The orange light: it's a hell of a drug.
But with such strong use of the orange light on a thaumically active world, it should be a reasonable place to do this. Where I'm standing used to be a wine cellar… Not 'grape wine', but functionally equivalent. It's at the bottom of a stone rubble crater, but it's the closest thing to a platform left.
We understand: A local berry-equivalent fermented for use as a sacrament. Or just for the priests personal enjoyment. They struck me as
that sort.
I've already cleared it of dust and graffiti, and inscribed the runic devices which should ease my passage into the Honden. Or rather, should ease my gaining awareness of the Honden. At the moment I'm a squishy mortal Lantern of no great importance; I lost the ability to easily bestride two realms with my enlightenment. This is just going to be me approaching as a mortal supplicant in a way… I've never really done.
I look upwards to where the Atlanteans, Lantern Ragnar and Lantern Gozzi are observing.
I presume the Atlanteans have plenty of diagnostic spells both cast and readied. Hope the Lanterns are taking notes too. They may well be attempting this themselves someday.
"Everyone ready?"
"I'd…" Dr. Damon looks a little bewildered. "That's a very unusual configuration. Most… People either go for something simple to protect bystanders while enduring the communion with their patron… Or go the other way and use something complex to improve their control."
If the Ophidian is in a mood that you're in
danger, protective magic
won't help you. She'll just eat that, and then you.
"The Ophidian isn't a lightning elemental. All of you already touch her and her realm by feeling avarice. If she could distinguish you from the general orange background of the universe there isn't a ward in existence that could protect you. Fortunately, she… Doesn't do things like that unless prompted."
Ragnar seems excited by that.
"Will she come here? Will she want to fight us to prove our worth?"

If you
want her too, I suppose? Though she'd probably express confusion at first, until OL explains it to her.
"I… I honestly hope not. Since Hinon hasn't said anything yet I don't think she's even noticed that anything's gone wrong, and I'd like it to stay that way. And if she did want you to prove your worth, it wouldn't-."
"It would be a test of the spirit and not a test of the body, I know. The muscles of my body are not the only ones I have trained in preparation for our next duel! My brother was astonished at my newfound enthusiasm for scholarship."
Ah, the man
can learn! Showing he's more than dumb muscle, I see.
"Any profound conclusions?"
"My goals are simple. My reasons aren't much more sophisticated. I wanted to distinguish myself from my brother, I had some early success in our sparring and I felt a kinship with figures from our heroic sagas. Everything else followed logically."
That's an... Interesting way to look at things.
Lantern Gozzi's eyes narrow. "You have a curious definition of 'logically'."
"I sought to exemplify the martial virtues of my own heroes, without reflecting on their actual motives. I saw only the surface, leaving my own deeds… Hollow, by comparison. Therefore I lived a pantomime of the life of a great warrior. My thoughts were logical, but I lacked the wisdom to understand what I was trying to replicate. Now, I have a true reason to act, to impress my own nature onto reality. Illustres, you will not find stealing my ring from my finger as easy next time as it was during our first duel."
...

Huh. That's an impressive amount of self-reflection for someone
most would assume has all his brains in his sword-arm. Or his loins. Heck, He may well find his way into
enlightenment by himself at this rate...
I nod approvingly. "I'm glad to hear it. And I'm glad that you've grasped what I've been trying to teach so readily. I'm almost looking forward to our rematch now."
He looks put out.
"Only 'almost'?"
Well, think about it. You'll likely be dragging him away from something important. Like fixing some minor race that seemed like a joke in the original comics but turns out to be amazingly good at something no-one else would expect them to be...
I sit cross-legged in the centre of the circle, running my hierarchy of needs through my head. I haven't had to do this for a while and it's… A little jerky compared to when I did it while enlightened. I have to pause and think. The ideas come, and I have a definite sense of when I've covered everything, but… Yeah. Lantern Gozzi couldn't find my personal lantern, but we also confirmed that it didn't explode. Which means that I've got no real idea what happened to it. Losing Hinon and Larfleeze's rings is one thing but if I've lost Alan's lantern I'm going to be decidedly put out.
Honestly, I'm sure Alan wouldn't care that much about it getting trashed. He'd probably just be happy that you;'re alive, if not quite hale and hearty yet. But.. if it wasn't in subspace... Is there a chance it got smushed into the Honden somehow?
And… Ready. I extend orange light through the ritual inscriptions on the stone, trying to lose focus with my eyes and gain focus with my soul.
I want this.
And so do we, if only to avoid a long plotline of gradual recovery. In- and Out-of-universe motivations for the win.
"This is my cause, this is my fight,
Shine through the void with orange light,
I've claimed all within my sight,
To keep what is mine, that is my right."
"To keep what is mine, that is my right."

...Okay,
that's not how
Best Snek talks. Something is
hinky in the realm of Avarice, methinks...
The universe flickers, fragments of orange flames leaping up from the inscriptions, momentarily forming lines, corridors, shapes and ideas I momentarily recognise from my time in the Honden before they collapse once more into mere sparks.
But who spoke?
Yes, that's the billion spacebuck question, isn't it?
I feel/see the human desires I know well: family and community, food and comfort. Not that those are uniquely human, but the particular manifestation that surrounds-.
Back in the room. I just can't maintain the connection, though a glance upward shows that my audience is still a little impressed.
Bet the thaumaturgists are getting soooo much data...
Human desires, and I'm… Human. But I couldn't feel me there.
Wait. I wasn't using human desires to shield myself. I was using Leentniar desires, that was what I felt-. Their sense of how things should be rather than my own. I… Think, anyway.
Well, it's that or look for Reach desires. But that would probably leave you feeling in need of a shower in some cases, I think.
My sense of how things should be is expansive and universalist. I can rest when everyone exists in a system whereby they can pursue their own ends in equilibrium with everyone else, and I fully expect that if I ever die permanently, it will be in the saddle.
The Leentniar don't think like that, and if I'm going to get my self back, I'm going to need to get closer to their mindset.
Which will be much harder for an unenlightened Lantern to manage. Hmm... Maybe the loss of
enlightenment isn't a setback, so much as a
test...
Hiding, that was a strong inclination. Where I would act, they would evade and avoid. I've used stealth to disguise my intent and location; for them it's a way of life. It's based on the cultural assumption that there's nothing worth engaging with outside of their own civilisation, that the value of what they have is actually diminished through contact with the outside. That in turn relates to their shunning the few members of their civilisation who have to leave.
I've rather underestimated what I'm up against there, haven't I?
Don't worry, OL. I'm sure you can climb the Difficulty Cliff (That's what happens when the Difficulty Curve grows too
fast too
quickly. For instance, in games like Dwarf Fortress.)
"These drives are based on something, but what?"
That wasn't the Ophidian. Who the heck is talking? Has someone.. else achieved orange enlightenment? I mean, given the size of the universe that's certainly possible. And I wasn't spending large amounts of time in the Honden, so it isn't all that strange that I haven't encountered them before now.
Or maybe, your Soul, the chunk of it that's
Orange Light... Came
home.
A concern for later.
I really have more in common with their devotion to their own, anyway. That lack of selfishness is quite un-orange, but it's far closer to classical enlightenment. And here it manifests in a genuine desire to be a better Leentniar, to be more like the Leentniar ideal. How many humans even really have an accurate idea about what 'humans' are like beyond what they see in their own culture? Leentniar know their own foibles in a way humans don't and would probably refuse to accept. Again, far closer to classical forms of enlightenment; acceptance without judgement.
Because in fiction, Humans get to be super-diverse, but any non-human sophonts? Their entire race get labelled with a single theme. The
Warrior race. The
Smart race. The
Evil race. I would not doubt that Mr Zoat would make it look that way only to flip that trope on its head here...
I try to picture living like that myself.
I match Leentniar desire to avoid the alien with the human desire to lash out at it to prove that they're not.
The instinct of Xenophobia. The Other, the Outside. One thing of many, so much to blame for the way humans are today....
I match the Leentniar desire to become good with the human desire to interpret the self as good.
And in the Leentniar I see myself. / "And in the human I see myself."
And things just went full-on creepshow. See, when I said this was a test, up there... We know OL gained Avarice Enlightenment as a Human. But that very
Human outlook on his avarice has shaped his character. He still thinks in a very
human way, even at his most inhuman moments... And yet those inhuman moments show a potential for something
beyond.
To
truly master the
Orange Light, what if he has to learn how to match
other forms of
desire, of
wants and
needs. Not just the Human kind but also the Leentniar kind, the Reach kind, the Tamaranean kind, the Maltusian kind...
All the various perspectives of Avarice, the way the Ophidian
sees the universe. In effect, he had Level 1
Enlightenment. Now he gets to try to reach for Level 2. And what happens when he does?
