I blame
Biigoh -
I was wallowing in the horror that is Fanfiction.net nowadays, spinning my wheels and bemoaning the stupid, when a Tanuki started sending me replies to my reviews of his fic Goblin Queen. He invited me to SB and, once I'd built up a tolerance, I started looking for the harder stuff. Once Ack started posting his porn here a few years ago, I was carrying around my phone to do lines of QQ on basically every day.
I've been in and out of clinics since then, but my doctors have given me up for a lost cause.