At least she could take comfort that the only ones there were the boys' team, not the girls' team, and definitely not one face out of them all. But thinking that made her stomach twist in disgust, and then a horrible thought came to her.

"Hey," she called out to Morgana. "This is all just stuff that he fantasizes about doing to people, right? Not things that he's done in, uh, real reality!"

"Yes and no," Morgana called back. "If he's abusing them like this in his palace, then he probably is being comparably cruel in the conscious world as well, so -- gack!"

Ann's face had gone incredibly pale at the cat's first response, and once she had head his elaboration, she dashed forward, passing a slightly startled looking Kurusu and catching up to Morgana, whom she promptly grabbed with both hands and brought up to her face. "Tell me that you haven't seen girls in volleyball uniforms getting treated like this," she snarled. "And you really want me to believe it!"

"I-I-I haven't!" Morgana cried, voice gone rather high. "I swear!"

She didn't really want to be convinced, but the panic the whatever was clearly feeling didn't sound like guilt to her ears, so she tossed him in Kurusu's direction. "Right. Which way to the egret? I mean egress. I mean -- ahhhh, screw it! Let's get out of here so I can get Shiho to quit volleyball!"

"So scary!" Morgana muttered as Ann ran off. A brief pause. "What are you doing?"

"Petting you," said Kurusu, who was. "Do you want me to stop?"

"… I don't recall having said so."
 
April 11, Part Seven
Somehow, despite a last-minute ambush by the King of the Castle, the two dirty rascals made their escape, with Morgana going his own way just before they emerged to find themselves exiting from the alley that they had entered to begin this bewildering experience. Which would have been a great ending for this episode, had they not promptly been seized upon by police officers who noted their truancy. That never happened in any adventure stories that Ann had read, not that she read a lot in the first place.

What was especially weird about the finale was the way that Kurusu -- who, not five minutes earlier, had been regarding the guards chasing after them with an expression better suited to the contemplation of a fine meal and had to be, once again, dragged away from the fight -- had been utterly petrified when the police had arrived, silently staring at them. Ann had been left to stammer out an explanation that she thought they bought about being asked by a teacher to go do an errand in the area, and then pulled Kurusu along with her back down the main street to the school.

"So what's this nonsense about being asked to do errands?" asked the guidance counsellor who was standing in front of the entryway, glaring down at the two of them as they arrived.

Clearly, whether or not the officer had believed her admittedly unconvincing narrative, he had decided to confirm it by calling the school. Ann supposed that this could be taken as proof that lying created more problems than it solved, but since she was sure that the truth about what had happened would have created just as many, that was less than helpful. Nevertheless, she struggled to find the words that would get them out of this, since Kurusu would probably be no help here, either.

"Kamoshida," said Kurusu, soft-voiced but audible. "I mean, Kamoshida-sensei. Asked us."

"Well, that sounds very plausible," replied the guidance counsellor, sarcastically.

"Good!" said Kamoshida, standing behind him. "Then we should probably let these kids get back to class, then!" His smile didn't look as much like a sneer as the expression on the face of the one in the Palace, but this version of Kamoshida still managed to seem fairly sinister.

"Ah?" said the counsellor, whirling around to look at him. "Uh, I-I mean, uh, you did send these students out to do an errand in the neighborhood?"

"Yes," he answered, offering only that.

"… why?" asked the counsellor.

Kamoshida's smile pulled back further to show his teeth. "Because," he answered.

The counsellor had clearly not been prepared for such an answer, and perhaps found it difficult to imagine a single-word retort of his own. Giving up the effort, if that was what his hemming and hawing had been covering, he led with, "I'm not sure that I understand why you would --"

"Maybe we should talk about it with the principal?" Kamoshida suggested mildly, teeth still quite in evidence.

The counsellor coughed. "No, no, that won't be necessary," he said quickly. Glancing over at his shoulder at the two students, he snapped out a brusque, "Get to class!" And then hurried quickly through the doors himself.

"Yes, you should get to class," agreed Kamoshida, who had not bothered to watch the counsellor's departure. "And you should both try to avoid making any more trouble for yourselves. Especially you, Kurusu-kun. I would hate to see you have to leave so soon. Right, Takamaki?"

"Oh, yeah," Ann replied. She had no idea what was going on right then, but the situation demanded agreement so that was what it got. With that, she and Kurusu -- who, she noted, kept Ann's body between herself and Kamoshida at all times -- headed up the stairs and in through the school doors.

"Does he remember what happened back there?" Ann asked of Kurusu once they were out of earshot.

"No," Kurusu replied. "But -- just like the Kamoshida in the palace, he wants to … hurt … us, and he can't do that if someone else gets us expelled. So, he is keeping us here. In this dungeon." The other girl's voice was just as quiet as it had been, but there was something there that had only been there in her furious outbursts before. A sign of an open wound.

Ann swallowed. "Well. I guess we're going to have to show him that we can escape again and again, then," she said, just to have something to say.

She wasn't at all prepared for Kurusu to clearly take a moment to think about that remark, and then nod once. "Deal," she said, and smiled for the first time in their brief acquaintance.

END PART ONE
 
April 11, Part Eight
PART TWO

The door jingled and Sojiro let out a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding. "And you're back," he said to the girl. "Came straight home, I hope?"

"Yessir," she answered, without looking at him.

He wasn't sure why he'd asked the question. He'd kept an eye on the clock the whole time after the school was supposed to let out; there hadn't been nearly enough time for her to go anywhere. Shaking his head, he let out a grunt as he saw her walking past him while carrying the umbrella. "Put that in the rack by the door," he said.

She paused in front of him. There was, again, the slightest hint of hesitation, or maybe of defiance, before she turned and headed to do just as he'd said.

"So, no troubles at school?" he asked her back.

"Did they call you?" she asked the window.

Despite having found her softly voiced statements to be somewhat disconcerting at times, Sojiro found that he didn't enjoy getting a question as an answer to his question. "Why would they call me?" he asked, voice getting a bit sharper.

"If there was trouble, they would call you," she said, still seemingly focused on her umbrella.

"Then a straightforward yes or no would have done just fine, right?"

There was a moment more of pause before she turned to look at him. "Yessir. There was no trouble."

There had been trouble; that pause had had the character of a deep breath being taken. He considered pressing on the matter, but something took precedence. "Enough with the sir," he bit out. "If you want to call me something, call me Boss."

She stood there, as though parsing that straightforward request took an enormous amount of her brain's processing power. Just as he was about to tell her to forget it, though, she spoke again. "Yes boss," she said, with a nod.

It didn't feel like any sort of victory, but before he could move on to other matters of importance, his phone rang. Pulling it up out of his apron pocket, he gestured for the girl to head on up the stairs. For a wonder, she did so and was out of earshot by the time he answered the call. "Hey, what's up?" he said to the person on the other end.

"About time you've come to," groused Caroline as the inmate awoke in her cell and sat up on the bunk. "On your feet!" she snapped when this failed to be followed by the next step in the process.

"Our master wishes to speak with you," supplied Justine. "For your own sake, you would do well to listen better than you have heretofore."

For a wonder, that got through to the inmate, who rose from the bunk and approached the cell door. This time, though, she failed to so much as touch the bars, much less grip them in the correct manner. Caroline briefly considered the worth of instructing the inmate in the proper procedure, but the sound of the master's voice prevented that.

"First," he said, "let us celebrate our reunion."

Caroline could have sworn she heard a noise from the inmate at that point, but no one could possibly be so contemptible as to snort in answer to such a dignified request, not even the inmate. Telling herself that was all that stopped her from killing the girl where she stood, so she kept doing it.

"And I see you have awakened to your most remarkable powers," the master continued. "Your rehabilitation may now in truth commence."

"Rehabilitation?" repeated the inmate, only barely making it a question.

"We will address that further at a future date. For now, know that you are the power of Persona, to which you have awakened. Personas may be thought of as a mask, or perhaps as armor for your heart."

"Or a weapon," interrupted the inmate.

Caroline started to reconsider the worth of self-control in this specific instance.

"Or a weapon," agreed her master. "On to other matters. Have you come to appreciate the Metaverse Navigator which I have bestowed on you? It is the only way through which you will be able to travel into the Palaces into which you must steal." He permitted himself a chuckle. "Without it you will never be able to become the splendid thief that I know you can become."

"You have been granted a great --" Caroline began to summarize.

"This is nonsensical," interrupted the inmate again.

"What was that?" asked Justine while Caroline choked down a much more vituperative inquiry.

"I am pursuing rehabilitation ... by becoming a thief?" asked the ingrate.

"That is a better, nobler pursuit than what brought you here to begin with!" retorted Caroline.

"What was that?"

How odd. Why had she just taken a step back from the cell door, so that Justine was now in her field of vision as well and looking back at her with an expression of startlement almost as novel as the furious glare that the inmate was now directing towards her? What a ridiculous thing for her to have done. She would have to strive to do better.

"Control yourself or be controlled," said Justine, after a moment, turning back to look at the inmate. She was surely only addressing her, and not directing that message to any other individual who might be listening at the moment.

Another of those snorty sounds, and this time Caroline was almost sure that it had come from the resident of the cell, who stepped back to the bunk and collapsed onto it before she could utter any of the terrifying threats that she would think of any moment now.
 
April 12, Part One
What a lovely day it was!

Well, no, it wasn't really a lovely day at all, as the sky was filled with heavy clouds and lots of rain. But that was every bit as necessary for a healthy world as days of sunshine were, and everyone wanted a healthy world, right? Of course they did. So even though KASUMI YOSHIZAWA would personally have preferred sunshine, she would accept the rain, nonetheless. Besides, she had an umbrella for when she had to get off this train and walk the rest of the way to school, so the rain wouldn't bother her then, anyway. And right now, she had a sufficiently comfortable seat on the train --

Her eyes snapped open as she heard a soft grunt in front of her. Yes, standing before her was an elderly lady who could surely use this seat more than she could. Thus, KASUMI YOSHIZAWA promptly stood up. "Please, take my seat," she said. "My stop is coming right up."

"Are you sure?" asked the lady. "Well then --"

Before she could step forward and sit down, however, another gentleman pushed past her and claimed the seat. KASUMI YOSHIZAWA found herself privately impressed by the speed that he had just demonstrated. However, KASUMI YOSHIZAWA would never be so gauche as to openly admire such behavior. "Excuse me," she said, in tones of sweet reason. "That seat was for this lady and --"

He had fallen asleep as she spoke. How vexing.

"He's faking sleep, you know," said a soft voice not far away.

She glanced over at the person who had just spoke. Of course, KASUMI YOSHIZAWA immediately recognized that the young woman standing before her was wearing a school uniform just like the one that she herself was wearing. That was less interesting than the way that this woman was staring at the gen-- male individual who was snoring loudly and possibly falsely in front of her. Behind those glasses, there was an obvious hostility directed towards this person. It was a bit scary, really, though of course KASUMI YOSHIZAWA had no fear of any harm coming to anyone.

"Well, I'm sure that he has his reasons," she said. "Um, anyway, ma'am, I'm sorry. Please let me carry your luggage, at least."

"Thank you so much, dear," said the old lady as she passed over the bag she was holding. "It's not too heavy, is it?"

"Not at all!" replied KASUMI YOSHIZAWA, as she felt her left arm stretching further than it probably should. "I've, I've trained a lot, you see."

A few minutes later, she was able to hand -- had to hand the bag back to the old lady, when the train came to her stop. Rotating her shoulder a bit, KASUMI YOSHIZAWA saw the other girl in the Shujin uniform walking away towards the exit and hurried up to catch her. "Pardon me!" she said, and controlled the urge to flinch as that gaze was turned on her. It wasn't quite so intense at the moment, though, which was good. The older girl seemed more confused than anything else. "I just wanted to thank you for before," she explained.

"... for what?" she asked.

"For what you did on the train. With the older lady, and the g-gentleman," explained KASUMI YOSHIZAWA.

"... I didn't do anything, though."

"Well, uh, I-I-I suppose that you could look at it that way, but, anyway, I can tell that you're a second year at Shujin. I'm a first year there, myself, and I should really thank my senpai." She started to bow.

"... for what?" her senpai asked again, a bit more loudly.

KASUMI YOSHIZAWA froze. This ... this was not going the way that it was supposed to go. She was supposed to thank her senpai who would then graciously accept her thanks and then they would part ways with the sure knowledge that how things were supposed to go had been how things went and everything was right with the world and and and and --

"Okay, you're welcome," said her senpai. The voice had gotten quiet again, and the eyes behind that mas-- those glasses were regarding her not with suspicion and hostility but something else that had to be acceptance and not concern at all.

"Pardon me, then," said KASUMI YOSHIZAWA, feeling something that had to be happiness at being accepted and not relief at all, as she bowed politely and walked quickly away, not at all aware of any eyes gazing at her back as she did so.

Ann had wanted to talk to Shiho as soon as she got out of that -- for lack of a better term -- Palace yesterday. She had wanted it all through the school day that followed. She had wanted it when school ended. She had wanted it that night. Life kept not giving her what she wanted, which didn't come as much of a surprise since she had wanted all this weirdness to be a bad dream. If that wasn't going to happen, weird fate preventing her from talking to her best friend until right before classes were about to start was just moderately unfair.

"We need to talk," she shushed at Shiho as they met in the nook where the two of them usually hung out together.

"Yes, I got from your forty-two messages," Shiho replied. "What --"

"Why didn't you answer --"

"I was asleep," Shiho said. "And then it was morning. And now we're here. What's. Wrong?"

And now the real problem began. "What would you say if I asked you to quit volleyball?"

Shiho stared at her. "Uh ... I need more context if I'm going to give you a good answer."

"Yeah, that tracks. Okay, um ... let's just say that I've realized that Kamoshida-s- sen- ... gluck ... ahem ... your coach is doing some really bad things, and I don't want you to be anywhere near him. No matter what."

Shiho kept right on staring. "No matter what?" she repeated. "This is ... not ... hypothetical, is it?" she asked.

Ann wanted to say something reassuring. Nothing came to mind, so she just said, "Um."

Shiho nodded. "Well, then ... I guess I would say 'okay'."

Ann opened her mouth to engage in some special pleading, closed it as the full meaning of that response came to her, and stammered, "R-really? You'd give it up just like that?"

"You're asking me," Shiho said, a tiny frown suddenly on her face. "Why are you surprised that I say yes when you ask me something?"

"I, well, I mean -- I don't know what I mean!" She hugged her suddenly. "Thank you! Thank you! I know it must suck giving up something you're so good at --"

"I'm not that good," Shiho muttered into the embrace. "And I was only -- um, never mind, now."

"Okay, fine," said Ann, letting go, breathing heavily. "Just ... try to stay out of his way for a while, okay? I'll explain everything --" She paused to consider. "-- mostly, eventually."

"Right," said Shiho, whom Ann suspected was probably concluding that Ann was having some sort of breakdown. Well, that was probably closer to the truth than anything else.
 
April 12, Part Two
It was kind of amazing how even with his head roughly parallel to the top of his desk, thanks to the cover provided by the ramrod straight back of the transfer student sitting in the seat ahead of him, he could somehow sense that Ushimaru was giving the whole class a look which declared, without even saying it --

"Hmph ... you all look like you've been spoiled growing up. Can't wait to see who disappoints me the most this year."

And then he was nice enough actually say what he was thinking. Such a dear kindly old man.

"That reminds me of something," the teacher went on. "There's a certain dictionary that defines a year as 'a period of 365 disappointments'. This is from what was first published as 'A Cynic's Dictionary', later known as 'The Devil's Dictionary', by the American author Ambrose Bierce." A slight pause. "Hey, new girl. Tell me what the Devil's Dictionary defines as the chief factor in the progress of the human race."

Well come on, now, that just plain sucked, how was some girl from the sticks supposed to know --

"Villains," she answered in the same quiet voice with which she'd introduced herself yesterday.

Errrr?

"Correct," said Ushimaru. He didn't sound all that surprised, though of course any sort of emotion other than contempt was utterly foreign to his usual tone of voice. "He actually used the word 'malefactors', but it usually gets translated as 'villains' in Japanese. We have a well-read student in our midst. Isn't that special. Now, before you all go getting excited," he added, raising his voice over the murmurs that this had provoked from much of the class, "you need to understand that this is from a book of sardonic witticisms. Uncritically accepting it as the truth is every bit as moronic as uncritically dismissing it as a lie.

"When you look into history, you may well find yourself thinking that a lot of the people who seem to have influenced history by moving it forward weren't really admirable. A lot of them were murderers, a lot of them were thieves, and an awful lot of them were sexual perverts of one stripe or another. But all that is a judgement that we can make because we live in a better world than they did, and it ignores that many of these people were not influencing history, but just the products of it. What I'm trying to say is, acting like a villain because someone you read about in history did something villainous is every bit as inane as acting like a villain because you saw one doing something 'cool' on TV. You don't live in history, you live in the present, and right now we don't need any more villains. Got it?"

Just as he'd been able to tell that Ushimaru was making air quotes with his hands when he'd said "cool", he was also able to sense that the 'got it' was being directed at the new kid. The crook, or so everyone was saying. Huh. Smarter than he would have thought. A bit interesting, really. But who was he kidding, there was no way that a girl like that would ever cross paths with --

A piece of chalk slammed into the top of his head, making him jerk back into a more upright posture.

"No sleeping in class!" Ushimaru snapped. Make that any emotion other than contempt and irritation.

Ryuji grimaced but remained upright.

"Okay," said Ann as soon as she saw Kurusu descending the stairs out of the school and stepped up beside her. "So, I told Shiho she needed to get out of the volleyball club and she said that she would and I also managed to stay out of the way of Kamoshida the whole day and now I want to go back there no matter how scary it is because I've got to know what the heck is up there."

"Hello," replied Kurusu.

"Right, yeah, hello. Sorry for ambushing you like this, but you're the only person I can talk to about these things." A momentary pause. "Well, really you're one of maybe two people I can actually talk to at all, everybody else here pretty much hates me."

Kurusu nodded. "Yes," she said. "I-I mean, I heard some people talking about you on my way to school this morning."

"And what were they saying?" asked Ann, rolling her eyes in annoyance.

There was maybe an eyeblink of hesitation before she answered. "I think you know."

"Yeah, I know. But I mean it, I want to --"

"Okay," Kurusu said with another nod. "We made a deal. And I think I know how to get back to that place." She fished her phone out of one of her blazer pockets. "There's this app on my phone --"

"Hey, yeah," Ann interrupted right back. "When we got out yesterday, there was this voice coming from your phone, saying, um, ah -- forget it, it probably doesn't matter. Look, can I take a look at this thing?"

Unhesitatingly, the other girl handed over the phone. Ann looked it over, noting that it was almost scarily void of functions -- just the actual phone, text, search engine and camera, plus one other spooky looking thing, an eye with a star in it. (Hadn't there been an idol, a while back, who wore a contact lens or something like that?) Thus, she forbore from asking which app, but simply opened it up. "Heeere we go," she said. "It's even got a search history, so we can --"

"Kamoshida-Shujin Academy-pervert-castle -- beginning navigation," announced the soft voice that she'd heard yesterday.

"Okay, so then we gotta -- uh --"

To Ann, it was a bit like the one time she had dropped her guard a bit and been roofied. (Fortunately, someone at the same party had recognized the symptoms and gotten her away from the would-be predator. She deeply regretted having next to no clear memories of either person involved.) The disorientation lasted only a moment, but when it lifted, everything looked the slightest bit off. Then she turned to look up at the castle gate that had replaced the school entrance and revised that "slightest bit" upwards.

"Well, we're back," she said.

"Yes," said Kurusu, not nearly as softly as she'd been speaking all this while.

Ann looked back at her and almost jumped back. "And you're dressed up again!"

"Yes," Kurusu said again, lifting up the knife she was holding to examine it carefully. "My arm is once more whole."

"Ooooookay then."
 
April 12, Part Three
From somewhere nearby, there issued a rather frustrated sigh. "I hoped it might be just the noisy one, but I can see that you're both here." Morgana poked his head out from around the corner. "I can't believe the two of you came back after the narrow escape you had last time. Wait, no. I can't believe that I'm surprised that you two came back --"

"Zip it, all right," Ann said, privately relieved to have someone to talk to who didn't seem to be on the verge of flipping out at all times. "Look, Mogen --

"Morgana," the cat corrected.

"Morgana," Ann repeated through clenched teeth. "We need your help."

"You don't say," he drawled.

Biting back a retort, Ann pressed onward. "Can you get us to a place where we can take pictures of the students that are being tortured here? That way, we can identify who they are in the real world, and get them to admit what's going on to someone who can do something about Kamoshida!"

"I don't think that will work," said Kurusu, who had taken out her phone and was looking at it.

"What -- why not?" Ann asked.

Kurusu turned the display of the phone towards Ann, so that she could see that the screen was filled with a much larger version of the spooky starred eye design. "It's only running that app right now. When I try to switch to open another app, nothing happens."

Frantically, Ann pulled out her own phone and recoiled a bit when she saw that the creepy image was also being displayed. "What the what? It's on my phone too, now!"

"Maybe we could go there and memorize their faces?" Kurusu suggested, a bit hesitantly.

The fact that she was normally disturbingly confident when she was wearing that coat and mask told Ann that her associate was trying to salvage the plan she'd come up with. Normally, that would have been a sweet gesture, but under the circumstances -- Ann shook her head. "It wouldn't work. I've got next to no memory for guys' faces, they all sort of blur together for me."

"Seriously?" asked Morgana, tilting his head to the side.

"Unless someone wants to be called a cat with every sentence, someone should probably not make fun of other people's foibles!"

"Morgana," said Kurusu, forestalling the cat's no doubt pointed retort.

"Yes, Lady Akira?" replied Morgana with exquisite courtesy.

"'Lady Akira'?" repeated Ann, incredulously.

"You said that you had infiltrated this Palace when you were captured and put in that cell. You must have had some reason for doing that. Do you have a ... clever plan for dealing with this place and the one who made it?"

Morgana's face grew a smirk. "Indeedy-do! And while my efforts, embarked upon alone and without help, may have been somewhat inadequate for the task at hand --"

"'somewhat inadequate'?" repeated Ann, increduously.

"-- if I had competent assistance from someone whom I carefully trained in the Noble Arts of Phantom Thievery™, I am confident that victory would be well within our grasp! Will you make a deal with me, Lady Akira?" Morgana held out his paw, to be either shook or perhaps kissed. It was not clear which.

"Phantom Thievery," Kurusu murmured. "This must be what he was talking about."

Morgana blinked audibly. "What who was talking about?" he asked, sounding much less grandiloquent.

"A man with a big nose," she answered.

"... I don't get out much, so I'm not altogether certain how much that narrows down the field," said the noseless creature.

"Uh, 'scuse me," interrupted Ann, utterly bewildered by the turns this conversation had taken. "Shouldn't you be asking both of us about this?"

Morgana coughed into one of his paws. "Yes. Well. As I said earlier, it may well be that you possess the spirit of rebellion, despite everything."

"'despite ev--'" Ann started to repeat, more angrily than incredulously.

"But if so, then 'tis presently fast asleep. Nay, perhaps comatose, instead. You would do better to return to the material world, and leave this to those already prepared for it." He gestured towards the alleyway behind them.

"Oh really," said Ann, infuriated by this point. "Well, up your nose, pal!" With that, she stomped over to the main gates of the castle and began pounding on its timbers and occasionally yanking at the large handles on it. "Kamoshida, you lecherous freak!" she shouted at one point. "Open up this door so we can kick your ass!"

"... she cannot seriously imagine that we should go in through the front door, can she?" asked Morgana, beholding this despite clearly disbelieving the evidence of his senses. "Even someone completely untrained in thievery should know that you never go in through the front door! This is the basic of basic basics! Everyone knows that!"

"If everyone knows it, doesn't that mean that people who are watching out for thieves know it, too, and so will be paying more attention to alternative points of entry?" asked Kurusu. "Meaning that going in through the front would be the last thing they'd expect?"

Mogana attempted to answer that a few times, before slumping. "Just ... go get her and then follow me, will you?"
 
April 12, Part Four
There then followed an extended period where Morgana led the two of them -- well, as he put it, led Kurusu and graciously permitted Ann to trail along behind the two of them -- through the twisting corners of the Palace, in the process teaching them about the need to ambush their opponents while also minimizing the chances that they might call for reinforcements. They were shown how Morgana could call upon his own Persona, a masked swordsman whom he called Zorro. (Ann was disappointed that said gigantic hologram or whatever it was didn't look like Antonio Banderas. She was also a bit surprised that Morgana didn't have Puss in Boots as a Persona, which could also have brought Antonio Banderas into the situation.)

During a rest stop in one of the rooms in the palace where Kamoshida's influence over the area was comparatively weak -- bits of the actual school room kept flickering in and out alongside bits of the dank dungeon -- the cat also explained his theory about how they could put an end to all this. "Deep in the heart of the Palace, there is an object -- a precious object, a treasure -- that is central to this Kamoshida's delusions about himself. If we were to steal it and take it away from here, his identity would collapse, and he would no longer be able to sustain the palace. Why, I daresay that, without his distorted desires to drive him onward, he might even completely reform and strive to live a virtuous life thereafter! Wouldn't that be just lovely?"

"Uh-huh," said Ann, regarding the cat with a dubious expression as he stood, declaiming all this, from the top a table, flickering between being covered with discarded mugs and dirty dishes or some kind of arts project. "And it's really just that simple? Sneak in, steal the sparkly, then saunter off whistling?"

"Wwwwwellll," said Morgana, tapping his forepaws together in the manner of someone twiddling their fingers.

"I knew it," Ann muttered, looking down in annoyance.

"What else, Morgana?" Kurusu pressed. She sounded patient, but as always there was something that was anything but tranquil in her eyes and the lines of her face.

"I was going to reveal it at the proper time, really," he assured them in a somewhat less-than-reassuring way. "Right now, the treasure only exists as an idea, not something we can cart away in our pockets. In order for that to change, we would have to alert the version of Kamoshida who exists in the material world to the idea that something will be stolen from him. The Kamoshida here knows everything that the Kamoshida there knows, you see. Which in turn means that the Kamoshida here would know to set up traps and, um, well, probably ambush us."

"So, that means you end up fighting him, anyway," Ann groaned, glancing briefly at Kurusu, and then flinching a bit.

"I'm not seeing a problem, here," Kurusu replied. "Morgana, what happens if the Kamoshida here should ... not survive ... the fight that he starts?"

Morgana looked extremely uncomfortable to be asked. "Well, ah, I guess he would probably die in the real world, too. But, I mean, we should probably try to avoid that, because we're thieves, not murderers."

"Oh," she said, without blinking once.

Despite everything, they decided to head into the dungeon to see whether either of them could try to recognize the faces of any of the students being tortured there. Unfortunately, Ann proved to be just as incapable of doing this as she'd predicted, and Kurusu had no better luck. Perhaps, if either of them had been more artistically gifted, or even devoted manga readers, things might have been different. But Ann was only a subject of art, and the only arts that Kurusu currently cared about were martial.

Resignedly, then, they decided to head out of the palace for today, at least. "So through here," said Morgana, leading them into the palace's foyer, "we can get back to the way we came in, and --"

"Well, well, what have we here, again?" said a familiar voice.

"Awwww, come on!" Ann groaned as she once more watched her doppleganger flip over the balcony to land before them.

"Wow!" said Morgana, eyes wide. "You were right! She doesn't look a thing like you!"

"Thank --"

"She's much sexier!"

"Awwww," said the cognitive version of Ann, blowing a kiss in Morgana's direction before sticking out her tongue at the infuriated material girl.

"I swear, once we get out of here, I'm going to make a pair of catskin gloves out of --"

"Yeah, yeah, save it," said cognitive Ann, as she -- again -- snapped her fingers. And, once again, castle guards seemed to materialize behind the three explorers and grab them. This time, though, Morgana and Kurusu were able to struggle free of their grip and pull away. Ann, of course, was in no position to do that.

"Let her go," said Kurusu, glaring at the false Ann.

"Hm, no, don't think so," replied that Ann, with a shake of her head. "But ... y'know, I've heard that thieves are all about making deals, right? Why not make a deal with me? I will let the two of you go, pretend to King Kamoshida that I never even saw you, and you can go your merry way." She seemed to saunter over to where Ann was being held above the ground, mouth firmly covered by the guards' hands. "I bet I could become much more like the real Takamaki if I tore her apart and incorporated parts of her into this mask that I'm wearing," she said, softy, as she reached up to run one gloved finger down the real Ann's cheek.

"I will never --" Kurusu started to say.

The cognitive Ann wheeled to glare at her. "Then I guess I'll sound the alarm instead, and countless guards will converge on this position to beat the shit out of you until you either flee or die. I get what I want either way. And what's the point of fighting for this one, anyway? She doesn't care about you. She doesn't care about anyone but herself! Her best friend has been aching to quit volleyball, and only staying on the team because she was scared that something would happen to her, but did she even notice? It's not that this girl doesn't love Kamoshida-sama, which I could vaguely understand, because not everybody will get the appeal. She just doesn't love anyone!"

"That's not true," Kurusu said.

Or did she say that? All of a sudden, it was hard for Ann to hear or even see what was going on around her. A roaring noise was filling her mind, and it hurt so much and --

Of course this pale imitation is never going to get it. It's not that you don't love, it's that you love who you love, not who loves you and feels entitled to be loved in return. And those whom you love should be on guard. Are you ready to show them how much love hurts?

I am thou, thou art I. Thou who wilt lure the fools to their doom and make them crave it. Call upon my name and unleash thy wrath!

Remembering, she forced her mouth opened and bit into the flesh of the hand that was holding her. With a muffled yelp, the hands around her face let go. With only one of the guards still restraining her, it was easy to get free -- as she dropped down and reached up to tear the mask she was wearing off her face.

"CARMEN!" she shrieked. There was a whip in her hand, now, and the false Ann was staring at her in shock as she slashed her across the face with it.

That face, nothing like her own, distorted further. Quite suddenly, there was a tiny, red-haired woman with wings in a blue dress in place of the false Ann. "Y'know, it's almost worth it to see something this beautiful?" said the Pixy in the moment before Ann slashed her once again.
 
April 12, Part Five
Shiho had hoped that, after they were all through with classes and able to sit around and shoot the shit like they usually did, Ann might explain why she had gone from constantly encouraging her to stick with volleyball through thick and thin to all but begging her to quit. It had been sort of funny to watch, in the way that not-really-funny-things often were. But Ann had failed to materialize for their session, and now she was completely at a loss for what she should do with herself. The obvious solution, now that she had joined the 'go home early club', would be to go home early, but something was holding her here.

She even had a fairly good idea where Ann might be right now. Being her friend had ensured that she was almost as much of an outcast as Ann was, but she had heard the rumors about Ann showing up at school, yesterday, in the company of the new transfer student who everyone was describing as some sort of criminal mastermind. (The other part of the rumors, that the two of them had been dispatched on some mysterious errand by Kamoshida, was something that Shiho discounted reflexively.)

She had actually seen the transfer student yesterday. She had been putting away some sports equipment, and one of the bolls had slipped out of her hands and rolled across the hallway as the girl with messy hair and glasses had walked down the other side of it. She had caught the ball and handed it to Shiho, all without even slowing down, much less stopping long enough to accept any thanks. She walked on her way, like someone who was ... what was the word? Casing. That was what they called it when someone studied a place to prepare for a crime there, right?

Shiho let out a sad chuckle. She was doing it. The exact same thing all those people did when they talked about Ann, the exact same thing that everyone did about the transfer student -- putting the worst possible spin on what was probably something completely innocent. Of course, someone who was new in a school would try to explore it in order to get used to the place. And of course, someone who had only really had the chance to get to know one person in a school would spend time with them.

Even if that person had only one other friend there. Even if that left that other friend completely alone. Even if ... Shiho stopped the course of her thoughts, hugging herself to make the shaking stop as well. She really, really should go home, now.

"Uh, Suzui?"

Jerked out of her contemplations, Shiho blinked as she looked up to see that Mishima had managed to walk up to her without her realizing it. "Yes?" she answered his address hoping that her voice didn't sound frightened. She had no reason to be afraid of Mishima after all. Only of what might come with him.

And, indeed, after a moment of hesitation, he showed that her reason was right. "Kamoshida-sensei told me to go get you."

"Oh. Did he say what he wanted?" she asked.

"No," Mishima said. "He didn't say."

She wondered if that was true. She wondered if that mattered. Shiho took a deep breath. "I'm quitting volleyball," she told him.

Mishima blinked. Confusion suited him a lot better than dread, she thought. "Oh. Uh ... that's too bad?" he said, making it a question.

She nodded since there was nothing to say to that.

"Have you, have you told sensei, yet?" he asked then.

"No," she admitted.

"I guess that's not what this is about, then. Um. Well, you can probably tell him when you see him," he told her, nodding himself.

No. "Mishima ... did he tell you to go get me, or to go find me and tell me that I should go to his office?" she asked. This could never work. This couldn't possibly work. This was the only thing she could think of, so it had to work.

"Uh, he t-told me to go find you, but I think --"

"Did he tell you what to do if you couldn't find me?" she asked, speaking just a bit faster than she had been until now.

"No, but, I mean, I did find you, so --"

"But what if you didn't? What if you just ... didn't find me?" Shiho asked. Before he could offer the obvious answer and turn this into even more of an endless loop, she pushed on. "I'd be really grateful, Mishima. Really."

He stared at her, and his mouth worked a bit without any noise coming out. "Okay," he finally said. "I'll go do that, then. Um. See you ... later?" he concluded, making it another question.

She nodded since there was nothing to say to that, either, and she didn't trust herself to speak.

He turned and walked back the way that he had, she guessed, come up to her. She found herself grateful that he didn't look back towards her as he went. She was still sitting there when he moved out of sight, but not for much more than a second.

It wasn't until she was out of the school gates and halfway to Shibuya that it occurred to her what Kamoshida might do to the person who gave him that sort of bad news. She paused, then, and looked back towards the school.

But not for much more than a second.
 
April 12, Part Six
Somewhere in the depths of Shibuya, there was a burger joint where Ann and Shiho had hung out in the times before Kamoshida had messed up the universe. When they had done that, they had cheerfully chattered to each other about everything and nothing, in hindsight probably annoying the other patrons. If those patrons were currently present -- not likely but not impossible -- they were probably relieved that Ann was not engaged in her usual stream-of-consciousness monologue, but rather slumped facedown over on top of the table across from Kurusu, who was sipping from her drink in her usual laconic reserve.

Eventually, though, Ann managed to recover enough of her vim and vigor to raise her head and gaze blearily across the table at Kurusu. "So, I wasn't imagining that, right? They were talking to each other while we were fighting the rest of the guards?"

Kurusu started to nod, hesitated, then said, slowly and precisely, "They were talking to each other. The other part, whether you were imagining that, is ... kind of complicated."

"Yeah, yeah, yeah," replied Ann, slumping once more. She didn't look up as she continued talking. "I didn't understand what they were saying."

"It was in French."

That got her to look up. "You speak French?"

"Non," Kurusu replied shortly. "But I can recognize it."

"Why French, though?"

"Well, yours is a character from a French novel and opera, and mine is a character from an English story who had a background of having lived and sang in the opera in France, so it makes sense that they would have a connection like that and --"

"How do you know this stuff?" Ann asked plaintively.

The momentary animation that Kurusu had shown just then vanished like the glow from a lightbulb when the switch was turned off. "I just know stuff," she answered without meeting Ann's eyes.

Ann let out a long, weary sigh, and forced herself to sit up. Sort of, anyway; she was still slumped, but now she was leaning against the back of her chair and managing to hold her neck up so that she looked across the table at her ... co-conspirator? "Whatever," she said, both to herself and to Kurusu. "Seriously, forget all that. There's other stuff we gotta talk about. Look ... I get that you probably don't want to talk about how you ended up here."

Kurusu looked bewildered and opened her mouth to reply.

"Not here-here, Shujin-here," Ann pre-empted that remark. "Transfer-to-another-school-under-a-cloud-here. But ... I think maybe we gotta talk about it."

"Okay," Kurusu breathed after a moment. Before Ann could reply to that, she pushed on, still not looking up from the table. "If I try to talk about what happened to me, I'm just going to end up repeating all the things I learned to say to make them stop asking questions. So, instead, I'm going to tell you a story. And it's up to you to decide whether or not to believe it."

One deep breath. "There was a girl. A girl who lived in what she thought was a really boring town. There was nothing there for her. And that is funny, because as soon as things became such that she could never, ever go back there, everything about it seemed to gleam in her memories. But that's getting ahead of things.

"The girl had a bad habit. At night, she would sneak out of the house where she lived with her parents and go into town to have fun. She would sing, and dance, and play games ... and one night there was someone at the place where she was having fun who was interested in a different kind of fun. And she said no. And he didn't want to hear that. So, he dragged her out of that place, and to his car not far away, and --"

"O. M. G," said Ann, horrified.

"-- and that is when the story takes a turn," she said, affecting to have not heard the interruption. "Because someone came to help her. Someone stopped him. A hero came along." She let out a long, shuddering sigh. "And now both this girl and the hero were in trouble, because he was a big man. And he told her that if she didn't say that the hero had attacked him for no reason, he would make her pay for it." The monotone she had been telling all this abruptly shifted to what could only be described as a quiet howl. "But she was just so angry." Just as abruptly, the monotone came back. "So, she told him that she would never ever ever turn her back on someone who had helped her."

Kurusu stopped talking then.

Ann did not want to do what she did next. But she was used to doing things she did not want to do. She still hesitated, before asking, "And then what happened to them?"

"They put them both in jail. Two different jails. In hers, she was hurt. In his, he was killed." Delivered like bullet points on an agenda.

Much much too late, Ann's hands came up to cover her mouth.

"Eventually, she learned to say what they wanted to hear. Because it was her first offense, they gave her probation. And she was sent far, far away. And that was the end of the story." She punctuated it by sipping her drink. Or rather, by trying to suck up the dregs of what was in the glass through her straw.

"What was his name? The hero, I mean." Ann wasn't sure why she asked that, wasn't sure what difference it made. Was, as usual, not really sure of anything.

"I never learned it. He was just --" She broke off. "I guess you believe that story?" she asked, after a moment.

"Yes," said Ann, reaching out to touch the hand that was resting on the table. "I believe you."

She wasn't really prepared for the way that made Kurusu jolt back. "What?" she asked, hoarsely.

"Is it that crazy that I'd believe you?"

"No, no, I --" She looked around, confusedly. "Didn't you hear that?"

"I heard a really sad and grim story, yes, but I mean, I don't agree that it's over, yet," she said.

"That's not what I --" Now Kurusu slumped. "Never mind."

"So, I guess it makes sense that you'd want to ... really, really hurt someone who hurts people who've helped you," said Ann, abruptly conscious as she spoke that there might just possibly be people listening in on this conversation, who would become alarmed at the repeated, casual use of the word "kill". "But as the person in question, I would be upset if someone I cared about ... really, really hurt someone. So, maybe ... not?" she finished, a bit weakly.

But the message was received, even if response was just as weak. "Okay," Kurusu answered without looking at her. "But ... you know, now, that caring about me can be risky, right?"

"You are not some kind of a jinx," Ann retorted.

"Jinx," repeated Akira. "Hm."
 
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April 13, Part One
Muß es sein?

"Welcome to the Velvet Room," said their extraordinarily patient master to the menace who was glaring through the bars at him. Bad enough that she did that, but she utterly ignored the scowls that the two of them -- yes, Justine was scowling, even if it people who weren't Caroline might not have been able to tell that she was -- were directing up at her. "Let us now resume our earlier conversation. Tell me, are you growing accustomed to this place?"

"What's one more cell?" said the inmate, and let out a rather inappropriate chuckle.

Their master tilted his head. "That demonstrates a somewhat admirable stoicism, which you may need if ruin is to be prevented. Yet that alone --indeed, you alone -- cannot stop it. But today you have entered into a partnership with another who has awakened to the power of Persona, correct?"

"Ann," said the inmate, continuing to glare.

"Involving yourself with others is an important step in your rehabilitation," explained the master. "I am of course not speaking of casual or superficial relationships. Your associates must be those who have, like you, been robbed of their proper places --"

But -- beyond belief, if not wholly unexpected by this point -- the wretch before the two of them dared interrupt. "My rehabilitation is not only becoming a thief, but dragging other people into becoming my accomplices? Other people who have suffered like I have? Are you out of your --"

"Personas are the strength of one's heart," interrupted Justine. "The stronger the bonds that surround you, the more power your Personas will gain."

"I don't care about power!" the inmate snapped, glaring down at her.

With calm that she had clearly learned from the good example that Caroline had given her, Justine glared back. "Your opponent does. That is indeed all that he cares about. You must be both better and stronger than him if you are to prevent ruin -- and so save many, as once you were saved."

The inmate jolted at that, and Caroline seized the opportunity. "There are countless people in this city who have talents that a weakling like you --"

"Shut up," said the inmate without looking at her. That was the worst part, the way that her eyes kept boring down at poor Justine, who was hiding the anxiety it must be causing her so admirably. Caroline decided to start slamming her truncheon against the bars no matter what Justine had said about doing so, to draw his attention away from her dear sister, for Justine's benefit of course and not because she wanted it on her or anything.

Before she could, however, the master spoke. "While harsh, she speaks the truth. You may well require a bond with her, or even myself, if you are to achieve your goals."

That at least got her attention off Justine. "You want to be my accomplice, too?" said the inmate, glaring at him, now. "Isn't ours a 'superficial relationship'?"

"It is if you make it so," replied the master. "Have we a deal?"

The inmate kept staring. At length, she finally spoke. "All right."

I am thou, thou art I. Thou hast acquired a new vow. It shall become the wings of rebellion that breaketh the chains of thy captivity. With the birth of the Fool Persona, I have obtained the winds of blessing that shall lead to freedom and power ...

The voice sounded achingly familiar to her, and yet she did not recognize it. She wanted to ask Justine if she did, but doubtless the answer would be the same. So frustrating. "This conversation is over!" she decreed. "Get lost, inmate!"

Still without even glancing in her direction -- ggggghhhh -- the inmate turned and collapsed back onto the cot.

"I actually had a few things more to say," said the master, in tones of mild reproach.

Caroline froze.

"He's angry," said Kurusu, sitting beside Ann and watching the teachers, led by Kamoshida, crushing the boys' volleyball team in a display of dominance almost as violent as what the cognitive versions of them were subjected to in the palace.

"He's always angry," Ann replied, eyes on where the girls' team were sitting, waiting for their turn in the barrel. "But yeah, more than usual. I think it's because Shiho must have told him that she was quitting the team right before this thing started. She was smart, waited until there were a lot of other people around to do it, and he still almost blew his top at her. Gawd, I hope I did the right thing by telling her to get out," she moaned. "What if he still hurts her and --"

"Where is she?" Kurusu asked.

"Over there, third from the right in the back row. Wearing a knee brace. Thanks to him, I bet," she added, angry now instead of fearful.

Kurusu didn't answer, looking where Ann had been looking. "Where did I --" she murmured, then shook her head. "None of them will help us, will they?" she asked.

"No," replied Ann. "Frustrating as hell, but they're all too scared of him. If only there was someone who was as mad at him, but not ... so ... scared ..." She trailed off as slowly she turned to look at the line of boys sitting on the ground watching the "game." "Ryuji's in your class, right?" she asked.

"Who?"

"That guy, there. With the bleached hair."

"Oh. Yes. He sits behind me."

"Maybe ..." Ann said, slowly. "Just maybe ..."

It wasn't that she wanted to watch the volleyball match with everyone else. Frankly, she thought it was a dumb display of dominance. But walking through the hallways with the rest of the student council, looking for those who were avoiding it, was not exactly her idea of an interesting morning, either. Still, it was something that had to be done -- or so she had been told -- and so she was doing it, because she always followed the rules and acted as an example for others and --

-- what?

For a moment, she thought she had to be imagining it. But she wasn't, and that was a moment she could never get back as she started running for the rooftop access, leaving the others behind in their confusion, finding the doors unsurprisingly open and getting out as she tried desperately to remember the name.

In the end, she had to guess. "Mishima!" she shouted. "Don't --"

On the other side of the fence, he turned to look back at her, and she froze at the look of terror and despair on that face. "I'm sorry," he said. "He was just too strong, he was just --"

And with those words, he bent forward at the waist and dived off the side of the building.

She stood like a statue for a moment, then dashed forward to the side of the roof to look down. Fumbling at her pocket, she pulled out her phone, dialling emergency services.

"Shujin Academy, student council president, Niijima Makoto. Please send the police," she said dazedly to the dispatcher.

No point in asking for an ambulance, she thought with a mind every bit as numb as her voice, staring at what was lying on the ground below. Not who. Not anymore.

Es muß sein.

END PART TWO
 
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