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That.. was.. not.. fun.
I wave at my room's scanner, not quite focusing, hear the beep of acknowledgement and the
shhh of the door sliding open.
The only part of this whole place that sounds like Star Trek…
And then I walk inside. The décor is… Pretty nice, actually. Tsua'm has really gotten the hang of human-friendly decoration and furnishing. Including a bed that takes into account that humans need a lot more sleep than-.
"P'ol, I was-" Tsua'm gets up from her chair with a tau not-smile on her face, deactivating her holodisplay as she does so. "-concerned that I may have to search for you."
Her robes settle-.
And suddenly I'm imagining very clearly what she would look like without them-.
She stops approaching as
my environmental shield flares.
Control.
Control.
"Was your work so unpleasant? Was the archive trapped?"
"No, no it-. I've just been dealing with wyches all day."
She nods. "I know that you find their slave-like state repugnant, but there was no better option. You have seen what they did."
"It's not that. They…" I look at the ceiling-. She remembered the ceiling rose.
She would have had to explain what that was to the Earth caste builders, and… "You know how they dress?"
"They do not wear much armour, to display their bodies as part of their art."
"Part of my conditioning has been to discourage them from showing off through fighting. But that doesn't stop them wanting to show off. And because of.. how the orange light
works, they mostly want to show off to
me."
She blinks. "And did that distract them from their work?"
"No, that was… We confirmed that it
is a psychic storage device, but none of them have the skills necessary to decode it. I've.. got them working on it."
"Is that why you are frustrated? Or-. Ah."
This time she makes a point of giving me a human-style smile.
"Were they dancing for you? Posing for you?" I look away, nodding. Those women and man are pretty-. No,
superhumanly lithe, and appear to habitually turn everything they do into a display of their.. physical.. 'skills'. "
Enticing you?"
"I'm not sure. I'm not sure that there's a distinction in their minds."
Tsua'm looks slightly amused. "It is still a little strange to me how you can find other species 'visually stimulating'. Did you copulate with them?"
"No!"
"That would seem to have been the sensible choice, but since you are here…" She looks around, rolling up her right sleeve.
"Ah, what are you doing?"
She returns her attention to me. "I assumed that you are here because they should be focusing on their work and you expect me to satiate your sexual hunger?"
Ah… "That-. 'Expect' is not the way I'd.. put it, Tsua'm."
We stare each other in the eyes for a moment, then her nasal cleft narrows thoughtfully. She steps aside and indicates the settee. "Sit with me."
Decidedly disconcerted, I walk over to my accustomed place on the soft furniture and sit down. Tsua'm sits next to me a moment later, letting her sleeve fall back. She's sitting.. diagonally, her posterior in the corner of the settee while her knees are touching mine and her lower legs spread out to the side.
The best way to 'cure' a man's arousal: have a serious talk about your relationship.
"You have made it clear that you… You love me." I nod cautiously. "And that in your culture monogamy was the expected way to behave."
"Yes."
"And you know that tau society does not work like that."
"Yes. The Eugenics Board assigns reproductive partners."
She nods. "If I were not working with you, I would probably have been assigned my second partner by now. My first child would be beginning the first stages of their formal education."
"Have I..?"
I… Look down.
Have I really fucked up your life and you're just going along with it? How do I-?
She reaches over and takes my left hand in her right. "We do not just exchange semen samples for in vitro fertilisation. I would have sex with whoever I was assigned to. Several times."
"Ah. Okay?"
"And that would be all. We would spend a little time together socially while… Recovering, but it is unlikely that we would see each other again once I was pregnant. He might not even meet his child, except by coincidence."
"That…" I frown. "But… That wasn't how tau society
used to work? Don't you have the same… Biological drives that humans do? I mean, mostly?"
"Relations outside of reproductive partnerships assigned by the Eugenics Board do occur, and a small number of children are born to matches that were not arranged, though that…" She looks away for a moment. "Reflects poorly on those involved. Especially when it produces… When the child is half-caste."
Which is no joke. Tau of different castes
can breed together, but the health impacts on the children range from severe lifelong arthritis for Earth/Water half-castes to 'they-won't-see-the-end-of-the-first-week' for Air/Fire half-castes. And that's before you get into the psychological problems. Since this is the Tau Empire and not the Imperium, the Empire
generally tries to find a role for the ones that make it to adulthood, but the structure of tau society doesn't really
leave one.
She lightly squeezes my hand. "The point that I wish to make is that tau… Find satisfaction in… Order. When you tell me that you want me to do something that you have the authority to tell me to do, it is not an imposition. It is not…
Treating me as a means. It is showing me how best to do something that I want to do."
"Alright, but you seemed to be-. I mean, I.. got the impression-. You are… Enjoying…"
"The…" She looks away, her cleft twitching. "Spasmodic.. completion.. is.. not un
pleasant. But I feel… Mental pleasure, when I am able to fully discharge my responsibilities. I know perfectly well that tau and humans are-" She uses her left hand to pat her mammary-free upper chest. "-differently shaped. I understand that there are attributes that I do not possess which arose your erotic passions. That is not offensive to me."
I… Nod. "O-kay, I think-."
"Excepting that you will not consider modifying me so that I
could fulfil them. You know that modern tau castes are engineered to better fulfil their roles. I can see the advantage in being able to feed young children while leaving our mouths unoccupied. Regurgitation does not taste pleasant, even when it serves a useful purpose."
"I.. could do something cosmetic, but genetic changes..." I shake my head. "I don't know enough. That's not a trait that tau have ever
had." Hm. "Two children?"
"One or two."
I hold up my right hand,
a representation of a genetic strand appearing above it.
She looks at it curiously. "Whose DNA is that?"
"It's the closest I've got to me as a Water caste tau. I hadn't thought about how much I'd thrown your life off course, and now you raise the issue… I
do want to help you fulfil your role."
"I see." She nods. "Should we visit the obstetrics ward?"
"
No." My crotch briefly
glows as I lean closer and exhale on her nasal slit. She
shifts in her seat, slit switching and mouth slightly open as she gets a better taste of my scent. "Tau semen isn't toxic to humans. I'll perform the procedure myself.
Manually."
"Very well. Would-?"
I reach over, grabbing her around the waist and then lifting her over my shoulder as I stand and walk towards the bed.